Summary: When Optimus Prime faces termination on the battlefield, Phage makes a desperate gamble to turn the table on the Decepticons. Her plans go awry when she's taken hostage by Megatron, who believes she has the Matrix. Despite Decepticon concepts of hospitatiy, Phage rejects to the claim that she has the sacred relic. What she does have and will not say, is Optimus Prime's spark.
Categories: Generation One
Characters: Bluestreak (G1), Bumblebee (G1,G2) - aka Goldbug, Cliffjumper (G1), Elita One (G1), Frenzy (G1,G2), Grimlock (G1,G2,Alt), Hook (G1,G2), Huffer (G1), Ironhide (G1,G2,Transformers Movie 2007), Jazz (G1,G2), Jetfire (G1,G2), Megatron (G1,G2,MW), Optimus Prime (G1,G2,MW,RM,TFU, Transformers Movie 2007), Phage, Prowl (G1,MW), Ratchet (G1), Roller (G1,G2), Rumble (G1), Shrapnel (G1), Sideswipe (G1,G2,Alt,TFU), Skywarp (G1,MW), Soundwave (G1,G2), Sparkplug Witwicky (G1), Spike Witwicky (G1), Sunstreaker (G1,TFU), Thundercracker (G1,MW), Wheeljack (G1, Alt), Windcharger (G1,Alt)
Genre: Drama
Location: Library
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 21
Completed: No
Word count: 218925
Read: 198262
Published: 04/02/19
Updated: 02/09/22
1. Gamble by Guardinthena
2. Flight by Guardinthena
3. Scream by Guardinthena
4. Clarity by Guardinthena
5. Strain by Guardinthena
6. Engex by Guardinthena
7. Distant Thunder by Guardinthena
8. Altihexed by Guardinthena
9. Dues Ex Machina by Guardinthena
10. Kaonite Standoff by Guardinthena
11. Revelations by Guardinthena
12. Reformat by Guardinthena
13. Paradox by Guardinthena
14. Matrix by Guardinthena
15. Affinity by Guardinthena
16. Endurus by Guardinthena
17. End Game by Guardinthena
18. Elusive by Guardinthena
19. Homecoming by Guardinthena
20. Entangled by Guardinthena
21. Optimus Prime by Guardinthena
Author's Notes:
This is the first time in years I have returned to write fanfics for the community. The story line for Phage has plagued me for years and it was only recently that I sat down and started rereading some material I had already written for this fanfic and future ones. It rekindled my interest in writing the stories out rather than just reliving them in my head. And, after three weeks-here's the first chapter of Resonation, for me at least a long awaited return to the Transformer community.
For those interested, this is a soft-core reboot of the alternative universe I tentatively began to establish with 'The Golden Hour,' where I first introduced Phage. In this reboot, I have stripped her of her ability to transform into a motorcycle but retained her ability to transform into her prior human appearance. She is alternatively referred to as both a monoformer and an android by the Cybertronians and either looked down on or they have sympathy for her. I have also advanced the timeline of her age from a young adult between her teen years and early twenties to pushing thirty. What this all means for the fanfic timelines between my stories is this: The Golden Hour is first, then Resonation. I'm not sure if I'll rewrite The Golden Hour to reflect these changes. There is a lot to write going forward to jump back just at this moment.
With that, please enjoy!
Chapter 1,
Phage's hand flew to cover her mouth to silence the curt shriek that threatened to tear from her transorganic lips. She jolted badly and looked away from Teletraan-1's screens from the vicious assault taking place on the doorstep of the Ark. Bright red and blue laser fire erupted at rapid pace across multiple screens, Autobots and Decepticons exchanging fire in a complex chess match of Go. Explosions violently erupted any exchange when missiles or bombs went off. At any given time the Autobots and Decepticons were constantly engaging and disengaging, transforming and alternating shape given circumstance at a rapid rate. Engage. Exchange fire. Close distance. Frontal assault. Disengage. Regroup. Repeat.
The landscape outside had altered dramatically. The forest was on fire. Other parts, old trees, lay flattened from one of Thundercracker's sonic bursts. Craters dotted the landscape where none had been before. The dormant volcano that housed the defunct Ark was steadily being ripped apart from one volley of laser-blasts to bomb explosions after another, but it was only the explosions that Phage felt shake the Ark itself that rattled her nerves. With every tremor, she feared it would be the one that would breach through to the Ark.
Throughout it all, Teletraan-1 dutifully chronicled the entirety of the surprise assault with its spycams and security footage since the conflict had begun at the hazy hour just before dawn.
Gradually, Phage's optics returned to the central screen where the heated exchange between Megatron and Optimus Prime was displayed. It was this screen that Phage had been glued to, that screen that Phage would occasionally jump and scream and look away from and return to again. The two leaders were engaged hand to hand, long range weapons forgotten an hour before in exchange for close combat. And they were tearing each other apart.
Superficial scorch marks from laser fire, clean cut lacerations tore open their armor and exposed the delicate circuitry, wires and muscle cables beneath. Both combatants were leaking from various gashes.
Phage watched helplessly as Megatron lunged forward to plunge his energy blade through Optimus Prime. The Autobot Commander sidestepped and struck down, trapping the blade in the hook of his energy ax. With a deft twist, Prime had Megatron unarmed.
In the temporary upper hand, Optimus failed to see Megatron's free fist round about and smash into him hard across the helmet. Prime's helmet crunched on impact. The momentum sent him forward into the dirt and Megatron followed right after. He seized Prime by his shoulder struts, flipped him over, and proceeded with a volley of punches. With every hit, the metal of Prime's chassis whined and groaned, concaving centimeter by centimeter. The windshields cracked, spider-webbed, and shattered.
Then Megatron grabbed Optimus Prime's antenna.
The Decepticon Commander had Optimus's head between his hands and with a savagery that contradicted their advanced technological origin -ripped off Prime's right antenna.
Phage's hand pressed hard against her lips as if it could silence the short scream that tore itself from her throat. She jumped as colored wires trailed the broken antenna and lifeblood splattered across the combatants. She looked away from the savagery, head spinning and her gut twisted into knots.
For hours she had anxiously bit and chewed her bottom lip and twisted her braided synthetic hair in her hands. Rather than leave the command room her eyes kept drifting back to the screens. Anxiety wracked her mind.
If the Decepticons win and successfully destroy the Autobots, what would happen to me? Dear god, what would happen to me? Death.
She then quickly rethought: Death would be a blessing. If they let me live...?
A chaotic swirl of thoughts crowded her mind, all very possible outcomes if the fight was between humans and not alien sentient machines. What would Megatron do with me?
She could only think of termination. She had no purpose to serve. She barely had a function among the Autobots. Everyday that she was shuffled off to go see if any of them needed assistance. Most days no one even bothered with her. She, the transorganic monoformer, didn't exist. When she had been human it had been another matter. She was as welcomed as her cousin Spike. That, she felt, had been a long long time ago.
"Come on Prime! Get up!"
Spike's cheer-leading ripped her from her morbid thoughts. She wasn't sure which was worse- the battle, the waiting from the side lines, or Spike and Sparkplug's commendation as if they were watching just another football game.
"Yes!" Sparkplug hollered, fist pumping the air. "Get them Sideswipe! Tear them apart Sunstreaker!"
Phage's attention was morbidly transfixed to the battle between Megatron and Prime. "Prime's in trouble." she muttered, her optics growing steadily larger and larger. She could scarcely believe what she was seeing. Optimus wasn't fighting back.
Is he stunned from the blow to the head?
She kept a running log of all her recent medical training with Ratchet and cross referenced it with every injury. She calculated the damage, the repair time, the unseen damage underneath. Was it all life-threatening or just messy? Her conclusion startled the femme.
"Prime's in trouble." she repeated loudly, forgetting her braid. "He's going to die!"
Every screech of metal, shattering and cracking glass, Phage's muscle cables twitched and jumped. "My god," Phage gasped, "Can Prime call for back up? Is anybody out there seeing this?!"
Spike and Sparkplug went silent. Then Sparkplug swore and shouted at Teletraan-1. "Alert the Autobots! Prime needs helps!"
{Negative.} beeped Teletraan-1. {Unable to requisite your request.}
"What! Why?" Sparkplug shouted at the super computer.
{Communications are nonfunctional.}
"Soundwave." Spike cursed. He announced suddenly, "I'm going out there."
"Don't be stupid Spike!"
"Someone has to help Prime!" Spike was already running for the entrance to the Ark. "Get the Medbay prepped dad!"
"Get your armor on son!" Sparkplug was yelling after him but the gesture was redundant. Spike was already heading for the armory. Grumbling along the way, Sparkplug took off in the opposite direction to prep the Medbay. "Give me a hand, Alice."
Phage flinched at the name. Her old name. The name of a woman that had been dead nearly two years. Only her uncle still bothered to call her that but she hadn't felt she was Alicean Witwicky in a long time. Just an android with her memories and mannerisms. It soothed and hurt all at once. Phage pushed back the swell of identity crisis.
She half turned to follow but her optics kept her rooted to the screen.
"Prime's going to die." She reiterated.
"The Autobots will get there. He's been through worse."
Her optics flashed across the dozens of screens. "Everyone else is locked in combat elsewhere."
"Alice."
She couldn't move. Megatron had Prime straddled and visiting a flurry of blows to Prime's head. Phage felt she would be sick.
...Internal damage. Head trauma. Cerebral rewiring for the antenna to the CPU. Potential short term memory loss. Windshield replacement. Panel replacement. Scratch prior- a whole new chassis. Torn hoses, muscle cables, high potential damage to the spark casing and fuel pump -
The germination for a vague plan sprang to her mind but indecision struck her. Fear. Dread. Charge through that mess? To Prime? Then what, kindly ask Megatron to step aside so she could repair him? She scoffed at the thought.
Stop thinking. Just do. Action.
She shifted constantly, muscles straining between action and restrain, locked between the two like a car revving at the start of a race but the foot was on the break.
Charging through a battleground to aid fallen soldiers – that's what Ratchet would do. Something he had told her she would be faced with one day herself.
Here it was. Sooner than she liked.
"Do what you have to." Sparkplug said suddenly. Phage blinked and looked to her uncle in shock. Had her internal conflict been so apparent? "You know where the armory is. Make it fast."
"There is no time to run to the armory and back."
"Just act." Sparkplug said. Phage stared down at him. "Action. That's what the military teaches you. If you're going to do something -for god's sake do it and do it well."
Just act. Phage repeated it to herself as a mantra. Just. Act. Action. Action. Action.
Pedal to the metal. Foot off the break. Phage took off at a run.
Sparkplug carded his stubby fingers through his graying hair. "I hope she's not winging it."
Gasping for breath, Phage arrived at the entrance to the Ark, pulling up short under the cover of the shadow of the craft. She scanned the war zone outside and nearly talked herself out of it.
"Prime needs help." she told herself severely. "He would help you." She quickly corrected herself. "He has helped you."
She hopped between her feet, eyeing and calculating the strafing laser fire from the Seekers, return fire from the Autobots. Listening to the roar of jet engines and cars alike. Seeking a pattern in the chaos, plotting a beeline course for the eye of the storm. She tried her wrist comm-link and an explosion of chaos poured through. Injured, pinned down, whose available, whose going to Prime?
That was repeated again and again.
Whose available? Prime down! Repeat. Everyone speaking all at once. Nobody getting any answers. Nobody was really communicating. Just shouting all at once. They couldn't respond.
Chaos.
Breath in through the nose.
Out through the mouth.
Calm. Focus.
Breathe.
The wailing of the Seekers engines held her back. She focused on her breathing. When their laser fire cut across her intended path and up the side of the mountain, she tried to calm her racing fuel pump. Screams and shouts of take cover pierced over the and outside-a cold reminder that everything was so close at hand. The Seeker engines roared and grew distant. Then quieted. A lapse in the chaos.
An opening in the pattern.
Go.
{Available!} crackled Ironhide over the comm-link. {I have the Twins with me.}
Suddenly, from Sunstreaker and Sideswipe: {Wreck and rule!}
{We're engaging with Megatron. I repeat, if anyone can hear this-}
Go! She screamed internally at herself.
Her body snapped to obey. She burst forth from the shadows of the Ark into the full unforgiving afternoon sun in June. She could not remember a time she ever ran so hard. Her feet pounded the earth and ate up the distance between herself and Optimus Prime's inert body littering the barren earth. On her eleven'o'cloak, Ironhide, Sunstreaker and Sideswipe streaked in a long arc towards Megatron. The two forces collided violently. The Lamborghini Twins made it ahead of the slower Ironhide, and in their flamboyant fashion they transformed at full speed and launched themselves at Megatron. To her shock, the DecepticonCommander turned to address the cavalry before their arrival. With a power and savagery that rattled her to her core, Megatron grabbed Sideswipe first then Sunstreaker out of the air and twisted around with momentum of their kinetic force incoming at roughly 120 miles per hour and threw them back at the incoming Ironhide like an gold-medal Olympic discus thrower. Ironhide barely had time to transform before all three ended up in a pile of limbs and parts.
Her fuel pump hammered in her throat. Megatron launched himself after the Twins and engaged all three in a vicious brawl that rivaled the brutality of Prime and his moments ago.
Laser fire suddenly erupted along her path. The shriek that ripped from her throat was lost in the cacophony of the melee. She was running too fast to slow and burst through the downpour of earth and dust on the other side unscathed.
So far.
It was not the first or the last. Stray laser fire sizzled the air sometimes inches ahead or a centimeter behind. The heat from the stray fire that cut too close seared her soft transorganic flesh. Phage yelped and clenched her denta and hissed with the first few. Later, as her muscles strained and burned, she did not feel the heat at all, though she saw by her arms and pumping legs that new black marks appeared at an astounding pace. She dodged and weaved, looking to and fro. Painfully aware of sudden moments and lights in her peripheral. Her audio receptors straining hard to pinpoint the long whine of incoming missiles or Seeker engines. She had to duck a missile once. How she managed to find herself running between combat lines she could not fathom but it seemed that both red and blue laser fire erupted all around her.
Blue laser fire ate up her vision. A searing sensation tore across her right cheek. Phage did not slow. Even as she felt cool liquid streak down her jawline.
The last stretch she was heaving for a breath of air that was not hot and leave her glossa and throat parched. The muscle cables in her legs burned. Her lungs ached. It had been years since she had had to run anywhere. And never with such a boiling pot of mixed emotions snapping at her heels.
Dirt kicked up and trailed behind her as Phage dropped and slide the last few feet to Prime's mangled body. Sweat poured from her brow. Laser marks kissed her body in a haphazard fashion. She was forcing air through her systems nosily.
She permitted herself a hectic moment to scan Prime's body once over and bemoaned the gravity of the situation. Prime was far worse off than she had imagined.
She punched Ratchet's line in through her comm-link, praying that communications were back up. "Ratchet! Ratchet I need you!"
Her comm-link crackled to life.
{You're insane!} Racked Ratchet's voice immediately over the comm-link. An immense sense of relief flooded through Phage at the sound of his voice. {Fragging insane! Running across the damn fragging battlefield like that! You're not modified for a warzone! What the slag were you thinking leaving-}
"RATCHET!" Phage screamed frantically, the pitch blending with the whine of twisting metal. "Prime is dying! I can't repair this kind of damage on my own! I need you over here yesterday!"
A hail of heavy fire roared over the comm-link. Phage pulled back as if it could strike her. The femme's optics leapt from her wrist across the field where laserfire ripped the mountainside apart.
{I can't reach your position, Phage! We're pinned down over here!}
"Shit!"
{Okay wait, remain calm. Hold on. Let me think!}
"There's no time." The comm-link suddenly went silent. No amount of fiddling with the device could revive it. Very quickly she concluded interference. "There's no time." Her fuel pump was hammering wildly away against her chassis.
Phage licked and bit her bottom lip alternatively as her hands sped over Prime's chassis quick and jerky. She lacked Ratchet's gentle touch as she smashed the remainder of the windshield with her elbow. Then taking hold of the concaved panels, she yanked one open with one mighty pull, the metal protesting. The hinges broke. She discarded the entire frame. It would have to be removed and replaced anyways.
Every second and a half she glanced over to observe the battle between Megatron, Ironhide and the Twins. Every time she was astounded she had not yet been noticed by the Decepticon Commander. Every additional second was a blessing. Every next one she feared could be her last.
He would kill me.
She shoved the thoughts roughly aside. Focus.
Her hands dived into Prime's chest cavity seeking and finding a release that triggered the under armor to separate. It should have lifted to reveal the delicate internal systems below on its own but Phage had to force it. Her face grew long and stressed seeing the extent of the damage beneath, momentarily lost as to where she should start.
"Checklist." she was muttering. "Severe leaks. Patch. Compromise to the fuel pump? Spark chamber? Stabilize. Stabilize. Stabilize."
Very quickly she became coated up to her elbows in Prime's lifeblood as she patched leaks with adhesive mesh or staunched the flow of others at their source with an expanding foam mixture, all her medical tools pulled from her subspace pockets. Seconds felt like long gut wrenching minutes. A minute felt like five. How had Megatron not seen her yet? The question kept running through her head.
Suddenly, Optimus Prime's hand struck out and snatched her right wrist in a vice like grip. Phage jumped badly, a shriek passing her lips that set her on edge on who could have heard.
"Optimus! Optimus, my god! How are you-" His grip neither tightened nor loosened but she could not pull her arm free. "It's me! It's just me." she tried to say soothingly, but the tension and stress leaked through. "Let go. I'm trying to help you."
The fierce blue light of his optics dimmed behind the spider crack in his optical lens. A flicker of recognition crossed them. "Alice?" His voice was wet. Thick with fluids. Her eyebrows knitted together in alarm even as Optimus corrected himself. "No your...Phage. My memory is...so hard to think right now." His whole body rattled with a slew of wet coughs. Lifeblood leaked between the fine lines of his battlemask. Phage could only gap in horrified silence.
How is he functioning? The damage alone to his cranium-
Lazily Optimus Prime's optics trained on her hand locked in his grasp.
"Your hand...Phage, are you damaged?"
She bit her lower lip. Optics wide. "Optimus, let go of me. You're -" she was going to say dying but choked on the word, "badly damaged. I need to repair you."
He mumbled something of what she said, but it was ultimately lost under the garble of fluids flooding his vocal unit. The fool tried to sit up and Phage easily pinned him back to the earth. The lack of effort to do so on her part alarmed her. "Lay still. Don't move."
"Internal reports -critical." He labored between each word.
Her optics dropped to his exposed chassis. "I know." She tried to free her hand again and found she was easily able to slip his grasp. Prime's hand dropped heavily back to the earth as she dived back into the repairs.
She kept casting her eyes over towards Megatron.
Her fuel pump hit hard against her chassis when she caught a glimpse of Megatron slamming his fist into Sideswipe's midsection then threw him to the ground hard enough to kick up a dust trail. She thought her fuel pump skipped a beat when Megatron started to turn around. Sunstreaker and Ironhide were on him before he could.
Sideswipe was slow to pick himself back up, his servos straining with the effort. His head lifted up and their optics caught across the battlefield.
Time warped and stretched. A second seemed to last forever.
Sideswipe mouthed something she didn't quite catch. But a grin touched his lip components that was meant for her. With renewed vigor he leapt off the ground and tackled Megatron at the waist.
She swallowed her fuel pump.
They're using themselves as cannon fodder for you. Buying you time. Don't fuck this up.
She tore her optics away and focused at the task at hand, worrying her bottom lip all the while. She couldn't stand to see Megatron tear Sideswipe to pieces too.
Once she had caught all the leaks she could find, her attention drew to Prime's spark chamber and stopped. It was destablized.
I can't fix this.
The realization hit her like a sledgehammer to the gut.
"I can't." she whispered hoarsely even as her hands moved jerkily to hack out the battleground repairs. At that same moment Optimus was saying; "Can't open." He gestured weakly to his chest. "You must. Phage, m-trix. Take-" He coughed and his vocal unit malfunctioned. "Take to-"
She ignored him, batting his hand down. "Stop it. You're not dying."
Her processor was awhirl, how did she keep his spark stablized long enough for Ratchet to arrive?
With an almighty force of will, Prime grabbed her wrist, stilling her movements.
"Take the Matrix." Optimus coughed through his stressed vocal processor, managing to punctuate the severity of each word. The renewed fire in his optics astounded her. "Megatron cannot have it."
A toxic swell burned her from the inside out-anger, grief, defiance. Abruptly, she recalled other battles over the years. Other times Prime had drawn out the Matrix from his chest in the security of the Medbay and healed his fallen comrades by it's mere light.
She had always shied away, unable to comprehend the miracles it wrought. The Matrix challenged the very foundation of her thinking – of Alice's thinking. How could she scientifically explain away something like that when she refuted the concept of a god. Often she tried to ignore it's very existence even when she found herself holding the damn thing and being told a thousand times by Ratchet to handle it with the greatest of care.
Abruptly, she found herself fuming. Irate with him. She glared. "Keep it safe yourself." she hissed. "I've seen you use it to revive and heal the 'bots before. Use it! Heal yourself you coward!"
He squeezed her hand. There was a warmth in the glow of his optics. "There is the ferocity." Uncharacteristically, Prime tittered. Phage's optical ridge shot up her forehead. The moment passed as oddly as it had come. "If Megatron gets the Matrix, he'll have an army. Do you-" he paused to gather himself, his optics squeezing shut. She could not fathom the pain he was in. When he could he finished, "Do you comprehend?"
They held each others optics, Prime pleading with her to understand. Phage struggling with what he was asking: Leave him to die. Take the Matrix.
A wild thought blossomed in her mind.
How much time did she have?
Phage broke eye contact to glance over to the melee. Ironhide and Sideswipe were down. Sunstreaker was the last one standing. Her stomach twisted into knots when she caught a vicious glance from Sunstreaker as he and Megatron circled one another like top predators battling it out over a kill. She didn't hear what they exchanged. She would not have been able to process it if she had.
"Phage." Prime squeezed her hand. "Get it to Jazz."
She burst into action, stealing her hand back from Prime and lightly leaping over him so that her back was to Megatron. Prime followed her with his optics-a question in them.
"I have a better plan."
Her hands dived back into his chassis. Working fast, she found and flipped the necessary catches to trigger the mechanisms to release the Matrix. She had to carefully shift and lift his spark chamber as the mechanisms were too badly damaged to obey. Just beneath it there emitted the warm glow of the Cybertronian artifact buried deep in his chassis. In an instant she saw why the Matrix wasn't healing him-Megatron had damaged the very cavity where it lied jacked into Prime's systems with the brutal ferocity of his attack. She didn't hesitate to lift it from its resting place, all sacred rites lost on her of Passage and Bearers.
As suddenly as the glow of the Matrix was there it vanished from view.
Relief flooded Prime's optics.
"Go." Optimus's own voice came out garbled, his vocal processor flooding with fluids.
Her free hand was already fast at work to lock his spark chamber back over the empty Matrix cavity. Phage's optics were narrowed into sheer determination. "No."
His spark chamber snapped back into place with a satisfying click.
Suddenly, Optimus Prime's optics became dim and unfocused. His large blue iron hand gently cupped her face. Phage stilled. Her optics jumped up and locked with his.
"Ariel, I missed you." She gaped at him. "Where did you go? I thought you died."
Phage mouthed the name 'Ariel,' optics scrunched as her hand covered Prime's. A swell of sympathy nearly snapped her over stressed nerves. She wasn't sure what to say other than, "I haven't left you. Not ever."
His optics dimmed. His hand went slack.
Optimus was either terminating or slipping into stasis lock.
Phage took no chances.
Her hand dropped away from Prime's hand on her face. Her fingers flew over his spark chamber as his hand hit the ground a second time and laid motionless thereafter.
Another cerulean light blossomed and then disappeared.
"Ow!"
Something struck her from behind and clattered to the ground. Phage stiffened then looked to find what it was. Too long under tension pitched her to a quick temper. She grabbed the piece of discarded scrap and threw it back in its general direction – only to see too late it had been a piece of Sunstreaker's chassis.
To her horror, Phage realized several things at once.
The throw was horribly off. Mortifingly so. It left her hand too early and in a wide useless arc that went yards wide of its intended direction. She registered that the clamorous commotion of combat had died off, leaving an uneasily silence in its place that weighed on her senses. Then, there was Megatron.
The Decepticon Commander's optics slid lazily through the air to track the trajectory of the projectile. His optics snapped back to her and borrowed into her.
Phage's breath caught in her throat. Her body locked up under his burning gaze, bright and fierce as binary red stars.
The whole of Megatron's battle-scared frame heaved to cool his systems. Riding high in the cusp of battle ecstasy and total victory he was salivating at the mouth, drool and trickles of his lifeblood mingling. Steam rose from his white hot fusion cannon. Beyond him, Ironhide and Sideswipe lay in a mangled mess. Sunstreaker's inert body still hung from his energon-stained hands.
She wasn't sure if the Terrible Twins were regenerating.
At that moment she could not imagine something more terrifying than the advanced biomechanical military genius before her reduced to the feral brutality of a monster.
Megatron's lips twitched at the corner threatening to break into a wolfish grin. Between his heaving to cool his systems, malicious laughter gurgled up.
"What is this?" Megatron swept his optics over her crouched frame as if trying to decode a puzzle box. "I had forgotten about you." He dropped Sunstreaker's body like so much useless scrap. The racket of Sunstreakers impact rang like death knell's in her audios. Her nerves shook.
Somehow she managed to tear her optics away and whiped around. Her gaze transfixed on Optimus Prime's dark optics. She couldn't move. Her body felt like lead.
Where would I run?
Had he seen?
He would run you down you idiot.
Phage couldn't move, rooted to her spot both in indecision and dread. She was nearly thirty years if she counted Alice's experience in life. Megatron was more than nine million, a machine god of death and destruction. She could not feel more insignificant or so powerless.
Be strong. She gently chided herself. You have to be strong.
She could feel his optics borrowing holes betwixt her shoulder blades.
"Now this is precious. Absolutely precious." Megatron reiterated, she could just sense the feral grin. "Have your moment to mourn your fallen leader, Phage. It will be the last time you will ever see his body whole -if at all."
Her audios strained to the point of hurting to catch every footfall. Tracking him as he made his slow, steady approach. Her breath hitched when he stopped behind her. Dirt dusted up around her ankles, pushed in a thin breeze.
She flexed her hands into fists to hide the tremble.
Time ground to a snails pace and stretched out.
Abruptly, Megatron remarked sincerely: "You did all that you could."
Phage blinked. The breath rushed from her lungs. That was not what she had expected and the sudden transformation from Mr. Hyde to Doctor Jeykll left her reeling.
"Medical training is it." he went on, observing everything she had done. "It must keep you locked away in the Ark at all hours. Medics are rare here. I cold find use for that."
Was he – not going to kill her then? The fear of him slowly drained from her nerves. She had purpose? She said nothing. Couldn't.
A sense of euphoria seeped through her veins to fill the void where her fear had been when she realized Megatron had not seen what she had done.
He hadn't seen!
"Stand."
She hesitated, her mind spinning fast to plot out avenues of escape. He hadn't!
"Stand." Megatron commanded with impatience.
Phage inched to her feet on unsteady legs. She held her hands up open palmed and felt inclined to say through a tight constricting voice, "I'm unarmed."
"That is apparent." He said so with a crisp dull tone. "Monoformer, lacking body modifications beyond your obvious ascension." There was a second's pause, then, "Your comm-link isn't even embedded into your neutral network."
Phage glanced at her wrist where the comm-link was strapped like a watch. Frustration poisoned her veins. She had asked Ratchet repeatedly for basic upgrades but Optimus had denied them all because of her transorganic state, Ratchet was afraid he could not repair her if something went wrong. Optimus had agreed. She had accepted their decision with reluctance.
"Your courage is noteworthy. Charging through the thick of battle, into the optic of the storm, to save your leader when you have no protection and no battle armor of a kind...beautiful heroics or foolhardy error."
"Time will tell." She rasped out before she could stop herself.
His heavy bloodstained hand came down heavily on her shoulder strut. She nearly collapsed under the pressure and over stressed nerves. He made her turn around.
Like Prime, Megatron towered over her so that as she turned she saw only the fine battle-scared detail of his abdomen, her head topping off just below the Decepticon symbol proudly emblazoned on his chest panel. His hand left her shoulder strut and cupped her chin, tilting her head up to meet his optics. Her throat went dry and all thoughts of escape became suspended from her mind.
He titled her head this way and that, examining her face in critical detail from every angle. At one point, he thumbed her cheek where laser fire had come far too close for her liking. She didn't question the lack of pain as he traced it. She had always had a high pain tolerance. As he took a particular interest in the burn, he was saying, "Beyond your medical training, I recall that you can phase. Perhaps the run wasn't as risky as it appeared." Her fuel pump had managed to get fixed at the back of her throat. "I am curious how you've managed to stay sane. Phasing deteriorates the individual body and mind. You've remained whole thus far. I could make great use of such a pure form of outlier phasing more than your limited medical career."
Her cracked lips parted. She did not know where the strength came from to stand and address him back: "I would ask that you release me so that I may return to the Ark. You agreed with Optimus Prime that-"
The lines sounded so painfully rehearsed. Truthfully, they had been ground into her in the event that she was captured. This situation however -
Megatron cut her off sharply, a note of irritation pulling at his features. "I know what was agreed." He replied curtly, dropping his hand from her chin. Phage's lips locked back together. "But Optimus Prime is terminated. You are remiss to believe that your neutrality still matters." He eyed her lazily. "I would suggest you stand aside and wait out the hour. The Ark will not protect you. Very soon there will be no more Autobots. They will either obey or follow their Prime."
"They won't obey you."
"They must. We are all that remains of our species. Going forward will be the survival of us all and I need all hands and talent everyone possesses. I will make them see logic. I will not accept adversary." Her lips parted but she wasn't even sure what she would have said. Megatron cut her off anyway, "You and I will discuss these matters-and your future function-later."
He paid her no further attention as he pushed her aside. Her own overworked nerves gave out and she fell. She kissed the dirt, scrambled and rushed to regain her footing. Hesitation held her back from outright running, but when she realized he was done with her Phage ran.
Megatron noted her path on his internal scanners and became bored with the predictability of the contagiousness of Autobot hope. He didn't bother to stop her. Finding her later in the Ark would not be difficult.
Phage was painfully aware that he battle between the Autobots and Decepticons had come to a halt. Phage had a sense that apprehensive optics from the Autobots scattered across the battlefield were trained on Megatron as he stood over Optimus Prime's corpse.
She did not stop running until she reached the massacre of Ironhide and the Twins. Phage slid between the Sunstreaker and Sideswipe, kicking up a trail of dust in her wake.
"Sideswipe!"
No response.
"Sunstreaker! Ironhide?"
Deafening silence ground down on her audios. The battlefield had become a cemetery.
Phage worried her bottom lip. She dropped her head against Sideswipe's chassis and tried to still her own rapidly beating fuel pump.
There.
She was certain. A pulse. Strong and steady and defiant.
A long held breath rushed rapidly from her lungs.
Sideswipe was alive. Which meant Sunstreaker was alive. The Twins were a mess, but regenerating slowly. Phage counted her blessings for indestructible twined sparks, but swore when she realized they would be out for the long haul. They could not help her any further- more importantly, the wrecking mechs that were the Twins couldn't help her further. Sideswipe couldn't.
"Shit."
Shitshitshitshitshitshitshit!
"Autobots and Decepticons!"
Phage's head snapped up and immediately looked away, Megatron stood over Prime's body, severed head hanging by his circuity in hand. "Optimus Prime is terminated! Today marks the beginning of a new age for Cybertronians-"
Phage felt like she was going to gag. She didn't hear the rest. She leapt up and ran. Her fuel pump hammered in her throat, her lungs burned and her legs felt like lead.
Only one thought, one destination in sight: The Ark. Get to the Ark.
It's defenses would be enough to hold off the Decepticons. Enough for the Autobots to regroup once they realized-
She realized Megatron had stopped monologuing. Terrible silence descended behind her worse than the one before, prompting her to flash a quick glance over her shoulder strut.
She wished she hadn't.
Megatron gaped down into Prime's chest cavity. Optimus Prime's severed head in one hand, the other in Prime's chest searching for and failing to find what he wanted. The moment she looked back Megatron's head snapped up. His optics locked on her fleeing form -intense, predatory and murderous.
A strangled noise squeaked out of her passageway and she redoubled her speed. The muscles cables in her legs protested and burned. Her lungs were on fire already. She wasn't use to running. Not for years.
"DECEPTICONS! GRAB HER!"
The command carried across the battlefield and echoed in the nearby woods around the mountain for miles as it boomed over microphone. The heat of his rage, the snarl on his lips obvious by the vehemence in his words.
Doctor Jekyll had once again fallen to Mr. Hyde.
Ancient silent optics as old as young stars belonging to hardened war machines zeroed in on her position. Unspoken communiques passed invisibly over comm-links: Decepticons- capture. Autobots: protect and retrieve.
There was no need to tell the Autobots what she had stolen from Prime's chest cavity that had Megatron furious -the Matrix. Their last hope to revive Prime and their comrades.
And like that, the battle recommenced.
Positions shifted and reshuffled, settling in for the second half of the battle.
Laser fire erupted all around her. She screamed, slowing down and covering her face as debris exploded around her.
"Grab her I said!" Phage could hear Megatron snarling over the Decepticon comm-links behind her. "Not shoot her! I want her in one piece!"
All at once the down pour ceased. Clumps of earth rained down and peppered her frame. Phage coughed as she made to run through the dirt screen when someone grabbed her left wrist and pulled her back. Her head whipped around and saw the blue Seeker Thundercracker.
"No you don't femme! Megatron-gah!"
It happened quickly. Jaw set, Phage flowed with the momentum as Thundercracker dragged her back. She abruptly planted a foot on his one bent knee, used it as leverage to gain the extra feet she needed and slugged him clean across the jaw. He released her wrist and stumbled back grabbing his jaw. Phage followed up with a hard swift kick in the side of his knee joint. The Seeker went down hard with a shout. She whipped back around, braid flying in an arc through air with the momentum, and ran.
"Glitch!" Thundercracker shouted after her as Starscream transformed and landed next to him.
"Watch how it's done, Thundercracker!"
He leveled his null ray, took aim and fired-
-and gaped as a blue shimmering force field surrounded her a half nanoklik before his blast would have struck her.
Phage stopped on a dime, staring around at the force field surrounding her in a moments loss. Then, it clicked -Trailbreaker's force fields.
Her comm-link crackled to life. The first she had heard it in a long while. Prowl's face flashed across the screen. The levelheaded tactician's visage was contorted into the countenance of a near mental breakdown. {PHAGE, RUN! I'm redirecting all available personnel to you!}
No additional prompting was needed.
She didn't have far to run before she spied Trailbreaker, Hound, and Smokescreen speeding her way. They closed the gap between them swiftly. Smokescreen was the first to reach her. He hit the breaks and spun around her in a wide arc, spewing out a thick gray wall of smoke that hung heavily in the air and obscured their view of the Decepticons.
None of them transformed as they circled her.
"Hold still!" Hound commanded and two more of her materialized from thin air and mirrored her every moment. Phage didn't have time to bat an optic. "Alright I'm good."
"Quick, get in." ordered Trailbreaker as his passenger side door sprang open.
"You don't have to tell me twice."
"This won't work for long." Hound bemoaned. "I can smell the Matrix energy all over her. It won't be long before the Decepticons realize our duplicity."
"So long as they follow their visual sensors and not their scanners." Smokescreen remarked, "We might make it."
Using her mass displacement, Phage shrunk to the size of a human and leapt inside. She barely got her foot inside Trailbreaker before the door slammed shut. A glance out the window showed her that Hound's holograms of her boarded the other two mechs.
"Hold on, this is going to get bumpy."
Her arms snapped to the dashboard and dug in.
The three Autobots sped off in three separate directions. Only Smokescreen took to the air in his vehicular mode.
"I didn't know you had guts of steel." Trailbreaker remarked.
"What?" Phage's mind was a million miles away. Her optics kept glancing at all the rear and side view mirrors and out the windows. Thundercracker and taken flight and went after Smokescreen. Starscream was after Hound. Trailbreaker was zig-zagging around craters and the inert bodies of the broken apart Constructicons in a wide arc that would take them the long way around to the Ark at high speeds. The trek was bumpier than it needed to be.
"Doing what you did." Trailbreaker continued. "Not many would. You're alright in my book, kid."
"Trailbreaker," Phage began desperately, "why are you going the long way around? We have to get back to the Ark fast."
"Just trying to look the least desirable. It's working, Phage. Don't worry."
Her optics rounded on a central screen display in his dashboard where his face flickered to life. "Don't worry? How can I-" she broke off and started again in a jumbled rush, "That's great just- just get us back to the Ark asap before Megatron realizes what I've done!"
Trailbreaker's optics narrowed as his optical ridges knitted together. "I'm not following. He already knows that you have the Matrix."
"I don't have the Matrix."
His countenance did not break. Instead, one of his optics grew larger while the other stayed narrowed. "How can you not have the Matrix? My sensors are picking up Matrix energy all over you."
"I-"
"Slag!"
Trailbreaker slammed on his brakes and veered sharply to the right. She wasn't wearing her seat belt. Phage's body flew off the seat and collided with dashboard. The air rushed from her lungs in a painful woosh. Her head smashed forward and spider-cracked the windshield. Pain blossomed in her head. Stars exploded across her vision. Her lifeblood smeared the inside of the windshield. She became a ragdoll as her body flew through the cab and crashed haphazardly into the driver's side door.
"Phage!"
Everything happened too fast. There was a cacophony of screecing tires, the stench of burnt rubber, and the whole cab spinning multiple times over. There was the sound of shattering glass and then she was rolling across the barren red earth. Her body rolled to a halt in a haphazard heap.
Phage felt she laid there in the dirt for a long time trying to regain her breath and make sense of what had just happened. Clear blue skies filled her vision. Thin wispy clouds drifted by lazily overhead. It could have been any other lazy Sunday afternoon in summer.
'Optimus and Bumblebee should be coming around soon.'
A swell of excitement filled her breast. 'I can't wait to hear more about Cybertron!'
Phage squeezed her optics closed. She labored to catch her breathing and sort out the jumbled mess in her head.
No. No-.
Another of Alice's memories. She wasn't human anymore. Those teenager years were a decade and a half gone. Why was her arm under her back? It hurt. Everything hurt. She tried to shift her weight and free her arm.
Car crash.
Trailbreaker. Where was Trailbreaker?
How could I forget the seat belt.
A shadow loomed over her.
"This one isn't fading."
Several faces swam into view, each one staring down at her.
"Because it's the right one, Dead End."
There was a croon. "And victory goes to the Stunticons!"
The tallest of the Stunticons, a dark gray and purple mech, transformed into a semi truck. "Load her up." She was picked up by one of the Stunticons and dragged, feet trailing through the dirt, up the ramp and into trailer. They laid her on the floor and started to leave. "Breakdown, stay with her. We don't need her any more banged up than she is."
The mech stiffened. "Why me? What did I do?"
"Just do it, Breakdown!"
The mech lingered awhile longer and then came back in and sat down next to her.
The trailer door slammed shut just before they rumbled off. It was not long before the Decepticon was muttering to himself.
"He signaled me out on purpose. I just know it."
Phage's optical ridges knitted together. She tilted her head to examine the Decepticon but had to wait for her world to stop spinning. Breakdown's attention snapped to her and he frowned. "Stop staring at me!"
An uneasiness settled over Phage. Something about the Decepticon seemed more off than the normal.
Quickly she glanced away and focused on the ceiling, her body swaying with the motion of the trailer. The pain had begun to subside and her world didn't feel like tilting crazily every time she turned her head. Outside multiple engines roared, veered off and returned. She started to pick up that it was the other Stunticons that had picked her up acting as convoy. They were probably trying to keep the Autobots at bay.
She had to get out.
As inconspicuously as she could so as not to upset the jumpy Decepticon, Phage glanced around and was surprised to see another mech in the trailer. He was deep in the shadows of the far corner. She would have missed him if not for the pinprick of his crimson optics and the vibrant neon cerulean lifeblood pooling around him. He seemed as likely to hurt her in his condition as a swatter-fly.
"What's with the light? You're not going to blow up are you?"
Her optics swiveled in her head back to the Stunticon they called Breakdown. "What?"
He was licking his denta. His intent on her burned paranoid suspicion. "Don't play dumb. I know the pulse of a bomb when I see one! You're going to self-destruct!" Breakdown leapt to his feet and pulled his rifle on her head. Phage's optics doubled in size. "Stop the countdown this instant!"
"I'm not-!"
The rifle went off.
Phage screamed, then realized he had blasted the space next to her head. He pressed the barrel of the rifle against her forehead. A neon green light illuminated the business end in the dark glow of the trailer.
"Stop the countdown!"
"Hey! What the Pitt are you doing, Breakdown!" roared a voice from nowhere.
"She's going to self-destruct Motormaster! She's-"
Phage squeezed her optics shut and held her breath-
-and phased through the floor of the trailer.
She was not privvy to the hysteria that Breakdown slipped into after that.
Hot afternoon sunlight kissed her metallic skin. Phage hit the earth and stayed fixed as if she had causally jumped the short distance from the trailer to the ground while it was parked, not thrown crazily across the field as she should have been exiting a high speed moving vehicle. Phage opened her optics and sat up, looking quickly behind her. The Stunticons had proceeded along their course as if nothing had happened, not yet working out everything that had just happened.
"Watch out!" shrieked the distinctive cry of Spike.
Her attention snapped around so fast her neck popped. Everything was a chaotic blur of screeching tires, flashing colors, dust trails and screams and cries of warning.
Wheeljack expertly spun out, did a complete one-hundred-eighty-degree spin and ground to a halt. Jazz would have collided head on with Phage if he hadn't rolled into a transformation shift and used the momentum from his speed to propel himself into a high vaulted leap complete with flip. He stuck his landing twelve yards behind her. Bumblebee and Spike in his battle armor zipped off course.
Wheeljack transformed. "Where did you come from?" the incredulousness rang in his voice while his side panels flashed a vibrant near-white blue.
Phage scrambled to her feet, dusting herself off as best she could. Meanwhile, Jazz stormed back to her position and seized her arm.
"Ow! Ease up, Jazz!"
"Did you just phase!" It wasn't a question. It was an accusation. "Who taught you?" His attention jumped to Wheeljack. "Did you know?"
Wheeljack was quick to shake his head in the negative. His palms raised up and waving back and forth as if it would ward off the Autobot saboteur.
"I knew." Spike admitted at the same moment that Phage tore her arm out from Jazz's grasp and announced, "I've been practicing on my own."
"Practicing?!" Jazz gaped between the two of them. "You don't just-" His open hand that had just held her flexed uncertainly then closed into a tight fist. His lips pressed to a hair thin frown. Phage shied away. She had never seen Jazz angry before. His visor flashed once and fixed on Bumblebee. "Did you know?"
The little yellow mech was staring at Spike as if he had grown a second head. "No."
Jazz whirled back to her. "We'll talk about this later, Phage." His head tilted to Spike. "You too, Spike."
Her optics widened. He didn't call her Lil' Katt.
Jazz always called her that.
Worriedly, she threw her optics to Spike but her cousin appeared just as rattled.
Abruptly, Jazz transformed back to his vehicular mode and popped the door. "Get in-fast."
Phage started to shift into her alt mode as the rest of them slipped into their vehicular modes. "Jazz," she began, "there's something important I have-"
By the time any of them heard the roar of Seeker engines it was too late. Thundercracker's arrival was heralded by a sonic boom.
Disorientation dropped Phage to her hands and knees as certainly as it forced Jazz to transform back to robot form and do the same, only his head was pressed to the ground and he had his hands over his audios. His visor was dim and lip components gnashing.
None of the Autobots were moving. If Jazz was speaking she couldn't hear anything pass the high pitched whistle ringing loudly in her audio receptors.
This isn't going to end until Megatron has me.
Jazz. Jazz! She had to tell him. It had to be him. He was the best at deciphering any language.
Phage crawled over to Jazz and gladly gave in to her dizzying fit and hit the earth beside him. She prodded his shoulder strut none too gently. His visor brightened, darkened and brightened again. His mouth moved but she couldn't hear a word.
Phage gestured frantically to her lips, mouthing what she desperately needed the Autobots to know. She pushed his shoulder strut again and tapped her lips. She needed confirmation. She had to know that he understood.
The ground rudely disappeared from underneath her. Phage flailed momentarily before she realized she was grabbed. When the world righted itself her captor turned her around. Phage came face-to-face with Starscream's sneering visage.
The ringing in her audios persisted. Starscream did not wait for whatever he had to say and proceeded unheard.
A hot burning anger flared up in Phage's breast that ate away the fear inside. Phage made to punch him in the face the same way she had done to Thundercracker. Fury seethed through her system when he caught her fist. The Seeker was saying something, she couldn't hear, but she knew it was mocking by the way his facial features contorted. A scream of rage ripped from her throat. She used him as leverage to elevate herself up and bashed craniums with him. Starscream let go. A surprised, dazed expression imprinted on his face. She hardly felt the pain. She already had a massive migraine pumping through her CPU. She followed through with her attack and punched Starscream in the face. It felt so good that she did it twice more.
"-fragging glitch!"
"I told you her punches hurt!"
It was the only thing so far that she had made out. The ringing was lessening.
From the sidelines of the battlefield Megatron observed the conflict at hand. His expression shifted gradually over the course from a burning fury to the cool disposition of a cruel tactician. His optics flashed when the femme crashed through the Autobot windshield and narrowed when she phased from Motormaster.
She just kept going.
His central processor churned out theory and disposed of the flaws until only one sound hypothesis could remain.
He had seen such hardiness in only a select few before -himself, Optimus Prime and point-one-percenters. He knew it was impossible for her to be a point-one-percenter, but Primus only knew what technology the elusive aliens possessed to make her when she was abducted.
Megatron's optical ridges incrementally inched up his forehead as she offered extreme resistance to Starscream. The headbutt. The fierce scream. The rage that exploded from nowhere. He knew the sensation all to well of feeding off rage to fuel himself. One-two-three punches to the Aerial Commanders face.
Admiration swelled in his chest and twitched the corner of his lip components. Where had that fierce defiance been before?
Buried, he quickly deduced. Buried under fear that he'd see through her deceit. The quirk at the corner of his lips smoothed back into a fine pressed frown. It had been a valid reason for fear.
"You fragging glitch!" Starscream shrieked, grabbing his leaking olfacotry.
"I told you her punches hurt!" Thundercracker remarked from behind the Aerial Commander.
Starscream tried to back away but she went after him and kicked him in the side of his knee joint-same tired trick she pulled with Thundercracker. Starscream clearly hadn't learned form his companion and crashed to the ground. Phage backed away, optics burning with an inner light.
Mistake, thought Megatron. Always press the assault. She didn't go far enough.
Unexpectedly, she dropped into a marital stance. "Come on! Make my fucking day! I'll tear your neck out with my teeth!"
Megatron's optics widened and his optics ridges shot up so high they touched his helmet. She had martial prowess?
Familiarity flashed across Starscream's face. The Aerial Commander hesitated while Thundercracker came at her.
"I'll deal with this."
She locked up as Thudnercracker approached, her stance faltered. He made to grab her and her arms shot up and knocked his arm aside. There was a moments calculation on Thundercrackers behalf. Megatron wondered if the mech had only just then recalled the Nightbird. Phage seemed like she didn't quite know how to follow up the deflection.
Cocky, he thought. Too much talk.
Abruptly, Thundercracker backhanded her hard. Spit flew. She was knocked out of stance and back stepped. From his perspective, Megatron observed the rage rekindle before Thundercracker ever did. In a nanoklik she gnashed her teeth, her optics flared. She twisted at the waist and threw the full force of her punch into Thundercracker's midsection. He was off guard. Not expecting such resistance from the femme. Or such strength apparently. The Seeker doubled over.
Finally, she pressed the assault. She seized his arm and with a series of quick steps she shouldered the Seeker twice her size and more than that in weight and flipped him and planted him on his back in the earth. Starscream jumped her from behind. She broke the hold and spun him around. She didn't let go of his arm until they had finished the first rotation. She had disconnected Starscream's null ray with a deft twist to the left and back. Outrage washed Starscream's face. He broke her hold, knocked the gun from her grip and lunged for her again. She flipped him with a separate move that sent him flying a yard away.
All of it had been imperfect executions not yet ingrained into her muscle memory. Flips and counters were basic moves to teach for the foundation of Diffusion-but something about her stance made Megatron think it wasn't quite that but something very similar. But disarming an opponent? That was an advanced technique, Megatron noted. Why would she know that if she hardly had the basics? Disconnecting Starscream's gun from his arm? She had to be implying her medical knowledge gleamed from Ratchet.
Ultimately, he concluded simply, she had been shown and retained it will enough for execution. That she hadn't mastered the basics but could pull off something more advanced showed such promise. She needed refining.
A diamond in the ruff.
A slow grin stole across his lips. He nudged Prime's corpse with his foot. "You had quite the spitfire, Prime. Such a shame you were letting her go to waste." His optics swept to Prime's severed head, "I'll correct your error."
A hand came down hard on her shoulder strut. Phage shrugged it off and spun to slug the offender. Jazz caught her hand. "Easy there, Lil' Katt."
Relief flooded her face. She cycled air between her denta. "Good god, Jazz. Could you not do that."
The saboteur transformed. "Get in!"
She shifted to her human alt and practically leapt inside. The seat belt snaked across her chest and locked her to the seat. She couldn't help but cling to the steering wheel for dear life as Jazz took off at breakneck speeds.
"Hell of a way to paint a target on your back, Lil' Katt. Next time you want some action how's about we discuss some safer alternatives than pissing off Megatron! Maybe clubbing or a drive-in movie-"
"Shut up and drive!" she screamed.
He did just that, with finesse. Phage could not avoid slamming into the drivers door or jerking crazily to the right at the sudden zigzag turns Jazz cut across the battlefield.
"Jazz?" Phage began after one particular rough turn to avoid laser fire. "Jazz!"
"What is it?"
"You got what I was trying to tell you before right?"
"What?"
Her fuel pump hammered hard against her breast. "Back there!" She shouted. "You understood me right?"
"No!"
A sudden sharp swerve slammed her hard against his driver side door. Dirt clouds kicked up outside. Jazz was saying, "Tell me later! Right now I need you to get inside the Ark fast! The defenses will deter the 'Cons!"
The next few seconds happened too quickly.
The seat belt disconnected as Jazz flew open his driver's side door. Phage flew from the cab with the momentum of his turn and hit the ground rolling that would make Sideswipe proud. She sprang out of the roll sloppily, nearly fell as her knees threatened to give out but caught herself and kept running. The shadow of the Ark's open hanger bay kissed her skin. Relief lightened her step.
I guess it didn't matter that Jazz-
The air in front of her rippled like a mirage and suddenly burst in a brilliant shower of light and crackling electricity. Phage couldn't stop her momentum from colliding straight into the solid body that had abruptly and rudely materialized in front of her. Large, bulky hands clamped down hard on her arms and squeezed. A wicked laugh echoed up from the depths of the mech that had her.
When she looked up it was Skywarp sneering down at her.
Phage screamed.
Behind her, she heard Jazz spin out and his transformation cog spin into action.
"No good slagging Pitt retro-rat of a 'Con-!"
Abruptly, her surroundings changed. Disorientation rudely flooded her senses. When everything righted itself she found the Ark and Autobot lines miles away. Beside them was Megatron. Underfoot was Optimus Prime's managed corpse.
Across the field, she heard the tail-end of Jazz's frustrated string of curses where she had heard it close at hand half a second before.
Skywarp shoved her towards Megatron. Phage collapsed in front of him, spent, shaking and gasping for air to chill her protesting technorganic lungs. Her optics fixated on a speck of dirt in front of her. She was painfully aware of each droplet of sweat that splattered and darkened the ground.
"Nice try." Skywarp sneered.
"Cutting it close, Skywarp?" came Megatron's slow, raspy drawl overhead.
The Seeker grinned. "I love hearing that sound." He said, inclining his head in the direction of Jazz's enraged screams and curses. She had never known Jazz to swear like that before. "When I snatch victory from the Autobot fingertips. It's the sweetest sound."
Megatron growled, but said nothing. Phage could feel his optics borrowing into the back of her head as she struggled for breath.
"You really thought that was going to work? That you'd just -run. You can't transform into anything useful, android. You might as well have been moving at a snails pace. I could have overcome you myself."
I know.
"I almost made it." she said instead.
"Pitt you did." Skywarp snapped.
"Almost is meaningless in war." stated Megatron patiently.
Abruptly, precise laser fire rained down on their position from snipers on the mountain. Megatron snatched her off the ground and held her as a shield. Over the microphone, his voice boomed, "Stop or you will hit your precious femme!"
"Coward!"
That sounded like Cliffjumper.
Combat ceased almost immediately asides from a few holdouts miles off against other Decepticon forces.
"Matrix." Megatron demanded, voice rasping in her audio. "I will not ask again."
Phage gasped between breathes. "I don't-have it."
Megatron spun her around so fast she thought she'd get whiplash. A near crazed gleam flashed across his face. He squeezed her shoulders hard, illiciting a suppressed grunt from her as her muscle cables and endoskeleton protested.
"The Matrix, femme! Give it to me!" Megatron snarled. "Pull it out from whatever subspace pocket you've stashed it right now or so help me I'll tear you apart myself!"
"I don't have it!" Phage cried out, feeling that with just a little more pressure Megatron would crush her endoskeleton in his grasp.
"Don't insult my intellect!" He shook her hard. "You stole it from Optimus Prime's chassis! You must have! Prime would not leave it anywhere else!"
"I-" she stopped and started again, "I don't have it."
Megatron's right optic twitched incessantly. She knew he could feel his total victory slipping as quickly from his grasp as mercury. Without the Matrix, she realized, he could not force the Autobots to surrender. They would have hope. With it they could revive their comrades and restore Optimus Prime.
They stared each other down long and hard until finally Megatron slowly conceded, "Perhaps I would be willing to believe you that Prime did leave the Matrix secured in the Ark. But did you know that the Matrix discharges a radiation burst on whoever touches the handles that only comes up under a dark light? It has a slow decay rate, meaning that it will come up on a thief's hands quartex's long after they had touched and unloaded the artifact. Perhaps I'd be willing to believe you long enough to test this."
Phage's lips parted open, her optics incrementally widening as he went on. He studied her face intently, recognizing the telltale signs of shock and -
"You are a liar." Megatron punctuated each word, his tongue clicking thickly in his mouth as he rolled over the syllables. Her lips snapped shut. Her face drained of the blue hue that touched her cheeks until it matched the white parlor of the rest of her face. He shook her once, hard, as he snarled, spit flying, "Give me the Matrix!"
Unsure of what to do with them, her slender delicate fingers open and closed sporadically at her sides. Her optics watered at the corners. Somehow she managed to eek out in a thin voice, "I don't have it."
Megatron bared his clenched denta. His olfactories flared. There was murder burning in his crimson optics. His hands tightened brutally on her arms. Phage winched and gnashed on a crescendo scream.
"Lord Megatron!" Sounded off Soundwave's signature flanged vocals as he alighted to the earth three yards off, "Autobot transmissions intercepted. Autobots regrouping. Aerialbots incoming. Dinobots engaging."
"Where's Menasor?" he growled.
"Drag Strip injured during combat. Menasor impossible."
The tick under Megatron's right optic persisted furiously. "Devastator!"
"Blasted apart by one of the Ark's cannons."
"That's-what?"
"Laserbeak reports that Autobot's Wheeljack, Huffer and Brawn repurposed one of the Ark's cannons to the mountainside."
Megatron ground his denta together. His crimson optics never once left off her face.
The Seekers arched overhead and transformed midflight. Starscream alighted beside Soundwave while Thundercracker and Skywarp landed behind him. "What's going on, Megatron? Prime is dead! Why haven't you given the Autobots the ultimatum? Don't you have the Matrix yet?"
A roar ripped itself from the depths of his coolants and erupted from his throat. The Decepticons jerked back, Starscream nearly leapt back into the air to take flight from the vicinity. Megatron twisted at the waist and threw Phage down over Prime's desecrated corpse. The femme impacted hard with a grunt. Megatron went after her, grasping her cranium and forced her to stare into the cracked lightless optics of Prime's decapitated head that Megatron threw down beside Prime's body.
"You will suffer the same fate unless you hand me the Matrix!"
Twin streaks of coolant cut precise trails down her white flexi-metal cheeks. "I don't have the Matrix!"
"Megatron."
It was Starscream who spoke. The most unlikeliest of saviors, a voice of reason cutting through rage. "Perhaps she's telling the truth."
"I caught her attempting to repair Prime. She took the Matrix."
Starscream's optics alighted on the femme. His struggle with some difficult conundrum was evident on his face. "You saw her take it?"
"She was the only one who could."
Starscream's optics narrowed as he himself narrowed in on a conclusion. "We are out of time." Starscream pressed. "Today's assault is over!"
"No!"
"Unless you can bring the Autobots around without flashing the Matrix in their faces-"
Abruptly, Megatron half raised off the ground, one hand still forcing Phage down. The mircophone sprang out again. A hard determined edge was wrought on his face.
"Autobots! Surrender now if-"
"Kiss my skidplate, Megatron!"
Cliffjumper. Phage might have laughed if the circumstances were different. She could have sworn she heard some scattered barks of laughter from the Autobots miles off. Hope.
She wasn't sure how they hoped to get her back now but she held on to those barest threads.
"Megatron. This is Prowl. Disregard the last. I am speaking for the Autobots. What is it that you want?"
"To negotiate terms of surrender."
"What a coincidence. I was going to suggest an equal terms surrender myself."
Phage's fingers dug into the ground. Sweat pooled on her forehead and slowly cut a zig-zag line over her eyebrows, down the length of her straight-edged nose and collected at the bulb.
Phage watched it impact and spatter against Optimus Prime's battlemask.
Megatron's sneer deepened. "Equal terms -Your logic circuits must be damaged, Prowl. I have single-handedly terminated Optimus Prime. Surrender to me now and I will not destroy the rest of the Autobots. There is much we need to discuss."
"I've a counter offer. Return Phage to us-"
"No."
Starscream shook his head. "This is a waste of time, Megatron. We need to leave. The Autobots could just be stalling us for a sneak attack to retrieve the femme."
"I concur with Starscream's conclusions."
Megatron's head snapped to stare Soundwave down. His CPU whirled. The two nearly never agreed on anything.
"Megatron," rang Prowl's voice from the safety of the mountainside. "I know you're not going to terminate her. You helped write half the Greenlight Travesty Accord. In addition, Phage is a neutral party protected under medical oath. She had every right to attempt repairs on Optimus Prime."
Starscream sneered, his optics sliding from the mountain to Megatron. "Damn your personal creeds, Megatron. Optimus Prime must have planned for this. He played us as fools!"
Phage's mind whirled. Greenlight Travesty Accord? What? Then, she blinked hard. Did Prowl just say Megatron won't hurt me? That can't be true. He already has. Or-or does Prowl mean he won't kill me? The cogs in her transorganic brain started to spin. Could she just -get up and walk away? Right now? Was Prowl trying to tell her that's what she could do? It was hard to think around the massive migraine pulsating behind her left optic.
Not that Megatron knew, but she had never taken the medical oath anyway. She wasn't that along in her studies to warrant it. Come to think of it, she was pretty sure Uncle Sparkplug never did and never would. But, that was Prowl's gamble. Megatron didn't know...
The situation was ridiculous. Megatron wouldn't just let her...
Would he?
A long minute stretched by. The cognitive processes were almost loud enough to hear in Megatron's cranium. Phage's arm nearly buckled under her own nerves and when she adjusted from it Megatorn's fingers tightened around her cranium.
Nope. No– she concluded. He would not let her get up and simply go.
"Megatron." came Prowl's concerned voice over his own microphone.
Phage could feel the heat of Megatron's rage emanating from his body.
Abruptly, the microphone retracted and a growl rumbled from the depths of Megatron's throat.
"One. Little. Femme."
"Little wrench, I know." clicked Starscream smoothly, eyeing the femme.
Skywarp kicked a clump of earth. "Screw the Accord, Megatron! Victory is in our grasp! Seize it!"
"If she's telling the truth, she's just bought the Autobots time they needed with her life." Starscream began. "Unless we take her hostage. I think we can recoup this loss with a hostage exchange for energon and materials." Megatron started to speak, but Starscream cut him off, pressing on. "If she's lying, then we can still win in the long run. We take her hostage and extract the Matrix from her." The Seeker shrugged a strut carelessly. "Then we can terminate her." he waved a hand. "Or perform a hostage exchange. Although it would be pointless then. Really, whatever you prefer Lord Megatron. But," Starscream stressed for dramatic emphasis, "If she's lying and we loose her, this whole battle was for nothing."
"Megatron!" rang Prowl's voice once again. "Turn over Phage and we can talk."
A long tense silence stretched out. Phage abused her bottom lip even after tasting a metallic tang. She could only focus on Optimus Prime's decapitated head even as it became laser etched into her CPU.
After the span of a small eternity, Megatron's hand lifted from the back of her head. All at once she released a gasp of relief.
Abruptly, she was wrenched off the ground and into the air before her feet found purchase again. She stumbled but Megatron held her firmly aloft by a tight grip on her right arm.
She saw the microphone was out again. "Autobots, I'm taking Phage with me."
"What?" The shock was evident in Prowl's shout over his own microphone.
A grin twisted the corner of Megatron's lip components. "The neutrality under medical oath only applies if she operates on both factions. I'm taking her. You can keep Ratchet this go around."
Phage's fuel pump sank into her stomach.
No. Nonononono. That wasn't part of her plan. She had to get back to the Ark immediately.
Over the microphone, Prowl's spluttering was heard across the battlefield before he cut it off. She was almost certain he was having a mental crash.
Tense and furious with the battle's outcome, Megatron turned to his 'Cons and ground out; "Fall back. Until I can get the Matrix from this glitch, the Autobots will not surrender."
"As you command Lord Megatron." sang Soundwave and Starscream as one.
Phage bit her bottom lip hard and seized action.
She phased.
Megatron's head snapped around and he gaped at his empty hand. Then his optics roved up and locked with hers.
She hadn't fully phased. Doing so required more energy from her than she was willing to part with when the Ark was so near. As she moved the air warped and bent around her in a green shimmering light that pulled and seemed to distort her shape while in movement.
"How are you doing that." the words tumbled from Megatron's mouth not unlike that of an onlooker perplexed by a magicians hat trick, his optics round and locked on her. She didn't understand the question and did not feel inclined in the least to answer even if she did. Feeling a wave of invincibility wash over her, she turned her back on the Decepticon officers and started to walk off, a grin growing on her lips.
She made it five steps.
A singular gunshot stripped everything from her and replaced her fleeting sense of triumph with sudden white hot pain. She could only describe the sensation as hitting an invisible wall at light speed and rebounding off. She was rudely thrown from her phase and choked on the pain as it consumed her. Her vision tunneled and blacked out. Her optics rolled into the back of cranium. Like a rag doll, Phage crumbled into Megatron's waiting arms.
Starscream grimaced, smoke streaming from the null ray she hadn't disarmed. "I always hated the phasers."
Ratchet scrubbed his helm with the flat of his palms. Everything had gone to Pitt.
He went through the motions of repairing the damage done to Ironhide. Although in critical condition, Ironhide kept blabbering on and interjecting into the impromptu meeting being held in his Medbay as if he hadn't been thrashed by Megatron himself. The meeting was led by Prowl and Jazz and consisted of everyone left standing after the battle. It just so happened that everyone needed repairs, thereby his Medbay was as good as any war room at that moment. The short end of the scrapped list meant the Twins were out of the meeting, self-regenerating on berths nearby where he could keep an optic on them.
"Your suppose to be critical." Ratchet snipped at Ironhide at length. "Will you pipe down and at least pretend that you are."
Ironhide's only response was: "I've had worse."
"Tch."
Ratchet couldn't muster the spark to say anything else. He scrubbed at his face and tried not to think or let his optics drift to the berth in the center of the Medbay with a long solar blanket draped over it. He tried not to think about Prime- but he was on everyone's CPU.
When the Decepticons had fled and Ratchet had finally made it to Optimus Prime's body he had dropped to his knees. Decapitation, head missing -taken as a trophy by Megatron he assumed-chassis smashed beyond repair...
His spark went out to Phage trying to tackle that all on her own. She had tried and tried so hard. But seeing the damage firsthand Ratchet knew it was well beyond her understanding to repair. He should have been there. It should have been him.
His longest and oldest friend-terminated.
Ratchet's head still spun at the information. 'How?' was the repetitious word cycling over and over again through his CPU. How could it have happened? How could Megatron have beaten Prime. How?
Ratchet was craving a tall glass of high grade. Something strong enough to knock him out. Maybe when he woke up from this nightmare everything would be right again – or worse. Maybe he'd wake up and Megatron would be in charge.
Ratchet's thoughts drifted darker and darker just as he found his attention drifting in and out of the racket that was the meeting.
Optimus Prime-terminated.
Ironhide-critical condition.
Sunstreaker and Sideswipe...would be critical and a concern on his conscious if the two hadn't had twained sparks. Mostly he ignored them.
Phage-gone.
Everyone but the Aerialbots (who hadn't been present) could confirm that Megatron had taken her hostage. His fuel tank turned sour. He pinched the bridge of his nose between his optics and cycled air through his systems.
Morale was so low it was in the Pitt and it clung like one of Smokescreen's clouds to the air.
"This is a mess!" Prowl was raging. "That entire battle was a disaster! What in Vector Sigma happened out there?"
"Soundwave cut transmissions." Jazz snipped. "Nobody knew what was happening between Optimus and Megatron until it was too late, Prowl."
Prowl pinched the bridge of his olfactory. "And Phage?" he heaved a collective sigh. "What happened with that?"
Spike licked his dry lips. "We were watching the battle from inside Teletraan-1's command center. We saw that Prime was in danger and that nobody could be reached."
"So you charged off." Prowl concluded. "And Phage," he stressed her name, spitting it out sickly, "reached Prime before anybody."
Nobody commented how he stressed her name.
"Nobody else could. It was too late Prowl."
"Nobody else could." Prowl mocked. "Nobody else. Nobody who could transform and drive could reach him but Phage the android could running."
"Cool your engine, Prowl." Jazz snapped back. "We were all priorly engaged. Nobody had communication."
Off to the side of the collective Autobots, Trailbreaker sat on a medberth somber and grave. His windshield had yet to be replaced. In his hand he slowly spun and examined a shard of his windshield with Phage's lifeblood on it for a hundredth time. At her name he suddenly looked up.
"Phage said something to me that didn't make sense."
"What was that?" clicked Prowl brusquely.
"She said she didn't have the Matrix."
The low key grumbling settled into an uneasy silence.
"Was this before or after she went through your windshield?"
Trailbreaker glared at Gears. "Before, you aft."
"Hey, I'm just asking what everyone was thinking."
Optics looked to and fro and settled finally on Prowl and Jazz. Even Ratchet had looked up. The two officers looked between each other just as puzzled.
"She was trying to tell me something too. It must have been the same thing."
Prowl whipped his head around to the Chief Medical Officer. "Ratchet? Ratchet?"
"What?"
Prowl's jaw set. "You're sure Phage has the Matrix?"
Ratchet ducked his head back to his repair work. "Yes." came the forlorn response. "It's gone from Prime's chest cavity. It's the only conclusion."
"Prime could have left it secured somewhere here at the Ark!" popped off Bumblebee hopefully. "If we can find it-"
"He wouldn't." Ratchet said. "The Matrix is always with him."
"Besides," Hound quickly put in, "I could smell Matrix energy all over her. She came into contact with it."
"She does anyway during routine quartex maintenance on Prime." said Ratchet lamely.
"This was fresh." Hound persisted.
"Well now Phage and the Matrix are gone." stated Prowl tersely.
Ratchet nodded slowly. "And now their gone. I don't know what Phage was playing at. The only logical conclusion is that she took it."
"And Megatron has Phage."
"That's the high and low of it." sighed Ratchet.
"We should just surrender." optics snapped to and burrowed into Gears. The minbot glared defiantly back. "I'm serious. We're not fighters like the Decepticons. The majority of us need repairs. Ironhide's going to terminate-"
"Like Pitt ah am!" growled Ironhide as he slammed his fist into his medical berth. "Not before I bash Megatron's denta in."
"I'm right there with Ironhide." Cliffjumper growled. "I say we all go down fighting."
"Shut up or I'll wield your lips together." Ratchet threatened with a dull edge. Nobody was really sure who he was addressing.
"-and Megatron has the Matrix!" Gears ground on. "Megatron could be raising an army this very moment!"
"I think we should at the very least listen to what Megatron has to say." Windcharger moaned. "What's the harm in that? Consider all options."
"The harm in that," Prowl growled, a tick forming under his left optic, "is half a planet at war! Or have you forgotten!"
"I just meant-"
"Phage has the Matrix." Jazz cut in. "Not Megatron."
"Megatron has Phage." Gears shot back. "He will break her in a nanoklik." he snapped his fingers together to literate his point. "She's not trained against interrogation and the Decepticons can be very persuasive."
"No," said Spike suddenly, "but she can phase."
"Nobody's trained her for that either, thank Primus." Ratchet sighed heavily, shaking his head. "I'm so glad she listens when she's told not to do something. "
Ironhide glanced up at him. "Was that supposed to be aimed at me?"
Ratchet continued to mutter as if he hadn't heard him, "Last thing I need to worry about is phase rot."
"Even if we had dared to train her to use her outlier ability," Prowl theorized, "where could she go? She can't transform. She can't outrun them. Her phasing means nothing."
The permanent frown that had settled on Jazz's lips throughout the meeting slowly morphed to a bad taste in his mouth. "She has been though."
Prowl's head swung around to Jazz so fast that the servos in his neck popped. "What?"
So did Ratchet's, who echoed Prowl's exclamation with much more gusto. "What!"
"She has been phasing." Jazz's attention snapped to Spike. Even behind the visor, Spike felt the intensity of Jazz's glare. "Isn't that right, Spike?"
Spike shifted uncomfortably under the scrutiny of every Autobot optic, and his fathers. It was a hell of a way to feel like a teenager again caught breaking curfew than a grown man pushing late-twenties.
"Err-yeah. Yeah she has."
"Go on, Spike." Jazz clicked tersely. Spike couldn't understand why the revelation had Jazz so pissed. "Elaborate to everyone what the two of you mentioned to me when Phage phased from Motormaster's trailer."
"She's been practicing! Good lord," Spike snapped back, "why does it have you so pissed off?"
A clatter came from Ratchet. He had dropped his laser scapel. The medic's hands were stiff, his face long. Ratchet whirled on the group, optics burning fierce.
"Why-?" Ratchet couldn't finish the sentence he meant to begin. He was so flustered that Prowl tentatively picked up where the Chief Medical Officer could not.
"Explain. Now."
"Son."
Dear god, Spike thought. Even his father. Why did his father have to say it like that.
"Phage has been practicing on her own." Spike rushed to spill it all out. "She came to me asking that I watch her in case something went wrong, like when she first discovered she could phase and got her arm mashed into a wall." All Autobot optics burned unrelenting into him. "She made me promise not to tell."
"Humans and promises." Prowl hissed.
Ratchet had picked up his laser scalpel to resume repairs but snapped it in half at the revelation. The noise and perusing electrical discharge of the crystal shattering was like a gunshot that drew every optic to him. "How. Long?"
Spike shrugged. "A year?"
"That's... not possible." Prowl's face screwed up as he blinked. "Active phasers don't last a quartex."
"A month?" It was Spike's turn to blink. "I don't understand. Why not?"
"Let me put it into layman's terms for you Spike, since when I say phasing is dangerous it doesn't translate well enough." Ratchet all but growled through gritted teeth. "To enter a leap, as is the technical term for a phaser's jump-a jump referencing the completion of a leap successfully-requires the phaser to accelerate every atom in their body. This is not the same as if you were to just run, or drive, or jump on a hover cycle. Phage is literally going from standing still to expending an outrageous amount of energy to force the very atomic structure of her body to accelerate to something akin to lightspeed so she can slip between the very foundation of what you and I consider solid reality. This is a problem for a multitude of reasons. One, not every atom accelerates. Two, not every atom de-accelerates on exiting a leap. She could easily loose half her mass performing just one jump! When that happens an active phaser contracts something known as phase rot.
"Let me be clear: it is not pretty and it is not a kind death. While the Decepticons ran the phaser programme back on Cybertron I had to treat a phaser that we caught after a failed assassination attempt on Prime. The mech was degraded to such a point his body-what was left of it- was as weak as if he had taken a shot from one of Cliffjumper's glass gun bullets. The state of his mind was little better. He was raving mad. A lunatic by the time he ended up on my table."
"What did you do with him?" Sparkplug asked tentatively.
Ratchet's optics never left Spike. "There was nothing left to save. The Decepticon died on my medberth."
"What Ratchet is trying to say," Prowl began in his calm collected manner, "is that all the phasers went insane within the span of a quartex. Sometimes sooner. Sometimes later. All of them Megatron used with devastating efficiency."
"That's-bad."
Ratchet's optics flared fiercely and he snapped, "Are you trying to be funny right now, Spike Witwicky? Because this isn't a laughing matter."
Spike threw his hands up in front of him as if it would successfully ward off the enraged chief medical officer. "Don't shoot the messenger! I'm just telling you she's been doing it a year."
"And I'm calling you a liar, Spike Witwicky!"
A wrench went spinning through the air and struck Ratchet in the chest. The medical officer's head whipped around so fast his neck cables popped. Sparkplug was glaring death up at him. "You take that back about my son this instant, Ratchet! You know damn well Spike isn't a liar."
Spike schooled his expression into a mask of hard stone. "If you don't like what I have to say now Ratchet, then you really aren't going to like the rest."
"Enough!" Prowl roared. "Spit it all out now, Spike!"
After a moment to gather himself, Spike began, "I swear on my life she's been practicing a year and," his eyes bored into Ratchet, "She's really good at it. Phage has learned to phase parts of her rather than all of her. That's just the start. You should have seen her when she went at it running."
The Autobots gaped between one another and muttering broke out.
"Running?" Prowl echoed incredulously.
"Yeah. She wanted to see how far she could push herself. You know how she is. So, one day she decides to go at it running through a series of rooms and back. It was something to see! Reminded me of Shadow Kat from-"
"Where was this?" demanded Prowl.
"Here. Beneath the Ark's core. She always practices in the defunct sectors so she doesn't accidentally phase into someone."
"There's no active cameras down there." Jazz murmured.
Prowl frowned and threw an irritated look to Jazz. "And that would explain why we thought the Ark's core has been on the fritz." Prowl's attention snapped back to Spike. "Do you know how many times we've had to go down and run maintenance?"
"Is that a rhetoric question or-"
"Who planned the exercises beneath the Ark's core? Was it Phage or your suggestion Spike?" The frown had only deepened on Jazz's face.
He was almost afraid to say. "Phage. It was all Phage's idea."
Prowl and Jazz looked between each other, expressing an entire conversation in just that one look. Spike thought he understood the gist of it: Phage wasn't as straight and narrow as they thought.
He could have told them that. She had always had a mischievous streak, even as Alice. Especially as Alice. Going behind their backs to test the limits of her outlier ability was like glimpsing a bit of his old cousin.
Ratchet's optical ridges knitted together. "She was running between rooms? Where was she getting the energon for that?"
"Pfth. Have you seen how much she drinks? She could give Trailbreaker a run for his money."
"Hey!"
Ratchet rubbed his face. Prowl began messaging his temples.
"That can't be phasing." Prowl said suddenly. "She can't be phasing. You must have misdiagnosed her outlier ability, Ratchet."
"She's not teleporting." Ratchet shot back, feeling affronted.
"If she was phasing she would have had phase rot ages ago."
"I did not misdiagnose it!" Ratchet gestured to his arm. "You remember I had to detach her arm from the wall?"
Prowl grunted.
Huffer suddenly muttered from the gathered Autobots. "It wasn't that bad. Just the surface."
"We'll discuss it later." Jazz announced abruptly, reeling the meeting back in. "But this gives me an idea."
"I'm all audios." said Prowl.
"I'll assemble an extraction team."
A round of incredulous and weary looks flashed alternatively between the assembled Autobots. Low murmurs of protest followed. Jazz's mouth hung open incredulously. Prowl looked aghast at the backlash. Spike and Sparkplug looked ready to disassemble some Autobots.
"We have to rescue my cousin!" Spike shot back angrily at the Autobots. "There's nothing else about this!"
Gears did not miss a beat to snap back, "She hasn't been your cousin since Alice was abducted."
Sparkplug and Spike whirled on the Autobot. "You take that back." Sparkplug growled, threatening Gears with his meaty hands. "I don't care what form my niece comes in, flesh or transorganic. She talks like Alice. She has Alice's memories. She is my niece."
"That's wonderful, Sparkplug, but I'm rolling with the media. I think she's still a very confused android."
Sparkplug's face went beat red. Jazz slammed his fist on a med-berth doubling as an impromptu command table. "Gears! Cut the slag talking and focus on what's important at hand! Phage needs to be rescued. We need to discuss an extraction operation."
The rounds of protest grew louder from the Autobots. Out of them all, Bumblebee tried to be a voice of reason to pacify the situation.
"Nobody here is ready for that kind of operation. Not on a full scale like we've done before to extract Carly or Spike from the Decepticon sea base."
Prowl's features softened. "Not yet. Ratchet, what's the ETA before everyone's fully operational?"
"Tch. Is that a joke? I'm understaffed and overworked! I expect it'll take me a decacycle to finish all these repairs."
"Ten days!" Spike protested carding his fingers through his mop of sweaty hair. "Phage doesn't have ten days!"
"Nobody does." said Prowl somberly. "Megatron will have her broken and the Matrix in hand in less than one."
"What if just Bumblebee and me went?" Spike suggested. "A small team?"
"No!" Sparkplug whirled on his son. "The stakes are too risky for you, Spike."
"If nobody tries then we're all dead anyway."
"Spike," Sparkplug's expression drew hollow. Each name he uttered he tacked off a finger. "Radar, Buster, Alice -I can't lose you too."
"Dad, someone has to do this. Last time Megatron had the Matrix he raised the Stunticons and before that the Combaticons and Constructicons. We have to rescue Phage and get the Matrix back."
Sparkplug's head hung low and nodded slowly. His silver hair shone in the Medbay light. He was simply too weary to fight the issue.
Spike squeezed his father's thick strongman arms. "Dad, I'll be careful. I'll have Bumblebee with me."
"Bumblebee can't always protect you."
Spike's lips pressed into a thin somber line.
"We have volunteers then." Prowl said slowly. "Anyone else? We'll try a small extraction team. We have to hit them hard and with precision."
Spike whiped around swiftly. "We don't need force. We can do this quietly. Megatron and the Decepticons won't even know we were there."
Prowl quirked his head. "I'm listening."
"We track Phage's position and narrow in. We contact her through her comm-link, if possible, and she makes a run through the Decepticon base to us."
Prowl blinked. "That -could work." Then, he nodded once. "Alright. Alright. Bumblebee, Spike, Jazz, Jetfire and Aerialbots, you'll be the extraction team."
Jetfire blinked repeatedly. "Me?"
"You'll transport Phage and the Matrix back here to safety. The Aerialbots will provide cover in the event the Seekers give chase."
The mechs nodded.
"We can do this." Jazz said enthusiastically. "We can pull this situation around."
"Do it. And make it fast." said Prowl.
"It'll take a little while to prep."
"Take the time you need, Jazz. You're leading the operation. It has to be perfect. Any slip up-"
"Hey, give me two cycles and we'll head out."
"Affirmative."
Once the designated mechs left the Medbay to equip for the upcoming extraction mission in the armory, Ratchet leaned over inconspicuously to Sparkplug. Gently, he patted his comrade on the back.
Sparkplug's brown eyes rose up slowly to meet Ratchet's.
"You haven't told Spike yet." he said softly.
"Not now." Sparkplug gave a long sigh. "Later, when everything's right again."
"You said later last week."
"Ratchet-"
"My original offer still stands." Ratchet said quietly. "Wheeljack and I would just need to go over a few details."
"I...just don't know, Ratchet. I need more time to think everything over."
His hand left Sparkplug's back. "Whatever you need." There was a moments pause between them then, "Can you hand me that laser scalpel?"
Wheeljack meandered his way over to them. "Do you need a hand with repairs, Ratchet?"
Whilst the Autobot forces bickered and others stewed in their remorse, a small shape stirred outside the smashed glass viewport that stretched half the Medbay's wall. Obscured by the deep shadows of the dormant volcanoes caldera, Laserbeak spread his wings and glided off. Silent as a slip of a shadow, the sleek Decepticon bird of prey flew from the Ark and winged his way back to the Decepticon base.
"You aren't really going to terminate her, are you Boss?" inquired Rumble.
Megatron remained tight lipped with his optics transfixed on the far horizon. If he had heard the Minicon, he gave no indication.
"Mmm," put in Frenzy. "He's mad alright. The flight hasn't even cooled his temper. If I may, Megatron, I think you have every right too."
"I think it'd be a shame is all. Did you see her run across the battlefield? She's practically protoform. She has my respect."
"I saw you miss your shot." snickered Frenzy.
"Protoform!" Rumble reiterated.
Frenzy rolled his optics.
Rumble articulated an indistinguishable noise of frustration.
"I nicked her face." Frenzy announced suddenly.
"Should have been a better shot and got her in the head." shot back Skywarp. "We wouldn't be in this predicament!"
Frenzy puffed up. "Hey! I saw you strife her! What about that?"
"Wasn't me."
"Slag it wasn't."
"It was Thundercracker."
"I was aiming for those annoying Autobot Lamborghini's."
"Missed on that then too." snipped Frenzy.
"You didn't nick her face." Rumble suddenly said.
"Yes I did!"
"There is no mark on her face."
"I did!"
"Sounds to me like you all need to hit the shooting range." Starscream cut in. "Maybe then we wouldn't have had to retreat!"
"Don't pin this on us, Starscream! It was a long battle."
"Long? Hah! I can recall dozens of battles back on Cybertron that would put that to shame!"
"I'm not going to terminate her."
Megatron's abrupt announcement cut off all side conversations both vocally and over private communication channels.
"Yes!" Rumble pumped his fist and pointed at Frenzy. "Pay up!"
The other Minicon grumbled audibly. "Why?" No one knew if he meant it hypothetically or literally.
"Silence." Soundwave pitched in. "She's regaining consciousness."
The femme stiffened in Megatron's arms, face scrunching together as she came too. A little moan escaped her lips. Megatron's arms tightened around her in preparation for the inevitable struggle.
Phage's optics flew open the largest they could. Her almond-shaped optics fixated on him, took half a nanoklick to realize who he was, then frantically looked around. The fear that instantly soaked into her was satisfying to watch when she realized she was thirteen-thousand feet in the air. Instinctively, her arms latched around his neck cables. A round of mocking laughter rang out all around. Her cheeks burned blue. Uncertainly, Phage's arms snapped back to her breastplate and latched onto her long windblown braid. She wound her fingers around the tail of it and bit her bottom lip.
"Don't squirm." Megatron's voice cut through the roar of the wind howling all around them. "Unless you want to fall."
She stilled as if turned to solid metal.
Rumble cackled from nearby, "I hope you didn't have plans for the weekend!"
Her optics darted to Rumble. Those white lips parted then shut tight. Then, she looked down.
"Don't get any ideas." Megatron said plainly. "I have my doubts your transorganic body will survive the fall."
"Unlike us." mocked Frenzy.
"Why did you take me?" her first question, her vocals straining to stay neutral but pitching to shrill. "I told you I don't have the Matrix."
Megatron scoffed, his face becoming a mask of stone once again. "Do not insult me. I warned you I would not tolerate adversary."
"You were caught red-handed." Starscream reminded her, flying in vehicular form on Megatron's right. "Even if you don't have it, I'm sure Megatron can work out some sort of exchange for you and the Matrix."
"You overvalue her worth." Soundwave intoned. "None of the Autobots would exchange the Matrix for Phage -or for any one of them."
"Needs of the many." Megatron concurred. "Over the needs of the few. So you see, for your sake, you best have the Matrix because your Autobot unit will not help you."
"Where are we?" she was craning her neck, trying to catch a glimpse of the countryside far below. The ninety-degree change of subject left Megatron feeling slighted. Had she just ignored everything they said? He couldn't remember the last time anyone had willfully ignored him.
He blamed the Autobot Prowl for bringing up the Greenlight Accord.
He jostled her and felt satisfied with her curt scream.
The cruel and jeering laughter that followed from the Decepticons left Phage's cheeks burning from more than just the wind.
"We are near the coast." Megatron said as if nothing had occurred. "Nearly to our base."
An indistinguishable noise emitted from her throat but never fully took shape. Megatron eyed her curiously, noting how her hands had stilled and her face had become neutral.
"Whatever foolhardy plan your- Pitt!"
Abruptly she melted through his hands in a green shimmering light as she had done on the battlefield before.
Megatron came to an abrupt halt mid-flight and twisted around to track her trajectory. The green warping light dispersed from her body as quickly as it had enveloped it. He stared dumbfounded as she plummeted willingly through the air. The femme twisted around and straightened into a nosedive, increasing her speed and distance from them but shortening it to the ground. Half the Decepticon force transformed and had to double back to his position. Starscream was the first to arrive.
"You dropped her!"
"Don't be thick, Starscream." Megatron snapped. "She phased!"
"Again?" he gaped. "Where is she getting the energy for that?"
"Shouldn't we go after her?" Skywarp asked anxiously.
Megatron lifted his hand to stay him off. "Let her reconsider the folly of her action."
"I don't think she's reconsidering." Starscream's optics widened. "What is she doing?"
"Attempting an escape, obviously." Thundercracker blinked. "She can't fly can she?"
"No." said Soundwave. "Recall a stellar cycle ago that this same femme jumped off a cliff to escape me influencing her processor."
Starscream snorted with derision. "I remember. It's rare to see you shaken, Soundwave."
The mech's visor darkened in Starscream's direction. "She could have killed us both."
"How come you didn't stop her again, Soundwave? You were in her head why not, I don't know, stop her?"
The mech was silent a time, then; "Impulse thinking."
"Yes, yes." Starscream waved a hand. "We're all glad that you didn't become a drone. How did she survive again?"
"There was a waterfall."
"Uh-huh." Starscream tracked her trajectory with the other Decepticons. "There isn't one now."
"She's not afraid of the fall." Thundercracker remarked.
"It's not the fall she has to worry about, just the landing." Starscream commented.
"You know the saying, any crash you can walk away from..." piped in Skywarp.
"What is her angle?" Starscream remarked perplexed. "She can't seriously be hoping to survive a drop from thirteen-thousand feet! Even if she does where does she think she can hide?"
"She'll phase again." Megatron said abruptly, sounding impressed. While everyone had been engaged in small talk, he had worked out her gamble. "Shifting between planes like that will dispel all kinetic force." Megatron's optical ridges rose incrementally up his forehead. "It's no risk to her at all."
"That's insane." Starscream stressed, his hands moved to illustrate his point. "It's like hitting a wall without hitting a wall! The theories had always been sound but not one of our phasers could ever pull something like that off! You'd loose half your atoms performing a Leap like that! They had trouble timing steps while phasing from one room to the next!"
"None of them lasted a quartex." Muttered Rumble.
"Working with them was a nightmare." Frenzy continued. "The lot of them were a box of loose nuts and bolts."
"She's been functional for more than a stellar cycle." reminded Megatron.
Starscream's gaze slide to Megatron. "You know something else, don't you?"
"Only what anyone can observe Starscream." he commented elusively. "That the phasing process doesn't degrade her."
"Well if she doesn't use her power..." muttered Skywarp. "It's not like I teleport everyday."
Starscream turned a critical optic on Megatron, ignoring Skywarp's background muttering. "You sound like you admire her."
"Jealous already Starscream?"
The Seeker frowned.
"Starscream," Megatron vented through his denta, "I can simply see raw potential where you clearly cannot." The frown converted into a sneer. "Prime was a fool." Megatron went on. "If my theory holds true, then he had a Pitt of a catch with this outlier and did nothing with her."
One of Starscream's optical ridges rose up his forehead. "She's proving to be wily. First she single-handedly snatches total victory from you, Lord Megatron-now this."
Megatron inhaled to counter the barb but Skywarp quickly interjected into the conversation.
"Permission to teleport and retrieve, Lord Megatron. She's nearly to the treeline."
"Denied." Megatron clicked. "Don't waste your energy. I want to see where she's going with this."
"You mean if she survives." retorted Starscream.
Megatron nodded absently as he tracked the speck that was Phage. "If she survives."
"She's phased." Announced Thundercracker. He looked up wonderingly at Megatron. "You were right."
"Insane." Starscream repeated shaking his head. "If she survives she'll be as brittle as glass!"
"Cliff." Soundwave reminded them suddenly. "Self conclusion: she's already a box of loose nuts and bolts."
The deadpanned look Megatron spared them all silenced all opposition. "Seekers -retrieve the phaser. She produces a unique energy signature all her own, coupled with her recent brush with the Matrix she should prove an easy enough mark to track."
"As you command, Lord Megatron." intoned Skywarp. And with that, Thundercracker and Skywarp transformed and thundered after the femme. Megatron glanced sidelong at Starscream.
"Well?"
"The femme isn't going to exit the Leap. She's already performed two successful Leaps at the battlefield, and now another two..." Starscream trailed off as he observed the stoic mask that Megatron wore. It needled him to see it. He changed the conversational gears. "She's going to be a smear on the ground."
"A logical probability."
Starscream's optics narrowed.
"She won't get far."
"You have one breem, Starscream."
He does know something more, Starscream thought. The Seeker clicked his tongue. "I'll do it in half. Phasing in and out does produce a large energy spike. Easy enough to track."
As he finished saying it, a bleep spiked on his radar. Starscream's optics doubled in size, shocked she had exited a fourth Leap.
Finally, Megatron glanced away from the forest below and looked sidelong at Starscream. They held each others optics, an unspoken challenge. "Well."
Starscream transformed and blasted off, his engines wailing with the signature sound that earned him his name.
Phage had learned long ago that phasing was a dangerous addictive. Everything leading up to it was a similar thrill Alice had experienced while racing down a particular long, flat back country road known as The Drag. It was a popular local spot that teens liked to visit and local cops staked out to catch hotheads. Alice's family ranch ran off The Drag and she had become accustomed to what days and times the coppers and speeders used the length of road. The good girl had never been caught breaking code any one time she had hit the foot on the gas and watched the speedometer climb higher and higher while blasting pumping music from her stereos so loudly that she couldn't hear herself singing along.
Phage could only associate the thrill of phasing to that heart pumping memory.
Beginning a phase invoked a burst of adrenaline, a breathlessness that came when doing something wild and uncharacteristic. A breaking of the mold.
And she was breaking. Breaking free of physical ties to the very reality her mind had comprehended her whole life and throwing herself full force into another place both familiar and completely alien. Phage was smashing through one metaphysical wall and caught suspended between the two. It was always like that, a hang up in the transition. Reality always refused to let go but the cords always snapped -and then she was slipping and falling through into the misty alien world beneath the skin of everything she knew.
Floating midair, Phage took stock of the world around her and noted, as she always did, that everything was white-washed and misty. The astral mists were lashed along by ethereal winds that caused drag on her movement. It never mattered if she was walking, running or leaping. It seemed too that falling didn't matter a bit either. There was always drag.
As she had learned on her first few attempted phases, progression was dictated by thought. She needed to go down. So she thought: down.
She drifted through the mists, her body railed by the ferocious winds. Tree tops slowly materialized from below. Lower. Branches. Lower. She was among the trees and descending still. Her body ached. The going felt like tracking through thick mud. By the time the ground came in sight she was exhausted. She had never phased for so long before. She had only ever done short quick phases.
Phage caught sight of her hands and did a double take. She turned them this way and that. Terror struck straight through her. The paint was looking chipped and spotting. That had never happened before.
She shifted back to reality with the sudden abruptness of tension leaving a rubber band.
Abruptly, Phage appeared ten feet above the forest ground and hit it hard. Old discarded pine needles from last year scattered with the impact. The wind left her lungs in a woosh, leaving her gasping and heaving audibly for breath. Her fingers clawed the ground, seeking purchase where none was needed. Her equilibrium was off. She felt like she could fall into the sky. Steam rose off her body and drifted lazily off in the salty wind. Somewhere not so far off, she could hear the endless grinding turn of the ocean's cyclical waves.
Move. She commanded her aching body. Move!
She tried to force her body to stand but couldn't even make her head lift an inch off the ground. Every muscle cable to the very fiber of her frame burned with the likeliness of a fierce fever. Her body screamed at her to rest and recover. Her mind screamed at it to move. There was such limited time. The Decepticons would be on her shortly. She had to run. Had to hide. An old memory of Alice's told her there was a place around here somewhere where she might be able to take sanctuary. She was gambling on it.
"I'll rest when I'm dead." she groaned as she forced her body to comply. Trembling and weak, her fingers inched along the ground in the world's slowest army crawl. She really wanted to just lie there forever.
Move!
The word became a mantra in her head. She knew if she paused, even for a second, she was done. She would give in. Break.
Lazily, her optics drifted from the path ahead to her hands. Something was off. In reaching forward to drag herself another few inches, she saw that her paint job was wrecked beyond the normal. Her hands were usually chipped. Working with Wheeljack and Ratchet saw to that. The kind of damage she noted now was far greater than flecks of paint. It had peeled back to expose the metal beneath. Heat still wafted from her body in areas, drifting rapidly skyward. Where the paint was wrecked the worse, the metal was pitted. In some areas she spied the wires below.
If she had still been human she knew her skin would be raw and peeling, holes tearing through the flesh to the muscle beneath.
Phage's stomach turned and tried to heave, but she had nothing to throw up.
What had happened? That had never happened before.
I've never phased so long before. That must be it.
Ratchet had warned her when her outlier power was discovered that it was dangerous.
Don't use it. Ever. -he had warned. Optimus Prime had been right there when her ability was announced and concurred with Ratchet. Too dangerous.
"Why didn't I listen?" she groaned.
In the distance and drawing rapidly closer, she heard the familiar roar of the Seeker engines and one distinctive shrill engine whine that she knew was Starscream's.
Phage bit her lip hard. Her fuel pump thudded hard in her breast like Huffer hammering hard away at the forge. "Rest when your dead." she moaned. With an almighty force of will she grabbed a root ahead of her and dragged herself forward, forcing her knees up underneath. She used the trunk of the same pine tree to stabilize herself into a kneel and then, clinging to its branches, to her feet. Always she had more energy in reserve. Any time she dipped deep down she found more lying in wait. "Pain-is-passing." She told herself, stressing the words between her efforts.
The Seeker engines boomed overhead loud enough to drown out her thoughts and close enough to send a misfortune of ravens flapping into the air cawing loudly.
Phage's body was shaking badly against her will. She barely had time to move around the trunk before she heard three distinctive whirls of transformation cogs. The ravens dispersed within seconds. The silence left behind was deafening.
Phage struggled to control her breathing. In the overbearing silence that swallowed the deformed forest of trees each breath sounded like a gunshot.
She strained her audio receptors, struggling to locate the Seekers. They couldn't have entered the forest. She hadn't heard them crash through the foliage. They had to be hovering above.
They're stalking me.
Her faced drained of color. She worried her lip to stall her breathing. If not for her fingers digging into the tree trunk she knew they'd be shaking.
Focus. Fo-cus.
It was hard to focus around the pounding headache that had persisted since the battlefield.
Find the cave. They can't fit through some of the tunnels. They'll lose your signature underground. Find. The. Cave.
She risked a glance around the pine tree, between the branches, and saw the place where she had materialized was as empty as she left it. Only pale shafts of light penetrated to the ground and between these haphazardly danced golden motes.
She swallowed around the lump in her throat and pushed herself off the tree and stumbled to the next.
Thud!
She paused and listened. There had been too much noise between the crunching under her feet to taking cover. Her audios strained to catch the slightest noise.
She heard none.
Phage's mind reeled as she chanced a look behind. How did three Transformers their size disappear in a forest? It made no sense.
"Just go, Phage." she muttered to herself. She risked a jaunt to the next tree and when she reached it and slammed her back to the tree she risked a look behind again. She had gone about a dozen yards or more and knew it wasn't far or fast enough.
They will find you.
"God, I'm an idiot." Phage continued to mutter to herself as she made for another tree, scanned the area for signs of familiarity, listened for the Seekers, and risked a look behind. "How am I suppose to dodge them all the way back to the Ark? You can't transform into a vehicle, Phage. You can't exactly Uber it back either. Did you bother to think about any of that prior to this? Nooo- of course not."
Self monolouging came to an abrupt close when she finally spied them. It was their feet at first, then their legs and chest. Taken aback, she stared hard realizing that they were agonizingly taking their slow sweet time to pick their way through the branches to avoid noise. Her mind raced. They were facing her direction. She was almost certain she was on their scanners but they hadn't seen her yet.
She made fast calculations-
-and said fuck it at the outcome.
Drawing on a wellspring of energy that was yet untapped, Phage pushed off the tree and forced her protesting body to make a run for it. She had to make it to the cave. There was no other acceptable option.
"Run! Run all you like! Exhaust yourself!" rang out Skywarp's mocking voice all around the forest. "It makes the hunt so much easier for us in the end."
"Surrender!" called out Thundercracker next. "You're only stalling the inevitable."
A gunshot went off and the blue laser blast streaked by her vision mere feet again. Phage stopped on a dime, arms propelling to stabilize herself.
"Phage!"
Her head snapped around. Starscream and the Seekers were fixed on her, but it had been Starscream that shot. It was Starscream that called her out. His fist flexed out and around and gestured for her to approach them with one finger. The Aerial Commander's face brooked no disobedience.
"Come here, femme. You're only making this harder on yourself." Desperate, she looked around and spied what looked like a game trail. "Don't be stupid." Starscream crooned across the way. "There is no where for you to run."
She ran down the game trail and quietly rejoiced when it joined with a much larger beaten path a few yards off. It hadn't been a game trial but a hikers beaten path.
Starscream shook his head. "They always choose to run." he lamented.
"Fine by me." Skywarp grinned wolfishly as the three Seekers sped through the air to catch her, masterfully weaving around trees in the wide open space under the canopy.
They were on her in seconds.
"Your efforts are futile!" Starscream reached for her. "Why you insist on running-"
Suddenly, she shifted into her human alt mode and dropped and slide into a ditch that had been hidden by surrounding bushes. Starscream blinked hard at his empty hand, cut thruster power, hovered and had to quickly double back. Thundercracker's laughter stung his audio receptors.
In the narrow ditch, Phage threw herself at the entrance to the cave. Even before reaching it her fuel pump dropped into her gut. "No. No, no, no!" Her hands wrapped around the metal bars barring her passage. She yanked hard but it only rattled. How could she have forgotten it was barred? "Of course it would be." She hissed at herself as she yanked hard again. The caverns Alice visited usually were to prevent vandals. She braced her foot on the side of the rock wall and yanked hard again. The gate rattled and gave little by little.
One, two, three hard desperate yanks and suddenly she was flat on her ass. The gate tore from the rock in a clamorous shrieking fit. Quickly, Phage scrambled to her feet and plunged into the pitch darkness of the cavern. Small victories swelled her breast.
"Grab her!" shrieked Starscream.
"How? I can't fit in there."
Starscream vented air through his systems. The three Seekers hovered around the ditch staring down the slanted path to the cave entrance. "What is this place? The crafty femme obviously knows the cave. It must be why she asked where she was before she phased. This was her destination. So where does it lead?"
The cool cavern welcomed her as she ran inside, the sudden drop in temperature that marked the constant thirty-six degrees of the cavern a welcome kiss on her skin and soothing balm to her aching lungs. Guided by the small illumination of her optics and light pen she pulled out from subspace that she normally used for medical purposes, she trucked deeper and deeper recalling the cavern network from Alice's visit to the limestone sea caves years before. It was just enough to lead her through the twisting tunnels. The trek was an arduous hike, forcing her to climb and descend muddy paths that flooded in the rainy season. When the tunnels narrowed she had to go at it sideways and shimmy through. Further along the path opened up like a 'V'. Her feet were swallowed in the thick muck, slowing her progress. She pulled her feet free and jogged the distance by bouncing from one slanted wall to the next.
She battled a slow rising attack of claustraophia. She wasn't known for it and pushed back hard against it. She wasn't going to die down there in the dark. She was on the right path to make it out. She was descending gradually. At the end of the path ahead there should be a bend that opened into a large cavern. She would have to slow down come the exit. A wrong move and she could fall down a muddy pit and take the sudden drop some hundred feet to a lake below.
Wait, she thought. Was there a lake? How much had it rained last year?
Once she scaled down the narrow path that descended into the cave exit she'd have to wade through it anyway. Then make the hard trek to climb out.
Gradually, Phage came to a stop near the end of the 'V' ravine and leaned back against the slope, her feet holding her up out of the muck against the opposing wall. Far above in the crevice of the ceiling, the light from her pen caught and illuminated off water that dripped from soda straw formations and glinted off veins of iron.
In the moment's reprive, she took the time to reexamine her wounds from the phase. Getting mud in her transorganic systems couldn't be a good thing. She was sure Ratchet would have a fit. Turning her arms this way and that though showed no wear. Phage stared hard. Besides Optimus Prime's dried lifeblood and the red mud, she saw no signs of paint decay or pitting in her armor or the gaping holes that exposed circuity. She squeezed her optics close hard and looked again.
Nothing.
"Must have been a figment of my imagination." she mused quietly. "From what I saw while phasing?" That must have been it. Maybe the stress and the phasing was playing tricks on her optics.
A sudden smile quirked her lips. She threw her head back and laughed.
"Lifeblood and mud. Aren't I a beauty to behold. Ahh- Phage, what are you going to do?" She palmed her temples but nothing would be rid of the pounding headache. "Rush to the end and hope the Decepticons are not there? Then you'd be at sea level. Where do I go from there? Better to backtrack and hope they've left the entrance to catch me on the other side. It should be a point-six mile hike to the lodge, across forest terrain." She pushed hard against her temples and released after half a minute. It did little to reset the migraine. "They'll pick up on my energy signature instantly, I'm sure. And I can't put people in danger." She gnashed her teeth. "The Ark is in another state. I need a ride." She pinched the bridge of her nose. "Or more caves. A network." her head shot up. "Which cave network ran across several states? Isn't that nearby?" she muttered suddenly, second-guessing, "Or...was that in the Rocky Mountains? ….California, maybe? Shit." She scrubbed at her face and carded her fingers through her synthetic hair. "I need a map."
The pounding headache behind her left optic blossomed. She reeled and was glad she was already lying flat on her back as everything tilted crazily around her. Phage fixated desperately on the glimmer of light overhead, holding precariously to consciousness with sheer force of will. The headache felt like it wanted to spread and consume the rest of the space inside her cranium but hit a block with her struggling consciousness. It stalled, then stirred.
A low groan sprang unbidden from her throat. Her right hand lifted before her optics and turned over slowly. A striking stab of panic lanced through her body and cut straight to her fuel pump. Phage sat up and examined the rest of her body.
"Phage?"
She had voiced it but it wasn't her.
Phage focused inward.
Across her mindscape at the edge of the dark cool expanse she regarded as the sea of her consciousness, another unfolded of gleaming high walled towers and a massive city, layer after layer after layer as complex and manifold as a puzzle box. The lights from the city played across the expanse of her undersea ocean. For the first time in a long time, there was light.
The mindscape shifted. There existed a gray twilight between the two extremes. Phage stood on one end and Optimus Prime's consciousness materialized on the other side. He was struggling, groggy and perplexed. His consciousnesses avatar was surrounded by a fiery light and scintillating Cybertronian script that blinked into existence around him. He gripped his head and looked at her -through her, seeing through her optics and yet seeing her all at once.
Together, they stared wide opticed at the opposing wall.
"Optimus!" his name crossed her lips in a breathless utterance.
"Where-?" Began Prime.
Phage groaned and squeezed her optics shut. "Not now. I had hoped for a few more hours."
In the Infraspace, Prime straightened. His vast ancient consciousness shifted, trying to get a feel for the new head in a manner similar to examining a new house. Only he felt around and tried to neatly side step her consciousness, not sure how to deal with the situation and, Phage felt, disgruntled.
"I can't wait to hear this one." Optimus grumbled as bad mannered as any mech coming out of recharge on the wrong side.
In the mindscape between, she spread her arms helplessly.
"Desperate measures." she smiled sheepishly. "I performed an emergency spark transfer and uploaded your conciousness to mine with an impromtu cortical psychic patch."
"You did what?" Her voice rang with the incredulousness of Prime's disbelief.
"I had hoped to make it back to the Ark to avoid this." She scrubbed her face. "It's a race against the clock now."
"Explain."
"I don't have a secondary spark chamber with the nessecary protective shielding like Ratchet does for emergency spark transfers like this. I took a risk." her fingers carded through her hair, forgetting that it was coated in mud and blood. "Over the course of one week, if I can't get back to the Ark, our sparks will merge and my body will-how did Ratchet explain it before?- morph or something to that extent to accommodate two sparks."
"Its called a resonation." Optimus supplied helpfully.
"There. That word. Couldn't think of it."
Optimus was silent a long span. Phage was almost glad for it. It was so weird hearing herself carry on a conversation by herself.
In the infraspace, the two stood divided by the gray strip between their consciousnesses. Optimus examined her mental avatar over carefully as the silence stretched between the two. After a long length, he spoke through her physically, "What happened exactly?"
She shared with him the information in a series of rapid fire thoughts wrapped up in images reels loaded with sensory and thought information. It took Optimus off guard. Prime took a moment more than she thought he would to decipher the information. Either he was still gaining his bearings or her transorganic CPU was much more different from the Transformer CPUs than she'd imagined.
"It's just the way you store information." Prime said absently.
Phage blushed.
"I wonder if this is how the Aerialbot's feel."
"Perhaps. Although I'm sure they're quite use to it." Prime elaborated through her voice.
Once Prime had digested all the information his avatar stared at her wide eyed.
"You did all that to save me?"
Phage's avatar glanced at her feet and all around. She rubbed one shoulder and did so physically as well. "Well-yes. Anyone would have."
Optimus shook his head, and Phage's head shook in the negative in real time. Prime's consciousness swelled with admiration. "No, Phage. I have been alive nine million years. Nobody has ever done what you did. Thank you. I owe you my life."
A confusing mix of emotions played across her breast: admiration, embarrassment, pride, humility-
Phage ducked her head, breaking contact with the wall across from them. She carded her fingers through her synthetic hair. "You know that's not necessary." She cycled air through her olfactory. "And don't thank me just yet. The Decepticons are outside, the Ark's a state away, and we're on a literal countdown. Lord, if we're recaptured how the hell am I suppose to hide the resonation process for long?"
In the Infraspace, Prime's optics narrowed, thinking critically about their predictament.
"Phage, I have one question. Where is the Matrix? I told you to take the Matrix."
She puffed up. "I couldn't just let you die. How could I? You were lying there telling me the Matrix can revive the lot of you but not heal you when you need it? Well I thought that made no sense. It made even less sense that anyone else would know what to do with the thing if you were gone. So I saved you."
"And the Matrix?" Prime stressed. "Phage, where is it?"
A huge grin split her face like the Cheshire cat. "You'll love this one." She shared the information willingly in the rapid succession of images. When he had finished digesting all of it his avatar stared at her wide eyed.
"I can't believe-"
"Tell me you love me." she teased.
Instead, Optimus swelled with disapproval. "Your playing a high stakes game."
"And I'm pleased as punch to say so far I'm winning." she jerked her head towards the exit. "This is just a minor setback. So far though I think I can say I'm breaking even."
She Sensed his displeasure. It put an immediate damper on her attitude. She sobered up. The grin disappeared.
"You realize the moment Megatron discovers what you did-"
"Yes." she cut him off. "I imagine he'd burst a circuit or two. Then-well, me."
"Phage, you have no idea. He can't know what you've done."
She bit her lip.
"I know. I know. How are we going to get out of this?"
Prime thought fast, crafting plans and discarding them at a rapid pace until finally there was only one course of action. The cold sliver of apprehensive dread that pooled from Optimus wormed its way through her breast.
Anything that made Prime nervous had her on edge.
"Phage, there's only one thing to do – we have to keep rolling with your gamble. The only way to secure safety back to the Ark is to convince Megatron you don't have the Matrix while hiding the resonation process."
She blanched. "You mean-"
"Yes. We have to surrender to Megatron and convince him to exchange you back to the Autobots."
"He thinks he's already won the war."
"It's our only course. Megatron will either exchange you for supplies or the Autobots will muster an extraction."
A cold sweat pooled on her forehead. Phage scrubbed her face.
"Shit."
Phage reemerged from the entrance of the sea cave system and chose a random direction away from the human lodge and started off at a trot, then a run.
'Make it look convincing.' Prime told her.
She burst through a dense treeline and had to quickly stop on a dime. She stood, teetering on a sheer cliff drop that gave way to a rocky bed at the base of the ocean. Thunderous waves crashed the mountainside, hungry and unforgiving.
Phage stared down the steep drop to the rocks below, lips parted and eyebrows knitting together. Overhead sang the familiar song of several transformation cogs spinning off. She squeezed her optics closed and when she tilted her head to the sky and opened her optics there, floating in mid space, was Megatron and the Decepticons.
"You survived." said Megatron matter of factly. "Impressive. Very impressive."
Her optics dropped back to the rocks below and then quickly flirted to the treeline behind.
"Stop with the theatrics." Megatron sighed. "You can't escape. The effort alone is as exhaustive on your behalf as it is futile."
Once again she abused her bottom lip, her feet shifting below her.
"Anyone of us could catch you before you make it half way down." Megatron said suddenly. "And don't think that you can evade us in that flammable carbon field of matches."
"I wouldn't catch her." Starscream interjected. "Frankly, she could do with the dip."
She stared up at Megatron, face long and with tired optics. There was a quiet challenge between the two, as silent as had been between Megatron and Starscream earlier.
Phage broke contact and dropped her head lowly. The femme stepped out from the tree line. Slowly her hands lifted into the air, open palms up as her knees hit the earth.
"Finally." Megatron rasped, "If only you had shown such obedience before."
"Fuck you." Phage muttered so softly only she could hear.
'Careful.' Prime chided. 'Keep your temper in check.'
Her right wrist was snatched up in a crushing vice like grip. Phage sucked in air between her denta as she was yanked off her knees and onto her feet. Once again she found herself staring optic to optic with Megatron.
"It would do you well to follow my commands henceforth. It would spare you the painful repercussions disobedience brings with it. Just ask Starscream."
A mock smile flashed across her face and disappeared just as quickly. "I'll be a model prisoner."
"Good." she felt the heat of his voice on her face.
Abruptly Megatron wrapped his arm around her waist and locked her in tight against him. A strike of repulsion from Prime stabbed through her. She fought the instinctive desire from Optimus to lash out.
Before she knew what was happening, they were airborne again and traveling over the ocean. In what seemed a much shorter time than it took them to travel there, the telescoping Docking Tower rose out of the water to admit them into the Decepticon sea base's dark folds.
When they landed, Megatron said absently to Starscream, "We need a set of null-restraints constructed."
"I'll start straight away."
"See to it that you do. We don't need our prisoner getting any ideas."
Optimus Prime's conciousnes stirred quizzically in her head. A question of why?
I've been phasing.
His consciousness flustered. ::What?!::
Not. Now.
She struggled to school her face to neutral as she was marched across the platform to the Docking Tower's dark interior.
Her mind and body was a wreck of nerves. Nothing had gone as planned.
::Few things ever do.::
That's not comforting, Op.
As the Docking Tower door slide to a close, cutting off the last of the hot June sunlight, the warm glow drew short on her. Despair and fears settled in.
"I'm never going to see the light again."
She hadn't thought she had said it out loud but with Prime in her head thought and vocalization had become a muddled affair, but Megatron suddenly said, "Melodramatic much?" he paused then added, "Light is overrated." she glanced up and caught a strange crooked grin on his face. "I think you'll come to appreciate the bueaty of the shadows below."
The Docking Tower doors thundered close.
Phage swore it sounded like the knell of church bells.
"I'm going down to hell." The haunting lyrics for Hotel California by the Eagles started up unbidden in her processor. It's always paved with good intentions, she thought.
As Megatron's grip tightened on her arm, Optimus Prime's consciousness stirred to comfort hers.
Author's Notes:
I forgot to mention in the first chapter that this story is mainly an alternate universe of the Generation One cartoon and comic books with IDW's comic lore used at my leisure to flesh out Cybertronian culture and back history for characters. Other elements are my own.
About Megatron's character, I thought it would be interesting to toy with the concept of a more centered, lawful evil Megatron than the monstrous variants these days. If anyone was curious as to his personality that is why. He's evil, he just has his own codes he abides by and his laws and rules he demands that are obeyed.
"Inside your head you scream for silence"
-Hush, Hellyeah
The Decepticon sea base was the antithesis to the Ark: cold, oppressing and unwelcoming.
It was Phage's general collective thought for the whole of the spartan interior as she was ushered along at the forefront of the returning Decepticon forces. For every misstep, Megatron's iron grip dug incrementally tighter around her upper arm as he pulled her upright to keep pace. To her immediate right was Starscream, who kept glancing at her with barely contained repulsion. She became a psychical wedge between the Decepticon and Aerial Commander. Flitting just on the edge of her peripheral vision mulled Soundwave, making her anxious. At her heels was the rest of the Decepticon forces whose crimson optics she could feel burrowing into her back.
She felt like a wayward lamb among starving wolves.
::Don't let them rattle you.::
Optimus Prime's calm collected vernacular ushering across her processor jerked her out of her own isolated thoughts. Not for the first time and certainly not the last, she was surprised to learn that she had not been as guarded in her thoughts as she expected. From the moment he had awoken, Phage had quickly discovered that even though they were time-sharing head space they seemed to have their own separate halves of it, independent of each other yet able to respond to the other. She was still trying to get the hang not openly sharing.
It was the first Optimus had said anything for near a breem. Disappointment still radiated from Prime's ironclad fortress consciousness since the mention of her phasing. Phage shied away from the city's aura in their shared mind-space. The luminous glow of Prime's consciousness illuminated areas of hers that had not seen light for years. It was a strange sensation to feel so intimately exposed and enthused to share her inner self all at once. Ultimately, she opted for the former sensations and squashed the others. There were sides of her she was sure Optimus would not appreciate.
::Hard to do. I haven't been battling them for nine million years.::
::Five million.:: His voice clipped brusquely.
Phage bit the bullet and dived straight at the problem. There was no use in ignoring it. ::You're mad about the phasing.::
::Of all the sources, I should not be hearing about it firsthand from Megatron.::
Phage's optics dropped under his hard gaze. ::I should have told you but I didn't want you to shut me down. I knew you would have rejected it.::
::Can you even explain to me your logic in that sentence. You knew I would say no and yet you did it anyway.:: He paused, then added moodily, ::You would always do as you wanted to do.:: His thoughts were hard. ::You were told your outliner ability was dangerous. I can't compute why you insisted on going behind my back to test it. Do you realize with one jump I could have-:: The golden city of his consciousness shifted like a transformation cog being spun. Spires moved, entire districts shifted. ::You could have terminated yourself.::
It did not matter that he tried to correct his thoughts. Every thought shared carried with it underlying emotional and mental currents that transmitted from one to the other. There was no lying in their shared thoughts. No capacity to deceive the other. It would be known. What he wanted was her safety. He had always sought her safety first and it riled him every time it found her whether she sought it out or the danger sought her. But there had been more to the thought Optimus had choked off. In his way, he loved her. He could have lost her again. It was what he had meant to share and what he didn't.
Phage was clever enough to deduce what he had actually meant. Optimus saying it to her though, even in thought, would have been as hard a blow as Sparkplug calling her 'Alice.' She had always known Optimus cared for her because Alicean Witwicky had been close to the towering Autobot Commander. Phage had her face. She had her mannerisms and memories. She wasn't so sure she was Alicean though. She hadn't been sure for most of the year.
Digesting everything in half a nanoklik, her avatar shifted and downcast her optics. ::I wanted to see what I could do. I thought that, if I could learn to use it effectively rather than getting stuck mashed up in a wall, I could perhaps finally be of real help. I'm sorry, Optimus.::
There was a short but hard silence from the golden interlocking city that was the whole of Optimus Prime's consciousness that eased and softened in the passing nanokliks. In the gray misty divide between their cognitive awareness, his avatar stared hard at her as if trying to figure something out. The scintillating Cybertronian script and string of code burned a cool golden orange hue.
::You never needed your outlier power, Phage. You already are of real help. Ratchet is overworked in the medbay and your assistance there a huge relief to him. He has confided as much to me. And your efforts in Wheeljack's lab have sufficiently improved his efficiency.::
A long suffering groan fell from her avatar. ::So. Much. Organization.::
::Ultimately,:: Optimus pressed the issue, cutting through her dramatic lamentation, ::the blame is mine.:: she Sensed he meant it and that confused her. ::I should have realized what was going on under my own house.::
Across the expanse, Phage's avatar shifted. Beneath her feet, the cool black waters rippled. Where the waters met the gray ravine between them it trickled off and over as if meeting an edge and dripped into starlight. ::So, we're okay?::
::Now isn't the best of times to explore the issue in depth but yes. We are -:: Suddenly, Optimus said, ::What did Megatron just say?::
::Is Megatron addressing me- us?:: she corrected.
If Optimus had been startled to realize he had missed a conversation going on around him, he was just as surprised to watch Phage's aurora borealis thought processes collide violently and flat-line. It took her precious seconds to reboot her current surroundings.
He thought he was starting to understand her processing better. He made a note of it.
"-be long before I have a working pair." Starscream was saying in response to a question posed by Megatron. "Really it's just a matter of retooling a pair of translock cuffs with a nullifying current rather than constructing a pair from scratch."
"How long?"
Starscream waved a hand dismissively. "Within the cycle."
Megatron slid him a lazy opticed look. "Is that estimate within the same calculation as your half breem."
Perplexed, Phage's face crumbled up at the discussion.
Starscream snapped off an offending glare. "I would have had her if-never mind!" the Aerial Commander huffed angrily. "You'll have the restraints."
"See to it now." Megatron ordered, eyeing Starscream up and down. "Your injuries aren't grievous enough to warrant repairs at the Medbay."
"Tch!" His nose lifted into the air with a flair for the pompous. "I concur. My system self-repairs can handle these scuffs-unlike your own."
::Shots fired!:: Phage's eyebrows shot up her forehead watching the quick-paced exchange unfold as her optics bounced back and forth between the two in rapid succession.
"Your systems would be hard-pressed to repair damage done by Optimus Prime's bardiche if it had caught you across the chassis, Starscream."
"Perhaps." Said Starscream idly. "Or your age is catching up with you, Megatron."
"If it's age your not far behind me."
"I think far enough that-"
Abruptly Megatron turned on his heel and his free hand lashed out with the speed of a viper. His fingers encircled Starscream's arm, pulled the Aerial Commander around and carelessly flung him down the hallway. Starscream stumbled along to catch his balance. "You have less than an cycle now, Starscream."
The Seeker grimaced but turned and hurried down the hall at a brisk pace to sectors unknown, likely a lab of some sort, sulking as he went.
"As for you-"
Phage tried to keep her face neutral when he jerked her back into motion, but her optics were large and round and jumped between the Decepticon Commander and trying to mark the smallest detail that would help her set sections of the seabase apart from each other. She did not have success in the latter. Although she did discover that they were alone in the halls. That startled both her and Optimus. How had they missed the Decepticon forces trickling off until it was just Megatron and herself?
"You must be exhausted after four successful jumps." Megatron said suddenly. Apprehension crept in steadily. Where was he taking her? Did she want to know?
::A cell.:: Optimus offered. ::Don't spook yourself.::
Megatron glanced sidelong at her when she did not respond. "You do understand what I'm asking."
Phage stared back at him with large optics. "Jumps?" she repeated slowly.
::Dear lord, Optimus how do I go about this?::
::Stay calm.::
::What do I do if he keeps asking questions?::
::I'm right here. I'll walk you through it but you have to do the talking. Megatron might realize your harboring my spark if you start talking like me.::
::At least we can concur on that.::
Perplexed, Optimus's avatar looked at her. ::We've agreed on a plethora of things before.::
Megatron rolled around an indistinguishable noise in his mouth. "A phaser term." He said at length. "A jump refers to when you enter a leap and successfully exit a leap. Now understanding that I will reiterate, you must be exhausted."
"Yes." She clipped. "I am."
::He isn't genuinely concerned for you. He's going to play for information about your phasing power.::
::That was readily apparent.::
They stopped in front of a purple matte door indistinguishable from any other one she had seen on the way there. Standing outside of it, Megatron scrutinized her for a long hard length. She shifted her weight uneasily, Phage's ego struggling to fall into her counterpoise stance and Optimus battling to fall into his hard coded military stance. The minor mental struggle ended up an awkward shuffle, complete with shifting optics as Phage made attempts to examine the door and Optimus to stare down his ancient nemesis.
None of it Megatron missed.
::Will you stop.:: snapped Phage and felt Prime's ego stall and process the request.
"I'm intrigued." He said at length and watched as her optics jumped up to his. "The casualness with which you've performed the jumps leaves an impression that you've had formal training."
"The Autobots aren't involved." she said quickly before consulting with Optimus. She did not want Megatron believing that her Autobots were implicated in any way with her moonlit phasing runs. "All anything is is repetition."
There was a particular glint in Megatron's optics she couldn't place but one that Optimus did not like. "You've been practicing then."
::Do not answer further.:: Optimus's shared thought was adamant.
"On your own I take it." Megatron tried fishing again. "I doubt Prime would have approved of such a dangerous thing."
She set her jaw.
To her surprise, Megatron laughed. Genuinely laughed. The sound shook her. "You are as vocal in silence as you are in speech."
Her cheeks burned.
The un-descriptive door slid apart without Megatron's need to punch in a keycode. She assumed it was by a coded thought command from Megatron, a process as natural for their race as humans absently sliding their credit cards at a store and punching the pass code. His grip on her arm never once slacked.
Once opened Megatron tossed her into the empty room. Phage stumbled inside, quickly noting that there was absolutely nothing of note within. Four walls in about a space equivalency of a ten by ten room for Transformers. She blinked and turned to look at Megatron. The Decepticon leader remained in the entryway, blocking her only way in or out. His face was stoic.
"Welcome to your new accommodations. You'll wait here until I've figured out how to deal with you."
"How to-? Would you just listen to me! How many times do I have to say it-I don't have the-"
The door slide shut on her face.
Phage cycled air in a rush through her olfactory and screamed in frustration. She turned, took three steps and violently kicked the nearest wall. The metal plating convaned on impact.
::Stop! Control yourself!:: Prime's voice shot off in her head.
She threw a hard jab at the wall for good measure.
::Better?:: he deadpanned.
"Marginally." Phage grumbled and pulled her fist for another jab. "But I think I'd feel better if-" her fist stopped mid jab, an inch above the wall and refused to move. Phage grimaced as she engaged in a battle of wills to wrestle control of her arm back from Optimus. It was over before it even began. Her short fused ego tried to storm across the gray divide between them, realized Optimus was giving the look he did just before handing down a verbal beating to the latest wayward Autobot of the week and backpedaled.
Dejectedly she muttered, "Op!"
::Control your temper. If you wreck this cell they'll move us to a more secure one.::
She struggled momentarily with her emotions then relented with a long suffering sigh. She touched her forehead against the wall and pinched the bridge of her nose. Gradually, Prime released her leading arm. She begrudgingly rapped her knuckles against the wall, swallowed the burning desire to punch it, and splayed her open palm against it instead.
She spoke to the wall. "Things weren't suppose to go this way." Phage rubbed her forehead against the cool metal, optics squeezed shut.
She felt her lips begin to move of their own accord. Although it was her voice it was Optimus's eloquent calm vernacular speaking through her. "So do I. Allowing the Decepticons to take you-I-" Optimus paused to consider the proper term of usage, then began again, "-us was the only available course of action. Had we struggled, we would not have gotten far on foot and could have run the gambit of endangering human lives. So long as Megatron doesn't realize your duplicity, I believe that we stand a chance to convince him to return us to the Autobots."
"Optimus," she stressed patiently, "I- I'm having a hard time seeing how we can do that. He thinks he's already won, so why would he turn us over?"
"He'll try to recoup his losses once he realizes you don't have the Matrix."
Phage gently tapped her forehead against the wall before massaging her temples. "Assuming he doesn't just kill me outright."
Optimus's tone was somber. "You have to hope for the best outcome, Phage."
"You hold on to your optimism and I'll hold on to my pragmatism." Her optics cracked open to emit a thin sliver of light. "Give me the gritty reality, Optimus. Don't sugar coat the situation. I want no illusions here."
"He won't terminate you."
"Optimus-"
"He won't terminate you, Phage." Optimus stressed, "What he will do will be much worse."
"What exactly-"
A trap.
He should have known.
The ground shifted and suddenly gave way beneath his feet in too wide a radius to leap to safety and to abruptly for him to run. He realized his error as he watched Soundwave hover where they had battled, impassive as the earth swallowed him whole.
What lay beneath the terra firma of the planet he had fallen in love with shocked him. He struggled to comprehend how he could have fallen from Earth's surface into Cybertron's interior. The answers came immediately and were as jarring as the fall into the back of a dump truck.
The landing knocked him senseless. A long groan escaped his vocal processor as he laid there trying to catch his bearings. The suspension of the dump truck -he Sensed he was in the back of Long Haul- creaked and dipped. There were other Decepticons around. As many, he Sensed, as the whole force. Megatron suddenly filled his whole vision. His countenance was all teeth and smoldering crimson optics that barely contained his savage glee. Somewhere out of the field of his vision he heard the distinct hissing noise of an energy weapon igniting. Megatron's hands wrapped around his neck cables. He tensed, summoning the whole of his will to roll through the disorientation from the fall and break Megatron's hold- only to feel the hot precision cut of a laser across his spine and suddenly he went limp. His body would not move. Not a finger. Internal reports came screaming at him that his motor relays had just been severed. Cold dread settled around his laser core. He refused to give in to panic as his optics went wide.
"Welcome, Optimus Prime." Megatron's hands retreated and held up a laser scalpel. "A gift courtesy of Ratchet from his first visit. I think it's only suiting that its been used on you as it was on me-with intent to harm."
Megatron swam out of his vision. Long Hual's suspension dipped and lifted and dipped again. Hook took Megatron's place. Between them passed something long and cylinder.
"Hook has been an understudy to Ratchet when the good doctor comes visiting, Optimus. He shows such promise. Hook, why don't you show the Prime how far your studies have come along with a dissection seminar."
Vzzt!
A purple energy blade ignited in Hook's hand. Prime's laser core thrummed wildly. Any force of will to move yielded none. He was struggling in his own mind.
"Prime," Megatron said from over Hook's shoulder, "you'll be the body."
With haphazard swings that belied the careful precision and an optic for detail, Hook began disassembling Prime at the joints. The energy blade sliced and cauterized as he went along in his hackjob pursuit. Deducing with the first cut that he wasn't going for the vitals, Optimus rerouted his nervecircuits away from his limbs to minimize the pain.
When Hook reduced him to just a head and torso, the Constructicon deactivated the energy blade and smashed through the windshields. Seizing the metal frame, Hook violently broke the lock mechanisms and forced the panels apart. Pain lanced and stabbed at him in equal measure playing a coordinated part to the horror that abased his will. His fear pitched to a fevered tempo when he realized Hook wasn't going for his spark chamber, he was tearing through his insides for the Matrix. Repulsion lanced through his being. He wanted to scream at Hook to stop. The young Cybertronian did not know what he was doing. Millions of years worth of stifling his voice under intense brutal interrogations and battlefield conditions left him mute, his own bystander to the violations being delivered upon him.
The final abuse came when Hook tore the Matrix from his chassis, trailing power relays and snapping connectors. The violent disconnect from the Matrix sent such an upsurge of repulsion through him that his systems overturned. He gagged on his own vomit. Ashamed, he had to retract his battle mask or choke on the sick.
Hook stilled mid process handing the Matrix over to Megatron, his body radiating shock. Megatron took the proffered Matrix from Hook's numb hand, smiling like a savage Cheshire cat as he watched him struggle with detached glee.
"Welcome to New Cybertron, Optimus Prime. The Constructicons will see you apart of it. Hook- finish the session. I want his head."
Phage's knees hit the floor. The fingers of her left hand steadied herself against the wall while she wrapped the right arm around her midsection. She was hyperventilating, her laser core pumping adrenaline through her systems while she swallowed back the bile at the back of her throat.
Her body shuddered as she struggled to process the traumatic memory as it bled through the resonation process to her consciousness. The memory racked her soul as if it had been her in Prime's place; the burn of the energy blade, the chop shop hack job, Hook's hands ripping her chest-his chest apart to claim the Matrix. The crime committed at the Battle of New York and repeated on multiple occasions by Megatron throughout the years was nothing but a violation on multiple fronts. It was rape. Not in the human sense, but that's what it was all the same. It was a violent raping. The Stunticons had been born from the pillage. Another time it had been the Combaticons. Before that, the Construcitcons. All of them children of violation.
Disjointedly, she wondered if part of the reason why the Earth Decepticons hated the Earth Autobots so much was the basis around their births.
Her forehead pressed against the wall. The fragmented memories burned into her processor. That would be her. If everything went to hell, Megatron would tear her body apart to retrieve the Matrix and seize the complete victory he should have had in the shadow of the Ark. He had already threatened as much on the battlefield.
Optimus's fortress consciousness went into lock-down, the city disappearing under a golden shield until all that was was but a solid metal orb. "Phage- I'm sorry. I didn't mean for that to get through."
He was aghast at his own failing.
She thought the gray divide between their minds seemed to yawn a little less. She made a note that the resonation process was accelerating faster than she imagined or, perhaps, this was perdictable expectations. She wasn't sure.
"It's not your fault." She meant it. If she was anything, she was understanding. "The longer the resonation process continues there's going to be a lot more you don't want me to see, and a lot of myself I don't want you to either." Her face was pinched. "I needed to know though, Optimus. I," she hesitated, "need to be prepared."
"Nothing can."
A long silence perpetuated between them. It made Phage itch. There was never silence in her processor. There was always thought. Always action. Always noise. Optimus Prime's presence changed that as assuredly as when Soundwave had violated the sanctity of her mind. She was tiptoeing in her own cranium. Afraid, as Optimus was afraid of what she'd see of him, of what he'd see of her.
What would he think of her existential crisis? Of the darker corners of her consciousness? Wheeljack had gently told her to take her struggles up with Ratchet but she had been too proud to do so. How could she explain to Ratchet how she was struggling with human processes versus Cybertronian. How did she explain to Ratchet that she was taking everything he was teaching her and reapplying it in her consciousness on how to do the most damage to the Decepticons? At least, when she let slip a question of 'how to wreck mechs' to Sideswipe and Sunstreaker they got it. As warriors, they understood. Sideswipe had understood. Sunstreaker had gone further and elaborated in intense detail until she thought she'd be sick.
Reflecting on her struggles privately, it all seemed so insignificant. If she was struggling over her own existence and ways to kill, how was she going to handle acclimating Optimus Prime's millenias old consciousness without breaking under the strain if their consciousnesses merged during the resonation process?
How did the combiner teams deal with this?
They didn't, she realized with a start.
"Phage," Optimus began tentatively only when he was assured his memories were locked away secured, "Megatron may have written half of the Greelight Accord-"
"But what is it? I've never heard of it before."
There was only patience, despite her abrupt interruption, as he elaborated. "It is an amendment to the Tyrest Accord."
"You say that as if I actually knew what it meant."
"Almost twenty years with us." Phage recognized the dry humor straight away.
"Optimus."
"Prowl quotes it frequently."
Her lips twitched and finally gave in to a slender smile at Optimus's attempt at humor to calm her nerves. "He quotes a lot of things. You, for instance."
"True." he concurred. "He also quotes the Autobot Code when certain Autobots step out of line."
"Sideswipe and Sunstreaker." Phage supplied, easily slipping into the familiar back and fourth pattern long neglected between them and found she not only liked it, but missed it.
"I wasn't going to name names."
"The Dinobots." she pressed.
Optimus made an indiguishable noise at the mention of the Dinobots that Phage felt was decidedly grumpy in nature. "He could quote the Autobot Code to the Dinobots a thousand times and still it would not sink in."
"And that," Phage declared, "is why you and Grimlock butt heads."
"We don't 'butt heads.'"
"Stubborn." she teased.
Optimus did not skip a beat. "Stubborn? You're fashioned from a similar mold."
"You do remember my father, yay?"
There again was another rumble from her throat.
"Optimus." She was grinning at his impertinence. When he did not push forward she remarked at length, "The Greenlight Accord?"
"It is an amendment to the Tyrest Accord, as I have stated."
"Op."
"Which is the military law that both factions abide by. It is a lesser known and near obsolete amendment that dictates the strict forbiddance of the gross mistreatment and death of femmes captured as prisoners of war."
"Pft- and Megatron wrote half of it?"
"Yes."
That was it. A hard yes that begged Phage to ask more questions thereof. Her fragile smile cracked and ran away from her face. "But why?"
"Megatron abides by his own set of moral codes- one of which restricts him in using lethal force against femmes. This in turn he expects to be followed by his Decepticons with wax and shine. To deviate is to invoke his direct wrath."
She blinked hard. There were so many whys to that explanation that she didn't know where to begin or even how to ask.
From Optimus's point in the infraspace, it was all too easy to read into Phage's emotions and thoughts. She was an open book willing to be read. Where it should have been refreshing it instead made him nervous. In the infraspace, his finger's flexed open and closed, an anxious twitch that belied his desire to march across the divide and bring her ego into the secure order of his to protect her against what was to come. He wasn't even sure if what he wanted was possible.
"Phage," he said softly, "Megatron may abide by his own personal code- but I've seen him bend his codes before. Not break, but bend them. He will not stand idly by while a femme threatened him on the battlefields of Cybertron and beyond- but you've done something unique none of us have had to contend with before. You have single-handedly corrupted the data in what he perceived to be the final stroke of our conflict. You stole complete victory from him when you snatched the Matrix out from under his olfactory. To him, you are the only thing standing in his way of his overarching goals. He will not let this stand. If we do not convince Megatron that I did not have the Matrix at the time you were repairing me then the codes Megatron abides by will fall away. As you saw from my memory," he stressed, "you will be tortured. The Decepticons will discover your duplicity and they will remove me from you. He won't kill you -but he will make you beg for death. We cannot allow the alternative route to come about. I," Optimus stressed, "will not."
"Lovely." she deadpanned. "Well," she steeled herself, "the sooner we can convince him the better. We're on a time crunch-remember that. Because frankly, I like us better apart than frankenstiened as one."
"Why did you have to put it like that?"
"Was there another way?" she countered.
Her head shook under Prime's directive. "I would have put it more delicately."
"But would it have had the same visual punch?"
"Your humor is appreciated." Optimus cycled air through her olfactory. "But I believe we have digressed. I conclude that Megatron will pay us a lengthy visit in a few cycles. We have til then to come up with an ironclad story to convince him to our point as assuredly as he is formulating his own plans for you now."
"Easier said." Phage grumbled, but paused to inquire abruptly, "Is it true that the handles of the Matrix imprint a dark light residue on the individual who holds it?"
"Yes."
"Damn it. I was hoping that was a lie."
"No, it was not. I can only speculate to the purpose of that function-whether it was to protect against theft or an ancient way to mark Bearers, I'm not certain. It is not a widely known fact."
"Then how did Meg-" she broke off her own question as her central processor caught up with her vocal unit. "Ah. Never mind. Well then, Ratchet and my hands are marked."
"Yes." Optimus admitted after a nanoklik. "From monthly maintenance. If Megatron attempts to use that against you again you must elaborate your duties as Ratchet's assistant, stressing your rare duty to bear the Matrix while I undergo maintenance. Megatron will be forced to concede to the logic of the explanation."
"And the rest?" Phage pressed. "Why you wouldn't have the Matrix in the first place? Why, according to Hound, do I smell of Matrix energy? Wait. Wait! Hold on."
"What is it?"
"I have an idea."
As Starscream entered a private room in the medical quadrant of the sea base, his optics scanned the vicinity with a quick roll of his optics, taking everything in and letting nothing out. Stretched out along the length of the only medberth was Megatron in a counterpoise, one knee drawn up and an arm causally thrown over it while the rest of his weight came to rest on his right elbow joint. The fusion cannon was disconnected and propped against the examination table. His optics were glued to the monitor that hung suspended from the wall on a delicate extension and despite the rare calm disposition of his features the light from the screen cast the planes of his face in ill favor. Starscream felt the poor lighting really showed Megatron's age.
Thin spindly mechanical arms from the ceiling busied themselves with repairing the damage to his frame. Cracks, scratches and large gaping holes in his exostructure where he had caught Optimus Prime's bardiche were mended and the injury sealed with a mercurial solvent. The liquid poured from a spray gun in a semi-frozen goop, heated to room temperature on impact with his frame and melted to fill the injuries and superficial mesh wounds. The mercurial liquid soaked into his exostrucutre and hardened. In places where the damage was worse, where Optimus Prime's bardiche had sliced clean through to the muscle cables and circuity beneath, the living metal of Megatron's frame reconstructed itself to close the wound.
A random thought crossed Starscream's central processor. He recalled the nature travel channels that Soundwave enjoyed watching and thought that Megatron reminded him just then of those large Earth cats in the African savanna as they stretched out on piles of boulders to sunbath.
Recalling the spymaster, a broad yellow glow from the back of the chamber was the only indication of Soundwave's presence. He was reclined against the corner, arms crossed, his armor blending in with the shadows. If Megatron had not picked up Starscream's energy signature on his long range scanners before his entry, Soundwave would have alerted him well before.
The Decepticon Commander acknowledged his presence with a simple, "Starscream."
Movement from either side of the Aerial Commander caused Starscream to jerk his head around to account for the potential threats. The minicons, Rumble and Frenzy, had the door flanked. The two lounged against the wall, only shifting to get more comfortable. Starscream entertained an idle thought that the two must have been filling the silence prior to his entry with senseless chatter and rushed to look tough before his entry.
"What's up, Screamer?" Rumble said, "Come to see how goes the Boss's progress?"
"He's going to make a full recovery." Frenzy threw in.
He ignored the pour attempt at a jibe and focused on Megatron. "I've done as you've asked. In under a cycle, as I predicted."
"If your looking for congratulations you won't receive it Starscream. Such a simple task is beneath the high caliber of your skills to warrant any praise."
If ever there was a way to backhand a compliment, Megatron must have known ever way imaginable.
Starscream forced air through his olfactory before he approached the Decepticon Commander and idled next to the medberth. He was about to produce the null-restraints from subspace when his optics drifted lazily to the monitor that had Megatron's rapt attention and realized he was devouring the security footage of the femme while she paced the length of her cell. She was hunched forward, cranium downcast and hands clasped behind her back, palms skyward. Between the dirt and grime and dried lifeblood, and her frequent glances toward the door, she seemed a wild caged predator.
Starscream corrected his observation from before, Megatron wasn't one of those large Earth cats sunbathing on a pile of boulders in the African savanna. He was one of those large Earth cats lounging across boulders acutely observing his prey in the distance and judging their weaknesses before stalking out for the kill.
"That must be a riveting show." It was strange but something in her mannerisms tickled at the back of Starscream's processor.
Megatron huffed. "You missed her explosive temper."
Starscream eyed the monitor idly and noticed the two dents in a wall. "Tch. Explosive is it?"
"She'll have to learn to hone it for it to be of any affect."
"What?" squawked Starscream, dropping the thin trial of thought about the femme. His head snapped around so quickly that the mechanisms in his neck whirled and clicked. "You're not thinking of actually recruitingthe android, are you?"
"I need all hands and all talent for New Cybertron."
"She isn't Cybertronian. Just some alien's discarded science project."
"What do I care for her origin, Starscream? It doesn't matter that she's not from Cybertron directly. All of the combiner teams were created here on Earth. Does that make them any less Cybertronian? No? Good. Of course it doesn't. You reported to me directly that the aliens -what were their names?"
"The Lazalt." Starscream admitted slowly.
Absently, Megatron nodded. "You reported to me that the Lazalt had used our technology to create her. Tell me, what more should I care for beyond that? I only care about what she can offer which, as it stands, is quite a lot." His black hand waved the air between them. His optics never left the screen. "You said you completed what I asked."
Frowning, Starscream produced the null-restraints requested and handed them off to Megatron's waiting hand. After five million years, he knew when to retreat from a conversation with Megatron and when to press matters. "As you made evidently clear, it wasn't that difficult a task. I just had to retool a translock for our purpose. Haven't had need of these since the days of the phaser programme."
"She's more dangerous than we realize."
Starscream scoffed. His crimson optics glanced to the monitor again. "The ground pounder looks pitiful to me."
"Think Starscream. She's performed four Leaps in the last six cycles. Two were Partial Leaps. Another from a sky dive. Do you recall any of ours that could do that."
"Optimus Prime must have been training her."
"Optimus would never agree to train a phaser, especially if it was his former human pet. He always considered the phaser programme uncybertronian. She's self taught."
"She told you this?"
"It's basic deduction, Starscream. Use your processor." Broodingly, Megatron mused aloud. "We should have pressed harder to recruit her a stellar cycle ago than leave off after Soundwave's failed attempt."
Soundwave's visor brightened dangerously then dimmed to a narrow beam of light.
"Nothing against your abilities, Soundwave. She did try and leave you a drone." Megatron waved him off and the spymaster settled back against the wall. "She's a loyal pet of Prime's that still clinging to false hope. What matters is that we have her here now. Rumble." At his name, the minicon came forward. Megatron handed the null-restraints off to his waiting hands. "Get these on her right away. And put her on limited rations. I don't want her phasing through the walls."
Rumble took the null-restraints and eyed them over critically. "I hate to say this but I agree with Starscream on this one, Boss. She needs to be put down. She's been muttering to herself since you put her in there. I don't know how she's avoided it for so long if she's been jumping behind the Autobots backs, but she's clearly got early stages of phase rot."
"All of the original drafts exhibited early burn through." added Frenzy casually. "Optical illusions, muttering..."
The minicons glanced between each other and said in unison with emphasis, "The Brothers."
Megatron felt Starscream's optics slither through the air and burn into him. "She's already unstable then." The Aerial Commander said, a hot edge like an energy blade to his words. "Terminate her now before she worsens and I'll pick apart her subspace fields for the Matrix later."
"Early stages are reversible, Starscream. You know this."
"If we had the proper medical equipment." The Seeker shot back. "Which we don't. The Ark's medbay is better equipped – and the Autobots have Ratchet."
"I think you've forgotten about our latest medicinal breakthrough, Starscream." Megatron's hand waved absently to his own body, indicating the mercurial liquid that was instantaneously repairing his body. "Early burn through is just a minor detail."
Starscream's optics flared. "We don't need a phaser! The programme was aborted for a reason!"
"Because it was highly inefficient." Megatron clipped. "What was the point of using experimental phase-drive and armor technology that terminated the Decepticons receiving the upgrades if I couldn't use a quarter of them for the assassination missions they were intended for? Answer me that! She-" Megatron waved his hand towards the screen, "isn't degrading."
Rumble, Frenzy, and Soundwave looked between each other. Rumble shook his head. "She's mutt-ering." he sang.
"Has it occurred to your aging processors that perhaps she hasn't exhibited signs of phase rot before this because she wasn't jumping?"
"Starscream," Megatron sighed, "she made a leap from thirteen-thousand feet. Whether she was jumping or not before the battle she should have massive phase rot. Skywarp and Thundercracker have already informed me she was in near mint condition when you came upon her. Explain that."
By his very nature Starscream refused to relent the issue. "We don't have need of phasers when we're about to crush the Autobots!"
"I decide what we have need of and do not."
Starscream's facial features twisted into disgust. "You're just fascinated with the femme."
For the first time during the conversation, Megatron's head snapped around. His optics narrowed in a challenging glint. "Aren't you at all curious how she's managed to avoid phase rot, Starscream."
"No." he said with derision and immediately leapt back to his prior observation. "It's because Optimus favored her, isn't it?" Megatron's optics narrowed dangerously on Starscream, daring the Seeker to continue. At length, Starscream did as he always would- he charged the issue head on, hell or high water. He shook his head and hissed. "It is, isn't it. It always is." Starscream's sneer deepened. "First you murder Optimus Prime's first conjunx endura, what was the reporters name again? Oh, I suppose it doesn't matter really. It has been five million years, but I seem to recall it was because Optimus refused to join you. Then there was Elita-One." Starscream deliberately left off with a heavy air because it needed no additional retelling between any of them. "I wonder which one of their screams that's burned into your processor that you can't hush." Behind the two officers, Rumble and Frenzy glanced between themselves and made signs with their hands of what they thought was in short supply for Starscream very soon. "Once we have the Matrix I say we terminate the phaser. I'll do it myself if you can't. End of story."
Megatron's temperament darkened as Starscream went on til his optics burned with the internal heat of an active volcano. "Firstly, Starscream," he rumbled, "Ariel was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Secondly, what happened to all your pretty talk back on the battlefield."
"I just said all that to get us out of there. We would have been overrun by Superion and the Dinobots. We would have lost the femme and the Matrix if we hadn't."
The Aerial and Decepticon Commander's optics locked in a silent battle of wills.
Soundwave broke their conversation.
"She presents a tantalizing enigma."
Starscream whipped around, lips pulling back into a sneer. "Of course you'd be on his side. You led the phaser programme."
"Enough." commanded Megatron. "Rumble get the null-restraints on her until Starscream can prep her cell with a null current. Think you can manage that? Then report back to me."
"Sure thing, Boss."
"How and when are you going to extract the Matrix from her, Lord Megatron?" mocked Starscream. "Should I prep the pyscho-probe while I'm below."
"Not yet." Megatron said, then added before the minicons dispersed from the room, "Rumble, Frenzy! In one cycle I want her cleaned up and brought before me."
Rumble gave him the okay sign with his hand. "Sure thing, Boss."
Starscream shook his head in disgust. "Optimus Prime is dead. And she," he stressed and inclined his head towards the monitor, "was only ever his pet. What does she even matter?"
The Aerial Commander cut off under Megatron's razor sharp glare. "She matters because she's defied my will. She matters because if left unresolved she could become a martyr for the Autobots to rally around. You know how they like their damn martyrs and rallying battle cries, Starscream. For Crystal City this and the Spires of Iacon that. For the light that was lost and the Flame That Yet Burns." The sneer on his face only deepened as he went on. "That's why she matters. She needs to be broken. And just broken. Bent to my will and our cause. I think of all Cybertronians everywhere, you understand what the repercussions of defying my will means the most."
For once in his life, Starscream had nothing to say.
"Lord Megatron," Soundwave intoned at last, his flanged vocals disrupting the charged flow between Starscream and Megatron. The spymaster was touching the side of his helm. "Laserbeak has returned."
Megatron blinked.
"Already?" Starscream piped.
"I knew without the Matrix proper the Autobots would be quick to mount a counter-strike but even this is extreme." Megatron slowly intoned. "Are they sending the scrapped and crippled at us, Soundwave?"
"They know we'll break the femme before the night is out." remarked Starscream with a clip to his words. "Isn't that right, Megatron?"
His attempted jibe was completely ignored. The Decepticon Commander turned and brought up his vitals on the monitor. "I'll be up in the command center half a cycle, Soundwave." His optics burned between the two. "You both are dismissed."
Author's Notes:
With the recent IDW comics take on mnenosurgeons and their abilities, it was a challenge to craft something unique for Soundwave's telepathy. In the old rough draft version I had written for this years ago, Soundwave's telepathy was remote mneonosurgery. I knew I had to do something different for ol' Wavy and ultimately ended up with what I have written here.
Forewarning: There is violence and mention of rape at the end of the chapter. The story is labeled as 'M' for mature, but I am giving a heads up in case it is a trigger for anyone. The section is marked off with a bar and transitions from Phage's perspective to Rumble's. You can skip the whole section and go to Chapter 4 without missing anything crucial in the story's plot if this is a problem.
"The first causality, when war comes, is truth."
- Hiram Johnson
Optimus Prime was always known for his sterling reputation when it came to truth.
Transparency was another matter. He could tell you the truth but omit the gritty details. To be a great leader in times of war it was a compromise he had to make of his character. For all intents and purposes he could seem to be leading a frontal charge, while the rest of the army was coming up behind the Decepticon forces. Or it could be that the Decepticons thought that they had the Autobots on their last wheel, only to discover too late that the skies had been rigged with camouflage sky mines. It could be that he was wounded and separated from his forces and winding his way back to Autobot base, when in actuality he was bait for the Decepticons for an ambush. He could tell Megatron to his face that no, he did not have or know where 'this' or 'that' was and omit the fact that he knew where 'this' or 'that' had been a breem ago. It was logical to conclude that 'this' or 'that' should be where it was left, but there were always Autobots who could travel very fast in many different directions. And although Prime always knew where his Autobots were heading, generally speaking, who knew who really had 'this' or 'that.' If Optimus had not learned the skill eons ago he would have fallen to Megatron in combat millenia before.
The ostensible paradox of Prime's character always threw Megatron for a loop. It was true that Optimus Prime never lied. But it was also true that the Prime lacked transparency in certain areas of his actions.
There was truth, and there was its many faceted sides.
The story that he concocted with Phage and looped in constant rehearsal was one of those truths. And Optimus was relieved and only too glad that Phage understood the necessity of the skill. Whether it was a design of her human character or her own persona, there were some Autobots that understood and some who would be applaud if they actually stopped to consider that their Prime was less than crystal clear on his clarity.
Everything was covered that Optimus could consider: the missing Matrix he had countered with a slew of plausible speculations on her behalf-because why would she know where he would store the Matrix if he had decided it was too risky to hold anymore? Everything all the way down to why Matrix energy would be detected on her. Half of the story Phage was able to fill in herself with medical jargon and technical backup she had gleamed from her understudies with Ratchet.
"Thank you for having the hindsight to push me in that direction." she had muttered while Optimus made practice loops around the cell in her body, trying to adjust to the odd downsize in every regard-size, strength, speed, and especially the lack of military upgrades and basic sensory he had relied on for the vast majority of his life. Every step Optimus battled through the burning pain that snaked its way through their circuits like a slow poison, emanating from their sparks crammed in her spark chamber and spreading outwards.
"It was the only function I could conceive that put you as far away from danger as possible."
"And being Wheeljack's assistant in his labs is 'far away from danger?'"
"As far away from Decepticon danger as Cybertronly possible." Optimus auto corrected, much to her amusement.
"This is worse than menstrual pain."
Optimus didn't know how to properly respond to that. "This was common for you?"
"Ugh. Every month old injuries would flare up for days. That time when I twisted my right ankle when I landed wrong on that recon mission with Bumblebee and Spike that went horribly south. That injury to my right leg because I was being too competitive in school and I complained to my father for a year about it. And his only response was 'you want to talk pain, I live in pain every day from the shrapnel in my chest,' tch."
"Radar was always difficult but he -"
"Don't." She snipped, cutting him off. "He was a hardass." her optical ridges inclined up her forehead. "I thought you didn't even like him."
"I never said that." Across the Infraspace she scrutinized his avatar but Optimus remained obstinately stoic on the topic further. "Well, there then was that time when I caught the tree branch across the ribs."
"You mean when we first met."
Her words got hung up in her throat. Her thoughts tangled then broke apart. "Yeah." she chortled. "When we met for the first time."
"There was a second time for first meetings?"
Her lips quirked up at one corner. "When I woke up on Ratchet's table."
The soft smile that touched her lips was shared by both of them.
"Phage, if I may be so bold."
"When aren't you."
"I've tried searching your processor for any applications and I've come up with nothing. How do you operate like this? There's no application for assisted targeting, not a way to reroute your nervecircuits, not even an internal clock."
She sighed in exasperation. "And now he gets it."
Optimus was silent a long moment, then finally announced, "When we get back to the Ark we'll discuss plausible and safe body augmentations for you."
"Does that mean I can finally get an alt mode?"
"I'm not a medic, but such a modification would require more than just the installation of a T-Cog. Your whole body would have to be laced with the appropriate circuity. I don't know if that's plausible with your transorganic status."
"Maybe I can win Ratchet over with a bottle of his favorite high-grade."
The Cybertronian script and lines of code dulled while his avatar became demurred. "No. Under no circumstance is Ratchet to have high-grade."
"I-what?" Her avatar huffed a laugh. ::Is he an alcoholic or something?::
::Yes.::
::He- Since when?!::
::Since before the war. He was a wild partier in medschool. Over the course of the war, Ratchet took to drinking and other forms to deal with his stress. I started to suspect something was amiss, but Ratchet played me off. He earned a horrific nickname over the course of the war – Ratchet the Hatchet. Word started circulating through the ranks. Enough rumor that I pulled Ratchet aside before the situation imploded into a court marshal. It was a difficult time for everyone. I had to suspend him from his rank until he got flushed.::
She just gaped at him, disbelieving. ::Ratchet? I-:: she paused to reflect and the aurora thought processes danced rapidly and illuminated vague images Optimus did not like. He could Sense her disquiet.
::What is it?::
::Err, well, actually that would explain a few things.:: When Optimus just stared her down she rushed to explain, ::Um, if you were mad about my moonlit phasing then this is going to be up there. But uh-there's been a few times I've seen Ratchet take a swing from a canister on duty. I thought it was just energon for on the go and didn't think anything else about it. I mean- it still could be just energon. And there's been other times I've caught him knocked out on his desk. I thought he'd just clonked out to recharge from exhaustion...::
::The same canister was nearby him when he was knocked out?::
::Yes. I believe so.::
Optimus Prime's avatar mimicked Phage as his consciousness slipped into control and squeezed her optics shut and pinched the bridge of her nose. ::I know something has been bothering him I just didn't think it was enough to push him down that road again.::
::Maybe he hasn't.:: she supplied hopefully.
"I'm going to have to have words with him."
"Yeah you are- right now."
Trepidation struck through Optimus and Phage like a bolt of lightning. Phage's optics flew open as she whipped around to the cell door. Rumble and Frenzy stood in the door frame. Chunky cuffs dangled from the red minicons finger as he swung them back and forth. The purple one stood just behind him, arms crossed and looking like a stiff-lipped thug.
::Oh my god, how long have they been standing there?!::
Optimus seized command and fell into his characteristic stance, squashing down the choking shock and fear. ::They couldn't have heard our discussion before or else we would be halfway to the medical center by now. Stay calm, Phage.:: "It's time then. Where is Soundwave?" It was Phage's voice but collected and measured as Optimus seized the situation.
::I thought you wanted me to do the talking.::
Embarrassed, Prime's avatar shifted. ::This is not something I'm use to.::
"None of your business." The red minicon held up the cuffs and let them dangle on his finger. "Now come here."
Her face was schooled to a neutral mask as she languidly crossed the room, slowed by the pain that they both tried to hide. ::Just remember Phage, the Decepticons have no reason to suspect a resonation. Even less so Megatron. Don't call attention to it by projecting the thought out. Who knows if Soundwave is listening.::
Phage made a non-committal noise through her olfactory. ::Ha. Understood. But he's not. At least not right now. I think I'd know if the damn fat cat was back.::
Rumble and Frenzy's faces dissolved into disapproving frowns as they eyed her, perhaps taking her off hand noise as an unappreciative remark to their status as her handlers.
::Fat cat?::
::Soundwave. Last time he tromped around upstairs his presence was like a pompous bloated aristocratic cat.::
Optimus saved that descriptor for later.
"Alright come on. We don't have all night." said the red and black minicon as he held up the cuffs. "Put these on. No funny stuff."
::It's night already?::
::Apparently.::
Wordlessly she complied. It was only once she had put them on the same minicon added, "They're null-restraints. You know what that means? If you try to phase with those beauties on, you'll leave your hands behind."
"Isn't Megatron waiting?" it was Optimus that spoke through her vocal unit, calm and measured and wholly unimpressed by their thuggish manipulations.
::There you go again.::
The minicons were put off.
::Sorry. Force of habit.::
She shook her head but there was a grin there.
"This way." the red and black minicon gestured over his shoulder strut in a tiff.
The two smaller Decepticons tailed behind her, directing her through the Decepticon base by way of 'turn here,' 'go left,' 'hang a right,' and 'stop' only when they approached an elevator lift. Phage discovered that the red minicon was a nonstop chatter box that could rival Bluestreak. They weren't a breem down the hallway before the purple minicon popped off with, "Turn left. You know no one here likes you." For her part, she said nothing. Her silence only seemed to irk the minicons.
"What my brother means is that the majority of us wouldn't care if you turned up with a burnt out core. And let's face it, that in itself is pretty fragging impressive. I think that puts you at the top of everybody's list this week- well above Starscream."
::Don't let them scare you. No Decepticon here will harm you.::
::Them? Really.::
::Don't underestimate Rumble and Frenzy. Too many Autobots have and paid the price.::
Phage was far from convinced. They came off as garrulous thugs at best, squabbling children at worst. She became preoccupied with an important thought; ::Which one is which? The purple one is Rumble...:: Phage quirked an optic. ::Right?::
Optimus had no answer. She Sensed he was as puzzled on the matter as her. ::When I think I have them figured out I'm told I'm incorrect in my information.::
"Some of the Decepticons around here are jumpy at the thought of a phaser on board. Some feel that you could get loose and terminate us by phasing our laser cores out."
::That's-an idea, actually. Can I do that?::
::Phage!:: rumbled Optimus's voice disbelievingly. ::Under no circumstances are you to ever try that!::
"Of course we know better." Rumble -or was that Frenzy?-rolled his optics. The other Minicon, whichever one it was of the two continued by saying; "Phasers can't chose to jump other things out with a touch."
The purple minicon shook his head. "Drones. All of them."
Phage had half tuned the minicon brothers out. Her mind was preoccupied with their offhand suggestion.
::I really want to try that.::
::Absolutely not.::
::Not phasing a laser core out. I'm talking something else to experiment on first-a stylus?::
::No.::
::A datapad, maybe.::
Behind her avatar, over the oil black lake that faded into the cavernous scope of her consciousness, multi-hued aurora borealis danced along at a rapid pace. The neon colored ribbons alternated speedily between half imaged concepts that rose up and collapsed back into the bouncing streams of light as if it were the vigorous volume tracking bass on a soundtrack. Her thought processes were reflected on the dark waters.
::No!::
::I don't see why I can't make it work with a Partial Jump. Maybe I should ask Perceptor to explain the science behind it...? But field testing is so much more exhilarating-::
::NO.:: thundered Prime. Did she realize she was openly sharing her thoughts with him? ::You'll end up mashed into another wall if you keep this up! Wait-:: he had caught something in her last thought, an underlying data. It took him a moment to process. ::Are you addicted to phasing?::
Her avatar stared at him dumbly, with the similar look on her face that Prowl would give when his processor got too far ahead of himself and he had to reboot his present environment. The aurora ribbon lines visibly crashed and flat-lined. In what was constituted a 'lengthy' pause between minds sharing space, Phage thought-shared, ::I wasn't talking about walls...or the-look, I'm not addicted.::
::If I had a shanix for every time I've heard that.::
::I'm not Ratchet!:: She flustered. ::If you knew what it was like to phase-:: she false started and tried again. ::It's like that burst of adrenaline before you do something crazy-::
He was not amused. The twinkling Cybertronian script code burned in bright fiery hues behind him. Phage's avatar flinched across the way and shrunk before him. ::No more moonlight phasing! That's an order!::
::You're no fun.::
Optimus balked at her gall. ::I think Ratchet needs to run a scan on your processor when we get back to the Ark. After I have a talk with him.::
The red minicon puffed out his chest. "We were running leashes on the phasers with Soundwave! My brother and I know exactly how your kind operate."
::I swear, they're doing that on purpose.::
::Doing what?:: Even Optimus's thoughts were exasperated.
::Deliberately avoiding naming the other.::
::Phage-:: Optimus squeezed his optics shut and pinched the bridge of his olfactory. ::Will you focus.::
::I am.::
::Not on them!::
She waved at him absently. ::I'm running multiple processes. I'm refreshing our story, trying to figure out which one of these 'Cons is who, keeping tabs on the gray divide here, worried about the pain I'm in right now because it's only gotten worse in the last cycle so I'm stressed the resonation process could be ahead of the time frame I've predicted or on schedule as if I'd really know, trying to hold a conversation with you and pay attention to them, wondering how the Combiners deal with this, back burning my Waiting Room project, worried about-::
He shook his head. ::Your as bad as Perceptor.::
The aurora ribbons slammed the breaks to avoid another crash. ::How am I like Perceptor?::
Optimus just continued to shake his head. ::Your as likely to get sidetracked as Perceptor as Prowl is to get ahead of himself.::
::I don't see it.::
Optimus's avatar stalled. He couldn't figure out if she was serious or trying to be funny. He couldn't see how she could be humorous at a time like this, but was astonished she couldn't see the former.
"The Boss trusted us like that even then."
::That one!:: Optimus said suddenly. ::That one is Rumble. He always addresses Megatron as such.::
It was the red Minicon.
::Huh.:: she noted, suddenly disinterested. ::I could have sworn I've heard the purple 'Con say Boss before.::
::Don't twist the metal.::
"There was only a small test group that was drafted for the initial upgrades." Rumble was saying. "What were their names? There was like ten of them or something."
::Wait.:: Optimus commanded. ::Are they about to willingly divulge information about the phaser programme?::
"Thirteen I thought."
::Seems so.:: Phage hummed. Her expression belied her sudden boredom. ::But do I care?::
::I do.::
::Now you want to focus on them.::
He shot her a look over the Gray that brooked no amusement on the matter.
"Maybe it was seven?" Rumble blew a raspberry. "Pfft- numbers don't matter. What were their names again?"
Frenzy shrugged. "You think I took the time to remember their names? They were all dead within a quartex."
Rumble vented a long winded sigh and began counting off on his fingers. "Shadowmark and Coldtrace-"
"Of course them." Frenzy shuddered and Phage and Optimus did not miss the note of disgust. "The Brothers." Something in the way Frenzy said that made Phage feel like the 'brothers' was a big 'B,' like how Sunstreaker and Sideswipe were 'the Twins.'
"Reverb, Glint and...Wink?"
"Blink."
"You do remember."
Frenzy grunted. "Has to be. No Decepticon ever had a name as dumb as Wink. Maybe an Autobot..."
Neither Optimus nor Phage rose to the bait.
"Wasn't there a Resonance?"
"I think you mean Resound."
"Was that it? Maybe Rebound."
"I dunno."
It wasn't that important to Rumble, who carried on. "I remember another -Snappet? Snuppet?"
"Snippet."
"Snippet. There it is. Smart son-of-pit-spawn. He was the last one drafted to the program."
"He was the one Megatron thought we had to worry about the most."
When Phage glanced backwards at the two, Rumble held his hands up and twiddled his fingers. He whispered loudly, "He was a mnemosuregon before the phase-drive upgrades."
Phage cocked an eyebrow at the Minicon. She couldn't help the question. "What in the world is a mnemosurgeon?"
"Cerebral doctor."
"Huh." was Phage's non-committal response.
The scintillating Cybertronian script and streams of code behind Optimus were cold light. He elaborated further were the Minicons would not. In one word, Optimus neatly summed up the horror that could be a mnemsurgeon that used their skill for darker intents.
::Bombshell.::
Walking ahead of the Minicons, they did not notice the palor of her transorganic flesh pale to a deathly shade-not all due to the pangs of the resonation.
Bombshell. The creepy crawly transorganic Insecticon that even Megatron and the Decepticons hated. Bombshell whose twisted little cerebro-shells ate their way through the metal helms of Autobots and integrated itself into the processors, damping the autonomous systems of the individual Cybertronian and leaving them open to suggestion-much like the zombie drug Devil's Breath did to humans when ingested. Bombshell- whose cerebro-shells were used on countless humans, including Sparkplug. Her poor uncle who now had a permanent metal plate attached to the back of his skull to cover the entry damage. They were only just lucky that they were able to remove the damn device without it burning out in Sparkplug's brain and killing him, much as it could do to a Cybertronian as well. Much as it had done to a plethora of other humans who weren't so lucky as to have Ratchet as their doctor or Autobots as friends and allies.
"Somebody in upper brass thought a mnemosurgeon phaser was a good idea." Frenzy made an indistinguishable noise that sounded suspiciously like he had tasted bad energon. "I think Megatron smelted them in the Pools when he got the report."
"I thought it was Starscream."
"Pft- he got his comeuppance then." Frenzy shrugged. "If not him, then someone else put in the draft notice."
"Who were the others?" At Frenzy's scowl, Rumble shrugged. "Ri-ght. So there's the Brothers, Shadowmark and Coldtrace, close as can be. Did everything together. I liked those two. My brother and I had drinks with them."
"Before the phase drive upgrade." Frenzy elaborated as if it needed clarification.
"Yeah, before. So, the Brother's get flying colors from the doctors that their systems are most likely to integrate with the new phase drive upgrades. They celebrate, good times all around."
"Pffth. Yeah." Frenzy droned sarcastically. "Good times."
"The Brothers were the first in the program and the first to catch phase rot."
Phage's optics slide back to the Minicons.
::You know about any of this, Op?:: As they had gone on Phage had grown more and more interested in the conversation.
::This? No. We never had names for any of the Decepticons in the phaser program. By the time we realized it was even a thing was when I was nearly assassinated by one.::
::Seriously?::
He nodded. ::After the failed attempt, Megatron shut the program down and deleted all data on the subject. I had chosen Mirage to infiltrate the Decepticon forces to discover what was afoot. When he returned he had only found incomplete deletes and corrupted data. Only that was enough to know that the programme *had* existed.::
"I don't think she knows about phase rot, Rumble."
"I don't think she does either. She wouldn't be jumping if she did."
"I'm going to go out on a limb here," Phage remarked deadpanned, "and say they died."
"Smart aft." Frenzy snipped.
"So remarks everyone I meet." Phage muttered.
"Well they died," Rumble looped the conversation back around, "only in the worse possible way. Go right, here!" Rumble and Frenzy suddenly flanked her. Rumble shouldered her in the thigh, forcing her to take a right turn. She stumbled ahead of the duo and rubbed her thigh. He was quick to continue his story despite her glare, "So one day, one of the Brothers snapped."
"Shadowmark."
Rumble nodded to concur with his counterpart. "Before the Brothers, there was no medical explanation for phase rot. We didn't know the warning signs."
"Damn it all to Pitt if they aren't flashing neon signs."
"The Brother's didn't show up for training so Soundwave, Frenzy and I had to go track them down. We found them in their hab-suite. Shadowmark had been jumping outside of training. The idiot was addicted to phasing as much as the next mnemosuregon was to jacking in. When we showed up half his armor was dissolved."
"So was half his face. He could have been one of the Ravaged from the Hordes of Mortilus."
Across the Gray, Optimus had a hard look in his optic thrown her direction. Phage crossed her arms and snapped defensively, ::I'm not addicted!::
Rumble grimaced at the memory. "Less biblical, you'd think he was hit by Gideon's Glue. You know what that is, noob?"
"I can imagine." She supplied numbly. And she could. By their short description of Shadowmark's condition she really could.
"Hear that, Rumble? She can imagine."
"Pfth, then picture this: Shadowmark murdered his brother while he recharged. By the time we got there Shadowmark was drinking the sentio metallico from Coldtrace's endoskeleton."
Phage gaped. Prime's optics had doubled in size. She stumbled over a false start. "He-he what?"
Rumble repeated himself slowly for dramatic emphasis. "Drinking the sentio metallico from Coldtrace's endoskeleon." Rumble slipped back into his normal pattern of speech as he went on, "He was raving mad about needing to feed. That it would restore him. Of course, everyone knows sentio metallico can restore a mech from fatal wounds-but there wasn't nearly enough of it in Coldtrace's endoskeleton- or anyone for that matter- to fix him! He would have had to bath in the stuff. That's not something that's medically done anyway unless you were an egotistical functionist Council-mech. Otherwise you just pay up for a new body. And that wasn't easy either. Do you realize how many mechs would have to die for Shadowmark to feed off of to restore himself?" Phage's mind spun. It was a rhetoric question. She could quantify that no matter the amount of life it was not worth it. She could not fathom how the Decepticon had murdered his brother to drink the marrow from his bones.
::What. The. Fuck.::
Optimus was shaking his head. ::They're trying to intimidate you before you even reach Megatron.::
Phage stared wide-eyed across the Gray at him. ::I know.:: Her thoughts had gone numb. It was working in ways that it hadn't when Ratchet had just said 'it was dangerous' and Prime had waged a finger at her and said, 'don't use your power under any circumstance.' She was trapped in a paradox – how had she not already degraded?
"We tried to talk him down. Really! But his processor was as degraded as the rest of him. When Shadowmark lunged for us Soundwave terminated him."
Frenzy snapped his fingers. "Clean through the processor."
"The rest of the phasers went much of the same way."
Phage's mouth went dry. She felt sicker than she had a breem ago. She Sensed that even Prime was disturbed by the information. Cannibalism-no matter the species-was cannibalism.
Rumble started counting the phasers off on his fingers again. "Blink failed a leap and never re-materialized. Reverb, Rebound-Resound?-whatever, and Glint started complaining about seeing balls of light and energon running through the walls. The medical officers called that sign of phase rot 'burn through' because of CPU damage. They all terminated on successful assassination missions-except Glint. He was suppose to assassinate Optimus Prime. That didn't happen."
::You were suppose to be assassinated by a mech named 'Glint.'::
::That was his name.:: Prime's thought was disjointed, and another brief snippet of a memory passed from the city. A time back on Cybertron, panic in the Autobot headquarters, Autobots rushing about and screaming about a green shimmer on base. Later, in Ratchet's medbay, Optimus stood nearby as the horrifically degraded corpse raved and howled like a wild animal. The Decepticon's spark gave out in a burst of light and radiation. Ratchet quickly discovered that the phase rot had destablised the chamber. There was nothing Ratchet could have done to save him or the thirteen other unlucky Autobots that had crossed his path before security brought him down.
Phage's words were hollow as she inquired, "What about Snippet?"
"Who-oh. The mnemosurgeon wanna-be phaser? Pffh! Even the ol' doctor contracted early onset phase rot. He thought he was being smart not to say he had burn through, but Soundwave knew better. He had jumpy optics. Started muttering all the time about shadows moving out of place. You know, just how you've been muttering."
Unease settled between them. ::Have we been muttering in front of them?::
::No.:: Optimus reaffirmed. ::Except for when they walked in.:: she Sensed him churning events over before adding, ::There must have been security footage in the cell.::
The avatar of Phage's optics enlarged. ::Oh god. Do you think it had audio?::
::No. It couldn't. We wouldn't be going to Megatron right now if it did. They'd be extracting my spark from you.::
Even her avatar worried her bottom lip. ::You know,:: she said critically, ::if they think I have early stages of burn through we could use that to our advantage. Maybe they have noticed our resonation and are writing it off as phase rot.::
Optimus's avatar shifted marginally, straightening further than before. ::That's the kind of stroke of luck we need right now. If only events continue like that we should have a chance.::
While Phage and Optimus shared their conversation in rapid pace, Rumble was saying, "Eventually, Snippet snapped under the strain and attacked Starscream. I think the ol' Aerial Commander had come down to inspect the progress of the programme or something."
Frenzy put his hand to the side of his mouth and whispered loudly, "It freaked ol' Screamer so bad that he developed the nullification ray to deal with the phasers."
The information hit Phage and Optimus both equally hard. There was irony in there somewhere, Phage just didn't want to spend the energy to examine it. While they were digesting the onslaught of information meant to scare Phage, Rumble made an undistigusable noise. "Who wouldn't be freaked out when you have a mnemosurgeon phaser after you."
"Again, pretty sure Megatron slagged the mech that drafted Snippet to the programme."
"I presume Starscream terminated him." It was Optimus speaking through Phage, who was to preoccupied to formulate words herself as she ran through and processed their stories versus her own experience.
"No." Rumble tapped his cranium. "Soundwave made him heel. Then I hit the control for his 'leash'. Snippet was out in the medbay for awhile before they reversed the phase rot. Not that it mattered in the end. I think he went out the same way as Blink."
Frenzy illustrated with his hands, extending all his fingers outwards suddenly. "Poof!"
A morbid curiosity seized Prime. "Who was Snippet's target?"
Rumble's grin was apparent in his tone. "Optimus Prime, after Glint fragged up."
An cold electric chill zipped down Phage's spine and pooled in her fuel tanks. Lightheadedness swooped in.
::You are one lucky son-of-a-bitch.::
Optimus jerked out of his reprieve at her disjointed thought. He didn't know how to properly respond to that.
"How many Leaps does a phaser make before phase rot sets in?" Optimus had the wisdom to ask while they were engaged on the subject.
"It starts from the first jump and gets worse over time. On average I'd say fifty to seventy leaps before its terminal but when we identified phase rot we were able to start treating it at the outset. So, more in theory." She could feel their optics borrowing into her back. "Given your already showing early stages, I'd say you've made at least twenty prior leaps since you found out you could. The damage should still be reversible. And lucky for you we have the means. If you end up living through your meeting with the Boss femmie, you'll get stuck rolling with Soundwave and the likes of us. You might want to consider how to cozy up to ol' Wavy soon. He's still sore about the cliff escapade."
A slow grin swept across Rumble's face that split it from audio to audio as he watched her expression grow long.
"I wouldn't fit." the words slipped from her throat in a thin whisper.
Rumble laughed.
"I don't know." Frenzy supplied. "You do shrink down to human size using what-subspace displacement? Has to be. Megatron could have you modified into a new cassette for Soundwave. I think he'd be pleased with that." The glow from Frenzy's visor was cold light. His lips twisted into a malicious grin. "Very pleased actually. He'd keep you on a tight leash."
Rumble snickered. "Maybe we should call her Cliffjumper."
Phage didn't say a word but Optimus Sensed the cold dread pooling in her abdomen. ::Don't let them get to you.::
The thought of encouragement ran away from him as he was suddenly slammed with one of Phage's own memories.
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Something was seriously wrong and she couldn't put her finger on it.
Try as she might, she struggled to comprehend why Megatron would go to such lengths to orchestrate an infiltration mission of the Ark just to kidnap her for- a talk. She had expected to be used as a hostage for some loftier aim. Not what actually occurred. Not a sit down to discuss how the Autobots were deceiving her. As if. About recruitment of all things. Pah! And she certainly had not expected him to simply let her walk away when it was over.
She'd nearly fled when all was said and done.
Sweat beaded down her face. The sun was up and unforgiving. Absently she scrubbed at her cheek, wiping away the thin trail of perspiration.
One foot after the other. Slowly but surely, she had to remind herself, she would make her way across the dune lands on the drier eastern side of Mt. St. Hilary. She would be found by the Autobots, she assured herself, or she would arrive at the Ark herself on foot.
Heavens, the Ark never seemed so far away. Except, she supposed, the night she fled the Blackrock estate in Portland when her relationship with Garrison imploded violently.
Her hand went to her throat-
::Where had the Autobots been? Where was Optimus?::
-and fell away.
They had no idea how terrible things had gotten. She hadn't talked to Optimus, or anyone really, in months. She had allowed a bad relationship to consume her life.
It was strange to think it had been only a year ago when the episode felt a lifetime ago. She blinked and glanced at her metallic hands. Was a lifetime ago.
She pushed the memory aside. That was neither here nor there. Why had she even thought about-? She discarded that thought too.
Her mind churned the scenario over with the Decepticons again and again in her head. Why? What was the point?
'Time you were given a choice.' Megatron had said. Ha!
The longer she walked, the longer she had to mull over everything that was said, Megatron's words became weight. A weight that hung heavy in her mind and spread like poison.
::You are the prisoner to the Autobots.::
No. She adamantly reaffirmed. No she wasn't. That was ridiculous.
She couldn't get the image of Megatron out of her head. When she had been so unceremoniously dropped to the meeting point by Starscream and the Seekers she had looked up to find Megatron had claimed a boulder on which to sit his warlord ass. The fusion cannon had been set aside. That alone had been so shocking. Without it he seemed so -nude.
::Innocent.::
No. Not innocent.
When he implored her to listen his voice was sincere. Desperate she would see reason.
::He was telling the truth.::
No. No-
Megatron had a silver tongue. Literally and metaphorically. He was a murderous-
::He was a wise mech.::
Abruptly, she halted and stared long and hard into distant unseen horizons, ignorant of the natural river run off from Mt. St. Hilary that she had been following for about a quarter of a mile. Those weren't her thoughts.
Something flirted in the back recesses of her mind.
She forgot how to breath. Her optics doubled in size.
Something was seriously wrong.
She jerked her head back the way she had come. The plateau she had to slip and slide down was visible in the distance and she thought, if she stared hard enough, she could just make out the dark shapes of the Decepticons watching her from atop.
Fear pounded through her veins. She turned and bolted upstream. The river would eventually wind her back to the Ark. She had to reach the Ark!
A sudden violent stab pierced her brain and exploded outwards in the worse headache she ever had the misfortune to know. It was a pulsing, pounding living hell. She screamed. Her palms pushed hard against her temples. Her legs bucked, suddenly unresponsive to her command. She kissed the earth and tasted dirt.
::You will stay and you will obey.::
The headache lessened incrementally. Panicked, she scrambled to stand and run. The precise sword thrust came again. The headache flared to a living hell. Her legs gave out a second time. She wailed in agony.
In the mindscape of her consciousness there stepped an intruder from the outer recesses into the sanctity of her conscious. It looked like Soundwave, but the swagger of his gait belonged to a pompous fat cat.
::You should have done this the easy way and joined, Phage.:: When he made his first step onto the delicate dark skin of the undersea energon blue ripples pulsed with every footfall. His trajectory had him on a collision course with her. ::Now we do this my way.::
She had always entertained the idea of how wonderful it would be to share her mindscape with someone else who could appreciate the depth and beauty of it all. Never had she imagined it could happen. Or that it would happen like this.
"Get out of my head!"
In her mindspace, Soundwave was nearly upon her before she had the startling realization of self preservation to run from him. He chased her with a brisk measured pace, unperturbed by her efforts.
She had to escape! How did she escape him in her own head?
::You don't. No one ever does.::
Soundwave's hand rose up and flicked his wrist. The motion reminded her of a cat staring down their owner as it callously knocked over an item. With the motion pain lanced through her cranium like lightning and held until his hand dropped.
Her right hand sought purchase in the earth and dug in. She bit back on the scream. Soft pained moans passed her lips.
::Every thought you have passes through me first, Phage. Megatron wants you for your outlier power. And any phasers fall under my jurisdiction. You step out of line I put you back. So let's try this again. Megatron is a wise mech.::
"Get. Out."
For the defiance, Soundwave scrambled her electrical currents in her brain module again. Her hands spasmed and clenched into fists. Knowing what was coming she swallowed the scream and breathed through the pain. When Soundwave dropped his hand, the pain subsided once again.
::We will do this again and again until you obey.::
"Go fuck yourself."
And again, there came the electrical scramble.
It came so suddenly that she wasn't able to choke the scream out. Her short lived scream burned her audio receptors to hear.
::The pain will only end once you submit to Megatron's will. And his will is that you obey. His will is for you to infiltrate the Ark and shut off the security grid.::
She was sucking in ragged shaky breaths between her denta, a twisted grin working its way onto her face. "Fuck you. I just have to out wait you until the Autobots find me. Do you think they're not out looking for me right now? That they won't hear me?"
He flicked his wrist again. Again, the pulsing headache jumped alive and pushed on every inch on the inside of her cranium. She let the scream come. Loud and piercing. Someone had to hear her. Someone-
Soundwave caught up with her and seized her wrist and squeezed mercilessly. He choked the electrical current that ran to her vocalizer. He cut off her screams. She Sensed he was able to do it because he had her.
An overwhelming fear threatened to drown her. She struggled to stay calm as she laid there in the dirt beside the roaring river unable to vocalize. Unable to move. A forgotten and broken toy, trapped in her own head as Soundwave affronted her core consciousness.
::Let me be clear. There are no Autobots within miles of you. No one is coming.::
Suddenly, she understood something in the shared thought from Soundwave. There was underlying information to the thought- an understanding that his telepathy had a limited reach and in that radius he knew there were no Autobots whose electrical thought patterns he could detect. Not yet at least.
And she understood something else when he seized her- that it wasn't an avatar of Soundwave. It was Soundwave. Just as assuredly as he had her.
::By the time I'm done with you, you will be singing Decepticon war songs. Now,:: Soundwave's core consciousness loomed over her in her mindspace, ::who is your lord?::
She steeled herself and broke his hold, an easier thing to do than she realized. Soundwave too, seemed surprised. And she understood it was because very few ever fought back. Very few understood how. Fewer still ever knew that they could. She seized the moment and fled from the undersea and down a cold, rock hewn tunnel. She descended into herself.
::How fascinating. Compartmentalization? I don't often encounter types like you. Do you really think you can hide from me?::
The pompous cat followed after her and quickly became lost in the caverns of her mind. She Sensed he had moved out of his element. That mind-digging wasn't his field. She Sensed his ego led him deeper to find her, to not be outdone by the likes of her. Soundwave traveled down a long winding tunnel and found at its end an old disused wooden cell door long since unlocked.
Hesitation held him outside the door for only a moment. The old iron lock was cold and the door creaked heavily on disused hinges. Inside yielded nothing but shadows darker than the ones behind him.
She Sensed he became perturbed.
Nearby her body lying in the dirt, the river churned and roared angrily, flowing constantly to meet its end over the cliff.
::Where are you? Phage?::
Soundwave had fairly fled the tunnel only to become lost down another. He came upon a long shaft. He was disturbed when he glanced upwards by the countless hands and half formed arms growing from every space in the skyward tunnel, all palms face up. At the extreme end of the shaft, she Sensed that he thought he spied light as far away as the stars. Distant, remote and cold.
She Sensed his disquiet.
Rather than press forward down the only other tunnel in the shaft, Soundwave backpedaled.
::Phage.::
The thought wavered. He was trying to coax a thought from her. He was trying to find her.
Abruptly, Phage sprang to her feet and leapt into the river.
There had been no surface thoughts. No preemptive motivation. Just impulse. An action as instinctive as breathing.
Soundwave panicked. His ancient consciousness raced to escape the winding tunnels of her consciousness, realizing now, too late, her deceit.
::You'll kill us both!::
Laughter sung throughout her mind and was accompanied by a singular thought: "As you so eloquently explained, it's me or my 'bots."
The river carried her swiftly downstream and straight over the edge of the cliff. In the fragile moment of weightlessness as she crested the cliff, her stomach rose to the back of her throat. And then she was plummeting.
Soundwave tore himself free of her head and fled in a panicked rush.
Grinning wildly, Phage entered a leap and phased before she would have struck the water below.
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::Optimus, I – you weren't...you saw that.:: her thought carried a note of finality. Across the Infraspace, her avatar was carding her hands through her synthetic hair.
::It's alright, Phage.::
::That- wasn't the response I was expecting.::
::You were expecting judgment, criticism even. Who would I be to judge the scars on your conscious? My own are numerous.:: his shared thoughts were somber and she Sensed he felt responsible for the scarring, that he should have foreseen that Megatron would discover her outlier power and stage an operation to press gang her into the Decepticons. More than that, she Sensed he hadn't forgiven himself for not realizing it would have happened, even though apologies had long come and gone. ::As you said before, the resonation process will inevitably lead to a mind meld as our sparks attune to one another and lead to other unenviable physical alterations.::
::I didn't say it so much in those words.:: She took a brave step towards him. The Gray reeled back like a fog where she walked and the black waters of her consciousness rushed forward to trail in her wake. ::Although you did put it more delicately than me.::
Optimus Prime stood firm on his half of the golden metal plains, watching her bridge the gap. Something in his stance and the glow of his optics signaled his uncertainty.
::I'm familiar with the process via the combiner programme.::
::Of course.:: She nodded absently before adding gently, ::Optimus what happened wasn't your fault.:: She reached for him as she drew near, a teal and white hand against white space.
::Of course it was.:: His optics reflected his age even as they slipped from hers to her outstretched hand. ::The Seekers slipped into the Ark undetected and kidnapped you out from under me.::
::The Decepticons lured you all away with a decoy raid!:: she countered fiercely, ::Of course they were able to slip in unnoticed.:: When she Sensed he wasn't convinced she reaffirmed, ::It wasn't your fault Optimus. You can't predict the future.::
::But I know the inner workings of Megatron's processor. It was an inevitably he would come for you. If I had-::
::Done what?:: She retorted than flippantly shrugged her shoulders. ::Misfortune finds everyone. Just, please forgive yourself and reassure me about the here and now that this will work. I- you said Megatron wouldn't kill me. That he'd rip me apart for the Matrix. And then what, Optimus? Put me back together and throw me to Soundwave like a bone to a dog?::
Coming to some foreign conclusion on his own, Optimus breached the Gray. Phage stared after him as his long powerful legs ate up the distance in a few strides and met her in the middle. The gray mists chipped like old paint and burned in a chemical fire where he strode. His path was marked by a bridge of scintillating Cybertronian script and numerical code that formed underfoot and connected him back to his half of the hemisphere just the same as hers did.
::It won't come to that.:: The back of his hand reached for her face as her hand rose to meet his. ::I won't let it come to that. You can't either. More than just our lives are at stake.:: His hand turned down, missing her cheek and settled on her shoulder strut and squeezed reassuringly. Her fingers touched the underside of his forearm and settled there. The gesture was as calming as it was familiar. ::If we fail to convince Megatron the consequences will effect all of Earth. You have to get us out of here. I have to get back to my own body. Stay focused. Ignore Rumble and Frenzy and just remember what we discussed::
A sudden rift split his veneer. A vulnerability swept over him. Optimus shifted his weight and before he could give himself a nanoklik to reconsider he rose his hand off her shoulder and cupped her face. Retroactively aligning with his shift, her slender fingers ghosted up his arm and gently pressed his hand to her cheek. ::I didn't want any of this on you, Alo Ata.::
Phage stalled, her face cracked. She felt like she'd just been sucker punched. The blow came harder than when Sparkplug called her Alice.
He jerked his hand off her face. A rare bout of confusion cut his optics. ::What is it? Phage?What did I say?::
"Stop!'
Jarred by the command, Phage jerked to a halt at an nondescript door. When the hydraulic door slid aside soundlessly one of the two Minicons checked her into the washracks. She stumbled into the room but caught herself midstep. Looking back, Rumble gestured aimlessly around the washracks.
"Boss said you get three-thousand astroseconds. No more."
"Pretty gracious of Megatron really."
One of Phage's optical ridges rose incrementally up her forward. "Why?"
Rumble eyed her up and down. "He doesn't conduct business with scrapheaps. Now make it snappy!" Rumble continued when she just stood there staring at them stupidly. "Times ticking."
"With you two-" Phage trailed off, the two Minicons just stood flank on the other side of the door staring back at her, the light of their visors unchanging. She had her own private wash room in her lascivious hab-suite. It had been meant as a high ranking officers quarters, but as she was the only femme on base Prime had assigned it to her. Nobody had disputed Prime, as far as she knew. She had never stepped foot into even the Ark's public washracks.
"Us two what?"
::Just hurry.::
She backpedaled, turned and headed for the long mirror wall ahead. For near a minute Phage was numb to her disheveled appearance.
::Phage.:: She blinked hard. There was an abashed undercurrent to Prime's thought. The femme jerked and numbly began undoing her braid that had degraded to little more than a gathered collection of flyaway's held loosely together. She couldn't recall getting the shower on. Only that she had as she stood in the downpour, watching the grime and energon race from her exostructure and swirl into the drain. Her silver synthetic hair became a curtain around her face as it weighted with the water. Her hands came up underneath and scrubbed at her face before pressing hard at her temples.
"Conduct business." she echoed, a hard edge to her tone. "That's what he wants to call it."
Optimus Prime's consciousness sat smoldering on his half of her cranium. Smoke trailed from the smokestacks of his avatar while the Cybertronian code script burned fiery orange. A spike of unfamiliar inadequacy from Optimus Prime burned in her breast hot as white iron. Phage identified the emotion spot on: an incapability to protect her.
::Your not in your body.:: She tried to soothe his bruised ego.
::If I was...::
::You're not.::
"So, how'd you pick your name?"
"What?" Wrestled out of her conversation with Prime, Phage jerked up, her hands throwing her wet synthetic hair aside. She stared hard at the Minicons in the reflection on the wall.
"We're going to be partners real soon, femmie. Well, so long as the rot doesn't do you in. So I thought I'd start with the basics. How'd you pick your name- Phage." Rumble said. He was leaning against the door frame while Frenzy stood half-in half-out, arms crossed. The purple minicon kept glancing between her and the hallway they had come from. "In mechanical terms it means a trojan horse. Which, lets face it, suits perfectly to your phaser ability. But I thought you didn't find out about that until long after you activated. So how'd you pick it?"
::Do I answer that?:: the question, seemingly so innocent, bewildered her.
Slowly, Prime offered; ::I see no harm.::
"I love books." Phage said gradually, monotoned, expecting cruel laughter and surprised when she got none. "I thought I was being clever by adding an 'h' in 'page.' Turns out, like you so clearly pointed out, that 'phage' actually meant something. I decided to keep the name even after learning its meaning."
"Why?" asked Rumble.
She really wanted to run with her first impression that they were more like rude, squabbling children.
::They are not.:: Optimus quickly shot her down. She felt flustered. Was she openly thought-sharing with him again?
"Why does it matter." she snapped back, flustered with her reoccurring issue with Optimus.
"It doesn't." Rumble shrugged nonchalantly. "Just thought to ask. It's a little odd is all."
Her frustration grew and she became defensive. "It is not odd."
Rumble shrugged again, crossed his arms and his legs and looked aside. "Just strange to me to pick a name that means an infiltration virus hiding a payload while the organic definition means to devour. You could have had any name and you chose to stick with that." his fingers drummed absently on his arm. "I don't know if any of those Auto-drones told you, but on Cybertron you choose the name that suits you whether that's your function or your outlier ability or something about your alternate mode that just sticks out. So you're going to stand there and tell me that after learning what the name meant, you chose to keep it because you felt it suited you."
Maybe it was because she had pinned the minicon brothers as streetwise children of low intellect, but Phage suddenly felt vulnerable and exposed standing under the running water with her armor intact.
She glanced away from their reflections in the mirror and caught her own and wondered, not for the last, if it really was her own. Was the intent of her creation something dark masquerading in the borrowed features of Optimus Prime's favorite human Alicean Witwicky, and if so to what end? What had been the point? What was the point? Her pale face exposed her inner turmoil as her thoughts ate her alive.
Slowly, her optics dropped to her hands and turned them over slowly. "Yes."
Optimus reached for her but she was already backpedaling, retreating back across the bridge she had cut through the divide. It did not fade in her wake. Optimus trailed after her. ::That's why you reacted like you did when I called you Alo Ata! You're suffering an identity crisis? Why didn't you come to me before?::
::I don't go to you for all my little problems.::
She Sensed her response flustered Optimus Prime on a level few could. ::You are her. Phage,:: Optimus emphatically stressed as he followed her, ::You. Are. Her.::
She shook her head slowly, disbelieving. ::Am I? Or do you want me to be.::
"Well, at least you avoided the 'ah' trap." Rumble cackled. "Half of femmes I knew usually didn't."
Between the the questions and crude scare tactics and her struggle with Prime, everything set her short fuse to burn. "You knew femmes." she struck back.
Immediately the minicons became expressionless.
"Yes." Rumble snipped.
"Was that really the best name you could come up with?" jeered Frenzy.
"I had one other that I kept coming back to."
"Yeah? And what was it?"
Phage became hesitate to say.
"Come on-"
Dredging the name pass her pale lips took effort. "Pandora..." The dark blue of her optics burned into her from the mirror. "But I felt it wasn't mine to take."
Rumble titled his head. "Why's that?"
Phage licked her denta. Her optical ridges met together. "It didn't fit the face."
Optimus's avatar had become critical of her. There was that look in his optics like he was trying to solve a puzzle box. ::There was more.:: his head inclined the way it did when he picked up a transmission. ::There was another name and a second half to Pandora.::
Phage's avatar looked away. ::It doesn't matter. I didn't pick the others.::
"See-," Rumble stressed, "there it is. The 'ah' trap. Good that you didn't pick it. Good for you."
::We need to talk.::
She tried to busy herself by braiding her synthetic hair. She didn't care that it was waterlogged.
::There's nothing to talk about.::
::I'm not forcing you to be anything other than who you are.::
::And who am I?:: she implored emphatically, gesturing rapidly. ::I've been asking myself that question for months. I don't know if what's all up here is a copy of Alicean's memories or if I am the sum of all that she was- a reconstitution of her flesh and bones in new form. I keep thinking about the Autobot Spike incident and wondering if there's a body left behind somewhere. And if so what that means for my human condition or, as it stands, my Cybertronian condition? Do I have a soul or a spark? Is there a difference or is it all semantics? Is the soul the point or is it the accumulation of life's experiences? All of which is moot to my conflict of why and for what purpose was I made? And therein lies the true deciding mark for why I settled on Phage.::
::All of your questions are valid concerns, some of which I myself struggled with in my earlier years.::
Her optics had become downcast as she carried on. When she looked up she found Optimus had closed the little distance between them. Out of millenia habit his hand went to her shoulder strut, hesitated then strayed and gently cupped her face. Phage leaned into the reassuring touch. Her thought was delicate. ::Really?::
::Yes. I know I've told you the story before, just not the grittier details. Few, I fear would believe my narrative. Most would prefer to believe the falsehood that when I became Optimus Prime I became the divine infallible extension of Primus himself. The truth is the Matrix houses the Wisdom of the past Primes.:: the way he phrased the thought was as if it should have been common knowledge. ::When I accepted the Matrix I had to contend with all of the past Prime's previous experiences. It was a...jarring time for me. The war was freshly begun, the old functionist government cast down. Cybertronians were scattered and directionless and flocking to Megatron's cause in droves. When I was Chosen I was untested and uncertain as a leader, but I had had many functions by that time: dock worker, archivist and enforcer, and finally warrior. In time my experiences enabled me to connect with my fellow Cybertronians on a level where I could relate to their predicaments and ultimately lead them in battle, gardening a level of trust amongst the troops that Megatron could not. I learned to rely on the Wisdom of the Primes as a guidance in my choices, to use their past victories and failures to gain an unparalleled insight into my own decisions. But that,:: he stressed, ::took time.::
::Some would tell the story that when I became Optimus Prime I was no longer Orion Pax, but that simply isn't true. I was still that same dock worker turned warrior with all of his hopes for a better Cybertron devoid of the corruption that had consumed the end of the Golden Age.:: Optimus had taken to gently stroking her cheek with his thumb over the course of the narrative and was relieved by her content expression. ::And all of his fears and concerns, grief and desires.:: His second hand rose up and joined the first to frame her face. Her optics became half-hooded as she listened, her slim fingers of her left hand entwining with his first hand.
::In relation to the concerns troubling you, I can attest that there is no body left behind, as you put it. Phage,:: he rested his forehead against hers and closed his optics. She mimicked his act of devotion, her face gentling as a deep weight lifted from her conscious. ::You are her. You are Alicean Witwicky and you are Phage. There does not need to be a division. You are one and the same.::
In the wake of his speech, a calm silence settled between their separate halves. It was broken only when Phage hummed softly and muttered airily, ::I've missed your narratives.::
When she opened her optics she found he had already. The soft glow of his liberty blue optics were only for her. ::That can be rectified when I return to my body.::
::And this?:: came her loaded thought-question, indicting their intimate proximity with her optics.
The battle mask clicked and whirled apart, extracting into his helm. Forehead still pressed to hers, he bumped and rubbed olfactories with her in an affectionate Eskimo kiss. Their lips brushed as he spoke. The critical mental synapses bridged between them were electric. ::The lack of this can be rectified too.::
::Bold, Optimus. Bold.:: She Sensed a flare of pride in his ego. ::How did a pep talk,:: she teased gently, smiling, ::turn into this? You were never so informal.::
::How do I edit the underlying data to my own thoughts?:: he moved to close the infinitesimal space left between their lips and suddenly Phage jerked away, leaving the lost kiss on their lips cold. Bewildered, Optimus stared down at her as her face dissolved into shock and mute horror. He Sensed her tense.
::Why couldn't you have told me this sooner?::
Optimus blinked hard. ::You are referring to before the battle. I thought it would be inconsiderate to approach you while you were transitioning to your new life.::
Phage shook her head. ::You noble, romantic fool.:: She disentangled herself from his arms and backed away.
::What?:: They stared hard at each other, uncomprehending. Realization was slow dawning on Optimus's behalf as he decoded her shared-thoughts. ::Your- seeing someone.:: He wanted to demand who. Who, among his Autobots, had the audacity- ::Since when?:: he demanded and forgot all of his emotions would be sent along the thought.
He Sensed her become defensive and realized he'd made a mistake. ::Since after the incident in Wheeljack's labs.::
His optics became narrowed as he slashed names off a shortening list.
::Stop it!:: she hissed, shoving his arm. ::Every time. You've no right to be jealous when you've never taken action.::
::Jealous?!:: Optimus straightened to his full height, the battle mask locking back into its rightful place. He stumbled over false starts. ::I have. Did. You just- I thought- Wait.::
Under Optimus's directive her body jerked alert. At some point her forehead had pressed against the mirror wall and her optics had closed. They opened and flared, finding they were fixed to the floor. He pushed off the mirror and started to look up. "Rumble and Frenzy haven't said anything for fifty-six nanokliks. Something's-"
Something slammed her hard between her shoulder blades.
Phage pistoned forward and collided violently into the mirror. Her head cracked first and the mirror spider-webbed on impact. Stars exploded across her vision and her world tilted crazily. In the reflections cast she saw a set of large fingers dawn around her head like black rays before she felt them latch on and dig into her cranium. It was all a nanokliks intake before she was smashed a second time into the mirror wall. The glass shattered. She lost equilibrium and stumbled. The hand left off her cranium and grabbed her braid and yanked. She whip lashed back and would have collapsed if a second hand didn't seize her arm in a crushing grip. She saw flashes of color, bodies, arms and legs as she was guided in a wide arc and then slammed into an opposing metal wall. She would have bounced off of it if her attacker had not jabbed his elbow into her back and pinned her against it.
Phage's first instinct was to enter a jump. Her body flickered to make the transition, not unlike a real life visual glitch, and she was cruelly reminded of the existence of the null-restraints. The pain that lanced up from her wrists to her CPU was an incalculable level as every atom vibrated to make the jump and abruptly seized- just as had happened on the battlefield before she passed out. Her vision spiraled and nearly collapsed into complete darkness if not for the combined force of will of both her and Prime to hold fast by tender threads. Distantly she registered she was screaming. The horrific experience left her feeling like Windcharger's used and abused tires- burnt, worn down and feeling like the she'd fall apart at the seams.
If she hadn't of been pinned she would have collapsed to the floor and just lied there. She didn't trust her legs to support her own weight.
Dark hollow laughter echoed around the wash racks as her body spasm. Her legs were spread and her attack jammed his knee into her crotch.
"Get it going."
A dial somewhere was turned, the subtle clicking echoed across the expanse of the wash racks, increasing in frequency until it hit its max.
"Motormaster!" Rumble's voice filtered through her disorientation distorted and from somewhere far away. "Stand down!"
The Stunticon leader did not acknowledge the minicon outside of a scoff. "Your the little glitch to blame for the battle today." his voice sounded as if it came from the depths of a deep bellows and rumbled in her right audio. Her transoranic skin crawled when she felt him rest his chin in the crook of her neck. "I've also heard around the cooler that you were the Prime's pet when you were human. Must have continued after your ascension." His knee rubbed between her legs. Between the shock and pain and Phage's revulsion and horror, Prime flared in a protective rage that petered into a frustrated inadequacy at his inability to do anything. The roiling broth of emotions swirled and collapsed in rage. "You look like you're protoform. Were you just his pleasure bot or all of the Autobots? We could continue your function here."
She bite back derisively, "I am nobody's pleasure bot."
"Motormaster!" Rumble tried again but his protests became background noise between Motormaster's voice and her disorientation.
"I disagree." His elbow ground into the middle of her back. "In fact I think you would find me a great replacement for your deceased Prime. I transform into a semi truck too."
"Go to hell." she spat through clenched teeth.
She shifted her weight to lash him with her elbow but Motormaster slammed her head into the wall again. She went slack, barely grasping the tendril threads of consciousness.
"I wouldn't do that." Motormaster's voice drifted from one audio receptor to the other.
"Ready." said another voice.
Desperately Optimus and Phage struggled to fight off the descending darkness. Falling unconscious was unacceptable. They stood a chance to fight back if they could stop her world from spinning and make her limbs obey her, but they were heavy and useless.
Motormaster's leg disappeared from between her legs. He peeled her from the wall and shoved her in the direction he wanted her to go. He never let go of her long braid. He yanked her back when she stumbled too far and she fell on her aft. The back of her head smarted and her massive headache had never really lifted after Optimus had woken up. Reality kept wanting to slip away into darkness.
"Up, pet."
He yanked hard on her braid. Her aft left the ground then hit the floor again. There was laughter from several others somewhere behind them. She and Prime knew that she had to be on the floor, but it kept wanting to tilt to a forty-five degree angle. Motormaster was practically dragging her across the wash racks by her braid.
Disjointedly the thought crossed between them that Phage swore to cut it all off and get a helm.
Phage grit her teeth. In the infraspace, smoke poured from Optimus Prime's smokestacks. Between the both of them was such a miasma of boiling emotions that it just gave way to Prime's rare but furious rage and her short temper. Through joint force of will they commanded her body to function and grabbed at her braid, trying to lessen the pain there as she struggled to her feet and dug her heels into the floor.
"Let go of me! I said let go of me you bastard! I'm a medic protected under-"
"You hear that Stunticons? She plays nursebot too."
There was another round of snickers from the other Decepticons she couldn't get a good view on. She bit her lip to bite back on the slew of venomous words that wanted to pour out.
"Must not be a good one. Optimus Prime died on your watch."
A maddened shriek broke from her lips. "Bastards!"
Abruptly she plunged forward, yanked forward by her braid. She threw out her hands before she hit the floor and her fingers curled around a ledge and came face to face with bubbling boiling oil.
Phage's optics doubled in size. The sweat that began to build on her face was not just from the steam rising from the pool. Her fuelpump hammered wildly against her breastplate.
Immediately, she struggled to push herself away but Motormaster's hand came down hard and latched around the whole of her cranium. He held her cheek close to the surface of the boiling pool.
"Scared?" came his cold cruel drawl. "An oil bath is a wonderful pleasure to loosen the servos. You on the other hand look nervous. Do oil baths not sit well with transorganic flexi-metal?"
"What do you want?" Phage tried to keep her voice calm but the strain pitched her vocals to a shrill edge while she strained to pull her head back against his downward force. She did not think Motormaster was trying all that hard to hold her down. Optimus was seething at the predicament and infuriated at his own inability to do anything. "What is it you want!"
"I want to be enjoying the amenities the Ark has to offer between the volcanic oil baths and the bar, but you stole that from me. And not just me but from my Stunticon brothers here with me too." His fingers kept digging and digging into her cranium as if he was trying to crush her cranium open like an egg. A low cry cresendoed from Phage's lips. "That's what I want, glitch. And somehow you single-handedly stole victory from us! I don't know how someone as insignificant as you could have possibly done that, but damn it all if I'm not going to have my anger out on your aft."
"Come on now, Motormaster!" It was Rumble's voice that drifted through the distorted haze once again. She thought he had been protesting the entirety of the time if that distant warble had been him. "Leave off the femme! Enough is enough!"
The weight of his hand on her head slackened only marginally. From her peripheral vision she saw him shift his head to look over his shoulder strut. "No. It isn't."
"The Boss is going to be furious when-"
"Frag Megatron!" Motormaster roared. "Drag Strip is dead! For what? Tell me that! Where is the final victory Megatron promised? Where is our rewards?"
"Motormaster," Rumble's voice was all stressed patience wrapped in a hard edge, "I know your hurting-"
"Not nearly as much as I'm about to make her."
"Motor-"
He came down with all his strength on her head and abruptly Phage's head went under.
Rumble's optics doubled in size behind his visor. His mouth fell open. He had seen worse tortures performed on mechs over the last five million years- but always on mechs. Never femmes.
"-master! No! Stop! Pull her back up!"
The intensity of her scream could not be muted through the oil. Her fingers flexed sporadically and punched the ledge repeatedly. Her feet fought for purchase on the smooth floor and failed. Motormaster was an allusion of cruel malice as he held her head under and shot the minicons a mocking smirk.
Rumble's servos clicked and whirled to burst into action but stalled when Wildrider reminded him of the barrel of his plasma-energy blaster pressed to the back of his cranium.
"Do you think her flesh will liquidate like a humans?" pitched Wildrider's voice behind him.
"This is a horrible, horrible idea!" said Breakdown anxiously from the doorway where he held his concussion rifle on Frenzy. "If Megatron finds out..."
"I agree with Breakdown." Dead End concurred, standing aside of the rest and with his compressor air gun inclined more towards the floor rather than the minicons.
"Motormaster pull her out!" Anxiety fueled Rumble's shout, "You could be frying her fragile transorganic brain!"
Motormaster yanked Phage back up by her synthetic hair. Her head came out of the oil bath in a woosh, spluttering and spraying black oil through the air and gasping greedily for it in turn. The flexi-metal of her white face was a hot pink hue. Her optics and the fine grooves on her android face burned with a fierce neon green hue where before they had been standard energon blue.
"She doesn't look like she's liquidating to me."
She had barely caught her first breath before Motormaster plunged her back under. Wildrider burst into cruel laughter. The Stunticon leader looked over to his team and shrugged before his optics locked on the minicons. "I don't think Megatron will notice a difference, do you?"
Suddenly, Phage struck out and hit him square across his chestplate with the flat of her fist. Motormaster did not flinch. His laughter was cold as she repeated her efforts to knock him off.
"Now hold on, Motormaster." Wildrider clicked his tongue, his optics fixed on Phage. "You know, I've been really looking forward to fragging the femme." Breakdown and Dead End looked to their companion with measures of disgust. Rumble and Frenzy's visors darkened and their lips pulled downwards in mirrored expressions of distaste. Wildrider's optics lifted to Motormaster. "I think that'll be a lesson to her and reward for us. What do ya say, Motormaster?"
He shrugged. "I get first frag."
Wildrider perked up. "So I can still frag her."
Dead End pulled a face. "I can't believe you'd actually want to frag the Autobot's pleasure bot."
"I look at it like spitting in their optics. Every time they'd look at her they'd think that every 'Con must have fragged her twice." He laughed and nudged Rumble in the back of his helm with the butt of his blaster. "Their little booster juicer becomes their morale drainer. What do you say to that?"
"You're fragged up in the CPU, that's what I say." clipped Rumble around a Billy Idol sneer.
"I agree with the minicon." Dead End spat.
Wildrider's demeanor turned violent. He darted a glare in Dead End's direction and waved his plasma-energy blaster menacingly between him and Rumble. "You on this team or not, Dead End?"
"I am but-"
"Then look me in the face and tell me that doesn't tickle your joystick."
"No."
"No wait, hold on." Breakdown said, waving his empty hand. "I see his point."
"Your both fragged up." Dead End spat.
"Enough!" Rumble shouted. "Motormaster, the Boss wants words with her!"
"I can't imagine why Megatron would want to hear how many Autobots have conquered her."
Wildrider's mood shifted again just as suddenly. He was practically vibrating with excitement. He looked to Motormaster for confirmation. "How are we doing this? Are we taking turns or are we doing this as a team?"
"Motormaster!" Denta gleaming and solvent flying Rumble raged at the Stunticon leader, terrified of the consequences of what Megatron would do to Frenzy and himself for failing to escort her safely to the meeting within their own base. "Pull!Her! Up!"
"I'm leaving." announced Dead End around a grimace. He made to leave the wash racks before he realized he couldn't get pass Breakdown and Frenzy.
"No, your not." Motormaster's cavernous deep voice cut through all the rabble. Dead End's foot came up short as his head whirled in Motormaster's direction. The Stunticon leader had his cyclone rifle drawn on him. With the other he pulled Phage out of the pool. "You're staying with the gang."
The femme's desperate noisy gasps for air mingled with Wildrider's burst of hysterical laughter. "Let him go, Motormaster. We both know he's just going to hang outside until we're done. I'll call you when it's your turn. Might be awhile though. I'm going to have so much fun desecrating the Autobots whore."
Even if for separate reasons Dead End, like the Minicons, had the decency to look disgusted. "Like I want Autobot sloppy secondhands."
"But it might not be Autobot secondhands," Wildrider stressed, "It could just be Optimus Prime's. I'd frag her just for that alone. Stick it to the dead Prime. To the winners go the spoils, that's what Drag Strip would say."
Dead End shook his head. "Where did you even hear that."
"I saw her weeping over Prime's corpse and Megatron had to haul her off. And everyone knows she was around Prime as much as a human as that other one hangs with the yellow Autobot."
"She might not be."
Abruptly, Motormaster said with a leer, "I'll frag her double in every port if even for a nanoklik she could be the Prime's. The rest of you are going to have to wait."
"She isn't!" Rumble snapped off suddenly, his voice failing to disguise his stress. "She's been rolling with the Lamborgini Twins you drones!"
"See!" Wildrider said with a wave of his hand. "Straight from the espionage department themselves! She's Prime's glitch or all of theirs. I won't miss fragging the junk in that trunk over semantics."
"How on Cybertron did you come to that conclusion? I just said we've seen her hanging with the Twins. You do know who I'm talkin' about right, Wildrider?"
"Tch. Yeah. The un-killable duo. If she wasn't Prime's lady why would she have the Twins as her phalanx?"
Rumble's visor retracted long enough for him to rub at his optics. He was muttering a string of slurs under his breath in Cybertronian til he finally snapped.
"Motormaster," stressed Rumble methodically, a final gambit at diplomacy. "When the Boss finds out what you've done to Phage, and he will, he'll visit down on all your heads some old fashioned gladiatorial dismantling."
Motormaster's glare could have frozen energon. "When he finds out we'll be long gone. We've had our repairs. We're just collecting our reward for the battle and we're out. For good. Megatron can shift through her remains when we're finished."
"You know," Frenzy said suddenly around a deepening sneer, "we can't let you do that."
"I thought we made it clear, you two try anything..." Wildrider tapped his blaster barrel against the back of Rumble's head.
Rumble clicked his tongue, glancing sidelong at his brother. "The younger generation has no respect for their elders. We're going to have to teach them manners on the Boss's behalf and save the damsel in distress, isn't that right Frenzy?"
A slow grin pulled at both corners of Frenzy's lips.
::Dead!:: The undersea in Phage's immediate vicinity caught aflame with green chemical fire and quickly spread outward. ::I want him dead. I want them all dead!::
Adrenaline crashed hard through her systems, consuming all other sensations of pain and exhaustion to fuel the flame.
Optimus soaked in the familiar sensation. It was more than the rush of adrenaline. The sudden energy that burned through her circuits he likened to a boost from the Matrix, only he knew that wasn't possible. His spark was doused in its Light, so he wondered offhand if their resonating sparks allowed her to pull Matrix energy from him.
As enraged as Prime was, smoke pouring from his smokestacks in copious amounts, he despaired at her bloodthirsty outcry. ::I can't do that in this condition.::
Her lips twisted in contempt. Her optics burned a savage green fire. ::Humans do it 'in this condition' all the time. I can get creative for the two of us. I have a laser scalpel in my subspace pocket-one quick slice to the neck cables to sever the energon flow or a jab straight through his damn optic should be enough to reach the brain module!::
Optimus knew straight away a few things: the innocence of Alicean had died long ago but that was far from any new intel, and calming Phage would not be easy. Instead of diplomacy, Optimus opted for another road a few shades less dark. ::Phage, let me.::
As always the thought came loaded with underlying tones and implications. Phage picked up on Prime's and relented to his control. ::Wreck them then. That'll be fine by me. Just put him to within an inch of his life.::
Unified in one goal, Optimus Prime slammed outwards with her elbow hard and connected solidly with Motormaster's fuel tanks. The blow caught him off guard. The Stunticon leader groaned and doubled over, shocked by the power behind the jab. It was quickly followed by another and another, the last catching him across the mouth. A spew of volatile colorful expletives in Cybertronian and English lashed out from Motormaster's vocal processor. All the same, he let go and backed away, fingering at his jaw and spitting out a loosen denta.
All of this happened at the same moment that a sudden explosion of white noise shrieked through the washracks with the intensity of one of Thundercracker's sonic booms.
All of the glass walls shattered. The standing Stunticons lost balance. The hydraulic door suddenly misfired and munched Breakdown between itself and the frame.
Frenzy threw his head back and roared an energon curdling scream that matched the mania-inducing frequency of his 'battle cry' sonic boom before lunging for the disoriented Dead End.
Riding command of Phage's body, Optimus leapt up from a prone position to her feet, her braid flying out in a wide arc and spraying black oil along a scatter path. Quick flurry of precision strikes lanced out from the femme, the assurity of the martial techniques backed by Prime's millenias of practice. First strike struck Motormaster in his exposed neck cables and silenced the mech. Second saw him disarmed. The third saw Prime delivering savage punishment unto Motormaster with a series of powerful jabs into his midsection.
Sharply the femme twisted at the waist, clapped her hands together and slugged Motormaster hard across the face with Optimus Prime's signature move. The Decepticon toppled into the boiling oil bath.
Optimus directed her body to backpedal and while cycling air through her systems he turned her hands over for inspection, amazed at the surge of vitality and strength.
"That won't harm him." noted Optimus as her voice reflexively dropped a few octaves and settled into his usual measured syntax.
"I know." she remarked briskly.
As one they turned to address the rest of the Stunticons and Minicons, only Phage's consciousness reeled back at the sight that she saw. Optimus was use to the carnage the Minicons could wreck but the shock disjointed their unison and her body stalled.
Rumble maintained his cool as the wash racks descended into utter chaos. For the minicon, Frenzy's sonic attack and beserker war cries were nothing new. As everyone around him lost their equilibrium or suffered minor malfunctions, Rumble calmly transformed his right arm into his signature pile driver, turned on his heel, and pistoned it straight into Wildrider's midsection. The mentally questionable Stunticon seemed to instantly teleport from the impact and collide with the far wall with such force that he went straight through into the adjoining room.
Rumble transformed his arm back and laughed as he turned back on his heel. "Bunch of scrap-talking upstarts! Wouldn't you say, Frenzy? Frenzy!"
The other minicon was astride Dead End as he delivered one merciless blow after the other anywhere he could land a punch, even if he had to knock aside Dead End's hands raised in supplication. Dead End's pleas for pity had long ceased when he realized there was no getting through the minicon's head. When Rumble turned around, Frenzy slammed a fist into the mech's face with such force that the Stunticon was knocked senseless. He seized on the opportunity by grabbing Dead End by the neck guard, hauling him off the ground and ripping into his exposed throat cables with his denta.
"Whoa! Whoa there! Hey, bro. How about you drop Dead End and cut the music. Sound like a plan? We can listen to something more easy going. How about Enjoy the Silence by Depeche Mode?"
Frenzy let Dead End drop to the floor like so much useless scrap and stood, scrubbing away the lifeblood from his chin. The minicon was heaving and scanning the washracks for additional signs of enemies. His optics alighted on Phage and maintained sight. "I hate that song." He did shut off the high pitched frequency noise. "You play it too much."
"Fleetwood Mac?"
The deadpanned glare Frenzy shot Rumble's way told Phage and Optimus that that too was apparently played too much.
Rumble caught her optic and grinned widely. "Damn. Thundercracker said you hit hard. I didn't believe him. You're-uh, all there right? Upstairs I mean. You seem alright."
Phage didn't move. She didn't know how to respond. Neither did Optimus Prime. She felt better now, if that was an answer. She didn't think it was one though.
Frenzy turned on his heel and his visor flashed vibrantly. "What's with the green optics?"
Motormaster exploded up from the oil pool in a glistening shower of black rain. Hearing his emergence, Phage chose her fate and rushed to join Rumble and Frenzy. Motormaster set his jaw back in place. "The glitch has some mettle after all. Did Prime teach you that trick in some one-on-one tutelage?" the way that Motormaster implied 'tutelage' was not in the sense of martial sparring.
Rumble pushed her towards the door. "Too far, Motormaster. I warned you." Frenzy spat solvent and energon in Motormaster's general direction before tailing his brother. "Don't know how far you'll get now carrying these dead weights. Looks like you'll have to stay longer for repairs. I'm sure the Boss will be wanting a word with you then."
Motormaster's optics burned into them as Rumble practically pushed her out of the wash racks. When the door slide open perfectly for them to pass, Breakdown hit the floor and didn't move. Frenzy eyed him lazily as they passed over him. "He's going to need a Medbay soon or else he'll terminate."
"Forget him. The Boss is going to blow a gasket when he hears what they did."
Frenzy mulled the thought over for half a nanoklik. "They'll wish we terminated them."
Not half a breem later the two slipped back into their usual pattern as before, shocking Phage with how normal they treated the whole escapade.
She was teetering between reeling from the whole event and riding on the burn of her blood lust. Optimus was trying to navigate her to a calm focal point.
::You were right.:: Her thought was scattered. ::I don't think I can look at them,:: her thought indicated the Minicons, ::the same way ever again.:: Optimus did not respond to her right away. She did not need to Sense him to see something was troubling him. She reached for him and found his steady frame to lean against. ::Optimus?::
His optics flared and settled and fixed on her. ::The Gray is gone.::
It took her a moment to comprehend. She glanced around. ::Aye. Yes. It is.:: Her oceans ran aground of his Cybertronian plains before the spheroid city fortress. They stood there, on the metallic beach she supposed to call it. Her hand settled more firmly on his arm. Everything in the Infraspace was still. There was no wind to stir the tides to shore.
He chose his next thoughts carefully. ::If I had my way, I wouldn't put you with your short temper in the same room with Megatron. As it is relatively out of my hands I have to ask, are you capable of this? I'll risk the drivers seat if-::
Her temper had far from settled to coals. ::I can do this.::
He Sensed it was more than pride. She didn't want him to find her incapable. She didn't want to disappoint.
Author's Notes:
I wanted to take the time to explain the character change of Sea Spray. I've been watching a lot of Transformers Prime recently and discovered that Sea Spray was mentioned as a wrecker. I immediately loved the concept of Sea Spray being portrayed as Quint from Jaws, so this is my take.
'He who sups with the devil had better have a long spoon.'
-Dining with the Devil, Os Guinness
Trapped in a elevator lift standing flank of Phage, Rumble and Frenzy kept glancing sidelong at the phaser. The femme kept shifting her stance as if she was itching inside of her own metallic skin from a counterpoise to a stiff military at-ease. Her lips moved infinitesimally, quirking occasionally with her subtle muttering while her optics would occasionally flicker down and to the right before fixing ahead into a thousand yard stare. The Minicon brothers looked to each other and sent private messages over their personal comm-links.
/She has it bad./ Rumble sent sympathetically. /She has to have been jumping under the Autobot olfactories or that leap to the ground sped her along. We should be taking her to the medbay for treatment./
/Megatron want's to have that chat now./
Rumble pulled a face. /I think the burn through is further along than anyone guessed. She could snap during the meeting./
One of Frenzy's blood-lusting smirks quirked his lips. /You think Megatron can't deal with one plain loaded monoformer? She snaps he'd pin her. End of it. She can't do anything with the null-restraints anyway./
Nonetheless, Rumble looked worried. /I'm contacting Soundwave./
/Tch. Whatever runs your processor./
After a length, Rumble suddenly said, "About the Stunticons-" Phage's optics riveted and locked onto him, weary and angry wrapped in a fog of lingering shock, "-we aren't like that. It's them. I don't know what it is, just- all the new generation are fragged up in the processor. It would be easy to blame it on Earth culture. On Cybertron, before the War," he rushed to elaborate, "it takes a new Cybertronian about five days to integrate into society. But over the course of the War, that got sped up with the M.T.O.s -err, sorry, you wouldn't know that."
"Made to order forge colds with pre-booted memory." She was brusque in her response. "I know."
"Oh! Oh well, uh-" stumbled Rumble eloquently, "It'd just be easy to blame it on them integrating into Earth culture. But, I don't think its really that. None of the newer generation seems stable to me. Brain modules and personality weaves are extremely complicated things- like Vector Enigmas, or so I'm told. Look at the Dinobots- not even your own Ratchet and Wheeljack could stitch a proper personality weave."
"You know who built them?" her tone was even and weary but, Rumble thought, agitated.
"It's our function to know." When she said nothing else but looked back to the lift doors and maintained a fine pressed frown, he carried on, "The Constructicons and Combaticons personality weaves were painstakingly crafted and vigorously stress tested before the Boss gave the go ahead to build them. Starscream labored at it for quartexs. Even then they have personality defects. The Stunticons," Rumble said slowly, an edge of distaste coloring his next few words, "were rushed at the Battle of New York like any old M.T.O.'s. We needed ground troops to combat the Autobots. The compact buildings did not allow for easy maneuverability and Megatron was determined not to lose when we had finally moved forward-" Frenzy abruptly grunted. The Minicon Brothers shared a look between them and Rumble shifted. When he spoke again it was a minor shift in topic. "Beyond the Dinobots, do the Aerialbots or the other newer faces have the same problem?" he studied her face for a response but there was not so much as a flicker of a quirk on her lips or shift in her optics. She was stoic, tight lipped and her optics fixed decidedly ahead. His shoulder struts visibly sagged. The light behind his visor softened. "Just- times are hard."
"Why are you apologizing?"
"Because somebody has to and it won't be them." there was genuine concern from the Minicon, and it was that that grabbed her attention. The moment stretched out, and both parties felt there was an mutual understanding. Suddenly, Rumble added, "Don't phase anytime soon." Marginally, she inclined her head to the right. "Not until you get treatment for the burn through." The escort party paused as the lift came to a halt and the reinforced hydraulic door wooshed open. Rumble continued, shaking his head sadly. "Personality weaves are so difficult...and your throwing your perfectly good one away."
"Ugh." Frenzy cut in abruptly, almost shocking the two. He had been obstinately silent since his beserking outburst in the wash racks, "You're going soft. If anyone else had heard you just now-" Rumble's visor flashed but Frenzy continued before Rumble could mouth off. "Even when your treated, it'll only be when Megatron tells you you can phase that you'll be doing it. This isn't the Autobots, you phase behind our backs and you won't like the consequences."
"I'm not a Decepticon." her lips twisted at the very notion.
"Hah. Sure, we'll see what you say after your chat with Megatron."
The Minicons had not gone a step when they realized Phage had not moved. Just a short blaster shot down the long hall before them was Soundwave. He was stationed outside yet another nondescript door, weapon drawn and at a stiff at-ease. He could have been the Queen's Guard at Buckingham Palace for all the acknowledgment he gave them.
Frenzy's jaw set in a frown. "Move it, Trojan." he jostled her forward and said darkly with a near feral grin, "You're already late."
"My name's not-" she caught herself, face alighting when she realized he had meant it as a slam. "-ah."
They led her down the hall and straight up to Soundwave. Aggravatingly, Frenzy threw her a positively savage grin as he said, "Wait right here." then he and Rumble entered the room beyond. They were there and gone so quickly she didn't get a chance at a glance beyond, not that she was paying attention. She was trying her damnedest to ignore the spy master's overshadowing height. Her stance shifted five times before the Minicons reappeared. Rumble gestured over his shoulder strut with a thumb. "You can go in."
"And if I refuse?"
Rumble barked out a scoff as he and Frenzy shoved her inside.
Phage jerked to a halt as her processor decoded the visual input her optics were sending. Unlike what Optimus had drilled her for for hours before this moment, she was not in the Decepticon throne room as he had predicted. They were, in fact, in a bar. Completely empty except for her and Megatron, who stood behind the bar with his hands splayed down on the bar top. The fusion cannon was missing.
Her processor whirled, grasping for footing. Even Optimus was taken aback. Firstly, not even he realized that the Decepticons had an energon distillery for engex. Secondly, the lighting of the bar was low and mellow, soft lights that offered poor illumination for the patrons, but called attention to the true spotlights of the place- the bright neon engex's on the shelves behind Megatron and the several inches thick reinforced glass wall, where search lights outside penetrated the black oceanic depths to illuminate the sprawling base the Decepticons had painstakingly raised off the seafloor for a decade and six. If the bar had been owned by anyone other than the Decepticons, Phage would have loved it. Instead she was wholly uncomfortable as she fell back on her human processes registering that it was just Megatron and herself in a bar with mood lighting.
Her stomach twisted. She Sensed Optimus simultaneously blanch at the idea alongside her and brush her consciousness in a more pointed protective manner than reassuring that coalesced to his avatar seizing her wrist. The reaction in their shared mindspace was loaded with millenia old pain and hard memories that Phage did not want to take the time to analyze. She just did not question Prime's reaction, instead she felt her consciousness saddling up closer beside his for support, retreating from the undersea to his more firm land.
Standing alone just feet from the door, she felt suddenly very human and every exposed.
"Rumble and Frenzy tell me that you met with some difficulty in the wash racks-of a Stunticon nature." the smooth roll of Megatron's voice was volcanic glass, low grumblings of seismic activity and hissing steam escaping fissures in the earth's surface. "They also said you held up well enough to Motormaster."
::How is he fully repaired?!:: shot off Phage in alarm. ::He doesn't have a nick on him!::
Optimus had noticed as well and the conundrum disturbed him. ::The Decepticons must have some new medical technology we don't.::
Phage's rising ire was held in check by the bizarre situation in which she found herself. ::For how long have they had it? Whatever it is? If it overlaps with any time they've demanded Ratchet...::
Her thought trailed off, but Optimus was of a similar irate disposition.
Horrifically, she found herself rushing to speak before she had fully analyzed what it was she was saying while engaged in conversation with Optimus. "He water boarded me in boiling oil."
"How- tame."
She wanted to smack herself. What in the world did she think that would accomplish? The Minicons must have informed him one way or another. And what did water boarding even mean to the mech whose method of interrogations and tortures had included smelting mechs in the pools beneath Kaon. Tame indeed.
"It must not have gone over very well for them. You look fine. In fact, you look spotless. Frankly I'm not sure if I should be more impressed that you can handle yourself against Motormaster or that you can run across a live battlefield and walk away with no mesh damage at all."
Suddenly, she realized the detour to the wash racks was more than just a pit stop to clean up. There had been an ulterior motive there that she didn't quite grasp. Phage glanced herself over, truly took the time to actually look, and realized that she was perfectly unharmed after all of the day's stressful events. It wasn't that she thought that it was impossible, just incredible.
::Do you think the Stunticons attack was planned?::
::By Megatron? It is a possibility, although I doubt the validity of it. The Stunticons have always been unruly and proved at the Battle of New York they do not respect Megatron's authority.:: responded Prime. ::I believe the attack was wholly motivated under Motormaster's will. Not that that means it is above Megatron to take advantage of it.::
When she looked back up Megatron's grin was the sugar-coated smile of a cyber waste-wolf. "Have a seat." he waved his arm before the empty bar stools in front of him. "I insist. That talk I mentioned we needed to have- this isn't it." A bright burst of energon blue light signaled that he'd tapped the subspace pocket of his right hand. Out of it he summoned two metal goblets that looked like they could have been forged in the pits of Mordor. He pushed one towards her. The cyber waste-wolf grin was still in place. "What's your poison?"
Her stoic mask, marshaled into place by Optimus's will, cracked and crumbled away. None of this was what they practiced for.
"Poison...?" she was so disoriented by the whole affair. She had heard of verbal whiplash and realized this was it. Megatron- behind a bar. Ready to serve her engex. The same Megatron who had violently murdered Optimus Prime just that afternoon. Who tore Sideswipe and Sunstreaker apart. Who-
::Murdered Sentinel Prime before me.:: and the thoughts and memories kept snowballing from Optimus's consciousness. ::Who seized power over Kaon through a violent revolution to become Emirate Megatron. A title he barely held before claiming Lord after the Fall of the First Five Cities. Megatron who overthrew the functionist government of Cybertron that marked the end of the Golden Age. Megatron, orchestrator of the Simanzi Massacre.::
That last thought threatened to drown her in Optimus Prime's personal memories of the single most horrific campaign of the Great War.
::Stop! Stop, please! Not now. I can't-just, not now.::
Her lips parted, sealed, and opened again. "I-I uh, I don't usually drink..." Every word she spoke became meeker under Megatron's scrutinizing glare.
"Make an exception. Tonight I'm drinking to honor a fallen warrior and an old friend." at the last admission, his tone became reflective. "I believe you may be the only one on-board who would understand, after all you and Optimus were close. So, go on," as he spoke, Phage slowly drifted towards the bar as if walking in a bizarre dream. His optics devoured her every step, "what is your poison? Kremzeek? Mood Whiplash? Old Corroder? You do know the names of at least some engex's, don't you?"
::This is surreal.:: Phage thought and was shocked when a wordless thought from Optimus decoded as meaning that this whole thing was frighteningly familiar. ::What?:: Frustratingly, Prime did not elaborate, his city fortress was locked down and silent.
Her fuel pump was hammering against her chassis. Phage muttered her choice of high-grades.
"Speak up." She jerked at the hiss in Megatron's raspy tone.
"Radioactive." She spluttered quickly.
::Radioactive?::
"Radioactive." repeated Megatron musingly as one of his optical ridge's rose incrementally up his forehead. Somehow he kept an optic on her while he analyzed the engex display and carefully picked two bottles off the shelf. "Mixes, Phage? For someone who doesn't usually drink," his tone suggested he was mocking her, "you go straight for the strong stuff."
She refused to elaborate that she liked it because the sweet notes hid the burn. She also refused to elaborate that she sometimes took a shot or two just to relax her nerves enough to recharge soundly at night. It was a practice that Alicean had sometimes employed that Phage seized on.
In the Infraspace, a city district shifted to a new level while Optimus Prime's avatar was stiff.
Her voice got stuck in her throat. Casual conversation was not something she ever wanted to have with the Decepticon leader. That was dangerous grounds. She had no intention ever of walking down Stockholm Syndrome lane.
And she became preoccupied with another internal struggle between her and Prime-did she take the seat directly ahead of Megatron as Optimus wanted to do, because it was Prime's drive to never show weakness or back down from Megatron, or as Phage wanted to do, seize a seat off hand the warlord. If she had to be near him she wanted to be as far from him as she could. Give her a rifle, cover, and a battlefield between her and her enemy and she was fine. Distance. Sharpshooting. Or behind a lab table or medberth, she was comfortable, in her element. This...she couldn't look at Megatron. Her optics were fixed to the bar top. Even when Optimus seized control to stare down the warlord, eventually Phage's trepidation would leak through and her optics would find something to focus on just over his shoulder strut.
Ultimately, Optimus's dominate ego won out over her more passive one. It was becoming the way of things between them she noted, as she slipped into the bad stool directly in front of Megatron.
They were having conflict. There was a balance lost that had been present before the incident in the wash racks. With their minds now merged at the seams, two halves sharing a whole, she was more and more being overruled by Optimus Prime. Part of her was allowing it. Another half was feeling slighted. But it was her that just kept giving ground. And Optimus was...Optimus Prime, unbreakable wall to Megatron's unstoppable force. And she went and threw herself right in the middle. Optimus would brook no failure in this matter and she was subtly aware of his millions year old indomitable will seeding through her processor to fill in fine fractures not unlike medical sealant to close off structural injuries.
Unexpectedly, Megatron skillfully spun the bottles of engex and mixed her drink. The display set her on edge, feeling as though it was something so personal she shouldn't know. Another conversational whiplash. Megatron filled her goblet to the brim, the colors swirling to a bright green. "Knock yourself out."
::Preferable.::
::Absolutely not.::
::I wasn't serious!::
He returned the engex's to the shelf and summoned another stout, unlabeled bottle from his personal subspace field and poured it straight into his goblet.
::His special blend.::Optimus supplied as an off hand side note. He was familiar with data.
Megatron filled his goblet, subspaced his special blend and swept up the goblet in one fluid movement. "To Optimus Prime, the noblest adversary I could hope to have. From henceforth there are none after who could hope to compare to his virtues or the rivalry we shared. All I do hereafter, I fear, will be dulled in the shadow of his termination." His optics never left hers. "Go on, don't be shy. It is customary of those close to the terminated to add their part."
She refused to pick up her goblet. "I'm not toasting to Optimus's death." She knew that this wasn't what that was. Phage understood cultural differences and was picking up that apparently Decepticon social etiquette dictated to celebrate passing rather than to mourn. It wasn't an uncommon practice on Earth and was even a beautiful affair. An experience she refused to indulge with the Decepticon Commander. She just felt like playing the part of an ignorant American bigot because that was all too easy than to establish middle ground with the dictator.
Spike might actually be angry with her later. He had been trying for years to broker peace between the two factions.
Megatron lowered his goblet marginally. "If this was a celebratory occasion I would be sharing this moment with my fellow Decepticons- not you. I merely wanted to say farewell to an old friend with someone who could reciprocate the notion and permit me to engross in former times. But perhaps I was wrong. You may have entered this conflict late, and as his human charge, but some rift must have occurred between the two of you, or perhaps the opposite? Optimus Prime must have cherished you terribly to bury you so deep in the Ark that not even Soundwave was able to record your movements for quartexs."
Phage couldn't help the dry laugh that barked up from her throat. Of everything Optimus had drilled her for none of this had been close.
"What, pray tell, is so amusing?"
"If you think inventory control is equivalent to showing how cherished you are then su-re."
"Why did Prime have someone of your talents doing inventory." The way Megatron stressed it seemed like the inefficiency physically hurt him.
Phage locked up. This wasn't something to be discussing with Megatron. Ever. Another step and she could slip and mention it was inventory for Wheeljack's myriad half-finished, exploded or outright discarded inventions. It was just a short trip down the road to questions pertaining to what sort of inventions, and what sort of inventory, and ultimately that all could accumulate to her discussions with Wheeljack over her own Waiting Room Project.
Optimus's consciousness stirred, probing, questioning silently. Twice now the stray thought had passed through her mind. Although she Sensed he wanted to know, Optimus also knew now was definitely not the time. The general consensus was later. They would discuss it later.
Like so many other things.
Thankfully, Megatron let off the trail of conversation as if it were nothing more than a red herring to dislodge him from his own line of questioning. "Do you know," the glow of the engex illuminated the planes of his face in ill favor where she was able to catch sight of micro scars, "it is impossible to wage a war against someone for five million years and not get to know them. I could anticipate Optimus Prime's every move. I knew when he recharged and for how long. The amount of energon he consumed and the material used to build him. Pitt," Megatron laughed, "I could tell you his favorite Cybertronian novel. Or," he caught her optics with his intense stare and held them, "what he finds appealing in a partner." Her stellar blue optics narrowed as her fine pressed lips parted, scrutinizing, analyzing, and confused. "The war taught him to be careful not to permit rifts in relations with his Autobots. Rifts create dissension and dissension leads to traitors. The war taught him that, but I taught him to be cautious of who he reached out for. I can tell you the interest he took in you was a rarity. There was no rift between you and him."
Having firsthand experience with the Witwicky temper from Sparkplug to her terminated father Radar, Megatron knew the energon blue tinge to her cheeks signaled the oncoming short fuse customary with their programming.
"Optimus and I weren't a thing! Next Decepticon who so much as suggests it I'm going to-"
"Do what? I'm genuinely curious. Rip his throat out with your denta? Flip him across the room? Word to the wise, do not threaten if you can't back up your words." Her cheeks burned brighter as her lips pressed into a tight line. "And if I'm the next Decepticon to call you out on your lie and say you were more than loyal what exactly would you do?" He let it hang between them and permeate the air. Her jaw set.
::If I had a vial of concentrated acid to splash across his face-::
::That's not fair fighting.::
::Fair?:: she scoffed. ::Fair fighting- what a clean joke! You think I could seriously take him any other way?::
::I'd rather not at all.::
"As I said," Megatron repeated, smug. "Do not threaten what you can't back up."
"Optimus and I were just friends. Strained. But friends."
"Strained." Megatron echoed, and she thought it sounded like there was an underlying mocking tone.
She gritted her teeth. "You try waking up one day to an entirely different body and not end up with strained relations."
"I have." She blinked hard at his admission, but Megatron did not elaborate further. Instead he said with an air of a teacher patiently explaining a lesson to the student, "Oh, Phage," and his goblet touched back on the bar top, untasted, "you're deceiving yourself."
"Excuse me?"
"There is a fine line between loyalty and the devotion you've shown today."
"I don't-"
Megatron continued to speak as if she hadn't tried to interrupt him. "Loyalty is when Soundwave stays behind on the battlefield to ensure I make it off. Loyalty is Starscream- yes, Starscream's dedication to the Decepticon cause. Loyalty is what all my Decepticons show everyday, to push themselves above and beyond their mettle, to carve out the life we have down here on the ocean floor of this mud ball planet, to continue to put their faith in me to lead them to a better tomorrow. That is loyalty. What you've done today goes above and beyond. You aren't modified for war conditions, you can't even transform-no, mass displacement and a hologram projection is not a proper transformation, yet you ran across an active battlefield and risked my wrath...you put your life in jeopardy for Optimus Prime. A fool's errand in the end, but the courage that took- You didn't make that run for loyalty. You didn't make it because of strained relations. You made it because of your devotion..."
"We were friends." Her voice was thin but the dawning realization was readily apparent on her face.
"If you were friends, then I missed the principle nine million years ago." His smile was sickly sweet. "You need to lift the veil from your optics and see the truth. And the truth is you loved him. Ahh- there it is." Her stellar blue optics steadily dropped to the bar top and ultimately became focused on her untouched goblet of radioactive.
There had been no firefight, no physical damage done yet she felt like Megatron had just punctured her armor and stabbed at her spark chamber.
::How could I not...:: she false started, then turned in the Infraspace to stare at Prime's tight grip on her wrist then up at him. In her minds eye, their optics locked. ::Megatron's...right. Oh my god.::
Loyalty was doing your best and still loosing a friend. Devotion, as Megatron put it-love, was refusing the outcome and doing what she did- performing a hasty and very dangerous field spark extraction from an unstable spark chamber and a cortical psychic patch from a flat lining brain module.
::I love you.:: Her thought was shock, struck through with revelation. ::How could I have been so blind?::
::Alo Ata.:: his thought, his nick name for her, was all warm sunlight on lazy summer days. She Sensed he wanted to express more and held back. She understood completely. Their situation was strange and made her wholly uncomfortable in that she was already involved. Phage was trying to keep the identity back from him, but small underlying data kept leaking through. The information was easier to gleam with their minds fixed at the seams. He had it narrowed down to two.
She felt a tremor cut straight through her. Solvent pricked at the corners of her optics but refused to gather and fall.
::How could we have wasted so much time?::
"You've no idea the pleasure its been to watch your relationship unfold with Optimus Prime for the last sixteen solar megacycles. Like one of those Earth drama programme's. I must admit, every new dribble of information Soundwave fed me was a delight." Megatron's jeering voice disrupted their moment like lightning. Her optics jerked up and burrowed into him with a new found resolve. "It was just the bit of drama I needed to break up the monotony of daily intel grind. It's a tragedy really that it was never fully realized. And with you so recently ascended to Cybertronian. Tsk." he shook his head. "If Optimus had lived, I could have enacted one of dozens of methods I've devised over the last year to use you to hurt him."
Phage really wished she did have a vial of concentrated acid rather than her laser scalpel in her subspace pocket. She would get a morbid satisfaction watching the sick grin run off his face.
Optimus didn't know which was worse, the pooling pit of dread forming in their fuel tanks at the realization that Megatron had been planning to use Phage against him, or Phage's own dark trail of thoughts. When she Sensed his displeasure with her, Phage flashed steel denta back at him in a savage snarl that would make Frenzy proud. The tender moment ran away between rapid fire thoughts that shot back and forth between them of excessive force versus necessity of defense. Between dealing with a threat and having mercy.
Their moral conflict added fuel to their roiling cauldron of conflicting emotions.
It did not help that she was holding two conversations. On her physical body, her facial features shifted into a firm, unyielding mask of cool anger. Her voice shifted with her temperament, hard, punctuated, and clear. "The Autobots have the Matrix, Megatron. When they use it-"
::We have to be better than them. If you permit yourself to degrade to his level then there is nothing to set you apart from the monster you battle.::
::I would be the vict-:: Phage stopped the thought short. Victory at the cost of herself? That wasn't right and she knew it. What would be left of her spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically if she went that road? Nothing she perceived she would like. Once again, she conceded to Optimus Prime's wisdom.
::I don't like that side of me. The temper, the anger...::
::The simplest solution is to stop feeding it.::
"Another fallacy Phage, really?" What had she said to Megatron just now? "You should do well to remember who you're speaking too." He depressed a button on his comm-link and a recording began playing.
Prowl's mellow voice shot through the comm-link dressed in stress. /Ratchet? Ratchet!/
/What?/ returned the chief medical officer. Immediately, Optimus did not like the tone of his old friends voice. There was a hollowness to it.
/You're sure Phage has the Matrix?/
/Yes./ came Ratchet's forlorn response. /It's gone from Prime's chest cavity. It's the only conclusion./
/Prime could have left it secured somewhere here at the Ark!/ popped off Bumblebee in hopeful fashion and Phage wanted to squeeze the mech in a bear hug. /If we can find it-/
/He wouldn't./ Phage's face continued to grow longer and paler as the recording went on, anger forgotten. She took a significant blow as Ratchet's voice continued to say, /The Matrix is always with him./
/Besides,/ echoed Hound's voice next from the playback, /I could smell Matrix energy all over her. She came into contact with it./
/She does anyway during routine quartex maintenance on Prime./ there again was Ratchet's weary voice and again Phage and Optimus felt like they'd been sucker punched by friendly fire.
/This was fresh./ Hound persisted.
/Well now Phage and the Matrix are gone./ restated Prowl tersely.
/And now their gone./ echoed Ratchet's voice. /I don't know what Phage was playing at. The only logical conclusion is that she took it./
"There's more if you're interested." said Megatron when he tapped another button and the recording shut off. "Laserbeak gleamed much when the Autobots regrouped after the battle. There was quite the interesting bit about your after shift phasing by your cousin Spike as well."
::Shit.::
::Do not panic.::Optimus tried to interject and seize control of the situation as he was use to doing. ::Hold your ground and press what we rehearsed. We won't get another chance.::
"That isn't evidence of anything." Phage tried for calm, and she knew she would have given way to temper or stress if Optimus wasn't reinforcing her resolve. "Just confusion! I told Trailbreaker the same thing I've told you and that I'll continue to tell everyone else-" her finger stabbed the bar top to literate her point. "I don't have the Matrix. You can make all the coercion you like, underhanded or otherwise, and it will not change the facts. As your surveillance confirmed, I am Ratchet's assistant. I aid him in a plethora of menial tasks, including Prime's monthly examinations- during which Ratchet often hands me the Matrix for safekeeping. Even if you were telling the truth about the Matrix leaving a residue that only comes up under a dark light, my hands would be marked from my duty, not the battlefield."
"How favorable for you." He had the audacity to look bored. "I presume you're going to continue with this trail and explain to me that that is also why scans detect Matrix residue."
Phage deflated slightly. "No. I was actually going to say sparks produce a radiation burst when they expire," she gestured to herself, "and I was right there when Prime's spark left its chamber. Given his spark's close proximity to the Matrix, it is a given that his spark alone radiates Matrix energy. Thereby, it only stands to reason that the Matrix residue I am radiating that everyone is so stuck on is from that."
The corner of his lips pulled up in a sneer. "How utterly convenient."
"It's not convenient. It's truth."
"Are you finished."
"No!" she fumed, steadily growing irate at his aloof demeanor. She shoved herself off of the stool, hands flexing between fists and stretching out again. Phage had the sudden urge to strike him across his face. She was half a mind to do it. Optimus's will was reaffirming not too. All the while Megatron did not so much as flinch at her movement, a testament to how little he actually feared her. "All of this is ridiculous! Clearly Optimus hid the Matrix and didn't tell anyone! Or perhaps he hid it just before the battle. Heavens if I know the whys or wherefores! I could postulate on it all day! But certainly it was a wise move given the turn of events and your record for tearing the blasted bauble out of him to create more Decepticons! But the matter remains that I just don't have the damn thing and you're the one that's going to be left looking the fool when the Autobots discover it at the Ark!"
::The Matrix is not a bauble.:: Optimus had the audacity to grumble.
::I do not want to hear this right now.::
Both Optimus and Megatron shared the same blasphemous injustice she had just served upon their species last hope of escaping extinction. "Bauble she calls it." Megatron expressed in a constrained whisper before his features settled into their customary frown. "Are you finished with your tirade? Good." he gestured with his hand. "Sit down and have a drink. Take the edge off your temper." When she did not immediately do as he said, Megatron snapped, "Sit. Down." Abruptly, the femme plopped into the bar stool hard with all the grace of the Combaticons- which was to say, none. "Drink."
Phage continued to be feisty with him by glaring down the goblet of radioactive, hands firmly pressed to the bar top, fingers straining as her and Prime wrestled over the matter of her vexation.
"I said drink."
"Return me to the Ark."
"You're in no position to be making demands of me." remarked Megatron brusquely.
"Use me as a bargaining chip for energon and supplies then! I have no other value."
Megatron broke into a slow trickle of laughter. "No other value? Dear Phage, you have more value than even you may realize." Megatron began with an air for patience, "If I am to believe your logic then I'm inclined to hold you here until one of three primary routes becomes available. Either your lying and that can be easily determined by breaching your subspace pockets, or I take your word that all of this is a ploy of Optimus Prime's will pre-termination, not as unlikely as that may be, and if it were and I were you I would be furious with the late Prime. As I am not, I should seize action and storm the Ark and end this cycle now. Or, I stay my hand and do nothing while I watch the pawns scramble on the board. When the Autobots find the Matrix at the Ark, as you insist they will, I swoop in before they revive Optimus Prime. That course saves me the trouble of searching myself and tearing apart my future base of operations. As you'll note," Megatron elaborated between stapled fingers, "any of the available courses are simple enough, especially the former. I've yet to resort to such tactics as I am trying to give you an opportunity to prove yourself willingly."
"Opportunity?" Phage said, optical ridges folding inwards as her tone became more incredulous as she went on. "You want me to join the Decepticons!"
"I stand on the precipice of complete victory. Simply put, you must for your own sake. If you insist on treading the path less taken, and the outcome of future events is indeed as you insist and Optimus is revived, you will suffer the consequences. As I only just illuminated, I have a dozen schemes ready to use you against Prime, and don't entertain the illusion I won't. I've personally ripped the spark chamber from a prior conjunx endura of his. As satisfying as it was at the time, it was so short lived. I've changed since then." She was staring at him, a mix of dread and cold fire pushed dangerously close to an edge. "What I would do to you would be much worse, just so I can watch the horror play out on Prime's face as I pick you apart and destroy him with the knowledge that everything you have done you did because you loved him."
In the Infraspace, smoke poured in furious trails from Optimus's smokestacks. From the city-conscious to his avatar, Phage Sensed a rising rage like nothing her short bursts could compare. Hers were but violent flashy chemical bursts to a raging wildfire that could grow out of control.
She Felt Optimus's consciousness entrench deeper into her's not unlike a fierce embrace. With it, she Sensed two deep, painful scars and one much fresher. Touching one brought on a memory that contained a soul-wrenching scream. Immediately leaving that, she was hesitant to explore the others, but she understood. Three scars for three names. ::Phage, I don't know what I would do if he hurt you.::
"But," Megatron added suddenly, his large black hands flattening against the bar top, "we both know the Matrix isn't with the Autobots. So really, there's only one primary course here- and that's you."
"I- what?"
"You're a horrible liar." Megatron stated flatly. "You have a tell when you do. So for all your convenient explanations, you've undone yourself with minor inconsistencies, facial glitches and intel I've gleamed through Laserbeak. Medical assistant, inventory control, all while juggling you're extra curricular phasing jaunts? You're a busy femme, or something's not adding up."
Feeling their chances slipping away, Phage once again burst out of her stool. "I'm telling the truth!"
"You're trying to trick me so I'll make an exchange with the Autobots for your safe return for a handful of energon cubes while you Trojan," her fuel tanks churned at the choice of name usages and she realized she should not have said anything to Rumble and Frenzy, "slip back to the Ark with the Matrix. I don't think so, Bearer."
She scrubbed her face with her palms. She wanted to scream she was the rookie of the base but swallowed the words. Anything she mentioned now was not only useless but dangerous.
::Optimus!::
::I'm thinking.:: His own thought had an edge that belied his stress.
"Go on, have a drink, Phage." Megatron said as he raised his goblet, dark smirk in place, "In memory of Optimus Prime, my bitterest adversary and...strained relations."
Her hand was numb as her fingers languidly found purchase around the neck of the goblet. Megatron knocked his head back and downed the liquid in the goblet like a shot. Phage felt very much like doing the same and held off.
When the engex passed over her glossa, all she could taste was the burn. Megatron was either a terrible bartender, or the warlord preferred horribly strong engex.
The Autobot extraction team huddled together on a thin stretch of beach, high worn cliffs behind them, heavy cloud cover overhead and the pacific ocean before them deceitfully serene. A light fog clung to the area and wisped around their feet, obscuring visibility and nearly consuming Bumblebee and Spike in its hungry tendrils. Without the light of the moon, the Autobots blended against the beach and could have been mistaken for no more than a boulder to break up the monotony of the uninteresting stretch of sand, except for the eerie gleam of their optics and visors as they intently scanned the horizons.
Jazz stood apart from the small unit, a tightly pressed frown on his lips. Everything was his fault. Half-assed jobs irked him on a profound level, so he found himself unable to forgive himself for the blunder at the battle earlier that day. If he had just drove Phage straight into the Ark rather than dropping her off at the entrance to cover her rear, Skywarp would not have been able to snag her up as he had. There was no excuse for his action, he could not blame it on battle rush. He should have trusted that the rest of the Autobots would cover them. The blunder was just sloppy. And as Optimus Prime's second-in-command, sloppy wasn't something he could afford. Neither could Phage.
They had very limited time, he reminded himself. He knew from firsthand experience the kind of tortures and interrogation methods Megatron and the Decepticons employed to get what they wanted out of hostages. Nor did Jazz entertain the thought that Phage, as a femme, was safe from any of it. Since reviving on Earth, Megatron had not held to his code of honor as rigidly as he had on Cybertron. The Decepticon commander was breaking Cybertronian law and his own word at an alarming rate. So much so that Jazz was genuinely concerned that Megatron would go so far as to Brand Phage to get what he wanted.
Jazz resisted the uncomfortable urge to scrub at his optics behind his visor. A rise of irritation rose up in him that lent itself to a tart growl. "Where the Pitt is Sea Spray?" Optics riveted to him and locked on as he broke the tense silence. "I swear to Primus himself, if he's high on Crysmagnetal again-"
"Don't get your wires in a twist."
The Autobot extraction unit jumped at the voice. The distinct whine of weapons powering on sprang from Jetfire and the Aerialbots. Jazz only barely kept himself from drawing his blaster.
The fog swirled and parted. Rising silently out from the dark ocean depths like an old phantom, dripping frigid salt water and treading straight towards their unit was Sea Spray. The old salt's wax and finish were peeling from salt water and sun exposure. Before Perceptor's invention of Corro-Stop, Sea Spray's armor would wear signs of rust by the time he'd show up at the Ark for maintenance. But Corro-Stop did nothing to disguise the old weave of battle scars on the veteran that he bore with pride. Some as old as the Simanzi Massacre.
Sea Spray of the Forced Flood, an old M.T.O. dropped into the Simanzi Massacre, the single worse hell hole of the War that raged for generations.
"That only happened once." He deliberately popped a thin sliver of Crysmagnetal into his mouth as he approached, eyeing Jazz over as if daring him to say something. "Negative affects occur only when consumed in large quantities. But in small doses I've found that my armor absorbs its unique properties."
"Crazy son-of-a-bitch." Jazz relaxed his grip and allowed himself a lopsided smile as he met Sea Spray half way. "There you are you old barnacle!" Their hands clasped at the forearm in customary Autobot greeting. Not far behind him, Jazz heard the Aerialbots and Jetfire reset the safety on their weapons before approaching with Spike and Bumblebee.
"What's the situation? My recon report wasn't due for another decacycle." Sea Spray's grizzled water clogged vocal processor always sounded as if he were half drowned. "I had to rush here to meet you when I got your encoded message- not that it explained much." He inclined his head, visor flashing in the direction of the rest of the extraction unit. "The fly boys are here? Something big- It can't be a full on assault, Optimus Prime isn't here." he deduced as he laboriously munched on the thin sliced cut of Crysmagnetal. "The Decepticons snatched someone up again. Not Spike I see. Carly?"
"Prime is terminated."
Sea Spray's head snapped back to Jazz. "How?"
"How else- Megatron."
Sea Spray hissed, and the sound came off as water evaporating under intense heat. "So that leaves you in charge."
"The high and low of it."
"What's this all about then? I'm being called back to the Ark?"
"No." Jazz said. "I need intel on the Decepticon sea base. Recent activity. New buildings? Defenses? Did they ever get those shields up?"
Sea Spray guffawed. "Shields? Under water?"
"I'll take that as a no. Sensors?"
"Are a mess." Sea Spray supplied, chewing away. "As always. The 'Cons don't bother with their scanners the majority of the time. They're too busy to check on schools of fish."
"Perfect."
Sea Spray inclined his head. "What's this about? Who we after?"
"After Megatron terminated Optimus on the battlefield he took Phage as a hostage."
"The femme?" Sea Spray's optical ridge rose up his forehead. "What would he want with her? Better yet, what was she doing on the battlefield? Did she finally get those upgrades? Was the Ark breached?"
"No and no. She rushed onto the battlefield to repair Prime."
Sea Spray's visor flashed in alarm. "She got between them! And lived-?"
"It gets better." Jazz's grin had steadily grown to the wild grin of the Cheshire cat. "Optimus made her a Bearer."
Sea Spray spat out the crushed remnants of his Crysmagnetal chip. "She has the Matrix!"
Jazz nodded vigorously. "You up for this, you old barnacle butt?"
"Please, miss out on an operation to steal the Matrix out from under Megatron's ol' olfactory to revive Prime himself and save the lovely Andromeda from the kraken?" Jazz understood the metaphor but the rest of the extraction team looked confused. "How many 'bots can say they have that on their Autobot service record?" His battle mask slid into place over his devilish grin. "I've been scouting the weak points in the Decepticon sea base's sensor grid for months. Give me her energy signature and I'll lead you right to her undetected."
"That's exactly what I wanted to hear." Jazz's grin wrapped audio to audio. "So, here's the plan-"
'My love is vengeance, that's never free.'
-Behind Blue Eyes, The Who
::Does all engex taste like this?:: asked Optimus suddenly.
::No, Radioactive isn't suppose to taste like this. Megatron mixed it too strong.:: Phage's aurora ribbons spiked suddenly in shock as she finished processing his thoughts. ::Have you never had engex?::
The scintillating Cybertronian script and numerical code that glittered in the backdrop turned a shade of soft rose petal pink and began to glitch. Optimus's avatar stared at her strangely. ::No-.:: he drawled out uncharacteristically. ::I have not.::
Phage gaped at him. ::How is that possible? You're nine million years old!::
"I believe I know what drew Optimus Prime to you. Your resemblance to Ariel is uncanny."
Phage could not help her response to Megatron's statement, she was still reeling in shock and scrambling with Prime to fix two separate situations requiring two entirely different responses. It was the second time that day that the name had come up.
"Who?" she asked tersely.
When Megatron's lip components quirked upward in an asymmetrical grin, Phage realized that was exactly what he wanted her to ask. Why, she couldn't fathom. She Sensed Optimus tense, resulting in her own muscle cables growing taut and squeezed the goblet of Radioactive in hand.
"Ariel," Megatron began slowly while placing great emphasis on the femme's name, "was Optimus Prime's first conjunx endura."
Ah, was Phage's only thought on the matter and she was content to leave it at that. It was so simple a thought that carried with it a myriad underlining emotions and thoughts that Optimus took, divulged and cataloged. A single, simple thought that boiled down to the fact that she didn't care if she looked like Optimus Prime's first conjunx endura. In all of the infinite universe, there was only so many different combinations a genetic code could produce before it replicated a result. That was simple fact. So did it bother her- no. How many romance comedy movies had Hollywood created around that very notion? It was cute, romantic, enduring, eternal...
All of which was not so enticing with Megatron doing the reveal. And she figured that that, perhaps, was his aim.
She Sensed Optimus's consciousness squirm uncomfortably in her cranium, the sensation not unlike an awkward adjustment in a seat that just wasn't the right fit. Along their open neural pathways, Phage detected that Optimus was frustrated by the turn of the conversation and embarrassed.
::By the Spires of Iacon,:: Optimus's thought was moody, ::why is he bringing her up!::
::Optimus, it's fine.:: Phage tried to sooth Prime's ego internally, but too no avail.
::No.:: Came his quick hard response. ::It is not.:: Phage could feel Optimus's glare in her cranium, not at her but at Megatron.
"Permit me to elaborate with a bit of back history." Megatron began of a sudden, "Before the war, Cybertron was ruled by a functionist government that dictated your alt mode designated your future. Yet, it was also law that all femmes were alt mode exempt. Their function was designated by the fact that they were femmes. All of them were pressed into one of two functions- communications or entertainment, and the latter was not always the glamorous life you'd expect."
"When is it." Phage smarted off.
Megatron made an indistinguishable noise, perhaps almost a grumble, or an acknowledgment before he continued. "Ariel was lucky in that she was rolled into communications. She interviewed me in the very early days before the War, before I realized violence was the only way to change things." Phage's optical ridge shot up her forehead, but she otherwise said nothing. "It was through Ariel that I met Optimus before he was ever the Prime. At the time he was just a dock worker struggling to make a lateral shift into enforcer. Small changes were permitted like that, as long as the alt mode fit." Megatron refilled his goblet as he carried on but paused, considerate, his optics on his special blend of engex. "The three of us use to grab energon together and chat."
Phage realized only at that admission why she had Sensed that Optimus felt this situation was so eerily familiar from the moment she walked into the Decepticon bar, just as she Touched on another of Prime's memories as if she had the personal pass code to bypass Prime's security.
/
The three of them sat at a table for refreshments in Iacon. Burning silver gold light streamed through the windows from Cybertron's sun- Prima. Megatronus and Ariel were laughing at his narration of some minor hilarity Dion had gotten himself caught up in at the Docks the day before. He had his arm draped around Ariel's shoulder struts, grinning like a fool as he listened to her silvery bell laughter. His optics darted between Ariel and Megatronus and finally settled across the table on his friend, catching Megatronus's bright blue optics as they shifted off of Ariel and onto him. The glass of energon was pressed to the bottom of Megatronus's lips, his smile above it and crinkling his optics.
/
Optimus cut the memory off as if he'd blasted it with his rifle with his unfailing accuracy and precision. Phage got no more of it, but the fleeting glimpse of the memory had been jarring. Phage was left stricken, as presently Megatron sat across from her with his goblet of his special blend of engex pressed to his bottom lip, calculating frown etched into the hard planes of his weary opticed face above the rim of the goblet.
Old habits die hard.
Megatron said nothing to the sudden drawn shift in her features as he carried on in his narration.
"Good things never last. In time, I was labeled a political dissenter and an anarchist. Orion Pax- Optimus Prime's name at the time, couldn't entertain relationships with the likes of mechs such as myself as he entered the enforcer academy. Our friendship became strained."
::Now he's mocking me.:: Phage thought.
::Mocking? No.:: supplied Optimus as his avatar in their joint mindscape reaffirmed his hold on her hand. ::What Megatron believes he is doing is teaching a lesson.::
::About what?:: came her moody thought.
Optimus did not answer, but the unspoken notion she acquired was to wait and find out while Optimus tried to devise a plan. Only, Phage felt, that wasn't going to be possible. The conversation had Optimus sidetracked.
"Multiple times he was tasked to apprehend me for speaking out to prove himself to his new enforcer brethren. Ariel became the thread that linked us in more ways than I believe even Optimus knew." Megatron paused, glancing between his engex and Phage. "Ariel loved us both."
The color drained steadily from her face as he went on. A sense of gut wrenching sickness stabbed at her fuel tanks, but the slow steady fire that ignited and continued to burn in her chassis wasn't Phage's familiar quick temper- it was Optimus's steady burn that could rage like a wildfire if ignited and left unattended.
::That's a lie!:: Optimus's thought was hard, crisp, and roiling anger beneath the surface. Phage said nothing. There was no room for her to interject.
"But I was the one eventually prosecuted by a ghost trial and sentenced to die in the gladiatorial pits of Kaon. Did Orion Pax look for me? No." Megatron's face sneered at the memory. "Strained relations." this time he did mock heatedly before continuing, "It was Ariel, not Orion, who tracked me down to Kaon. She begged me to escape, she had everything all planned out but I refused. If the Council meant to silence me, I meant to defy them at every step. I chose the path I realized would lead to the only way to reform Cybertron. She visited frequently," he carried on, tones uncharacteristically sentimental, "after every fight she was there to greet me as victor, to check on me. To oversee my repairs and feed me vital intel that I requested. As a femme, Ariel had access to places and locations I could never hope to gain at that point in time. In fact, it was through her that Soundwave came to me."
"You met Soundwave because of-!" Phage was reeling at Megatron's narrative like any historian or archaeologist just uncovering an interesting tidbit of ancient lore. On the other hand, Optimus danced between anger, shock, and straining patience that dampened Phage's emotions like cold water to a flame. The conflicting emotions and polar opposite thoughts collided, and rather than allow them to blow up, Phage allowed herself to give ground to Optimus. It was inappropriate to get excited about something like this. Ultimately, she didn't finish her sentence, and for Megatron she didn't need too.
"Yes." Megatron continued, unfazed by her interruption. Rather, her interjecting seemed to embolden him to continue in greater detail. "Through her connections to the upper class society, I learned much about Soundwave before I ever met him. She was the one who suggested he would be great for my cause and eventually approached him at a gala on my behalf."
Megatron inclined his head to one side as Phage's optics dropped to her engex, her head drooping with the motion. Megatron swept her appearance in a single glance, noting that despite her surprise, her shoulder struts were stiff and her fingers strained on the neck of her goblet of engex, and revealed nothing of his note of her.
"Ariel was a vital thread to my operations in the early years, even keeping Orion and I in contact, but more than that. I did love her as fiercely as Orion. And that, among other things, led to conflict. Inevitably, Orion and I had a falling out. Shocking, I know." The dry humor from Megatron startled Phage but Optimus was unmoved. "And regrettably, Ariel was caught in the crossfire when she chose him over me."
"If you honestly think this is going to go where I think it is," Phage said suddenly, her optics catching his, "then you're more degraded in your processor than I realized."
"You?" Megatron barked out a singular hard laugh. "Is that line of processing common among humans?" Her cheeks colored a vibrant blue. "Noting your similarities wasn't meant as an insult or insinuation. Ariel was intelligent, daring and beautiful. You share those qualities, but it ends there. You Phage are otherwise abrupt, loud and uncouth, lack simple grace and have a quick temper."
Phage pulled back from the bar, her face twisting into mild irritation. She did not know it, but the backhanded compliment, even from someone such as Megatron, was exactly how Starscream felt on a near day-to-day basis.
Megatron's cranium inclined to a minor angle. "I wonder if your attitude would have been the same if Optimus had been the one to spin you the tale. It would have been much different I assure you, a pure innocent romance cut tragically short."
::Because it was.:: Optimus seethed, thin trails of smoke streaming from his smokestacks while the twinkling Cybertronian script and code that filtered behind him began to flicker like fire. His larger hand began to squeeze her much smaller one harshly, resulting in a hairline strain headache pumping in her cranium.
::Optimus...I can't believe I'm about to say this, but stay calm.::
::All of it is lies, Phage! Every word of it!::
::Optimus, why would Megatron lie to me about any of that?::
She felt his conscious grope for words to form coherent thoughts, but none were forthcoming. Instead, to Optimus's abject horror as he scrounged his data banks all he could come up with were long periods of Ariel's absence that she told him were just long leads on a prominent job. Then, she started warning him to stay away from Megatronus and the Decepticon uprising. Cut ties with Megatronus, and get out while he still could...
Phage's avatar ducked her head, and so too did her physical body as she took a particular interest in the neon green glow of her engex. Suddenly, she took another swig and pulled yet another tart face. It wasn't settling right in her fuel tanks. Worse yet, Phage felt it spread like wildfire through her systems and heat her face. The stuff was disgusting. Megatron had severely undercut the sweet overtones. He probably preferred his engex's with a harsh burn. Her optics mulled over his goblet of special blend and blanched at the thought of what that tasted like.
::You know,:: Said Optimus suddenly, his antennas were lopsided as he inclined his head to one side, ::I've never condoned of excessive engexing.::
::I've had like- two sips!::
Phage abruptly became aware that the neat and orderly lines of Cybertronian numerical codes and elegant script weren't so straight-edged anymore. Letters and numbers were drooping out of line while others simply took a sudden curve into a dive bomb.
Her avatar's jaw dropped open before swiftly snapping close. ::Optimus? Op- Oh. My. God. Are you buzzed?! Don't you dare leave me alone with Megatron!::
"The true story was a far cry from that. Ariel loved the power I was gaining and the promises I was making to liberate all Cybertronians of the functionist government. I was the one pushing for revolution. And what did Orion Pax have to offer her? Nothing. He stood shackled to the very government he wanted reformed. Going so far as to befriend the very head. The self same government that Ariel despised. Orion wanted reform from within-though I warned him it was impossible. The Council sought to use him while I fought back. Ariel's only grievance was my increasing methods of violence, not that it plagued her conscious enough while I fragged her processor out."
Every mention of Ariel's name summoned small bite-sized memory segments from Prime reminiscent of very personal three-dimensional, all sensory included, laser etched photo snapshots. A laugh. A warm smile that touched beautiful energon blue optics. The glint of the sunlight off her white and pink color scheme. The two of them racing through the streets of Iacon. The feel of his lips pressed to hers. The touch of her slim fingers as she traced the seams in his armor and as he did the same, following her sleek, athletic curves. The scent of the fragrant wax she used for her finish. The rush of euphoria when they interfaced. His tender love for her.
"You corrupted her." Phage's voice was a vicious growl, an edge too close to personal. The burn in her chassis became arsenic. Her optics flared momentarily as Optimus seized control and spoke through her. The engex was weakening both of their willpower's to stay focused on the task at hand and became steadily more and more drawn in by Megatron's narrative.
Phage perceived matters differently than both of them, but her thoughts did little to cool Optimus's temper when she meekly suggested, ::Maybe it's not what Megatron thinks it was- maybe she was undercover for some outside source? Deep undercover...?:: It was a nine million year old scar viciously torn open with no answers that would ever come to heal it. Ariel was long dead and gone.
Optimus did not want to hear her input.
"I loved her." Megatron announced in response to Phage-Optimus's accusation. "I made her promises to be my conjunx endura when I claimed Kaon." The admission shocked her more than the dry humor had but Optimus was reeling and seething, falling easy prey to his temper through the engex. "I would have given her everything! But I lost her to Orion Pax. Orion." the words seethed from his vocals like volcanic steam, the memories upsetting Megatron as much as they were Optimus. "He turned away from me too, and when I confronted him she got between us."
Phage kept her lips magna-sealed to keep any more words from slipping pass her lips from Optimus while he thundered and raged in her head.
::She was never yours! You're the one that shot her, Megatron! You!::
There was more. An entire speech worth she had to silently endure from the raging Optimus Prime, complete with inebriated pronunciated slurs and stutters. It would have been hilarious to actually hear Optimus Prime come apart like that if it had been just the two of them as friends in a private social setting. Instead, it just stressed out Phage's already thin nerves.
Beyond her situation with Prime, Phage did not think she had ever felt more uncomfortable in her life. Maybe her and Ariel had more in common than she realized-to an extent, if Megatron's narration was to be taken as true. She was trapped in the middle of the two as assuredly as it sounded like Ariel was. Unlike the femme, Phage desperately wished she could phase right out of existence and escape through the floor. Not for the first time, Phage cursed the damn null-restraints.
"I swore I'd get vengeance on Orion- and I did." Megatron's denta flashed as a smile spread from audio receptor to audio receptor. "You see, Optimus Prime can't stand to be alone. He's one of those types. He never learned that a conjunx endura is such a dangerous thing. When the War was fresh and everything was falling apart at the seams I learned he had taken a second conjunx endura- Roller was his name. Yes-" Megatron's sigh and roll of his optics feigned on the dramatic, "the same name of his damn recon drone. You see the layers now? I had the Seekers track Roller down, lure him into an ambush, then made Orion watch from the safety of his enforcer headquarters while I ripped out Roller's spark chamber." The wide grin on Megatron's face made Phage sick and Optimus's anger burst into rage. Suddenly, the Decepticon Commander tapped his cranium. "I can still replay Orion's scream over in my processor."
Phage recalled the soul-wrenching scream from one of the three scars and her fuel tanks turned violently.
Optimus seized control and shoved away from the bar, leaping to their feet in an uncoordinated stumble. Vulturous, Megatron's crimson optics followed her every movement.
::Optimus! Optimus no! Nonononono! Stop! What are you doing?:: shot off Phage in alarm while her avatar circled from his side to in front of him in the Infraspace, and placed both hands against his chassis, open-palmed. ::Optimus I can't go toe-to-toe with Megatron! Op!::
Under Optimus's control, Phage's body backpedaled from the bar, fingers flexing around a rifle that just wasn't there. The urge to punch something hard or scream or both was all too strong.
Abruptly, the femme burst into a sudden violent outrage, grabbing the nearest table and flinging it across the bar. A chair followed suit. Commanding Phage's body, Optimus went to grab another chair. From the sidelines, Megatron patiently waited for the clamorous commotion to die down, admiring her violent outburst with a smirk before indulging with a sip of his engex.
"Well I see your grasping the depth of the lesson after all." Megatron intoned gently. Neither Phage nor Optimus heard him.
::Optimus love, please! I know this is hard and painful to hear from him-::
Her body seized up before she could throw a third chair. Instead, her fingers dug into the back seat with such a crushing force that the joints in her fingers hurt. Driving her body, Optimus leaned forward over the chair, using it as both support and a means to anchor them to reality. Utilizing it as a last bastion to collect himself in the optic of the storm.
::What did you just say?:: A jumble of confusing thoughts passed between them as the two struggled for clarification over Optimus's question, all while Phage's cool consciousness tried to assuage his- an effort as tedious as tides whittling away stone and rusting metal.
Finally, Optimus reaffirmed, ::You called me love.::
While her body's optics widened and focused on nothing but the empty seat below her, Phage's avatar gawked at Optimus's.
::It's just,:: she struggled for clarifying thought, fighting pass the spell of the engex, ::a saying. A phrase. It felt right.::
::But you do love me.:: his thought was raw and sensitive. ::Despite all of...this?::
There was no need to answer that. Megatron had patiently fished that realization out of her already and the shock of acknowledging that emotion in front of Megatron while Optimus piggybacked her processor wasn't so much embarrassing as just numbing. For Phage, it was a fact that Alicean had loved him and for a time Phage had thought she had the right to those emotions too, until she caught an audio of one Earth news segment Jazz was watching one day discussing her rebirth that triggered months worth of soul-searching 'who am I?'
Optimus had tried to mend the divide with his own experience.
Megatron had inadvertently bridged the gap.
She had to put her personal demons to bed. She did love Optimus. She just had allowed herself to get buried under life's tribulations. She was so oblivious to everything around her when she did that.
::Yes.::
Optimus blinked languidly down at her and carefully plucked both her hands off his chassis and encased them in his own, the admission a balm to his eons old pain. His optics, his conscious, bored into her own, imploring, hurt. ::Then why are you with him?::
She knew what he meant and she fell into the defensive. ::He approached me first! Why do I- no! No! We are not doing this now! I can't believe I have to tell you to focus!::
::But-::
::Optimus I swear to god, I will bitch slap you. Do you understand, solider!::
The twinkling, glitching Cybertronian script and code of Prime's conscious thought processes shifted in hue from pink to red and dropped momentarily to purple before hitting a hard U-turn and drifting back. Phage tried to ignore the sudden shifting colors.
::I don't want to fight you.:: Even with his battle mask in place, Optimus managed to pout, his liberty blue optics wide and reflective of his internal conflict she personally was undergoing, but she Sensed his inebriated conscious switch roads noisily. ::How am I suppose to protect you like this?::
::You mean how am I suppose to protect you!:: she shot back.
Phage Sensed Optimus desperately trying to subspace his anger and pain roughly aside, using her hands, of all things, as a focal point for clarity. There was a stretch of silence between them before Optimus spoke, changing topics abruptly. ::Megatron is right. Initially your facial similarity to Ariel is what drew me to you. But, I never got to tell you your capacity to create rather than destroy is why I fell in love with you.:: His optics locked with hers, noting the pout on her lips and the crease between her optical ridges.
::Optimus I- I haven't painted in years.:: Phage struggled for thought, torn between needing to look sane in front of Megatron while preoccupied with trying to calm Prime. ::But... I have been working on creating something with Wheeljack...::
::That Project?::
::Yes.:: and that thought carried with it a hint of an underlying image, a vague concept of the Waiting Room Project. As always, Optimus tilted his head in his characteristic way of receiving a transmission, took a nanosecond to divulge its contents, and his optics widened.
"It's good you're realizing the danger you were in when Prime was functioning." Megatron's laugh was dry but it got the femme's undivided attention. Her body twisted at the waist to address him. "I wonder," Megatron continued levelly, "would you have swooned if Optimus told you his variation of the tale, enraptured by his voice like all the other fools he's swayed behind the Autobot badge? Would you have romanticized the novelty of your similarity with Ariel with him? Soothed his grief when he brought up Ariel and then Roller's termination?" As Megatron went on, his lip components pulled up into a sneer. "Such sappy fantasization is what made it easy to plant my double agent."
"What?" Optimus's tone was dark and razor edged through Phage's vocal processor to match the look she threw Megatron's way over her shoulder strut. Phage's general passive tendencies fell beneath the full front of Optimus Prime's inebriated will and rage as it was rekindled.
"As I mentioned, Optimus was one of those types that can't be alone. And I seized on that."
A slow, horrifying realization dawned in her optics and spread to every fiber of her being. Little did Megatorn know that the look was from Optimus Prime. "Elita-One."
With the one name, Phage was battered in a storm of memory snippets not unlike when she was with Ariel. At the center of each was a beautiful femme of sleek curves, confidant gait and calming measured vocals that turned seductive in her inner audio. Flash points of memories snowballed across her mindseye: Elita-One in battle catching missiles and redirecting, handling herself masterfully with martial arts in hand-to-hand, Elita-One deadly in her aim with her blaster. Elita-One seizing higher and higher rank. Elita-One taking command of the Autobot femmes. Elita when she first flirted with Optimus, when they first kissed. Intense memories of them interfacing. When they became conjunx endura.
When Phage had first met the Autobots as Alicean Witwicky, she had drempt of what a femme would look like. Wondered and pondered and fantasized on paper. Gleaming a true Cybertronian femme through Prime's memory was exhilarating, until reality crashed in. If Megatron's word was true, the gorgeous femme was Cybertron's original Cleopatra, thee femme fatale. A master manipulator that had deceived every Autobot officer and Optimus Prime for millions of years.
If any of it were true, Cleopatra should have taken lessons from Elita-One.
Optimus loved Elita-One. He missed her. She was supposed to have been on the Ark. The launchpad was bombarded. He watched her terminate. Elita-One had been dead four million years but it was only sixteen Earth years for Optimus Prime. And in the dawn of the Autobot's revival, Optimus had met Alicean.
Megatron was right-again. Optimus was one of them that couldn't be alone.
Phage couldn't look away from the memories in her own head. She could only feel as if Megatron had slammed her in the gut.
Elita-One had been gorgeous.
Ariel too, if not the seductive femme fatale, she was the hot, plucky opinionated reporter.
Both were pink. Why in the world-
For the majority of her life, Phage had hated the color on principal for what it represented for decades in American culture.
She reminded Optimus and Megatron of Ariel? How could she? In comparison she was...nothing.
::Phage...::
She bucked Optimus's grasp. Took the opportunity Megatron presented and tried to mentally, violently tear out the cable work Optimus had been working through her psyche as her avatar fled back to the undersea. Phage missed the Grey. She needed distance.
She wanted Prime out.
None of this was suppose to happen.
Optimus stared after her sadly, hands frozen in pose where last her hands had touched them, fingers grasping emptiness. ::Megatron wanted to expose your love for me to strike at it. He's relating all this information to drive you away from me.:: His optics found hers in the dark of the undersea, swathed in the cool cavernous shadows she was use to. Phage refused to meet his gaze. A sobering realization hit him then, where he had been absorbed in the pain the revelations and trip down memory lane brought him, the jeering and threats had hurt her for other reasons entirely. ::And it's working.::
::I'm not against you!:: Phage retorted, distressed. The undertones of the thought belied her conflict and exposed her hurt. It wasn't a lie. She wasn't against him. ::I-I need to breathe is all. It's one thing to find a picture of an old flame and another thing entirely to find a risque video.::
::Phage.:: Dealing with two entirely different battlefronts that required completely opposite responses was taxing them both. Optimus floundered for a way to fix them and deal with Megatron. ::I-::
Her avatar as well as her physical self bit her lower lip and scrubbed at her face. ::Later.:: Later was quickly becoming their go-to. ::We need to stay focused on the target.::
"You've been thorough in your studies. Good, that saves a lengthy explanation. Yes, Elita-One. It was easy to plant her when a terrible war crime was perpetrated against a femme known as Greenlight and was threatened to be shoved aside because of legal wording in the Tyrest Accord failing to designate femmes as well as mechs."
Phage balked. ::Men.:: Drag up any piece of Earth legislation from a century back or Cybertronian Tyrest Accord. It didn't matter the planet after all.
"I seized the opportunity to sit down with Optimus Prime and write out the Greenlight Travesty Accord, an amendment to the Tyrest Accord that would not overlook the mistreatment of femmes in the war. In actually, it was my go to to brush aside why Elita-One was never severely harmed when we captured her – which was, on average throughout the war, frequently." Megatron shook his head, the waver in his voice belying the laugh that wanted to explode out. "Optimus was always so gullible." Suddenly, his optics dropped to her goblet. "You haven't finished your drink."
"Fuck my drink!" Phage snarled at the same moment Optimus was roaring in her head; ::That's a load of-:: "-lies! All of it!"
Optimus's rage and Phage's indignation had long pooled into one. Her thoughts finally turned to the laser scalpel in her subspace pocket. Acting on a sudden whim, Phage summoned it forth. She felt the laser scalpel materialize in the palm of her hand, felt the slender handle between her slim fingers, the light of the subspace so minute to not draw attention to her action. From Megatron's perspective, her action was nothing more than another subtle flex of her fingers.
Optimus did not even try and stop her from tapping her subspace pocket.
One lucky plunge, she reasoned with Prime, and she could severe the spine at the base of Megatron's neck just as the Decepticon Commander had done to him at the onset of the Battle of New York. Cut the motor relays. Megatron would be helpless. It would be short work from there to cut into his chassis and stab at his spark chamber.
Phage was banking on a nat twenty but guaranteed a true strike with Optimus's five million years of combat experience there to guide her aim.
Emotionally overtaxed and mentally strained to the breaking point, Phage's hard coded Witwicky temper exploded. "If Elita-One was a Decepticon double agent why not just assassinate Optimus Prime? Actually, why in god's name are you telling me any of this?! You could have reminiscent about any old war story! Instead you had me dragged in here to call me a liar, tell me the difference between loyalty and love, then rub Prime's exes in my face and tell me to enlist with the Decepticons! Where the hell is the fragging logic in any of that!"
"They are old war stories-just not what you were expecting." he replied calmly, meeting her murderous glare with his collected gaze. "Would you have preferred I told you about the time I nearly terminated Optimus Prime during the Simanzi Massacre? Or the first time Optimus Prime and I battled on Sherma Bridge? I'm sure Optimus must have already told you his side of half the war stories I could relate. I presumed you may have wanted to hear something fresh." Nonchalant, Megatron took in Phage's frustration as she cycled air heavily through her olfactories, cheeks burning a vibrant energon blue and muscle cables so tense she was close to trembling. Megatron's abrupt, low laugh jostled her. "It's invigorating seeing how close you wear your emotions to the surface. At my age, everyone just wears masks- and not just literally. Tell me, what areyour thoughts? That you want to strike at me on Optimus's behalf? Shame. I have only tried to extend platitudes."
It was Phage who growled, "I can tell you where you can shove your platitudes."
Megatron's face crumbled up as he cycled in air through his olfactory and held it. Dark shadows crept in over his heavy brow. Slowly, he cycled the air back out through his olfactory. When he spoke next, his tone dripped to tutor sweet empathy that made her and Prime sick. "Your devotion is what I've been trying to patiently explain to you is unhealthy when it comes to Optimus Prime. I thought you were grasping that very concept. He has had three conjunx endura's and lost all of them." Megatron held up three black digits to literate his point and dropped them back one by one before he flattened his hand back against the bar top. "Ariel and Elita-One weren't even loyal. If events had continued as they were, you would have become a fourth. You still could," Megatron proclaimed with dramatic emphasis, "if some fluke of fate strikes as it always seems to do with Optimus Prime and reverses the battle's outcome." Phage bit her bottom lip hard to keep her face schooled to neutral. "Now that you recognize your love for him however, heed my advice and abandon it. Absolve yourself of your ties to the Autobots."
In the Infraspace, Phage and Optimus's avatar's turned to address Megatron as one, a steady realization dawning between them. "You want to break me."
"Those words are harsh. You're implying I'm forcing you to do something when I've done nothing of the sort but simply talked." Megatron waved to her vacated seat. "Sit down and finish your goblet. You've barely touched it."
"I don't want your damn engex."
"I command you to-Sit. Down." The authority in his voice was imposing. Phage flinched but Optimus did not stir a step. Megatron's voice softened as he added, "You've yet to trade stories with me about Optimus Prime."
::How about I command my scalpel through his throat.:: Phage thought darkly. ::I have an idea, Optimus.::
Optimus inclined his head dramatically until it was comically resting on his shoulder strut. His liberty blue optics blinked languidly back at her, large and patient.
Under his critical optic, Phage struggled with some internal decision that Megatron felt really required no thought at all. A small wave of triumph wormed its way through his systems as her muscle cables eased up and the rage eeked out of her fine chiseled features, leaving her looking weary and hollow. When he spoke again, his tone was as sympathetic as thick sweet syrup. "I understand this is difficult for you, Phage. Optimus has been quietly grooming you for years, but you now have the chance to break away." he waved his hand dismissively at her vacant seat, ignoring her sharp glare at his dark implication. "Come now... Join me. Finish your drink."
The femme walked the few steps back to the bar and regained her seat. Her white fingers of her left hand gripped the neck of the goblet, brought it to her white lips and drank. She pulled a face at the harsh burn and blinked hard.
In the Infraspace, Optimus's string of script and code flickered out of existence one by one while others dropped completely out of line and disappeared. Prime's avatar soon swooned and dropped to the metallic beach front, hitting his aft hard on the surface. Phage drifted back to his side, stumbling as she went and dropped down heavily next to him herself, resting her weight on one arm. While sitting, Optimus careened and face planted into the crook of her neck.
::No more engex. Please.::
::It's not exactly like I haven't tried to say no.::
If not for their situation, the suspicious narrowed optics that played across Prime's face would have been comedic in his engexed state. ::Something's wrong.::
Phage found a comfortable spot to rest her cheek on top of Prime's helm. ::With the engex? How cliché would that be.::
::Wha-no. I meant," Prime's thoughts were hard to formulate, ::Megatron hasn't demanded the Matrix from you. Not...exactly.::
She hmmed and hawed. ::Didn't he- I thought, he said...wasn't this just to mourn your passing?::
They both missed the quirk of a grin that picked at Megatron's lip components as he watched her indulge in a third sip.
Distant Thunder by Guardinthena
"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside of us while we live."
-Norman Cousins
Stall. Redirect. Organize.
"You want me to do what?"
Prowl never once looked up from his datapad in hand to address Huffer's dour retort to his previous order. The inevitable resistance and surly disposition from the minibot had been calculated with one-hundred percent accuracy. As with predictable data, Prowl did not bother to give it his full attention.
"Ratchet requires replacement exodermal shells and essential component parts for half the crew if we are to stay on schedule and get everyone repaired. I've already uploaded the list to your personal computer at your forging station. And if you will excuse my exercise into tautology Huffer," the mech in question grumbled something dark and rude under his breath that Prowl fully ignored while scanning the contents of a plethora of reports on his datapad, "the requisition order needs to be completed immediately."
"What's the point." True to his very name, Huffer heaved a heavy sigh through his vents with a lackluster shrug. Prowl was sixty-two percent certain that the deep frown lines on Huffer's synthoplasmic face had been there the day Huffer was forged and was not a direct bearing of his age. "I build the replacement parts and the 'Cons just break everyone again, just like everything else I build. For once, just once, I would like something I forge to stay that way."
Prowl was careful in choosing his next words carefully. He needed the orange and purple minibot to create the parts so Ratchet could install them to get everyone back up and functional. It was also simply unfortunate that Huffer was prone to severe bouts of depression that would occasionally render him inert to complete any of his functions. With Optimus Prime's termination, morale hung on very tentative threads of hope hinged entirely on whether Jazz's team would succeed in retrieving Phage and the Matrix. Huffer was no exception to the shock of the battle's outcome that day, and perhaps minorly afflicted more than others in scales as little as point-one-percentages in that he had to haul Prime's trailer back to base while Ratchet handled Optimus's body. Since then, Huffer had wasted precious hours sitting around on one of the Medbay berth's staring between Optimus Prime's covered body and a corner of the far wall, despite the fact that the minibot had only sustained minor superficial mesh and cosmetic damage to his paint job. With Huffer already in a delicate emotional state, Prowl understood that it was imperative that he push Huffer in the right direction without knocking him completely off his emotional ledge.
Prowl needed to stall Huffer's emotional descent and redirect his energies to further the Autobots goals which was, at that point in time, getting everyone organized. It was the organization part that had always been tricky for Prowl. He was not Jazz. He could not connect with mechs the way that Jazz could and he could not inspire mechs the same way that Optimus could. Just listening to Prime made mechs want to give it their all and lay down their lives if necessary. When Jazz opened his mouth mechs leaned forward to hang on his every word. When Prowl opened his mouth he just had a general tendency of pissing mechs off. Part of him really could not help it. It was his analytic processor. He saw through mechs and saw how to manipulate them to get what he wanted. He could play for sympathy, act the part, but every mech alive on Earth knew him. There was no hiding who he was from allies or enemies that he had fought alongside and against respectfully for five million years.
After crafting and testing twenty-seven avenues that could possibly lead Prowl to winning Huffer over, only two held any strong probability of working. A nanoklik later, Prowl chose between the two routes based on a six-percent margin of probability.
Prowl broke contact with the contents of his datapad and locked optics with the minibot. "Huffer, you already have forged something that has stood the test of time."
The minibot's weary-laden optics narrowed, challenging. "Yeah, what?"
"The Ark."
The grim line of Huffer's lips broke and pulled apart. His optics lit with something beyond just gruff pessimism- surprise enlightenment. Pushing his advantage, Prowl made a show of glancing around the Medbay as if seeing beyond just its walls to the rest of the ship. "You helped forge this vanguard class ship Huffer, and it has stood the test of time for four million years."
When Prowl turned his attention back to Huffer, the minibot tried to cover up the swell of pride with lackluster grumbling. "Yeah well, it's in terrible shape. Barely functional, I'd say."
"I don't know. I think in time we can get her up and humming again."
A noise that was not quite a grumble and not quite a hum rumbled from Huffer's vocal processor and got hung up at the return of his hard pressed frown. "Getting her flying again, that would be something to see if it weren't impossible. Damn fragging volcano has made steady work of trying to press it back to its base material components. And don't get me started on hull damage from our initial impact. Then there's-"
"But it could be done."
Huffer's words got hung up at Prowl's interruption, but he quickly recovered and replied moodily, "No, no." He shook his head, "There's too much damage. The hull is in shreds. The frame is most likely bent. It's a wonder she's still functioning at all."
"Exactly." Before Huffer could comment on his confusion to what Prowl was stating, the tactician continued, "She's a wonder of modern engineering, Huffer. And you had a part of that. Four million years and she is still functioning- despite impact. Despite seismic activity and the unrelenting forces of time. The alloys you used to forge the hull were durable enough that not even the Ark's anti-matter core was damaged!"
"Shut up." Huffer mock blustered and glanced aside. "All your flattery is just embarrassing." Then, he added as an aside, "The metal alloys used in the hull could have been better if we had not wasted so much of the good resources back on Cybertron."
Steadily, Prowl inhaled through his olfactory and flushed it out through his vents in a low rush. "Surely if you are capable of forging something as wondrous as the Ark, then smelting up some exodermal shells and replacement parts are nothing too significant."
"I suppose you're going to tell me you want it done within the decacycle."
"Need I even say it."
Huffer grimaced. "Half the crew..." he was grumbling to himself, "I can't get it all done in a decacycle."
"Of course someone of your talents can. But would your stress load be alleviated if you had an assistant?"
The minibot's frown deepened into a sneer. "It would..." he snapped off sarcastically, "-if Megatron hadn't of made off with my assistant. You know her, nice kid with a smart mouth. Swings a hammer with a grudge. Name is Phage."
"I...don't know about that hammer part, but if Phage had not been captured I'm sure you would have had to fight Ratchet over where she would be most needed. Given the circumstances of events however, would Windcharger suffice?"
"Ugh. Windcharger! Really? He'd do more harm than good using those damn magnetic arms of his. You know he doesn't use restraint. He'd set me back within the first cycle so catastrophically-"
"So you are telling me you can handle the requisitions yourself."
"If I couldn't handle something as minimal as exodermal shells do you think Prime would have personally requested me for the crew of..." his grumbling trailed off as he looked at Prowl critically. "I see what you did there."
Prowl permitted himself a self-satisfied smirk. "You are right, Huffer. Optimus requested you personally because of your extraordinary talents. That said, imagine what Optimus Prime would say when Jazz's team returns and we revive Prime, and he learns that the majority of the Autobots are not combat ready with the Decepticons close on Jazz's exhaust trail."
Huffer's face crumpled up into his customary frown. "If he succeeds..."
"He will." Prowl felt it did not need saying that he had already run hundreds of scenarios and had reasonably calculated a high success rate. The Decepticons were as damaged as they were. Megatron could not possibly be expecting an extraction team so quickly, and even if he was they had had multiple successful extractions in the past from the Decepticon seabase. The place just was not as heavily fortified as Kaon had been on Cybertron. Additionally, its location under the ocean was also quite a beneficial boon to any arrival or retreat. After sixteen Earth years, it was nearly combat code to flood the Decepticon base before finishing a battle. It afforded confusion, chaos, and the Decepticons quartexs worth of time to clean up the mess and give the Autobots a breather.
He expected Jazz to do no less.
"And when Jazz returns I expect Ratchet's requisitions request to be fully underway, if not complete."
The minibot grumbled but languidly shifted his ligaments to slide off the medberth and onto his feet. "I'll see what I can do Prowl, but I can't make any promises. Our store of supplies isn't what it use to be."
"I'm confident you'll outperform, as you normally do."
Huffer's departure from the Medbay was marked by low self-grumblings and a halfhearted wave of his hand over his shoulder strut without a backward glance at Prowl. His feet dragged as he left, and Prowl made a note to inquire with Ratchet about prescribing mood suppressants for Huffer.
Stall. Redirect. Organize.
Prowl turned aside to scan the Medbay for Ratchet to personally relay the small bit of good news to him and came up short. His optics caught sight of Optimus Prime's corpse laid out in the center of the medical ward under a long cloth stained with Prime's energon. By the bulk of the body beneath, it was evident that Optimus Prime's head was missing. Prowl froze up. Every time he caught sight of Prime's body it was like a swift punch to the fuel tanks from Megatron himself and yet, Prowl found he could not look away.
How could Megatron have gotten the upper hand?
Out of eons of practice, Prowl began to slip into running the battle scenario of the day over in his processor. Unbidden, his thoughts immediately slipped from that to darker roads. Prowl caught himself running battle simulations over in his processor of not just that day's battle, but of two previous battle's that had taken the lives of Radar and Buster Witwicky respectfully.
Primus. Prowl would never be able to scrub his former charge's last moments from his databanks. The memory recall came on him with a prejudiced grudge and locked the seasoned tactician in place with a thousand-yard stare.
\
{Sorry Prowl,} the elder Witwicky brother's voice had crackled over his comm-link measured and calm, {but I'll have to take a rain check on our rematch of Go.}
With enemy fire incoming, Prowl spun and dived behind cover, his back slamming hard against his chosen fortification as Decepticon laser fire and bullet's peppered his location. Rock chips flew as dangerous as bullets but his chosen boulder shouldered the abuse. In a brief moment of respite, Prowl's optical ridges collapsed together. Radar' s remark made zero sense in any context unless Prowl took into account...
He made the time to respond back to his wayward charge and cut straight to the point. "Are you pinned down, Radar?"
{Nothing I haven't done of my own machinations. Although, I have discovered I have made some miscalculations.}
Prowl felt his muscle cables in his midsection clench. "You don't make miscalculations, Radar." A dry laugh echoed over his comm-link. Prowl's door panels flared upwards, scrapping along the boulder uncomfortably until they retained a sharp ninety-degree angle. "Where are you? Give me your coordinates and I'll-"
{Prowl, I need you to do me a favor.}
Suddenly, Prowl felt like the ground was giving out beneath his very feet. The whole battle dulled and became mute around him. Cold numbness settled like a veil over Prowl. He knew what this was. It was far from the first time he had been present for a death call. Just- not Radar. How-?
Prowl forgot how to speak and Radar did not even notice.
{Look after my daughter for me, will you?}
"Radar," somehow someway Prowl had found the power to plead with his charge, "tell me what's happened. Between the two of us we can pool our processors together and-"
{Prowl.} The tactician fell silent at the calm finality in Radar's tone. Whatever had happened after they were separated, whatever was going to happen, Radar was already at peace with his decision. {One more thing. Tell Prime, I'm sorry. He'll know what for.}
The fast-paced battle came to a grinding halt when the massive explosion went off, taking with it the Decepticon's most recent end goal out of play permanently.
And Radar Witwicky with it.
Time forgot Prowl.
It was Optimus Prime and Jazz that found him after the battle. Unmoving. Shell-shocked. Standing in the open and staring at a blue sky where the explosion had colored it long before. Between Jazz's gentle prodding and Prime's direction, they somehow managed to get him moving.
/
The memories did not stop coming. Fast paced snippets of the proceeding months and years streaked through Prowl's central processor.
After Radar's death, Prowl had stood apart from the Witwicky family and observed from a cold distance as the family fell apart and had to figure out how to pick up the pieces and keep going. The act was a familiar one to Prowl. He had observed the same play with different actors over the course of five million years. The war had wrought such death upon their species that no one spoke about affairs of affection. Ceremonies for conjunx endurea were performed in secret, if at all. Even something as beign as a friend, so vital a thing for social sanity, was a risk for pain.
Prowl had thought he had become numb to such things eons before but Radar had been a rude reminder. One that Prowl dared not to repeat. He did not look after Alicean. He withdrew far, far away.
When Alice had come seeking him with casual chatter and small wounded smiles, asking that they continue the war games that the three of them had always partook in, Prowl had turned her down. Said no. No more war games. No more rounds of Go or any other of the games they had played. The loss had shook him. The attempt at friendship scared him. Prowl was acutely aware of how similiar Radar and he had been and Prowl did not need the fragile girl placing him on a pedestal same as her father. Oddly, her unspoken sentiments, likely subconciously to do just that made him feel honored, and that made him feel dirty.
Prowl did not like the sensation.
By the time Alicean had became Phage, it had been years since he had had to worry about such matters. Where he should have been pleased with the distance in their friendship he found that he missed the lost connection instead.
All the memories ran their inevitable course on a collision to the present. Loosing Phage to Megatron had hurt as badly as if he had just lost Radar all over again. All because he realized he had failed in one monumental way, Radar had asked him to look out for her and he had discarded the dead man's wish.
No, Prowl thought savagely, no!
Stall the inevitable slip. Redirect his thoughts. This was not a time to grieve or to reflect. How did Bumblebee deal with Buster's death?, Prowl thought frantically as he internally struggled with the sudden raw emotion of grief and guilt in turn that Optimus's termination was bringing up and so many unwanted emotions and thoughts.
Prowl frowned, gritting his denta behind sealed lips. Deliberately, he tore his optics away from Prime's corpse and scanned the Medbay.
Termination had come to mean so little to the Autobots in the last sixteen Earth years, but human death however was so...final. Radar wasn't coming back. Neither was Buster. But they would get Optimus Prime back. One way or another. They just needed the Matrix. Just...a small angry and jealous part of Prowl could not understand how the Matrix with all its potential could not heal or revive organic life.
Prowl shook his head to rattle loose the emotional tendrils that would tear him down. It was useless pondering. There had not been a body to recover for Radar. Just smoldering ash and ruin and a victory for the Autobots that felt so hollow.
He just needed to organize his own thoughts in priority of importance. Once such thought, why had Ratchet not moved Prime's body to a more private location yet?
Another question for thought, where was Ratchet?
Stall. Redirect. Organize.
"Me Grimlock say Autobots are weak. Tired of saving Autobot afts from Megatron. If Grimlock were in charge, Autobots would not be weak. Would be strong!"
At the moment of the leader of the Dinobots gruff voice, Prowl swore he felt a processor ache coming on. His door panels twitched skyward at Grimlock's proposal while Prowl's patience shortened dramatically. Of all the things he had to worry about, a power play should not be one of them.
"There isn't an open ballot Grimlock so fall back in line." snipped Prowl as he turned to address the brute. As predicted, Grimlock had the whole of the Dinobots behind him. Their behavior tipped more in favor of gang behavior than the friendlier buddy system that the Aerialbots put out when they traversed the halls of the Ark in their group.
At their forefront, Grimlock stared down on Prowl in his beast mode, his large tyrannosaurus head turned so his predator optic could take him in. The brute intimidation factor was not lost on the tactician as he stood in the Dinobot leader's shadow.
"Me Grimlock not ask for ballot. Me Grimlock say Autobots stronger if I were in charge. Optimus Prime dead. So you leader Prowl. Me Grimlock challenge you."
The Medbay had been filled with low key conversations but all of that ground to a halt. The new atmosphere was one of abated breath, all optics zeroing in on Prowl and the Dinobots. He could feel them. Feel the weight and silent judgments, calculations...
"I'm not the leader."
"You think me Grimlock stupid?" Prowl had to bit back on his answer. The question was rhetoric, though Prowl was one-hundred-percent certain that Grimlock did not know the meaning of the word. "Everyone reporting to you and taking orders from you. Me Grimlock say you in charge and want challenge."
The hard neutral features that pinned to Prowl's face would have been an immediate warning to any of the Autobots from Cybertron to back away, but the Dinobots, as part of the newer generation on Earth, had no experience to heed. Not that Prowl thought for one second that the brute would in any capacity if he had the experience. "I am in charge only while our new esteemed Commander Jazz is out."
Grimlock reared back, his small T-rex fingers clicking together. "Jazz leader?"
"Yes." To all within audio range, the hard edged tone of Prowl's one-word response was backed by a rev of his engine. With his flaring door panels and tense frame, the tactician came off as a revving large cat.
"Since when?" Grimlock's tone came out more of a whine than any sort of demand.
"Jazz has always been second in command."
"All Jazz do is talk and watch Earth television and listen to music at stupid volume!"
Prowl picked up on a small little voice from a medberth somewhere behind him, and identified with one-hundred-percent accuracy that the voice belonged to a baffled Sparkplug. "I thought he was communications officer."
"No." Whispered a voice that sounded suspiciously like Wheeljack. "Officially Jazz is our saboteur."
"Wait, what?" Sparkplug shot back, confounded by the news.
"Jazz," Prowl said sternly in a voice for everyone to hear, "as most of us are aware, has been on restricted duty pre-Ark launch. Given recent events, he's had to assume his full range of responsibilities in addition to those of Commanding officer."
Prowl did not see it, but Sparkplug shot Wheeljack a thoroughly baffled look and the resident Autobot mad-scientist just motioned to Sparkplug to shush.
"Me Swoop like Jazz."
Grimlock's large head swung around and growled at the pterosuar. Despite the fact that Swoop was in his bipedal form and stood near Grimlock's height while he was in his beast mode, the aerial flier still buckled and cowered under the threat of Grimlock's intimidating sword long denta that could render Brawn's metal hide to shreds. Poor Swoop backed up into Snarl and Sludge. Between the two of those Dinobots the entrance to the Medbay was blocked and Swoop was effectively cornered. In the quick sequence of events, Prowl observed, studied, and logged away the inner Dinobot power dynamics as Swoop immediately recanted his opinion and said, "Me sorry, Grimlock."
Prowl's pointer finger flexed and tapped along the edge of the datapad in hand with the insistence of any nervous twitch. Something had to be done about the Dinobots. Despite their military benefit as a last ditch deterrent to Decepticon victories, the toxic inner group workings, coupled with their brutish nature and disobedience to Optimus Prime undercut their usefulness. Optimus would not do anything with them beyond restricting their movements, but maybe he could convince Jazz-
Prowl stalled and placed the budding idea on the back burner. Having decided that there would be no further outbursts from Swoop that Grimlock would disagree with, the Dinobot leader swept his predator's optic over Prowl. "Where Jazz? Me Grimlock crush lazy Autobot."
A bark of laughter shot off from somewhere in the Medbay. Prowl calculated with a ninety-two-percent probability that it was Cliffjumper. The other eight-percent was reserved for Gears.
"I would not call Jazz lazy. Our commander is currently leading the extraction team to retrieve Phage and the Matrix from the Decepticon base. I understand your confusion, Grimlock. You and your team were guarding the front door from any additional Decepticon attacks when this was all discussed prior."
"No Decepticons around to fight, except Constructicons that Autobots dragged into brig. Waste of Dinobots' time."
Prowl stiffened. "Our defense is hardly a waste of time when more than half of us are damaged!"
"As Grimlock say, Autobots weak. Made of weak metal."
Audible grumblings started up across the Medbay. Prowl did not have to look around to know that his fellow veterans and Autobot Elite Guard were getting pissy. In all likeliness a melee would break out between the Autobots and the Dinobots damaged or not unless Prowl did something fast.
"Weak metal my aft!" the minibot Brawn raged from somewhere in the Medbay.
Ironhide's hot retort cut above the rest of the crew's outrage. "Let me show those Dinobots what's for. Damn younger generation-"
If Grimlock heard Ironhide, he ignored him completely as he spoke out of turn. "What Jazz do to Decepticons? Talk Megatron to death? Be nice and ask for Phage back? Suggest movie list in exchange for Matrix? Force need be taken. Megatron fear Dinobots. No fear Jazz."
Prowl's lips formed a fine pressed line. "Force isn't the only military response. Jazz has this covered."
"Me Grimlock say he already dead. Can't fight Jazz. So fight you."
"You can't. I'm not in charge. You'll have to wait until Jazz returns."
Grimlock made an unintelligent noise, no great novelty to Prowl there, that could not decide if it wanted to be an irritable hum or a long rumbling growl. "Jazz already dead."
"I'll believe that when Megatron calls to gloat."
Grimlock took a great length of time to consider this possibility and finally seemed to find that he liked the compromise. The Dinobot leader nodded his great large head. "Fine then. Me Grimlock can wait. When Megatron tells stupid Prowl that Jazz dead, then me Grimlock challenge Prowl."
Air hissed from Prowl's vents. In that very moment the Autobot's tactician came off as one large angry Earth cat.
Arguing with Grimlock further over the topic was pointless, Prowl knew, so he did not waste his valuable and precious time trying to quote Autobot code or explain social structure. The Dinobot's operated as if they were in the midst of the Cybertronian Dark Age. That concept alone was ridiculous. If Grimlock seriously intended to break chain of command and cause a mutiny, Prowl was going to have to have words with the Autobot Core Elite. Things could and would get so much worse very fast if they did not take precaution soon to deal with the Dinobots.
The problem was, how could they deal with them? While in their beast mode Grimlock himself could shrug off a blast from Megatron's fusion cannon and it was in their alt modes that the Dinobots most preferred to remain in. Out of habit, Prowl spared the necessary processor capability to run a plethora of battle simulations to the outcome of a battle between the Autobot Core Elite versus the Dinobots. Gradually, his face grew long and tired. There was only a three-percent chance at the Elite's success. Prowl's wing panels twitched and flared upwards, reflecting his tension and hyperactive alertness. The extraction team had to succeed. Jazz had to succeed.
As Prowl watched Grimlock turn and leave the Medbay with the Dinobots shuffling in line behind him, stomping off to only Primus knew where, Prowl thought over his newest mantra.
Stall. Redirect. Organize.
Ratchet.
Gradually, lips quirking into a frown of distaste after the Dinobots, Prowl turned away from the Medbay entrance and scanned the large vicinity. Where was-
Ah!
There he was, inspecting the progress of Sunstreaker and Sideswipe's regenerative recovery. Without further hesitation Prowl headed over to give the stressed doctor the good news about the requisitions order.
Altihexed by Guardinthena
Author's Notes:
Solrora Storm is not a cannon event in any Transformer universe. It was a battle I came up with to help flesh out the background of our favorite Cybertronians. I felt more significant battles were needed for a war that has last for nine million years. That said, I would also like to state that the Autobot language I use is purely fictional of my own creation. Felt these things needed clarification before I confuse someone.
'To live is to suffer, to suffer is to find some meaning in the suffering.'
-Friedrich Nietzsche
Megatron's hard, calculating optics swept over Phage and came to the inevitable deduction that the vibrant energon blue hue of her cheeks was not all fluster. The femme was clearly intoxicated. Every hand gesture, fidget, and weary-optic glance all angled in the direction he wanted her to be in, which was, needless to say, off balance. Individuals were just so much easier to manipulate when they were not at their best.
Kaonite goblet between his large black metallic hands, Megatron leaned the brunt of his weight on his elbow joints, the quiet whir of his internal machinery sliding fluidly into place with the motion. Phage stiffened as he moved, her muscle cables tensing in a fight or flight response. Her right hand, resting on the bar top and devoid of his kaonite goblet's twin, tightened into a fist until her joints stressed. Phage's dark stellar blue optics jumped and locked with his.
"Well Phage," Megatron's words rasped on the way out of his vocal processor and rolled off his glossa like oil, "what sort of war story do you have about Optimus?"
"I'm not doing this."
"Yes." Megatron said slow and purposefully. "You will. You can either amuse my whims or I can have Soundwave escort you down below." He let the implication hang long enough for her to grasp the significance of his meaning. It did not take very long at all.
Her optical ridges furrowed together in a small measure of befuddlement. "I don't have any." she said slowly.
"Don't be modest." Megatron let slip a disarming grin. Intoxicated as she was, Phage leaned away from him as he pressed forward incrementally over the bar top. It was clear she was as weary of him as if he were a Kaonite pit dragon. "Sixteen solar megacycles you've been an ally of his. Tell me one. If it is as riveting as mine I might show favoritism to you later."
Her delicate features pinched together, uncertain of his exact meaning. "I might have one." she mumbled at length.
"Go on."
The words slowly tumbled from her white lips in no tactful narrative trickling first like a slow energon leak and rapidly accelerating to critical. "Spike... Buster and I were- hiking, I believe we were hiking or...hunting? Was it hunting season for elk?" Frustratingly, Megatron latently realized that her story would take awhile if the intoxicated femme kept interrupting herself with suppositions. Successfully Megatron managed to hold back a low grumble but the sudden indifference was blatant on his face. "I... forget the details. But, we were... we'd been out since early morning. We-" she noticeably paused before continuing her narrative to gather her words from the intoxicated swamp of her processor, "-didn't... care where we were going. We had determined that we were going to explore and find some adventure." Her optics flickered down. "Just-stupid teenager wishwash."
"I asked for a story about Prime." Megatron interjected with a grumble, his optics sweeping her.
Her drinking hand came up off the neck of the goblet and rubbed at her face. "Patie-sssshhhh-ence." she slurred, blinked hard and had the gall in her engexed state to hold her pointer finger up to her lips and shush him. She added after a long moment to gather her words. "I'm getting there."
Gobsmacked, Megatron blinked at her.
"I...ah, convinced them to go off the main trail." Without further interruption, the femme continued unheeded. "There was a side path that could have been made by other hikers or perhaps it was a game trail." She paused and blinked and said suddenly, interrupting herself, "Maybe it was hunting season." Her head drooped, jerked up suddenly and she blinked rapidly as if that were enough to battle off her fatigue. "Anyways, where was...the game trail. I ah- wanted to see where it led. Buster was with me and he bullied Spike into joining us. Buster, he-uh.." she remarked monotoned, her voice drooping to match her downcast visage at the mention of her dead cousin, "Did that all the time."
Megatron's optics narrowed as she carried on, a genuine curiosity starting to swell up in him on where this was going. She had already left clues to the time stamp of the memory – Buster was alive and they were all teenagers. That narrowed the last sixteen solar megacycles down to six. A lot had still happened in that time frame.
"But what we found at the end of the trail gave all of us pause – we had stumbled upon the Ark." Suddenly, Phage tittered inanely. "Tch ha ahaaa...We must have stood outside pondering what it was for near an hour."
"What?" Megatron felt the note of incredulous enter his voice unplanned. Startled, Phage's optics jumped back to his as she fell silent. "What do you mean you stumbled upon the Ark? The Autobots met the Witwicky unit after Reactivation."
"No." Phage said boldly, still wide opticed from the engex and fatigue. "We met all of you before Reactivation. We were a bunch of dumb ass teenagers and didn't run like we should have. We-"
"Cease with the coarse language. It is unbecoming of you."
"We-uh...we," she blinked at him. "What?"
"Since our last but brief encounter," Megatron began, "the vernacular of your vocabulary has degraded to the level of the crass spoken dredges of society. Why ever would someone of your intelligent degrade yourself to such low standards?"
Her most eloquent response to his rude observation was a lethargic, "Uh...have you ever heard Ratchet on a tangent? Or Sideswipe and Sunstreaker when they get going? Huffer when he misses a swing at his forge? Ironhide when he drinks. I...I could go on."
A low rumble churned over in his vocal processor behind a fine pressed frown. "It is surprising how much things change with the quality of the individuals you surround yourself with." Her mouth parted open as her optical ridges melded together. The femme struggled to find the right words to express her displeasure with him but Megatron cut her off before she could speak. "Given that the crude influence of your Autobot associates are not here," Phage sneered at his choice of words, "I am demanding you to shift your speech patterns to match the quality of your current company."
Silent but fuming, Phage contemplated his request. Megatron gave her mere nanoklicks to decide what he perceived to be the wisest course of action. "Are you in concurrence with my will?"
She glared at him and visibly struggled to utter the word, "Yes."
Megatron flicked his hand at her in a dismissive wave. "As you were."
Phage did not start back up immediately. Sour with herself for bending so easily to the Decepticon Commander, even for the sake of staying in his good graces, it took her awhile to gather herself and remember her placing.
"I wanted to investigate the Ark and- well, you know it wasn't a dormant volcano that suddenly blew its top that woke up Teletraan-1. It was us poking around where we shouldn't have been. I-I think Spike and I were discussing the badges," and she sloppily gestured to his badge on his broad chassis, "when Buster went and was a dumb- err, ah... Buster made a careless mistake."
"Much better."
Her cheeks burned from more than engex as she pressed on. "Buster was tromping around on the captain's master control panels for a better view or some...thing," she stressed, struggling again between swearing and self censoring, "ridiculous like that. Something had enough juice left to trigger Teletraan-1." Her drinking hand flicked carelessly through the air in animated gesticulation, but Megatron noted her right remained resolutely clenched and palm down on the bar top and briefly entertained the notion of why. "Next thing the three of us knew the Ark was booting up and Teletraan-1 was screaming at us in Cybertronian- not that we understood it at the time, but klaxon alarms are klaxon alarms. Buster didn't know what he hit to reverse anything so we hid and- and... Everything. Blew. Up." Wrapped up in her telling, her optics were unnecessarily wide as she struggled to stay alert. "People died when...Teletraan did that. Buster never got over it."
Over her telling, his hard-lined frown had gradually melted away to be replaced with a pouting disposition. His optics slipped through the cool air between her right hand and back to her own optics.
Phage shook her head slowly, her voice tinging with remorse, completely ignorant of Megatron's reaction to her narrative with her optics dropped again and fixed to her goblet of engex. "The three of us stayed hidden, watching from inside the captains control panel as Skywarp was revived...and then you. We were witnesses to your argument with Starscream while the Ark busied with reactivating the rest of the Decepticons. Not that we understood what was said then, but the gist was there. The body language. The anger and confusion in your voices. It doesn't take a genius to figure out that Starscream wanted to ensure Optimus and the Autobot's deaths. I...can't understand why you didn't listen then."
"Terminate the Autobots? Tch. And give Starscream a win?"
Phage jerked back, delicate mouth parting and optics widening in simple astonishment that Megatron had answered her question at all.
"In all seriousness, Starscream lacks the capacity to plan ahead. The reason I spared them then was the same as I have done so now, because they each are masters of their own respective fields. Judging by the state of the Ark at that time, it was apparent that much time had passed. Cybertron's fate was unknown. Destroying the Autobots then, as is now, would be destroying knowledge. To elaborate my point, Ratchet remains the only fully trained medical officer functioning -and Starscream was ranting about terminating him along with the rest of them. The idiot. The best course of action was to leave the Autobots entombed until such a time as we understood our position and could bring the Autobots under my control. Is that not logical?"
"Er, yes."
"What happened next? I am genuinely curious."
"Uh, well...when you all left the Ark to explore, we came out of hiding with the intention to revive the Autobots. Getting Optimus Prime to the repair station was no easy feat, let me tell you, but we were Witwicky's. No sacrifice, no victory." she said with a sloppy grin. "Figuring out how to move him was just a challenge of leverage...and elbow grease."
Steadily, Megatron's optics had narrowed as she continued her narrative. "All this time, I blamed Starscream for the Autobot's revival."
In her engexed state, Phage spluttered out a raspberry and grinned stupidly at him. "Pfft-why?"
"He fired on the mountainside to bury the Ark."
Phage threw her head back and laughed, loud and long. Megatron stiffened at the genuine, full-bodied laughter. It had been years since he had heard feminine laughter, and longer still since anybody had had the nerve to laugh at him.
"Yeah-no. No, nope." Phage grinned cheekily, "It was us. Witwicky's. Bane of your existence."
"And how does this pertain to Optimus?" The rasp of his voice was like the flash of a sharp-edged blade.
"Aah-it was the first time I met Optimus Prime. Clumsy me, I fell off the control panel where we leveraged Prime off, and I landed wrong." she rushed to explain in a misguided notion that it would distance herself from her previous needling, "Cracked a rib. But Optimus landed where we wanted him, thank god. While Teletraan-1 was making repairs Op reactivated early and he...looked right at me. I just...sat there." Reflecting on the memories her speech slowed to an easier pace. "Moving hurt too much. I could barely breathe without pain. And Optimus just...talked while Teletraan worked. I couldn't understand him and I was too paralyzed to speak, but I knew we had made the right decision when he spoke. His voice just displaces any worries."
"Yes. I hadn't noticed." Megatron grumbled and drank from his goblet with a moody disposition. "Every time I've had the Autobots on their last wheels my armies have been decimated with an inspired charge brought on by some foolhardy speech by Optimus Prime."
Her optics shifted hue again, brightening marginally. When she spoke, it was with an self assured tone. "The Endless Flood."
There was a moment of pause between them, then Megatron abruptly released one hard laugh. "Hah! I was thinking something not quite so...destructive."
"Horrific might be a better descriptor."
A noise escaped between Megatron's denta, not quite a hiss and not quite a sigh but somewhere in between. "Entire generations- gone." A note of sentimentality entered his speech. "The end of the Simanzi Massacre. Aah-Cybertron was nearly mine. The closest I ever came." Megatron's mouth twitched at the corner in a grimace that did not fully form. "Then Prime had to go and unleash wave after wave of M.T.O.'s in retaliation. It was so important then. Now its just... a waste." Megatron paused a nanoklik, studying her. "You've studied Cybertronian history well."
Her optics flared and settled. "Did that...just come from you?"
The defensive backlash from Megatron was quick. "Nobody had the foresight to see where we would end up. Look at us now- less than one hundred. So yes, I believe I am allowed to reflect on the matter and say the Endless Flood was a waste as we struggle to piece together just one behavioral-free personality weave and imbue it with life. You've seen how well the Stunticon's personality weaves went over. Wildrider's psychotic, Breakdown is break down for a reason, Motormaster is a savage barely better than Grimlock, Drag Strip and Dead End were two of the saner ones and not by much."
Her mouth came ajar during his retort and promptly snapped shut, quickly finding a fast dip into her engex a way to avoid the Decepticon Commander's gaze.
Even as the rim of the goblet left her lips she did not respond but kept her optics fixed on the neon green engex in her goblet as the fingers of her right hand flexed and squeezed shut incessantly.
As she was suddenly shut in on herself, her stellar blue optics occasionally flickered down and to the right and back to her engex, Megatron spoke out of turn. "How did your story end?"
"I...uh, my story...?"
"With Prime. Or was that the end?"
"Oh...err... well, when he was finally mobile he...he gently picked me up and cradled me in the palm of his hand like a baby bird." A large goofy grin spit her face. "Optimus just carried me around like that while he scoured the command for Jazz and Ratchet."
An indecent smile stole over Megatron's lips. "How did that make you feel?"
Languidly, she blinked repeatedly and swayed slightly in her seat. "How did I...?"
"How did that make you feel?" Megatron repeated gently.
"Protected." she supplied willingly, looking dazed. "Safe."
"And your first impression of me?"
"First impression?" Phage blinked owlishly at him but responded, "The fallen knight."
Megatron inclined his head. "Really. How intriguing. How did I garden that impression?"
She rubbed at her optics and pinched the bridge of her olfactory with her left hand. "Iesh...complex. Military bearing. Off white-silver," she corrected quickly, "color scheme to mock noble standards. I think of Macbeth coupled with...what I know about Cybertronian pre-war history... it's, yes. The fallen knight, but- dangerous thinking." she muttered suddenly, glancing to the right and down and more to herself than him.
Megatron was beginning to find her behavior worrisome.
"Eventually Optimus found Ratchet and Jazz and had Ratchet revived first." Phage's unease at their broach of topic was apparent with her sudden conversational change. Heedlessly, she launched full force into their prior conversation just to avoid the awkward one before."The two talked over me while Ratchet scanned me over. There wasn't anything he could do though, then Jazz was reactivated and...lord, he never stopped moving. He was a whirlwind of gesticulating hands as he spoke. Jazz was so lively and friendly it was hard not to like him. He coaxed words from me, enough for him to pick up and formulate our language. After that came the barrage of questions from Prime. Who I was and if I required medical attention. Op's concern was so genuine. It was only then that Spike and Buster slinked out of hiding." she scoffed. "And when Optimus elaborated the depth of the situation to us afterwards, we couldn't walk away after that."
Suddenly, her optics became haunted as she muttered, "Every evil you perpetrate sickened us knowing it was our faults you were reactivated. Buster took it worse than Spike and me- and now he's dead. Spike tries to find peace between your factions and I- Alicean," she corrected, something Megatron zeroed in on and stored for later use, "tried to walk away years later. I- she did...err, for a bit. The death toll just kept climbing..."
"That was quite the candid story."
Shocked perhaps by his sudden remark or with herself, Phage's optics widened in a comical fashion as she completed her narrative, jerking in her seat as if jostled to the present. The next few words fell numbly from her lips. "I can't believe I told you any of that." she made herself focus on him rather than the engex display over his shoulder strut. Phage blinked hard and stuttered over her next few words. "We-we never told...anyone that. Sixteen- Why did I...?" She swayed and glared at him suspiciously. "Did you...drug my drink?"
Megatron scoffed, his mouth twisting in disdain. "You watched me mix it, Phage." She rubbed at her optics again and began muttering something along the lines of 'lacing the goblet.' The accusations only angered him further. "Don't blame me for your loaded conscious or loose glossa."
Caught up somewhere between anger and confusion Phage pulled an indistinguishable face. Megatron pressed through the slight detour casually. "Optimus never asked what you three were doing there?"
"Iesh..." she slurred, blinking and careened in her seat. Swiftly, Megatron grabbed her arm and pulled the femme back upright in her bar stool. Suddenly Phage found the bar top the best of places to rest her head. "Nooo- Iesh nevah asked, Megatron. So much...was...going on."
Megatron's optical ridge inched up his forehead. "That hardly made any sense."
Phage started giggling inanely. If she hadn't already anchored herself to the bar top she would have fallen off.
His optics roved to her goblet and noted the engex was a half drunk.
"Lightweight." Megatron clicked. He fixed his attention back to her. "You haven't had any proper energon before I captured you, have you?"
"No-" came her long drawl. "I was- so focused on the battle."
Megatron's optics narrowed warily. "I suppose I should be thanking you."
"Fuck you." she grumbled halfheartedly.
Megatron felt his right optical ridge quirk skywards and settle again. He couldn't find the anger to get mad at the femme. He left it off that she was engexed, of no threat to him at all, and if the situation had been with one of his fellow core Decepticons it would not have been much different. They all usually got a bit foul mouthed and nostalgic and buddy with each other after engexing. Megatron refused to examine the reasoning beyond that. "Years worth of enduring the Witwicky unit's annoying interference only to discover your alliance is wrought on by guilt."
"It wasn't that." Phage snarled, synthoplasmic cheeks burning from more than just the engex. She began to lift her head off the table, suddenly grabbed the edge of the bar top and settled her head back down. The femme was decidedly much more docile after that. "Can we just- just return me to the Autobots."
"And here I was hoping to wax philosophy. Alas, you want to retire to your cell early."
"Philosophy?" she rolled the word around in her mouth slowly, testing it while she tried to wrap her head around the full meaning. "Why?" Her optics shifted in hue suddenly, brightening momentarily from stellar blue to the more lively standard energon blue. "What are we going to whittle away the cycles postulating now, Megatron?"
"Are you familiar with a survival bottleneck effect?" he said slowly, his optics narrowing at the femme. He tried to shake off how much like Optimus those words had been but something kept pricking at the back of his processor.
Her optical ridges furrowed together. "Yes." she said slowly. "A phenom...phenem...fhhh..."
"Phenomenon." Megatron offered, studying her.
"Yesss." she slurred from the bar top. "That word. When ah- when a cataclysmic event reduces a species population."
"Were you aware," he offered up at length, "there are exactly thirty-six Decepticons and thirty-three Autobots- and then there is you."
She made an unintelligible noise as her face scrunched up to process what he was saying. Megatron could practically hear the electric synapses firing off in her processor. "You only have to look in a mirror to understand the why of half of that answer."
For his credit in the name of patience, Megatron cycled air through his olfactory and let it rush nosily back through his vents. "We Cybertronians are faced with a survival bottleneck effect. Cybertron is gone. All efforts I have made to locate our home world have been futile in their outcome, and by extension so too is most ways we possessed to create viable Cybertronians. Efforts on both factions behalf's to create flawless personality weaves have met with drawbacks, sometimes severe ones in the case of the Dinobots. I fear future generations will be degenerates. The personality weaves are just half of our conundrum. Granting life to a protoform...there are only two paths currently available to us: spark splicing and the Matrix."
He realized that she was starting to doze off.
Damn it all.
Gradually, his arm stretched out across the bar until he could wrap his fingers around her jaw. Abruptly Phage stiffened, optics flying open and enlarging to their fullest. Her right fist squeezed tight on itself, but the punch never flew. Rather, she retained enough of her senses of self preservation to allow him to lift her head off the bar top.
Megatron leaned in closer to Phage, meeting her optic to optic, and said plainly, "Am I boring you?"
"Uh...no-" she drawled and tittered.
"Spark splicing," Megatron began tentatively, "is nasty business. Hopefully your tutelage under Ratchet has revealed that much too you."
"Err..uh, no. I'm his ahss-ha-ss-haha-"
"Assistant."
"Yes-" she hissed and laughed. "You-you think he lets me jump into cutting up sparks? Iesh- I wouldn't even know where to begin. Hehahaaa! Iesh just- I just patch 'bots up."
"Field repair."
"Yes!" Phage managed to squeeze out before dissolving into a fit of laughter. She pushed his hand off her face and her head immediately plummeted back to the bar top where she buried it in the crook of her left arm. Her right fist dragged along the bar top and disappeared under her neck while she wrapped her left hand up and over her head.
The laughing fit carried on for several minutes and Megatron just let it happen. Perhaps, he had to admit to himself, that engex was a bad idea. Skywarp got just as giddy when he drank too much engex...which was usually proceeded by some ill-concocted escapade typically involving Skywarp's teleportation outlier power and the hapless mech of the random pick. There was a reason why the mech had to ask permission before using his ability. Not that Skywarp had the capacity to do so when engexed.
"What did-tchehehahahaa- you put in my drink. Radioactive nevah-hehehehaaaa- never gets me like this!"
Once again he bristled at her accusation. "What would be the point of lacing your engex. Although perhaps the answer to your question lies in our engex percentages. Perhaps we just mix ours stronger than the Autobots."
Phage buried her head in her arm to muffle the laughter, but Megatron still heard her mutter something about 'thirty-to-forty percentage.'
Suddenly her head shot off the table. Her optics were aglow the standard Autobot blue, but it was comical how she tried to abruptly reign in her control and act serious.
"Az you were saying, Megatron." Then, just as suddenly, the control cracked and the silly engexed grin was back. "No, just- please just, is this over? This is been thee most awkward conversation ah have ever had."
"Awkward, has it been?" Megatron said cryptically. Then, after a moment, "Certainly. Let me just comm Soundwave."
A strangled unintelligent noise broke through her processor. She struggled with some thought for a moment then tried again for seriousness and failed to garden it's full affect. "No! Uh...go on, Megatron."
"You are certain?" he said slowly, "You are done."
"Erm...quite. We were-uh, discussing spark-splicing."
Megatron held her gaze for several long nanoklicks, waiting to see if she dissolved again. When she did not, Megatron began to say doubtfully, "Spark splicing, as I was saying, is nasty business. If you prefer the term, offspring tend to share traits of the parent spark. Additionally, there is a bond that functions like a resonance- is something the matter?"
Her face had begun to crack just then, a strangled noise not quite a laugh and not quite a snort escaping her mouth. She was overzealous to confirm the negative, so much so that her synthetic hair wiped back and forth and sprayed loose water everywhere. For his part, Megatron did not bat an optic when stray droplets landed on his exodermal plating.
"Proceed!" her voice cracked sharp on the word.
He waited a few nanoklicks before saying, "-carrying with it emotions such as pain. I have no such desire to straddle myself with a weakness such as that. Additionally, I do not fancy having clones of Starscream running amok. Which just leaves-"
"The Matrix." Her lips twitched up at the corner at his stab at humor and smoothed back into her troubled grimace. "You...want me to give you the Matrix."
"Of course." Megatron proclaimed, "And of your own violation."
Her optical ridges collided together and her fingers performed a quick drum along the neck of her goblet. Her attempt at reserved composition was undone by the twitching at the corner of her mouth-whether to suppress laughter or muttering he wasn't completely certain. At last she managed to say with surprising measured pace, "This is that talk."
For his part, Megatron gave a lopsided grin. "I suppose it has become that without my intention."
"You do not do anything without intent." Phage's tones had not shifted as she continued. "Whatever you have tah say is an exercise in futility, Megatron. Iesh have already expressed at length that Iesh do not possess the Matrix. Your efforts would be...would be better spent engaged in ah hostage exchange."
He stiffened and stared at her critically. He was almost inclined to believe...
"Why so eager to leave. I have been far from an inconsiderate host, and Motormaster's actions will not go unpunished. So I think the least you can do is listen." Megatron drawled slowly, "Optimus Prime-"
Only now was Spike beginning to have doubts as Jazz, Bumblebee and himself rode astride the Aerialbots in their vehicle mode following after Sea Spray into dark and dark oceanic depths.
The nagging worries had begun to creep in while he stood on the nameless track of beach waiting with the Autobots for Sea Spray, but he had refused to acknowledge the ball of nerves taking shape in his gut. When he proceeded to dive into the Pacific Ocean following Sea Spray's lead the fears had began to grow. Spike wanted to blame his growing skepticism and paranoia on the black watery abyss all around him. He wanted to say it was his nerves getting to him for every creak and strain on his exo suit's frame as the water pressure abused its structural integrity. He tried not to think of running out of oxygen in the suit- it wasn't possible, not for hours in extreme conditions like this. Optimus Prime had ensured when the exo suits had been constructed that Wheeljack and Ratchet oversaw every possibility to see his brother and himself safe.
Lot good it did Buster in the long haul.
No. No-, Spike reprimanded himself desperately. Buster went and played hero. That's not what you're here to do. Carly would kill you. Dad would kill you. Focus.
Phage needed him level headed for the task ahead. Just- Spike could not see how his own stupid idea would work. Even less that Jazz had agreed with him and jumped right into things. All of this was rushed. A desperate hasty gamble to recover the ball and level the playing field. They had been suited up, equipped and out of the Ark in about an hour, with Jazz briefing on the road. Meet up with Sea Spray, get intel, get in, get Phage and the Matrix, and get the hell out of dodge.
What if she could not phase to them? Starscream had shot her on the battlefield while she was phasing. Spike had not thought that was possible, but he recognized the strange green warp field she produced when she phased even miles off and she was still shot. Spike could not wrap his head around it. He could only conclude that the Decepticons, because of their own phaser programme back on Cybertron, had a means of dealing with 'bots like Phage with her ability. It was just strange that Starscream kept a weapon around for that specific circumstance. Talk about paranoid. Unless Starscream had been sporting whatever it had been since Phage's outlier ability had blossomed. That made more sense to Spike but it did not change his worries. If Starscream could stop her what was to prevent the Decepticons from using the same tech to restrain her to her cell? The nagging doubt poisoned Spike's resolve.
The internal comm-link of Spike's exosuit lit up. His response time to answer it was instantaneous, and only an after realization that the frequency was from Jazz.
{Everyone linked in?}
There came a round of confirmation choruses from everyone.
{Good. Here's how this is going to go down mechs. Anyone has anything to report you send it my way via my personal comm-link as an encoded message only. It will remain open to serve as our form of communication on a cycling encrypted codex every half breem. Passcodes to access and send data were given out en route. Failed to speak up cycles ago that you didn't get them is your own fault. Find a buddy. I will accept no other means of communication. When we hit the 'Cons I won't be able to hear a goddamn thing anyway.}
{Wait, you want us to text you?} For all of his lone operations, Sea Spray was taken aback by Jazz's announcement. {Are you serious, Jazz?}
Bumblebee laughed over the comm-lines. {Don't worry Sea Spray. Jazz does this every battle. You get use to it.}
A frown stitched itself onto Spike's mouth. "Jazz, you're going to go in there and blast your speakers aren't you?"
{Got one even better. You'll see Spike. But you all might want to initiate your audial dampeners when we go in. Shit's gonna get loud. Especially you, Spike. I don't need you getting tinnitus. And Bumblebee, stick with him.}
{That didn't need saying.} chirped the yellow minibot over the comm-lines.
The nagging anxiety became a real compression on Spike's heart. "I thought we were doing this by stealth and precision." he grumbled.
{We are.} Came Jazz's swift response that did little to ease Spike's mind. {We talked about this en-route to the beach, Spike. I'll not risk reiterating it so close to the 'Con sea base now. You know what's up, man.}
Usually Jazz had a way of making him laugh and smile. The mech was so easy going and friendly, and his familial use of Earth language had a way of putting anyone at ease. But Jazz in command unsettled Spike on a level he simply did not like. Perhaps it was the flip flop in the black and white Autobot's persona, from 'everyone's best friend' to curt, commanding, and takes no one's bullshit. Part of Spike reasoned that he himself was being ridiculous. The stakes were high. Prime was terminated. Megatron had the Matrix. And his cousin. The last thing anyone needed was another Decepticon combiner team because that undoubtedly was going to be the first thing Megatron used the Matrix for. Standing record was three-combiner team to zero-anything else. If Jazz was short the mech had reason. Spike concluded it was himself that just needed to take a moment and breathe.
Wrestling with his own inner turmoil, Spike could not help his own selfish impulse to be snippy. "I should have known better. You 'bots don't know the meaning of the word subtle."
{Of course I do. You just haven't seen my best yet. Ah-we've arrived at Kansas!}
Spike had to do a double take and squint hard at his monitors before he noted the faint glow of lights in the distance. The deeper the extraction team descended, the more pronounced the lights became. Then abruptly, Spike had the sudden unsettling notion of the plethora of lights of the Decepticon sea base were the bioluminescence byproduct of an enormous, ancient fish of a bygone age lying in wait for its latest prey to draw closer.
{Alto! Alto!}
Spike's heart rate accelerated at Sea Spray's command to halt in the Autobot language echoed over the comm-lines. Keeping a critical watch over his monitors for Decepticon energy signatures, Spike noted with the keen interest of a hawk as the gruff M.T.O. transformed to his bipedal mode and his arm shot out. The Aerialbots and Jetfire cut their thrusters and transformed, sending Jazz, Bumblebee and himself aside. Spike was all too thankful for the cliff shelf he could put his own two feet on though he was also stunned they were so far below the surface so quickly.
{Why the halt, Sea Spray?} inquired Jazz, arms gesticulating in a rapid flurry around him as he approached the mech in question. He did not miss that Jazz's blaster was in his favored hand.
Through the screens of his confined exosuit, Spike observed as Sea Spray pointed ahead. The familiar gruff, half drowned vocals kicked Spike's stress levels up ever higher. {We have trouble.}
Instantly, Spike's hands became cold and clammy even as his fingers tightened to a white-knuckled grip on his exosuit's controls. Doing a double take on his scanners, Spike's eyebrows joined together in the middle of his brow. "I'm not picking up anything."
{I didn't say it was 'Cons.}
Spike stared hard at his monitor readouts. "I don't see anything. Just black ocean."
Over the comm-lines, Sea Spray intoned gravely, {Look closely at the lights from the Decepticon sea base. Then strife to your right a foot and back. Notice anything?}
Jazz humored Sea Spray, as did everyone else. Spike commanded his suit to shift marginally, and he caught the anomaly that had Sea Spray on edge. Spike felt his anxiety pitch sky high dramatically.
"Shit." Spike spat over the comm-lines. "The lights disappear- something...something's out there."
{A lot of something.} Sea Spray confirmed. {My guess is the 'Cons have deployed some sort of camouflaged objects.} The battle-scarred mech glanced sidelong at Jazz. Their optics and visors were a bright luminescence in the absent of light in the dark watery depths. "Shanix on it that their mines."
By the illumination of Jazz's visor, Spike could pick out the stern frown. {Judging by your reaction,} Jazz said at last in a carefully neutral tone, his free hand waving in the direction of the underwater valley that nestled the Decepticon base, {these are recent.}
{Absolutely.} Sea Spray did not remove his attention from Jazz. {They knew we were coming.}
If at all possible, Jazz's features darkened dramatically. Spike did not like the cold, fierce change in the least. {Could be preemptive.} came the saboteur's drawn out response neatly packaged in cold dark undertones. That decided it for Spike, he preferred the Jazz that could rattle off the top forty music list to him in a heartbeat. Not...whatever and whoever this was.
"Could be we have a retro-rat." Sea Spray shot back.
"Or a gap in security." Unless Spike was hearing things over his instruments, he was almost certain there had been a warning in Jazz's counter.
"Could be." Sea Spray nodded along, though his tone suggested far from sheep behavior. "Though I always wondered why Cliffjumper went off on a tangent about traitors and spies."
"There. Is. No. Traitor." The dark, almost snarling note that entered Jazz's voice took Spike by surprise. That was uncharacteristic. Too many surprises in one day. Too many shocks and twists and turns, some form of normalcy was needed. Of all mechs Jazz should have been a normalcy and he was not. The friendly, easy going nature was slipping and sliding to...something else. Spike just wasn't sure what exactly.
{What do we do now, Jazz?} Inquired little Bumblebee over the comm-lines.
At least Bumblebee is a last refuge for normalcy, Spike thought.
{Now? We press forward.}
A grumble filtered over the comm-lines from Sea Spray. {It'll take time to pick through this mess.}
{Then start, man.} Jazz shot back. {You're our Gandulf, lead the way.}
{What I mean,} Sea Spray began, glancing backwards to the rest of the group. Although Sea Spray had a visor, Spike was certain he was looking at him. {Is if one of these things goes off, we could be looking at a repeat of Solrora Storm."
There was silence across the comm-lines as heavy and oppressing as the dark ocean around his exosuit that was straining and pressing in all around. He was so glad when Silverbolt's calm, collected vocals streamed through the comm-lines, the first that the young Aerialbots had spoken in a long while.
{What was Solrora Storm?}
{Sounds pretty.} piped up Fireflight suddenly as if he found the courage to speak once Silverbolt had broken the first barricade.
{Sounds like hell.} proceeded Slingshot, abrasive as ever.
After a long moment, it was Jazz that turned to address the extraction team, particularly the Aerialbots. {Solrora Storm is also known as the Last Flight of the Seekers. The battle occurred pre-Ark launch from Cybertron.} Where under difference circumstances Jazz would have gladly elaborated in full any inquiry, he gave no additional explanation. Spike realized he didn't need one. The implications were daunting. {If you're curious beyond that, ask Teletraan to pull it up when we get back to base. As for you, Spike. You should head back.}
"What?" was Spike's very confused, very eloquent response.
{Bumblebee, I want you to accompany-}
"Hey! Wait! Hold on! No! Do you hear me, Jazz? I said no!"
{Spike,} Jazz began slowly, gesticulating with his free hand to the mine littered waters between them and the Decepticon sea base, {if things go kaboom we can't...bring you back.}
That familiar Witwicky temper flared with a vengeance through his veins, burning away at the fear and anxiety that had been steadily consuming him prior. Even though he had entertained the small selfish desire to return to the surface it had only ever been just that- small, selfish desires spurned on by very basic animalistic fears. Giving in to fear and running and never been one of Spike's strong suits. Hell, he had personally risked life and limb insulting Megatron inside of his own command post at the Battle of New York just to distract the Decepticon Commander. A merry little jaunt through crushing oceanic pressures and a mine field were nothing to the very real fear he had suffered then.
"Don't you dare pull that crap on me! I run the risk of dying every single time I step out in this god damn exosuit. Shit, Jazz! I was more at risk when I use to run sans-suit with Bumblebee! Where was the concern then you tin-plated bastard!"
A long silence held sway over the comm-lines. When it went on for too long, Spike began to stress that he had crossed some new line somewhere he hadn't been aware existed, a sentiment he felt echoed Jazz's faceted persona. A small wave of relief eased his budding anxiety when he noticed the light of Jazz's visor bobbing up and down. It was Spike's only way of knowing he had given his blessing. Otherwise, the saboteur turned aside back to Sea Spray. {Lead the way, Gandulf.}
{What does that even mean?} Sea Spray's tone betrayed his irritation.
{I'm not going to stand around here rusting away just to explain it to you.}
Annoyed now more than anything, Spike just shook his head.
{Hey!} piped up Bumblebee from beside Spike, who burst with sudden energy, bubbles bursting around his little yellow body as his arm jerked up to point somewhere down in the distance. {How about we just follow those? They look too important for the 'Cons to have put any mines around and they look like they go straight to the main compound!}
The light of every Autobot visor and optics shown in the dark abyss as they turned to discover the source of Bumblebee's enthusiasm. Spike eventually managed to detect the vague Cybertronian-made shape on the ocean floor far beneath their vantage point. The man squinted, staring hard at his monitors. "Are those...power cables?"
{Yes.} Sea Spray answered reflectively, then again with more enthusiasm. {Yes they are! The 'Cons have them running to each of the facilities around their sea base! They wouldn't dare put any of the mines around those!}
{Perfect!} the glee in Jazz's voice was evident, and a much needed balm to Spike's frazzled nerves to hear a return, however brief, to the Jazz he had known for years. {Good optic, 'Bee my bot! Sea Spray, take us in!}
Phage's optics drew wide under the shadow of her optical lashes.
"-was the real enemy here."
Mircotension eased gradually from her shoulder struts and she giggled. "For you perhaps."
"For all of us." Megatron growled darkly. "He possessed the sole means of creating new viable Cybertronian life and did nothing with it. If Prime had used the Matrix for its very purpose we would have thousands in a day. A million within a month. We could overwhelm humanities numbers and seize this planet as our own. Instead, we sit on the verge of the event horizon for our species while Optimus was content to sit in the Arkentertaining the primitive will of humanity- because he liked them. Cultural diffusion he called it, subjugating the Autobots to the beck and call of this planet's governments, integrating Earth sports and holding...charity races to play the popularity game. Then that movie business..." Phage's optical ridges shot skyward before her nose scrunched up in blatant distaste as Megatron tried to hide the shudder that threatened to overwhelm him with a swift, deep drink from his goblet. The finality of his shot was pronounced when he slammed it back down on the bar top, the little engex inside sloshing wildly about, and declared fiercely, "Bah! I'll tell you what it was- melancholy. He would have our species end."
"That isn't Optimus." Next to his own heated conviction, Phage's own voice came off meek.
"Isn't it." Megatron retorted hotly, "Optimus tried just that four million years ago. It was Prime who attempted to kamikaze the Ark into the Earth. If ever you have hated my Decepticons and I for anything- the death of your parental unit, Radar, or Buster-"
The bubbly laughter and lopsided grin died suddenly and was replaced by classic resting bitch face. "You leave them out of this conversation."
Her stern interject was ignored as Megatron steamrolled over her and continued to say, "-Optimus Prime should burden half your hate and half the blame."
Phage became tight lipped and Megatron took it all in stride. In his long life, he had dealt with mechs and femmes stronger, faster, and more dangerous than herself. Glaring and acid retorts were nothing to his thick metal skin. However surprisingly, Phage leaned towards him, a flash of cold hard steel in her optics that drew him in, curious about its promising mettle. "This might surprise you," her words were cool and clear, tumbling from her glossa in hushed conspiratorial tones and the smell of engex, "but I do not hate you for their deaths."
"Actually, that does." Megatron's optics glinted and dulled as his head inclined to a slight angle. "Why do you not? You have every right to."
"I use to, when I was young." she replied candidly. "But hate is a poison that sinks to the marrow of your endoskeleton and sears you from the inside out. I did not want any part of that then and I do not want it now. But you-" Phage grimaced, "you just feed off hate."
"I have watched you a long while, Phage. Your hate never went away."
"It is not hate," she snipped, "it's anger. There is a difference as tall as mountains and as deep as canyons." Megatron opened his mouth to continue, but Phage beat him to it. The boldness, from where it came he hardly knew, stunned him enough to hold his peace. "I know what you are trying to do and it will not work. I came to term years ago that death is an inevitably of life. If not for the circumstances of your presence my father would have likely died from the shrapnel in his chest one way or another. And Buster..." she slowed and said carefully, "life is unpredictable. Whether he had lived a full life or died in an accident, death finds us all in the end. So no," she announced with finality, "I do not hate you for their deaths. Everything has its end. From a flower to a nation, from a planet to a sun."
A moments silence held between them, a spark pulse too long. Megatron sat back, readjusted in his stance and said slowly, "How... poetic."
The tone in Megatron's voice rubbed Phage the wrong way. She bristled and hastily added as she looked aside, "Quit trying to use their deaths to make me hate Optimus."
"And what about Optimus."
"What?"
"You do not hate me for your father or your cousin, but what about Optimus's death?" Phage became flustered and looked aside to her right. Her face screwed up as her glossa fought with her processor for silence over words. Megatron left her to tangle with the raw thoughts and emotions he had exposed, before saying, "I had my reasons."
"I've heard enough."
"No." he said dangerously. "You have heard enough when you understand the full complexity of today's matter. I terminated Optimus Prime because he had locked us in a perpetual cycle of unending conflict, using the Matrix only to revive the Autobots when they would fall in battle and then had the gall to tell everyone that the Matrix would not produce more Cybertronians." Megatron became irate as he went on, every word a brisk clip on his glossa; his natural gravel tone and infamous temper lending a seething edge to his words. "I do not like retreating from combat Phage, but what other option do I have when my enemy cannotterminate? Optimus wanted an end to the conflict but could not let anyone go. Knowing him, it was likely over some remorse for his actions four million years ago. What was I to do than force matters by seizing the Matrix and exposing Optimus for his hypocrisy by creating the Constructicons? And when that course of action just perpetuated an entirely different cycle, I was forced to end matters entirely- by cutting down Optimus Prime himself. I was tired of the repetitive cycle Optimus trapped us all in. We need progress to survive and humanity needs to be eradicated if we are to thrive."
Her face contorted into disdain. "Don't try and play me." There was a heated edge to her words that plucked at Megatron's nerves the wrong way. He found himself bristling, mouth twitching at the corner into an unrealized snarl. "What was Optimus suppose to do? Let the conflict consume the Autobots until I-ee-he- was," suddenly, her mouth snapped shut and sucked in a sharp breath through her olfactory and held it, her chassis and cheeks expanding with the action and the latter coloring a unique tinge of blue in utter vexation of her slurring tongue. As she had done before over the course of their conversation, she deflated steadily and stressed steadily, "He alone was left standing?"
"Optimus should have accepted the facts I had presented him time and again. Humanity is not worth defending. Certainly not at the expense of our people."
"Tch!"
Megatron's optics narrowed to seething crimson slits. "Do you realize Phage, that Optimus Prime would have waited till humanity's end days, make some speech to lament the loss, and then dug up this backwater planet right alongside me as he has done countless worlds before. It was our original agreement when we left Cybertron!"
"Millions of years ago." the femme snipped petulantly.
The only response he allowed himself to her quarrelsome behavior was a grimace as he continued as if she had not interjected, "Over the years I have simply tried to express to Prime that we push the time table. With humanity pushing back against us, it has come down to a matter of the fleshlings versus us. Something I am sure that has concerned you as of late. Or were you not aware that every major power on this primitive planet wants you cut up on a lab table for reverse engineering." Without speaking she gave him his answer by jutting her bottom lip in a petulant pout. "Good. Then you can grasp that the protection Optimus Prime afforded you while you were under lock and key at the Ark is gone after the day's shifting dynamics. Continue to cross me and you will find yourself bereft of the protection you have taken for granted." Phage began to bluster with a useless retort that was drowned out as Megatron pressed on, "Just remember, I am for the survival of Cybertronians and of the Cybertronian way while Prime preached cultural diffusion... Look where that led him."
"So you murdered Optimus-" for her credit Phage schooled her expression to a classic deadpan visage, "because he liked to play basketball."
"Don't trivialize the matter." Megatron sneered. "I am harsh but I am not the enemy here. Prime knew he was playing a dangerous gambit with me-one he lost. One that you went and threw yourself right in the middle of where you do not belong. If you would kindly step out of the way we can at last proceed forward. I promise you will be greatly compensated for the matter."
"I don't want your compensation."
Megatron's visage darkened. "I understand your angry about Prime's death, but there is no point in being loyal to a terminated mech. Do not be a martyr for the Autobots, Phage. I am trying to offer an easier means of settling things with you. The only one who will suffer in the end is you and not a one of the Autobots will appreciate your sacrifice. If you take the easier path and kindly give the Matrix to me, Bearer," the jeer came as a hard as any backhanded blow Megatron could have thrown as he rested his elbow on the bar top and his fingers uncurled, palm up and outstretched to her, "I can move all Cybertronians forward."
As a slow, stubborn glint formed in her optics Megatron knew some cheeky, useless quip was coming light years before the words left her pursed lips.
"You know," empowered by liquid courage, Phage gradually leaned forward over the bar until their faces were a hands width apart. "I've experience with abusive relationships. I know the warning signs when some jackass starts spewing shit talk around about people I care about to make himself look good." she slurred in a loud whisper that defeated the point, "So, I think I know what I'm saying when you are the textbook example of a serial, predatory manipulator. In conclusion, fuck off."
Megatron's fingers curled inwards. His optics grew wide before narrowing dangerously. "The hard way then."
Sloshed, she still did not seem to fully grasp the seriousness of her situation and blew a raspberry at him. Megatron balked at her gall. "Pfft- Witwicky. When-" her optics slide shut and opened again as she struggled to find the appropriate words to wrap her tongue around. "-don't we chose the hard road."
Even as Megatron's features contorted into raw anger, the tone of his voice strained for waning patience. "Perhaps we should carry on this conversation at a later point. The engex seems to be clouding your better reasoning."
"I understand the situation perfectly."
"You do, do you?" If words could have an edge, Megatron's was gleaming sharp steel. "You too then would rather sit here and tell me you would rather perpetuate a futile exercise in pointless struggle. You should really take a moment to reconsider what your lord is asking of you."
The femme laughed at him as she swept up her goblet and downed the whole drink. Megatron's optics flared and narrowed.
"I just remembered something else that set you apart from Ariel." A slow grin played across Megatron's lip components as Phage tilted her head back to drain the last of the goblet. "Just like Optimus Prime, you are gullible."
{Andromeda's energy signature is just up ahead.}
Although the nickname that Sea Spray had taken up for Phage at the beach threatened to twitch the corner of Jazz's mouth into a grin, the text message set his nerve-circuits on edge. The situation did not sit right with him. He expected her energy signature to be located in a deep fortified area of the sea base that was either a cell block or, Primus forbid- a torture chamber. Not located on an upper level with...was that a window? Sea Spray couldn't be leading them towards... The line of thinking dropped off when Jazz did a double check on his own internal scanners. Lil' Katt's energy signature was indeed located in the same chamber as the wall-length window they were approaching from beneath.
Jazz's central processor went blank. He could not entertain the notion of a thought beyond the objective ahead. Discovering why Lil' Katt was in a chamber with a window meant all the difference in the next half breem to Jazz.
As the extraction team approached the chamber from beneath, Jazz signaled for the majority to stay behind. With swift jabs to Bumblebee, Spike and Sea Spray, only the four of them approached. Rising up to the edge of the window on their thrusters, the portion of the extraction team gripped the edging of the window seal and peered inside.
If Jazz had been Prowl, his logic center would have crashed and had to reboot from the sight playing out before his optics. As he was not the Autobot Tactician, all Jazz could see was red.
{Can someone confirm what I'm seeing here?} Came Sea Spray's voice over their comm-lines. {I must be suffering a glitch in my optics.}
Bumblebee's head snapped around and jabbed a finger over the lower portion of his battle mask covered face where his mouth should be. {Text, Sea Spray! Text!}
Even with his full battle mask in place, the way the grizzled war veteran's head rolled back implied his annoyance with the unorthodox mission guidelines.
{She doesn't look in distress to me.} Came Sea Spray's group text moment's later.
Jazz's fingers strained against the minor ledge provided by the window's metal frame. Lil' Katt having drinks with Megatron... Every circuit of his being burned at the sight his optics were feeding him.
{This bitch!} Jazz growled over the comm-lines. {When I said she needed a date I didn't mean with Megatron!}
Both Bumblebee and Spike's lifeless but very Cybertronian-esque exosuit's heads snapped in Jazz's direction and glowered. For Bumblebee with his battle-mask it was noted by the burst of light from his visor that narrowed to a thin band of light.
{What happened to group messaging only, Jazz.} Came Bumblebee's quick message, something that was easily done by internal mental commands whereas Spike's took a moment longer in reaching Jazz, only because the human had to viciously type away at the keyboard in his exosuit.
{That had better of been a joke.}
It was rare that Jazz did not know how to respond to a situation. Unfortunately, when situations presented themselves as blatantly as what he was clearly seeing...
-How could that glitch be drinking engex and amicably chatting away with Megatron? Megatron! Fumed Jazz internally. Did she just laugh? Was she laughing with the fascist, mass-murdering-
He noted that Sea Spray was staring hard at him. Begrudgingly, Jazz lowered himself from the window as to not draw the attention of the Decepticon Commander and glowered back at the battle scarred M.T.O. The others followed his lead and lowered themselves as well.
{What?}
{You know how this looks.}
Behind his own battle mask, Jazz ground his denta together. His lifeblood was on fire. If there was one thing that pissed him off more than sloppy work it was the implication of what he had just witnessed. There was nothing else Jazz would have liked to do more in that instant than shout and curse the word that Sea Spray was suggesting, yet the very fact that someone else was implying what was already on his processor helped to balance out the blind rage building inside and bring reason and logic to his processor. In this very serious moment, Sea Spray's subtle implication was so much like Prowl that it nipped Jazz in the aft and kept him from doing something he might later regret. That was something he liked about Prowl, the mech was a counterbalance to Jazz's emotions that helped him to focus through critical matters such as this. Slowly the rage drained from him til it was no longer critical, but still dangerous levels. Few Autobots functioning would not have gone off on a blinding fit at the sight he had just seen.
{Don't say it.}
As with any form of messaging, there was so much of the emotion that was loss in the transmission. Emotions that were ultimately left up to the recipient to fill in the emphatic void. None of that was missing from the message Jazz sent zipping along their wireless communique. The underlying threat, the crack of the growl of his adopted commander's tone was realized by all the extraction team that received and read the message.
Grizzled old Sea Spray blatantly ignored the warning.
{If Cliffjumper were here...}
The glow of Jazz's visor narrowed to a dangerous white hot band across his blue visor. {I. Said. Don't.}
{Phage isn't a traitor!}
{Damn it, Spike!} snarled Jazz back over their comm-lines, twisting around and jabbing a finger roughly into the exosuit's chassis right where Spike was safely nestled away. The movement was so forceful bubbles exploded into existence with the swiping motions. {I just said not to throw around that word!}
Jazz had not been aware that the Aerialbots and Jetfire had swam up to their location until Silverbolt asked innocently enough over their standard encrypted comm-lines, {Are we using comm-lines again?}
Jazz whirled around on the unsuspecting Aerialbot leader so quickly more bubbles erupted from the action. His visor flared from blue to white hot as he managed to somehow express his anger through text. {NO.}
Even though every Aerialbot was twice Jazz's size, Silverbolt still shrunk under the force of Jazz's presence and with him the Aerialbots did likewise. Jetfire, larger than everyone present, took everything in stride. Unusually quiet and graceful for one of his size, the scientist carefully peeked into the chamber beyond the glass and quickly ducked back down.
Sea Spray hung on to the thin ledge with a finger, buoying the rest of his weight easily against the wall with one foot pede. Despite his battle mask, there was an aggravating quality to him that rubbed Jazz the wrong way at that very moment. {Didn't say she was.} intoned the old M.T.O.'s grizzled voice over the comm-lines and that just set Jazz on edge all the more.
Did no one listen to orders? Did not a one of them realize that if Soundwave was nearby it would be more difficult for him to crack the messaging than the comm-lines?
Sea Spray began ticking off the offenses on his free hand. {Just saying this looks bad. Drinking and casual chatter with Megatron after a major battle that led to Optimus's termination.}
{Message!} Interjected Jazz furiously.
{Speaking of, how is it that Megatron got the upper hand on ol' Prime anyway? Wait, the lil' Andromeda is also Ratchet's assistant.}
{Message, Sea Spray!}
{I believe that means she aids in repairs, including Prime's own...} he let the implication sink in to everyone's processors as he continued with his final fourth tick. {And she's suppose to have the Matrix? None of this look good.}
{Watch it, Sea Spray!} Growled Spike over the comm-lines. {Phage isn't a traitor!}
{MESSAGE! EVERYONE! THAT'S AN ORDER!}
{Andromeda was never very loyal even when she was human.} Not skipping a single spark pulse, Sea Spray continued to challenge even as he made the switch, glancing from Spike to Jazz. {She left when she was human. What about now? Who do we have in there? Andromeda or Calypso?}
{When you put it like that Sea Spray,} cut in Slingshot unexpectedly, {it really puts in to perspective her abduction months back.}
Sea Spray's head swung in Slingshot's direction. {Come again?}
Silverbolt and the other Aerialbot's attention swung in the direction of their compatriot. {Stay out of this, Slingshot!} Warned the Aerialbot leader.
The generally disagreeable and usually argumentative Aerialbot jabbed his finger over his shoulder strut in a simple gesticulation. {Megatron had the Seekers swipe her from the Ark after her outlier ability blossomed. We Aerialbots are the ones that found her washed down river three hours after the 'Cons took her.}
Sea Spray turned his attention back to Jazz, his displeasure evident. {Slagging Pitt, Jazz. Have we a rescue operation here or an arrest for treason?}
{You have it all wrong, 'bots! Phage would never join the Decepticons!} Even as Bumblebee interjected, optimistic as ever, the little Autobot scout kept one optic on scene in the bar and one on the extraction team. {You're reading into lines that just aren't there!}
{Are we?} Slingshot challenged. {I think Sea Spray has laid out events quite clearly.}
Jazz had half a mind to have Sea Spray and Slingshot locked up in the bridge for insubordination once they got back to the Ark.
{Slingshot- I think you've forgotten that you and the Aerialbots strayed not long after your activation while you were trying to figure out the factions. That said, keep your thoughts to yourself. Sea Spray, that goes double for you. You should know better.}
{I was only saying what you were thinking.}
Behind the battle mask, Jazz fumed. {I don't condemn and execute innocent Autobots on conjecture. Phage is innocent until proven guilty. That's what Optimus would insist upon.}
Even as he sent the message, Jazz sat on an uncomfortable fence line. He liked the femme when she was human and enjoyed her company just as much when Optimus had brought her back to the Ark as a Cybertronian. Pitt, he would go so far as to say he would consider her the sister that he never had. Additionally, little known fact, he had been trying to nudge a very stubborn Optimus Prime and equally opinionated femme together for years. The chemistry between the two had been apparent early on. He had thought when she came back to them as Cybertronian... Well, two Earth years of patiently plotting attested to the difficulty of his personal self-appointed task.
It made the current situation very uncomfortable indeed.
On one side, defending her innocence was something that Optimus would do. The Prime had insisted as much years back when Cliffjumper had tried to accuse Mirage of being a double agent and that road led nowhere. Before that, Prime had held the same sentiment any time something of such sensitive topic emerged on Cybertron. Presently, Jazz really wanted to believe that Lil' Katt was the victim of a series of unfortunate events. As events stood, her outlier ability became known, likely the Decepticons discovered it via way of Soundwave's spy team. Megatron orchestrates her kidnapping months later because the nut-case had a fetish for assassins. According to Phage in her debriefing, she was allowed to leave after a talking and a haphazard attempt by Soundwave later to bring her under their heel. Then, Optimus goes over-protective mode, restricts her activity to base under the guise of mountains of training, and...she still finds the free time like any young hot head to test her phasing abilities. Fast forward to the present, and like a Witwicky, she plays hero and gets herself lodged between a rough spot and a mountain.
On the other hand, Jazz hated traitors with a passion as much as the next Autobot. He hated to admit it but the chronological series of events did not look good in the least. Her phasing outlier ability bloomed her first year in her Cybertronian form. Months later, the Seekers kidnap her right out from under their olfactories. Three hours later the Aerialbots recover the unconscious femme on the arid flats skirting the desert dunes on the opposite side of Mt. St. Hiltary's rain shadow. Ratchet checked Lil' Katt off as fine at base, and though she had given a debriefing to Optimus Prime, Prowl, and himself, there was so much that could have happened in those three hours that she could have left out if she had willingly flipped in that time period. If he were to speculate further on Sea Spray's proposal, the results just left Jazz more and more angry and bitter. The conjecture that Lil' Katt had trained under Ratchet for the sole purpose of sabotaging Optimus Prime and stealing the Matrix out from under them to give to Megatron combined with the recent discovery of her moonlit phasing... The series of events could lead one to speculate that Phage had flipped a year back and had been steadily working up to some ulterior goal, maybe to assassinate them all with her phasing. Or it could have been to just do in Prime. It could have been that the battle earlier that day had been patiently planned out for the last year by Megatron and the Decepticons-
-It could be that Lil' Katt was a traitor. Could be she was innocent and had just misstep with the moonlit phasing like any young hothead. And like any young visionary, thought she could actually save Optimus Prime herself on the battlefield.
Jazz took a moment to collect his thoughts and calm his nerve-circuits. Lil' Katt was his friend. Alicean Witwicky had always been an Autobot ally. Every Autobot was permitted to leave. Even allies. And they were always welcomed back with open arms. Alicean had left. And she had come back. In five million years, Jazz and known plenty of 'bots that had done the same. What Phage needed now was rescuing. Conjecture could be sorted out later. What he had just seen, the bar, Lil' Katt sitting alone with Megatron chatting it up like old friends... that, that would be sorted out later. At the Ark. With logical thinking Prowl at his side and Optimus Prime restored to pass his final judgment...
{Jazz! Jazz! We have to get in there now!}
Jazz's finely frayed patience snapped. {MESSAGE, 'BEE!}
The yellow Minibot whirled on Jazz, every jerky movement signaled his agitation as he pointed frantically into the bar. He was so wrapped up in near panic he ignored Jazz's order. {Phage just sliced Megatron's throat!}
Behind his visor, Jazz's optics threatened to exceed their limitations. {She what?!}
{What are we going to do Jazz? Megatron's going to terminate her!}
{I guess we have Andromeda in there after all.}
Slingshot crossed his arms over his chassis. {Or a disagreement.}
The Aerialbots whirled on their brother threatening violence.
{Everyone calm down and listen to me!} Jazz rushed to send and cease command before everything fell apart around him. {We go with Plan B!}
Something heavy smacked against her olfactory. Phage stilled, optics flying open. She pulled the goblet away from her lips and stared into its depths.
A Decepticon badge stared back.
"What-?" her head shot up, synthoplasmic cheeks a vibrant blue, blinking hard as she swayed marginally on the stool. "What is this?"
"Your badge." Megatron said simply, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
The femme stared at the Decepticon Commander long and hard. In slow, dawning horror, Phage's optics enlarged to their fullest as Megatron's smirk transmorphed into the cyber waste-wolf smile that split his face audio to audio.
Optimus and Phage realized a few things all at once. First, the only thing Megatron had wanted them to do since entering the bar was to drink with him. Period. It was the only thing he had asked repeatedly.
Second, Phage, like Optimus, was a historian by nature. The only reason in history that someone of questionable reputation put anything in the bottom of a glass was boarding masters, crimps, and pirates to shanghai unlucky souls into service.
Thirdly, Optimus confirmed her very real fear by informing her that a very similar practice went on during the War around the Neutral Territories- only they did not call it shanghaiing, they called it Altihexed. Optimus would frequently receive reports of Autobots going missing in and around the city-state of Altihex and the Neutral Territories from bars where gangs of Decepticons were seen in the area. The reports were always the same. There would be causal chatter that disguised the subtle deceit or intimidation tactics employed, drinks, and a Decepticon badge at the bottom of the glass. What followed was worse. Engexed and drugged to comply to any command, the Autobot or Neutral would disappear, sometimes forever. Intel confirmed that the Autobots that disappeared that way often were forced body modified to the point to be unrecognizable and Branded.
The goblet dropped from her numb hand and clattered on the bar top. The Decepticon badge tumbled out and glared back at her.
"No- No!" Phage denounced, her voice going shrill and loud in rising panic. "I didn't agree to anything! I didn't-"
"But you did." Megatron said smoothly, "I asked you to join me and you drank to it. That is a verbal binding contract." His cruel smile twitched on his mouth as hers grew lean in horror. "Your neutrality has not mattered for the last breem."
Phage's lips mouthed his words but no sound came out. Patiently Megatron waited for her sloshed processor to catch up to the word play.
"Why? Why!" the rush of rising rage that bolstered her voice was a familiar sentiment to Megatron. "What's the fragging point of that! So you can order me to give you the Matrix?! Do you really think-"
"The neutrality laws back on Cybertron were sensitive matters Phage, but now that you have forsaken your neutrality and joined the Decepticons-" She made to interject but he spoke right over her. "I'll have no qualms in dealing with your insubordination. Punishment is kinder than what I would do with Autobots and their sympathizers."
The implication hung between them.
Phage exploded on the spot and started screaming at him. "It doesn't work that way! You can't-!"
"I can." Megatron matched fire for fire, anger for anger, flashing denta for his own snarling growl. "With Prime terminated and you down here, my word is the only law that matters! Now why do you not take a long hard moment to reconsider what it is that I, your lord, am asking of you."
The bright vibrant glow of a laser scalpel cut through the air in an arc towards Megatron's exposed neck cables.
The next few seconds occurred in a blur. Phage processed the sweet satisfaction and exhilarating adrenaline burst as the laser scalpel cut into Megatron's exposed neck cables. Colors imprinted on her memory. Vibrant energon blue of lifeblood splattering across the bar. The same color stood stark against Megatron's gray color scheme. Crimson son red, the shade of Decepticon optics, as Megatron's burst in a dangerous, murderous flash. All the colors of the engex display as they ran together like turpentine introduced to a oil painting. Pain blossoming as she violently became acquainted with the cool surface of the bar top as her right arm was twisted and bent mercilessly behind her back.
"Glitch!" Megatron roared. His optics had not lost the scorching glow as he seized her right hand, applying crushing pressure until she dropped the laser scalpel. The medical tool hit the bar top and fizzled off-line.
Outside the bar, Rumble and Frenzy shared a glance between them at the commotion and yelling coming from within. For his credit, Soundwave did not flinch a muscle cable.
Frenzy held out his hand, open-palmed to his brother and twiddled his fingers. "I want my shanix back."
Disgruntled, Rumble's optics darted behind his visor between his brother and the door. Even as he fished out the glowing energon chips from his subspace and handed them off to his brother, the red Minicon was saying, "We should go in there."
"Why?" Frenzy barked out a laugh as he snatched his shanix back that he had lost just earlier that day. "What are you afraid she's going to do? Break a glass over his head?"
"It's what Megatron will do to her." Rumble said slowly, his words tapering off towards the end.
"Oh Pitt. You are going soft. Can you believe him Soundwave?" Between his teasing, Frenzy jabbed his thumb in Rumble's direction and glanced up at Soundwave before looking back to his brother with an indecent grin. "One sleek-curved femme bats an optic at you-"
Rumble's denta ground together as he flashed a toothy glare at his brother. "You know how the Boss gets carried away when he scents opposition, brother."
Frenzy's words caught in his throat.
"We already had to help her out with the Stunticons." Rumble pressed.
"If he's that mad about spilt engex," Frenzy quipped and flinched when they heard a crash come from the bar again, "then he can beat her to within an inch of her life for all I care. She fragged up Megatron's final stroke at the battle. Humiliated him in front of the whole damn Autobot force. I'm not stepping in the middle of that." Frenzy concluded, shifting uneasily and averted looking at the door. Boorishly, Frenzy added, "Maybe she likes the gladiatorial treatment anyway, Rumble. You think of that? The Twins of Terror are always with her."
"After we snatched her up the first time." Rumble muttered before he whirled to Soundwave. "Come on, 'Wavy ol' pal. Some piece of mind?"
Soundwave finally shifted. His visor warmed and dimmed. "She had a laser scalpel in her subspace pocket."
Between his jaw that dropped open to the bright glow of his visor, Rumble became the picturesque portrayal of horrified silence. Frenzy stiffened, visor flashing as his optics brightened.
"Well," the purple berserker minicon concluded, "I think she really is trying to via with Starscream for the top of everyone's slag list."
"Really?" Megatron's voice wavered over her, battling between the rush of adrenaline shooting through his systems and the wild laugh that wanted to gurgle up from his vocal modulator at the foolhardy gall of the femme. "A laser scalpel! You've learned more than medical practice from the doctor."
Through the elbow he dug between her shoulder blades and the other hand that kept her arm twisted and bent at a painful angle, Phage felt the pressure of Megatron's weight shift above her and was not at all surprised when she heard his rough gravelly voice whisper above her audio receptor. "You will make a wonderful Decepticon."
"Fuck you, you slagging spawn of a Pitt-bred shit glitch!"
That was colorfully creative. He'd certainly never been called that before.
Riding high on his brush with death, Megatron's lip components kept threatening to twitch upwards into a grin. "Spit firing she-devil." He had not meant for the comment to roll off his glossa like an enduring pet name, but it had and he did not realize how much he had meant it until the words were out. As sloshed as Phage was, she seemed to have noticed his tone too as a look of terror settled in her optics that did little to help her situation than get a rise out of the savage gladiator in him.
Phage tried to jerk out from under him but he reminded her non-too gently how futile the effort was by applying more pressure to her arm. Her helplessness played to a certain feral part in him as she grunted and squirmed beneath him. Her breath hitched as he nosed along her exposed neck, scenting her fear and savoring the terror building in her optics. He had to resist the building urge to bite down.
"Let's drop all pretenses shall we?" Megatron rasped between flashing denta against her sythnoplasmic skin and savored the shiver of dread that rippled through her. "You're theatrics to imitate phase rot or any of its symptoms are lackluster. Do not insult my intelligence further by pretending otherwise. I will tell you what you do have though-"
Her body tensed up under him while her optics grew wide and round, a kind of desperate dread lighting them.
"-you have a secondary outlier power." He announced suddenly. "Regeneration."
Megatron took perverse amusement as she tried to collect her engexed thoughts and understand the significance of what he had just said. Keeping her pinned with her arm twisted between them and his weight on top of that, he snatched up the laser scalpel with his free hand. Phage jerked and let rent a curt scream as the medical tool flickered to life at full capacity. The scream quickly became long and piercing as he turned it on herself. Brutally, the blade stabbed down into her shoulder and from there Megatron sliced down her right arm in a horrendous macrabre mess, barely mindful not to damage the null restraints in the process. Phage jerked and spasmed and let rent audio-piercing screams. Energon splattered across the both of them and gushed to quickly pool across the bar top. He let his strength and the beast within him get the best of himself, realizing only after that he had cut too deep. Enough to reveal the endoskeleton beneath. Frantic words got caught up in her shrill screams. Megatron picked out pieces, words like native Cybertronian 'alto!' commanding him to stop, she was begging somewhere between, and it was only after the first deep slice that he picked out more words like 'insane,' 'main fuel line,' and 'die.'
The finality of Megatron's brutality was only signaled when he forced her right hand palm up and drove the laser scalpel clean through it, pinning her arm to the bar. Even as he leaned back satisfied with his handiwork, the femme's panic did not quail.
"Cease your screaming." In the absence of his weight, Phage scrambled to yank the laser scalpel from her palm. Megatron seized her left wrist before she made so much progress. A sudden, impulsive urge flared in his chassis and Megatron acted on it, going further than to just seize her wrist. The Decepticon Commander slammed her undamaged arm back against the bar then grabbed her waterlogged synthetic braid and deftly twisted it around his hand and pulled mercilessly before slamming her head back down. The babbling screams ceased.
"There. Much better." There was an undercurrent of audible pleasure in his low raspy whisper. "Now look." Forcing Phage to do just that, dazed, engexed and in shock as she was was a far too simple a matter to turn her head around with a tug of her braid. "Do you see- already your self repair systems are working to mend the damage." He studied her reaction, a perverse pleasure seizing him as he breathed in her dawning terror. He inclined his head enough so he could shift loose strains of her fine hair off her audio receptor with his olfactory. Phage trembled beneath him and whimpered as he exhaled through his olfactory harsh enough to stir her hair.
"Incredible, isn't it?" his lips brushed the rim of her audio receptor and felt her jerk beneath him. His lips pulled back to expose his canines as he reaffirmed his grip on her arm. "Like watching sentio metallico at work. Do you notice how the blue light between your seams turns green? Your optics do the same." Megatron tugged on her braid to give enough incentive to look at him. "As far as tells for outlier powers go, yours is quite subtle. Your cheek was split open on the battle field and I watched as the injury repaired itself carrying you here. Deducing you could regenerate was a simple matter from there. But the strength of your regenerative power was further cemented when you partial phased and then entered a full jump at the forest and again when you arrived here unharmed." Comprehension lit her optics only now understanding why he had wanted her washed up before their talk. "Any other phaser would have shown early stages of phase rot, but you were untouched. Two outlier abilities is unheard of on Cybertron, but the Lazalt built you with perfection in mind. How they handpicked your outlier abilities I've yet to understand, but believe me when I say I intend to find out."
"You had no idea." Megatron said after a small length of time, immediately followed by a dry laugh. "I'm not surprised. Optimus's attempt to keep you out of harm's way would have kept your secondary passive ability unknown for a long time."
Fear had gradually swallowed her face as it had earlier that day when he caught her crouched over Optimus Prime's mangled corpse. Her voice was thin and frail. "You never had the intention of returning me to the Autobots under any pretense."
"No." came his hard spartan response.
Her bottom lip quivered once then steeled itself. "What are you going to do with me?" she inquired, voice cracking as the last of the injury sealed without a trace of a mess wound. Reading the cold horrifying implications of her passive ability settle across her face was a sweet delight to Megatron. It was always a savory treat when his adversaries soaked in that vital moment when they realized their fault.
The grin that spread across Megatron's synthoplasmic face was feral. "What couldn't I."
Then, suddenly, Megatron simply...let her go.
Phage did the only sane thing she could muster the willpower to do. She immediately seized the opportunity to deactivate the laser scalpel and free her hand. Then scrambled out of the bar stool in a desperate bid to put as much distance between herself and Megatron as physically possible when suddenly, her vision swam. The lights of the engex display swirled and tilted crazily. A brief instant realization fluttered through her processor that she had not had any proper energon since the night before.
Phage careened as the engex went straight to her head.
Gently probing the damage to his neck, Megatron leaned forward to casually observe as Phage hit the floor with a resounding clang. The femme groaned before she drunkenly, hastily tried to pick herself back up. She stumbled, crashed into a nearby table and dropped onto the same table and chairs in an engexed heap. The laser scalpel had fallen from her grasp in the chaos and sat discharged on the floor out of her reach. Megatron was also quite sure she had no idea in which direction it would have went. In that time frame his system self repairs reported back that the damage to his neck cables was superficial.
"Lightweight." murmured Megatron darkly.
Abruptly, the Decepticon Commander downed the rest of his goblet before leaping easily over the bar, snatching up the Decepticon badge in a single, fluid motion as he went. Landing lightly on the other side for a mech of his large size and weight, Megatron stalked purposefully up to the teal and white femme, casting her in his shadow. Her face contorted into long, drawn dread at his coming and tried to make a hasty scramble out of her entanglement to put distance back between them. Phage only succeeded in slipping off the chairs and hitting the floor.
Just as her nerves had been shot on the battlefield listening to Megatron's gradual approach behind her, Phage found herself reliving the very same moment as she struggled for her bearings, straining to listen to the hefty approach of Megatron's fateful footfall. Nerve-circuits frayed and fuel pump hammering wildly away against her breastplating, Phage somehow managed the coordination to make it on to her hands and knees and made to make a mad leap out from under the table.
Megatron's massive black hand caught her teal ankle. With one strong armed yank he dragged her back as an undignified screech flew from her mouth. In the confusion, Phage twisted around or Megatron forced her to with the harsh direction he pulled her leg. No matter the event, she ended up sliding underneath the warlord as he knelt in a crouch above her balancing on the balls of his heels. The horrid red of his optics lit his scornful frown with sinister intent and the harsh planes of his sythnoplasmic face in terrible lighting.
"I have tried to be reasonable with you." came the low, menacing chill of his voice.
Her desperate, scrambling hands found purchase around something solid. Fueled by adrenaline and primal drives, Phage let rent a fierce roar as she bashed a chair across Megatron's head.
"Really!" Megatron roared into her face, optics bursting with fierce crimson light. He seized the chair with his free hand, tore it easily from her grasp and threw it across the bar. In the second that it took him to do just that, Phage seized the moment.
She punched him. A hard right hook as best as she could muster prone.
And. It. Hurt.
The femme tried to follow it up with a jab to his midsection and came away with a sharp pained cry of her own.
Optics burning with a continuous fiery glow and mouth set to a permanent snarl, Megatron lost the last of his patience.
Tearing the femme off the ground between his two powerful hands the Decepticon warlord burst upwards onto his feet and then slammed her down on the table. Phage's legs trailed off the edge and Megatron stood at the junction between. Half bent over her, all her vision could encompass was the very same murderous visage she had glanced at the battlefield earlier that day.
Phage quailed beneath the ferocity. Optimus commanded action. Phage tried to join with his older, fortified conscious to push Megatron off with her foot. In retaliation, Megatron lifted her off the table and slammed her back down. The world spun.
"I offered you the path of least resistance!" Megatron was snarling just above her. "Remember that when you are strung up in Starscream's labs getting picked apart!"
"Megatron!" strained Optimus through Phage's vocal processor. "Wait!"
A constrained laugh barked from Megatron's vocal processor. The warlord growled with equally strained wit. "Now you want to talk. You are like everyone else. If violence is the only way to get you to see reason than so be it." Phage could feel the heat of his body against hers and the rapid thrumming of his spark pulsing in its chamber and the wild hammering of his fuel pump in his chassis. "You had the opportunity to do this with minimal pain."
Phage's consciousness floundered in near panic, desperate and ready to lash out at the slightest gambit to protect itself. Optimus's ancient consciousness strained to find a sure road that would, if not save them both, then at least spare Phage trauma and pain.
The small, delicate fingers of Phage's feminine body pried and pushed against Megatron's midsection. It was the only space they could awkwardly push against as Megatron's large black hands held her arms pinned to her side.
Optimus could think of only one clear path. He started talking and fast in Cybertronian. "Alto, Megatron! Eti hos et-"
In an instant, Phage did the only thing she could think to do to stop Optimus from announcing himself. Before Optimus could stop her, Phage bashed her head against the bridge of Megatron's olfactory.
The Decepticon Commander reared back with a roar, vibrant energon lifeblood streaming from his olfactory. Megatron swiped at the dripping liquid with two fingers and held Phage down by her throat with the other.
"Burn in fucking hell!" Phage screamed like a banshee.
::PHAGE!::
"SPITFIRING GLITCH!"
"Don't retaliate!" the femme shouted with such fierce resolve that it left Megatron reeling from the one-hundred-eighty-degree turn. The sheer insanity of her command was not lost on him. If he was not so enraged he might have found the request comedic. As if she could strike at him and declare no tag backs! The sheer nerve of young, impulsive-
{Lord Megatron, this is Skywarp.}
The timely transmission came as a hard reset that left Phage reeling at the machinations of fate and Optimus wanting to give praise to Primus.
Forcefully, Megatron inhaled air nosily through his vents and rushed it out with equal strain. The ancient mech stood teetering between his own personal demon of Mr. Hyde and a struggling Dr. Jekyll.
Time stood straining on tentative hands.
{Megatron?}
The last of Megatron's rabid rage left him in a final vicious snarl before he jabbed at his chassis to activate his comm-line. "What is it, Skywarp?"
The Seeker did not immediately respond. Phage imagined he was probably taken aback by the vehemence directed at him over the comm-lines. {Autobots spotted.}
"Acknowledged." came Megatron's hard spartan response. "Proceed."
And like that the silver, red-and-black-trimmed mech abruptly cut transmission.
"Proceed with what, Megatron?"
The Decepticon Commander ignored her demand. Instead, once again, Megatron seized her forearm with a constrictor's grip. He hauled her to her feet and fairly nearly dragged her stumbling and tripping over her own two feet to the wall-length window. The warlord was saying as he went, words clipped and edged with a growl, "How about I tell you another little war story, maybe you will appreciate this one better than the others."
He slammed her face first against the glass. Before she could rebound off the whole of his hand latched around her head and squashed the side of her synthoplasmic face to the window. Phage gritted her denta and groaned.
What in the gods name is with this day and fucking mechs grabbing my goddamn head!
::You should not have stopped me!::
::Fuck you too, Prime!:: Came Phage's swift, hot and angry open thought to Optimus Prime. ::I did not do everything I have done today just for you to throw it all in my goddamn fragging face!::
::You have no idea what he will do to you! What you did-::
::NO!:: came the deafening roar across the joined halves of their consciousnesses.
"On our final days on Cybertron," seethed Megatron's rough worn vocal processor near her audio receptor once again, effectively and wholly unwittingly stalling the heated argument that was ready to break out between the two of them, "Starscream led the final aerial assault against Iacon where Optimus Prime and the remaining Autobot forces had gathered. Intel we had gathered from a very reliable source informed us that the Ark was nearing completion for launch." Like Motormaster just shy of two hours before him, Megatron applied an uncomfortable pressure on her cranium that left Phage with no illusions that Megatron would have liked little more than to crush her cranium in his grasp. All Phage could do was grit her denta and bare the brunt of the pain.
"Our source betrayed me and ran to the Autobots." His rage was so violate, so close to the surface, that the Decepticon Commander spat the words out. Solvent splattered across the window beside her. "Knowing we were coming, Optimus Prime had the ingenious notion to retool the Sky Spies with their chameleon cloaks and rig them with explosives. He then ordered the skies around Iacon to be littered with them. Of the remaining hundreds of Seekers still active at that time, do you know how many survived, my knowledgeable Spitfire?"
::If he calls me that one more time-:: Phage fumed internally.
::Where is he going with this?::
Phage's avatar glowered up at Prime, a selfish half of her enraged that he was ignoring her.
The moment's breath given to them ended as Megatron intoned gravely; "Six."
Their joined attention riveted back to the volatile mech behind them.
"Starscream, Thundercracker, Skywarp and three Rain Maker class Seekers you will never meet. Starscream survived only due to his exceptional speed and maneuverability. Thundercracker lived by unleashing a massive sonic blast that redirected the explosive damage away from him. After today's events, I am certain you can figure out how Skywarp survived.
"The Final Battle of Iacon is amply named Solrora Storm, Last Flight of the Seekers. If you dare to breathe a mention of Solrora to any of the Last Trine, and they don't shoot you, you would learn that the skies above Iacon churned an angry and violent yet beautiful storm. Created no less from the radiation bursts of those hundreds of Seekers all extinguishing simultaneously. The resulting mass deaths supercharged the atmosphere to create the massive ion storm that followed. Debris from the Sky Spies and my hundreds of Decepticon Seekers rained down across Iacon. The only grace of fate is that the vast majority were terminated nearly instantly before any one of them realized the Autobot deceit. That storm raged still over Iacon when the Ark launched."
The inside of Phage's mouth had gone dry. She did not have to imagine Solrora Storm, Megatron's reiteration of it dredged up Optimus Prime's own memories of it. As Megatron wove his story, Phage bore witness to the very outcome of the battle itself, not that it could even be called that. It was a massacre. She lived through Prime's committed determination and certainty as he gave the order to retool the Spy Spies. Desperation drove decision. The Autobots could not fail. Energon and resources were at a critical low. Every available resource had been pooled into the Ark. They had to board and it had to launch. Cybertron was fast approaching a young star system with fresh resources to fuel their faction... but the storm ultimately served to distort their radars. Not a single Autobot knew about the long distance aerial bombardment Megatron had launched at the Ark's launch pad in retaliation days later. Elita-One, Firestar, Moonracer, Chromia, Lancer, Greenlight- last of the Autobot femmes- were caught in the open and were destroyed before Prime's very optics. The rest of the Autobots that were meant to board were forced to stay behind.
The Ark had to launch. They had to get off of Cybertron or every Autobot would be terminated.
"Now," Megatron announced and the ease of his tone suggested a measure of his temper had drained in the telling of the story, "you might be wondering what this has to do with you right now. So permit me to explain. I have taken a page from Optimus Prime's playbook and littered the surrounding sea base with camouflaged mines in preparation for the Autobot extraction team that-as Skywarp has just informed me, has only just arrived."
The inner light from her stellar blue optics reflected off of the glass, doubling the illusion as her optics flew open wide and round to impossible sizes. The magnitude of what he had just told her was apparent. Her dry mouth split open and hung, gaping. Wordless.
"I am feeling unusually generous, Phage. Give me the Matrix and I'll spare the lives of your would be rescuers. The glimmer of Laserbeak's intel was but a snippet of the full scope. I know exactly who is coming and I am more than willing to cut with the Autobot loss. Are you?"
The cold, cruel strategist in him reveled in her misery as he observed the fire in her optics douse under the icy waters of reality. Several emotions flittered across her face shifting from drunken anger, to revelation, to cold hard acceptance.
She quietly closed her mouth and tried to swallow. When her pale lips parted again, her voice tumbled out loud enough for only Megatron to hear. "Spare them. Please."
"Give me the Matrix, Phage."
Her lips parted and hung open. The moment drew out. Megatron reaffirmed her face against the glass. "Do you see out there? The Autobots are drawing in. Spike is with them. If you are banking that everything will turn out all right in the end, that somehow you will be rescued and the Matrix will revive everyone, just remember one thing- the Matrix does not revive organics."
"Megatron," for a drunk she was the most literate one he had ever met, pausing to take time to gather her thoughts before she spoke. "mercy, please. I don't-"
"Matrix, Phage. The choice is not difficult. Nine lives in exchange for one bauble, as you so put it. My generosity or patience will not hold."
Her voice cracked. "Please! I can't give you what I never had!"
She felt the warlord's massive weight shift behind her, lifting turning, then the pressure on her cranium pulled back and she went with it. Phage tensed for the inevitable slam against the wall and was shocked when it never came. Instead Megatron's fingers left off her cranium one by one, trailed down the curve of her neck and found purchase on her shoulder strut.
A soothing action Optimus did with everyone Megatron took and perverted with little effort. The weight of his hand was all wrong. The reassuring squeeze instead brought on trepidation.
And then Megatron spun her around and shoved her against the glass. The same black hand coiled around her throat, forcing her chin up. As her slender white fingers latched around his hand and pried futilely for release, their optics locked.
They stood fixed to their stances like glorified statues carved by master hands from Earth's Hellenistic Period.
The tension weighed on Phage and Optimus's consciousnesses as Megatron stared down at her and through her with a perception and calculating clarity that was millions of years old. Fine fissure lines fractured Phage's resolve. Her bottom lip quivered. In response, Megatron tilted her cranium this way and that with the slightest twinge of his grasp.
All Phage could think, when she could think at all, was that Megatron must have known. That he could see through her deceit and perceive Optimus just beneath.
At long last, Megatron's characteristic frown cracked and parted. His optical ridges gently sloped together in the midst of his forehead. "You really do not have the Matrix."
For the first time, Phage could not speak the words she had been reiterating all day.
"You lied to me at the battle. Your tell was palpable." Megatron's optics narrowed, his confusion deepening. "What deceit are you hiding?"
He was speaking more to himself than to her. Between Optimus and herself, they had enough wits about them to know that much.
Megatron's optics jumped between her own, searching for the answer to the puzzle that left him grasping. When the silence stretched on for more than he was comfortable with the Decepticon Commander abruptly announced, "So be it." His upper chassis twisted, pivoting on his spinal axis until he was counter poised away from her and suddenly shouted, summoning with utmost authority, "SOUNDWAVE!"
Megatron felt the femme wilt in his very grasp. Heard her feet as they dragged along the floor. Sensed her as she tried to press herself further against the glass, likely wishing above all else that she could just phase away.
A moment later the door wooshed open to permit the Decepticon in question. Soundwave's large, solid frame filled the entrance, darkening it with his very presence. A flash of color behind the Communication Officer's legs gave away Rumble and Frenzy's location.
"Yes, Lord Megatron." rang the all too distinct flanged vocal processor of Soundwave.
"The Bearer is being difficult." Megatron ripped her off the wall and threw her in Soundwave's direction. As heavily engexed as she was, Phage stumbled, hit the corner of a table and took a dive to the floor. Once the clamorous racket died down, Megatron continued, "Take Phage below and mine her for the Matrix's location. I know she has done something with it. And Soundwave."
The Communication Officer's attention lifted from Phage and back to Megatron.
"Our newest recruit needs conditioning."
Soundwave's visor glowed and dimmed in intensity. "Acknowledged."
Phage did not get back up off the floor.
When Megatron had thrown her, Phage had not gone very far. Closer in proximity to the Decepticon Commander than Soundwave himself, Megatron stalked over to the femme, snarling as he went, and knelt down to drag her back to her feet.
The first kick came unexpectedly and found its mark. A curt mangled shout erupted from Megatron's vocal processor as her foot connected with his cod piece. As he dropped to his knee and Soundwave broke his rigid stance, Phage sprang to life, twisting and rolling up off the floor. Face contorted into a noiseless snarl, optics burning a fierce green that bled to standard energon blue on the rims, Phage viciously jabbed for his throat. Adrenaline burst through Megatron's systems at the first strike. Riding on the cusp of his prior rage, Megatron easily knocked the jab aside but missed the set up power punch that caught him on his sliced, leaking neck cables.
Soundwave's distinct flanged vocals shot off through the air where Megatron's own vocal processor was choked out. "Megatron!"
Burning adrenaline pumping through her systems, Phage twisted around and kicked off the floor and ran at Soundwave. The mech in question was rooted to his position, even with his full battle mask his surprise was evident in his spread stance. Soundwave had not been expecting the duplicity or the ball bearings she had had to strike at Megatron a second time.
If it was not for Soundwave's indecision on whether to help Megatron first or stop the femme, it was then left to his panic that she wasn't thinking at all. She was just acting. Impulsively. There was no solid plan firing off in her processor. Just pure drive. And just behind that, Soundwave Sensed strong towering walls that had never been there before that resisted and repelled any quick attempts on his part to pierce.
His indecision left him a fool.
Phage slide and dived for his legs, taking him at his knees and wrapping both arms around. In one single fluid motion, she pushed upwards behind him and sent Soundwave, twice her size and more than that in her weight, barreling over her shoulder struts and colliding with the floor. The show of strength left Rumble and Frenzy gaping up at the femme who proceeded to charge right at the Minicons. Rumble leapt back and flattened himself against the parallel wall to the bar while Frenzy took the full brunt of her on point imitation of Optimus Prime's signature double-handed power punch. The purple beserker crashed into the wall beside Rumble as Phage barreled through and stormed down the hall.
By the time Soundwave had collected his thoughts and glanced behind, all he could hear of the femme was her receding footsteps down the hall. The light of the large dark blue mech's visor narrowed to a dangerous beam at Rumble and Frenzy. Before he could blame them for failing to stop her, he was cut off.
"Fragging Pitt, Soundwave!" Megatron growled and spat as he stood up, his voice more gravelly than normal as he probed delicately at his neck with two fingers. "Why did you not say anything!"
Soundwave was going to say she was an impulsive thinker and he couldn't very well inform Megatron of any attempts at deceit or trickery if she wasn't thinking of it at the time. Soundwave may have also told Megatron about the strange anomaly in her consciousness that he had Sensed but wasn't sure if it was worthy of mention until further investigation. Soundwave would have eventually told Megatron all of these things, if he had not of noticed something of more import.
The Communication Officer's arm jerked off the ground and pointed behind Megatron, his visor flaring brilliantly in hue and in vibrancy. "Megatron! Autobots!"
The Decepticon Commander whirled around and found himself the victim of flabbergastment.
There, just outside the window, was the Autobot Sea Spray.
Megatron had forgotten all about that particular Autobot's very existence. He had rarely been reported on any missions pertaining to land, where the Decepticons performed the majority of their raids for basic energon and supplies. Furthermore, he had not even been mentioned as part of the extraction team that was suppose to have arrived.
The Autobot had the audacity to salute the Decepticon duo as he finished fixing a bomb to the glass. Then, utilizing his turbine fans, Sea Spray blasted off to a safe distance.
Megatron jerked himself out of his shock and into action. He broke out into a dead run for the door. His long powerful legs covered twice the distance with Soundwave making a mad scramble close on his heels. Megatron and Soundwave only just managed to skid into the hall before the glass exploded and the Pacific Ocean rushed in to fill the void with a vengeance.
Dues Ex Machina by Guardinthena
'You should never believe a thing just because you want to believe it.
Tyrion Lannister, Game of Thrones
Chapter 9,
No sooner had Frenzy hit the wall than the purple Minicon rebounded off with vengeance in mind. Denta flashing in a menacing snarl, the Minicon's visor flared murderously after the femme's retreating back. "That's right! Run!" The words flew from his mouth before Frenzy could even think what he was even saying. "When I catch you I'm going to tear your fragging arm off!"
He was about to run the femme down when he caught a flash of red from his peripheral vision and realized that Rumble had peeled himself off the wall and was just standing there. Reining his energy back around, Frenzy redirected the full brunt of his anger on the nearest target-his brother. "What's wrong with you!"
Rumble never got a word out.
The Bar's hydraulic door was three-fourths closed when it reversed direction and snapped open. To the Minicon Brothers shock Megatron barreled out of the Bar, his features were contorted somewhere between rage and self preservation. Utilizing his momentum, Megatron shifted his weight into a fluid skid across the flawless metallic floor, his feet scrapping harshly enough to send up a shower of sparks in the Minicons direction. Rumble and Frenzy broke apart as he slid right between them, catching himself on the wall and using it to redirect his kinetic energy to shove himself off and barrel ahead. He did not pay them a second thought beyond to utter only one command:
"RUN!"
Soundwave emerged from the Bar close on Megatron's aft, but the Communications Officer preformed his fishtail maneuver less elegantly than their Commander. He nearly topped over as he emerged, arms flailing to regain balance, managed that and kept going. The two brothers gaped up as both superior officers and old time friends charged down the hall hot on the heels of the femme.
"What?" Rumble said. His answer came half a nanoklik later. The door was nearly closed when an explosion of shattering glass deafened the serenity of the Bar, proceeded by the all too familiar cacophonous roar of the ocean rushing in to fill the vacant pocket. "What!"
"Autobot attack!" Frenzy roared, seizing Rumble's wrist and dragging him down the hall. "Someone alert-!" The base's klaxon alarms wailed to life, cutting Frenzy off before he could finish his sentence needlessly. Crimson red lights flooded the hall, faded, and returned with a prejudice in repetitive order.
"Come on!" Rumble bemoaned as both the Minicons bolted down the corridor. "Our engex distillery? Really! Have the Autobots no shame!?"
Ahead of his brother by a few steps, Frenzy was seething. He chanced a glance behind him to snap off, "That's what your mad about! Our Bar?" He wanted to say so much more. He just wanted to keep raging at his brother. About the battle. About Phage. About the whole damn day. The only good thing that had happened was Optimus Prime's termination, but even that was getting mucked up and marred by everything else. The words though, the words that Frenzy wanted to scream at his brother got stuck in his vocal processor. Behind them and not receding fast enough, the Bar door bucked violently then blew off its track under the immense water pressure behind it. Terrifyingly, Sea Spray was at the oceans forefront as if leading the charge itself. The Autobot rode the waves, slammed feet first against the wall Megatron had only just rebounded off of, and surged again down the hall after them, the ocean following his lead or he following it. Occasionally surging ahead before disappearing into the raging, frothing icy waters again peeked the angled frames of Spike, Bumblebee and Jetfire in company with the M.T.O. veteran. But it was Sea Spray who flowed with the water as natural as an electrical current through circuity. Rumble yelped as both Minicons picked up pace to outrun the flood and the hail of laser fire from Sea Spray's blaster.
Ahead of the Decepticon train, Phage's head twisted back around to look down the hall when Sea Spray's explosion rocked the Bar, only to stumble on engexed legs and crash into the nearest wall. In a way, she would have time to reflect much later, it was lucky that she did as it removed her from the sudden bursts of friendly fire. Adrenaline bursting through her systems, Phage tried to recover and roll with the momentum but her attempts at escape would have made Ironhide cringe before ordering her through another practice run on the holodeck.
Her optics burst with new found light, shifting immediately from her dark blue to a striking liberty blue shade. Her cranium snapped around, hands dropping to her sides to yell off, loud and commanding: "SEA SPRAY! CEASE FIRE—Eek!" The command was undone as Phage's consciousness stole control back from Optimus Prime.
The quick glance backwards had revealed Megatron charging up the hall after them, and caught him mid-process raising his right arm and clenching his fist as his fusion cannon materialized from subspace in a brilliant blue warp glow of time-space energy. The unbecoming shriek tore from their throat as Megatron fired and Phage threw herself back against the wall, wishing she could phase right through it. The heat of the blast seared pass, flash heating the cold air instantaneously and leaving her living metal skin feeling like it was sunburned.
To her shock, the blast missed her by a mile and melted a hole clean through the elevator door at the far end of the hallway.
And then he was on her.
His body curled and leaned to the right. The massive, strong arm with the fusion cannon reached to scoop her up into his hold. There was no physical way she could press herself further into the wall without phasing. He would have her. Again. Petrified, she sat there fully accepting that she was going to be back in Megatron's grasp so soon. His fingers touched her waist, and she swore it burned, when the wall behind her suddenly gave way and she toppled backwards, almost twisting into a full rotational spin as she half tumbled out of Megatron's grasp and landed in an inelegant heap on a cold, hard floor.
For a priceless second, Phage laid there on her back staring up at a long shaft and the underside of a stairwell.
A stairwell? Why would- She thought wildly, then enlightenment struck her hard.An emergency exit!
Unbeknownst to Phage or Optimus Prime, the subsequent breach in the sea base's hull had tripped the security grid. Beyond the klaxon alarms and warning lights, doors that were usually only triggered by encrypted thought commands were released of their tight restrictions as part of the fail-safe in the possibility a Decepticon suffered cranium damage and could not transmit. That was how Phage found herself pitching backwards ungraciously to the floor of the emergency stairway beyond, completely unaware that the door was even there due to Decepticon spartan concepts of interior decorating. If the Decepticons couldn't be given credit for interior décor, then they at least deserved top grade for safety features. Perhaps it shouldn't have come as such a surprise considering how often their seabase was wrecked by the Autobots coupled with how long they had been at war.
Except that it had and it did.
Phage blinked hard and bolted up into a sitting position. Several things striking her at once. The first was that she must have leaned against a door and not realized it. Secondly, her optics flashed down the hall where Megatron had been going and caught the warlord's as he stumbled pass. The Decepticon Commander did a double take behind him and their optics caught. In the briefest of moments, she saw the calculations running through his processor, saw his optics flicker off of her and back towards Sea Spray, the Autobots and the ocean. Watched as his stern, graven features twisted into a decisive, distasteful frown.
"Rumble! Frenzy!" Megatron roared at the Minicons bringing up the end of their train as Soundwave, only scant steps behind him, had bolted pass Phage himself and caught up with Megatron in an instant. Megatron's joints had seized up in a fraction of a second in indecision, but gave way and continued to charge forward—only to leap through the hole he had blasted into the elevator shaft and immediately blasted another into the ceiling before activating his flight drive. "Grab her!"
Ever shadowing his actions, Soundwave tailed only feet behind him and flew up the now defunct elevator shaft after him.
And then they were both gone.
In a strange out of body sort of instant, it occurred to Phage that Megatron had meant to take her with him. The disjointed realization that he had meant to save her from the flood had an odd mixed emotion on her before a kind of panic struck her hard as her cranium snapped around to the roar of the invading ocean.
"Oh my god!" Phage gasped as she scrambled to her pedes, clawing at the sleek floor for purchase, and ran further into the emergency stairwell.
With both their consciousness's pooling their energies into a singular goal, she managed to put the first level behind her before the flood poured into the area, nearly washing Rumble and Frenzy along down the hallway if not for their efforts to grab hold of the door frame and muster themselves inside against the main current. By the time she had nearly reached the beginning of the third level, Phage dared to spare a glance below long enough to spy the Minicons as they had to all but drag themselves out of the water and stumble up the first set of stairs. The peak was long enough for Rumble to tilt his cranium backwards and spot her.
"Phage! Stop!" The red Minicon shouted.
"No!" Inwardly she cringed at herself at how childish that had come off.
The emotion was quickly drowned by the red hot adrenaline burning through her circuits. She used it to give her the strength to burn pass the ache in her muscle cables and the strain in her air intakes and continue her fierce run up the stairwell. The horrific memories of Megatron slicing up her arm and then her body quickly regenerating were at the forefront of her mind. Megatron's words, what couldn't I, were permanently burned into her processor. Comprehension seeped pass her sloshed filters of what she had done and what Megatron had intended to do. Brand her as a Decepticon. Optimus Prime's core consciousness, that beautiful distant city aglow in the dark caverns of Phage's mindscape, shuddered at the prospect. Entire districts whirled and reshuffled themselves like a stack of cards. Optimus Prime was scared. And that fear, that very real fear burning in her breastplate drove her forward.
::Megatron can not succeed in Branding us.::
Across the void of her mind, Phage wanted to scoff and respond with 'naturally' and 'of course,' but Optimus's shared thought struck her mind loaded with a backlog of memories from the early half of the War. Cherry picked memory snippets burned into her memory banks of meetings with medical and science chiefs. She caught glimpses of Ratchet and Wheeljack, Perceptor and others she did not recognize. Their bodies were different, how they looked on Cybertron. Fresher faces and younger voices. The meetings, she quickly grasped, were emergency discussions about why Decepticon recruitment had skyrocketed. The time stamp was pre-Simanzi.
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"Why are mechs flocking to him in such large quantities?" The question was posed by a distant echo of a much younger Optimus Prime. (The inquiry came off as vulnerable to Phage's inner audio.)
"LordMegatron," Prowl scoffed, "has mandated a draft in his territories. Everyone must serve in the military."
At the news, Optimus held council with himself, drawing inward and broody, and muttered to no one in particular. "Why? An army is not necessary. Sentinel Prime and the old Council are gone."
"That's not the way he sees it." Said Ratchet of a sudden and Optimus lifted his optics and held the CMO's steady gaze. "The ancient traditions that led us to that point are still in place."
The silence that followed stretched on for longer than it should have. Long enough for Optimus to grasp the underlying message that Ratchet meant—the old traditions that had elected him as Prime were still in place. The same traditions that had seen his corrupt predecessor selected. The draft was happening because Megatron did not believe in a system that could still be manipulated by corruption and deceit.
"Although Ratchet's logic is sound," interjected Prowl, drawing Optimus's attention to him. The white mech's demeanor darkened suddenly as he added, "our field agents have reason to believe the move has an ulterior motive. Perceptor has the details."
And like that, Perceptor started off on technical gibber jabber. Not nearly a quarter of a breem had passed before an annoyed Wheeljack, with arms entwined across his chassis, summed it all up as he turned a curt look from Perceptor to Optimus.
"Processor wiping." Even then the panels on the side of his cranium flashed an array of hues to indicate his tone and mood when he spoke. Currently, it was a standard blue. "He's talking about processor wiping through mnenourgery."
Perceptor looked as he always did when somebody summed up his explanations. "That's what I just said!" Wheeljack was already rolling his optics before the red mech had finished.
From across the table Ratchet's dry scoff resounded around the room. "Absolute trash."
Wheeljack shot Ratchet a glare while Perceptor just looked childishly outraged that someone would object to his hard quadruple fact-checked research.
"It is not." shot back Wheeljack, the light of his vocal indicators slipping to shades of pink, a warning before his mood dipped to outright anger.
And Ratchet just eyed the Inventor with a deadpan, lazy-opticed grimace. "Is so." he said. "Although a relatively new field of medical research, mnenosurgey is just a fancy word for a medic that has dedicated himself to the well being of your brain module. The general population is just scared about it." His gaze shifted to Optimus as if imploring him to understand his plight. "You can't give any serious thought to the general public's superstition."
"You sound like one of those info-mericals."
"Oh, come on!" Ratchet snapped off as his attention riveted back to Wheeljack, "I've studied mnenosurgery! Do I look like the Praxian Medusa to you?"
Everyone but Optimus missed the shudder that rippled through Prowl's frame at the mention of his home city-state's infamous serial killer. (It was to Phage's understanding as she digested the memory, that the title was steeped in as much gore, mystery and death to be on level with Jack the Ripper. Yet the fear of it fresh enough, in Cybertronian terms, to still incite real fear and panic. That Ratchet had used the term to describe himself, even in sarcasm, struck her as 'scandalously too soon.' And that was Ratchet, the one she knew and it seemed little had changed-gruff, crude, shock jock exterior, with a soft compassionate interior for the well-being of other people.)
When Wheeljack remained stoic, glaring at the CMO across the table with his arms crossed, Ratchet began to grumble darkly, "Well next time when you have shrapnel lodged in your processor from one of your failed experiments..."
At the insinuation of his oft-times dangerous scientific researches, Wheeljack took offense and lunged to his pedes.
"Sit down, Wheeljack." Commanded Prime, his cool resonate vocals booming across the conference room. Begrudgingly and muttering darkly under his breath, Wheeljack took his seat.
After taking a moment to give Ratchet and Wheeljack the once over, Prowl boldly trailblazed through the tense atmosphere. "In any event," he lent forward over the war table into the discussion. "Our intel suggests that Shockwave's science division working out of Altihex could be involved in this."
"Shockwave?" Optimus's young tone lent a weight of surprise to the revelation.
"Yes." Prowl reaffirmed. "The Director of Termination himself." Multiple Autobot officers shuffled uneasily, joints creaking and settling again into their chairs. "We have had multiple separate accounts come in that point to some new technological breakthrough that utilizes mnemosurgery as its basis. Whatever it is, this..." he struggled for an appropriate word, "device, is widespread. Our agents believe that it has already been installed across a plethora of Decepticon controlled territories and the border city-states. Couple that with the mass draft call," he added ominously, "and we could be looking at a war the likes of which we've never seen."
"A war with fanatic warriors dedicated to Megatron." Said Wheeljack, shooting a pointed glare Ratchet's way.
"Given Megatron's previous occupation as a gladiator, I think it would only be a logical next step to assume that he should want mechs in his army as ruthless as himself." said Prowl. "Especially if his end goal is to over through the new Council and yourself, Optimus Prime. A pitiless, amoral army is about what it would take."
"And how is he supposed to control that kind of army if they aren't fanatic to him?" countered Wheeljack.
Prowl began to open his mouth, paused, then conceded the matter to Wheeljack with a nod and open palmed wave of his hand.
Suddenly Ratchet added, "There's more to it than what Prowl is letting on."
"What could be worse than the southern hemisphere of Cybertron falling under Megatron's control?" posed Prime, a note of incredulous that there could be something else to the whole matter.
The tactician's cranium snapped around to glare down Ratchet before the Chief Medical Officer could continue. "There are no hard facts to confirm the secondary information."
"What is it?" Asked Optimus quickly. "Any information, supported or otherwise, is knowledge I did not have before. If we are to evaluate this threat in its entirety than I need to know all sides."
Submitting to his will, Prowl receded into his chair. Ratchet waited only a short span to see if there would be further objections and when there was not he began; "There's some kind of virus that's- that's rewriting RNA. One of our agents reported only what the locales had told him. The propaganda that Prowl mentioned is hailing it as some kind of beneficiary breakthrough. A cleansing that's supposed to make mechs stronger. Better than what they were. Some of them are even hailing it as a sign of Primus's will that the Decepticon cause is just."
All Optimus found that he could do to respond to the news was with an elegant, "What."
"Tch! A virus that's re-writing RNA. Now that sounds like slag to me." snarked Wheeljack. To the Inventor's less than charming response, Optimus found himself withdrawing from the conversation, brooding over the matter as his CMO and Inventor went at it again.
"Now you're just saying that to be an aft." Snapped off Ratchet with an irritated rev of his engine. "There is documentation dating back eons on how something as minute as new energy sources can alter a Spark's elet—"
"Again," Prowl cut back in, "it's all part of the propaganda. In cities like Kaon and Tarn, where they have a huge problem with obsoletes, its a golden pass to a better life. The only catch is to sign themselves away to the Decepticon cause or, well-leave."
Optimus was quiet a span, digesting the information. When he finally did speak he began softly, "Only one agent spoke to the locales directly?"
Prowl's optical ridges met in the middle of his face. "Err, yes."
"Who was the agent?"
All the Autobot officers heads raised to address their commander as one.
"What?" asked a bemused Prowl.
"Who was the agent that spoke to the locales?"
Prowl's head dropped to address the array of datapads in front of him and found the one Optimus was asking for. After a precursory glance his head came back up. "It says here that the agent's name is Jazz."
"I want to speak with him."
Prowl blinked. "You...do?"
"Yes. Bring him in here immediately."
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Another memory hit her hard next, chronologically following the first. In the second, Optimus had arrived at Ratchet's hab-suite in Iacon where they had previously agreed to meet. The times were turbulent. In a relatively short span of time for Cybertronians, there had been a string of assassinations and the death of Sentinel Prime. Then Megatron took the stage, claiming the First Five Cities. New faces sat on the Council, he was a young and untested Prime and his cabinet were all new faces to the public. He found the door unlocked and no immediate answer or greeting. A tight coil of tension was pooling in his fuel tanks. Dreading the worst, he entered to find the white and red mech crashed on his couch with a glass of engex in one hand, an near empty bottle of the liquor on the coffee table in front of him and a thousand-yard-stare at the wall opposite him. A wiggle of worry pricked at his processor proceeding the relief he had to find that Ratchet's abode had not been broken into and the mech terminated.
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"Ratchet?" He began tentatively as he subspaced his weapon upon discovering him alive and well. Such were the times that he had to travel with his weapons, even in Iacon in the heart of Autobot territory. The recent assassination of Ratchet's predecessor had shocked the whole planet. "Are you alright?" posed Optimus as he approached his long time friend.
"They have refined it." His words were hollow, an undertone of shock and horror. "I read the medical datapads Jazz brought back from Altihex but seeing holovids of it firsthand...Primus, Optimus." And Ratchet downed the rest of his engex before Optimus had time to cross the room and stop him. When he finished his body seemed to mold into the deepest corners of the couch as if he'd never move again. A tension of fret began to coil in his fuel tanks as he began to worry if the CMO had mixed some kind of drug into the engex. It wouldn't have been the first time Optimus had caught him doing it. Loosing Oscillate had been bad enough for their side. Loosing Ratchet by his own hand would have been worse.
The empty glass was forgotten as his hand thunked onto the arm of the couch and laid there, stretched haphazardly in the air. Ratchet's attention had become fixed to the ceiling overhead as Optimus tentatively moved to take a seat beside him. "The Decepticons are injecting an intrusive viral program through the Branding ceremony." Optimus let Ratchet carry on, even though he already been informed of the situation. It was just one small thing he could do to let the good doctor rant. "The Decepticon insignia no longer just carries a mech's name, alt and serial number! They've input the virus into the insignia to deploy after Branding. It was like the propaganda said. Just like Wheeljack said." Admitting that made Ratchet's face screw up as if he had swallowed arsenic. "A virus that creates processor-altered fanatics and one that attacks the genetics of their sparks! It rewritestheir RNA! An- an RNA Cleansing. How am I suppose to fix that?" Ratchet's voice was thin and frail and to Phage, uncharacteristically vulnerable. "I'm not my predecessor! I can't undo this! Tens of thousands of mechs are being conscripted and forced to alter their very sparks! For what? An army? What is Megatron hoping to achieve with that!"
While Ratchet sat there in self despair and anguishing over the fates of others, Optimus's optics kept wandering to the coffee table and from there analyzing the rest of the hab-suite. Call it a remnant of his time spent as a peace officer post-war, but the only thing out of place in the living quarters was the not one near empty engex bottle on the coffee table, but the other empty one left on the narrow wall table near his dispensary. Questions burned through his processor: Was the second bottle old from a previous venture? Was it from that evening? How much had Ratchet drank before he arrived? Was there more he had not spot?
He was beginning to contemplate contacting medical support for his distraught friend. He knew that Ratchet had tendencies for hard partying in med school, but he had not been aware that recent events were pushing Ratchet back down dark paths. Part of him felt responsible. He should have known. He should have seen the signs. The concern bled through his vocal processor as he said in response to Ratchet's shock-driven rant. "Nobody is asking you to be Oscillate, Ratchet."
"Nobody is asking," his voice hit an unusual note and broke, "but everybody is expecting." Suddenly his hands came up and began to gesticulate across the air, one hand still holding his empty glass of engex. "Oscillate of Crystal City. Oscillate the Living Forge. Oscillate the Flawless. Primus, even his name is perfect. Perfect, flawless, perfectionist outlier...bastard. Hard aft. Impossible. How was I ever suppose to fill his shadow? I'm just...Ratchet. Next to him, my name sounds like grime and rust." All of a sudden, his hands crashed back to the couch and stayed there. When he spoke again his voice was a thin, frail whisper. "He could have fixed this with a touch of his digit."
It was probably why he was assassinated, Optimus thought grimly.
As a heavy silence loomed between them, Optimus tackled with what course of action to take. As a leader, calling for medical would not look good on Ratchet's behalf, who had only just become CMO. A scandal was something nobody needed and one that the Decepticons would surely seize upon and use against them in their propaganda, whereas Optimus could not in good conscious allow his friend to do something drastic. Ratchet needed help. If Optimus was honest with himself, Ratchet had needed help for a very very long time. The strain of being Oscillate's star pupil had always been a strenuous position.
In the end, his decision had never been difficult.
He broke the silence by reaching out and squeezing Ratchet's shoulder strut. "Ratchet, are you going to be alright?" It was a lame question, but one that got Ratchet's attention. His cranium, resting on the back of the couch, slowly rotated until he was facing him and still he did not speak. Optimus tried again, pressing more directly. "Did you put anything in the engex?"
"No." Just as Optimus's nerves were starting to unwind, Ratchet followed it up with, "Not this time."
His optics widened then narrowed to disbelieving slits. "Ratchet..."
"Ugh, Primus." His head rolled back onto the couch. "Why are we friends again? Me, the substance abusing doctor and you, the visionary kid from Tyger Pax turned...turned upright peace officer turned...inspiring world leader. Seriously, how?" Ratchet did not clarify if he still meant how they were friends or how such a transformation in Optimus's occupational career had happened in a world dominated caste system. Likewise, Optimus did not ask for clarification.
"You are slurring." he accused.
"I'm not slurring." He slurred on 'slurring' even as he said it. "I'm speaking Old Cybertronian."
"Sure you are, Ratchet." Optimus squeezed his optics shut and rubbed at them with his other hand. He was struggling over what to say and still what to do when Ratchet said suddenly, "The virus...it must be why the Decepticons assassinated him. He could have fixed this."
"Ratchet, not even Oscillate the Living Forge could have fixed this situation. His outlier ability enabled him to manipulate sentio metallico, not sparks."
"He could have." Ratchet insisted, Optimus could hear the tortured hero worship in his strained voice. "He could fix anything." His voice became more and more vulnerable as he carried on. "I can't fix this!" He repeated, looking beyond Optimus's shoulder strut to unseen horizons.
Desperate for Ratchet to be better, he squeezed his shoulder strut again. "We will find a way together, Ratchet."
The mech just stared at him and slowly began to nod along. Optimus was not sure he was really even processing anything he was saying. Then abruptly, Ratchet snickered and his optics locked with his. "He died sloppy."
He gawked at Ratchet. "What?"
"The Flawless Bastard. He died messily."
Optimus jerked off the couch and went for his comm-link. Ratchet followed his motion with his optics only and intoned distantly. "What are you doing?"
"I am calling for a medic."
"I'm a medic." his grin was cheeky. "The best."
Optimus's face became darkening thunderclouds. "A medical officer that's sober and clean."
Ratchet's optical ridges were slow to join together in the midst of his forehead. "I'm clean."
"Your track record is not the best."
"Uuuuggh! Nothing! I've just drank a bit-" He cut himself off, noting Optimus's pointed frown. A slow indistinguishable kneeing noise emitted from Ratchet's vocal processor. "Don't."
"You are not yourself. You would never laugh at someone's termination. How much have you drunk? No, you know I do not need to know. What I do need to know is what you spiked your engex with."
Rather than answer him, Ratchet made another noise, a cross between a grumble and a low winded expel of air through his vents. "Wheeljack."
His digits stalled against his comm-link's keypad long enough to glance sidelong at Ratchet. "What about Wheeljack?"
"Just..." he tried to wave his hand absently at him but the movement itself came off as heavy and uncoordinated. "Contact him, if you have too. You have better things to do than guard me and—Wheeljack understands. Oscillate would be..." he false started when it dawned on him that 'Oscillate would be mad' no longer applied to the present and tried again, "I don't need a scandal. Wheeljack...won't say anything. He-I trust him."
"Ratchet," Optimus's voice echoed sternly as the memory faded, "this is not about scandals or hiding your addictions anymore. This is about your well being. You are always looking out for others, but what about yourself?"
"S'm fine."
"No. You are not."
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In the space of the two memories, Phage's pedes had carried her up five steps as she bolted ever upward. On a single breath, she gushed out, "I have your spark!"
::It is more than mine I am worried about.::
She completely missed the point of what he meant. It was not to say that Phage did not understand that he was worried for her safety but that she was too preoccupied with running and entertaining horrifying daydreams of a Decepticon-turned-Optimus-Prime to grasp the depth with which he meant it. Terror drove her forward to unknown destinations. But it was anger that became her fuel and anger that she latched onto and lashed out on. "This was your idea!" she hissed as she rounded a corner. Her pedes pounded the stairs as they stormed up another set. "I wanted to keep running!"
In the Infraspace, Optimus's avatar balked at her accusation. ::How far do you think we would have made it before the Seeker's caught us? I can guarantee running would have made things worse. Humans could have gotten caught in the crossfire-::
"We were in a forest!" Phage protested. "In the middle of nowhere! Not a goddamn city! And clearly the Autobots weren't that far behind!"
::They were hours out and you know that.:: Ancient knowing optics narrowed to pinpricks of light in the darkness of the mindscape. Those optics burned into her mindseye as Optimus spoke sternly through her."What is this really about?"
Phage's avatar fumed and glowered up at Prime's. The green chemical fire burned from her optics and threatened to ignite the black undersea around her once again. Standing tall and firm on the clean metallic landmass of his half of the mindscape, Optimus scrutinized her and prodded at the sudden spike of rage that was pouring through her systems. It wasn't the first time he had seen her avatar become enraged like that and again the outpouring of energy was oddly familiar. He wanted to take time to explore that, backtrack it to where it was coming from, but she had no system self-diagnostic applications to access.
::I could have killed him!::
The cool liberty blue of his optics shown down on her. Between their distant light and solemn battlemask, Optimus was foreboding and aloof. His silence only served to spurn on her temper and with it the light between the seams in her avatar's body began to transition from standard energon blue to neon green.
"You pulled my arm!" Phage seethed as she ran up the next flight of stairs, feeding on her anger and adrenaline to push forward. "Megatron would be dead right now if you had let me take that shot!"
"Phage," as Optimus spoke through her, her own tone became an unfamiliar voice of power that brooked no argument, "you are still trapped in human notions of fragility. Megatron has survived much worse than sliced neck cables."
"But-"
"You saw what I did to him today! What did you think you could accomplish!"
Her cheeks burned from his admonishment. It was pigheaded stubbornness that led her to grit back deflectively. "You. Pulled. My. Shot! What is wrong with you?!"
::Phage. We are not having this discussion right now.::
::Yes we are! Do you think I can't take a life? Is that why you keep shoving me into lab corners in the Ark? I've hunted and killed and-::
::Animals.:: Thundered Optimus's thoughts back on her. ::When you were human.::
::You realize I'm going to have to do it at some point!::
::Not for vengeance!::
"That's not—! That isn't why!" The Witwicky temper flared and burst and she snarled. "I'm not the one who has the issue here, Prime! You're the one that's shaken up!"
In the Infraspace, his avatar towered over hers at his full height. Those bright iridescent orbs burning into her defiant ones. ::You have never killed a mech and had to watch him die. You have never had to contend with the guilt that comes with that. Do not-::
::Don't you deflect me!:: she hurtled right back at him. ::You're the one with the problem! You're the one that's hoping he'll change. And. At. What. Cost! You've lost your goddamn homeworld! You're people are on the brink of extinction! He had just told us that I was shanghaied and he was going to Brand me! And then proceeded to CUT ME UP! When are you going to wake up!::
The tension that held between them was a familiar cumbersome weight that she had felt time and again with her former exes. That silence that descends between a couple in the middle of an argument when it had gone too far or there was nothing left for the other side to retort back with.
Optimus's avatar blinked first. His avatar broke stance and his optics looked away from hers. ::Phage-::
::I thought you loved me.:: The quiet accusation arrested his attention. His optics locked back to hers, round and wide. A stab of dread lanced through her breastplate to add to the roiling concoction of tangled emotions already there.
::Phage, don't.::
Her avatar's features contorted for one last acidic spit.::I'm starting to think you want to frag him instead.::
A laser blast went off and scorched the railing where Phage's hand been a moment before. An involuntarily shriek of surprise ripped from her throat as she stumbled away from the railing and hit the wall. Further below, they heard the minicons bickering with each other.
"You missed!"
"Like you were any better earlier today!"
"At least I hit her!"
"Slag you did!"
"You and I can finish this later." Optimus stressed, "Now is not the time to loose focus."
"How am I suppose to have focus? I feel like I'm being torn in a half dozen directions!" And she did. He could feel her consciousness seething at the day's events, frustrated with what-ifs and hung up on what-could-have-beens and stewing over human military histories of what some would call 'lucky shots' that had no lasting equivalent to Cybertronians.
"Focus on me then." Optimus said as they bolted up the stairs. ::Take all that anger and use it as your focus. Channel it onto me if you have to. Be angry with me. Whatever it takes you to narrow the scope so that we can survive this.::
"No!" It was her turn to balk at the suggestion, despite the fact that she had been doing just that a moment ago.
::Do you hear them below?::
Three levels below them it was hard to miss the Minicon Brothers storming up the stairs after her. Frenzy, and she was certain it was Frenzy despite the fact the two sounded similar, was shouting off threat after threat at her. Among the hot tirade was something about 'breaking her legs' and another of 'recording it all for the Autobots.' That was the nicer of the threats spewing from his mouth.
::Frenzy is an unrepentant killer. He thrives in the moment of battle. We cannot allow ourselves to tear each other apart when Decepticons like Frenzy and Rumble intend to do that themselves. Working together is our only hope. If that means I have to stop you from doing something stupid, like trying to tackle Megatron yourself, then I will. He would not have acted in aggression if you had not shown him it in kind. My only regret is that I was blinded by my own aggression's and failed to realize what you were going to do before you acted. From here forward, share counsel with me before you act.:: His shared thoughts were softer but no less firm for it. ::Do you understand?::
They rounded the next corner and kept going as Phage gnashed her denta and swallowed her anger past the lump in her throat. ::Yes.::
::If they catch up with us, we will have to defend ourselves any way we can.:: He felt her anger start to ebb slowly away, leaving behind an exhaustive hollow hole in its place. ::Phage,:: his tone of his thought was solemn. ::There is a difference. I promise you.::
Between all the crazy, Rumble was shouting up after her false promises that everything would be fine if she just stopped running. Surrender, and 'there is no place you can run to.' 'Your efforts are futile.' The last struck her hard like a slap across the face. Starscream had said the same in the forest. Megatron too, more or less, in the Bar.
::The Autobots are here.::
Prime's encouraging reminder reignited a spark of hope in her breast. The Autobots were here and so very very close. It was only a matter of finding them or them finding her.
::Our top priority has to remain keeping a good distance between ourselves and the Minicon Brothers. You have seen how dangerous they are in close quarter combat.:: Even though it was implied, she was grateful that he did not bring up the Stunticons outright. ::They are not Megatron's personal guard for nothing.::
::His personal—:: Her face screwed up in that kind of mix way that somebody's face does when they realize they should have known something and it had never really quite clicked. ::Really!::
::You never realized they are always flanking him.::
"That's it!" shrieked Frenzy. "Screw oil talk! I'll get her!"
"No, Frenzy! Wait!"
She spared only a quick glance over the railing to figure out what the two were on about. Two stories below, Frenzy had leapt over the railing and ignited his thrusters. A strangled noise broke pass her lips. Phage jerked back nearly as fast as she had peaked.
Driven by a miasmic cauldron of emotions boiling in her breastplate, together they drew on deep stores of energy and made a renewed push pass the burn in her muscle cables and ache in her air intakes to run up the flight of stairs. No sooner had her pede hit the edge of the top step than they used it to lunge forward into a dive for the nearest open emergency door. A frantic mantra was running over and over again in her head.
Duck and cover! Duck and cover! Run, run, run, run!
::Stay calm, maintain your center and we'll get through this.::
::Easy for you to say!::
They hit the open archway and rolled into the new area, coming up out of the roll onto their hands and pedes. A jerky glance around revealed that the new section branched into three hallways with the internal structure of the base's design remaining relentlessly unchanged. Everything was the same dark brooding hallways, sterile, smooth and broken up only by sets of engaged columns. How the Decepticons even knew what section led where was beyond her.
Uncertain of where any of the hallways led or the area's purpose, Phage turned on a dime and went right hoping that the path hugged the outer wall of the sea base and thus put her with all hope closer to the Autobot extraction team. Even if it meant they had to punch a hole through the wall to get her. She would have kept running, but her right arm struck out with a mind of its own and caught hold of one of the many engaged columns. She was yanked back around by the force, shoulder joint smarting only momentarily. Such a minor nuisance in pain that she would have never given a moment of pause to consider before now bothered her immensely only because she knew it should still hurt and didn't.
It was stress that made Phage snap, "Optimus!" She tried to make her hand let go and found she could not. The ridiculousness of how she must have looked as she grasped and struggled with her own arm was not lost on her. "Really!"
"Shh!" came the swift reprimand. Optimus seized control of her bodily and threw her back against the wall. The sensation, as always, left her feeling like somebody had reached over from the passenger's seat and grabbed the steering wheel.
Utilizing the two engaged columns on either side as cover, he flattened herself as much as he could. Calming her breathing to an even noiseless whisper was another matter. ::Stop running and stay silent. Listen.::
She tried to do as he said. What was transmitted between them by thought made up his explanation and experience in the matter. Running created noise and that would attract the Minicons. Rumble and Frenzy were not the Seekers and as such were not outfitted with the same tracking equipment that the Last Trine had. If she stayed still, there was a chance they could loose them.
Even as Phage worked with Prime to draw in her shaky, gasping breathes and hold them in, she was afraid that the wild galloping of her fuel pump and the roar of her lifeblood pounding through her systems could be heard up and down the halls.
She was frantic to squash the wild fears of discovery when she heard the high pitched whine of Frenzy's flight drive, and then a second. Instinctively, she tried to flatten herself further against the wall to make herself as invisible as possible. Then, her optics flickered downwards and she grimaced.
::Not a good time to have a large rack.:: Phage groaned inwardly. ::Lord, I don't stick out farther than the column do I?::
::We are fine.:: She had to give Optimus kudos for how everyday he took that thought. For his gentle but commanding presence even in the midst of her whiplashing emotions and wild thoughts, staple trademarks of a frightened rookie. An element Optimus was only too well versed in. The aura of calm he was projecting she was desperate to lean into to steady herself. ::Jazz and Prowl could hide behind one of these columns.::
Only a small margin of relief lifted from her worries when suddenly she heard the Minicons. "Where'd the glitch go?"
In the Infraspace, Phage's avatar fairly fled from the mirror-like undersea of her mindscape, ultimately breaching the edges of Optimus's metallic shores with no resistance. She tread water onto the alien shores, ink black liquid that trailed glittering starlight in her wake that caught the light given off by Optimus Prime and shown a rainbow of hues in consistency with oil, a refractment of her aurora borealis thought patterns. Her path led her straight to his arms. Optimus did not stop her. Once she was within arms reach he seized her outstretched hand and pulled her in close, securing her to his side. Her slender digits found purchase in the grooves and seams of his arm. The action translated to a calming, secure sensation of his consciousness encircling her own.
"I don't hear her."
::They can't be that daft.::
Optimus reprimanded her thought with a soft hush.
"She was only three flights above us."
"Two."
"Slag she was. Where were we?"
"If you hadn't of jumped off Frenzy, it might have been easier."
"Look you're so sure then you take this one and I'll take the one above. But if you find her Rumble, don't you just stand there and talk her audio off till it fritzes. Punch her-In. Her. Fragging. Face. If you don't, I will change the pass codes and lock you out of our hab-suite. You can recharge on the floor for all I care. Or in Soundwave, he's the only one that will put up with your chatterbox anyways."
"You're an aft."
"You're an idiot." She missed what Rumble shot back, but Frenzy suddenly exploded. "Get the slag out of my sight before I throttle you instead!"
Phage's consciousness stressed, resulting in her avatar squeezing his arm. ::Rumble's coming in here.:: Her very thoughts came as hushed strained whispers.
::I can hardly believe I am hiding from Rumble.:: Optimus grumbled, then shifted against her. Phage had the notion that he had meant for that to be a private thought, as he suddenly redoubled to say, ::Do you have any other weapons?:: Optimus's composed thought came back to her as the response of a calm, collected veteran. She clung to it, hoping to somehow gleam some of that ancient experience and use it to center herself.
::Beyond the laser scalpel? No. I rarely left the Ark! Even when I did I was with Bumblebee or the Twins.::
::Nothing?:: Beneath the calm there was a crack. A minuscule fissure that bubbled strain and leaked desperation. Phage could Sense the situation of being cast into her plain loaded body devoid of all the intricate upgrades that had become so integral to his very nature was stressing him worse than a human without their cell phone.
To placate him she dived her hand into her subspace pocket and felt around. Her fingers touched each object as she rattled off the list of items. ::Medical kit, key chains-::
::Why key chains.::
::Why not.:: she shot back, then quickly reeled back the sass and rushed to add, the new thought loaded with apologies, ::When I was human, I collected one for every place I went. When I woke up as, well, me I—I have a hard time of letting go, okay. I thought that was apparent.:: The final thought was accompanied by a pointed look at Optimus's own avatar who only met her gaze in solemn grace. ::Come to think of it, there should be a swiss army knife, compass, flashlight and bottle opener amongst them.:: When Optimus continued to stare at her she added, "That are...well, human sized and...::
::What am I suppose to do with those.::
::You know, because you said that,:: she shot back expressionless, ::I'm going to find a use for them now, so help me god.::
::Phage.:: The way he said her name rolled over her processor as if it were a growl from his engine.
::Right!:: she squeaked and blanched at the very green response.
Her fingers traced along a thick, smooth metal spine and felt several engravings. She paused, considering even as Optimus decoded the familiar symbols her digit traced over. Phage's consciousness paled and grew embarrassed even as she continued sheepishly with her inventory check.
::Your copy of 'Covenant of Primus'. I uh, haven't finished reading that.::
::You didn't make it pass the first page.::
Her cheeks burned bright blue, and not just from the engex from before. ::What if we smacked him with it? It's thick enough to induce blunt force trauma.::
::Could we please refrain from damaging the only remaining copy of Cybertron's dominate religion.::
Her fingers let off the spine of the book. ::Agreed.::
She started to root around for anything else and stalled. A singular set of footfalls echoed up and down the halls, borrowing into her audio receptors. In the Infraspace, Optimus's avatar's trigger finger flexed uselessly and repeatedly, tapping against her shoulder strut needlessly. ::Is there nothing else?::
::There's the Swiss—::
::Anything useful.::
::Ouch. You know what, let me just pull out that rocket launcher I keep stashed away.:: This time, her avatar vibrated with the rumbling disapproving growl of his avatar's engine.
It was a fraction of a second, but a long pause between their consciousness's, Optimus came back and said, ::Snarky sarcasm and infighting is not going to help us. We need to pull together as a team, just as the Aerialbots do, if we are going to make it through this.::
::They were born combiners!:: Phage protested, ::And have been training for nearly as long as I've known you!::
::I believe the human idiom is 'trial by fire.'::
Phage pulled a face but added nonetheless, ::Also, sink or swim. That one might be more appropriate given our location.::
"Phaa-age." sing-sang Rumble's voice nearer their location. The mental chatter between their two separate halves cut off instantaneously at his intonation. "Are you in here? This isn't a good place for you to be."
Here in general isn't a good place for me, Phage considered as her fuel pump roared in her audios with the ferocity of war drums.
There was a pause, and then more careful, considerate footfalls coming closer in her direction. "This is the hab-suite wing. If anyone's home and finds you before me, I can't help what they'll do to you. Remember the Stunticons."
::He's trying to frighten you.::
::I know.::
"You know," Rumble continued blandly, "I can see you." Breathing became an impossibility as her fuel pump got lodged at the back of her throat. Every fiber of her being seized up. "Step out."
::No!:: commanded Optimus with a hard will before she could give herself time to panic. ::Rumble can not see us. He is using scare tactics to make you give yourself away.:: Silence reigned from her avatar. The aurora borealis that represented her thought processes were none existent. Without them, the undersea of her inner mind was darker than the inside of a drive shaft. Optimus would have been concerned if not for the fact that her avatar stood rooted to the shores of his metallic hemisphere clutching at his arm in desperation, a stricken-faced visitor with nothing behind her.
He was careful as he squeezed her shoulder strut. ::Breath. Calm yourself. Find your center.:: His other hand rose up and pressed a single digit against his battlemask. ::Do not move. Not a word.:: His thought was gentler but no less firm. She nodded only once, a strange understanding passing between them.
In the sliver of the shared thought there was a faint and distant memory of a young Alicean Witwicky out on her first hunting trip with her father, Sparkplug and her cousins Spike and Buster. Predawn and ice cold, dew droplets still clinging to the vegetation. It was elk season and years before they found the Ark. Her hands flexed around her bow and arrow, a thumb trailing along the shaft. Permafrost grass crunched underfoot as she followed her family in a diamond formation. Her father, a towering six and a half giant of a man was ahead of the group, crossbow at the ready. Uncle Sparkplug was at the back and Spike and Buster were to either side of her, arrows notched to their bows. Their breath white puffs of vapor. Stay still, be patient, Radar and Sparkplug and drilled the teens. Stay together. Remember your hand signals. Strike when you were absolutely certain.
::Yes. Hold on to that memory. Use it to center yourself in the eye of the storm if you have too. You can do this. I know you can.::
Her breathing slowed as she emptied her mind of everything but that calming cool memory. Gradually eased herself into the corner of the engaged column and the wall. The memory was pleasant, and Phage had nearly forgotten about it. Nearly forgotten that not all of Alicean's memories were bad. Or traumatic. There had been so many good ones in-between. It was the cruel flaw of human nature that pain and hurt were harder to forget.
Her back hit the corner and Phage began to sink slowly down, neatly guided to a zone of comfort by Optimus's hand. Her breathing steadied. Breathe in. Hold. Breathe out. She could do this. She had to.
Seconds were a heavy hand thundering tick-tock in her processor. Behind her and out of view, she could sense Rumble's very presence just standing there, waiting. Listening.
Turn around, she willed strongly. Turn around and walk away.
Just a short stone throw away, Rumble's pede scraped across the floor. Hesitated, then continued. He had gone three steps—three, and Phage and Optimus were still trying to figure out if the steps were receding or approaching when the wall behind them suddenly disappeared. The inevitable stumble made her look inelegant. The blatant shock that plastered across her face as her cranium whipped around to address the sudden lack of a wall made her look a fool. The wall had never been a wall—it had been a door.
In that very moment she had an epiphany about Decepticon décor. All those engaged columns set in pairs she kept seeing throughout the seabase marked door entrances. The realization was only confirmed by Rumble himself, who had just told her prior that she was in the hab-suite wing of the base.
And on the other side of the door, standing in the quarter's just beyond, was the Insecticon Shrapnel.
Hard knotted terror slammed full on into her fuel tanks. Phage forgot how to breath. She blanked out. Her center—lost.
Elevator doors slid apart to admit Megatron and Soundwave to the higher level of the base. Before his pede's had even touched down in the corridor, Megatron was on his comm-link with Skywarp in the command center.
"Shut off the klaxon alarms already, Skywarp!"
\Working on it!\
"And I need updates on the Autobot's locations!"
\Err, right on that.\
"Klaxon alarms, Skywarp!" commanded Megatron as he stormed down the corridor. Soundwave was hot on his heels until the Decepticon Commander pivoted suddenly and started back the way he had come. Acting fast, Soundwave stepped back against the wall and stayed there. Steadily he followed Megatron's movement as he paced back and forth, up and down a length of the hallway. Soundwave's optical ridges shot skywards behind his visor as Megatron teetered unsteadily on a pivot, paused to catch his balance and kept going.
A fuel pump beat later and the klaxon alarms cut off, but the ensuing silence was marred by the ringing in their audio receptors. Levels below they could hear the distant thunder of the base flooding and, perhaps, shouting. Muttering darkly, Megatron came up short and scrubbed at his face with his hand.
"If I have to endure any length of time with the Decepticons camping in the Command Deck again..." the quiet grumbling trailed off. "Skywarp."
\Yes, Megatron?\
"Activate the city's flooding protocol."
For as much disdain as Starscream put into his name and title, Skywarp was the exact opposite. \Parsec's ahead of you, Megatron!\
A long rush of air poured from his vents as Megatron leaned into his hand, pinching the bridge of his olfactory. Beneath his breath, he muttered something that pricked at the edge of Soundwave's hearing but which the mech couldn't quite make out.
Tentatively, Soundwave pushed off the wall and approached the silver, black and red trimmed mech. "Lord Megatron."
The inevitable, exasperated reply was predictable. "What is it, Soundwave?"
"The Autobots are here for Phage-"
"That was evident." Grit the silver tyrant.
Soundwave waited a beat to see if Megatron would continue and when he did not Soundwave finished with what he had been about to say. "-and the Matrix."
He peeked at Soundwave between his digits. "You can confirm this?"
The Communications Officer nodded once. The black hand dropped, exposing the stress lines deep carved into his face.
"Their thoughts are boiling on the surface."
"Well," mused Megatron with a dark, rumbling undertone. "They are in for a rude surprise. Phage does not have the Matrix."
Despite the full faced battlemask, Soundwave looked taken aback by the revelation. "She doesn't?"
"No." Came his curt response. "But she has hid it somewhere. I know she did. Optimus Prime carried it for nine million years. In the last sixteen Earth years I have torn it three times from his chest cavity. Optimus did not hide it. Phage did. And I want it found. When this situation is cleared up Soundwave, I want you to extract the Matrix's location from here."
Abruptly, Skywarp's voice cut in to the discussion. For half a nanoklick the two mechs jerked theirs heads up and down the hall, half expecting to see the purple and black Seeker materializing in. In the next half of that nanoklick, Megatron realized where the voice was coming from. \Err—Lord Megatron, you know you never hung up.\
A moment's strained pause tested Megatron's patience. Behind his thin frown, he ground his denta together as he pressed the heel of his hand against his forehead.
"Over and out, Skywarp."
\No! Nonono, wait! Wait a nanoklick, Lord Megatron. Did I hear right? That upgraded glitch doesn't have the Matrix?\ Megatron's temper flared. His mouth was peeling apart to start laying into the Seeker across the comm-line, when Skywarp's voice hit a squeaky nervous pitch as if he could already sense the oncoming reprimand and inevitable punishment. \I want it on record that my tracking systems picked up Matrix energy all over that femme! It was there at the battle! When I nabbed her! And at the forest, I swear! She was lit up like a supernova! Thundercracker and Starscream will back me up on that!\
Over the comm-lines, Megatron heard Thundercracker's deep, rough voice rumble from the background. \Don't bring me into this.\
\You're already involved in this, TC!\ hissed Skywarp.
\You're the one that's trying to kiss aft!\
"The two of you and Starscream are already on thin ground!" barked Megatron over the comm-lines. "Phage was unable to produce the Matrix under duress."
\Did you breach her subspace pockets?\
"Are you questioning my interrogation methods?"
Skywarp stammered over his own words on the other end of the line. \No! No, not at all! I-Let me finish!\ The Seeker couldn't keep the note of desperation out of his voice. \She-she had to have it on her when I nabbed her! There was no other Autobot on that battlefield that was radiating the Matrix's energy signature!\
Megatron and Soundwave shared a glance between them. "So then she didn't pass it off to any other Autobot." said Megatron.
\No!\ Skywarp exclaimed adamantly over the lines. \I would bet my wings on it!\
"Are you sure about that, Skywarp?" Inquired Megatron slowly, rolling the words off his glossa.
A short strangled noise popped over the comm-link. After the briefest nanoklik, Skywarp came back and said, \Absolutely.\
The warlord craned his cranium back in the start of a roll to pop out the tension and immediately regretted his decision. A short stab of pain lanced through his neck cables and he grimaced. Unbidden, his right hand reached up to gingerly touch the small laceration. When he pulled his digits back fresh energon stained them. His frown deepened as he rolled his digits together, smearing the liquid until it was nothing. "Thundercracker."
\I'm here, Megatron.\ came the deep roll over the lines. \I've no idea where Starscream's at at the moment though.\
"Can you confirm Skywarp's story?"
Megatron caught the tale end of a groan from Skywarp before Thundercracker's voice overrode the wordless complaint. \I can.\
"Amuse me. Do you believe that Phage could have stashed the Matrix back in the forest?"
Thundercracker's scoff sounded like the low warning growl of a large mastiff. \Tch. I would sooner strip myself of the title of Seeker if my scanners missed the Matrix signature in that field of carbon sticks.\
The heat of Megatron's seething irritation bled into his next words. "And the cave?"
\The...cave?\
Megatron could practically see the Seeker's looking frantically at each other. "Yes. The cave. Do you suppose Phage left the Matrix in that dark, mud ridden crevice in the earth."
Silence reigned over the comm-lines. He really could envision their blanched expressions. \Err..\ stumbled Thundercracker. \Well, that is a possibility.\ he admitted slowly, hating himself as the words came out. \Our scanners can't penetrate through that much solid rock.\
"Find. Her!" roared Megatron over the comm-lines. "Use the base's security system to track her if you have too! Cross reference every Decepticon energy signature until you find her! When you do locate Phage the two of you inform me immediately!"
Without waiting for a confirmation he cut the line. Then abruptly he pivoted at the waist and punched the nearest wall, leaving a sizable dent in his fist's place. "And they call themselves Decepticons!"
Nearby Soundwave emerged from the backdrop and intoned gently, vocal processor flanging in musical pitches in its characteristic fashion. "Orders, Lord Megatron?"
His cranium inclined in Soundwave's direction, crimson optics burning slits of internal heat. "Ignore your prior orders, Soundwave. After we repeal the Autobot incursion I want you to take Rumble, Frenzy and Ravage back to that cave and find the Matrix."
"Yes, Lord Megatron. And what about now?"
"Now?" growled Megatron. "I intend to contact all available Decepticons and repel the Autobot intruders and keep them from retrieving Phage. Ugh-" he grumbled suddenly, "those two still haven't gotten back to me about the Autobots. Soundwave, can you detect their numbers? Sea Spray was not listed among the extraction team that was suppose to be here."
"Ten." Soundwave supplied with a brief flare of his visor. "The Autobot Sea Spray was the only surprise addition."
Megatron's facial features twisted up into a tighter grimace. "Always the least expected."
All of a sudden, Soundwave's cranium snapped around, visor flaring brilliantly before receding to its normal glow. Megatron stood rooted to his spot, staring as the Communication's Officer abruptly cocked his cranium to the side, audio receptor up in the air. The motion was very similar to when Ravage had heard something from afar and was trying to determine the source of the noise. Megatron held his peace as Soundwave went through the motions, observing with a keen interest as the blue mech started for the elevator they had just come from, paused, and glanced back down the hallway they had come.
His patience reached its limit. "What is it Soundwave? I have a force to repel."
The telepath's cranium twisted in his direction and stared. Megatron had the sudden odd sensation that Soundwave was staring straight through him.
"Something's wrong."
Megatron glowered at the mech. "Yes. A lot of things are going wrong today."
The telepath's cranium jerked around again. Once more, Megatron could not help the comparison of likening it to Ravage getting distracted by some noise or motion. If he hadn't been aware that Soundwave was telepathic, he would have thought the mech was disturbed.
"You're picking up on something."
His attention snapped back to Megatron then did a double take back down the hallway before slowly sliding back. "The Autobot forces are splitting. I'm not getting an accurate account of the electrical impulses but I'm certain there's six of them going around the base. The other four are below us—back down the elevator shaft." His visor dimmed to a narrow beam of light before marching back over to the elevator. Then, glanced down the dark shaft intently, focusing. "The force of the current has them suck down there until the whole area floods."
Megatron strode confidently up to the elevator door and took the empty space next to Soundwave. Counterpoised with his right side to the shaft, he peered down lazily. "Well, it seems I can fix half of our problem right now."
An inner rose-tinted glow disrupted the heavy shadows within the depths of his fusion cannon.
For priceless seconds, Phage and Shrapnel stared dumbfounded at each other. Then the Insecticon's head cocked crazily to the side as if the adjusted view could give the Insecticon a new perspective on why Phage was there at the doorstep, crammed into a corner like a frightened turbo fox.
The light of the Insecticon's yellow tinged visor dimmed marginally as Shrapnel's mouth twisted up and said softly. "Alicean—cean-ean?"
Phage's face screwed up twisting further into horror. At the mere apparition of Shrapnel alive and well before her optics, horrid memories of Alicean's were threatening to claw and drag their way up out of the inky depths of the undersea. Memories that brought with them imprinted ghost sensations on her processor. Freezing nights spent curled in on herself for warmth. Shrapnel's deranged, insistent whispering straining at the edges of her hearing. Snapping bone. The pungent reek of blood. Shrapnel's slim digits trailing through her hair. Shadows moving within the shadows, and from their depths stood Bombshell staring back at her from across a warehouse. The sickening yellow glow of his visor fixated on her, the full face mask impassive yet hateful and scheming. Kickback fidgeting at Bombshell's pedes in his alt mode, more an animal than an advanced machine mind.
Phage couldn't breath. Couldn't move. Couldn't think.
Echoing from her half of the Infraspace, Optimus heard the figment sounds scurrying up from the light-less caverns and saw the images flash across the aurora borealis thought patterns and reflect again on the delicate skin of the undersea. He witnessed all from the metallic beach the two of them stood upon and reacted fast before she could descend further into memory.
Optimus Prime's avatar shifted all around her. His secure embrace loosened and disappeared. Before she could even wonder the whys and wherefores, he grabbed both arms and forced her to look up into his optics. ::Phage, you listen to me. You are not there.:: He jostled her once for good measure. ::You are not in Washington. Do you hear me?::
::Shrapnel's alive! I thought...didn't you...::
Down the hall, Rumble's footfall paused and scrapped along the floor again in what was evidently a turnaround. "Phage? I am not in the mood for games."
His voice broke the delicate spell between them. Both Shrapnel and Phage glanced with their optics down the hall, then riveted their attention back to each other.
::You are not the same person you were back then. You have grown in so many ways. You are stronger than you were then. Strong enough to have the strength to stand up to Shrapnel.::
::Stand...up to...?:: The words were hollow and proceeded by an equally numb laugh. ::Shrapnel...kept me safe. From him. From both of them.::
::The Insecticons drove you away from us. From me. And I need you right now. I don't know how to survive like this.::
Disbelievingly, she blinked slowly up at him. ::You...need me? After-::
::Yes! This is going to sound harsh, but right now I need you to keep your cranium fixed straight.::
Mirco muscles flexed across her sythnoplasmic face, uncertain of whether to take offense or not. In record time she settled for the latter. ::What do you need me to do?::
He took it as a good sign that she was responding, even if her thoughts were still coming back to him as deadened and firewalled.
::Use Shrapnel like you did then.:: His optics narrowed suddenly as his voice shifted to match his firm commanding presence. ::Use him to deal with Rumble.::
Just as Shrapnel's mouth was peeling apart to say something, Phage found the strength she needed to force the tension in her muscle cables to ease enough to offer Shrapnel an awkward smile and a twiddling little wave of her digits. "'Ello, Shrapnel." She murmured quietly back. "Long time...no see." She tried to suck in a reedy breath and push it out with equal hushed force, optics darting behind her as if she could see through the engaged column. "Why didn't you ever call?"
The Insecticon glanced again back towards the hallway where Rumble began stomping towards their destination. "I said I wasn't in the mood for games, you Witwicky wrench! Come out now!"
Shrapnel's mouth, previously ajar, pressed itself into a pencil thin frown. All of a sudden the black, grey, and purple trimmed Insecticon moved like lightning. The slim hand grabbed Phage's wrist and yanked her forward—only to push her roughly into his hab-suite.
Phage stumbled inside, caught her balance and whipped back around in time to catch a glimpse of the Insecticon. Shrapnel gave her one last odd look before stepping fully out into the hall. The beginnings of an entirely new conversation slapped her audios as Rumble's voice cracked. "Oh! Shrapnel! I didn't-" And the door slammed shut between them.
The hab-suite was mercifully quieter than the hallway before, but the silence pressed and weighed down on her audio receptors as heavily as Optimus's ancient consciousness encroached on hers. Seconds ticked by, slow and torturous.
At long length, Optimus spoke through her, crisp and to the point. "That was...easier than I imagined." Piloting her body, he began to take stock of the room by moving in a slow rotation. Her optical ridges rose up her forehead at the expansive collection of Egyptian artifacts littered throughout the room. "I believe we may have just bought ourselves the time we needed for the Autobots to catch up."
Dazed and distant, Phage ignored his comment.
"I can't believe you...wanted me to ingrate myself on Shrapnel. You know what happened last time."
"We needed time."
"I know. I know! Just...not like that. Please," her voice was strained, bordering desperate, "not like that."
"I did not want to put you into that position but we are lucky that it was presented to us. Moreover that Shrapnel was so willing to assist you with so little done, thank Primus."
"For now."
"Now and the next breem should be all that we need. Breathe, Phage."
She did just that. Seizing on the sudden break to close her optics, breathe in and breathe out. As her nerves settled, her curiosity rose.
"I thought she was dead." Her voice was a sharp contradiction to Optimus's use of it only a moment before, coming out as a thin incredulous whisper. Her mouth hung open as she struggled to gather her thoughts and dust off memories from another life. A swell of nervousness overtook her and she licked her denta, resisting the urge to chew her bottom lip. Narrowly succeeding that, she rubbed the inside of her thumb along her fingers repeatedly to keep from shoving her fingers into her mouth to chew on the nails. "We are in so much trouble."
Across the Infraspace, Optimus blinked rapidly at her. ::She?::
::Yes.:: Phage insisted. ::She. Wait,:: she shook herself out of dark memories of Washington and gawked up at Prime's avatar, ::did you not know?:: Aloud she continued, "I thought it was obvious."
"Shrapnel is a mech." Optimus insisted.
"A femme." Phage countered then glared at nothing but the door ahead and the furbished quarters around them. Her gaze lingered on an expansive collection of varying stone and bejeweled scarabs and quietly marveled at how old they appeared. "I think I would know. I had to play relationship therapist while I was hostage!"
"Relationship therapist?" Optimus echoed. "What are you talking about?"
"I thought you knew!"
"Why would I know that Shrapnel was in a relationship with—wait, which one?"
"Bombshell!" Phage exclaimed. "She was in a very...uh, toxic relationship. Like—borderline Harley Quinn and Joker. Actually, scratch that. I think it was more like what's-that-Marvel-character's-face...Private detective chick, dresses in black...starts with a 'J'-something. I know it and its going to come smack me across the face later. Oh! Or you know what, Hannibal Lecter and that FBI lady." She was starting to ramble and she knew it. She could have gone on using fictional character references to describe the sick, twisted relationship—no, it wasn't a relationship. Phage was absolutely certain that the mnenosurgeon-freak Bombshell had been fucking with all of the Insecticon's heads for thousands of years and it made her synthoplasmic skin crawl just thinking about it. She gritted her denta.
"Look it, god their relationship made mine look functional. Between the stuff Shrapnel told me and what I picked up on-" she cut herself off and added suddenly, bordering anger once again. "Have you ever actually stopped to listen to what Shrapnel whispers? Most of the time she's repeating herself but, but god. I practically clung to her during...my stay. She doesn't always repeat, Optimus. She—I, how do I explain it? Sometimes stuff just—slipped out. Weird left field kind of crap. Sometimes it was just vehement hate she'd spit after Bombshell. Other times bizarre comments, sometimes in another language I've never heard before. All of it was like I'd stepped into some kind of Stephan King horror novel." She swallowed hard, battling back the memories. After a moments pause she said, "Is it strange of me to think that when I thought she died in that explosion, I remember thinking—hoping," she corrected, "That she could have some peace at long last."
"It is not strange to have compassion and pity for your adversary, Phage."
Slowly she nodded along. She tore her gaze away from the scarabs and back to the door.
"I wish I had realized Shrapnel's plight sooner. Perhaps things would have been different."
"I don't know, Op. They ate people. Washington wasn't an isolated incident. One of Shrapnel's comments was about how she missed it when humans use to worship them and make sacrifices to them. I was...so luckythat Jazz had been in the area."
The news about Shrapnel had hit Optimus Prime hard. She Sensed him shifting over the information, re-reviewing the Autobot interactions with the Insecticons and their turbulent dynamic with the Decepticons in a new light. As he brooded, Optimus remarked impassively. "I had him tailing you."
Phage pressed her lips together, struggling between old ghosts and the gnawing uncertainty of what was going on beyond the door.
"I know." Her voice came out an odd mix of exasperated and frail. She didn't miss the stark contrast between her use of her voice and Optimus's. "It was hard to miss him. I mean—come on!" the smile that traced her mouth was faint. A brittle attempt at levity to chase away her lingering demons. "He's a Porsche with a blue streak that was trying to stalk me in Washington. There's nothing there but trees, more trees and Seattle. He stuck out like a sore thumb. If you didn't want me knowing you guys were nearby you should have sent Ironhide."
"Dully noted."
Phage's glossa flashed out to lick her dry lips. "We can't trust her."
The remark jostled Optimus from his brooding. ::I never suggested we should.::
::I'm sensing a 'but' in that.::
::But if Shrapnel has some sort of connection with you-::
"Please don't finish that sentence."
::-we might be able to use her to aid us further if the Autobots are further from us than I like..::
"No." Phage blanched. "She wanted to keep me as a slave before—or a pet. Pet slave. And then threatened to eat me if I made her mad. I had night terrors about getting eaten alive by Terminators and bugs for months after that."
"Phage, breath." Optimus tried to sooth. "I will not let Shrapnel harm you ever again."
"How? You're in me. Wait," she grimaced and buried her face in her hands, "that came out wrong. God, geez, you know what I meant."
::I never processed it the other way.::
Phage rubbed at her darkening face. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get snappy. Shrapnel being here has thrown me off." Something pricked at her processor, some nagging thought. She lifted her cranium, peering out between her digits at the door. "How is she alive?"
Her optics narrowed and Optimus countered, "How did Megatron repair himself from the damage I had inflicted upon him within cycles after our arrival?"
A heavy weight settled in her fuel tanks. Phage fidgeted from pede to pede. "Oh god Optimus, what the hell is going on?"
He did not answer and she Sensed it was because he had no idea himself.
Further conversation and speculation were cut short between them when the door slid open. Phage jumped at the initial sound and then felt her pedes solidify with the floor. Shrapnel stood in the door frame, motioning her to come out into the hallway.
"Come here...ere..." Despite her efforts to push it back, several nights worth of traumatic memories slammed hard to the forefront of Phage's consciousness just hearing the whispering, repetitive tick of Shrapnel's speech.
Initially she did not move but then Shrapnel was not somebody that one simply ignored. Not when she could channel enough electrical current to internally combust a Cybertronian's systems.
In her mindseye, she felt Optimus sidling up to seize the reigns. Unlike other times the transition of power was less control issue and more an easy relinquishment between the two. From a distant, Phgae felt her body straighten with confidence but move forward with caution.
"Did you get rid of Rumble, Shrapnel?" Under Optimus's direction, her voice was a firm questioning utterance that sounded distant to her own audio.
Stress and strain and the constant pain she was in from the looming fusion of their resonance wore her down. Lightheadedness reared its ugly head.
When she was within arms reach, Shrapnel moved with the speed of a lunging snake, grabbing her wrist and yanking her forward. The Insecticon was surprisingly strong for her build and managed to fling Phage into the hallway. "Too slow. Move faster...asp-er...ask her." Phage stumbled into the hallway, caught her balance and righted herself. Then, she looked up and froze. Rumble stood in the midst of the hallway not more than ten feet in front of her, arms crossed over his chassis and a one-sided frown plastered on his living metal face.
::Shit.::
"Rumble has assured me...me..." She began to say when Phage shot an accusatory look over her shoulder strut at the Insecticon, "that he only has a proposition for you...you...you." Shrapnel's gray lips smoothed into a no-nonsense frown as she redirected her attention on the red Minicon. Phage caught a flash of something blue between Shrapnel's slowly shifting digits, and when she took a hard look herself she only confirmed what she had glanced. Flickering arcs of electricity were jumping between her slender digits. "Isn't that right, Rumble?...bringing...trouble..."
"Yeah." He grumbled, glaring behind his visor at the two femmes. "Just a proposition."
Close enough to kiss the wall and far enough away from a likewise similar meeting with any mines, the Aerialbots hugged the seabase's outer walls, zipping along in their alt modes at breakneck speeds. Cold salt water roared in their audio receptors and a trail of bubbles marked their path behind. Riding astride Silverbolt, Jazz clung to the mech's top having flattened himself as close as he could to the Aerialbot leader's frame to avoid drag.
\Stay close on my tail, Aerialbots.\ Silverbolt messaged over the Inter Autobot communication lines, his mother henning nature showing through even in text.\Fireflight! You're strafing! Get back in formation!\
\Sorry.\
\Don't be sorry, stay alert for pity's sake. We aren't on patrol!\ Before his last message was a second old he pinged Jazz personally, \Do you think the Decepticons have picked us up on their radars yet?\
\You'll know when you see the Trine.\ Jazz quipped.
There was silence over their group messaging for five Earth seconds before Silverbolt started up again. \I still think we should have all just punched through that bar together and nabbed Phage. She would have been safe with us rather than lost somewhere in their base.\
\Please, Silverbolt.\ Slingshot was quick to shoot back, \I think we all know that she's right back in Megatron's arms.\
Jazz's circuits sizzled just reading the message from the young punk as it filtered across the inside of his visor. He could have said hands. Should have. Slingshot had purposefully selected 'arms' to poke at her allegiance.
Part of him wanted to lash out and deck him upside his cranium. Given their circumstances it wasn't an option that Jazz exactly had at that time. He was only so glad when their destination came into sight. \There! Up ahead, there's the air lock that Sea Spray mentioned!\
\Affirmative.\ Silverbolt acknowledged and began decelerating. The Aerialbots followed his lead flawlessly, slowing and ultimately transforming simultaneously as if they were of one singular mind rather than five separate entities. Their flawless synchronicity made Jazz smile even as he pushed aside the creep factor that spiked knowing their timing had a little less to do with training and a little more to do with their combiner nature.
He let go of Silverbolt to allow the mech to transform, then swam to the air lock hatch. The Aerialbots gathered around him like a honor phalanx as he set to hacking the exterior door, noting from his peripheral vision that they were a young nervous bunch that kept glancing over their shoulder struts. As well as they should.
\How long is this going to—oh.\ Began Slingshot. Before he could finish the door parted for Jazz as if it were the jaws of some massive gaping sea beast welcoming him in. Slingshot blinked, mouth agape and optics wide. The black and white mech started inside, paused and spun back around to Sileverbolt.
\Follow the plan. You wait for my signal.\
\Affirmative, Jazz. And,\ Jazz turned back around, waiting for the remainder of Silverbolt's message. \be safe.\
A smile plastered itself across his lean roguish features. \I knew there was a reason I liked you.\ With that, he slipped inside. The air lock doors sealed shut after his retreating back with a snap, the noise made dull in the water.
\How'd he do that?\
\Do what, Slingshot?\ The sigh and optic roll were nearly perceptible in the message.
\How'd he get in so fast? I thought-\
\He's Jazz.\ Skydive pinged.
\But so fast?\
\Jazz.\ Skydive gave a flippant shoulder shrug.
\Hurry up and let's go, you two!\ pinged Silverbolt. \We're on a tight schedule!\
Before following Silverbolt's lead, Skydive added as a last word to Slingshot,\He's the best.\
Slingshot was still struggling with the event even as he transformed to follow his brothers. \But—I didn't even see him take out any tools! He just, swam up to the airlock and wham!\
\Stay focused, Slingshot.\ Silverbolt's message was quick to interject into the group discussion. \We are in the heart of enemy territory and you stillwant to question Jazz's methods?\
\Do you think we'll ever be that good?\ questioned Slingshot after a moment.
\If you keep your head down.\ Silverbolt shot back in rapid fire. \Then maybe you'll live to be a hundred.\
\Harrharr.\
The Aerialbot group messaging quickly fell into disuse, until Silverbolt had some other reason to mother them.
Inside the airlock, Jazz was a mech of perpetual motion. He did not waste an astrosecond in setting to work at hacking his way into the seabase. From a subspace compartment on his right forearm, Jazz sprung the tools of his trade before the water had finished draining in the confined space and proceeded to remove the pass code panel and tamper with the wiring. All the while his pede tapped to the tune inside his cranium. A tune which just happened to be the lyrical number to spider-pig from a Simpsons episode he had caught on Teletraan-1 the other night. While he worked, he muttered in singalong:
"Sabotage, sabotage,
That's what Jazz does.
Can I hack any grid?
Yes, I can, I'm the mech,
Look out, I'm in!"
The inner air lock door sprang open as he finished his tune. In quick succession, the hacking tools dispersed from his hands in a radiant blue glow before his photon rifle took its place, appearing in the same manner as his tools had moments before, and flicked off the safety. Taking precautions to check around corners, Jazz entered the base with one destination in mind—the Decepticon command center.
Kaonite Standoff by Guardinthena
Chapter 10
An inner rose-hued glow disrupted the heavy shadows within the depths of Megatron's fusion cannon.
"Whatever are you doing, Lord Megatron?" The high-nosed Vossian accent cut through Megatron's dilapidated concentration, jerking him away from the elevator shaft. "Other than destroying an elevator that I'm likely going to have to repair later...what with the Constructicons captives of the Autobots."
With his special brand of engex hitting his systems hard after the adrenaline burst from the bar, Megatron had to resist the urge to fling his head back and let out a long suffering groan. Instead he settled for gritting his denta before turning around to address the owner of the grating voice. He had only just swung himself around when he hesitated to retort, noting Starscream's sudden shock. The Seeker's attention shifted several inches south of his optics. "By Vos, what happened to your neck?"
A sudden defensive urge sprung up in Megatron to thumb the wound and yet he crushed the impulse with a prejudice. Rather than answer his second in command he retaliated with a question of his own. "Where have you been, Starscream?"
A sneer peeled apart his mouth to disrupt Starscream's otherwise charming visage. "I've been lacing the walls of our new phaser's cell with a null current—just as I was ordered to do. Seeing as I had finished the delicate work, I was going to retire to my hab-suite. Yet here I find you about to destroy the elevator."
"You were going to retire—" A hard edge like steel wrapped Megatron's words. "Even after hearing the klaxon alarms?"
"I was heading here to retire when the klaxon alarms went off." His optics narrowed of a sudden, sweeping in the whole of Megatron's frame in a single glance from pedes to helm and added quickly. "Why are you questioning me?"
Megatron wanted to retort back with 'why shouldn't he be,' but Soundwave cut into their back-and-forth before it could grow into the inevitable shout-all.
"The Autobots are escaping."
"Autobots?" Echoed Starscream with an air of genuine surprise. "Where?"
This time Megatron did let out a curt grumbling growl, just before he leaned back over the lip of the elevator shaft and fired off several shots haphazardly. The blasts from his fusion cannon echoed with ominous finality along the shaft and down the hall. When he had finished, silence befell their small group.
His cranium swiveled around and fixed on Soundwave. "And now?"
The mech in question stared at his commander briefly in complete muteness, then glanced back down the shaft. "You..." Soundwave's cranium turned back in his direction. Though the unique flanged lyrical vocals of Soundwave's vocal processor usually disguised his emotions, there was a sliver of meekness as he continued. "Missed."
"What a wonderful display of marksmanship!" Derisive dripped from every word that passed Starscream's gray derma. "I feel so confident in my lord's skills knowing that he's incapable of shooting Autobots in a barrel."
Gradually, Megatron's cranium inched around until he had Starscream in sight of his withering glare.
"You know," the Seeker continued, every word infused with the old portentous air of his city-state of Vos, "I expected that kind of bad marksmanship from Rumble and Frenzy. They are brawlers after all. But from you, Champion of the Gladiatorial Pitts of Kaon…" Tsk, tsking Starscream shook his cranium. "Well there is something to be said that your weapon of choice is a fusion cannon. There is simply no grace in the matter of finer accuracy with this high command." One slim flawless hand splayed across the glass of his cockpit. "My company excluded of course."
"The only benefits of your grace, Starscream is the edge it lends to your fancy flights of cowardice!" As the words poured from his vocal processor in hot, seething waves, Megatron advanced on the Seeker bringing to bear his towering height and physical power over the slimmer mech. The fusion cannon hummed ominously with energy. The power from within bathing his hand in red light. Nearly falling over himself to put distance between them, Starscream began to blabber incoherently. All words finally failed him as he fell under Megatron's long shadow. The light of his crimson sun optics bored into him from overhead, his face a stern mask of stone. One spark pulse, two...
"Remember whose kill count is higher."
Optics wide and round, Starscream's mouth hung open, gawking, then finally snapped shut. "Y-yours, Lord Megatron." He stammered.
A tense pregnant silence hung between them. Then, back near the elevator Soundwave shifted, servos straining under the weight. "Megatron."
"What?"
"The-" Soundwave paused as his cranium jerked two inches around, angling his helm back towards the elevator. The moment drew out long enough for Starscream to regain his composure and begin to glance between the two others suspiciously. "-Aerialbots..." Soundwave continued at length, the words dragging from his vocal processor as he forcibly tore his attention away from the shaft and focused on them, "They're leaving my range."
"Where?" Came Megatron's curt response.
Soundwave pointed back down the way Starscream had come. "Other side of the base."
"Diversion?" Prompted Starscream.
"Why?" Megatron bit back. "Phage is back that way. A diversion does not make sense."
Starscream's optics narrowed dangerously at Megatron's beside him, once more glancing him up and down. "Of course it makes sense. If the Aerialbots combine to form Superion we would have to split our forces to deal with him!" As he spoke, Starscream moved around Megatron and slide out from under his shadow. Far enough away to be out of immediate arm's reach. "And why is the phaser back that way. Matter of fact, why is she in the hab-suite section of the base at all. You were suppose to be interrogating..." his thoughts finally caught up with his mouth and his face screwed up to match his sudden displeasure. "Oh, don't tell me! Interrogating my aft."
Megatron whipped around and started off down the hall. "I do not have time for this." And initiated comm-link connection by depressing the button on his chassis. But Starscream's shrill voice chased him down the hall.
"You were drinking."
The accusation stopped Megatron dead in his tracks. Starscream's fine chiseled features flipped like thespian duality masks as his meekness gave way to a vicious countenance. "I told you—No! I warned you. I warned you to terminate her and get it over with. Instead you—what? Had drinks with her? Was your plan to sway the femme to our cause with a little sympathy chat over glasses of engex before you fragged her? Does this idea of interrogation pertain to all femmes or just Optimus Prime's? The track record stands at two to zero in favor of the latter."
"Starscream."
"What about the damage." The Seeker snarled over the warning as his optics burned into Megatron's neck. "Is that from her? She got the upper hand on you while you were engexed." Scowling at Megatron's backside the Aerial Commander stood his ground and said with soft acidity, "And you called Prime naive."
Megatron wheeled around on the heel of his pede and came to just as abrupt a halt at the crackling pop of his comm-link going off. {So, ah...} Skywarp's voice flittered through the hallway again. {I see you found Starscream.}
Glaring down Starscream, Megatron jabbed his finger into his comm-link responder. "Skywarp, have you found Phage yet."
{Yes, Lord Megatron! We found her! She's in the hab-suite wing.}
Exasperated, Megatron was just rolling his optics, mouth peeling apart to snap at Skywarp that he already knew that when Thundercracker cut in with more helpful information.
{What Skywarp meant to say,} Thundercracker strained, {is that she's outside of Shrapnel's quarters. With Rumble.}
{And our resplendent femme.}
{What did you say?}
{What, TC? I said resplendent. That means beautiful.}
{I know what it means and that's not how you meant it.}
{Aannnnd how was I suppose to say it. With feeling.}
With a snort through his olfactory, Megatron cut the chatter and caught Starscream's optics across the way. The Aerial Commander was posed with his arms crossed over his chassis. "Out of all the Seekers, I have them left to work with. And you wonder why-"
His leading arm with the fusion cannon snapped up and extended straight out, stabbing the air with a pointer digit. "Go round them up and disrupt the Aerialbot tactics before they have a chance to initiate them! Soundwave, with me!"
"And what are you going to do, oh glorious Lord Megatron."
The sneer was becoming a permeant fixture on his face. "I am going to contact all available Decepticons and tell them to meet me in the hab-suite wing. I suspect our Autobot guests," and his cranium jerked in the direction of the elevator shaft, "will meet us there."
The two Decepticon officers flanked him as they took up a brisk pace through the sea base's repetitive hallways. "You shouldn't be leading to repel this attack." Starscream said of a sudden. "In your state-"
"I'm not engexed to the point of a blackout, Starscream."
"But enough that you've already made bad decisions," his optics jerked towards the coagulated cut on his neck before flickering back to his face, "And your walk is unsteady."
"I. Am. Fine."
Starscream's optics flicked to Soundwave's behind Megatron's back. "Soundwave, make a note. I am taking command while our leader is intoxicated. Direct all-"
"This is the poorest excuse of a power grab you have ever attempted, Starscream."
"Power grab nothing." He snipped back. "You are in no state to be making split decisions! You couldn't even piece together that the Aerialbots are going to be a diversion to flood the rest of our base. I don't know about you, but I don't fancy pumping the base and fixing infrastructure without the Constructicons for the next three to six Earth months!"
"Then you should be overseeing that it doesn't happen!"
With his finer grace, Starscream dipped and whirled around Megatron's bulk, enough to capture Soundwave's attention. Beseeching, Starscream tried to implore the Communication's Officer. "Back me up here, Soundwave! As next highest ranking officer here—"
"Enough, Starscream!"
He whirled around and seized the Seeker before he could leap out of reach. In the next moment, Starscream found himself slammed into the nearest wall, pedes dangling uselessly in the air as Megatron held him pinned by his neck. "Stop the Autobots or I will throw you into solitary confinement myself."
Starscream clicked his glossa on the roof of his mouth. "I'll lead the Seekers, those Cone head drones and the Combaticons to deal with the Aerialbots."
"A wise choice."
Rumble shifted between his pedes. The red minicon adjusted his optics from Shrapnel, the floor and then back to Phage. "Look," he began, "just give me the Matrix and go."
Phage blinked hard once at Rumble then again rapidly at Shrapnel. She could not have heard right. But a nod from Shrapnel confirmed she had heard correctly. "Rumble has assured me he is speaking the truth...truths are subjective..."
Optimus's consciousness stirred uneasily in her cranium. City districts shifted and moved as the scintillating Cybertronian script of his thought processes tried to piece itself back together from the engex. Large pieces of script were slow to repair itself. She knew she was little better. He wanted to grasp at hope but millions of years of war and hardship had taught him to be cautious of treachery and deceit. That it was coming from Rumble and Shrapnel had him even more on edge. Coupled with Phage's own mistrust of people from her past human life, they were both more than leery of the offer. All of it complied to a very terse, "You expect me to believe you?"
Rumble's mouth pulled up at the corner in a lopsided sneer. His arms uncrossed and moved with jerky agitated motions as he snapped at Shrapnel, "Why are you even protecting her?"
Shrapnel's response was a very Insecticon retort—a sudden shrill chittering shriek that was as unnerving to Rumble as it was unnatural to Phage. Both cringed and shied away, but Shrapnel did not allow Phage to go very far. Her gray hand lashed out and latched on to Phage's upper arm and pulled her back, effectively locking her in at her side. The possessive motion threatened to blow open dark dusty doors in Phage's memories banks of Washington. And in the Infraspace, Optimus watched as her avatar scrambled to hold the bad memories at bay.
Across the mindscape, Optimus was aware of Phage's yawning undersea suddenly flowing by as though onto some greater destination as if draining from the lightless cavern. It was difficult to perceive purpose in the darkness, but there was movement on the mirror-like surface. As abruptly as it had began the transition ceased, and Optimus was left with the sensation that they were in a separate section of the undersea far removed from the entrance to the caverns where the memories stirred from their depths. The only thing to tell him the area was different was a lonely crag that rose from the midst of the endless lake. Nestled in to a crevice was Phage, curled in on herself. Head hung low and her slim fingers buried in the mess of her silver synthetic hair. The aurora borealis ribbons of her thought processes were still and silent. Leaving only her a fallen star lost in the cavernous depths of the earth.
Coming to a decision, Optimus moved from his shores and breached the mirror-like sea to reach her. His footfall did not drop into the opaque liquid, but rather struck solid ground. Glancing underfoot showed him he was creating a bridge of scintillating Cybertornian script and code where he trod. The bridge extended behind him to bind him to his half and stretched ahead before his step. The light of the bridge illuminated the oily undersea around him, rippling rainbow hues across its surface. Distance was a meaningless exercise in the mindscape. He reached the crag before long and knelt before her.
::Phage.::
::Optimus?:: Phage's frantic thoughts betrayed her growing unease.
She wanted to rip her arm out of Shrapnel's grip and thought better of it. Doing so had the potential to upset the crazy femme.
::I'll take Megatron over Shrapnel any day. Please!::
::Do not even think that.::
Her hands fell away to drape over her knees. When her head lifted Optimus was greeted to a surprise to find her avatar caught halfway between Alicean Witwicky and Phage. The half that was human flickered and broke at the edges in octagonal angles like any poor hologram. ::I'm sorry. I need a moment.:: The thought was as broken as her avatar's haphazard appearance. ::Found a center.:: He gathered from the shared thought that she meant the crag and with the thought came an underlying data that it was somehow important to her mindscape but he couldn't understand why. ::Just need to gather myself.::
::A rock, Phage?::
::Solid ground and a sturdy wall at my back.::
An infinitesimal stretch of silence passed between their minds. Then, Optimus said gently, ::I'll cover you. Take the time you need.::
Her optics met his. One stellar blue of her Cybertronian half, the other the bad hologram that reflected back the hazel iris that was Alicean's. ::Can you.:: The thought was hollow.
::I have to try.::
Wisely, Rumble backed off from the subject by offering Shrapnel a placating gesture with his hands. "Err, you know, never mind." Eyeing the Insecticon wearily behind his visor, he resumed his prior conversational direction as he gestured with his hand towards Phage, his digits curling and unfolding in a 'give me' gesture. "Hand me the Matrix and I'll let you leave with the Autobots."
Her fingers carded through her hair, one hand white and teal the other fair flesh with a long teal sleeve. Even her hair was trapped between the two extremes, the side that was Alicean the wild brown Witwicky curls he had been long acquainted with. ::No. No, I have to. This has to be me. They can't suspect us.::
The proposition snapped the two engexed consciousness's from their back and forth. Rumble stared hard at the femme as she stood staring at him for half a second before his words seemed to click.
"You're trying to trick me." She said slowly in that typical dazed state accompanied with too much drink.
"Trick you—" the Minicon scoffed, "Look, you're what—thirty Earth years? Is that right?"
"Twenty-nine." Half of her couldn't believe she had even answered him and the other half was irritated that she had responded with the tone of a child. Damn the engex. Now was not the time for lagged mental processes.
::Oh lord, maybe you should take over!::
::I tried to say-::
"Whatever. Just—pfft, what a joke. Primus, you're not even one vorn. Do you even know how long that is?"
"Eighty-three Earth years." The lint in her voice left the sentence open ended when it did not need to be. Twice damn the engex lingering in her systems, but it had whittled down the filter between her brain and her mouth.
::All the negatives and none of the pleasant buzz, thank you Megatron Buzz-Killer. Asshole.:: Her avatar scrubbed at her face with the palms of her hands. ::Oh god. Just take over.::
::Will it matter with you like this?::
She peeked at him between her fingers. ::Geez, what a pair we make. I'm a chatterbox and you…::
::Hrmm…silent?::
::Ughhh, shit. What was in that drink.::
Rumble caught himself as his speech tripped up. Several emotions struggled across his face before he settled on one. Muttering something that sounded suspiciously like 'she can imagine' before continuing. "I'm five million vorns. Approximately. I mean, it's not like I keep accurate count. It's more like you track Ages at this point-"
Abruptly, an unintelligent noise ripped through her olfactory before Phage straight out laughed at him. Rumble gawked and Shrapnel released her arm as she fell into a fit of engexed titters. The white and teal femme bent nearly double over and pointed accusingly at the red minicon. "Pfft—Hahahahaaaaah! You are so lying!"
Rumble's mouth screwed back up into his characteristic sneer. "I am not."
"You are too!" Phage pointed to herself and emphasized, "Wit-wicky! You think I didn't ask about that! Don't you think you can bullshit me with numbers because I was formerly human! Why even lie about it? As if millions of years wasn't enough."
The annoyance was palpable on Rumble's face as his frame stiffened and his hands bunched up into fists at his sides. "Look." he demanded, mouth tight. "Just, listen. If you stay here my fellow Decepticons will break you. Okay? Do you get that? Just look at Shrapnel." At the mention of her name, she echoed her former displeasing audio-piercing insectoid shriek at the minicon. It was shorter in length, but the other two still edged further from the her. For his own courage, Rumble rambled on as if nothing had happened, his speech only drooping in conviction before picking right back up. "That's about as nice as I can say it." His cranium swiveled and locked back in Phage's direction. "Do you think out of billions of Cybertronians that we few made it here to this bitter end out of luck? No. Every one of us –even your precious Autobots- we're all cutthroats in the end. Selfish. We made the hard decisions that landed us right and sometimes, just sometimes, that means cutting a deal with the enemy. My fellow Decepticons –they're nasty. Take ol' Starscream for instance. He's a sadist. Always has been. He dabbled in varying scientific fields before the war on Cybertron and his experiments weren't exactly ethical, you understand. Rumor was that he was experimenting on live subjects. Don't make me go further into detail. Just, he got his name because he'd make his victims scream so loud the stars would hear them. And I know that has to be true because he's done it so many times over the long vorns...to Decepticons he doesn't like. Especially too Autobots. And that's just Who. He. Is. And he want's you terminated. Starscream doesn't like quick deaths. That's our second-in-command. An upper social tier uber processing sadistic aft."
Through all the long spill, Rumble was increasingly irked by the femme's stoic mask and more so by the calm tempo of her following question. "Why are you telling me this?"
Rumble gawked at Shrapnel, a helplessness on his face. "Can you believe her? I'm making her a deal and she's questioning me." Shrapnel just shrugged, a certain tantalizing smirk pulling at the corner of her mouth. The minicon whirled back to Phage and growled, "To get the point across, Witwicky." The way he emphasized her former designation was injected with a similar strain of snark she had heard time and again from Starscream to Megatron. "You've pissed off every Decepticon here. Starscream keeps pushing to terminate you and eventually Megatron will listen because he always does. Maybe you could have avoided that, before you tried to slit the Boss's throat."
Shrapnel's cranium snapped in her direction, her facial features contorting to shock. "Why would you do that...hat...at?" A sliver strain of rage wrinkled her face, flickering just below the left optic and plucking at the corner of her mouth. The emotion was directed at Phage, who could only watch in growing concern as Shrapnel battled with herself over some internal struggle. She half expected the Insecticon to lash out at her.
::I think I just pushed whatever little help I was going to get from Shrapnel to the edge.:: Worried Phage.
::This does not make sense. The Insecticons never got on with the Decepticons.::
Then suddenly, Shrapnel turned to Rumble and asked, "Is he fine?"
Phage performed a double take at the femme Insecticon, gawking at her in disbelief. Most of the emotion spilled over from Optimus Prime. For Shrapnel to even say that, to ask. Genuinely ask if Megatron was okay... Optimus could not finish the thought, yanked from one 'Con to the next as Rumble continued to speak right over both stunned femmes.
"Yes." He snipped, then continued with Phage. "He was trying to do you a solid. Now he'll likely side with Starscream."
Her arm flared and burned with ghost signals of what Megatron had done not so long ago. God, it had only been minutes. Ten perhaps. Twenty? She resisted the urge to grab it and itch. "For the final time," she began and couldn't quite shake the tremble out of her voice, "I don't have the Matrix. Megatron already knows this." She threw in for good measure.
Behind the visor Rumble's optics narrowed, reflecting as a thin beam of light against his visor. From her peripheral vision Phage caught movement from Shrapnel as the femme's cranium snapped around to stare her down. It was enough of a forewarning for Phage to back away before Shrapnel could grab her arm again. The obvious withdrawal made Shrapnel scowl. "You've been naughty since last we met...humans were always quick to change…" Phage felt like a rock had suddenly settled in the pit of her fuel tanks. "Stealing the sacred Matrix of Life, hurting Megatron-"
"Since when do you care about him!"
Her cranium cocked to the side, mouth pulling apart in blatant surprise. Whether she was shocked that her pet had spoken back so rudely or at her question, Phage was not certain. Shrapnel started to replay, tripped over a false start in a moment of reconsideration and said instead with a note of solemnity. "Take Rumble's wonderful little offer...offer...er..."
It had to be a trick of her audios, but the nervous speech tick came back to Phage's audio receptors as off her. Phage shuddered visibly and stumbled further from the Insecticon, which only drew another agitated mechanical clicking and whirling from the femme.
"I just said-"
"I heard what you said." Rumble grumbled audibly. "Just drop the charade already."
"It's not a charade!"
"Then tell me where you hid it! You had to have hid it somewhere—in the forest." Rumble's face lit with realization. "In that cave! Its the only conclusion."
She wanted to blame the engex, or Shrapnel's lack of a concept of personal space as the Insecticon moved in to make another grab at her, or all of the above, but Phage couldn't help herself before the words slipped out of her mouth as she jerked out of Shrapnel's reach yet again and thumped into a wall. "Do I look like I'd do something that obvious?"
Silence descended hard on the hallway. Internally Phage cursed herself and the engex before Optimus could berate her for the slip. Near at hand Rumble stood gawking, processing. Finally, he said, "There was no where else."
Shrapnel's cranium inclined in the minicon's direction. "Humans will always surprise you, Rumble. They are resourceful. And clever. My banta is no exception...no one is exempt..."
Phage stepped back, tensed to flight or fight. Rumble kept staring at her and completely ignored Shrapnel. The gears were turning over loudly in his processor, but the minicon remained utterly flummoxed. "You did have it." His cranium tilted slightly. Staring at her, blinking. "The battlefield...you left it on the battlefield? That can't be right. Megatron would have found it in Optimus Prime remains unless-" his visor lit up a second time. "-during the run around! You traded it off to one of the Autobots!"
She kept glancing sidelong at Shrapnel in an attempt to keep the distance between them but the Insecticon was becoming increasingly agitated by her elusiveness. She kept Phage cut off from running down that end of the hall while Rumble blocked her path back. Gradually the two 'Cons were boxing her in against the wall.
"That can't be right either." Rumble suddenly grumbled, correcting his judgment. "The Autobots are here for you because they think you have it." His optics narrowed into an irate glare as his mouth twisted up once again. "Whose trying to trick who here? I'm making you a generous offer and you're trying to confuse me."
"Rumble-" Phage's voice came out thin and reedy, but he was not having any of it.
"Trade or no deal." Rumble snapped off. "Those are the terms."
"I don't-"
"I'm offering you time, glitch! Time for their tempers to cool off! -Shrapnel, back off of her! What is your glitch?- Pitt. I can't change that Optimus is terminated or that Megatron will engulf the Autobots and unite us," within the confines of her processor, Optimus scoffed at the very notion, "but I can give you the time to get away from here so when it happens the Decepticons might not care what you've done anymore. I can't guarantee though. We have long memories. Megatron has a very long memory. You Witwicky's should know that."
"Piss off."
"Hey!" Rumble snapped. "I didn't kill Radar or Buster! They both offed themselves following the stupid Autobot code so you can just redirect your anger elsewhere.
She dodged as Shrapnel made another swipe for her arm and hit the wall again with no space left to go as the two Decepticons encroached on her, blocking either path of escape. Her fuel pump was thudding loudly in her chassis.
"Matrix." Rumble snapped. "Tell me where it is. Now." And his right arm transformed into his pile driver. Phage nearly choked on her fuel pump.
Shrapnel whirled on Rumble, emitting that eerie mechanical chitter. Immediately, the blue arcs of electricity danced along her slender digits. "Don't touch my banta...banta...ta!"
"We talked about his, Shrapnel!" Rumble growled.
"You said she would be unharmed!"
"Pitt, you fragged up glitch! There's a pecking order, here!" Rumble argued back. "You might not want to harm her, but you'll have to sign up with the Boss! Soundwave was at the top, but I think Megatron's taken that spot after recent events! You'll be last in line, bug."
Shrapnel shrieked at the minicon. The unearthly animistic cry made Rumble step back. "I won't let any of you savage Decepticons hurt her!"
"Savage?" Rumble shouted back. "Look whose talking! I'm cultured next to you!"
"Hah! You can't claim to be cultured when you're the barbarian tearing it all down-all down-down!"
"Was that a jibe at what happened on Cybertron? You free downloading port!"
The cheeks of Optimus's avatar colored a particular shade of blue at the insult to Shrapnel as his optics went wide. Phage processed his stray thoughts and muttered, ::Did he call her a whore?::
Optimus shuffled beside her and refused to answer.
"At least we Decepticons never had to resort to pressing humans for energon!"
"You have no idea! You weren't there!" The edge of every word shrieking from Shrapnel's throat had an electrical hiss. "It was our survival or them!"
"No idea? We've been reduced to raiding human energy outposts to survive!"
"There were no human energy outposts several millennium ago!"
::This is more the Decepticon subgroup dynamics I am use too.::
The wall was uncomfortably cold against Phage's backside while she watched the rapid back-and-forth between the two squabbling 'Cons. Her digits rubbed along the smooth metallic sheets to either side of her, an aid to anchor her admist the chaos. A subtle repetitive tapping noise caught her attention. Her optics swiveled in her cranium and locked on to her right trigger finger double tapping the wall. A physical nervous habit of Prime's.
Behind a firm pressed mouth she ground her denta together and forced her finger to straighten and still. ::Optimus.:: she bemoaned in a hushed whisper even in the privacy of her own processor. A sliver of a wild thought cut through her that the minute noise would draw the attention of the bickering 'Cons.
In the breadth of the next half second that followed, an abrupt, raw idea struck her. ::Are they so preoccupied with each other that I-we can just—slip away?::
Optimus Prime's ancient consciousness stirred, and with it the headache from hell began to rear again. The engex had lessened the pain, eased the pounding behind her left optic, but as Optimus pulled hard on the reigns to gather himself back together it was returning in full angry force. His response that followed her proposition was shockingly lame. ::We could...try.::
In that very instant, Phage had the epiphany that Optimus was completely out of his element. At that moment, Shrapnel and Rumble's argument became distant thunder to her audio receptors even as they stood screaming at each other right in front of her. She wasn't sure why she had never come to this realization hours before. She supposed it was because he was Optimus Prime. That he was four million years old. Ancient by human standards. And by that very thought came the misguided notion that he should know everything. And therein was the problem. She had always just had blind faith in him. Completely and utterly. She kept trusting that he would have all the answers and she kept willingly following his orders when what she had done, with the resonance process burning in her chassis like a forge and the uncomfortable itch that something was worming, invading, snaking its way through her whole body—all of it was new to him. What he had hoped for with Megatron, a peaceful exchange of herself for supplies and energon, simply never was going to happen. They both knew that now. But they were still in a rush against the clock. They had to escape with the extraction team. There was no exception to the matter.
Everything—the situation, her- were frightening, unknown variables. And Optimus's consciousness was fumbling in the dark as much as herself.
No, no that wasn't true, she realized. She was use to this. This—she, her. As she was, her body, the lack of military software that Optimus had come to rely so heavily on. Worse than a human without a cell, she had to remind herself. She had to do this. For the both of them. Just like she had told Optimus in a fit of passion during the Stunticon attack in the washracks. She had to get creative for the both of them.
::You need to relinquish the reigns to me.::
::What?::
::Optimus...:: The thought drew out, loaded with the previous instance of him latching onto the engaged column that landed them in this situation. His avatar shuffled beside her then begrudging relented.
The headache lessened.
Hypersensitive to everything going on around her and inside her, Phage drew in a silent, steadying breath. Then painfully, gradually slow, began to inch into a crouch, sliding down the wall as the disagreement between the two Decepticons escalated. Shrapnel's whole frame was crackling with blue electricity. Beautiful yet deadly arcs leapt and ribboned from pede up along the twin pincers that framed her cranium like a crown, supercharging the air around her with crackling energy.
"-ou dare speak to me in such fashion, you minuscule basic program...program! I was a queen on this planet before-"
"Oh, shut up!" Snarled Rumble. "You drone on about your reign over this mudball planet as if it were an accomplishment! How hard could it have been? Humans are primitive now."
Her mouth curled up in contempt. "You want to talk accomplishments? Lord Megatron can barely sustain a foothold here at the bottom of the ocean while I bathed in the sun--in the sun!"
"Pft! I would have loved to see you make as much headway as you claim if the Autobots were on your afts all the time. But I mean, it's no wonder the Boss doesn't take you seriously. You claim you were queen but there's no record of you."
Shrapnel's denta flashed as she snarled, "It was before current recorded history! You have no idea how har-"
In full swing, Rumble cut her off before she could finish. "And it took you an army, the Swarm to conquer, what was it again? Some desert somewhere."
"Beautiful Kemet." Shrapnel hissed, her hands curling into tight trembling fists. "And I did not need the Swarm too-"
"Oh, wait! That's right. You lost the Swarm like you lost your crown."
A shrill, audio-piercing shriek ripped itself from Shrapnel's vocal processor. Her optics flared and burst with the energy that she had building up around her. Shrapnel's hands rose into the air, poised and ready to unleash the full brunt of her electrical current on the red Minicon.
"Are you sure you want to do that?" Rumble snapped off at her, bullheaded and challenging. "The Boss likes me. You wouldn't want to upset the Boss after everything he's done for you, would you?" Shrapnel hesitated, her frame seizing up. Then, Rumble added, "After all the progress you've made, what would Thundercracker think?"
Oddly, Shrapnel choked up at the last verbal jab. Phage's optics shifted from the emergency stairwell to the Insecticon femme. She was stunned as she watched the electrical field dissipate, hardly able to process the whys and wherefores. As far as Phage was concerned, and as far as Optimus Prime's intel went, Shrapnel should have left Rumble's circuits blackened. How such a simple threat could dissuade the Insecticon matriarch-
All of a sudden, Rumble was a blur of red. His transformation cog whirled and sung, his left arm alternating shape into the pile driver. The wall crunched in front of Phage's face. Close enough for her to feel the air whip across her face with the forceful impact. She froze, gaping hard at the object in her path. The scream of surprise that wanted to rip itself from her vocal processor got stuck behind her fuel pump. A tense silence descended the hall as the echo of the impact died. One second. Two. Gradually, Phage's optics followed along the pile driver and up its length until she could make optic contact with Rumble. His mouth was twisted into his characteristic vicious Billy Idol snarl.
"Where do you think you're going?" Her mouth peeled apart but for once, no witty remark was forthcoming. "No more games. Matrix. Now."
"How about we renegotiate the terms?" From a short distance down the hall, weapons whirled online. Rumble tensed, visor dimming as his mouth flashed denta in a self disparaging grimace.
Rising like the glow of hope that was soaring in her fuel pump, Phage jerked upwards to her full height at the familiar voice. The bright banana yellow of a certain Autobot's armor was like dawn breaking open in that dark cold hall.
"Sea Spray!" Phage cried exuberantly, her face cracking with a rare and brilliant denta-flashing smile.
Dripping salt water and leaving a trail of it in his wake, Sea Spray rounded the corner into view, entering the hab-suites wing from the emergency exit stairwell. His blaster was held firmly between both his hands, aimed resolutely at Rumble.
"Phage." The Autobot nodded once in her direction. His characteristic gruff voice was clipped and cold, immediately dampening her spirits like a chill spray of northern waters. She had a sudden flashback to Jazz's attitude earlier that day. The switch from the generally friendly mechs she knew to eons old warriors left her jarred.
Sea Spray's attention riveted from her and locked back on to Rumble. He indicated the minicon with his blaster. "Revert your arms and stand back, 'Con."
Only at Sea Spray's order did Rumble finally move. His head whipped around to acknowledge the Autobot M.T.O., and as he did so his T-Cog whirled again. His arm shifting back to his standard hand.
"Good. Now back up—Alto! Fragging glitch!"
With stiff, cold calm, Rumble took one step back from Phage while his arm was mid-process shortening and folding in on itself, micro subspace fields tearing open to slide parts and panels away for later use. True to his very faction's ideals, Rumble used the opportunity to tear open a much larger subspace field as his hand took shape and snatched his blaster as it materialized. Sea Spray's spluttering angry curses became a dull roar to Phage's audios as her whole sense of reality narrowed to the barrel end of the blaster pressed betwixt her optics.
"Stay right there Autobot," Rumble warned, "or I put a hole clean through her processor."
Time slowed to a crawl around Phage and Prime as her neural pathways fired off at lightning speeds in the fraction of that second. It was not the first time in her life she had experienced moments like this, as a life threatening situation arose and her brain module processed the threat and shot-gunned out a series of myriad paths for survival. It was cold, efficient hack and slash before she was left with one course of action that offered the highest chance of survival.
In her mindseye there was only one course of action. And there was only one little problem-
::Optimus! I need your expertise!::
The scenario around her played on as if it were a forgotten television programme left on in the background. She was only vaguely aware as Sea Spray locked up in the priceless second that she was devising out plans and collaborating with Prime.
"Don't give me your slag, 'Con." He had the weathered voice of conviction, but it sounded hollow to Phage. "I overheard the deal. Phage doesn't have the Matrix so just turn the lady over to me."
Her muscle cables tensed, ready to act out-
"Us, actually."
-and stalled. Her optics swiveled between both parties as she soaked in the new anomalies entering into the play. Jetfire, Bumblebee and Spike in his exo-suit. It was some television drama. All that was missing was the classic Quentin Tarantino standoff—no wait. Hold the thought, they were already there.
"Looks like we have you outnumbered, punk!" chirped Bumblebee, smug grin plastered across his face as their weapons trained on Shrapnel and Rumble. When Bumblebee's processor finally caught up with the input his optics were sending he did a double take at Shrapnel. "I thought you blew up!"
The Insecticon matriarch's only response was a terse unamused sneer.
The only indication Rumble gave to any sign of nervousness was the smile that ran away from his face only to immediately return. Following his gaze with her optics only, Phage grimaced inwardly. Stealthing his way behind Bumblebee was none other than Frenzy. The flick of his safety setting resounded in the tense hall like a gunshot. The Autobots jerked around to accommodate the threat from behind, like chess pieces shuffling on a board.
Frenzy's grin was wide and maniacal. "Looks like we have ourselves an old fashioned Kaonite standoff."
Half of her registered that Optimus's consciousness was processing their position but waiting on thinning patience for Sea Spray to handle the situation. Phage had no patience left. She was operating on pure adrenaline, and that left her shaky and in the state to act brash. Inevitably, their two consciousness began to clash over what course of action to take. It all boiled down to her standing there frozen in place like some blank faced piece of decorative statue.
"Mexican." She grumbled. Although she thought she had muttered it under her breath the affect was the same as if she had shouted it.
Several heads snapped in her direction but it was Frenzy's countenance that twisted up into extreme displeasure. "What was that glitch?"
She could feel her cheeks heating up again. "I said, Mexican. You mean Mexican standoff."
The head of Spike's exo-suit whipped around and glared at her. "Shut up, Phage."
Frenzy just continued to glare. "What the frag is a Mexican?"
"Mexico is a country on Earth, 'Con." Jetfire supplied. "Properly pronounced mAI-hEE-kOH. Mexican is the adjective."
"You know what," Frenzy adjusted his aim to Jetfire. "I'm going to blast your face off first, traitor."
Amid the stereotypical crazy banter that Phage was certain was some kind of pre-battle ritual for them, Prime and she had already selected what they deemed to be the best course of action for their dual survival. Amid their plotting they had taken the time to ponder her newly realized outlier ability to regenerate—and tossed giving any kind of reliance on it out the door. Although Megatron had sliced up her arm and it had healed near instantaneously neither one of them was willing to try a blaster shot through the processor. Not now, not ever. Even though she knew that on Earth, a certain species of lizard could loose its tail and regrow another. Even though she had read about how starfishes could loose an arm and an entirely new creature could grow from the lost limb. Even though she knew Sideswipe and Sunstreaker could regenerate because they had twaned sparks that refused to give out while the other still pulsed. Despite all of that, she was not willing to discover the extent of hers. She still felt pain and one demonstration and been enough. And who was to say that if she could recover from a head shot that Optimus's consciousness would recover with hers? What if there was some kind of reboot protocol that scrubbed anomalies away?
Completely unacceptable. All of it.
All the while, her optics jumped from one speaker to the next as she and Prime tried to keep pace with the macho banter that fell on one deaf audio all while trying to gauge what would be the last word that would trigger the shoot out. During the rapid back and forth, Phage had the sudden uneasy feeling that somebody was staring at her. Her optics leapt from the Autobots back to Rumble, but the red Minicon was shouting off typical taunting chatter and not looking her way. It was then that she realized Shrapnel was staring intently in her direction. Their optics caught across the way and held. Intense and silent, Shrapnel was trying to convey some meaning to her. Her optics flashed downwards then back to Phage's. She followed the direction of Shrapnel's gaze and caught sight of each of her slim fingers rubbing against the smooth worn pad of her thumb. A subtle motion that hadn't drawn any other bot's attention during the intense exchange, and one that could have been written off as a nervous tick. Only as Phage stared she realized for every digit that ran across her thumb there was a brief flash of light.
With a speed that foretold her fear that they'd be caught, Phage's optics leapt back up and caught with Shrapnel's. A wild hope bloomed in her chassis that she was desperate to grab at.
::Is she offering what I think she is?::
::We have to take the chance.::
::She could be mulling over her allegiances.::
::The Insecticons always were fickle.::
An unseated laughter rung out from Phage's avatar. ::And Rumble was just rambling about making deals with enemies.::
Optimus's avatar glowered with displeasure at the entire situation.
As the desperate conference conveyed between her and Prime, Phage found her lips pulling apart nearly of their own free will. Subtle and silent, she mouthed 'please.'
Shrapnel broke their charged contact and focused across the expanse of bodies before her, leaving Phage and Optimus to grasp at wild variables.
::Oh god, do we wait for her signal?::
::Are you willing to take that risk?:: posed Prime.
::I have a gun pointed at my head.::
::Given what Rumble was only just offering, I think it likely this is just for show.::
Once again, a harsh humorless laugh burst across the expanse of the mindscape from Phage's avatar. ::Hah! Sure. Let's go with the Decepticon may not shoot us because he has a sliver of a conscious. Or is pretending to at the very least.::
Around her the mechs prattled on as if they were at some kind of picnic. "I think you need to double check your math, Rumble-" Spike was saying, his voice echoing from the exo-suit with a flanged, synthesized depth before being rudely interrupted.
"I'm Frenzy, meatbag." The purple Minicon snapped off, taking extreme offense as if identifying his brother from himself should have been obvious.
Spike only returned the anger in kind. "I think I'd remember the purple patriotic 'Con that punched me!"
"That was me." Rumble snipped.
Spike's exo-suit's head jerked around and gaped at the very red Rumble, then back to Frenzy as the very royal purple Decepticon continued, "Hypocrite peace-talking glitch. Can't even tell the opposition apart."
"Don't listen to them, Spike." Bumblebee interjected. "Nobody can tell them apart."
"Fragger." Frenzy spat.
As with most any other person, Spike did the most predictable thing that most would do when being gaslighted—he snapped. "Shut the fuck up! There's four of us and three of you!"
"Whoa-ho! Where's the peace talk now, Witwicky boy." Shot off Rumble.
Frenzy's grin had never lessened. "You're going to need more than four to deal with us."
"This doesn't have to end in spilt energon, mechs." Intoned Sea Spray's rough garbled voice through the chaos. "Just hand over Phage and we'll go quietly."
"Pft!" Shot off Frenzy. "Quiet my aft. You call blowing a Devastator sized fist in our home quiet."
"Wasn't sure if you'd hear if we rang the doorbell."
"We took her as a medic. We're allowed to do that."
"Pretenses, mechs. Let's cut to the line of-"
Without warning, Shrapnel's electrical field crackled and flared up. Beautiful and deadly lightning arched up her body in bouncing currents to zip up to her crowning antenna. Then, all at once, the Insecticon matriarch discharged the force of her electrical storm through her hand that she shot out in a open palmed toss. The Autobots shouted and scrambled. Bumblebee tackled Spike to the floor. Sea Spray threw himself against the wall and Jetfire followed the veteran's movements, his much larger bulk narrowly avoiding the path of the streaking electrical blue arcs that zapped across the hall. So close that the underside of his left wing was singed. The only one left in the path who couldn't see it coming due to Autobot bodies blocking his view was Frenzy. The minicon took the full force of the lightning lance to the face in a violent bio-mechanical explosion that decimated his optical lens into a shower of a trillion pieces only to allow another opening for the chemical plumes of smoke to pour from his gaping mouth and sockets. When Frenzy hit the floor, he was already a convulsing mess of metal burn and singed nerve-circuits.
The beginnings of Frenzy's name were just ripping from Rumble's throat when it got cut off. Once more, Optimus seized control of Phage's body and struck out with her arms in precise, decisive martial art gestures. Her arms shot upwards in a crossed fashion, catching the gun in the crook and jerking it upward as she shifted to the side. The weapon went off scorching the wall overhead. In the next instance her arms were following through the remainder of the disarming technique with force and assuredly. The familiarity of the disarming technique staggered Phage with how second-nature it was to him. How easy it was to flow with the motions, startle Rumble, overpower him by bending his body against itself and push him to the floor. She ended up on top of the minicon, straddling his waist and jabbing his gun up under his chin.
From his prone position, Rumble gaped stupidly up into the grim face of the femme, mouth pressed to a fine tight frown and those shocking liberty blue optics borrowing through his visor into his own crimson ones. Their faces hovered a hands width apart. "You can tell Megatron that his hospitality has been deplorable." Her optics darkened to a deeper shade of blue, her face twisting further in anger to match the hostile expression. "Also, that he's a shit bartender and he can shove that Decepticon badge right up—ahem. I think you grasp the idiom."
::Are you censoring me now too!::
::You need to calm down.::
::Oh, this is me calm.::
Under Prime's directive, she jabbed the end of the barrel harder under Rumble's jaw. Briefly, her optics flickered between Shrapnel, who stood aside with her hands raised before her in a placating gesture of surrender, and the Autobots. "I am leaving."
Jazz knew the layout of the Decepticon sea base like the back of his hand. It came with the territory of war room meetings and intel debriefings. It was that knowledge that allowed him to easily navigate through the base and find his way quickly and efficiently to the command center.
The automatic doors slide open to permit Jazz entry into the Decepticon command hub. As with the kind of special operations training that came with five million years of experience, Jazz wisely hung back. Pressed into a corner of the door frame, photon blaster held up and at the ready as he strained his hearing into the room beyond.
"-ust admit it TC."
"Frag you."
"Come on! It's so obvious to everyone! You vounch on her behalf. You're taking the time out of your day to help her-"
"Somebody has to act as therapist around here and like Pitt I'd let it be the Combaticons or Constructicons!"
"You could have left it to Hook."
"She doesn't trust Hook. She trusts me."
"Look at you! You're defending her too!"
Realizing that the opening door hadn't given away his position, Jazz chanced a glance into the command hub beyond for visual confirmation of what his audio receptors were telling him. Thundercracker and Skywarp.
Karma was swift and payback was going to be a bitch.
His face screwed up listening to the two Seekers. What the frag were they going on about anyway, he thought, it couldn't have been about Phage, yet she was the only femme on the planet.
"There's something to be said of character for following a code."
"Aww—TC's a white knight."
Deciding that he didn't care about their senseless banter, Jazz chose that moment to cautiously spin out from the frame of the door. Hunkering low to the ground, weapon down, Jazz stealth sped across the open ground to close the distance between himself and the Seekers.
"That role's reserved for Megatron." To which Skywarp snorted derisively, Thundercracker amended with, "I'll admit he's harsh. Someone in his position has to be."
"Quit trying to redirect the conversation."
"I'm not-"
"Is the bug your conjunx endura?" Teased Skywarp then began chortling as Thundercracker tensed at the accusation. "So scandalous, TC. An Insecticon and a Seeker. Are you trying to create the first headline outside of Starscream's latest power grab? Come on, you can tell me. We're wingmates after all."
The blue and grey Seeker turned aside to divert his attention to the sea base's super computer, but the mech wasn't doing anything productive. A long slow grin plucked at the corner of Skywarp's mouth. "Shrapnel and Thundercracker soaring over Vos-"
"Real mature."
"Come on! Tell me what's with you two."
"Nothing is going on."
"Slag its nothing."
The world exploded in a vicious torrent of strobe lights and audio-wrecking noise pollution that rattled their endoskeletons with the bass alone. In the confusion that followed, Jazz descended on the Seekers swiftly and mercilessly. Knowing full well that a grounded Seeker was a worthless Seeker, Jazz sprang lightly into the air to gain the short distance he needed to deal Thundercrakcer a rabbit punch. His cranium crashed forward against the monitor from the force of the strike, shattering the screen as the Seeker rebounded off and dropped to the floor in a heap. Still reeling from the shrieking instrumental music and wondering why his optics were registering that life was snap shotting by, Skywarp was wholly unprepared as Jazz spun about and tackled the current Decepticon of his abject retaliation around the waist. Always a mech of constant motion, Jazz had his photon rifle shoved up at an angle against the mech's backside and fired off a single shot. Skywarp's scream was drowned in the music. And as with his scream, the racket of his body hitting the floor joined with the musical cacophony.
In the next moment, Jazz shut off the music blasting from his speakers and cut the light show. An audio-ringing silence descended the command hub. To anyone that might have heard the racket it could have been written off as an accidental pushing play with the volume too loud.
Eerie in his sudden stillness, Jazz observed his swift handiwork behind the cool blue glow of his angled visor, his mouth a grim pressed frown. He strained his audios to catch any hint that somebody might have been coming to inspect. One spark pulse, ten...
Nothing. No noise but the labored groans of Skywarp as he stirred, slow and painfully to shove his fist into the gaping wound in his chassis in hopes of staunching the loss of energon. The purple and black Seeker tried to stutter something at him. All Jazz saw was his other hand lift shakily off the ground by mere inches and his digits attempt to curl into a fist. The trademark trigger to fire a shot from his arm mounted blaster.
Jazz burst into motion. His leg shot out, his pede forcibly kicking Skywarp's arm aside before he followed up with a swift footwork, switched to the other leg, back again and curb stomped Skywarp's cranium into the floor. The mech's helm crunched under the impact and laid still after that.
A literal rolling force of energy, Jazz flowed with the motion to the console and began tapping away, keystrokes singing their own industrial chord under his determined strokes. Hacking the Decepticon systems was a piece of oil cake when Thundercracker and Skywarp had kindly left themselves logged in for him. Uploading his virus after that was no sweat at all.
The underwater base's speakers blasted to life.
Phage loved loud music, Optimus did not. But both of them could agree that the volume at which the strains of 'The Touch' by Stan Bush came out of the base's speakers was at obscene, audio-wrecking volume. The Kaonite-Mexican standoff ended with every one of them bending to cover their audio receptors.
Everyone but Rumble. It was just a factor of life with having Frenzy as his brother that sometimes the world just exploded into utter chaos like that. Seizing on his opportunity, he knocked his blaster out from Phage's grasp with a hard shove and followed that up by throwing a hard right hook that caught her across the jaw. Spit flew. Her head snapped around with the momentum, body going slack and off balance. Another opportunity that he quickly seized on to scramble out from under her and catch her with a kick that sent her slamming back against the wall. From his prone position Rumble flipped back up onto his pedes and transformed just one arm into a pile driver. None of the Autobots could stop him as he slammed the floor.
Disassembling cause and effect from one another was a difficult task for Phage after that between the world spinning around her and the ground rolling beneath her. The metal floor snapped underneath her in an effect similar to a human whipping a bed sheet. On the way down she kept going as the sea base's structure ripped itself apart in the initial shockwave. Down Phage fell to the level below. The sensation was similar to when one missed a step on a staircase. And then she hit pipes and got tangled in wires. The pipelines snapped off from the whiplash ripple and wires ripped out of the wall. Phage tumbled, grasping and then clinging to a severed pipe two inches around in diameter before she hit the level below and plunged into freezing salt waters.
The initial shock struck Prime's consciousness hard. Phage's body was much more hypersensitive to sensations than he was use to in his original form. Phage seized control and jerked back up, gasping from the shock. Sitting chest high in another hall that was rapidly flooding. Overhead, shrieking metal rendered the air, twisting, tearing, wailing. Phage's optics jerked upwards and she froze. The engaged column bucked and tore away from the wall. What should have been a powerful support beam bent and tore like paper and came careening down over her. Phage froze up, getting flashback's to the accident in Wheeljack's lab nearly a year prior. Sadly, screaming metal death was a commonplace factor in Optimus Prime's long life. He took control, ducked back into the icy water and pushed off.
Not fast enough.
The column careened and crashed over her. The Touch melded with rendering metal melded with snapping wires and thrashing water. A cacophonous shrieking noise pollution that became an indecipherable mess of just useless sound. Pain shot through her foot and lanced upwards. Breast strokes became a useless endeavor. Twisting around in the water, they found her foot had become trapped under the column and caught up in a mess of tangled wires caught around the broken column, an event that had likely happened on her way down.
The ensuing building pressure within their chassis was a foreign affair to Prime, who had no preliminary idea what it entailed. Phage on the other hand did. They needed air.
She stood on her one good foot and drew breath before diving back under to tackle the twisted mess of wires that held her leg as securely as a fisherman's net. Desperate fingers darted in and tore, tugging and pulling, succeeding in loosening one knot only to tighten another. An old Cybertronian proverb sprung to Prime's mind and rung between the space in her head, ::May your luster never dull and your wires never cross.::
::Not helping!::
They were both acutely aware of a pressing problem with each rise above water to draw another breath, that the rising water level offered them less and less room. What was once at chest level was now at the shoulder.
::Thousands and thousands of gallons pouring in all at once... How much time? Seconds. A minute? Not enough time. Not enough. How long does it take to drown?:: Her consciousness strained even as their efforts redoubled. ::They say drowning is the worst death...::
"Phage!"
She was imagining it. She had to be. Between the renewed vigor of a battle raging a level above and the water rushing in, the distant wailing of the seabase as the structure was buffeted by underwater currents and collapsing under structural duress...
Salt water sprayed her from behind. Phage jerked around and found Sea Spray wading over to her. Her fuel pump soared with relief. An emotion she wore on her sleeve as she reached for the mech.
"God, Sea Spray! Help me! Hurry! My foot! It's my foot!"
His blue hand enveloped hers and closed in a vice like grip. "Hold on, little lady!" Sea Spray said as he closed the distance between them and strained to keep her above water level. Hand grips loosened in the ensuing course of action as Sea Spray threw his shoulder strut against the fallen support column and pushed up. The twisted mass of metal inched and refused to budge, whining in protest against the Autobot's efforts. All the while, Phage had adjusted her hold from his hand to his arm and refused to release her death grip, using him as a lifeline to keep herself above the rising water. Sea Spray tried to ignore the fact that the water line had reached her neck and she was craning to keep herself above water.
The situation slammed the old M.T.O. hard, tripping recall memories from very vicious battles around the Rust Sea on Cybertron. It was hard to forget them when battle and death had marked his activation into life. Names and faces and places flashed across his mindseye, a long list that he did not want to see Phage's name appended to.
"Sea Spray! Sea Spray!"
"Stay calm." He had to shout to be heard, and shout near her audio. Damn Jazz and his music. Communication would be near nonexistent. Of course Commander Jazz had demanded they communicate by Inter Autobot Communication only.
"No!" The femme screamed back at him just to be heard. Her voice reaching him in barely audible strands. "Nonononono! Listen! Listen damn it!" And the hand that held his arm yanked him closer til her mouth was against his audio receptor. "I-" Phage spluttered and gasped to clear the salt water that was pouring into her mouth. "I have Prime!"
"You what?"
Behind the visor, Sea Spray's optics doubled and flared. He couldn't have heard that right. His head pivoted around to stare her down and the full faced battle mask retracted. Her optics flashed to the wicked deep scar that marred his face from his left cheekbone down across his lips and over to his chin, then flickered back to his optics.
"I-" More salt water filled the void of her mouth. She choked and spluttered and couldn't get it out. Water levels kept rising. Only her delicate straight edged nose was above the waterline and not for long. Sea Spray grabbed her under the crook of her arm and lifted her up as much as he could. As much as her body was willing to bend in the awkward position.
Phage gasped, face drawn and wane. "Sea Spray!" She spluttered on a cough, "I—I have Op! I—transferred-his spark and jacked his mind! Need-" His mouth fell open in gobsmacked disbelief. Relative to his own, her much smaller hand lifted off his arm and grabbed at his shoulder strut and squeezed. His head inclined, glancing marginally at her hand. The desperation in the squeeze eased to reassurance and became a more familiar sensation that was-
So. Like. Prime.
The femme sprayed salt water to clear her mouth that splattered uselessly across Sea Spray's face. He didn't even register the sensation. Gasping, she rasped shrill and panicky, "Take him! Sea Spray, take his spark!"
Sudden klaxon alarms blared in his processor. His head snapped back to its proper position. "Don't open your chassis!" His grizzled garbled vocal processor peaked on his own adrenaline. "You can't expose a spark to water!"
Quickly, she inhaled sharply just before her head went fully under. The water distorted the light of her optics, beaming bright and wide and fearful. He couldn't pull her up any farther. They both knew that.
Her death hold on the fine edges of his armor let off and her hand slipped under the water. She turned away from him and tackled the wires entrapping her leg.
With renewed determination, Sea Spray threw his back into the effort of lifting the column, all the while sending one desperate message after another to the extraction team. He didn't dare relate what Phage had just told him. He was old and wise enough to know that. That kind of information you relied in person and not over any kind of communication equipment. He only sent three words: Andromeda was chained.
And he sent that over and over.
Drowning was a concept familiar to both humans and Cybertronians, if the means were slightly different it was fundamentally eerily the same. It was just rare to hear of it happening on Cybertron before the Simanzi Massacre and subsequent Forced Flood. Drowning meant a compromised chassis. I can't make it back. Flooded air intakes. No air. Drowning meant water compromise to the spark chamber. Radical reactions. Plasma burst. Internal superheating. Melted internals. System failure catastrophic. Spark burst. Heart burst. Melting from the inside out.
Sea Spray had seen it all before.
Abandoning trying to free her leg of the wires, Phage and Prime lent their strength to aid Sea Spray to shift the column wreckage. The awkward position she had to bend to do it limited her ability to assist as she tried to push up.
"Ill get you out, Phage!"
Sea Spray's shouting was a distant, distorted affair. Beneath the water, sound was distorted. The Touch was a distant noise. The rapid pounding of her fuel pump was closer. Thundering away in her inner ear like a horrid drumbeat. More immediately, she could hear every thrash and whirl of Sea Spray's internals and the still unfamiliar thrum of her own spark core, rapid and unusual in its pace for the dual sparks she housed. Rapidly spinning, each fighting the other like dual collapsing stars attempting to resist the pull of the gravity well of each other and failing.
::I never thought I would die like this!::
::Neither did I.:: There was a note of calm finality to his thought. A regal acceptance that brought to mind the image of lords and kings knowing their end and greeting it like an old friend. ::Phage, if it ends here—like this- know that you went above and beyond what was called for.::
::Don't.::
::Alo Ata...:: The tears that sprang to her optics seamlessly washed away with the currents as one and the same. ::Et endura eyoto etu.::
::Why did you have to wait until now to tell me that! When our lives are in danger!::
::I told you years ago. When you were still human.:: A shameful bashfulness spilled over from the thoughts. ::You did not speak Cybertronian then.::
Adrenaline and desperation pooled in her breast to become a compressed point to fuel her sudden flare of anger. Her optics flared to an acidic green, the ill color illuminated off the water. ::You coward!:: She seized on the hot emotion to shove aside everything else. The energon hue between the seams of her armor drained and changed to green.
Optimus Prime's avatar stared sadly at her in the Infraspace, but the emotion in his optics shifted several times over as he observed her avatar echo the change her physical body portrayed. His battlemask was inched down indicating his mouth had opened but no thought was immediately forthcoming. She missed how his cranium suddenly inclined in the way that it did when he was picking up a transmission. Oblivious, in her anger, that he couldn't possibly be receiving a transmission at all. He abandoned what he was going to say and asked instead, ::What is that?:: He struggled to find the right words to express what it was he was seeking. ::It feels like a faulty connection.::
Her temper peaked again, and again Optimus's head inclined in the other direction, optics scanning the undersea and seeing nothing but the dark.
::What are you talking about. No, no just stop thinking.:: She grit. ::Need the air.::
Conceding to her wisdom but slow to give up on the familiar sensation, his determination pooled jointly with hers in cooperative unison and together they heaved against the column with Sea Spray, and felt it shift and inch.
Revelations by Guardinthena
"Elementary, my dear Watson."
-Sherlock
MEGATRON AND SOUNDWAVE, HIGHER LEVEL
A scowl had become permanently engraved on Megatron's stern countenance whilst Soundwave and he stormed the halls.
Backup be damned, Megatron thought, provided he even needed any assistance in rousting the Autobot extraction in the next two breems. Certainly he could handle one minibot, a traitor, the sea scout annoyance and a human in a cold frame. Even buzzed as he was, dealing with the lot would have been amateur hour at the gladiatorial Pitts of Kaon.
Megatron took the next corner sharply and spied an open door to an emergency stairwell to his right. Grim determination etched deeper lines onto his features as he prepared to charge forward. Ready for the impending fight, his fusion cannon whined ominously, soft pink light emanating from the depths of the black barrel.
Every muscle cable in his frame seized up when Soundwave abruptly skidded to a halt behind him, bent double over, grabbed at his helm and screamed.
Megatron's pedes screeched across the pristine flooring as he reigned back and whipped around. The scream was abrupt and short lived, choked off by the Communications Officer as he caught himself and struggled to internalize the pain. The blue mech's body trembled violently in the throes of the unseen threat.
It was simple deduction what was afflicting the mech. Yet still, Megatron called back tentatively to the Communications Officer, raspy voice riddled with genuine concern. "Soundwave?"
Soundwave's digits strained against his helm. The whole of his frame remained tense as the shaking transitioned gradually into an occasional jerky motion.
"Frenzy-" Soundwave strained to say, his unique harmonized vocals pitching wildly, "-terminated."
"How?" Demanded Megatron curtly. His thick white optical ridges jumped up so high that they nearly disappeared under his helm. "Soundwave, how?"
Struggling through his severed bond with his cassette partner, Soundwave pried his trembling servos from his helm and tried to straighten his posture to address Megatron properly. Instead, another wrack of pain dropped Soundwave to his knees. One of his blue servo's flew out to catch himself before he kissed the floor, while the other wrapped around his midsection.
Wracked with indecision, Megatron hung back. His attention drifted to the emergency stairwell and back to Soundwave. The decision should not have been the hardest to make. Securing Phage ensured that he would learn the location of the Matrix swiftly and without delay and thus swoop the Autobots under his control with little difficulty, whereas Soundwave was dealing with a personal matter. He would survive, but...
Three long strides carried him to Soundwave's side. He knelt beside him and assisted the mech to his pedes, supporting the majority of his weight as Soundwave's limbs sporadically jerked with his phantom affliction. Quickly, Megatron guided Soundwave to the nearest wall and settled him against it. He dropped fluidly before him, one hand pressed firmly against Soundwave's shoulder strut to keep him propped up. The light of Soundwave's optics illuminated his visor only by a tight beam of light. Shakily, his hand came up and clasped Megatron's forearm in a firm grip.
"Go." Strained Soundwave's flanged vocals. "If Phage escapes-"
"If." Megatron interrupted, arresting Soundwave to silence. "I have taken the Matrix from Optimus Prime himself, Soundwave, a shameful number of times since our Reactivation. You know this." A flicker of a faint smile tugged at Megatron's mouth but never fully materialized.
A splutter of a chortle spilled pass Soundwave's vocal processor. With a dull thud, his cranium hit the wall. He joined in the rare levity Megatron had begun and offered up next, "Optimus Prime had become lax."
"No." Megatron's mouth smoothed back into its characteristic grimace. "Not lax. He had grown, dare I say, apathetic."
Rather than comment further on Megatron's atyptical musings, Soundwave tried to push him away, saying tiredly. "You need to go." Megatron's optical ridges dropped to their standard 'v' and he added quickly. "I'll be right behind you."
The Decepticon Commander's cranium canted to a slight degree, one optical ridge rising in disbelief at the bold faced lie born of false commitment. He pulled air in through his olfactory and pushed it out just as noisily.
"The Matrix will turn up eventually." The smile from before finally materialized but never reached his optics. Abruptly, Megatron gave a small flippant shrug of one shoulder strut. "I am, if anything, patient. Catch yourself, old friend." After a brief respite, he added softly, "Frenzy's termination must have been terrible."
Soundwave's cranium lulled to the side. The light behind his visor darkened to nothing before illuminating faintly. "Excruciating." He labored to vocalize. "Observation: emotional back-feed reminiscent of shock from psycho-probe."
Megatron patted his shoulder strut, crimson optics drifting back towards the emergency exit. "Take your time, Soundwave. I can handle this minor setback."
As he moved to stand, Soundwave's chassis swelled with pride. Drawing in air through his vents, Soundwave braced himself mentally to stand and follow and immediately regretted his decision. He could not rise more than an inch before his muscle cables were shocked through. He quickly concluded it would be best to ride out the phantom fire lashing his sensors before he could follow Megatron.
Cycling air heavily through his vents he glanced up towards Megatron and caught his guarded gaze that borrowed into him, searching for something, and at last finding it when Soundwave could not rise he went to pull away.
A rare strain of panic gripped Soundwave's spark and would not let go.
He looked weak before his lord and friend. How was he going to fix this? He had messed up at the bar-
A thought suddenly struck Soundwave.
His servo lashed out and caught Megatron's wrist. Urgently, he pulled him back down to his level and said swiftly. "Megatron! Something's amiss with subject Phage."
Megatron's thick optical ridges slid to join together in the midst of his forehead. "Do not keep me in suspense, Soundwave. There are Autobots I have to dispense with."
Soundwave's muscle cables jerked and twitched sporadically as he strained to elaborate. "Analysis: subject's mental patterns are off. I detected it at the Bar. I keep picking up on her altered patterns. Findings: inconclusive. Too much mental chatter between her and me. Requisition: require one-on-one session to uncover truth."
"You were acting distracted in the hall." Reflected Megatron quietly. "You kept glancing back towards the hab-suites."
Soundwave tried to nod fervently but it came out in a curt nod. "Confession: subject Phage slipped pass me because I was distracted by the detection of the anomaly. Observation: Her imprinted personality weave has changed drastically from when last I touched minds with her. Drastic shifts in mental patterns just—do not happen. Not without severe trauma."
"Optimus Prime is terminated."
"No." Soundwave insisted. "Her weave has not changed due to grief." The small revelation gained Megatron's full attention. The entirety of Megatron's harsh features crumpled into hard stone curiosity. "Suggestion: tampering."
Megatron's crimson optics widened at the intel and then narrowed. "Are you implying recent mnemosurgery? That's impossible. We dealt with Bombshell solar cycles ago. The only one left active who remotely understands the science is Ratchet. The Autobot would not-" Megatron cut himself off mid-sentence. His thick optical ridges shot up high on his forehead as his crimson optics glowed with fierce intensity.
"She's training under Ratchet." He breathed.
His optics doubled in size. A singular word scrapped on the way out of his vocal processor in a long, low heated hiss reminiscent of steam escaping from cracks in the earth. "Trojan."
Soundwave fell silent, a creeping sense of self concern worming through his systems as he observed the series of stunned revelations that rapidly crossed Megatron's face.
Despite the full faced battlemask, Soundwave still managed to give Megatron a silent beleaguered stare by canting his cranium to an angle and adjusting the vibrancy of his visor to a lower luminosity.
The thousand yard stare dissipated from the silver mech's crimson optics and refocused on Soundwave. Megatron breathed, "Eti hos et."
Bewildered by Megatron's personal revelation, Soundwave just kept staring.
A sudden near wild gleam stole over Megatron's stern features. His black digits dug into Soundwave's shoulder strut as he fixed the Communication Officer with an intense stare.
"At the bar," Megatron said in a rush, "She said--It is I. The femme was making no sense and I was so blinded by trying to obtain the Matrix-"
A second revelation struck the Decepticon Commander like a bomb. The radiant affects illuminated the whole of his severe features in a post nuclear glow. Both his servos came up and clasped either side of Soundwave's helm and dug in. They were so close, Megatron's sudden half wild expression was reflected in Soundwave's visor.
"She has Optimus Prime!"
Once he spoke the words aloud everything clicked together like build and play factory parts. Tearing away the sheer veil from Phage's flimsy deception dropped the ground out from under his pedes.
Self deception tried to cloud his judgement. He had terminated Optimus Prime with his bare servos. Accomplished what he had failed to do for millions of years... Except he had thought the same before, and time and again Optimus Prime had found a way to deceive him. Time and again when he thought he had broken, felled, slain, and annihilated the Prime, the infallible Autobot leader had always managed to find some sly way to escape his fate by the thinnest of cables. Now there was the android Phage...who had demanded belligerently during their discussion to be returned to the Autobots. Who had dared to lie to his face, despite her abysmal tells, to deny she had the Matrix or anything else he would want to ensure her speedy return. A poor desperate gamble on her behalf, he now realized-because she was hoarding Optimus Prime.
The revelation drove Megatron straight to the bare limits of rationale. He had never been a step ahead of Optimus Prime's own game. The train of thoughts that came screaming back to him from his brain module now was how did she have Prime. How.
He was oblivious to his own heavy breathing as he reviewed over the day's events, overturning every memory and triple examining it with prejudiced scrutiny. Alone in Soundwave's trusted company, Megatron rambled off his thoughts unedited.
"The way she was pacing in her cell-Just like Prime! The way she has been conducting herself, her laspe in speech-Just. Like. Prime!"
The ambiance of the seabase fell away under the rush of his fuel pump thundering in his inner audios.
"When she punched the wall of her cell she restrained herself, a restraint that Optimus would exhibit! When Rumble and Frenzy recounted how she dealt with Motormaster, they said she had struck him with Optimus's signature move! The knowledge she had at the bar was not from studies-it came from Prime! This whole time I thought she was trying to mimic the symptoms of phase rot but the femme is actually showing signs for a cortical psychic patch!"
During his rant, Megatron repeatedly shook Soundwave as the wild gleam in his optics quickly morphed into something bordering feral.
"Phage doesn't have the Matrix!" Megatron snarled, once again shaking Soundwave for emphasis. "The spitfire has Optimus Prime! That's what she was hiding from me!"
"I-" began Soundwave uncertainly, "...will require the subject alone to delve into her weave."
Megatron stared at him as if he was a foreign thing. Then snarled viciously, "I do not require secondary validation. Her actions speak loud enou-!"
Another revelation came up on the heels of the last and hit him hard. Skywarp had said something about the Matrix-!
"Megatron?"
The Decepticon Commander's processor reeled as he strung out the day's memories again and turned them inside out, examining everything over with his new information. Triple examining Phage's activities and slicing down a list of possibilities until only the truth could remain. Thundercracker and Skywarp had confirmed she was radiating Matrix energy. His own sensors confirmed their findings. She had tried to say it was from being exposed to the radiation of Prime's spark extinguishing...except that he had picked up on her tell when she had lied about that at the bar too. He had thought she was lying because she had the Matrix. Except she had been unable to provide the Matrix when he threatened the lives of her cousin and the Autobots. The only conclusion remaining of what she could have come into contact with and lied about doubled back around to the matter of the radiation of Prime's spark extinguishing.
Except Phage is Ratchet's medical assistant.
Megatron was familiar with a wide array of medical procedures. He had to be informed so he could be aware to any underhanded attempts on his life. In that regard, there was a standard medical procedure to follow when attempting to stabilize a Cybertronian. Phage would have had to abide by it if she stood any chance in her task to save Prime. It was simple reasoning that since she had failed to stabilize Optimus Prime on the battlefield she would have had to move on to the fail-safe measures-spark extraction and a cortical psyche patch. Standard preventive measures to ensure the survival of the patient and prevention of data corruption, an option usually reserved for high ranking personnel.
Except it was usually done in a repair bay with proper equipment. Failing that...the android had jury-rigged herself as a carrier.
Thereby the only logical conclusion remaining was that Phage had come into contact with Matrix energy because she had Optimus Prime's spark as well. A spark that had bathed in the Matrix's light for nine million years.
Air rushed in and out of Megatron's systems as the wild gleam turned predatory. Denta flashing in a snarl, the Decepticon Commander's fierce crimson optics leapt to the emergency stairwell. With a sudden burst of frenzied energy, Megatron roughly discarded Soundwave and stormed for the quickest route that would expedite him towards the android.
Trojan. Virus. Payload. Carrier-Phage.
The meaning of Alicean Witwicky's Cybertronian name taunted him over and over again.
He was so blinded by his renewed rush to secure Phage that he nearly collided with Rumble and Shrapnel as they flew up out of the stairwell. Rumble was at the forefront carrying Frenzy's charred gunmetal gray frame in his arms bridal style and screaming more than arguing with Shrapnel as she secured the rear of their retreat.
For the second time Megatron had to quickly reign his energy back before vaulting himself over the railing and atop of the two Decepticons flying up. Teetering on super charged adrenaline, he waited on shreds of patience as first Rumble alighted on the top stairwell followed by Shrapnel who descended with the pose and grace of a Seeker. Before the two had even landed he was being bombarded by an internal matter.
"She terminated Frenzy!" Near hysteric and shrieking, Rumble jabbed his cranium in the direction of the femme. "Destroy the bug, Boss! Or let me!" Rumble's whole frame was trembling with his rage. "Or—or Soundwave! I want energon!"
Furiously shaking her cranium in the negative, Shrapnel adamantly expounded her account of events. "I have told the minicon repeatedly, I was aiming for the wretched Autobots!...Autobots!...Autobots! It is hardly my fault they leapt out of the way! Frenzy's reaction time was poor...couldn't see around the large flyer's thick frame...wide frame...large wings..."
A stress tick set off under his right optic nanoklicks before he bellowed, "Out of my way!"
Rumble gaped after him as he shoved his way pass the red minicon and the grey and purple femme. He griped the railing, ready to fling himself over and drop to the lower level he required.
"The ungrateful Insecticon murdered Frenzy!"
With frightening speed for a mech his size, Megatron whirled back around. "Just get him the meta-synth, Rumble! I have no time!"
"But-this is Frenzy we're talking about!"
"I. Will. Deal. With. This. Matter. Later." Growled Megatron through clenched denta.
"But-"
"Later!" His voice thundered in the tight space and echoed down the shaft and into the hall. "Put his frame aside and the two of you accompany me! Phage has to be secured!"
Abruptly, the sea base's speaker system began blasting the high pitched crooning of the Earth singer Stan Bush. The gathered Decepticons ceased mid action, hands flying to cover their audio receptors as they bent double over. Gradually, Megatron was the first to recover from the noise pollution and cast a dark glare in the direction of the sea base's internal speaker system embedded in the ceiling overhead.
Megatron's mouth moved, miming a singular word darkly that was lost under the unrelenting roar of 'The Touch.' Quickly, Megatron attempted to access the inter-Decepticon communication channels and found interference across all frequencies. Glaring vehemently towards the speaker system, the warlord's denta ground together in a vicious snarl.
Whirling around on the ball of his heel to face Soundwave, he tapped his cranium. In the soundless communique, meaning was understood.
Shakily, Soundwave nodded. Permission had been given. Extending his telepathic abilities outward to peer into a processor he rarely gleamed, Soundwave brushed the mere surface thoughts of his age old friend. One word was heard.
::Maestro.::
Soundwave's visor flared and dimmed before he nodded along in agreement. :What is your command, Lord Megatron?:
Megatron ground his denta together, eons old military processor firing off at rapid pace. Soundwave found the inside glance at his old friend's cerebral thinking patterns a brutal and efficient masterwork of art at play.
::The Autobot Jazz is nothing more than a diversionary tactic to scatter our forces and make us thin. He is trying to make us run which ever way he pleases-the Aerialbots, now this.::
Once Soundwave oversaw that Frenzy's frame was safe as could be, he climbed uneasily to his pedes and waited patiently on Megatron's command.
::But neither can we allow any Autobot to maintain control over our network. Soundwave, I need you to confront Autobot Jazz, roust him from his position and reclaim the Cradle. More importantly, I need you to act as our impromtu comm-lines while this racket persists. Given Frenzy's termination, can you handle the task?::
Soundwave was glad for the privacy of their telepathic conversation. The last question would have been humiliating if anyone had heard. He was wounded on a level few could understand, not crippled.
There was no hesitance from Soundwave. In their brushing psyches, Megatron only Sensed a cold fury. ::Affirmative.::
::Excellent. Keep everyone informed and send every Decepticon not yet out of the Repair Bay to my location to repeal the attackers. Maestro thinks he can hack our comm-lines and systems, then he's forgotten you, old friend.:: Megatron gestured down the way. ::Go.::
Soundwave took off down the hallway at a run, expanding his telepathy to its capacity.
Megatron was already gesticulating towards the remainder of his usual entourage plus the Insecticon femme to follow his lead. :Rumble, Shrapnel, with me.:
Better to keep allies close and potential traitors even closer.
Without awaiting acknowledgment Megatron launched himself over the railing. Even if Soundwave had yet to waylay the command, the hand gestures should have been enough indication. If the two failed to understand that, than he needed better warriors.
His fall was swift and his landing was masked at the last moment as he activated his flight drive. For a priceless moment he hovered inches above the floor, touched down quietly, and proceeded to stalk his way into the as yet un-flooded hab-suite level. Every circuit of his frame reflected the cold predator that he had become.
Not far behind, his short range sensors detected Rumble and Shrapnel bringing up the rear, mimicking his every step.
When Soundwave opened his telepathic senses across the board he was bombarded with every mech's private thoughts as though he had gone from a soundproof room to a crowded busy city street with everyone talking all at once to themselves. He was drowning in the voices of a constant crowd, each one vocalizing their private disgruntles, deepest fears and personal thoughts all at once. Nobody was listening to anyone else, nobody but Soundwave. It was all for him to hear and him alone. Soundwave hated the chaos of it all. The disorder. The noise.
But his invaluable talent had served him well over the ages.
Balancing orders and questions from thirty-plus Decepticons was not an easy task. It was a rare occurrence that a situation arose that required him to operate like this. It had always been reverse, a more direct isolated controlled use of his abilities. It had always been orders from Megatron and relay them to select individual leaders of armies or captains of squadrons. Or zero in his talent on one individual to gleam their thoughts, or manipulate their processes. Soundwave had never been the leader receiving the orders and relaying them directly into the minds of the troops. He had honed his abilities for selective use. Not mass communique.
It may have sounded contradictive given his function as communications Officer, but that position did cover a wide field of areas. There was a reason he was Soundwave. Not plural. Singular.
::Decepticons: situation! Soundwave: solution.::
All at once, the cacophonous crowd fell into sweet silence. The quiet did not last long.
Ah, Pitt. Came Swindle's disgruntled thought.
What's going on? Followed Thrust's thought right on top of Swindle's. How am I picking up Soundwave's communique? All the frequencies are jammed.
Amid the rushing avalanche of thoughts, Starscream's distinct tone stood out above the others. Of course Lord Megatron would use your invaluable skills for this delicate situation.
Orders, Soundwave. Piling up right on top of the others came Onslaught, leader of the Combaticons, terse thought.
Soundwave's pedes pounded the floor, silently hating the damn blasted Autobot saboteur for forcing him into the spotlight of events, for hijacking the Cradle, and for current events in general.
::All available units converge on Megatron's position on the fifth floor, east wing, hab-suites to repeal Autobot extraction forces.::
Starscream already requested us to engage against the Aerialbots. Intoned Onslaught's rigid response.
Is anybody else hearing this or is it just me? And there again was the clueless Thrust.
Curse Thundercracker and Skywarp for not answering my call! Seethed Starscream. Now I'm stuck with the conehead rookies! If I had thought ahead, I could have ordered them to switch shifts-
He would never admit it, but Starscream's last thought gave him the notion to shift through the barrage of unique thought patterns to pick out Thundercracker and Skywarp's. The two Seekers had spoken to Megatron and he just minutes before. Jazz could have hijacked their systems from a terminal somewhere in the base, but it was more likely he had headed directly for the command hub.
A small trickle of fear began to pool in his chassis at the germination of Jazz's lethal effectiveness.
Quickly Soundwave filtered the cascade of thoughts through his mental sieve, a natural ability as basic as Ravage sniffing out unique smells. The longer he had to sort, Soundwave grew more desperate to pick up on either Seeker's unique mental patterns. Locating either Seeker was proving to be more difficult than it should have been. Soundwave began to fear the worst when he finally found Skywarp's thought patterns among the mass.
There was something amiss with the patterns. Skywarp's was uncharacteristically cold and distant and, above else, distorted as thought patterns normally became when a mech was on the verge recharge. As Soundwave Reached with his telepathy to touch on Skywarp's brain module, everything became horribly clear.
Shrieking of metal rendered the hallways as Soundwave pulled up short, stopped dead in his tracks by the long, low mental wails of Skywarp's thoughts. The painted hues were desperate and bordering on panic with the trim edged in hate. The underlying data to the patterns told him everything he needed. Skywarp was damaged. The Seeker's self diagnose was critical. The purple Seeker's thoughts were disjointed, broken words—beginning one thing and tapering off as his brain module struggled to remain online for fear that falling into the darkness that stalked his weakening thoughts would never release him.
Soundwave knew Skywarp's fear was not misplaced.
It was not the first time Soundwave had Touched on a brain module as it spluttered along, struggling for life even as it flatlined. He had just endured Frenzy's termination, and was now Touching on another comrade that he was not even symbioted with. Skywarp, the pain in the aft pretty-faced mech that kept everyone on their pedes with his pranks. Skywarp, whose boundless humor could get the worse of them to crack a grin and lift their spirits when everything else was down. Skywarp the loyalist. Skywarp, youngest of the old generation of Decepticons.
Pitts if he was going to allow Skywarp to slip away.
Soundwave drew his sonic blaster from subspace and resumed running, straining his muscle cables to carry him to the Cradle as quickly as possible. He strained to disperse orders from Megatron to the Decepticons, relay replies back to the correct individuals, all while trying to focus on Skywarp's spluttering thoughts and prop up the Seeker's resolve to live.
His attention to detail began to slip as Soundwave levied more focus than he could spare onto the Seeker, desperate to loan him the mental will needed to hang on a little longer.
It was only once he was nearing the Cradle that Soundwave realized he should have scanned for Jazz's mental patterns. He gave brief consideration to tap the Autobot's thought patterns to discern his plans, and quickly decided against. The briefest slip in attention over Skywarp's fading patterns could be the last for the Seeker. At the cost of preemptive knowledge against Jazz, Soundwave chose to maintain diligence over the ailing Skywarp.
Nearly upon the Cradle, Soundwave checked his speed and depressed the release button on his shoulder strut and unleashed his remaining cassettes: Ravage, Laserbeak and Buzzsaw.
No sooner had Laserbeak and Buzzsaw been unleashed, transforming mid-eject and taking flight, than they cawed their displeasure at the noise pollution overhead. Their caws went unheard, lost in the racket. Annoyed, the two Cybertronian avians circled over Soundwave's cranium. Meanwhile, Ravage had no sooner gained his sleek panther alt than he began hissing and pawing at his audio receptors.
In curt agitated motions, Soundwave gestured towards his cassettes to follow him into the Cradle. He made sure they had view of his sonic blaster gun to get the point across that danger was ahead. Operating as one, they stalked forward, silent and lethal.
As the doors to the Cradle drew open, Soundwave rushed forward, sonic blaster at the ready. Ravage surged ahead on his left and Laserbeak and Buzzsaw swooped in overhead. Soundwave moved in, scanned around the command center and lowered his gun as Ravage skirted to a halt ahead, panther head swinging side to side to account for his surroundings. Laserbeak and Buzzsaw diverted in mirror arcs and circled the high vaulted room.
The command center was devoid of any Autobot. The only trail Jazz had left behind of his presence was Thundercracker and Skywarp on the floor, tire marks burnt into the polished floor, the stench of burnt rubber, spilt energon, and electrical burn in his wake. Following the tire trail, Soundwave's attention swung to the left where he caught the tail end of the entry doors closing. The vibrancy of his visor dimmed to reflect his glare behind the glass.
::Should we follow him?:: Purposed Ravage as he drew low to the ground, body tensing to break into a run, claws flexing and drawing thin marks on the flooring.
::No. Protect the Cradle. Guard my back as I fix the damage he's wrought.::
With little further ado, Soundwave subspaced his sonic blaster and threw himself in the direction of the fallen Skywarp and Thundercracker. Utilizing his telepathic gift, he jerked Thundercracker out of his stupor with a telepathic kick. The large blue Seeker came online with a jolt, optics flaring and then flinching. His derma moved to mouth where but even Thundercracker's deep resonating vocals were drowned under the audio-wrecking volume that Jazz's soundtrack was playing at.
The disoriented Seeker's servos flew up to cover his audios, leaving Soundwave privy to the string of curses and discontent spewing through Thundercracker's brain module.
Of all the Pitt spawned foolish pranks—I've a pounding processor ache and Skywarp goes and does this!
::Correction.:: Interceded Soundwave as he turned his attentions to Skywarp. ::Skywarp innocent. Autobot Jazz guilty.::
Gingerly feeling out the sizable dent on the back of his helm, Thundercracker glared up at Soundwave. ::Did you say Jazz? How the Pitt did he make it all the way here without us picking up on his energy signature?::
At last, Thundercracker's attention dropped from the Communications Officer to observe what he was doing and finally registered that Skywarp was leaking out not more than an arm's reach away. Shock and fear played out on equal parts of Thundercracker's face as he dragged himself forward to lean over Skywarp as Soundwave inspected him over. He grimaced over the damage, a crunched helm and a hole blasted clean through Skywarp's midsection. He had his fist shoved in the hole in an attempt to staunch the leaking.
::Will he make it?::
Soundwave Sensed the genuine worry that painted the thought.
Thundercracker's shock gave out to disbelief as Skywarp stirred under Soundwave's questing digits. The purple Seeker's derma parted in what could have only been a groan lost under the noise pollution, before his optical lids cracked open to permit a thin sliver of weak red light. His grey derma twitched and fluttered in an attempt at movement, but whatever the message was lost.
Soundwave found and triggered the release of one of Skywarp's subspace pockets. Tumbling into Soundwave's waiting palm was a long smooth grey cylinder with the top popped off. If Soundwave was displeased by the empty contents, his full face mask did not betray his frustration. Instead, he swiveled on his heels to address the gaping Thundercracker.
::Do you have a canister left?::
Thundercracker's attention shot up to the blue Communications' Officer. ::Some.:: Thundercracker admitted. ::Not enough for that kind of damage.::
Soundwave thrust his hand open palmed towards Thundercracker, digits curling once in a 'give me' gesture. Without hesitation, Thundercrakcer scrambled to produce an identical canister from his subspace pocket and handed it off. Deftly, Soundwave twisted the top off and poured the remaining contents on the open back damage. A thick mercurial substance flowed out from the canister. The substance pooled across Skywarp's damage, expanded, and dissolved into his infrastructure. As it dissipated both mechs waited anxiously, Thundercracker with blatant awe, as Skywarp's self repair nanites reconstructed the damage at an accelerated pace. Miniature, fragile skeletal structures rushed to build itself up, at the first of no real significance, shape or design, but as more and more appeared, built, and stretched, it soon became clear that his internals were replicating the damaged or outright destroyed pieces. Soon, the back plating was closing over.
::That never gets boring.:: Gushed Thunderckracker's relieved thoughts.
But only minor relief flooded Skywarp's visage.
Quickly, Soundwave gathered Skywarp in his arms and stood. Thundecracker rose with him, towering over the mech at full height, and took his trine brother as he was traded off.
::Thundercracker: will get him to the repair bay for full repairs.::
Thundercracker did not argue. Igniting his thrusters, he flew out of the Cradle and maneuvered with utmost skill through the wide open halls to reach the repair bay quick as he could.
Alone except for his cassettes, Soundwave turned and launched himself at the controls, determined to wrest control back of their internal systems from Jazz's virus. It escaped his divided attention to alert Starscream of Megatron to the veternan Seekers situation.
FLOODING HALL, LOWER HABITATION SUITES
Phage pried at the multi-colored mess of wires that had her leg caught. Even if—when, Phage quickly corrected the thought—when Sea Spray moved the pillar, she had to still deal with the wires.
I have to get out! Phage tried not to think it but did anyway, the words and the animalistic drive swelling up in her, burning in her chassis and making a brand in her mindseye. Then quickly corrected, We have to escape!
She had to escape the Gordian Knot.
Her digits stalled, optics flaring in the moment of serendipity.
Gordian Knot!
Her cranium snapped around, optics swiveling. Optimus's consciousness stirred within her brain module, questioning her revelation and the minimal underlying data that had mentioned something of a time from Earth's antiquity.
::Gordian Knot?::
Where is-Ha! Ahahahahah!
Hardly the first time he had heard it, Optimus's avatar still flinched in the mindscape, optics enlarging at Phage's avatar at her enthusiastic laughter as it filled the mindscape and echoed in the undersea caverns.
She found what she was looking for behind her. Forgotten in the chaotic rush of events, Phage seized the length of pipe she had snapped off on the way down to the flooded level. A quick inspection of the broken ends revealed that one end had torn off jagged and sharp. An impromptu spear.
The serendipitous moment just kept on rolling. Euphoria bloomed in her chassis like the vibrant glow of a spark. At last, Optimus understood what had set her off.
::I see. Gordian Knot. An intricate problem solved via a straight forward solution.::
::Thank you Alexander the Great, you alcoholic bastard!:: Crooned Phage.
In the mindscape, Optimus Prime's avatar discretely turned aside to compose himself.
Immediately, Phage set at the task of severing the wires trapping her leg. One wire, two, a third... Salt water burst on her glossa as she nicked her digit, loosing precious air as it burst from her mouth. Lifeblood flowed from the wound, iridescent and glowing against the salt water. A bright light before mixing and fading into the dark waters all around. Along the seams of her digit, a faint green glow flashed through and faded as the wound sealed.
::Careful.:: Came the gentle reprimand from Optimus.
Phage gnashed her denta in self berate. ::How have I missed that all this time? God, I am so oblivious.::
Another wire snapped under their renewed fevered sawing motions.
::Not oblivious.:: Interjected Optimus's lumberous engexed thought-sends. ::Just...distracted. Often with other matters.::
::That really doesn't make it better.::
The column shifted under Sea Spray's relentless efforts, shifting and lifting an inch and then three—half a foot. Suddenly, his leg kicked out against her, urging her to move. It was a strange scramble she made to free her leg while still desperately cutting away at the wiring that had wrapped in a confusing mess under and around the column, and though Phage managed to drag herself out from under the column, the wiring kept her from outright escaping.
A slow burning pain settled in her air intakes. Her central processor started the long shrill scream that she needed air soon to keep her turbocharged spark chamber cool. She tried to fight back against brute animalistic drives that wanted her to panic. She tried to reason against it that she had more oxygen than that until darkness and static snow began threatening at the corners of her vision.
Abandoning her task at hand, Phage grabbed at Sea Spray's leg, pulled at the prominent edges, banged and tugged. Desperate to get him to understand her situation, screaming at the mech in her head: Help us!
The moment Phage began to panic, Optimus seized the reigns of control. He sharply twisted away from Sea Spray and took up the pipe spear. In a number of quick decisive powerful strokes the wires fell rapidly away until the smooth teal shade of her leg was all that was left.
::Done!:: Phage's voice sang eagerly across the mindscape. Her avatar bounded next to him and began vibrating with restless energy. ::Donedonedonedonedone!::
A dull groan echoed through the freezing waters as Sea Spray dropped the pillar. The next few seconds were a blur as he scrambled to gather her up and take off for the floor above.
Tempered amusement glittered in Prime's optics. His servo settled over her helm, forcing her to keep still. ::We are not out of danger yet.::
She shot him an askance glance. ::Are you crazy?! Why would you jinx us-::
A low thunderous whoosh hit the water and sank as something heavy splashed down behind her. Phage started badly, jerking around in Sea Spray's grasp. Wild desperate thoughts of the two time-sharing consciousnesses colluded that it was Rumble. Before the bubbles had even cleared, black hands were reaching for her through the salt water.
Their psyches reeled, screaming klaxon alarms blaring in her brain module from both parties. ::Megatron!::
There was a burst of blue light, and then Sea Spray had his blaster in hand. Adrenaline bursting through her systems, Phage and Prime jointly struck out with the other end of the makeshift spear. She heard it collide and scrap off the target. An angry shout, diluted underwater, came back at her.
The bubbles cleared and a blue visor became evident through the gloom. The black servos were attached to white arms, attached to...
::Jazz! Phage, it's only Jazz! Not Megatron!::
Her sheepish grin met Jazz's unamused frown. He knocked aside her impromptu spear with the back of his servo while Sea Spray subspaced his blaster. In wordless attunement, Jazz and Sea Spray's servos plunged through the water for her and seized a forearm apiece. Kicking off together, they yanked her up and forward.
For all the freezing Pacific around, the heat build-up in her spark chamber from the binary sparks was searing. A fading part of her thoughts fretted that it would melt her spark chamber from the inside out soon enough without proper air flow.
Thought processes became a terse, cumbersome thing, petering off and on again as it pleased. Darkness flirted from the corners of her vision until all at once, it rushed to plunge both Prime and Phage into its absolute embrace. With their combined willpower, they tried to reign back against loosing consciousness, her hands reaffirming her hold on Jazz and Sea Spray in a death grip.
::Don't breathe. Don't... breathe...::
::Nearly there!:: Optimus pressured. ::We-Phage?!::
The dark cyclone tunneling her vision collapsed at its end, consuming the light far overhead. A distant part of themselves felt her grip go limp. There was only a vague registering sensation of Jazz and Sea Spray's hold tightening on her upper arms. Optimus's strong will weathered the rising tide and beat back the darkness. Only to realize the distinct absence of everything that was Phage.
Ancient ingrained instincts had Optimus's avatar whirling around to account for Phage's position and assist if need be, even when he himself wasn't sure how he was suppose to help in such a situation. She had just been beside him. When he turned, their sparks thudded painfully in their chassis. Phage's avatar's optics had rolled up into her cranium. Her knees bucked, stumbling backwards further into her hemisphere. One pede hit the oily waters as the tide surged forward, silent as the vacuum of space. In a split nanoklik, the wrongness of the quiet of the undersea struck him hard and he spared a fleeting thought to wonder why he had never thought of that before. The moment solidified into action as Phage's pede came down and rather than manifest on her fiery aurora bridge, her pede splashed into the shallows. Followed by the other. On the third back step, Phage collapsed backwards.
::Phage!:: Roaring her name, Optimus surged forward before her body hit the waters. Before he could reach her, Phage's avatar hit the undersea and sank into its opaque depths.
"The longer the resonation process continues there's going to be a lot more you don't want me to see..."
-Phage, Chapter 3, Scream: Resonance
With a surge, Sea Spray and Jazz broke through the frigid salt water and were immediately set upon by the musical racket of Jazz's design. Operating in wordless synchronization, they took hold of the broken ledge with their free servos and, hanging from the floor, hefted Phage's slighter frame between them and passed her off to Bumblebee and Spike waiting anxiously overhead. Once she was clear they hefted themselves up and out, trailing a rush of water that pooled around them as they emerged. Sea Spray was still hauling himself out of the watery pit when a flood of messages poured over his visor from the extraction team at rapid pace. He caught only snippets of the texts, bits about 'unresponsive,' 'flooded systems' and 'elevated spark core temperature.' His cranium jerked up and caught sight of Spike and Bumblebee flagging Jazz over. Jetfire hovered nearby, the mech's visor down and scanning Phage over. The mouth of the cold frame Spike occupied shouted wordlessly what the messages were already telling him.
Adrenaline slammed hard through Sea Spray's systems. Before Jazz could pass along any sort of command, Sea Spray rushed forward. He slide in among the mechs, shoving Spike and the much larger Jetfire back. In record time he set about administering the Cybertronian medical standard for CPR, a process that, depending on the shape of the Cybertronian, either began as a Heimlich maneuver or violent pounding on the backside. Only in extreme situations the technique escalated to jumper cables to the spark chamber when the aforementioned failed to clear the flooded systems.
The extraction team tentatively crowded around Sea Spray as he gathered the ragdoll Phage in his arms and made the first jerk up into her abdomen.
Texts scrawled across his visor through the teams enclosed chat system.
Bumblebee- /I didn't know you knew rescue procedures!/ His youth managed to shine even through text.
Jazz- /There's a reason I comm'ed him. It wasn't just for his recon intel./
On the inside of Jazz's visor, he had a private, urgent message ping cross his screen from Jetfire.
/The mission is in jeopardy!/
He flicked his attention off of Phage and Sea Spray and borrowed it into the hulking red and white mech. Agitated, Jazz set his jaw and quickly pinged back, /Obviously./
/I meant my wing, not Phage. I can't fly with it damaged like this./ Jetfire's servos motioned to indicate the damaged wing from Shrapnel's lightning strike. /Whether or not Phage survives and we escape, I was suppose to transport her out./
Jazz's servo flashed outwards, palm up, indicating Jetfire stave off on slamming the panic button. /Phage will live./ Jazz quickly messaged. /You can still fly in bipdeal?/
/Well, yes, but not nearly as fast as I can in my alt./
/We'll just have to change up plans. She'll hitch a ride with one of us. Sea Spray, in fact. Best candidate./
/And what am I suppose to do when we make our escape and Starscream and the Seekers are right on my position?/
/We don't leave our own behind, Jetfire. Don't worry./
Slowly, Jetfire nodded along and ran a servo over his face and helm in a bid to ease the stress eating him alive. It did little to actually help. A realization struck him abruptly that he had to itch. /Is everything fine?/
Behind the visor, Jazz's optics jumped back to Jetfire. /What's that suppose to mean?/
/Only an observation. You always call Phage Lil' Katt./
/Yes. And?/
/You didn't. Just now. Is everything fine? You don't actually believe what Slingshot was saying do you?/
/Do you./
/There's enough to warrant legitimate concern. If Prowl heard the timeline of events, or Trailbreaker or Red Alert, there would be an investigation./
Jazz's mouth curled up as if he had tasted some bad energon. /Slingshot was throwin' around toxic slander./
/We'll see what an investigation says about that./ Immediately Jetfire wished he could retract the message at the severe frown Jazz threw his way. The large lumbering scientist shifted his weight and quickly messaged back, /That came out harsher than I meant./ But as Jazz continued to glower, Jetfire shifted his weight from pede to pede and quickly sent a follow up. /Excellent choice with Sea Spray, Jazz. As his alt mode can withstand the water pressure while providing the speed to get her to shore fast enough./
/Exactly./ Jetfire could practically feel the terseness of the message as it zipped across his crimson visor. /Once on dry ground, we'll switch Lil' Katt to one of the Aerialbots./
Jetfire tried not to raise an optical ridge at the deliberate use of Phage's nickname. Instead, he chose to nod approvingly and redirect his attention to keep guard on both entry and exit points on the hallway.
Lights.
Dazzling lights pierced through the visual snow consuming Optimus's vision. They came rapidly, bright multicolored spears thrown in the dark to banish it one moment and fade the next. Figures filtered through the twilight that reminded Optimus of Phage's aurora borealis thought patterns. The silent play was surreal and calming, until he likened it to a laserfire battle on an energon-depleted Cybertron and somebody had set off a smokescreen to make matters more interesting. With the simile, the celestial lights were far from calming.
A musical sonic boom, petered Optimus Prime's thought with the integrity of a waking dream, good ol' Jazz...
For a second time something kicked him hard in the abdomen and the pressure would not go away. And then his neural processor reminded him of the system-wide virus-like pain he was already in, burning up from the inside, something crawling just under his alloy skin.
Had he scanned a new form? He had no other way of comparing the sensation other than a new transformation gone wrong. Where was Ratchet...?
And then, suddenly, a hulking figure loomed out of the smokey gloom. Anxiety poured through Prime's thoughts. He knew the presence no matter the form or shape. The figure lifted his leading arm. One blast and the lights died.
A third hard shove on his abdomen and the tendrils of the dream dispersed into cold visual snow that gradually relinquished his sight back to reality. His consciousness burst from the greedy grasp of unconscious and slammed hard into the real world in a mixture of cold sweat, dread and adrenaline racing through his systems. His body convulsed and abruptly he was coughing up salt water from his air intakes and gasping for air interchangeable, suddenly terribly aware of the need to cool his inner systems from the redzone before there was irreparable internal melting damage.
Dazed and confused, Optimus struggled to bring his systems up to date. The static snow was too slow to clear from his vision for his liking. Gradually, he was able to pick out a smear of colors and fuzzy shapes darting in and out of his field of vision. A glint of yellow and Bumblebee was at his right patting his shoulder strut and shouting something directly into his audio receptor about nearly flooding his engine. Prime barely held back from chewing Bumblebee's cranium off with 'yes, he had noticed that,' as his frame sagged from stress. He held his glossa, managing a waning restraint.
When he drooped his cranium between his shoulder struts he caught sight of a smear of banana yellow and sky blue that was wrapped around his waist. The colors quickly righted itself into Sea Spray's arms and Optimus sharply realized that Sea Spray was hugging him tightly from behind. It took a half nanoklik from there for Optimus to register that his own paint scheme was white and teal, log that that was incorrect, and remember with a start that he wasn't seeing through his optics. He wasn't living through his body-he was piggybacking in Phage and-
And Sea Spray's arms were wrapped around Phage.
A sharp stab of possessive jealously shot straight through him. His thoughts churned darkly, rumbling internally to, 'Get off her.'
He tried to shove Sea Spray off with an elbow and lunge forward. He succeeded insofar as getting Sea Spray to reaffirm a stronger hold around them and jerking upwards into her abdomen again. Mixed emotions stormed through Optimus Prime as he was reminded once more that Phage's frame lacked the same physical strength he was so use too. And how should Phage's frame respond to the upwards thrust other than by spewing up the last dredges of salt water from her systems.
Just...what a wonderful day, thought Prime moodily.
Yanked from one emotional extreme to the next, Prime tried to center himself. It took simple reassurance that Sea Spray was Sea Spray. He had just saved their lives twice in under a breem and, for that, he had no reason to be jealous. Optimus had nearly succeeded when Sea Spray began rocking them gently back and forth and laid his forehead on the back of Phage's helm. The familiar contact set Optimus near critical again. Then, he picked out snippets of hushed muttering over and over again from Sea Spray, little praises to Primus reassuring that they were going to be okay and all would be well.
He felt himself back off from an angry outburst and cool. And then the anxiety set in and the doubt, were they going to be okay?
Were they...
She hadn't said anything since...
:Phage?: Prime probed the silence within Phage's cranium. The prolonged quiet and lull in the processor ache that had consumed their time-sharing consciousnesses had his anxiety rising sharply. ::Phage?:: Again Optimus called tentatively into the void of the mindscape. When no answer came forthright he shouted with alarm, ::Phage!::
Within the lucid planes between their processors there came at long last a small, tired reply. :Did I-Did I just pass out? Was that fainting?::
Awash with instant relief, and momentarily in full control of Phage's body, Optimus gritted her denta and squeezed her optics shut. Phage's cranium swung low between her shoulder struts. As her young consciousness stirred and awoke the processor ache redoubled and pounded away brutally against the inside of her cranium.
:Thank Primus.::
::I had the strangest dream.: Came a murmured thought from Phage. :What was it again? Lights. I remember lights and danger...::
In the mindscape, Optimus Prime's city-sphere reignited, gleaming as if it were a revitalized Cybertron, a glittering jewel floating in the sea of space. A Cybertronian landscape rushed outwards like tidal mercury before quickly solidifying into a solid ground.
It was on that alien landscape that Phage found the core of her very identity, her avatar, re-materializing on. Languidly she pulled her avatar back together with shadowy smoke and condensing liquid that solidified into Phage's familiar frame.
Before the fictitious Cybertronian landscape could cool, Optimus Prime's avatar re-materialized in a fiery blaze of Cybertronian script and code. He marched upon Phage's avatar as she struggled groggily and achingly to pick herself up.
:Op?: Whispered Phage's Send groggily.
Without slowing in his movement, Prime swooped down and seized her wrist firmly and sharply tugged her back to her pedes.
:Oh!: Gasped Phage's avatar. Her cranium snapped up to catch his face and was struck by the hard-edged, no nonsense glare burning in his optics.
::Into my Core. Now.: The hard-handed command echoed through their cranium and brooked no argument in the matter.
Obstinately, Phage pursed her bottom lip and shot him a perplexed glare. ::Why?::
A splash of white and blue swam in front of Phage, and Spike anchored himself into a low crouch. The cold frame propped his elbows on his legs and left his servos dangling between. A spark pulse passed between them before Spike lent forward and shouted to be heard above the noise pollution. "You look like shit."
Their cranium turned up, casting Spike a strained weary glare.
Spike gave a flippant little shrug of one shoulder strut. "If I had a mirror you'd agree."
Rather than take the nanoklik of time it would have required to answer her, Optimus began fairly nearly dragging her Avatar Core along by the wrist with an ironclad grasp, marching them straight to the open gates to his interlocking city.
::No. Wait.: Phage protested tiredly and tried to pull back but Optimus just yanked her forward and shot her one warning glare over his shoulder strut at her resistance.
She stared back at him wearily. :I don't think it would be wise if I went in there.::
:I won't have you flat-lining on my account!::
:What?: Her critical thought processes started firing off and snippets of medical knowledge gleamed from Ratchet and checkups with the Aerialbots trickled back to her. :No! No, wait!: And she tried to throw herself backwards against his pull, digging her pedes into the smooth metal floor as the gates of the city drew near.
Optimus halted and whipped around to shoot her a smoldering glare. :This is not up for discussion.::
::You're going to merge our minds!: Her thoughts had gone shrill in her rising panic. :We-we'd be like the Aerialbots—a combiner consciousness! They finish each other's sentences at the worst of times! And are peripherally aware of each other and-and-::
::I am accustomed to entanglement, Phage.::
::But—but I would be such a liability!::
:You're afraid.::
:Damn right I am! It isn't a normal thing for humans! Whether current or former!::
:We've been at risk this entire time.::
::We were never suppose to be!: Phage bleated. :It was suppose to be a snatch and grab and then dumb everything off on Ratchet! There was never suppose to be any threat of resonances and entanglements or anything!::
:You're commitment issues are showing.::
Phage's optics grew comically wide, especially that it was Optimus of all mechs who was calling her out. He Sensed her swing between emotions and settle quickly on the fast and easy road of childish temper-mentality and retorted hotly. :Well you're savior complex is showing!::
Her blustering got no other rise out of him other than a slight downturn of his cranium that deepened the shadow cast by the rim of his helm. From the depths, his optics flared and burned to twin piercing icy points. Wisely, Phage about faced and tried to free her servo again from his grasp. Optimus only tightened his grip.
:I get it.: Phage tried to sooth. :That last bit was close.::
::There have been too many close calls. The Stunticons. The extraction teams entrance. Rumble. Now we nearly drowned.::
:Optimus. I get it. You're rattled. I'm scared too. But the Autobots are here! You don't have to draw me into the Core of your consciousness for—what is it your hoping to do? Merge us to imprint me on your consciousness to save me, right. Is that it? Everything is going to be fine now! We're getting out. We'll be in Ratchet's care soon enough. Don't force this.::
While they held their mental battle, Spike shook his cranium once and added irritably, "What in god's name were you thinking-"
"Shut up, Spike." They both snapped off, echoing Spike's earlier words from the Kaonite standoff back at him. Spike jerked back, gaping at his cousin.
In the brief moment of distraction gifted unknowingly by Spike, Optimus reacted. He yanked Phage's avatar forward and slung her over his shoulder strut. Phage protested with an indignant squeak and then a mental yell that no one but themselves could hear.
:Help! I'm being abducted by Optimus Prime!::
She Sensed Prime's mental optic roll. :Ratchet can sort us out later.: He grumbled moodily as they neared the threshold of his city-sphere.
:Ratchet's gonna be so pissed! Oh! Yes-think about Ratchet! Hours spent listening to him berate our rash actions while we're in and out of surgery!::
:It seems an unavoidable road.: Grumbled Prime, but his hard march slowed and Phage quickly pressed on.
:He'd nag and nag and nag about how his time could have been spared if we just were patient! And of course he'd tell you no workload while you recover, so there would be nothing to distract you from his torturous tirade or counting the panels on the Medbay ceiling to occupy yourself.::
Optimus came to a stop in the shadow of the gate. :I have enough to contemplate without needing to count ceiling panels.::
:Enough to think over while the tyrannical Ratchet holds us captive for days?::
::Plenty.: Optimus Sent tersly, then added, :Lack of activity sounds like a personal fear of your own, Phage.::
::Ugh, it would be a vacation for you wouldn't it.::
:Not an ideal one. Your counter argument needs refinement.::
::But my point is made.: Phage retorted cheekily. Absently, her digits began trailing across his backside in soothing long strokes. :We're almost through this. We're gonna be fine. Don't jump the gun and force our consciousnesses to merge.::
::I can't loose you, too.:: The sudden vulnerable admission had her cheeky grin melting from her face. :This war has taken so much from me already.::
Phage grew still, mulling over the Sends and shared emotions. The tips of her digits ran along his shoulder struts and exposed neck cables. More and more, Optimus's consciousness calmed from his adrenaline and anxiety. And marvelously, the processor ache from hell lessened.
:You won't loose me.: Her Send was a silvery whisper, cool and soothing. Then, abruptly, her refined features pinched together. :But you've had an odd way of showing you care.::
Prime's optical ridges slopped downwards to meet over his olfactory. His attention refused to budge from the open gates that would carry them into his City-Core, nor would he put Phage's Avatar back on her pedes. Gradually, Phage's features darkened as she pried at his brooding thoughts, tried to get a Sense of his private ponderings, because she Sensed he was trying to hide something from her and that bothered her deeply. More so even when she felt him shield his private thoughts.
:Why have you had a hard time approaching me?::
:We need to stay focused on escaping.::
Her cranium whipped around, silver braided synthetic hair flying out in an arc. :You are trying to hide something!::
:Now is not the time, Phage.::
:Yes, it is.::
:No, it isn't.::
::You know what.: Phage's Send carried the sound that would accompany the click of her glossa if she had been speaking. :Go ahead and merge our minds. I'll get my answers then.: She Sensed the whole of his mind, from his avatar to his City-Core, stiffen, Sensed it readying its defenses. When he lagged too long in moody calculations to reply, if he ever meant to at all, Phage pressed on. :Entanglement isn't suppose to be about dominating one mind and shunting the other aside into a mental prison.::
He swiftly sat her down but did not release her. His servos squeezed her shoulder struts. :That's not what I had intended.::
:But it's what you had been about to do.: She countered. :Are you sure you're use to entanglement, or is it you meant you know about it.::
::I was resonated for millions of years, Phage.::
::Then step off.: She bit back. His servos fell away from her shoulder struts as Optimus flinched. :Unless we're on equal terms with this, and I get to know what it is that you are hiding from me that made the great Optimus Prime change tracks so fast.::
:Phage.: He dragged her designation, a quiet warning that racked her nerves.
Phage sucked in breath, reinforcing her resolve. :You've never hid anything from me! But I ascend to Cybertronian state and you're as distant as can be. I lost you when I needed my friend the most. I didn't do that, I didn't drive you away, you shut me out and for the life of me I can't figure out why!::
:You did not do anything wrong.::
:What is it then? You want to merge our minds to imprint me on yours in the hopes of saving me, yet stop at the mere threat of me digging through your memories to uncover the truth. Do you realize how silly that sounds? What aren't you saying that divided us? Why did you pull away from me when I ascended?::
:You're not going to leave off this.:: Followed Optimus's weary Send.
:Absolutely not. How could I knowing you've loved me and stayed away for two years? Its ridiculous. It makes no sense!::
:Now really is not the time for this discussion.::
:You are not brushing this aside!: Cool as an imposing statue, Optimus Prime stared down on her with resolute silence. Within nanokliks, Phage flustered and set her jaw. :Okay, Optimus. Fine. Fine. I'll-I'll willingly walk right in there if you tell me what's going on.::
Prime's thick optical ridges inched up his forehead at her suggested compromise. :Your counterargument has improved.: He teased gently. Phage pursed her bottom lip and stubbornly set her servos on her hips. A movement that crinkled his optics in a hidden smile as he swept her frame from head to pede and back. :However, your defiant pose needs work. It has as much intimidation factor as my old cyber-dog.::
:Op!: Phage hissed as she fell out of stance. :Wait, you had a -No! Don't distract me! Deal or no?::
As the Cybertronian script illuminating his skyline pulsed and twinkled, Optimus rumbled in contemplation. He mulled over the offer, brooded and pondered, his Cybertronian coded skyline pulsing and firing and fading as he churned the matter over. And Phage's psyche stressed and grew anxious the longer he took and began to pale as she Sensed the keen ancient mind of Optimus Prime turning the matter over and gauging all possible outcomes that he could chart.
He's not going to answer, Phage privately bemoaned.
The Cybertronian scripted skyline flared and briefly illuminated the dark of the mindscape. Momentarily, the optics of Prime's avatar flared in time and dulled to their usual liberty blue. Phage ducked her cranium, dreading his inevitable decline or, worse, cool stony silence.
Instead, he surprised her.
:The root of our dilemma goes back to the matter of your ascension.: Her avatar's optics flew wide open and transfixed to Prime as she allowed him to continue uninterrupted. :Phage, you were abducted and...uplifted.: The word left a stain on his Send and Phage immediately understood it was the nicest way he could put what had happened to her. :When you were retrieved, there were concerns how much of you was Alicean Witwicky and how much of you could have been a Lazalt spy. I was strongly advised to maintain my distance while we ascertained the truth.::
:We.:: Stunned that he had deemed to answer her question, Phage floundered to articulate a proper thought and finally managed a meek response. :There's an investigation.::
:Yes.: Optimus confirmed with finality.
:...Two years? It took two years for you to determine I was me?::
Prime quirked an optical ridge. :Two Earth years does not equate to a Cybertronian vorn, Phage. Why, investigations on Cybertron usually last for many vorns.:
He Sensed her thoughts pale as she made the connection just how different their concepts of time were. Realized, how abrupt and brash not just her decisions came off as, but all of humanity. :So, the investigation is technically going...:
His exposed optics were but another wall hiding his intentions while he studied her reactions with acute precision. :Indeed.: He Sent at last. :At the time, Red Alert strongly advised that we monitor you until either the Lazalt returned or for a probationary period of a million years.::
:One...million!?::
Optimus nodded curtly. :His suggestion was preposterous, of course. Probationary periods are much shorter than that.::
:Of course.: Sent Phage weakly.
:In addition, Ratchet had already ascertained you were clean.::
:Clean?::
::Of anything resembling mnemosurgic tampering.::
:Oh.: Phage said flatly, unsure of what else she could have said to that, stunned as she was as she absorbed the information. :But, there's still an investigation? Was. Is?::
:Is.::
She visibly paled and he felt her fuel pump begin to race with a spike of anxiety. :Why?: Her Send was shrill, almost squeaky. :You have been so adamant that I'm me.::
:At the time we had no way to confirm if it was you or an agent of the Lazalt.::
:I...I understand. I do. I get it.: Phage painfully relented. :You could confirm I wasn't under control but not if I was doing something under my own will or the will of a clone sleeper agent.::
Optimus nodded along gravely. :Thank you for understanding. I hoped you would. The safety of my Autobots is paramount.::
:They always have been.: Phage said carelessly, numbly, reeling from the revelation. :Oh my god!: She added suddenly, coming around and optics flaring. :Megatron was right!::
:Megatron?:: Echoed Prime sharply, his visible countenance darkening with grave lines. :What are you talking about?:
:After I developed my outliner ability and the 'Cons abducted me from the Ark!::
:I remember the day clearly. You told us he tried to recruit you. Was there something else Megatron said?::
:He said I was your prisoner. That I was living in a gilded cage.::
:Ah.: Optimus said simply and she felt the processor ache from hell lessen marginally. :You told me this then.::
:He-he wasn't lying to me, was he? I have been! You've kept me distracted with apprenticing out to Huffer, Wheeljack, and Ratchet and training with Ironhide-I've barely had time to breathe!::
Phage was familiar with the hard-edged gleam that stole across Prime's optics. It was the look he got when he was discussing Decepticon activities, enemy movements, but it was directed at her. :By now you of all entities should know that Megatron twists events and circumstances around to suit his purposes. He is a tactful opportunist.::
:Don't give me that b.s. you sell to everyone else!::
:Phage.: Rumbled Optimus sternly, pinning her to her spot with a dangerous gleam in his optics. :If you were a prisoner, you would know. I do not allow known enemies to waltz freely about my base, engage freely with Autobot personnel, nor do I allow Autobot officers to train my enemies.::
:But I've been under investigation? How does that work?::
:Phage.: The sternness went right out of Prime's tone, replaced with a fond gentle edge. :You are innocent until proven guilty. You had a clean pass from Ratchet and my account of when I went to retrieve you from the Lazalt.::
Relief and then confusion laced her features. :But you said Red Alert-::
His patience snapped. Her avatar jumped as Optimus bit back severely. :Red Alert panics over the most minor of security risks and demands extreme, if not ridiculous, measures to compensate! As I said, you are fully aware Megatron twists events around to suit his needs. He wants a phaser, which meant you, and he intended to say whatever he had to to acquire your skills. That aside, I would not have allowed you such freedoms, despite my Head of Security telling me otherwise, if I did not feel certain you were our Alicean Witwicky.::
At his aggressive tone, Phage rose up to match. :Innocent until proven guilty my ass! You listened to your Officers and pulled away from me! Two years, Optimus! Two years! You have told me repeatedly I am Alicean! Explain that hypocrisy to me! Go on!: The barb hit hard. His focus softened and Optimus glanced aside. Phage flared, flustering, then cooled almost immediately as she processed his reactions, their shared emotions and took the time to listen to the whispering of his walled off private thoughts. Inevitably, Phage's features contorted into pain. :There was doubt.: She said softly.
Prime's heavily burdened optics shifted upwards and held her gaze tentatively. :With any decision that puts my Autobot's at risk, there is always doubt.::
Immediately following her bite at Spike, Phage softened and added distractedly, "Tell me we're leaving soon. I already gave my dramatic exit spue to Rumble."
The face of Spike's exosuit shifted to neutral following her snappy reply and relented to a half-hearted crooked smile. "Soon enough. -Whoa, whoa! Don't get up just yet! Geez, are you trying to kill yourself? You nearly drowned!"
"I'm fine." Phage grit moodily as the robust android tried to force herself out of Sea Spray's arms and up onto all fours and stand from there. Desperately, Spike looked around to his fellow Autobots for assistance. Reluctantly, Sea Spray let them go, his servos hovering near her apprehensive ly in the event she pitched forward, but Spike grabbed her shoulder struts and forced her back down.
"Take a moment to breath, cuz!"
"I said I'm fine!" Phage snapped severely and took a swipe at Spike to shove him away. Spike lept back to dodge and Phage was thrown off balance. She pitched forward and kissed the floor. She made the critical decision that the cool surface did wonders for her processor ache and pressed her forehead firmly against the ground as the extraction team moved around her.
:Doubt.: Phage Sent numbly and laughed bitterly. :Of course. Was it because of doubt that had you assign Sunstreaker and Sideswipe as my bodyguards or was it really for my own protection after the Decepticons first kidnapped me?::
::They served as your bodyguards when you were human.::
::Optimus.: She Sent wearily.
:Both.: Optimus admitted at length. :But mainly for your protection.: His optical ridges knitted together, struggling with numerous thoughts and emotions before blurting out, :But you engaged them as more than that.: Warm color shot straight through Phage's cheeks, tinting them a brilliant energon blue. She gaped, and floundered, frustrated by the insinuation and moreso as Optimus continued. :I deduced your relationship with them awhile back. Between whose time you've spent the most with, it was either them or Wheeljack.::
:Pffth! Wheeljack?: Phage's Send hit an incredulous high note. :I like him as a friend, but I can not stand his slobbish tendencies or absent-mindedness! You've seen his Labs! I still can't believe you had me organize that disastrous room of discarded and disbanded inventions! Six months, Optimus! Six months it took to put an organization system in place and he still throws his shit into a pile near the door! The mech can't be bothered!::
:As I deduced, the Twins.:
:I'm seeing Sideswipe!: Phage hissed. :And he came on to me!::
:Phage.: Stressed Optimus patiently. :I've known Sideswipe and Sunstreaker for longer than humanity has walked this planet. I am aware of their personal tastes by reputation alone.: The hue of her cheeks went straight from a flush to a burning glow. While she gaped at him in mortification, Optimus muttered darkly as an aside to himself. :I'm going to have to have a talk with them.::
:Don't you dare!: Phage snapped angrily, coming back around. :What I do and with whom is none of your business!::
In a flash, Optimus's attention whirled back around on her, biting and angry. :I thought you had more sense than to be blindsided by Sideswipe's charm.::
:It's like you don't know me!: Phage squawked. :How many men blindsided me with charm when I was human! Three, Optimus! Three! And one of them was a damn Decepticon holoform!::
Prime's attention narrowed angrily. :Most would have learned from that and steered well clear of Sideswipe's advances!::
::You don't have the right to be jealous here! You had an opportunity and threw it away!::
:What if I hadn't.: Optimus insisted.
:Hadn't what?::
:Thrown my opportunity away.::
Phage shrugged her shoulder strut stubbornly, crossing her arms and refusing to meet his gaze. :Guess we won't ever know since there was a small voice of doubt in that cranium of yours.::
:Or, what if I had the opportunity again?::
:Pft! What?: She scoffed, addressing him. :I'm taken. I-I can't believe I'm having this conversation with you! Of all mechs! Even if I wasn't, I am not the little straight-laced Alicean you once knew. You couldn't handle me.::
A dark glint burned in his optics. Phage sucked in a breath, mesmerized by the primal allure his optics promised and the passion that flooded his every thought and, thereby, hers by extension. :The size of your Earth does not account for a fraction of the half of Cybertron I led through the worst of times and the best. I know I can handle you.::
Her avatar's mouth hung open. Her fuel pump sped up. Her cheeks, and that of her physical body, leapt from a bright energon hue to burning hotly. She floundered to articulate words or even thoughts as Optimus drew closer. His imposing avatar halted within reach for her avatar to touch his projected form if she so chose. Instead she instinctively took a step back.
:That's an original pickup line.: Her Send was slow and cumbersome to reply. :And wasted.::
:Is it?: His optics burned into hers, calling her bluff as he Sensed out her own thoughts. :You're relationship with him is turbulent.::
:Will you quit digging through my memories? And when did you even do that!::
::I did not need to. You just confirmed my speculation.::
:You...You are terrible!: She could not rid herself of the quirk of a grin that had plastered itself across her lips, nor hide the smile in the edges of her tone.
A particular cheeky gleam stole over his optics as Optimus canted his cranium ever so slightly. :You always enjoyed it.::
Phage gawked, then her aurora borealis thought patterns crashed. :It?: Phage echoed just before her optics widened. :How do you know I- Wait!: She demanded as Optimus echoed her shocked expression, optics widening and flaring. She caught the look, his surprise-his slip- before he tried to draw away. ::Wait.: She Sent angrily. :You've been drawing me around!: He said nothing, gauging her carefully. Daring her, she felt, to press the issue. She felt her emotions flare, heckled, that he had dared to try and hide the root of their issue by giving her scrapes. Moreso she was much more angry with herself for not seeing the larger picture long before. :The investigation isn't the biggest thing here is it?: Phage deduced, shaking her cranium in her own mounting rage and surprise. ::Why did the Autobot Officers tell you to maintain your distance from me? That's the real question here, isn't it? Why, Optimus. Nobody else really pulled away-Not Bumblebee or Jazz, Sideswipe and Sunstreaker sure as hell didn't seem to have a problem with me. Cliffjumper is really the only one that's made comments, but it's Cliffjumper.: Reflecting backwards over events, conversations, the emotions they were sharing while he was riding passenger, all made sense when-
:Were we a Thing?: Phage cried out and gaped as Optimus's optics widened further and then made to turn aside again. :Get back here!: Phage snarled, lunging forward and grabbing his wrist and wrenching him back around. :You can't tease me like that and run off! I demand the full truth! Now! Were we a thing when I was human? Human me and holoform you. We were a thing!?::
:Yes.: Optimus admitted, his Send steeped in bashful shades.
:This is why you've been so pissy about Sideswipe and why you've been acting so possessive!? You did have a right to be jealous!: She blinked hard. :Wait. Have I been cheating on you with the Twins? Holy sh-Does that even count? I have no memory of us!::
:I know you have no memory. It has been torturous for me.::
:But you kept quiet!: Phage righteously raged. :Because of doubt!? How long were we an item? How long, Optimus!::
His attention dropped to his flexing, fidgeting servos. :Five months and seventeen days before the Lazalt took you.::
She gawked, then promptly exploded.
:All this time and you held this from me! For two years! I know! I get it!: She said quickly, her servos moving in curt agitated motions. ::The investigation.: She snarked. :The matter of my ascension. But two years? You have been so adamant that it is me. You had to have had the power to close the investigation. You had the power to tell me all this sooner!: She blinked hard again. :Were you ever going to tell me? Oh god, did it end badly between us? Is that why? Were we even together when I was abducted?::
:Our relationship did not end. Not exactly. I still love you, Alo Ata. But-: Optimus's attention drooped to his pedes. :We were on a rough road before everything happened.::
Phage threw her arms in the air, gesticulating wildly. :Of course! Because it's me! Right? Always.::
His attention locked back with her furious glare. ::Alo Ata.: Optimus stressed tiredly. :We were in a rough crossroads because you questioned where our relationship was going.::
:Oh.: Phage derailed and calmed. Her arms dropped back to her sides. :Oooh-I crashed out of the honeymoon phase.::
Optimus concurred with a nod. :Your argument was valid. You put forth hypothetical scenarios such as if we left Earth if you would accompany us and how. More importantly, you brought up the glaring issue of life expectancy. Of all things, you felt it was unfair to me, though I argued it was more unfair to you. Inevitably, you asked me the one thing I hoped you wouldn't. You asked I expend our resources to construct a Cybertronian form and have your mind transferred to the protoform as we had done for Spike years before for his surgery.::
:You told me no.: Said Phage with a silver thin whisper. His attention dropped as he nodded once in agreement. :Why?: She pressed. Her digits trailed down his arm and took his servo in hers. :Optimus, I deserve to know.::
His tired, heavy optics found her young, curious ones. :Did I need a reason beyond how the mind transfer had degraded Spike's mind when we used it on him? He turned against us, Phage. You remember that. What if the same had happened to you? What if side effects did not show until long after everything seemed well and we terminated your organic body? Therein was another issue, ending the life of your carbon based shell...::
:But Spike had been in a car accident with Bumblebee and comatose when you transferred his mind!: Phage shot back. :The degradation could have been a result of the shock. There were so many variables at play. And you've never tested it on another organic since. Spike's experience doesn't mean that the technology was a failure!::
:Phage, you are repeating your same argument you issued to me when we fought over the matter originally.::
Her optics went wide and round, her mouth parting in a small 'o'. Shock locked her processes in silence. Gradually, Phage broke away, and Optimus moved to intercept, blocking her from returning to her mindscape. With Optimus mirroring her steps, Phage circled aimlessly back around, scrubbing at her face wearily. She found him again as her servo dragged down her face and asked meekly, :Why was it the one thing you hoped I wouldn't ask?::
His optics locked with hers, old and tired and full of regret. :If you had asked me again, I would have been unable to tell you no twice.::
:Damn it.: Phage hissed, optics glittering as she tore her attention away and focused on her pedes. :Damn it! The one time I didn't press a matter! Of course! Right? That's always how that goes!: Her avatar exhaled a noisy sigh. :What happened after? I have to know.::
:You did as you had been doing for years-:
::Oh, god.: Phage lamented. Knowing what was coming, she dropped her face into her servos again, covering her optics as she abused her bottom lip.
:-You tried to run. Not from the war this time, not necessarily, but from me, if you can count the two as separate.:
:Optimus...: Phage chided gently.
:We did not have time to talk after the fight. In hindsight, I wish I had not given you space that evening. I discovered you had booked a plane ticket for out of the country, back to Europe. By the time anyone realized you were leaving again it was the following morning. You were storming for the Ark exit with your luggage. We had our last exchange of words right there.::
:Last?: Phage said with alarm, peeking at him between her digits.
:Before your abduction by the Lazalt. I tried to convince you to stay, but you can be so stubborn. You tried to break things off right there.: Horrified and mortified by her own actions, Phage stood transfixed by his narrative as he recounted events. :I said everything I could to make you see reason, and I believe I got through those thick walls of yours- I assured you we would continue the discussion of your body transfer, but you insisted you were getting on the plane. You told me that time apart would be good for the both of us to think matters over carefully. Inevitably, we compromised and...I made a terrible judgment call in letting you go.::
:I didn't come back.::
His optics grew heavy. :Not as the Alicean we knew.::
:Dear god.: Phage said thickly. :Of all the other times I had left to travel, why then? It sounds too opportune to be coincidence.::
::I have had the same thoughts for the last two years.::
:Do you suppose the Lazalt had been monitoring the Autobots?::
:I do. It was the only sound conclusion.::
Precious nanokliks passed between their avatars. Then, hers moved forward. Her slim arms encircled his waist, buried her cranium against his chest and squeezed. Taken by surprise, Optimus stared down at her then returned the gesture.
"Hell of a way to be saying thanks." Grumbled Spike.
Phage jerked her cranium off the cool floor and shot Spike a bewildered, lost look. "What?"
His exosuit's face pinched up. Rather than answer her question, he met it with one of his own. "Are you crying?"
"No." Phage snapped indignantly, scrubbing at the rivulets of saltwater trickling down her face. "I'm not crying. We've just had a rough day."
"We?" Replied Spike, but his inquiry was lost to the noise pollution and Bumblebee who had cautiously edged closer to Phage, and when it was clear she wasn't going to lash out at him or chew his cranium off, he knelt into a low crouch to get on her level.
"Phage...?" Called Bumblebee tentatively. "We know you've had it rough today. I get that your angry. You have every right to be, but not at us. We're your friends and family. We're here to take you home! Come on." Encouraged Bumblebee with a smile as she rolled her cranium to shoot him a weary-optic gaze. "Take my servo. Let's get you up and out of here."
She considered his proffered servo. "Right." They relented. "Of course." They mumbled and accepted Bumblebee's aid. "Just get us out of here."
"Whose us?" Interjected Bumblebee, his chubby face crumpling into confusion.
"Second time she's said that." Spike mentioned to Bumblebee. Both minibots eyed her with growing concern as she went through a series of small facial twitches as she struggled to grasp at a way to answer. "Dear god, Phage." Spike asked in alarm. "Did the 'Cons do something to you?"
"Yes." She said straight away, her servo flying to her shoulder where Megatron had cut deep with her laser scalpel. An injury that had regenerated what felt like a lifetime ago, but the fresh memory tormented her. "No." She corrected quickly, her servo dropping from her shoulder as she took in their frightened and worried looks. "No, they didn't-I'm not...Not like what you think." She paused and took a moment to collect her thoughts. Phage searched for the right words to explain it all, what she had done on the battlefield, wondered if Spike and Bumblebee would even understand the process, would she have to explain that too? Briefly she consulted with Optimus and finally they settled that the meat could be offered after the barest of bones. She cycled a breath. On the exhale she dropped the bomb on them. "I have Optimus."
"What?" Scoffed Spike as Bumblebee's expression twisted up even more in confusion. "How hard did Rumble hit you?"
"It's-"
The music died. The ensuing silence was eerie and left an undeniable ring that they couldn't quite shake from their audios. In the silence that ensued, every last Autobot froze in place, adrenaline and dread rushing through their systems. Their craniums whipped around on their axis's to account for all exit points, but the lack of Decepticon activity just made them all the more paranoid.
Jazz had been transmitting the updated extraction plans to the team when the music cut out. "Slag." He hissed under his breath, then promptly burst into commanding action. "Alright 'Bots listen up!" Crooned Jazz as he not quite bounced and not quite pivoted into the midst of the group. His black servos were never still as they pulled his weapon from subspace and began checking the cell power and flipping the safety off without needing to look. "Initiate your pressurizing procedures. We need to hold this hallway until the Aerialbots arrive."
"This hall!?" Phage croaked, looking up and down. "It's hardly defensible!"
"We won't be here for long. Less that a breem really, if the Aerialbots step on it." Replied Jazz coolly.
"And where are they?" She shot back then gawked as she was talked over by Sea Spray. "I've been pressurized. It would be a rookie mistake not to be in our situation." Grumbled Sea Spray gruffly as he took to his pedes and met Jazz visor to visor. "I say we blow this joint now. Jazz? Are you listening?" Sea Spray trailed off at the hard gleam in Jazz's visor and the no nonsense frown focused pass him. Sea Spray followed his gaze and realized Jazz was focused on Phage.
Bumblebee and Spike were helping her to her pedes. Her movements were feeble, slow and cumbersome. Worse yet was the tell tale signs of a virus-stricken 'bot. Dark, energon-deprived rings framed her dull shifting optics. Sea Spray realized in a nanoklik what must have been going through Jazz's processor. A spike of anxiety shot straight through the veteran Made-to-Order. "Jazz!" He said hastily and tried to move to intersect the mech. "There's something-"
But Jazz had already bounded forward, swooping in next to Phage, Bumblebee and Spike with that anxious energy of his. Smoothly, Jazz stole Phage's white servo out of Bumblebee's black one and spun her around to face him.
"Hey there, Lil' Katt. So look, we don't have a lotta time to talk here, ya dig? But I have to ask, what's the sitch?"
"Uhrg?" Came her oh-so elegant reply.
His mouth pressed into an even tighter frown. His grip tightened on her arm before he jerked it up for her and all the extraction team to see. "What's this?"
"Jazz!" Sea Spray hissed, but was ignored as a confounded Jetfire talked over him. "Those are translocks, Jazz."
"Yes. Thank you, Jetfire." Jazz snipped without breaking his attention from Phage. He shook her arm. "But why do you have them? You can't transform, 'Lil Katt. The 'Cons know that. Seems a rather pointless effort."
Her optics narrowed as she picked up on the note of accusation in his voice. "They're modified translocks, 'Zee. Megatron had Starscream alter them to emit a null current if I tried to phase."
"Oh, really?"
"Yes, really."
"And they work?"
"Painfully so." She snapped tartly. "I'm sorry, is this going somewhere?"
"Why didn't you slip them?"
"What?" Phage spluttered indignantly. "How do you expect me to do that!?"
"By shifting your size." Jazz shot back, clicking his glossa on each individual word for emphasis. "The translocks inhibit transforming, but that's not what you do. You could have shrunk to your human size using your subspace drive and slipped them. So- Why. Didn't. You?"
Gobsmacked, Phage gaped openly at Jazz for several seconds then promptly face-palmed into her free servo. "Fffffu-Aahack!"
"Well that's a new curse if ever I've heard one." Teased Spike.
"Oh, Lil' Katt. It is you!" A genuine smile lit up Jazz's face as he swept her up into a tight hug. "Nothing can fake that kind of naivety!"
"Ugh?" Phage managed to express as Jazz attempted to squeeze the life out of her. "What did you think I was?"
"Doesn't matter." Jazz replied curtly as he almost immediately shoved her away at arm's length with both his servos on her shoulder struts and squeezed hard. "But seriously." Jazz said earnestly. "Did the 'Cons do something to you? You have the look of an infected 'bot. Did they inject you with a virus?"
His exposed features twisted up in concern when she chortled and melted away again when she responded, "Spike said I looked like shhh..." Jazz's optical ridges shot up behind his visor as she dragged the word out, lisping as if drunk and corrected, "Spike said I looked terrible."
"None of that was reassuring or a proper answer to what I asked."
She opened her mouth to respond and instead abruptly sucked in air noisily, doubling over and wrapping one arm around her midsection while the other flew to her spark. A sudden extreme wave of heat blossomed in her chassis and raced through every circuit in her frame leaving her with the painful sensation that she was melting internally. Phage dropped heavily to her knees, defiantly gnashing her denta against the pain as she quietly wrestled through her ordeal. All around her the extraction team dissolved into chaos. Jazz swooped into her field of vision, lowering himself into a crouch to place himself on optic level with her. He squeezed her shoulder strut, his mouth moved but the words came from very far away...
:Optimus!: Wailed Phage's Send across the mindscape. Her avatar, like her physical body, was reacquainting itself with the alien metal surface of Optimus Prime's half of the mindscape, where she laid curled in on herself. :Make it stop! Make the pain stop! The crawling and burning-!: Optimus was kneeling beside her, and despite their predicament the sheer force of his presence made her feel secure, that whatever was happening he could get them through it. :Optimus!::
His arms wrapped around her smaller frame and effortlessly hefted her up into his arms. :I recognize the symptoms.: He Sent solemnly. :A reformat has been steadily creeping up on us for some time.::
:The resonance! I thought we had more time!::
:It seems not. Perhaps your regenerative ability expedited the process?::
:How are you so calm!? We have to make it stop!::
:Alo Ata, at this stage I doubt we can.:
She gritted her denta and closed her optics, focusing intently on burying the pain to keep from screaming. Optimus Prime's optical ridges knitted together. His arms tightened around her and Sent gently, :Listen to my voice, Phage. You have to stop fighting against it. Breath. Allow the reformat to happen. Let go of your apprehension and succumb to the program.::
:No!: She balked. :We-::
:Breathe, Phage. This doesn't have to be painful. I've reconfigured countless times. Clear your mind. Find your center and breathe. Let the transformation happen.::
::No! What if-what if Ratchet can't fix us!::
:Right now, that is not my biggest concern. Right now, if you cannot let go, Phage, we will risk termination.:
"-hage! Phage! What did the 'Cons do!? Did they inject you with a virus? Lil' Katt! I need to know!"
"Jazz!" Sea Spray tried to interject once again.
"No!" Phage hissed as she cycled a breath, hoping and let down when it did not help to cool her systems. "Megatron-" Tried, she had been about to say, with the Altihex virus in the Decepticon badge, but Jazz spoke over her. "Then what's wrong? Did they plant a bomb in you?"
"Jazz!" Sea Spray tried again and again was ignored.
"What?" She gasped as she struggled for more breath to cool her overheating systems. "A bomb-? No!"
"Then-"
Jetfire leaned over the huddled group and said softly, "If I may interject, but my scans revealed an elevated spark core temperature-"
"You scanned me?" Phage shouted indignantly. "You're not my doctor!" Fevered pain stabbed at her again and again Phage sucked in air and bared her denta in her personal march through the pain. She bent back double over, both arms latched around her midsection, and began rocking back and forth.
Jetfire's red visor retracted into his helm with a ssshhhk! "Pardon the breach of protocol, but I had legitimate concern of Decepticon tampering. You will be glad to hear that I did not detect any explosives. That said, it seems Phage is exhibiting classic symptoms of an impending reformat. Elevated spark core temperature, I'm sure she feels sensations of melting and circuity rerouting-"
"Only for hours now!" She interjected, grunting from the floor.
"-It is often described as an itching under the alloy-all normal symptoms." The only gratitude Jetfire received for his diagnosis was a strained grunt from Phage.
"I thought she couldn't transform!" Spike interrupted, the cold frame running its servos over its helm, echoing the motions of the pilot within the suit. Spike's optics jumped from Phage as she was overcome with yet another flash of pain and again to the mechs around. "Reformates are when you take a new form, right?"
"Yes." Jetfire said simply. "And my scans show she has a T-cog now." He announced somberly, his attention shifting to Sea Spray and Jazz with a certain look that Phage did not like in the least.
:Something's wrong here.: Intoned Optimus.
::Besides the obvious?: Bit back Phage fiestily. :I can't have a T-Cog!:
"Lil' Katt!" Phage was startled by the aggression in Jazz's tone. Moreso as he seized her by her shoulders and hefted her half of the floor. Shock, fear, and pain played equal parts across her features as Jazz shook her violently and yelled in her face. "What did you do?"
:Oh! Oh no, Jazz! No!: Lamented Optimus's thought and Phage picked up on the realization and added, ::The investigation! Oh, god! He can't possibly think-::
"You betrayed us for some damn upgrades!" Jazz yelled, shaking her violently. "Optimus is terminated!"
"Jazz, you don't understand! I-!"
"Try me!" He snarled, cutting them off.
"Jazz!" Sea Spray shouted and shoved his way between them. "Stop! Put them down! Jazz!"
"What?" Jazz shouted aggressively.
"You need to back off and cool down!" Sea Spray roared back at his face. With a powerful heave, he broke the two apart, shoving Phage towards Bumblebee and Spike as he single-handedly pushed Jazz backwards into the nearest wall.
"You heard Jetfire! You were with Slingshot just an hour ago!"
"I hate traitors too, Jazz! But you have this all levels of wrong!" Sea Spray jabbed his arm harder across Jazz's chest as the mech tried to struggle to break free. "If I let anyone of you do anything to them you would never forgive yourselves."
Jazz stilled his efforts, his breathing cycling short and hard through his olfactory and auxiliary vents. "Them? ...Them?"
"Them." Sea Spray retracted his battlemask and leaned in close until their faces were inches apart. The extraction team's attention was arrested on the two, hanging on to every move and word. "You are not addressing Phage. She hasn't been Phage since the battle. You are addressing a combiner conscious."
Jazz's mouth moved, silently echoing Sea Spray's words, then gradually, as he calmed, gained some gusto. "A...a combiner conscious."
"That's right." Gruffed Sea Spray with a spreading smile, slowly easing his weight off of Jazz and letting him off the wall. His voice held at conspiratorial levels, his optics shifting between Jazz and the nerve-wreackingly empty hallway. "Optimus Prime isn't terminated. Phage has his spark." Even though he had whispered the dangerous information, he felt like it went off in the hallway like a gunshot. The release of the information had the liberating effect he was desiring. All the fight went right out of Jazz. His face slackened and went pale.
"She what!" Jazz hissed back on a strained whisper.
Sea Spray backed up but held his arms to either side in a placating gesture, gauging Jazz for a sure-fire reaction. The mech looked dazed, bewildered, glancing between Sea Spray and Phage, who was huddled against Bumblebee and secured in his protective embrace, Spike knelt just beside them and all three were staring back at Jazz as if they had seen him for the first time.
"It's true, Jazz." Sea Spray tried to sooth in his rough rolling manner as Jazz's attention swept back to him and then landed again on Phage. "They wanted to pass me Prime's spark because they thought they were going to terminate down below."
Drawing in short, strained breaths, Phage glared steely up at Jazz. With the weight of the information Sea Spray had just lain upon the team, Jazz was startled by the familiarity of the glare- the weight and age behind it that had never been there before. When they spoke, her voice dropped in octave and gained an assurance and gravity to her tone that Jazz could liken to only one other Cybertronian. "Jazz. Your dedication to the Autobot cause has always been admirable," and the steely glare took on a frightening icy fire, "but I've warned you in the past about leaping before you look. Phage is, and remains, one of our oldest allies on Earth."
The extraction team gaped at Phage, Bumblebee and Spike with optics as wide as saucer plates. The inside of Jazz's mouth went dry. He struggled for articulation as a storm of emotions raged through him between internally cursing Slingshot for starting all of the doubt, to a tiring yanking from grief to flooded relief that Optimus was alive.
"I tried to tell you." Sea Spray murmured.
"Optimus." Jazz breathed, face crumpling. "Phage." He corrected as a measure of confusion took him. "I'm-I'm sorry. Today's been trying and-and—How?"
Phage was about to answer when her face contorted in pain once again. Already huddled on the floor with Bumblebee and Spike guarding close beside, they gritted their denta as they struggled through the white hot pain.
"She's burning up!" Bumblebee cried, lifting one servo off her shoulder and touching her lightly on her back. "Everywhere!"
"She-They," Jetfire corrected himself, "are going to undergo a reformat if we don't do something soon!"
"How do we stop it?" Shouted Spike.
"I'm not sure if we can." Jetfire returned, running a servo over his helm. "I'm a scientist not a doctor! This is Ratchet's territory! I can tell you why they're undergoing a reformat, but I don't know how to stop it!"
"A lot good you are!" Bit Spike.
"I was brought along as the get-away!" Jetfire snapped back.
"And you can't do that either!"
"Shut up! Both of you!" Yelled Jazz, seizing charge once again. "Sea Spray! I brought you along for a reason!" Jazz jabbed a digit at Phage in Bumblebee's arms. "You have medical training-help them!"
"Jazz, I think-"
Her frame super heated, burning white...
"-it might be too late for much of anything!"
"Gods!" Phage cried out between strangled breaths.
"Bumblebee! Drop them!" Sea Spray shouted. Startled, the yellow minicon did just that, hastily putting them on the floor and mumbling a series of apologizes. "Now back away! Give them space! Reformat's can get-"
Spike had witnessed the Autobots and Decepticons transform between their alt and bipedal modes innumerable times. Each time he had thought it was the most amazing achievement in the world. But what he witnessed with his cousin-turned Cybertronian raked his mind. Out of morbid fascination, he found he could not look aside as Phage's base protoform took on a mercurial sheen. Beneath the alloy-skin, the endo-skeleton broke apart and began to reconfigure to its new shape. Twin slim rectangular shapes molded into her shoulder blades and then sunk inwards. Out of the holes formed new joints and from the new joints panel wings took shape. Unintelligible, primal groans pressed through their clenched denta as they swallowed the screams whole. They curled in on themselves, shaking, one servo clenching and banging the floor in the next. Unable to watch his cousin suffer through the rest, Spike tore his gaze away and covered his mouth with the back of his servo. "That is some werewolf lycanthrope sh-" His curse was drowned out as the Autobots went into a panic and began barking at one another.
"She's having difficulty taking shape!" Rattled off Jetfire in alarm.
"Don't fight it, Phage!" Encouraged Sea Spray.
"We need a blacksmith!"
"There are no blacksmiths, 'Bee!"
"Ratchet!" Squeaked the yellow minibot.
"Not here!" Barked off Jazz, "And I don't know if he knows-"
"He has too!" Cried Bumblebee in pure blind faith, his voice cracking on the edge of desperation. "Ratchet knows everything about anything!"
Jazz grit his denta. "He's still not here, 'Bee!"
Her breathing came harsh and ragged, noisily sucking air through her mouth and auxiliary air intakes. "Get him out." Phage exploded roughly on her next breath. "I can't..." Her voice cracked. "I can't anymore, Jazz...Feels—like I'm melting...from the inside out! And the headache-!"
Jetfire's optical ridges knitted together in the midst of his forehead. "Resonances don't invoke processor aches!"
"They do if you steal a conscious!" Phage groaned from the floor.
"You-" Jetfire gaped. "You performed a high risk cortical psyche patch on a battlefield? With your limited medical training! Ratchet was right about you—you have a few chips loose upstairs!"
She turned her cranium enough off the cool floor to throw Jetfire an evil side eye glare. Speaking through her denta, Phage's voice was reedy and stressed. "I have Prime. Results, Jetfire. Results."
Jetfire was spluttering when Jazz cut him off. "We need to get you out of here! The Aerial- Holy fragging Primus, Lil' Katt!" Jazz exploded suddenly, earning a disapproving glare from who he could only assume was Prime for the language, "Does Megatron know?!"
"No." They slurred, squeezing their optics shut and pressing their forehead against the floor. "What about the Matrix?!"
To that, Phage barked out a loud singular laugh. Despite her grevious state, her optics twinkled with mischief. "Not here. It's safe. Hidden, actually.:
In a fit, Jazz chewed his bottom lip and ran one servo over his helm. Half a nanoklik later, he exploded on her again. "Why are you making my life difficult, Lil' Katt!"
"I don't know, 'Zee." Snarked Phage quickly and carelessly. "Why does the universe seem determined to make me the centerpiece of its play. I never gave consent!"
His mouth pulled into a small frown. "Nobody does. That's why its called life. It's fundamentally dynamic. You're a bit late to the party on that revelation."
"Jazz, if you please! Quit antagonizing her for one breem!" For the second time in less than a breem the extraction team gaped at her. "Will someone please!" They begged in a shrill voice that could have only been Phage. "Someone please take Prime's spark!" Lubricants pricked at their optics. "I thought I had more time before this!"
"Will that work?" Asked Bumblebee desperately around to his elders. "Will taking Optimus's spark stop the reformat?"
"Theoretically, perhaps!" Jetfire was quick to say.
Bumblebee stepped forward and bravely puffed out his chassis, announcing suddenly, "I'll take Optimus's spark then!"
"That's noble of you, 'Bee, but you'll just end up in Phage's same position. I'll take him." Sea Spray said tersely.
"How is that any different?" The little yellow minibot challenged.
"Because I'm willing to bet that you never completed any rescue course nor upgraded for a shielded secondary spark core to house a fallen comrade's!"
:I am sensing so much emotional baggage there.: Phage popped off to an unamused Prime while Bumblebee demurred, deflated and stepped back. "No, I never have."
"Mechs! Mechs!" Phage cried loudly, reigning the attention back in on her. "You're all pretty! Now will somebody take him! I DON'T CARE WHO!"
"Then allow me!" Answered a familiar harsh cadence from the end of the corridor. Horror swiped across every face as each Autobot pivoted, cold dread slapping hard with their sudden spike in adrenaline.
"Megatron!" The designation ripped from Phage's throat in a shrill scream. A warning given too little, too late.
"Mm-hm, it's in the rules. And I should warn you that one of us always tells the truth, and one of us always lies. That's a rule too, he always lies."
"I do not! I tell the truth!"
"Oooh, what a lie!"
-Labyrinth, Two Doors Riddle
Location: Ark, Medical Bay
There had to be some kind of error, Wheeljack reasoned with himself. It was the only thing that made sense. He tapped an icon at the top of the medical datapad, intent on refreshing the page and hoping the numbers on the screen would reset to their correct percentages, but the numbers remained adamantly fixed. His optical ridges sloped downward into a confounded 'V'.
"These numbers can't be right." He murmured to himself, his helm panels flashing a gentle blue, and tapped the refresh button again. "There has to be some sort of glitch in the system somewhere..."
But the numbers remained adamantly fixed.
Frustrated that Sideswipe's medical readouts were throwing the same erroneous numbers at him for his minerals percentages, Wheeljack slotted the datapad back in its compartment on the medberth and moved over to the next where Sunstreaker rested in bare protoform.
Taking in Sunstreaker's silver-grey body, Wheeljack was reminded of a sudden how little humans actually knew about their Cybertronian neighbors. It was a situation that still tickled many of the mechs around the Ark, including himself. Some Autobots, such as Jazz and Cliffjumper, went out of their way to find articles online and laugh about human misconceptions. The most prevalent of them all seemed to be the idea that Cybertronians were just exposed muscle cables and wires underneath the armor. A preposterous notion—how could they possibly deal with sand getting in their internals if that was the case? Shudder the thought, but the notion was as ridiculous a concept as a human walking around in clothes, or ancient humans in suits of armor, but stripped of their skin beneath that. Certainly, if humans learned that their exodermal armor was just that—armor worn, and that there was a very similar and very familiar android-like body beneath all that, complete with cyber-lines and link up ports to synchronize the armor with their Cybertronian body, and yes, transformable in cases, humans minds would likely implode. Out of the whole situation, Wheeljack wasn't sure what was more entertaining, how creative humans got in trying to figure it out, or that Optimus Prime refused to clarify the misconceptions with the humans.
Wheeljack's attention turned from Sunstreaker himself and drifted towards the medical datapad hanging from the medberth. He had a nagging inkling to check Sunstreaker's medical datapad to inspect if the error was coming up in his results too, when he was struck by an inexplicable feeling that he was a vorner all over again about to be caught stealing an oil cake.
Wheeljack stalled, servo poised over Sunstreaker's medical pad. His attention drifted around the Medbay to locate Ratchet and Sparkplug's position and spotted them just a few medberths over. The two were busy with their own patients and ignorant of any wrongdoing on Wheeljack's part.
Not that I'm doing anything wrong, thought Wheeljack. How can I be? I volunteered to help Doc Sunshine with the damaged...
Wheeljack's attention zeroed in on Ratchet. He moved with the telltale signs of an overworked medic, dark tired optics and slow movements. His back was too him as Ratchet half listened to the dark grey and red Windcharger as the minibot prattled on about the battle while Ratchet picked shrapnel out of his armor. Over the murmur of hushed conversations and grumbles of complaint taking place throughout the Medbay, Wheeljack could pick out their conversation easily.
"-then I magnetized my arms again. The missiles redirected my way of course, but I barely had time to dodge."
"Lucky for Mirage and Bluestreak." Murmured Ratchet in reply.
"Yeah." Scoffed Windcharger with a click of his glossa. "Not that they seemed to notice. Too busy snipping whichever 'Con at the time."
"And your upset about that?"
"No! Noo... Just a thank you would be nice."
And nearby, Wheeljack picked up on Sparkplug and Ironhide's conversation as the human worked on the surly red Autobot.
"Be careful in there." Grumbled Ironhide moodily as he lifted his cranium off the medberth to try and get a look at the human digging around through his midsection.
"I always am." Replied Sparkplug off hand.
"Tch." Snorted Ironhide as he thunked his cranium back on the medberth. "I've seen your barbarous torture shop."
"Repair shop." Sparkplug grumbled in mock offense as the human mechanic came more alert of their conversation. "It was an auto repair shop."
"Sure it was." Ironhide replied in a tone that suggested light-hearted teasing.
"Maybe if you put up a better fight against Megatron as much as you grumble you'd be in better shape."
"Hrumpth...Maybe I'ah would have felt the metal burn on that one if it hadn't of come from the only Witwicky that hasn't taken Megatron head on."
Sparkplug's salt and pepper head popped up. "Excuse me." Replied an immediately irate Sparkplug. "You seem to have forgotten who was taken hostage by the Decepticons when you were reactivated. Who was forced to create synthetic energon and who instead poisoned the Decepticons?"
Once more, Ironhide's cranium came up off the medberth. For a long nanoklik he stared at Sparkplug. Then, turned to Windcharger and said, "I'll trade you medics."
"Frag you." Said Windcharger.
"Oh come on, Ironhide." Chuckled Sparkplug as he broke into a lopsided grin and bent back into Ironhide's damaged insides. "Little ol' me scares you?"
"You and Phage both. The two of you can be so wildly unpredictable." Then, he added in a low mutter to himself, "Can't believe I forgot you did that."
Buried in Ironhide's wound, he didn't see the smile slip from Sparkplug's face. "Well, she is my niece."
"Was." Then, abruptly, Ironhide spasm and shouted. "Ow!" A spew of Cybertronian curses poured from Ironhide's vocal processor in rapid fire succession, drawing the attention of many of the Autobots in Medbay. Ironhide curled into a sitting position and glared down at Sparkplug. "What was that?!" Complained Ironhide.
"Oops." Said Sparkplug as he made a show of wiping his energon coated rubber-gloved hands on a cloth. "Must've slipped." Then added with a barely contained smirk. "Looks like your alloy's not as tough on the inside. On Earth, we call that hard on the outside, but soft on the inside. Is the idiom 'Ironhide' on your planet?"
"Why, you!"
Wheeljack shook his cranium as he turned away from the friendly slag-talking.
Distracted, thought Wheeljack as he reached for Sunstreaker's medical report. Gnawing worries and thoughts spiraled through his processor as he entered his code to bypass the simple security and went through the suddenly tedious and time-consuming process to get to the page he needed.
Sideswipe's is just an error, he tried to comfort himself but the nagging concerns multiplied as his optics drifted between Sideswipe and Sunstreaker.
The mechs shared a spark, twaned at creation, and whether due to that splitting or that the individual spark before dividing had a unique outliner mutation was a matter of discussion, but the Twins had a fast regenerative ability-one couldn't terminate without the other. Take too long in knocking one down and the other twin just sprang back up like a rose. And in spite of that, their regeneration was taking longer than normal. Wheeljack had originally just assumed it was because Megatron had so thoroughly trashed Sunstreaker that, by the time Ratchet had gotten to the mech, he looked like a mangled, crunched up horror show. Extricating Sunstreaker from his own exodermal armor had been a nightmare that had taken the better half of four and a half hours, even with Wheeljack helping Ratchet with the cutting and stripping. It had, unfortunately, left Sunstreaker stripped to his bare protoform while they waited for Huffer to make replacement parts.
But what if it isn't because of the royal beat down between the three old gladiators?, Worried Wheeljack. What if Sideswipe's mineral readouts isn't an error? What if Sunstreaker's mineral levels were as critical as Sideswipe's?
His attention focused back on the medical datapad as he reached the page he needed. As the page loaded, Wheeljack silently willed that Sunstreaker's mineral percentages were accurate and that there had only been an issue with Sideswipe's that needed a redo. His optics swept the page and located the mineral percentage for Cybertonium...
The numbers were eerily the same-low. Worryingly, so.
His optics narrowed to twin burning sapphire slits as a low rumble emitted from his vocal processor.
Two identical errors? Thought Wheeljack. Only, perhaps, if they were done together, at the same time, while Ratchet was tired, then maybe... What if, Wheeljack pondered further, the low mineral readouts were accurate. Perhaps Sunstreaker's slow regenerative rate was less to do with the beat down Megatron had dished out...
A sudden thought popped into Wheeljack's processor and an unsettling weight soon pooled in his fuel tanks. He stole a glance around the medbay, split between checking someone else's medical pad to see if the same error came up and informing Ratchet of the glitch. He was settling on checking a third medical datapad.
How could Ratchet have missed it?, the thought crossed Wheeljack's mind as he spied the chief medical officer still picking shrapnel out of Windcharger a few medberths over. Their levels are bordering yellow. Ratchet should have seen declines in their monthly maintenance checkups.
He was just of a mind to start in Ratchet's direction and bring the issue up when he stopped short, his attention snapping back around to Sideswipe as the mech groaned and then slowly began to stir to life. Beside Sideswipe, Sunstreaker's digits twitched and gradually curled into a fist. Wheeljack pivoted back around, making a mental note to bring the matter with the erroneous mineral ratings up to Ratchet right after the Twin's check up.
"Welcome back to the land of the functioning, gentle-mechs."
Sideswipe blinked rapidly as he came online. "Gentle-mech?" He questioned, groaning as he sat up and rubbed at his forehead. "Nobody has called me a gentle-mech in...ever actually."
"Yeah, well, I realized the error as soon as it left my glossa." Replied Wheeljack, his helm panels flashing a cool blue. "I should have supplemented 'gentle-mech' for 'stubborn afted glitch.'"
"Hm. Now that sounds like something I've been called a lot."
"Getting nostalgic?" Quipped Wheeljack, cocking on optical ridge.
"Oh, yeah." Sideswipe shot back even as his attention slipped to the medberth next to his where Sunstreaker shifted and stirred, groaning himself as he came online. "Takes me back to some real cozy places."
"Tch! As if you two have ever been anywhere cozy."
"Iacon." Sideswipe replied quickly, feeling the slightest bit defensive. "You know. Before."
Immediately, Wheeljack sobered up. "Yeah. I know. ...How're you functioning after your trip down nostalgic lane with Megatron?"
"Stiff." Groaned Sideswipe. Then quickly gritted his denta and berated himself with a hiss, "Every. Fragging. Time!"
Gingerly, Sunstreaker shifted into a sitting position, careful as he swung his legs over the edge of the medberth. He steadied himself by gripping the edge with both servos. His cold icy blues scanned the Medbay, assessing and processing the situation around him.
"How ya holding up, 'Sunny." Asked Wheeljack after too long Sunstreaker had said nothing.
Those icy lens focused squarely on Wheeljack. Besides scuff blemishes, Sunstreaker's perfect model face had regenerated of any major lacerations hours ago, leaving him to stare at Wheeljack with the coldness of a display mannequin. "You know not to call me that."
"Well, I can't call you Sunshine either. That one's reserved for a certain someone."
"We all know you mean Ratchet and no one cares." Sighed Sideswipe with a bored roll of his optics.
Sunstreaker's lips pulled up at one corner into the beginnings of a snarl at Wheeljack's implication that his nickname could have been Sunshine, but instead all Sunstreaker did was force a rush of air through his auxiliary vents, including the pair that was his helm panels. He tore his attention off of Wheeljack and made a cursory swept of the damaged Autobot forces and familiar surroundings with a calculating glance before settling his full attention squarely back on Wheeljack. "We won, I take it." He surmised as he carefully gauged Wheeljack for the most minuscule reaction. "Or else this whole scene would be a lot different. More purple and silver glaring at us from behind bars."
"Sort of." Wheeljack replied as he shifted his weight uncomfortably from pede to pede. "There's been some complications."
"And?" Sunstreaker shrugged flippantly. "Whoever terminated this time Prime can bring 'em back."
"Sunstreaker!" Sideswipe hissed, glaring at his brother who promptly ignored the reprimand with a dismissive roll of his shoulders that transitioned into him working out the kinks in his shoulder joints. Wheeljack glared at the mech, his head panels flaring a dark pink, bordering red to signal his irate mood, when Sideswipe interjected to redirect the conversation.
"Let me tell you, 'Jackie," Began Sideswipe with a crooked grin, "Yours isn't the face I thought I'd see when I onlined." And his warm baby blues swept the Medbay over. "Where's our feisty Phage? Ratchet got her in the back grabbing parts or was she sent down to Huffer's Forge to help? Did she manage to stabilize Prime?"
Wheeljack sighed wearily, and his cranium panels flared that same shade of blue. "That's part of the complication." Both Lamborghini Brothers stalled, attention snapping up and around to Wheeljack and boring into the mech. "See, uh... Not sure if I should be the one telling you all this. I've never been good at this sort of thing. But, Optimus...Optimus Prime terminated." Wheeljack blurted tiredly, jerking his cranium in the direction of the medberth with a large cloth draped over the frame. "Gunmetal grey."
The bombshell left the Twin's stranded in shock, speechless, mouths agape and staring with wide round optics. Then, slowly, their gaze drifted to Prime's frame on the indicated medberth and back again. "Optimus Prime, terminated?" Repeated Sideswipe at long last in a daze.
"But-" Whatever Sunstreaker had been about to say trailed off.
"We're all in shock." Said Wheeljack uselessly.
It was a long minute before Sideswipe came around. Slowly, he blinked and gave his cranium a shake. "Are we...Do we owe allegiance to Megatron?"
"No." Clipped Wheeljack quickly. "Megatron tried too-"
"Whose in charge?" Asked Sideswipe hastily, cutting him off.
"Jazz, I suppose." Replied Wheeljack with a shrug. "But he's not here right now."
"Why?"
"Because of Phage. She-"
"What happened to her?" Asked Sideswipe sharply, coming fully out of his shock. His voice pitched, his optics widened in alarm as his servos gripped the edge of the medberth as if he intended to leap off. "Where is she?"
"Will you let me talk? Eesh! She was...She was captured, by Megatron."
The Twins burst to their pedes in an explosion of livid energy and towered over Wheeljack by a full cranium and shoulders. "Captured?" Snapped off Sunstreaker.
"Why?" Sideswipe demanded, his handsome face twisting up with his temper that made him look as equally vicious as his brother. "Why would he take her! What advantage could that possibly have!"
"Spoils, obviously." Growled Sunstreaker with a vicious snarl. "Couldn't take the Ark so he took what he could get in compensation."
Sideswipe's attention whipped around to his brother as his face flushed a vibrant angry blue. "She's not some Kaonite free downloader he can take to his berth after a battle in the pits!"
"I didn't say that. He wanted her before because she can phase." Sunstreaker shot back stubbornly. "If the 'Cons kept Bombshell's cerebral shell research they could Altihex her. What he does with her after that..."
"He wasn't going to take her, not initially." Interjected Mirage into their conversation from a nearby berth, his smooth caramel vocals ringing clearly. "He dismissed her from Optimus Prime's cold frame and Phage took off running. It was only after he tore through Prime's chassis that he realized she had taken the Matrix."
At the brief, clipped news, Sideswipe and Sunstreaker's optics doubled in size. "Phage took the Matrix?!" Exclaimed Sideswipe.
"She tried to outrun Megatron on pede!?" Cried Sunstreaker in disbelief.
"She didn't get far." Said Mirage crisply. "Megatron ordered all the Decepticons to divert their attention to grabbing her after she took the Matrix. Saw everything from my vantage point."
"You mean your cowards point!" Bit Sideswipe. "Where were you while Ironhide, Sunstreaker and I were tangoing with Megatron?"
Mirage lazily stretched his legs from the medberth, eyeing the Twins impassively. "Bluestreak and I were covering your reckless afts by maintaining our tactical vista and clipping the wings of a few Seekers and the odd 'Con that tried to interfere. Do you really think your fight went unseen out there?"
Color flushed Sideswipe's face before he whirled his temper back on Wheeljack and jabbed a digit into his chassis. "Where were you? Why didn't you cover her after we threw down our lives!"
"I was with Huffer and Brawn!" At the indignant treatment, Wheeljack's engine revved angrily. "Stripping down the Ark's cannons and fixing them to the entrance to deal with Devastator! Which we barely managed just in time! Thank you very much! We were close to being overrun!"
"Come on, mechs." Sighed Windcharger from nearby. The poor grey mech was getting his chassis removed by Ratchet. Once the exodermal armor had been stripped, Ratchet took hold of Windcharger's arm and gingerly directed the minibot to lift his arm and hold it horizontally while he attended to damage sustained to Windcharger's smooth, dark grey mercurial-like body from the shrapnel. "We all did our best out there. There's no need to jump down each other's throats."
The Twins were gearing up for another round of jabs, when Wheeljack placed himself in their line of sight. He took hold of Sideswipe's arm, a wiser choice between the two, and tried to guide him back onto the medberth. "The two of you should take a nanoklik and sit back down. You're hardly in decent shape to be standing, and none of this can be easy to process."
"I'm fine to stand." Grit Sideswipe, as he shifted his stance to hold his ground against Wheeljack's efforts to seat him. "It's not the first time Sunstreaker or I have willingly been cannonfodder for the front lines. I'll stand."
"Just this once, take some well deserved rest."
"You mean Ratchet wants us back on the berth so he can organ harvest us for one of these unlucky afts." Said Sunstreaker crankily.
At the mention of his designation, Ratchet's cranium popped up from his work of cleaning out Windcharger's injury. "I don't need to do any transplants, thank Primus."
"Will you both, just this once, not be difficult and rest. You're bodies need it more than anything."
"More like you need us more than anything." Murmured Sunstreaker.
"I'll stand, thank you." Clipped Sideswipe.
"For Primus's sake!"
The three remained locked, a silent battle of wills until Ratchet stormed to his pedes and thundered, "If you start a brawl in my Medbay, so help me Primus, I will reconfigure your alts into toasters!"
Startled, Wheeljack's optics went round as he gestured to the Twins. "You mean just them, right Sunshine?"
Ratchet's mouth twisted up into a snarl. "Call me Sunshine one more time and you'll find out who that threat included."
Fearful of discovering the validity Ratchet's wrath, the three mechs demurred. Then, abruptly, Sunstreaker turned aside and started to move away. "Where are you going?" Barked Ratchet. "You're in no state to be going anywhere."
A storm of emotions knitted Sunstreaker's optical ridges as he struggled to articulate his intentions. The more nanokliks that passed, the stiffness left Ratchet's shoulder struts. At last, Sunstreaker said simply. "I need to see Optimus Prime with my own two optics."
Both Ratchet and Wheeljack's resolve crumbled. Wheeljack's servo fell off of Sideswipe's arm as he indicted the covered medberth centered roughly in the midst of the Medbay. "Over there."
"You should be warned." Said Ratchet, "What Megatron did to him isn't pretty."
"Sunstreaker and I have seen our fair share of terminations."
"Megatron did worse to him than New York."
The Badland Terrors paused as they brushed pass Wheeljack. As one, they glanced back at Ratchet, all at once full of righteous fury then quickly simmered to a controlled hate. Finally, Sideswipe grunted in understanding and they pressed forward. Under their watchful optics, Wheeljack and Ratchet marked their trek, noting for any signs of distress that would give either of them cause to strap the Twins to the medberths. But even with Sunstreaker stripped of the majority of his exodermal armor, and Sideswipe pieces of his, the only issue Wheeljack noted was a limp from Sunstreaker.
Wheeljack could hardly help but marvel at their remarkable perseverance and grow envious of their tenacious nature. Next to Optimus Prime, the two were war legends, practically machine gods in their own rights. If anyone was going to survive the war, Wheeljack felt certain to place his credits on those two. Certainly, he wondered, they had probably felt the same about Optimus Prime-and therein was the tragedy of the Twins.
An edge went out of Wheeljack as his thoughts turned to how the Badland Terrors must have felt at the turn if events. Termination and brutality marked Sunstreaker and Sideswipe's lives as part of the Autobot vangaurd and their stint with the Wreckers. It must have been difficult for the two to form lasting connections when they continued to regenrate and live while everyone else terminated around them. Then to come to Earth, and even the last dredges of Cybertronian life clung to the Twin's survival. Hold the line, defend us, protect us, sacrifice for us, and even the organ harvesting they had had to resort to when they woke up on Earth. Primus knew how often someone would have terminated if not from a donation from the Twins, or how many of them would have been unable to transform without a transformation cog harvested from the only two who could regenerate from anything. Throughout everything, Sideswipe and Sunstreaker must have banked hard that Optimus Prime would have survived the war, given everything that they had ever gone through.
Wheeljack could hardly comprehend the emotional turmoil they were going through. He looked aside as Sunstreaker pulled the heavy cloth off of Prime's cold frame. He could not bare to witness the extent of the damage again, nor could he bare to invade on the Twin's privacy as they took their own moment to mourn.
"I'm taking five." Murmurred Ratchet abruptly and without further ado to a confounded Windcharger, the white Autobot cut a beeline for his offices. Wheeljack did not even hear him or see him go. He was too busy rubbing at his optics, lost in thought.
Should he check up on another patient or should he assist Ratchet with repairs, and oh! He still needed to talk to Ratchet about the errors in the Twin's mineral readouts. Wheeljack was busy spinning through all of his additional duties, when something Mirage had said abruptly clicked together.
"Wait a nanoklik!" Wheeljack burst suddenly and whirled around on the lithe mech just a few medberths over who was quietly talking with Hound and Tracks. "Mirage! You said you saw Phage take the Matrix?"
Across the Medbay, several craniums snapped up or around. At Wheeljack's blunt and sudden inquiry, Mirage blinked slowly at the short, stout mech and replied haughtily, "Yes." Then, added crisply, "Briefly, mind you. The battle was chaotic and the Seekers had my foremost attention."
"But you saw her take it?" Stressed Wheeljack.
"Yes, I said. When I detected the Matrix energy flare on my scanners, I had to locate the source. That's when I glanced Phage through my scope before she stashed it in her subspace. ...Why?"
Wheeljack's optical ridges shot up. "She told Trailbreaker she didn't have it! Why would she lie about that to him?"
An impassive look stole over Mirage's face. "I couldn't say, Wheeljack."
"Trailbreaker!" Wheeljack called across the Medbay and signaled for the dark mech to join them immediately. Trailbreaker plodded over, but before he had reached their position Wheeljack inquired curtly and impatiently, "Mirage says he saw Phage subspace the Matrix. What was it exactly Phage said to you about it's location? Exact words."
"Exact words?"
"Yes. Exact words."
"Well, we had a brief exchange. She was in a panic, demanding that I cut a straight line for the Ark. She said, get us back to the Ark asap before Megatron realizes what I've done! And I thought that was strange and I said so, since Megatron clearly already knew she had taken the Matrix. Then she tells me that she didn't have it."
"That's it?"
"That's it." Trailbreaker confirmed with a shrug. "She...Well. We were hit and she went flying out my windshield..."
"I haven't a clue what lying would have benefited her." Mirage cut in. "I clearly saw her subspace the Matrix."
Beside Mirage, Hound chipped in, "And when Trailbreaker, Smokescreen and I swooped in to grab her, I could smell Matrix energy all over her."
Wheeljack dismissed Hound's claim with a careless flick of his wrist. "She had to have touched it so of course you would have. This isn't a matter of what you could or couldn't detect, it's a matter of what Phage did with the Matrix."
"I just said." Mirage said irritability. "She subspaced it."
"But she told me she didn't have it." Countered Trailbreaker.
"Then she lied." Replied Mirage.
"Phage doesn't lie." Cut in Sparkplug from his station with Ironhide.
"And besides," added Trailbreaker, "Why would she lie to me? She was in a panic, Mirage. That's hard to fake."
"I can easily fabricate distress." Countered Mirage
"It's your function." Trailbreaker countered. "Just like it's my business as security to tell the difference between a vorner's stumbling efforts at duplicity versus someone with your expertise."
"Thank you for the compliment." Behind his cracked blue visor, Trailbreaker rolled his optics.
Wheeljack leveled an intent frown back on Mirage. "Since when has Alicean been known to lie?"
"Thank you." Said an irritated Sparkplug.
"She lied about phasing." Mirage countered.
"She never lied about it!" Wheeljack shot back. "Nobody ever asked if she was! She was told not to, and she disregarded our strong suggestion. Typical vorner behavior. You of all mechs should understand the fine line between deliberately lying to a friend and omitting information."
"I've had mechs argue there one and the same."
"Mirage!" Wheeljack bit. "This is Phage! Our Alicean!"
"Phage," Mirage said in a low voice, "who we've had under watch."
"Just suspend that for a moment! Neither ever lied. For a mech of your smooth caliber, I'm shocked you can't see that Phage has played her hand at the game of deception and fooled Megatron himself!" Gradually, Mirage's golden optics widened as Wheeljack carried on. "There is a paradox here that we need to figure out. Phage tried to deliver us the message before the Decepticons nabbed her and got part of it out. She doesn't have the Matrix. You saw her subspace it. Phage doesn't lie. Paradox. I'm comming Prowl. And where the Pitt is Ratchet now?" Wheeljack barked.
"That's something we would like to know." Cut in Sideswipe, his tone irate, as the Twin's stormed back across the Medbay towards Wheeljack's position. Sideswipe gestured between his brother and himself. Wheeljack spun on his heel to address the two, stunned at their twin glowering faces. "We don't appreciate the sick joke."
Wheeljack gawked helplessly at the two Wreckers. "What joke?"
"Prime!" Sunstreaker snarled. "I've half a mind to punch in your face and Ratchet's!"
"What?" Exclaimed Wheeljack helplessly, his panels flashing a washed out blue, bordering white. "What are you talking about?"
Sideswipe jabbed his pointer digit behind him, indicating the medberth where Optimus Prime's managled frame had lain since that afternoon and was now exposed to the whole room. "He's not gun metal grey, you slagger!"
Sunstreaker got up in his face then and shouted. "Try pulling something like that on us again and I swear-!"
"He's not..." Shock slammed Wheeljack hard in the processors. Sunstreaker and Sideswipe's words fell away as his attention focused pass them and on Prime's medberth. He forced himself to look, to actually look since the battle, and saw that the body had, indeed, retained its color.
"Wheeljack...?" The distant voice belonged to Sideswipe. He had approached Wheeljack cautiously, all former anger had vanished from the Wrecker's face and was replaced with concern. "Wheeljack? Your vocal indicators have been on for a full minute... 'Jackie...You didn't know?"
Gradually, Wheeljack came back to his surroundings. He was aware of the tell end of the stunned silence that had gripped the Autobot forces in Medbay as surely as him, and was just shaking off his shock as a low rumble of murmur rolled through the Medbay, rising in volume and excitement like a rising tide.
Wheeljack teetered then stumbled backwards. The Twin's watched him topple, mirror looks of gnawing surprise and concern on their faces.
"Wheeljack?" Sideswipe called tentatively. "I didn't realize-We thought..."
"You didn't know?" Said Sunstreaker with an edge of disbelief.
"Where's Ratchet?" Wheeljack cried, not caring as his vocal processor hit a pitch in the rising raw adrenaline that surged through his systems, a mixure of panic and excitement.
It was Sparkplug who spoke up. With his wrench in one hand, he pointed across the way to Ratchet's office. "He mumbled something about taking a breather."
"Another break?" Wheeljack clapped back, his panels flaring red as he cut a direct path towards Ratchet's office. His optics swept Ratchet's tools as he passed by Windcharger and noted the dirtied disarrayed medical equipment.
How completely uncharacteristic.
Wheeljack's demeanor worsened to an oncoming storm. "Trailbreaker! Comm Prowl while I deal with Ratchet!"
Prowl swept into the Forge, a section of the Ark where the minobot Huffer crafted the exodermal armor for the Autobots with a keen understanding of metallurgy, craftsmanship, and a hammer.
"Huffer!" Prowl bellowed as he entered the large space, at once failing to spy the surly minibot bent over the Forge at work.
With a glance he swept the Forge, an area Huffer had rightly taken up as his section of the Ark as surely as Ratchet had claimed the Medbay. The domain was strictly Huffer's territory and reflected the minibot's kleptomaniac tendencies and obsession with cleanliness and organization. Along the walls and occupying tables were myriad scrap, junk, nuts, bolts and odd shapes and sizes of metals from Earth and Cybertron, each to their own section. Each neatly labeled and organized. It bordered between an organized mess and a beautiful tool shop.
"Huffer!" Prowl called again. "Ratchet was suppose to receive the first batch of armor an hour ago! Sunstreaker is bare, and half the rest of the forces are missing pieces! ...Huffer?"
A loud irritable grumble attracted his attention to a section of the crowded Forge. Out from around a table laden with raw materials the orange and purple minibot stumbled, wide optic and furious. He came out bellowing, and threw a hammer across the room where it struck the wall above a table laden down with other neatly organized hammers. "I can't forge if I can't find my hammer!"
Prowl blinked. His optics swept across the Forge, at first landing on the area where the thrown hammer had struck and to the table where numerous others rested, neatly labeled, by size and weight. Immediately Prowl realized the situation with the delayed exodermal armor was not what he had thought it would be. He was not coming here to hurry Huffer along out of a stupor to forge, but that he had walked into something else entirely. A situation that defied logic, and it was far too late to retreat.
"You've wasted the last four hours... looking for a hammer? You just had a hammer, Huffer."
"Not that one! I need my hammer!"
Prowl did not know what to do. He was having one of those moments. One of those instances where reality defied all sensible logic and his processor was trying to reboot itself to account for the anomaly.
"I...don't understand." That was a fact. He really did not see the problem. "Just use any hammer."
A desperate and frantic Huffer looked up at Prowl from where he was tearing apart his neatly organized smith. The mech looked wild and outraged at Prowl's mere suggestion. "I can't just use any hammer! My hammer is special!"
Long worry lines etched into Prowl's young desperate face. "It's just a hammer, Huffer!"
The minbot whirled on Prowl and chucked yet another apparently unsuitable hammer towards Prowl's cranium. He ducked, missing the hammer by inches as it sailed over his cranium.
"It wasn't just any hammer!" Huffer bellowed. "It was my hammer! From Cybertron! Not any of these Earth based slag!"
"All of your tools are from Cybertron!" Prowl's servos gesticulated outward from his cranium and waved across all of the Ark's Forge room.
"You don't understand!" Countered Huffer. "I've had my hammer from before the War!"
Oh. Ooh, this was starting to make more sense. Sentimental value, thought Prowl. The simple revelation had Prowl cooling and collecting his thoughts and Huffer sobering up from his anger and dropping into a reflective depressive slump while Prowl ran his servos across his face.
Desperate for a visual anchor, Huffer fixed his attention to his servos as he flexed his digits around a nonexistent handle. The grumpy minibot said quietly, "It's the one thing I've managed to keep a hold of through everything."
Oh, Primus. He should have led the extraction team and not Jazz. Jazz would know what to do. He was the people's mech. Everyone loved Jazz. Jazz would say something smooth and make everything alright, and Primus knew they all needed a morale boost. Prowl knew he was just going to make matters worse.
"I'm...uh," Prowl struggled to make his next words connect as he swept his optics over the Forge, "sure its around here somewhere."
Huffer made a deep rumbling growl from his engine. "She put it somewhere."
He could have only meant one individual. Prowl dragged his servo down his face, peeking at the purple and orange minibot between his digits. "Phage?" He quipped, the conversation exhausting him more than he cared for.
"She's always putting things in the wrong place or forgetting-distracted is what she is. Always jotting down notes. Which was fine, when it is notes about forging, but it ain't always. Gets ideas and has to put it to pad." Grumbled Huffer. "I don't know which is worse-the forgetting or misplacing. I caught a bolt with the nuts! Can you believe that?!"
"No." Sighed Prowl, but Huffer did not seem to hear his lackluster repulsion.
"Oh Primus, unless she tried to reorganize again." And Huffer's optics darted around the Forge, as if he could detect with a glance if his organization system was out of whack. "She thinks she's being helpful but I've told her she can do that all she want's in Wheeljack's lab. That mech is a mess."
Prowl was not about to point out the hypocrisy of Huffer's statement. Wheeljack was a slob, yes. But Huffer was an organized kleptomaniac. A mental byproduct brought on by the war's limited resources. The minibot collected anything and everything under the pretense that he never knew what would come in handy. Prowl believed the human term was a hoarder. Certainly, it seemed like the organized junk was beginning to encroach around the central Forge itself where Huffer crafted their exodermal armor replacements from scrap.
"At least Wheeljack keeps the explosive material locked safely away."
"Humpth! But is it labeled? Is it organized? Or is it all by what he and he alone remembers?"
"With Phage's help, yes, it has gotten organized."
"Hm... At least I have a particular system." Huffer grumbled and sounded proud about it. "Hammers go in the top drawer, spare sheets of metal are lined up in that wall compartment by size. Irregular pieces go in the one next to it—"
"Huffer." Prowl tried to interject. "We need those exodermal armor pieces! We can't have half our forces going into battle missing door panels and hoods!"
"It wouldn't be the first time." The surly minibot grumbled.
"It shouldn't have to be this time! We have the equipment and the spare parts."
"I don't have my hammer!"
"Huffer!" Prowl snapped. "Just use a spare!"
"They aren't spares!" The minibot shouted back. "They are specific hammers I use for specific phases of the forging process!"
Once again, Prowl slapped his servos over his face and dragged it down, releasing an exasperated sigh. Where was Jazz when he needed him?, he wondered as he said, "Where was the last place you saw it, Huffer?"
"Right here, of course!" Huffer gestured toward the Forge itself. "Where I always leave it!"
"And it wasn't there when you walked in?"
"No! Phage was scheduled to work with me in the Forge this morning. I bet-"
"She was?" Interrupted Prowl curiously, sniffing a potential lead out of limbo.
"Yes." Huffer clipped. "I bet she saw it and thought she was being helpful by putting it away but I can't find it anywhere! I keep telling her, I know where everything is and not to touch anything! What are you doing?"
Prowl was busy on his comm-link. "Accessing Teletraan-One's security feed. You should have comm'ed me about this earlier, Huffer, instead of wasting so much time."
Huffer stewed and blustered indignantly. "Gonna take at least ten days to get everyone's orders done."
"I'd rather it was sooner than later!" Prowl bit back. "Aha! Here!" He said teresly, reviewing the feed. "She entered around five-o-seven."
"Late." Huffer grumbled.
Prowl lifted an optical ridge. "Where were you?"
The minibot set his jaw. "Busy."
Prowl hmmed noncommittally, turning his optics back to the feed. "She did grab it, Huffer-"
"I knew it!"
"And the Ark klaxons went off for the attack..."
"Excuses."
"...She dropped...What is that? A datapad?"
"The one she's always jotting down notes in, most likely."
"She dropped a datapad on the workbench and tossed the hammer back-"
"She tossed my hammer?!"
"-before running out the door." His digits tapped on the hard-light keypad of his comm-link. "Ran straight for command after."
"But where's my hammer if she—She threw it back?" Asked Huffer as he looked over his shoulder strut.
"It skidded and landed behind the Forge." Prowl said simply, closing the security feed and shutting off his comm-link before giving Huffer a long look. "You should have contacted me sooner. Or Trailbreaker. Red Alert-"
"Tch."
"-or Inferno even. Anyone with security access."
Grumbling and mumbling under his breath, Huffer searched around the workbench and near the Forge until he came up with his hammer in question. "I missed you." Prowl heard the mech coo to the inanimate hammer, a heavy, over-sized thing in Huffer's servos, more, Prowl thought, better suited for a war hammer, and perhaps it was the same Huffer took into combat. While Huffer was distracted, Prowl's attention drifted to the work bench where he spied Phage's discarded datapad. An itch took him and he picked it up.
"I'll hold on to this, Huff-"
"I'll never let anyone touch you ever again!" Prowl hung up as Huffer cuddled the hammer, uncertain what to say or how to react, and was only so grateful when his comm-link went off.
"I expect you to have Sunstreaker's exodermal armor ready within the next cycle, Huffer! Now, excuse me." Prowl said tersely, walking off happily to distance himself from the whole episode.
"It'll take three!" Huffer shouted after his retreating backside.
Prowl waved flippantly. "Just get it done!"
Once he was outside the Forge, he answered the call and was greeted by Trailbreaker's visage. {Prowl, Wheeljack is requesting your presence.}
"What's happened now?"
{Err—A few things, actually. Prime's not gunmetal grey.}
Prowl missed his next step and stumbled to a stop. "What? It's been at least six cycles. Discoloration should have set in immediately. Where's Ratchet?"
{Wheeljack's dealing with him. But that's not the only thing. We need to get the officers together and discuss where Phage put the Matrix.}
"She has it—or likely Megatron at this point."
Trailbreaker shook his cranium in the negative. {Wheeljack doesn't think so, and I have to agree with him. She told me she didn't have it.}
"I remember."
{But Mirage just told us he saw her pluck the Matrix from Optimus's chest cavity and stash it in subspace.}
"Then she lied."
"Why?" Trailbreaker challenged. "Why lie about that?"
Prowl's face set in a tense frown. "What have we been afraid about for the last two Earth years, Trailbreaker?"
{I don't buy that she's a spy, Prowl. I think any of us can tell the difference between a rookie infiltrator and the experience that Mirage brings to the table.}
Prowl grunted.
{We've got a paradox over here and we need you.}
Paradoxes? Riddles? Mysteries? Problem-solving. This sounded more his alley. "Tell me all the details while I'm en route."
{Oh. Err...that was about it, actually.}
"Why isn't Prime gunmetal?" Questioned Prowl. "And if Phage doesn't have the Matrix, but she stashed it in subspace, and Phage doesn't lie, what's true?"
{Uh...}
"Begin debriefing everyone about the battle and what they saw of Phage and fill me in when I get there. I won't be long."
"Ratchet!"
Wheeljack barged into Ratchet's office, an astounding feat of presence and intimidation when all of the Ark doors were automatic. Upon his entry, Ratchet fumbled, wide opticed and hastily tried to hide something that was in his servo. He exclaimed in a fright, "What are you doing in here!"
The blantant reaction of a vorner caught with his servo in the oil cookie jar did not escape Wheeljack. Hyped up on an adrenaline with no other constructive outlet, he lashed out on Ratchet. "What was that?" Wheeljack demanded, optics narrowing suspiciously at his servo.
"It's nothing!" Exclaimed Ratchet.
Without warning, Wheeljack lunged across the office and dove over the desk. Ratchet shouted but could not move fast enough to get out of the way. In a nanoklik, he found himself tackled to the floor and pinned under Wheeljack's surprisingly heavy frame.
"Get off me!"
"What's in your servo?" Growled Wheeljack as he wrestled Ratchet for the small, flat steel grey oval.
"None of your business!"
"If you're shooting up or imbibing it is my business!"
The struggle was brief but fierce. With Wheeljack straddling him, Ratchet's mobility was compromised. In the end, Wheeljack triumphed and wrenched the grey metallic oval from Ratchet's grip, which Wheeljack discovered was a small personal flask.
"Aha!" Cried Wheeljack as Ratchet grimaced and thunked the back of his helm on the ground in defeat. Immediately Wheeljack retracted his battlemask into his helm and gave the opening of the canister a whiff. "Engex!" Exclaimed Wheeljack as his head panels flared an angry red. "You've been sneaking engex while on duty!? When did you start this again? And tell me you're not abusing your position and dipping into our medical stocks!"
Ratchet cringed and responded meekly, "I swear, 'Jackie. I haven't touched our medical supplies. ...Can I ask how you figured out?"
"So you can get better at hiding it the next time? Tch." Wheeljack flung the flask across the office where it collided with the wall nosily before it bounced across the floor. He then seized Ratchet's shoulders and hauled him up as far off the ground as he could go while he was still straddling him. He got in Ratchet's face, his mouth pulled back to expose his denta. "Your tools. You only get sloppy and loose focus on your patients when you're on something. Primus, Ratchet. How long have you been off the transport? Tell me this was just this one time. Tell me this is just because of what happened with Optimus."
Ratchet's optics turned downcast and said in a whisper. "I wish I could say it was."
"Slag." Wheeljack cursed, letting Ratchet go. "Fragging slag! How did I miss it?"
"I'm not drinking heavily."
"That's how it always starts with you! Then it isn't enough! Then it becomes more frequent or the dosage gets heavier. Sound familiar? Good, you slagger. You should have said something to me. You're suppose to say something to me when you get the itch. I can't express how ...how disappointed I am with you right now."
"I can imagine."
"I should kick your aft for this."
Ratchet refused to look him in the optic. "I'm sure I deserve more than that."
"Damn fragging straight." And he jabbed his pointer digit into Ratchet's chassis. "You're our only qualified doctor, Ratchet. What the pitt are we suppose to do if you go back down that road?" Reprimanded Wheeljack, his engine revving angrily and so loudly that Ratchet felt the vibrations in his frame. "You know you get careless when you're on something. Slag, I've already found a mess of yours." Ratchet's attention shifted back up to Wheeljack's and waited with the resignation of a mech going to execution. "You failed to notice that Sideswipe and Sunstreaker's Cybertonium levels are low." At the mention of the lacking mineral levels, Ratchet went lean in the face. Wheeljack's features twisted up. "You knew about the problem?"
"Yes." Said Ratchet slowly.
Wheeljack spluttered for a few nanokliks, then growled, "That makes it worse!"
"There's nothing I can do about it."
"What slag are you trying to sell me? Of course there's something you can do about it -Give the damn Badland Terrors a supplement. Frag, Ratchet."
"I can't."
"What do you mean you can't?"
Gently, Ratchet's red servo wrapped around Wheeljack's black one. Very calmly and levelly, Ratchet said again, "I can't fix the imbalance with our Cybertonian levels...because I don't have enough in supply."
It took priceless nanokliks for the information to sink in to Wheeljack's processors. "Our...?" He repeated slowly. "What do you mean our? It's not just the Twins?"
"It's everyone. Autobots...Decepticons..." Ratchet cycled air noisily through his vents, and when he opened his mouth again a flood of words came pouring out like a sinner at a confession booth. "It's a simple problem that came about because we were in stasis for so long without proper containment and direct feed to keep our systems in balance. Honestly, I'm surprised none of us terminated during the long stasis. ...Maybe we did, and Optimus just didn't say anything. Maybe he used the Matrix then. I don't know. Prime was the first to online."
Wheeljack gaped, then blinked, then slowly sat up. "Is it...bad, that we're out of supply?"
The longer the conversation drew on, the longer the stress lines on Ratchet's face grew until he looked very worn down and very tired. "Very."
"How bad exactly...?"
Ratchet was silent for the longest time, still holding onto Wheeljack's servo and refusing to let go as he mulled over how to say what had to be said. "Well... first signs of Cybertonium depletion are marked by forgetfulness, poor servo-optic coordination, trouble with critical thinking, minor aches, bouts of sudden temper or, on the other specturm, depression, and fatigue. Does any of that sound familiar, Wheeljack?"
"...yes." He murmurred as he reflected back over their years on Earth. "I always thought it was strange that the Decepticons had trouble nabbing up Spike and Buster. Tch, they got Alicean that one time because she tore the muscle in her leg."
"That was a glaring red flag." Nodded Ratchet, then added, "Can we have this conversation anywhere else other than the floor?"
Still reeling from the revelations out in the Medbay with Prime's frame and now Ratchet's confession about the Cybertonium levels, Wheeljack numbly got off the doctor and helped him to his pedes.
"Have you noticed other symptoms?" Prodded Wheeljack with deep worried optical ridges.
"I have. I've noted more frightening symptoms. Particularly, in Megatron himself. He has always had a terribly excellent memory, but when I heard that he kept calling Ironhide Bumblebee...Well, how do you mix up those two? Especially when he knows who is who."
"Frag." Whispered Wheeljack. "I laughed about that when I heard..."
"Hm. Since Reactivation, I keep seeing the symptoms in everyone. And it's getting worse."
"What are signs for later stages?" Asked Wheeljack helpfully, his tone desperate, Ratchet knew, too try and help solve the problem that he had already given up on.
"Before critical?" Sighed Ratchet. "Involuntary transformation or an inability to transform between modes accompanied by any secondary programs that rely upon the Transformation Cog to activate against your will-like a glitch. Take, for instance, Rumble. Such a latter stage may include his pile-driver arms activating without him meaning too. Or Sideswipe's drill arm. Fatigue becomes more prevalent and mood swings more erratic. Oh, and the aches throughout your frame become apparent and painful as your body attempts to auto-cannibalize itself to obtain the minerals it needs. Although everyone may not show all systems, extreme fatigue and pain was noticed in all clinical studies."
"And critical?"
"By then you would be trapped in whatever mode you were locked into. Arrested of any drive or purpose due to exhaustion and pains. You would succumb to stasis and then termination. ...We're going to off-line, 'Jackie."
"But...What? How? How could this have happened? Terminating! From, from a mineral deficiency? A damn fragging mineral? Not some glorified termination on the battlefield, but because of a deficiency?" To each and every question, Ratchet just nodded his cranium in the positive. "What about the new generation?" Wheeljack exclaimed, growing antsy and shaking Ratchet. "The Dinobots and Combiner teams? What about them? They're just vorners, Ratchet! They've barely begun to live! They-they..." Realization lit Wheeljack hard and the mech stilled. "That's why you objected to creating the Dinobots and Aerialbots."
"Yes. ...I still had some supply then, enough for some new faces but not enough to fix everyone. It...didn't seem fair picking and choosing between us like that. And how would we? Certainly Prime and the officers would get treatments, though Optimus would have objected I'm sure, but who else? How do you choose that? Would we have resorted to a lotto, of all things?"
"So you just...let us use our limited stock for new sparks!?"
"I didn't want us to use what we had. Period."
"This was never brought up in a meeting! I never once heard about this! Not even when you and I built the Dinobots and Aerialbots! You never said a word, not even to me! Tell me, Ratchet. Primus." Pleaded Wheeljack, his vocals choking full of restrained emotion, "Please tell me, that you didn't keep this to yourself all this time. Tell me you at least told Optimus Prime."
Ratchet's mouth hung open, then said hesitantly, "Not...exactly."
"What do you mean, not exactly?" Snapped Wheeljack.
"I identified the deficiency early on and brought it up in an aquisition request to Optimus Prime. When we began receiving supplies from the humans, Cybertonium wasn't among the packages."
"Why didn't you say something?"
"I did! And I was told at the time that the humans reported that such a substance was unknown to them."
"Come on!" Growled Wheeljack desperately. "Didn't you push the matter, Ratchet? I'm sure the humans must have it, but their calling it something else? There has to be another deposit of it on Earth!"
"'Jackie...I scoured through Earth's databases. Compared every known mineral to Cybertonium's structure and appearance. Nothing fit. I...I fell into a desperate place then as the reality of our situation set in. I've lived for millions of years, the majority of that spent in war, the other half in stasis, only to awaken and realize all of our time was up as if, as if we all had cybercrosis! I, spiraled, 'Jackie. I'm not proud about it. I had the first glass of engex to calm myself but it didn't erase the choice I had to make. Should I tell everyone? It wouldn't have changed the outcome. And if I had, morale would have plummeted."
By the end of Ratchet's spew, Wheeljack was running his servos over his helm in a fit. "So you just stayed quiet?!"
Ratchet shrugged apologetically and uselessly. "Ignorance is bliss...Right? Someone complains about aches and I just prescribe pain suppressors. Try to make our final years as comfortable as possible. ...I will admit, I was on the fence for the longest time. I wanted to tell someone, anyone, you. I really wanted to tell you. Almost told Prime how serious the issue was once or twice. But when the Constructicons were forged, and then the Combaticons and Stunticons, Dinobots and Aerialbots-I couldn't. I felt I couldn't say anything to anyone."
"Why did that change anything?" Asked Wheeljack carefully.
"I wanted them to live, 'Jackie. Beyond the constraints of this struggle. You and I both lived through Simanzi. I still get sick contemplating how many generations were consumed in that campaign. How many innocent vorners on both sides were cold forged and whose lives were thrown away as if they meant nothing. And how many of us, how many of our generation and older were ground up and spat out all the same. Everything changed after Simanzi. Experience and knowlwdge became priceless..." Rambled Ratchet quietly, before his voice rose again. "When the new generation was forged here on Earth I-I just flashed to Simanzi. Every time Megatron got the Matrix, I went cold and died a bit on the inside just thinking that that could be the moment we could be faced with a second Simanzi."
"Ratchet..."
"I couldn't say anything, Wheeljack. Not even to you. For them. For their future."
"A future without us."
"A new generation removed from our madness that would be free to grow and learn right."
"...And in this-pax utopian dream of yours, how long would the new Earth generation have to live before they succomb to the deficiency?"
"By my educated guess?" Said Ratchet tiredly. "I estimate that they will live long and, hopefully, fruitful lives. By the time they begin to suffer a Cybertonium deficiency, I imagine humanity will be extinct, Earth will be a vastly different world and, frankly, I hope ignorance will be blissful to them. With the new generation growing up on Earth, they are accustomed to the idea of mortality. I hope they never realize that immortality was robbed from them. I hope they will just shrug and tell their own pretty white lies that they've just grown old."
"Grown old. Tch." Mimicked and mocked Wheeljack. "And Phage? What about her? She wasn't forged by us."
Ratchet hung up. "I...I have no idea how long she could live, Wheeljack. I don't know what the Lazalt are like, or their lifespans."
"So she could end up outliving all of us? Did you consider that? Did you consider the possibility that she'd be alone, maybe on some alien world far from here in this distant future, with no one to call a peer let alone a friend?"
"Or she could live the same or less!"
"More pretty white lies you're telling yourself?" Snipped Wheeljack.
Ratchet gaped at Wheeljack, stalled in a moment of confliction. For a long time Wheeljack said nothing, studying Ratchet's optics intently, and processing. At long last, Wheeljack said quietly and grimly, "Is this why Optimus lost to Megatron today? Because he was inhibited by a Cybertonium deficiency?"
"Megatron would have been too."
He didn't see the punch coming until the smart sting exploded across his face. Before Ratchet knew what was what, Wheeljack planted the disoriented doctor in his office chair. Wheeljack loomed over him and trapped him in the chair by grabbing the arm rests. "I should report you." Wheeljack rumbled darkly. "You would be stripped of your rank and position so fast your processor would spin."
Ratchet could already feel his face swelling from the blow. "I never wanted to see Megatron outlive Optimus, I swear Wheeljack. This...this wasn't a malicious attack. It just...I mean...Primus."
"You want to envoke our creator's designation now? Really? How about I paraphrase a snippet of wisdom from the Covenant itself: Bad things happen because good mechs do nothing. That's exactly what you've done Ratchet. You sat on this information for seventeen Earth years when we could have devoted our efforts to solving this issue. Dare I ask how much time we have left?"
Once again, Ratchet let his cranium sink towards his chassis and replied, "Maybe three or five Earth years if we're lucky."
"You slagger."
"You don't understand, Wheeljack!"
"Oh, I think I do."
"I...I...can't...keep doing this. I fix every one up just so you can go back out there and get yourselves blown apart. Maybe you end up back on my medberth, and maybe next time you come back in too many pieces for me to fix. Then, for those who I can't save Optimus Prime uses the Matrix just to revive everyone so we can all go on fighting and dying all over again so we can go on protecting Earth. That's...that's our mission now, isn't it? Just, protect Earth. From the Decepticons. As if they were a serious threat."
"Ratchet!"
"I know! I know what they've done. I know what they did to New York, but look at them. They're trying to survive on an alien world, same as us. Just we landed right with the Witwicky's. Meanwhile, Megatron and the Decepticons hide away from humanity. What does that say? That Megatron is weary of the eleven billion carbon based creatures because at any point Optimus's goodwill propaganda could sour and those creatures out there could turn on us in a nanoklik and hit us with weapons that don't harm them but are banned weapons of war to us! Hiding in the ocean? That seems the most logical thing out of all of this-get out of the little alien hordes way. And it's funny that there's only about a hundred of us and billions of them-but they're scared of us and we use that to our advantage until it just doesn't anymore. How many more years could Prime hang the threat of the Decepticons over Earth's governments once the energon raiding stopped? Because we both know that ended years back. Megatron got what he needed. They built a stablized base. He's moved to the next phase, which is them trying to get off this planet. Right? Or, cyberforming Earth, if the Battle of New York was any indication-which helped Prime's position of power with the humans I guess. I just..."
"You're rambling."
"I guess I am. It's just...ask yourself why? Just once. We destroyed Cybertron, and for what? Because we disagreed over how to govern ourselves? Because Optimus and Megatron refused to meet optic-to-optic? We all went mad then and just...kept on at it. Then, finally we came to this star system. We were suppose to terminate when the Ark crashed, 'Jackie. But here we are. Four million years removed from that fateful event. Cybertron's a rogue planet lost somewhere in the depths of space and that seems rather poetic, doesn't it? A grave world in the void. And here we are, the core elite of both factions, trapped on an alien planet surrounded by alien life. Life that wouldn't be here if the Ark hadn't crashed, because we would have stripmined this system to feed Cybertron and our war. Another nameless planet and just a numbered system we would have left in the long line of system's both sides have plundered. Sometimes it feels like a slap in the face, you know. Earth. And all its life and light. Eleven billion humans, and Optimus wants us to protect them all, as if we few could." Scoffed Ratchet. "You know, I heard Bumblebee ask onetime, well, he asked this question to Prime, if we aren't all trapped in limbo and needing to atone for our sins."
"And you figured that atonement would come by not reporting this issue?"
"I guess I did. An opportunity presented itself and...I just concluded the only way I could help remove this plague was, just... to end everything the cowards way, because nothing else seemed to work. I can't fix what's up here." And he tapped the side of his helm with a digit. "Stubborness, beliefs, that's not something I can touch. It's not something I can fix. This issue...the Cybertonium deficiency..." He drooped his cranium, letting it lull on to his chassis as his whole frame slumped and suddenly his chair seemed to swallow him where he sat. "It's the only medicine I can see to the madness. I just...I hadn't thought...I'd hoped the Decepticons would have just...terminated down below in their seabase first. With the symptoms Megatron and some of the Decepticons had shown I had thought they would go first. I had banked on it...Figured even we would just stop hearing from them and then Prime would get itchy and send recon down there, like Sea Spray, and we would get a report back that they were all off-line."
As Ratchet's long spew trickled to a stop, Wheeljack said, "Except it didn't happen that way, did it Ratchet?"
His optical ridges creased together. "I can't compute why."
Sadly, Wheeljack slowly shook his head. "When did the doctor become the harbringer of doom? And me, an inventor of a multitude of horrendous weapons, trumpet life?"
A ghost of a twitch threatened the corner of Ratchet's mouth but never took root. Rather, he lifted his heavy cranium off his chassis and stared up at Wheeljack from under the rim of his chevron adorning his helm as the shorter, stout mech loomed over him. He whispered, brokenly. "...Was I wrong, 'Jackie?"
"On so many levels, doc."
A pained expression consumed Ratchet's face. Lubricants threatened the corner of his optics. "I don't want to see any more termination, Wheeljack. On either side. I just...can't see a peaceful end anymore."
He shuffled uncomfortably and glanced between the broken medic and the closed office door. "I should report you." He repeated his earlier threat.
"I would deserve no less."
"Yeah...except I know you, Ratchet. I know you have a good spark. And it leaks... As much as you try to hide it at times I know it does. And it leaks for eveyone."
"We're all Cybertronians. At the base of our code and metal of our frames, we're all brothers."
Wheeljack vented heavily. "Is there any Cybertonium left?"
Ratchet nodded towards the wall behind him that held a sliding shelf stock of medicines. Wheeljack moved to inspect as Ratchet spoke. "There's just a raw chunk of mineral left. Not enough to make a single supplement if I wanted. It was all that was left over after we forged the Aerialbots."
Wheeljack found the bottle with the small lonely chunk of green crystal inside. He plucked it from the shelf and turned the glass bottle over fervantly in his servo.
"Wheeljack...? You never said what you were going to do."
His attention jumped to Ratchet. "I'm going to fix your mistake and we're never going to mention this again-to anyone."
Ratchet blinked. "What?"
"You're clearly not in your right frame of mind, doc. Overworked, overstressed, and a lack of cybertonium messing with your critcial thinking processes, right? Well, simple fix to this if you had just said something sooner-the Duplicator down in the Science Bay. Yeah, that one." He flashed Ratchet the bottle. "I'm going to make a quick jog over there and fix our situation right now. You'll have so much Cybertonium within the hour you won't know what to do with it. Ha! Judging by your reaction you forgot about the Duplicator."
"Wheeljack, stop!" And Ratchet lept to his pedes. "You can't do this, 'Jackie!"
"Are you serious? I have the solution to this problem and your telling me no?"
"Didn't you hear a word I said?"
"Oh, I did. And like I said, you aren't in your right frame of mind." And with that, Wheeljack twirled the bottle and made it disappear in a haze of blue light as he stashed it into his subspace.
"Give me the Cybertonium back, Wheeljack!"
"So you can what? Destroy it? Absolutely not!"
"Wheeljack!" Ratchet's engine revved angrily.
Wheeljack met the volume of Ratchet's angry rev and louder as his blinkers flared to a red. "Don't make me weld you to your l chair, because I will! And when I'm done with that, if you keep on spouting this traitorous talk, see if I don't change my mind and tell Prime."
"Prime is terminated, 'Jackie!"
A wide devious grin split Wheeljack's face. "Naw, see, that's why I-"
The office door hissed open once again. Both mechs flinched and whirled towards the entrance and found Prowl stood in the doorframe. He swept the office over with a critical once-over. Immediantly his attention landed on the discarded flask, his optics backtracked the trajectory to the wall and followed the path back to Ratchet and Wheeljack, both of whom had stalled up on his entrance. Ratchet was wide-opticed and Wheeljack quickly recalled with battlemask with a snap! One of Prowl's fine optical ridges arched carefully high as his attention landed on Ratchet's swollen face.
All at once, Prowl said, "The punch sober you up, Ratchet?"
"Uh...err, yes."
"Good answer. If it hadn't I would have clocked you myself. Now, if this little intervention is over, have you debriefed Ratchet on the Twins finding?"
"Was about to." Said Wheeljack.
"What finding?" Asked the confounded Ratchet.
Prowl's refined features twisted up in a tight frown. "The finding where you failed to notice that Optimus Prime is still functioning."
At the break of the news, Ratchet stared, then blinked, and went on staring. "That's not possible." He said at last. "The damage alone..."
"I inspected Prime's frame myself and it's not gunmetal grey. Explain that."
Ratchet blinked again, his processor churning over the news. Slowly, he began spewing out a hypothesis, "Optimus Prime has survived some...extreme violence to his person in the past. More recently, when the Decepticons cut him to pieces during the Battle of New York. I can only presume that the frame has not gone gunmetal grey for the same reasons as before-Matrix energy courses through his systems."
"You fixed up Prime then. Do. It. Again."
Ratchet shook his cranium. "Megatron took his cranium. And you saw his chassis. The spark core was extinguished."
"Funny thing, that diagnoses, Ratchet. See, was a peace officer once, and as you know, I still serve security with the Autobots when I'm not being called on for tactical intelligence. I've seen my fair share of cold frames and I can tell you, after cross examining Prime's frame, the spark chamber does not exhibit signs of metal burn assosicated with a spark implosion due to a breach or destablization of the internal systems. In fact, the interior chamber is clean."
"But...that can't be."
Prowl cocked the same optical ridge. "Tell me Ratchet, did you actually determine cause of termination or assume."
"Don't you dare look at me like that! Everyone out there saw the kind of damage that Megatron did! No one could fault me for-"
"That's right, Ratchet." Prowl said calmly, holding up his servo, palm up, for peace. "No one can and no one will. But I need you out on the floor to properly diagnosis the finding and figure out what the pitt is going on. Assuming you're functioning well...?"
"I'm functioning."
Prowl's optics swept from Ratchet to Wheeljack, who nodded his agreement. "Ratchet can perform, but uh...I'll be right there too."
"Whatever needs to be done do it and get out here. Now."
Author's Notes:
The song Prowl sings is an adaptation of 'Irish Solider Laddie'
The Autobot's brief respite died violently.
Chaos swiftly descended upon the Autobot extraction team as cannon fire exploded over their craniums and plunged the hallway into darkness. Super heated metal panels and liquefied glass rained down upon them, burning their frames and cooling near instantly while overhead, torn electrical cables sparked angrily with the will of hissing snakes. Startled screams and commands mingled with the angry screeching roar of the world blowing up all around them. In the confusion, Sea Spray seized Phage and rolled with her across the floor until they hit the nearest wall, tucked safe behind an engaged column.
"Ahrug!" Cried out the new combiner consciousness that was Phage and Optimus Prime against a sharp pain that tore through their back. They tried to lean away from the wall, their slim servos shaking as they went to reach behind themselves and then quickly forewent that when they realized the pain was from the sensitivity to their new shoulder door panels. They had barely made the connection between the two when Sea Spray splayed his servo across their chassis and shoved them back into the corner of the engaged column and the wall. The motion jarred the new sensitive joints again, making them flinch and the door wings to twitch incessantly. His bulk fell across them, shielding them in the tight space as Megatron's cannon fire pierced the darkness in wonton bursts of destruction.
Phage's voice hit an unbecoming shrill pitch as she demanded, "What are you doing?"
Sea Spray quickly took his servo off her searing, mercurial frame and snapped both his servos to either side of her, effectively boxing her in to her small corner as Megatron's bombardment carried on, illuminating the darkness briefly and playing all sorts of ill shades of colors across Sea Spray's frame. Gruffly, Sea Spray shot back, "I'm doing what I've been trained to do my whole life—Protect. And right now, that means protecting you. Now stay down!" Ordered Sea Spray, much to Optimus's chagrin. Prime was just of a mind to voice a complaint that he could protect himself and had to swallow it when, from across the hall, they heard Jetfire's voice pitching in rising panic.
"How is Megatron here?" Stealing a quick peek across the hall while her auxiliary air intakes labored from the reformat, Phage found that Jetfire and Jazz were parallel to their own position. "He should be in a Medical Bay after the battle with Optimus today!"
"Pitt if I know!" Jazz roared over the barrage. "He was supposed to be down for weeks!" There was a sudden lull in the bombardment and a particular, and very familiar, shrill hissing.
"What's that noise?" Worried Jetfire, voicing his concerns into the unsettling quiet that had abruptly stole over the hallway.
Jazz's face lit up like fireworks. "He's run his cannon into critical. Autobots –Return fire!"
"Something's seriously wrong!" Spike yelled as the Autobots moved as one to exchange fire. "If Megatron's at peak condition what about the rest of the 'Cons?"
"Frag!" Screamed Jazz, a double curse not just to the revelation, but as Megatron began his own wonton barrage yet again and sooner than anticipated. "Take cover!"
"I thought his cannon would have taken longer for a cool down!" Cried Jetfire as the over-sized mech tried to make himself as small and as flat as possible against the wall.
"It's Megatron, man!" Jazz replied. "Have you not been paying attention to your history lessons? He made himself a living weapon eons ago!"
"I don't understand!"
"He's got extra arsenal built in to his waist."
"What?!"
"We didn't account for this!" Spike shouted. "For any of this! What do we do, Jazz?" Pressed hard against his own engaged column, Jazz gnawed his bottom lip as he abused the integrity of the grip of his photon rifle. "Jazz!" Screamed Spike.
His attention snapped up. Sharply, Jazz commanded, "Hold him off until the Aerialbots show up!"
"Hold off Megatron?" Spike cried in alarm as the Autobots rallied to return fire in a lull of Megatron's bombardment. "Megatron on a rampage!"
"What other choice do we have, Spike!" Shouted Bumblebee, firing his own weapon until the barrel ran white hot.
From where he stood firing over Jazz's cranium, Jetfire thought he heard a crucial command that got drowned in the gunfire. "What was that, Jazz?"
"Nothing!" Jazz shouted as his photon rifle screamed from ceaseless use. "Just missing Prowl's input right about now!"
"What good would be his input in incoming weapon fire trajectories?" Jetfire shot back. "I know where it's all coming from!"
Jazz refused to reply and instead gave the tiniest shake of his cranium in the negative as he bit the inside of his lip in a stern, lopsided frown.
Location: The Ark, Oregon
Prowl stepped promptly out from Ratchet's office and reentered the hotbed of tension that riddled the Medbay. Within the matter of time it had taken Prowl to enter the Medbay and retrieve Wheeljack and Ratchet and rejoin the room, the injured Autobot forces heated discussion had dissolved into a full blown argument that boiled down to a few vital questions: Where was the Matrix?, what had been done with the Matrix?, and slanderous discussion of Phage's intent, purpose, and truthfulness. By the turn in the angry discussion, Prowl could pick out that the Autobots were being swayed by Cliffjumper's long held suspicions and, now with Mirage's account of the battle, logically, the Autobots were falling on Mirage's side, which only angered Sparkplug that the Autobots were questioning his once-niece at all.
"This isn't good." Murmured Wheeljack from behind him, and Prowl shifted marginally to catch a glimpse of the mech. "Last thing we need is to start dismantling each other." Wheeljack caught Prowl's optic and added, "Someone needs to take charge."
Prowl's thoughts raced with a speed few could match as he formulated plans and discarded them with equal measure. In nanokliks, he had plotted out potential scenarios to end the escalating tensions but realized something serious in the design of his plans...Jazz and Optimus Prime were not present to raise moral and unite their brothers-in-arms. A flare of social anxiety sparked in Prowl's chassis. All his carefully formulated plans fell apart, crumbling in his minds eye like so much rust. How was he going to handle this? How could he? What would Jazz do? The answer came to him abruptly...
"Prowl?" Prodded Ratchet carefully, noticing his tense frame. "Are you alright?"
Abruptly, Prowl cycled a deep breath through his systems, closed his optics, and then began to sing. The immediate reaction from Ratchet and Wheeljack at hand was one of flabbergast while they stared on, wide opticed and slack jawed. Of what he sang, Prowl had selected an old popular Iaconic marching song that began slow and built pace as it progressed. His smooth, rich vocals had an immediate effect. Arguments close at hand ceased instantaneously as craniums swiveled sharply around to account for the soothing croon of Prowl's voice, while those further back hushed and finally stopped completely. A trickle of surprised exclamations arose throughout the assembled mass: 'Prowl's singing!', 'He hasn't sung since Reactivation!', 'It's been an age before that!' and, 'Shh!'
"'Twas a morning in Jorn,
I was walking to Tyger Pax
When I heard a battle cry
From the mountains overhead
As I looked up in the sky
I saw an Iaconic soldier vorn
He looked at me right fearlessly and said:
Will ye stand in the band like a true Iaconic mech,
And go and fight the forces of Kaon?
Will ye march with Ul' Magnus to an Iaconic battlefield?
For tonight we go to free old Praxus!"
It was at this moment that Ratchet grasped what Prowl was doing and saw the opportunity to improve moral. He began keeping time with his servos as he moved around Prowl and began singing with him. He moved through the Autobot ranks encouraging them to join in as Prowl stood rusted to his place, optics closed, and singing. Wheeljack picked up immediately what the plan was about and added his voice to Prowl's and Ratchet's. A domino effect swiftly ensued. The rest of the gathered Autobot forces took up the old familiar marching song and added their voices to Prowl's, keeping time as they clapped or stomped their pedes, until the whole of the Medbay was echoing with the boisterous camaraderie spirit.
"Well said I to that soldier vorn
Won't you take me to your captain
T'would be my pride and joy
For to serve with you today.
My young cogsmech fell in Kalis
And my conjunx at Nova Point!"
Unto the noble captain I did say:
Will ye stand in the band like a true Iaconic mech,
And go and fight the forces of Kaon?
Will ye march with Ul' Magnus to an Iaconic battlefield?
For tonight we go to free old Praxus!
As we marched back from the field
In the shadow of the evening
With our banners flying low
To the memory of our terminated
We returned unto our homes
But without my soldier vorn
Yet I never will forget those words he said:
Will ye stand in the band like a true Iaconic mech,
And go and fight the forces of Kaon?
Will ye march with Ul' Magnus to an Iaconic battlefield?
For tonight we go to free old Praxus!"
As the old marching song came to a close, Prowl immediately followed it up with an old favored battle song that went by as many as three different names depending on which northern city-state of Cybertron one came from: Resistance at the Pass, as it was dubbed in Iacon, Terrors at the Pass, or Badland Terrors in Praxus and Nova Point respectfully. No matter the name, it honored the sacrifice and heroics of the forty Autobot soldiers that held off Decepticon ground forces at the Badland Pass, a key geographical point that allowed passage from Cybertron's southern territories into the north. Information had been bad that the Decepticons were going to take the longer route around the mountain range and attack further East, so Autobot forces had been drained to funnel them to Nova Point. The attack at the Pass had come as a shock. Of the small company left behind to defend the Pass, Sunstreaker and Sideswipe had been among them and the song glorified the Twins. Low on supplies and cogsmechs, Sunstreaker and Sideswipe took turns utilizing their rapid healing factors, and that they were twaned sparks, to serve as front line warriors while they were supported from a distance by the other thirty-eight . Their brand of gladiatorial savagery in defending the Pass had been of such ferocity, they had earned the title of the Badland Terrors evermore. For ten days they held the Pass, the Decepticon ground forces breaking on the cliffs like mercurial tides, until reinforcements could arrive. On the final day, as the sky began to shift in hue of promise of a sunrise, in the twilight of that fateful hour reinforcements arrived, led by Optimus Prime himself, to drive back the remaining tide. They had driven nonstop, no rest, forced march, to reach the Pass ahead of schedule.
Sideswipe and Sunstreaker crooned and boisterously lifted their voices to Prowl's on the chorus of the battle song: "Oh, hail to the 'bots who held the Pass! Hail to the Badland Terrors! The gallant self sacrifice of the Terrors of the Pit, those two ol' gladiators!" And then promptly dissolved into uproarious laughter and jostling the mechs nearest them, basking in the glory and honor of the song dedicated to them from eons ago.
When the Terrors at the Pass came to an end, the Autobots crooned and cheered, demanding more, and another song Prowl gave them, now fully enveloped in the energy of old comrades and friends, old anxieties washed away. In the rowdy camaraderie spirit, he spied Grimlock and the Dinobots skulking in the back of the Medbay. His optic caught with Grimlock, tall and cross armed and stoic. A brute of an Earth forged barbarian by the standards of the elders from Cybertron. The challenge issued for dominance was lost. Grimlock recognized that, turned aside and disappeared from the Medbay, followed after quietly by his Dinobots.
Two cyber-hawks with one shot. Prowl could not help but smile as he barreled full on into another old battle song dedicated to the fall of the old Decepticon capitol, Kokulkar. When that song had come to a close, he had the whole of the Autobot forces crooning and whooping and laughing with zealous cheer.
With perhaps too much stealth, Wheeljack emerged from the mass of the Autobots as if he had materialized in space and gently jostled Prowl with a shoulder bump. "You did well." He muttered, his side panels flashing a soft blue.
Prowl could not hide the proud smile that had woven across his face. "Thank you." He returned in hushed tones, then demanded gently, quietly, "But where's Ratchet?"
Wheeljack jerked his cranium across the Medbay. "Inspecting Prime while everyone's distracted."
At the mention of their dire straights, Prowl slipped right back into business. "Has he found out why Optimus Prime's frame hasn't gone gunmetal gray?" Prowl inquired. "And, why are we whispering?"
"Do you want everyone else to find this out the same time as you? No, I didn't think so. As for Ratchet, do you think he can discern what's gone wrong with Prime's cold frame in the breem while you've kept everyone distracted?" Prowl gave Wheeljack a critical look that spoke volumes to what exactly he thought of Ratchet's skill level, to which Wheeljack threw up his servos in defeat. "Okay, yes, he has. Only because Ratchet's skills are legendary."
"Wheeljack. What did he find?"
Wheeljack's stance became pensive. "Weeee might have a larger problem than we realized."
"What do you mean?" Hissed Prowl.
Wheeljack glanced anxiously around. When he determined that every other Autobot was too busy chitchatting about the old days, he threw his arm around Prowl's shoulders and tugged the tall, slim mech down to his level, thumping Prowl's chassis with his other servo in an effort to feign the same air of comradeship as the rest. He spoke quickly and in hushed tones. "Ratchet figured it out in half a breem, actually. Optimus Prime's spark chamber doesn't show signs of burnout."
Prowl blinked as a wave of shock and then confusion flickered across his face. As Wheeljack spoke, Prowl's attention had been fixed on Ratchet as the doctor examined Prime's frame, when Prowl could glimpse him between the moving frames in the room, but it quickly shifted to Wheeljack beside him at the break of the surprising news. "A lack of burnout indicates that Optimus Prime's spark did not extinguish."
"Yeah."
"But then-" Prowl turned sharply on Wheejlack, his bright blue optics widening in alarm. "Phage has Optimus Prime's spark!"
"Keep your voice down!" Hissed Wheeljack. "Pretty brilliant of her right? I am thoroughly impressed. She couldn't stop the leakage from the beating Megatron had done on Prime, so -"
"So she extracted his spark." Concluded Prowl, nodding curtly along and his optics shining with the same round amazement as Wheeljack's. "An extraction would force the frame into stasis, seizing up all vital functions. It was rather brilliant, but dangerous. Did she raid Medbay before hitting the battlefield? How would she have had time?" Prowl puzzled more to himself than Wheeljack. Following along the train of thought, Prowl deduced the likeliest and most possible outcome. "If she had been watching the battle from Teletraan, she would not have had time to run to the Medbay, raid it for supplies, and rush out to the field." Prowl's inward reflection refocused outward on Wheeljack who still had his arm slung around Prowl's shoulders. "She doesn't have a shielded secondary chamber, does she?"
"Probably not." Said Wheeljack flippantly. "Why?"
"Oh, Primus." Murmured Prowl as he pulled a face and pinched the bridge of his olfactory between his digits. It took Wheeljack all of a nanoklik to follow Prowl's train of thought and come to the same conclusion as the mech. His face fell, same as Prowl, as the severity of the situation dawned on him.
"Frag." Wheeljack muttered. "She used herself to store Prime's spark!" Wheeljack took his arm back and rubbed at his battlemask. After a moment he said with a proud edge, "Gonna be honest, kid does well with a fire lit under her aft."
"Wheeljack! This is serious!"
"I know! But so was I! How many mechs can think that fast and that creatively on their pedes with Megatron barreling down on their position? Hah, I bet that list is very few."
"Your attempts to liven my mood are deplorable." Said Prowl, annoyed as he peeked out at Wheeljack over his digits. "With this new information, Mirage might not have seen the Matrix light after all. He could have seen the afterglow of Phage making the spark extraction."
"Logical."
"But if she has Prime's spark where's the Matrix?"
"No idea." Shrugged Wheeljack once again, helplessly.
"Lot of help you are." Bit Prowl quietly.
"I don't know what you want from me, I'm not a telepath and I'm not resonated to Phage or Optimus Prime, thank Primus. Can you imagine someone like me off the market? Aah...In all seriousness, my best guess about the Matrix is that Optimus Prime must have stored it somewhere for safekeeping."
Prowl's optics swiveled back to Wheeljack's and locked. "That would mean it's somewhere here in the Ark."
"Undoubtedly."
"Megatron's stolen it before..." Prowl continued to murmur as he worked through the conundrum at hand, "It would make sense, if Prime did." He admitted slowly. "Is Optimus weaker without the Matrix? I've never asked him before... Perhaps that's how Megatron bested him?"
"Err, perhaps?" Stalled Wheeljack anxiously as he did a quick shift from pede to pede.
Prowl did not seem to notice his bout of anxious energy and continued pondering aloud. "But where would Optimus Prime lock up the Matrix?"
Once more, Wheeljack shrugged helplessly. "Maybe we could make a scavenger-hunt-mini-quest out of it. Keep these restless blockheads busy that can still move about?"
"Really?" Remarked Prowl irritably. "I don't need to give Grimlock another idea to try and usurp power. I really wish they'd go back into their cave."
"Need them as bouncers right now."
"They're not doing that! That don't listen to orders!"
"Don't look at me, they hardly listen to me and Ratchet and only respected Prime!"
"Half the time! The other half is Grimlock trying to challenge him!"
"What's your point here, Prowl?"
"I just-Nothing. No point. I'm stressed."
"We all are."
"Wheeljack." Worry lines began to etch deeply onto Prowl's flexi-metal face as a sudden notion struck him.
"Hm?"
"Jazz needs to get Phage back here an age ago! Does she even know what happens when you try to house two sparks in the same chamber?"
Wheeljack's optics went wide. "Oh, frag." He cursed. "That hadn't crossed my processor!"
"How long does a resonance take to settle in?!"
"Twenty-four to forty-eight cycles, give or take." Announced Ratchet suddenly, making Prowl jump and then curse as Wheeljack quietly snickered and Ratchet tiredly gave him the once over.
"Why didn't you warn me!" Snipped Prowl to Wheeljack, embarrassed he had been taken unawares by Ratchet's arrival. Wheeljack just shook his cranium.
"Wanted to see your reaction."
Prowl grit his denta, swallowing the insult he wanted to throw and turned to address Ratchet. "When did you get here?"
"Just now." Ratchet replied deadpan as he cleaned his energon stained red servos down with a cloth.
"Wheeljack informed me of your find. Are you certain Phage extracted Optimus Prime's spark?"
"Absolutely. There is no other explanation for the frame's seizure in the gunmetal gray deterioration, well, except that he had the Matrix for millions of years. That did preserve his life during the New York fiasco and, would have been my suspicions here except..." rambled Ratchet into mute mutters before he snapped back to the topic at hand. "Eh, uh well, the lack of burnout says it all. Phage was the only one there, so..." Ratchet gave a one sided shoulder shrug as he finished cleaning his servos and subspaced the cloth. "By my estimate, Phage has less than twenty four hours before their sparks resonate, merge, and her body undergoes a reformat."
"You just said twenty-four to forty-eight cycles!" Snapped Prowl.
"Yes." Rebuked Ratchet tiredly. "Under normal circumstances. For mechs that already have an alt. She's a monoformer. A blank slate. The timetable is halved, if that. If Jazz and the extraction team haven't broken her out yet Megatron likely already knows what's happened."
Prowl began muttering under his breath and running his servos over his helm, but Wheeljack glared at Ratchet. Put off by his detached disposition, Wheeljack demanded, "Why are you so calm about this, Sunshine?"
Ratchet shrugged. "How am I suppose to feel, Jackie? I'm out of steam. I'm exhausted. I'm worn down. I have no team. I have a full company I have to repair and Optimus Prime's mangled frame I have to nearly reforge! What's one more medical emergency!"
"Alright, alright, Ratchet! Calm down!"
But Ratchet would not calm down. The longer he went on, the louder he got. "No! Do any of you have any idea the procedure I'm going to have to go through, on-my-own, to reverse a resonance and a reformat? Do you? Severing a resonance is a tedious and life-threatening procedure alone! A reformat? That's the job of an entire fragging team! I'd chew Phage a new one if not for the damn fragging circumstances!"
"Ratchet!"
"I'm honestly shocked Megatron hasn't comm'd us already! Hook would be way in over his cranium to deal with a situation like that!"
"We captured the Constructicons during the battle." Wheeljack reminded, to which Ratchet just blew up further.
"If Hook was there he would be in over his cranium! And I doubt the Decepticon automated Repair Bay is equipped to deal with it either! You realize what that means Prowl? Do you? The 'Cons are gonna make the damn fragging call to negotiate for me again. Me! What the Pitt am I suppose to do?"
"Ratchet!" Prowl shouted, but the doctor only continued on his tirade and meltdown, nearly breaking into tears. His voice cracked as it became difficult to talk around the lump forming in his throat.
"What am I suppose to do? It's going to come down to a call—us or Phage. I have to try to repair everyone the best I can before then, and then when you ship me off to the Decepticon Seabase you know they won't turn me back over. Megatron's done it before and—and..."
"Ratchet." Prowl stressed firmly, seizing the doctor by both his shoulders and giving him a firm shake. "I will not turn you over to the Decepticons."
"But Phage-" began Ratchet with a raw edge and a far away, stressed look that told volumes of his underlying trauma.
"Jazz. Will Bring. Her back." Clipped Prowl. "Do you understand? I will not trade you over to the Decepticons. Jazz is bringing Phage back. Why don't you take a seat for a moment and gather yourself, doctor." Ratchet nodded mutely as Prowl patted his shoulder and began to hand him off to Wheeljack, but the inventor pointed behind Prowl sheepishly.
"Err, Prowl." It was then that Prowl and Ratchet realized, too late, that the whole of the Medbay was eerily quiet.
"What resonance?" Cut Sideswipe's clear and worried voice through the silence. Prowl turned to find the whole of the Autobot forces staring back at them in varying levels of stunned silence, most of all Sideswipe and Sunstreaker's. The red Lamborghini brother glanced worriedly from Sunstreaker and back to Ratchet. "Ratchet. What resonance?" And he scoffed, an odd bit of worry wrinkling his optical ridges. "Phage isn't resonated to anyone."
Ratchet stared blankly back, mouth cut open as it dawned on the doctor he'd just launched into a tirade and exposed personal medical information to everyone within hearing range. Within a nanoklik, Ratchet had become a gaping statue of his former self. In a moment, Prowl seized action. He stepped up, squaring off his shoulders and falling into commanding military stance. Time to save Ratchet's blunder by turning the script around that it was a need-to-know situation, because it was. "Autobots." Prowl began strongly. "The situation at servo is more dire than expected. Phage's extraction is much more critical than we realized. Ratchet has determined why Optimus Prime's frame seized the deterioration before it could hit gunmetal grey. On the battlefield..." And Prowl elaborated the situation as best he understood it. When he had finished the Medbay had gone deathly quiet. The Twins had become withdrawn and brooding by the end, a stark contrast to just a short while ago. Prowl glanced about, found Trailbreaker, and concluded, "I believe this concludes the mystery of Mirage's claim that he saw Phage subspace the Matrix." His attention shifted from the lumbering Trailbreaker and refocused on the sleek Mirage. "You must have seen the afterglow of Prime's spark, Mirage, and not the Matrix. Therefore, neither you were lying, nor Phage."
"But then where's the Matrix?" Questioned Trailbreaker.
Prowl fully expected the question and said quickly, "It is likely Optimus stored it for safekeeping."
"Without telling us?" Jumped in Cliffjumper as the red minibot forced his way between the legs of the taller 'bots to the front of the audience. The red horned minibot looked and sounded rightly putt off. "Why wouldn't Optimus tell high rank his plan? Why leave us in the dark?"
"I-" began Prowl but he faltered to answer straight away and Cliffjumper seized on that moment's hesitance.
"If he didn't tell us, the Autobot Officers, why wouldn't he tell you? Third in command?"
Finally, Prowl fell not just into silence, but a frown. Hound and Mirage were only too quick to jump back into the discussion. "The spark extraction does not explain why I smelt Matrix energy all over Phage when I went to help extract her from the battlefield." Reminded Hound.
"Or that I did detect a spike of the Matrix energy on my radar before it vanished. She had it, Prowl. I'm telling you. That's why I took sights off the Seekers. It was a blip on my radar. I quickly adjusted my sights and that's what I saw. The glow."
"Then our conundrum stands, as it seems." Announced Trailbreaker carefully.
"Functionally." Argued Cliffjumper huffily. "Phage and Mirage can't both be telling the truth."
"You'd believe Phage over me?" Snapped Mirage. "She's been a security risk for years."
"And not once in that time has she done anything wrong!" Sparkplug finally erupted into the mix. "She's been trying to adjust to her new life, having to relearn everything from color to how to care for herself, for pete's sake! You all keep seeming to forget that! Your stuck on what you're all capable of. You keep heckling her to assimlate, adjust, hurry up, and everything in-between. She's done better than most could and still it isn't enough for any of you."
"That's not entirely fair, Sparkplug." Prowl said somberly. "There is a lot of wild variables at play. We can never be too careful."
Sparkplug's ruddy face crumpled into a deep frown. "If you're too careful you're going to drive her away for good. Then what?"
Demurred by Sparkplug's defense, Cliffjumper shifted his weight from pede to pede and commented, "That all may be true, but it doesn't change the fact, Sparkplug, that she could be a sleeper agent for the Lazalt."
"You're all paranoid."
"You would be too if you'd gone through the slag we have." Cliffjumper bit back. "For all we know the Lazalt are waiting to activate her and now would be an opportune time. She's stolen the Matrix and now you're telling me she has Prime's spark too? Fellow Autobots, I say we are on the verge of destruction!"
"Please." Puffed Trailbreaker as he crossed his arms and leaned back on the heels of his pedes.
"Then what's the story, Trailbreaker. Your duty is security. What you got?"
Desperately, Trailbreaker shook his cranium and glanced at Prowl for help. "Alright! Stop! Silence! Let me think!" Prowl demanded as he raised his servos for silence. The Autobot veterans obeyed, all optics intent on him as he tried to focus on the logical conundrum. He rubbed his chin and closed his optics as he lost himself in thought. His unique brain module went back over the events of the battle, carefully and methodically nitpicking it apart. When he asked for accounts of the battlefield his questions were answered in full. When he was satisfied by all the information everyone could give, Prowl quietly digested the reports to grasp the larger image. Snipers on the mountainside noticed Phage first, reported her to the ground force. Sideswipe, Sunstreaker and Ironhide had answered the call and moved to intercept Megatron. Phage reached the goal point –Optimus Prime. Ratchet confirmed he had tried to help her over the comms for repairs. Lost connection when Soundwave jammed comms. Keeping sight on her was difficult as Seekers bombarded the mountainside where they were taking shelter. During the tense defense, Mirage had moved to keep 'Cons off her position by sniping. Saw the glow of the Matrix before it disappeared. Then came the chase. The impromptu game of football, and loss. When he had heard everything, Prowl's train of thought, simplified, went something like this:
1. Phage was not a liar.
2. Phage told Trailbreaker she did not have the Matrix.
3. Mirage claims he saw Phage subspace the Matrix.
4. Paradox. See points one through two.
5. Mirage was a highly decorated Autobot officer with no reason to lie about the matter. Yet, paradoxically, as a spy, his job demanded that he lie.
6. Phage was not a liar, but has disregarded strong advice in the past such as to not phase and was found to be doing so anyway. Spike claimed because she wanted to be of use.
7. Mirage was not spying nor infiltrating. He was not lying.
8. Phage will not lie on principle, but, as Optimus Prime, bends the truth.
9. Possibility: Mirage misinterpreted what he saw. Possibility: Phage was exploiting a verbal loophole—to what end, unknown.
10. What was the point of Phage subspacing the Matrix, making a show of fleeing, and panicking when telling Trailbreaker she didn't have the Matrix? Review points 1, 2, and 9.
Conclusion, see points one, two, seven and nine.
Attempting to get into Phage's position on the battlefield, really understand what could have been going on through her mental processes, Prowl's attention turned to the past as a crucial memory jumped out at him from his databanks.
Calm.
Prowl found himself sequestered within the Recreation Room within the Ark. The thrum of the familiar energies racing through the defunct starship gave him peace of mind that everything was functioning correctly and security was a guarantee. All the chaos of his life existed beyond those walls, beyond the tons of rock that comprised the volcano. All the Decepticon plotting and schemes existed out there, all the crazy humans and the backwater world they lived on was out there. Within the Ark, all was well. The Autobots were safe. More importantly, all was quiet. There was a breath of peace. And before him a war game with Radar Witwicky. Within recent days, Prowl had taken up teaching his human ward how to play the Cybertronian equivalent of chess and the retired military intelligence officer was proving to be quite the fast learner. The silver haired veteran took his time studying the holographic board as he deliberated on what piece to move. Their current session of Go was well into the first twenty minutes of play.
"Need I remind you of which pieces perform what functions?" Teased Prowl lightly.
A frown flickered across Radar's mouth briefly before disappearing. "No, you troll." Radar grumbled snarkily, before inputting a command into the holotable to move one of his many pieces on the middle plane of the multi-tiered holodisplay.
"Will you teach me?" Prowl's attention broke from the holographic board and swooped across the Rec Room to the nearby couches. Alicean Witwicky had set up there early on and had been quietly watching their game with rapt attention. Wide eyed with curiosity and genuine interest, her eyes jumped pleadingly from Prowl to her father and back. "I want to learn." She insisted as she brushed a strand of her long brown locks out of her face and back behind her ear.
"It's like chess, Allie." Remarked Radar with his characteristic authoritative tone and husky edge. He did not pay his daughter attention beyond a dismissive wave of his hand. "Only more complicated."
"I see that." Alicean replied earnestly. "But I want to learn, Dad."
Radar paid close attention as Prowl made his move and began to take his own turn. "When do you ever play chess." Challenged Radar. "You should really learn that before this. Get the basics."
"Get the basics?" Echoed Prowl, nearly chortling, as he made his next move. "Go is the basics."
"For Cybertronians." Rebutted Radar moodily. "I can imagine a game such as Go is basic for your kind, but for humans it would be best to start the poor kid off with chess."
Prowl's attention flickered to Alicean as the teenager inflated with self righteous anger at the slight dealt at her intelligence, however indirect. She pouted, her eyebrows crinkling together. "I'd play chess if you'd taught me. We have that beautiful set back at the house, dad. Wouldn't it be nice? The two of us playing against one another? We already play multi on Empire Earth and other games."
Radar visibly paused, a fond smile touching his mouth as he gave his full attention to his daughter. "You think you can match wits with me, do you? Play a few strategy games and suddenly your ego's gotten so big now that you're challenging your ol' dad, hm? Funny thing that, considering you're still chicken to take me on in verses." Alicean seemed to shrink in on herself, a deer in the headlights look filling the whole of her face. Radar laughed at her reaction and said, "I could teach you if you really wanted too."
She was just brightening up when Prowl decided to butt in on their conversation. "Do you mean teach her chess or teach her Go? If you meant Go, it would be better if I taught her. Can't have an apprentice teaching a newcomer."
"I was talking about chess and you know that. You're measly efforts to throw off my concentration are not going to work."
"If you say so."
"What's the goal of Go?" Asked Alicean suddenly after Prowl and Radar had gone a few turns in silence. Radar became noticeably annoyed by the constant interruptions and snapped off, "To win, Alicean."
"Obviously." Alicean came back. "That's not what I was asking."
"What were you asking, Alicean?" Inquired Prowl calmly and patiently, his vocals soothing to the two tempers of his organic counterparts.
"The point of any game is to win, but what's the story? The goal?"
"To defeat your opponent, Alicean." Griped Radar. "You're not talking sense."
"I am talking sense. Take chess for instance, one goal is to get the pawn across and promote it. But-"
"I thought you didn't know how to play chess, Allie."
"I know the premise, dad." Sighed Alicean. "Also, Graham got into the chess club."
"Aha." Teased Radar as he finally took his eyes off the holotable. "The plot thickens."
"Shush, dad. It's not like that. Graham goes on about chess all the time now, so, I'm curious."
"Well," interjected Prowl, "Go does have a similar rule for promoting pieces."
"Does it make more sense than Chess?"
"Why does the Promotion rule make no sense to you Allie?" Asked her father in exasperation.
"Because the piece should have to make it across the board behind enemy lines and survive the trip back to be promoted by the king."
She had both Prowl and Radar's full attention. Prowl sat quietly, observing the father and daughter relationship as they argued over the promotion rule. "First, that would make the game unnecessarily difficult. Secondly, you're thinking too literally about the game, Alicean." Said Radar.
"But that's how it works in real life."
"It's a game, Alicean."
"That's suppose to help build logic."
"And it does."
"But-"
"You want realism, Allie? Imagine for a moment that a squadron is out in the field, taking heavy fire, and the leader of the squadron dies. What happens? The next highest rank is essentially promoted. On the field. No one is going to call a time out so they can march back to base to get a promotion. It happens then. Instantly. On the field."
"Oooh." Said Alicean. "Oh! That...makes so much more sense."
"Good." Said Radar with finality, then suddenly added, "You know what. When we get home I'm going to sit you down and teach you. You want to play chess by a complicated promoting rule, I'll show you how difficult that is."
"Actually," remarked Prowl, "the promotion rule in Go works both of those ways."
"For fucks sake, Prowl." Grumbled off Radar. All Prowl could offer was an unapologetic shrug.
Alicean observed her father and Prowl for a moment before asking Prowl directly, "Is there a story in Go?"
"I am uncertain what you keep trying to ask, Alicean. Go is meant to teach tactics and sharpen awareness in combat. It operates on multiple levels to account for Seekers and underground forces. Again, it is meant to teach a valuable lesson to the players that on a real battlefield, there are multiple fronts to be aware of at all times."
"Okay that's not-" began Alicean, frustrated, before she cut herself off by huffing and tried again. "Is the story of chess and Go about war or spy games?" She asked. Prowl broke his attention from the holographic game board and focused his attention fully on the teenage human once again. With genuine interest and enduring patience, he asked, "What do you mean?"
Alicean pursed her lips as she spoke her thoughts aloud. "I like to imagine that each piece is an individual. Every pawn a scout or spy. That's how it seems to me, because each pawn is attempting to make it behind enemy lines, steal enemy intel, or assassinate key players or whatever their mission given to them by the general -"
"There is no general piece." Interjected Radar.
"Daaaad." Exclaimed Alicean in surprise. "You're the general. The player. Attempting to protect the crown and country. I thought that was obvious. You're pitting your wits against Prowl, whose commanding his forces to out best your strategy." Shock took Radar and Prowl as both had a moment of revelation to reevaluate the game they were playing at hand.
"She's...not wrong." Prowl admitted quietly. "It's strange...I've never seen it that way before. I always just viewed it as a learning tool."
"But as I was saying," Alicean pressed on, undeterred and emboldened by the pleasant surprise of her elders, "The pawns have to get to the other side to perform their mission then get promoted—it's as though the story the game is trying to tell is spy tactics. And because each pawn is a scout or spy or whatever the term, they aren't communicating with the other pawns or pieces, because it could jeopardize their mission or put the other pawns in danger. Right? That's how military stuff goes, dad? Vital intel is told only to those that need to know. Obviously generals pass down orders to move troops where, but then there are those kinds of orders only a handful know. The very important stuff. I feel like chess is telling that story. And that's what I was asking, is chess and Go telling that kind of story? The story of a few individuals carrying out vastly important orders? Is it just about war? Or spy games. Or is there some other story element I'm not aware of? What's the history?" There was too long a stretch of silence that befell after her rambling in which both Radar and Prowl were staring at her critically. Alicean ducked her head and said quietly, "I'm over thinking things again, aren't I?"
Gradually, Radar broke into a warm smile. "You are, Sugar, but in a good way. Chess doesn't have an explicit story, and perhaps that's the whole point of chess. It gives you the freedom to inject your own perspective as you play. I do like your take on it. Spy games. Hm. Makes an old game fresh. ...However, you are looking at it too individualistic. War is about teamwork. It cannot be won by any one individual. Perhaps it would make a little more sense to you if you adjusted your view."
"How?"
"Don't look at the pawns as individuals. Look as each pawn representing a team. A squad. Or an army. Moving one pawn doesn't mean I'm moving just one individual—it could be whole armies moving in to face off against the enemies, the horse the cavalry to follow up and sweep up the mess, and so on."
"Oh." Said Alicean, understanding but still with the perplexed, stubborn frown that would not melt from her face. "But, that still doesn't make sense, Dad."
"Why not?" He challenged.
"Because you can't have an army of towers. Or Queens. Or Kings for that matter."
Prowl attempted, and poorly, to keep the bout of laughter inside and failed. As he spluttered and chortled into his servo, Radar shook his head and snapped off, "Alright smartass. You have two choices, leave or stay quiet for the remainder of the game." Alicean poorly attempted to hide her cheeky smile as she ducked her head, lips tight, as she found renewed interest in the paper and pencil previously forgotten in her lap.
"War games!" Murmured Prowl to himself. "That's it!" Enlightenment struck Prowl. He broke his characteristic critical thinkers stance, optics round and bright as he looked around at the tense faces of his fellow Autobots.
"War games?" Asked a bemused Cliffjumper, arms crossed, at the forefront of the group.
"She was luring Megatron away." Prowl said softly with an edge of growing excitement.
Sideswipe's face screwed up. "Luring him away? From what?" He scoffed. "Prime's frame? What sense does that make?"
"Everything." Prowl said, looking around to Optimus Prime's mangled frame. "That's the key here, isn't it?"
"I don't follow." Admitted Trailbreaker.
"Neither do I." Concurred Cliffjumper, who was joined in by a number of other Autobots nodding or mumbling agreement.
"You have to get into Phage's mindset. Sideswipe, Sunstreaker, you've been her bodyguards, amuse me. What's she like?"
"Spontaneous." Sideswipe supplied, puzzled by the request. "Does things on a whim..."
"Defensive and bitchy."
Sideswipe rolled his optics. "To you, because you're an aft."
"And you're not?" Sunstreaker scoffed. "Please."
"She's creative, like Jazz, and a critical thinker." Prowl cut in before the Twins could go at each other. "It's that special brand of spontaneous genius that earns him so many victories. But Phage can be chaotic. Phage, like Alicean, is chaotic. She fly's on the edge of her seat. It makes her unpredictable and that makes her dangerous. Today is the perfect example of that. No one expected her to be on the battlefield. She's a plain-loaded monoformer, what affect could she have?"
"A lot, apparently." Grumbled Cliffjumper.
"And she knew that. She knew she couldn't hold her own and she was pulling that everyone would ignore her because she wasn't a threat. It worked. It got her to Prime."
"She had us." Pouted Sideswipe.
"Not the point here." Prowl clipped brusquely, his servo slicing through the air to empathize his declaration. "The point here is, where is the Matrix?" He implored to the whole of the Medbay, locking optics with each Autobot gathered in turn as he spread his servos wide. "Phage doesn't have it."
"But-" interjected Mirage.
"She doesn't have it." Prowl stressed. "She empathized that with Trailbreaker. And we know that Phage does not lie on principle. Same as Optimus Prime. However, like Optimus, how often has Prime had to bend the truth to protect all of us? With that question in mind, how often has Phage, or Alicean, done the same?"
"You mean how often did she enjoy being a smartaft?" Corrected Sunstreaker from where he stood near the back of the assembled Autobots, standing next to his brother, arms crossed. "Often enough."
Trailbreaker's mouth crumpled into a confused frown. "You're...saying she wasn't lying about having the Matrix."
"Precisely. She doesn't have it. Key word. But did you ask her if she took the Matrix?"
More than half the Autobots gathered pulled varying faces of disgruntlement. Cliffjumper was the most vocal. "What's the difference?"
"A verbal world of difference." Prowl exclaimed. "She could have taken it but didn't have it on her. Thereby, she wasn't lying."
"That's slag." Cliffjumper bit.
"Optimus Prime has done the same. And we've praised him for it. So, listen." Prowl demanded. "What if, hear me out, what if Phage meant to tell Trailbreaker more but didn't have the opportunity before they were hit? Or, what if, she wasn't planning on telling Trailbreaker more because it had the potential of putting him in danger?"
"Why in the Pitt would that put him in danger? If she had the Matrix she should have said so!" Snapped Cliffjumper.
"Think, Cliff!" Prowl snipped. "How many delicate missions have you been on or involved with where you didn't dare to tell another spark, or were unable to do so because of orders? Or because you were afraid the information would put them in harms way?" Cliffjumper's features began to soften as he reflected back. Prowl pressed on. "Imagine if the situation today went completely sideways. Imagine if the Decepticons didn't retreat with Phage. Imagine if Megatron pressed his advantage and overwhelmed us. If Phage could not produce the Matrix, who would he go after next?"
"Everyone she came into contact with on the battlefield."
"Precisely. That's where Megatron would start. And when no one could produce it then, he'd move on to the next step. So, let's assume that Phage didn't have the opportunity to tell Trailbreaker, or that she was hoping she was protecting him and everyone else by not telling him. Let's assume that she's bending the truth, not lying by admitting she didn't have the Matrix on her but never denied that she didn't take it."
"For frags sake." Grumbled Cliffjumper under his breath, then loudly, "Have it, doesn't have it, what's it matter. She took it. She subspaced it. If it's in her subspace pocket then she has it and she lied. It's not smart. She's being stupid."
"What does any of this have to do with your theory that she was luring Megatron away?" Asked Trailbreaker pointedly in the hopes of drawing the conversation back around to its roots.
"Isn't it obvious by now? The moment she ran was the moment she became the decoy. Don't you see? She purposely made herself look like a target to draw Megatron's attention away from one thing- Optimus Prime's cold frame."
"I think you finally need your brain module scanned, Prowl." Chuckled Wheeljack. "That theory is ridiculous! You're suggesting that she left the Matrix on Prime's frame? Prime's frame that Megatron tore through the chassis of to find a Matrix that wasn't there?"
"And being a decoy doesn't make sense when I saw her subspace the Matrix!" Snapped Mirage moodily.
Outside the collective ring of arguing Autobots where he had been left to sulk, Ratchet jerked too attention, his optics widening in brilliant revelation. "Phage is a damn genius."
Ratchet had spoken louder than he realized, his statement sounding off with the abrupt sharpness of a gun in the sudden lapse of conversation. Numerous craniums snapped around in Ratchet's direction. Wheeljack stood near at hand, arms crossed, and remarked quizzically, "What was that, Sunshine?"
Blind to the sudden attention but gobsmacked in his private revelation, Ratchet lifted his cranium off his chassis and fixed his gaze on Wheeljack and repeated with the same air of disbelief, "She's a genius."
Wheeljack canted his cranium, expression worried and curious. A sympathy mirrored on multiple Autobot faces as they watched Ratchet push off the medberth he had been leaning against. The mech moved as though he were coming out of a stupor. He blinked repeatedly and kept glancing around his own Medbay as if he had lost his bearings.
"Ratchet?" Began Wheeljack cautiously, but the medic abruptly sprang into action. Having located his goal, Ratchet zigzagged through the assembled Autobots, pushing and shoving where he needed to, until he found his way back to Optimus Prime's cold frame. He spouted off in an increasingly feverish excitement as he went. "She's brilliant! Brilliant! Absolutely brilliant!"
Prowl shoved his way through the rank of Autobots so he could be one of the first to follow close behind the raving doctor, Prowl's own face reflecting his growing excitement. "You figured out Phage's trick?"
A hopeful grin kept threatening to crack across Ratchet's face, but he kept it reeled in, if barely. "Yes! Yes, yes, yes! Of course! Phage doesn't lie, Mirage saw her subspace it, Phage acting a decoy, she took Prime's spark but Hound smelt Matrix energy on her?—Haha! What else could it be? There's only one possible answer and if it isn't this -I don't know what!"
"What is what?" Asked Sideswipe on behalf of everyone as half the Autobots in Medbay trailed behind, while the others gazed on from the medberths they were bedridden too.
"Think about it, Sideswipe! She's my assistant!" Clipped Ratchet excitedly as he reached Optimus Prime's mangled corpse. His steady servos were a farce to the anxious energy coursing through his systems as Ratchet hurriedly took Optimus Prime's wrist and began accessing the comm-link embedded in the arm. "We just maintenance Optimus for his checkup yesterday! She must have remembered!"
"Remembered what?" Echoed Prowl, desperate for the reveal.
"Stand back!" Warned Ratchet once, waving a servo absently behind him as the CMO finished typing the string of code into the comm-link. The assembled Autobots all leapt back at the command and not a nanoklik too soon, as Optimus Prime's trailer materialized from subspace. The Autobots stared, a mixture between confusion and dawning excitement. Mirage was of the first half of the crowd, perplexed and rapidly growing annoyed. His optical ridges sloped to meet in the middle of his forehead. "Phage was no where near Prime's trailer."
Ratchet dropped Optimus Prime's arm and whirled around. "She didn't have to be! Don't you get it yet? That was the trick!" In three wide steps Ratchet was at the doors to Prime's trailer. His digits hastily assessed an entry panel to enter a code to unlock the doors as he hurriedly rambled on. "She only needed access to Optimus Prime! Medical officers, such as myself, have a special code that bypasses subspace pocket security firewalls to be used in case of emergencies! Say if, I have a mech that's dropped on my medberth that's in stasis and can't hand over a sensitive file for a mission- then I would use my backdoor pass code to pull it from his subspace!"
"Phage reversed the application!" Prowl concluded for Ratchet, breaking down what the doctor had just explained to other perplexed Autobots in the medbay, such as the bewildered Sunstreaker and Sideswipe. "Everyone was telling the truth! Phage, Mirage and Trailbreaker! Phage knew if she took the Matrix Megatron would have easily run her down. So after extracting Optimus Prime's spark into her own for safe keeping, she must have removed the Matrix from the Prime, used his com-link to enter the code-"
"-and stashed it in his subspace pocket that was tied to his trailer!" Finished Ratchet as he flew open the doors to the trailer with a flourish.
For all of the wonder of Ratchet's build up, how nicely and easily all the pieces finally clicked together and fell neatly into place, Prowl could not imagine the disappointment that would have ripped through the Autobot ranks if Ratchet's eureka moment was a bust. Prowl felt himself poised on the edge of a precipice, hoping against all odds that luck would fall on the right side of things. When the trailer doors flew open, Prowl had imagined, hoped even, that there would be a brilliant liberty blue pulse from the Matrix, or simply that its divine light would flood from the darkness of the trailer. Instead, there was none of that. No divine moment of brilliance for the Matrix to announce itself in all its glory.
Instead, ancient sapphire bright optics of the gathered Autobot forces raked over the trailers interior. Hungrily devouring every detail in their thirst to discern the barest shape of the Matrix. Within the four walls they were instead greeted by the customary shadows that filled the trailer and the familiar gentle hum and whirl of the interior machinery at play. In the center of it all there was the six-wheeler drone Optimus Prime had fondly named Roller, quiet and off-line. Nestled neatly within Roller's seat...was the Matrix. It's divine light dim, not boisterous, and yet somehow refined and mature.
It took Prowl too long to digest the beautiful yet simple shape of the Matrix. When he had, he vented heavily as he ran his servos over his face and up over his helm in utter relief and euphoria, grinning the widest smile he had in vorns. Meanwhile, from the back of the crowd, there came praises and emotional wails. Somewhere behind him, Prowl was certain he heard someone drop in reverent relief. And still, he distantly picked out Sideswipe from among the throng of rising voices crow for joy, "That's my femme!". And Sparkplug rubbing salt into Cliffjumper, "See? What did I say! Alicean has never beena threat!"
"Alright, Sparkplug." Cliffjper responded in meek relief. "Alright!"
In the center of it all, Ratchet had remained fixed in his pose when he had thrown open the doors to the trailer. It was not until Wheeljack slapped Ratchet wholeheartedly across the back, crooning boisterously as his side panels flashed and flared a brilliant blue, "Phage is my damn hero!" That Ratchet finally broke with the rest of the Autobots. His stance loosened, he stumbled from Wheeljack's hearty back slap and quickly caught himself by latching onto Prowl's arm. And still, oblivious that he had done any harm, Wheeljack dragged Ratchet and hauled him back upright, still expounding in delight, "I could kiss that femme! What an absolute stroke of genius! Sneaking the Matrix back to us by Prime's own trailer! I never would have thought of that! She deserves a damn raise! No, a medal! No, wait, a promotion! Frag it, all of it! She deserves all of it! Wouldn't you say so, Prowl?" It was at that moment that, finally, Wheeljack glanced at his comrades beside him and full stopped at the slack jawed horror dawning on Ratchet's face. "What's wrong with you, Sunshine?" Wheeljack nervously hit Ratchet's shoulder. "You should be excited! Instead you look like Simanzi part two was just announced..." Even as Prowl pulled a disgusted face at the mere suggestion of a second half of Simanzi could or ever would occur, Wheeljack squinted at Ratchet. "Are you crying?"
"He's going to destroy her."
"What?"
Ratchet shook his cranium to shake his stupor, then frantically glanced between Prowl and Wheeljack. "Megatron! If he realizes not that Phage deceived him but how, he would destroy her for the humiliation alone. He stood right over Optimus Prime, had the Matrix within reach, and couldn't claim it! Do you realize 'bots around here would make a song out of that in a spark pulse? I bet their composing lines right now! Megatron is going to endure eternal humiliation for Phage's trickery!"
"Oh, slag!" Said Wheeljack beneath his breath, as the same horror that had suddenly crept onto Ratchet's face stole onto his own. He turned his attention to the floor as the reality of the situation settled in. "He's going to mark her for a personal vendetta!"
"He's only had two, that I'm aware of." Stated Prowl with a decidedly detached air as the shock and yoyoing of emotions took its toll on him. "Megatron would terminate her slowly for this."
"I did not say terminate." Bit Ratchet suddenly as his flexi-metal face hardened. "I said destroy." Ratchet's features begrudgingly shifted into one of serious contemplation as he carried on. "Terminating Phage would be too quick for his liking, Prowl. I think, when Megatron realizes the deceit, her fate would be worse than simple termination. Phage will have caught his attention. She already has-but not like this. He likely viewed her as a...a pawn or tool perhaps. That likely changed today. Promoted if you will to the status of nuisance. A pest, even. But should he ever discover Phage pulled two deceits over him in one go, by saving Optimus Prime's life by extracting his spark into her in addition to this...Megatron would utterly destroy her."
"What's the difference?"
"It is a world of difference, Wheeljack. A fine line, but so very vast. Have you not heard the stories of brothers and sisters so utterly changed at Megatron's command, by shadowplay and Altihexed measures, that they are entirely different Cybertronians? I fear if Jazz does not get Phage back, and Megatron realizes what she's done, Phage will be gone. Dead to all of us. And who emerges after wearing her face-will be someone entirely different."
Wheeljack, Ratchet and Prowl were ripped inelegantly from their private conversation when Sideswipe's flippant tone rose above the crowd to nettle the three of them. "What are you lot doing standing around gossiping for?" Complained Sideswipe. "Grab the Matrix and revive Prime already!"
The Autobot officers glanced anxiously between the three of them and quietly decided to shelve their fears for awhile later as more pressing, immediate concerns demanded their attention.
"Can we do that?" Challenged Sunstreaker, who, as always, stood near at hand to his twin brother.
"Optimus just flaunts it around and it heals and revives. Why can't we?" Countered Sideswipe.
"Because we're not Prime's, you drone." Spat Sunstreaker.
"Who are you calling a drone?"
Ratchet sighed dramatically, desperately trying to ignore the Twins bickering as he rubbed at his forehead. "How does Phage put up with them as her guards?" The doctor mumbled.
"Sideswipe makes a point." Put in Prowl delicately as he extracted himself from his huddle with Ratchet and Wheeljack.
"I do?"
"Yes." Said Prowl as he began to tentatively inch his way forward into Prime's trailer. "We need the Matrix to expediate our situation. To heal everyone." He elaborated. "Including Optimus Prime."
Sideswipe canted his cranium in honest curiosity and confusion. "Prime's not gunmetal grey, though. Soo...what would happen if the Matrix restored his body? Would it just restore his frame? Would he regrow his cranium? What about his mind? More importantly, what about his spark? You said Phage has that. ...Can the Matrix, I don't know, summon sparks even if their not terminated? Even though she's using herself as storage?"
"Don't stress yourself thinking about it, Sideswipe." Sighed Ratchet. "Not even I have the answers to half those questions."
"But Prime's cranium..."
Ratchet's face went hard, as it did, when he was speaking seriously. "The Matrix completely reconstructs mechs as it heals, I don't see why it wouldn't do the same for Optimus Prime's cranium."
This only confused Sideswipe more. "What about his personality?"
"I don't know, Sideswipe." Sighed Ratchet in exasperation. "I guess. Yes? It doesn't matter in the end. I keep backups of everyone's brain modules. Lucky us Prime was maintenance yesterday."
To Prowl, the discussion was background noise as he crossed the threshold of the Prime's trailer. The uncertainty in his step and posture was palpable. When he had gone halfway to Roller, Prowl abruptly paused and glanced over his shoulder strut to Ratchet and asked suddenly, "Am...I suppose to take it or you?"
Ratchet's optical ridges shot up. "You're asking me that now?"
"You normally handle the Matrix."
"Oh, for Primus's sake! Hurry up and grab it or I will!" Complained Ratchet. "It's Prime's trailer, Prowl, not a Decepticon base!"
"Right. Of course." Muttered Prowl darkly. "Only Prime's trailer that's can transform between a transport, medical bay, command center or a battle station depending on what he needs it for." He took another step towards the Matrix when suddenly Roller's lights flashed on. Prowl tried one of his easy smiles. "Roller." He acknowledged the drone as he bent down. "Don't mind me. I just need your precious cargo- Hey!" The scout drone reversed deeper into the trailer. The sudden jarring motion set the Matrix to bouncing and clattering in Roller's seat as it did so. Prowl froze, his optics glancing anxiously around the walls around him to see if the trailer would transform into battle mode, and after a long nanoklik Prowl began to settle. In the meanwhile, Roller beeped back at him and Prowl tried to remain calm and nodded along. "Sorry I startled you, Roller."
The series of beeps and whistles that emitted from the drone came back rapid fire. Once more, Prowl nodded and said, "Yes there was a battle hours ago. No, I—Sure. Yes. I'll announce myself next time before entering. ...Yes, I do greatly appreciate that you did not set off the transformation sequence to change Prime's trailer into battle mode. Ratchet would blow a gasket if missiles started flying in his Medbay."
"What?!"
"See what I mean? He's already overworked as is." To that, Roller emitted a long, low whistle of sympathy. As they had been talking, Prowl gingerly inched towards the scout drone. "I have a question, how did the Matrix end up in your seat?" Roller responded in its way, and Prowl nodded along. "A subspace portal just opened in the trailer and it was thrown inside? Hm, oh of course. I would have caught it too. ...Why? Phage used Prime's personal comm to open his subspace pocket and must have tossed the Matrix inside. ...Yes, I'll have a word with her about respecting our relics. Seems to be a trend of hers to just toss things around. Huffer's complained too. Not sure how much good it will do, as she can be distracted and careless sometimes. ...Why doesn't Optimus Prime have it? Aah, I'm, uh, sorry Roller. The Prime's not in the best shape right now. Because of that I need the Matrix you're carrying- What are you doing, Roller?!" At mention of the words 'Matrix' and 'need,' Roller revved its engine and sped out of Prowl's reach. The TIC grew immediately irate, snapped up to his full height and thundered, "Roller! I demand you hold still so I can take the Matrix!"
In response, Roller shot back a string of beeps and whistles that left Prowl flustered and Wheeljack and Sideswipe in desperate straights not to break down laughing. Ratchet, on the other hand, felt for Prowl and bemoaned, "I hate drones. Absolute dumb machines. They only ever do as their programmed and nothing else."
"Roller!" Said Prowl with his own authoritative edge. "I do not care if one of your directives dictates you must protect the Matrix. We need-" Before he could finish, Roller shot off another long volley of beeps, clicks, whirls and whistles.
Outside the trailer, Prowl heard Sideswipe burst into full bodied laughter. "Is this our new fearless leader?" Teased Sideswipe. "One that gets sassed by a drone?"
Prowl's cheeks flushed a vibrant blue in mounting humiliation and anger. "I refuse to be outdone by a drone, even if it is you, Roller." Murmured Prowl, then ordered loudly, "Hand. Over. The Matrix!" Roller beeped defiantly back at him and began to spin its six wheels in a taunting fashion.
"This is ridiculous." Grumbled Ratchet and stormed into the trailer. "See here, Roller! Optimus Prime is incapacitated! We need that Matrix to revive—What?!" Cried out Ratchet as two things happened at once. First, Prowl made a daring attempt to snatch the Matrix from Roller's seat, except the little scout drone cut the breaks and launched itself forward. Prowl lost balance as he attempted to correct his direction and grab the Matrix, but only succeeded in grabbing empty air. Roller blasted straight towards Ratchet, daring the doctor to move or get run over. Out of instinct, he leapt out of the way but gave Roller access to flee the trailer.
Prowl slammed his fist against the floor of Prime's trailer in frustration. "I bet Jazz never had to deal with stupid slag like this!" He scrambled to his pedes and shouted at the Autobots as Roller barreled towards the line of stunned forces beyond the trailer doors. "Grab the Matrix!"
Sea Spray glanced around the engaged column, then abruptly dived back, shielding Phage with his frame in the tight claustrophobic space as a blast from Megatron's cannon drew too near for comfort. Close enough that they felt the heat from the tight concentrated beam briefly as it missed their area and blew up a column further down the hall, narrowly missing Spike and Bumblebee.
His cranium snapped up, hardly an inch apart from Phage's own."Pitt!" Cursed Sea Spray. "You're worsening!"
She could see what he meant as her reflection stared back at her from his visor. Her appearance was as ragged and worn down as a virus-stricken Cybertronian. Her azure optics had faded to a shade closer to the deepest ocean hue with a faint blue ring around her pupils, a huge red flag to any 'bot with medical knowledge that the reformat was not going well. Framed by the new sweltering mercurial sheen of her face as her body underwent the reformat, she looked sick and felt it, her core temperature shifting between burning and cold chills.
If Megatron didn't already know, one look at me and he would, thought Phage as she struggled for shallow breaths.
"Quickly, I need you too open—Aharg!"
"Sea Spray!" Phage shouted, her slim servos latching on to the mech to try and drag him flush behind cover, but she could not get him to budge. Sea Spray had rooted himself to the floor, hunched over her and hissing, his muscle cables tense around her as he rode out the worse of the pain from Megatron's blast across his backside.
"Sea Spray! Get into proper cover!"
"It's nothing." He grit, loosening, and chortled to try and shake off the pain. "A glancing blow."
"Sea Spray!" Phage hissed, and Optimus Prime ready to command him, when Megatron abruptly bellowed from down the hall with his impressive voice use to shouting commands across entire battlefields.
"PHAGE!" Roared Megatron, his voice magnified in the narrow confines of the hall seemed to come from everywhere all at once. "YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD DECEIVE ME!?"
The energon ran cold through their burning systems as their fuel pump lodged itself at the back of their mouth. :I am going to die.:
:Optimism Phage.:
:That's easy for you. It's in your name!:
Heckled by Phage's rising panic and unable to retort to Megatron's outburst as he normally would, for his own fear of putting Phage at further risk, put Optimus Prime in a particular mood. In spite of that or because of it, Optimus had to take stock of the battle. He risked a peek around the engaged column, hoping the blanket of darkness Megatron had plunged everyone into would shield them from Megatron's visual. At the end of the hall their optics landed on Megatron's singular large figure, and only Megatron. The damaged lighting flickered ominously, illuminating the silver and black of Megatron's frame in brief nanoklicks. Smoke curled skyward from the barrel of his cannon. His crimson optics burned steadily through the shifting shadows and flickering lights, searching for them. His mouth curled upwards into a snarl as he continued, "There is no place on this planet you can run that I would not follow! No Autobot or ally of yours that I would not tear asunder to reclaim what you have!"
"You can certainly try, Megatron!" Quipped Jazz before he open fired with his photon rifle, swiftly joined by the other Autobots. As Sea Spray rose up to engage, the M.T.O. let rent a roar of a warcry from his vocal processor that was met with equal enthusiasm by Spike and then Bumblebee.
In the midst of the Autobot return fire that lit up the dark hall with a dazzling array of lights, Jazz gave an agitated hand signal to Sea Spray, alerting him to Phage's peeping antic. "What are you doing?!" Hissed Sea Spray as he shoved them back into the corner, shielding them from any further threat of failing debris or weapon fire with his own body. "Stay hidden!" He commanded before rolling back around the column to reengage.
Before Phage-Optimus could muster indignation let alone an argument, another reformat contraction slammed through them. It was Phage's instinct to curl in on herself in the mercy of the corner provided by the engaged column and the wall, gritting against the pain as she rode out the wave. The moment she did, Optimus's consciousness rose up in her cranium, an ancient wall that would not break. :Desist in resisting the reformat, Phage. You are only harming yourself!:
:It hurts so bad...:
:Because you are resisting. You are tightening up when you should relax. If you continue to resist at this stage of the reformat you could break your frame or worse, miss the reformat window entirely and enter the cooling phase.:
:That's...bad?:
:If your body does not configure correctly we will terminate. Phage, it is imperative you listen to me for both of our sake's. You need to start by breathing. Relax your muscle cables-:
:We're in a battle!:
:I've noticed.: Strained Optimus's Send. :Let the Autobots do their job and defend our position while we resolve this situation.:
:Trial by fire it is.:
:Indeed. Now again, find your center. Calm. Relax. Listen to my voice...:
:I could do that all day.:
Within the mindscape, Optimus Prime's avatar tried to suppress the quirk of a smile playing under his battlemask, but it reached his optics nonetheless. :Focus, Phage.: He chided.
"Optimus Prime, sir, do me a favor and guide her through the reformat process while I help Jazz gain us some proper cover to make the exchange!" Sea Spray commanded between bursts of exchange fire.
Their attention retrained on Sea Spray. Between shallow breaths, Optimus replied with an irksome edge, "Already...on that."
:I don't think I can do this!: Squeaked Phage's frantic Send. :I have a decent high pain tolerance but this hurts like hell! I just grew new appendages-wings, door wing panels?-and-and...:
:Yes, you will. You have to. There is no other choice.:
:Damn it.: Came Phage's next Send, a small and frightened thought that was bursting at the seams that she wanted to break down, but between her own pride and Optimus Prime, would not.
:There should be another reformate wave coming upon us at any nanoklik. When it hits, you must ride with the wave rather than brace against it.:
:I don't understand.: Came her stressed and fragile Send.
As Optimus Prime predicted, another reformate wave struck hard. On human instinct, Phage began to tighten and curl against the pain. Recognizing the danger, Optimus immediately seized control and forced her body to relax, practicing what he was preaching as he commanded her muscle cables to loosen and vanquished the knot in their fuel tanks. Gradually, they settled further into the corner, cycling air in calm, even breathes through their systems. The battle grew distant to their senses as Optimus focused solely inward. Phage marveled at the strength of will he called forth to drop so easily into a meditative state despite the battle, her own consciousness forced to calm in the shadow of his own. Eventually, the reformate wave progressed as it had been pre-coded to do. A thin layer of exodermal armor natural to her design solidified in its shape. Color began to tint her frame yet again with the familiar shades of white and teal. Before too long, the wave ebbed and subsided.
Having watched him from the sidelines within her own brain module, Phage became giddy with excitement. :I think I get it now!:
:Good.: Sent Optimus simply. :You'll do the next wave.:
A small stab of anxiety rippled through their fuel tanks. :I will?: She asked dubiously.
:Yes.: Bit Prime. :I can't guide you through future reformate's you will endure. You have to learn how to do this on your own.:
:But-!:
:Here comes the next...::
The next reformate wave struck sooner and faster than Phage anticipated, hitting like a tidal wave. She tried to mimic the calm disposition Optimus had shown her despite knowing that level of calm and willpower came from eons of practice. She focused on loosening the knot of tension she carried in her shoulder struts, tried to relax and let gravity sink her frame into the corner as the reformate wave burned through her systems. She breathed in, held the breath, and breathed out again.
:Good.: Praised Optimus Prime. :You are doing well. Now try this. Clear your mind. Think of a single flame in the dark. Shapeless. Perfection.:
:Not easy.:. She grit, hearing the firefight going on around them.
:Focus.: Thundered Prime, his patience strained. Phage jumped to do as he demanded. :...Good. Now let that grow. Expand. Feed the flame. Let it consume the dark. Burn away the old so the new can grow. You are doing wonderfully!: Praised Optimus Prime, but the moment Phage felt her body re-configuring her mind began to shift into panic, old human experiences rising in alarm that her body should not be able to move in those directions or grow new appendages. :Do not be alarmed! This is normal. Focus on the flame.:
With Optimus guiding her, she did just that. The reformat resumed smoothly, her body reigniting in a wave of sweltering heat before progressing painlessly. At the first, Prime Sensed Phage's focus break and began to slip back into tight knot of anxiety as she grew new exodermal armor on her arms. He was quick to sooth, reminding her gently that it was normal. :Do not tighten your muscle cables. Do not lock up. Relax...Good. Allow the flame to consume. Let the flame burn away the old to allow new order to grow-Perfect, Alo Ata.:
In the midst of the chaos, Optimus Prime's presence was reassuring, an anchor of security in the midst of the strife. :I love you.: Phage Sent suddenly, the words forming so naturally that she felt nothing could be more true in that moment in time.
There was a moment's hesitance from Optimus Prime, taken aback by the abrupt admission. Then, he simply Sent back warmly, :I know.:
Phage deflated, the moment souring into awkwardness. :Optimus, I-"
In that instant, they felt something in their brain module snap. A micro explosion, of a sort. Reality warped around them, slowing down, while their audio feedback sounded as if it had been submerged underwater. Static snow drifted lazily across their visual. Phage began to panic. Optimus began to worry something had gone amiss. Weakly, they tried to get Sea Spray's attention. His damaged back was too them as he fired volley after volley of laser fire down the hall, stopping only to exchange cell clips or dodge return fire. They tried to reach out, tried to brace themselves against the wall with their opposite servo to prop themselves up, but their frame would not comply. They felt adrift, detached from their physical body. They observed, as if from someone else's optics, as events developed around them. Gradually, their cranium listed on to their shoulder strut and fell back against the wall. Things kept going sideways from there until they found where the wall met the floor.
:Everything's cold...: Phage Sent, feeling that it took an age to formulate the simple thought. :Why is everything suddenly cold?:
:I believe we are cooling prematurely? Focus.: Sent Optimus cool, calm and collected. :Breath.:
:I'm scared. I can't...why...:
:Work with me, Alo Ata, not against. Breath in. Focus. Breath out. Reconfiguration does not have to be frightening.:
:This isn't normal for humans.:
:You have not been human for two Earth years. Now stop thinking like one. We will terminate if you do not cooperate with me. Now breath...Slower. Focus. Think of this like when you shift sizes, if it helps. Do you remember when you first activated your subspace drive? You were anxious then, but you were a natural. Now focus on the flame...: She closed her optics, straining for meditative focus in the chaos. Phage tried to let go of her anxiety and block out the battle all around them but found that ignoring weaponfire was an intensely difficult matter. Then, quite abruptly, Optimus Prime's patience snapped. :Just cede control to me this instant! I was a fool, trying to make this a teachable lesson when you so clearly lack basic Cybertronian instinct.:
Stunned by his outburst of temper, Phage did not demur, but willfully found her conscious shrinking before his ancient one. She felt small and powerless within her own mind and body as Prime seized the reigns. Furthermore, where she had struggled to nurture her flame, Phage marveled as Optimus Prime did not merely conjure a flame in the void, but a sun and let it burn just as terribly. It seemed, within the private confines of the mindscape, that that terrible flame banished every shadow within her Undersea as Optimus used it to feed the flame. A strange mix of emotions and thoughts bubbled through Phage's mental processes, how she felt weak and pathetic that she could not do what Prime had did, that it was not fair given she was not Cybertronian born, and frustration at herself that she could not grasp the concept so fast. As she stewed on her mixed feelings, Prime's iron will had righted whatever problem had arose. The static snow gradually dissipated and with it their senses began to right themselves. The cold spell that had seized her body dissipated and began to reheat.
"Optimus..." Before Phage could give voice to her relief, her fear, her frustration and gratitude all at once and sort it out as she spoke, Sea Spray's full-faced battlemask swam into their view and startled her enough to hold her glossa. He love tapped the side of their face with the flat of his servo, calling her designation over and over again in growing alarm. "-age! Prime! Sir—err, Ma'am...? I have to move you! We're not safe to do an emergency transfer here!" That was the only warning they got before Sea Spray gathered up their reformating frame in his arms and cradled them protectively to his chassis bridal style. Phage's face contorted at the treatment as Optimus was once again embarrassed by his weakened state.
It was then, at a predetermined plan that passed between Jazz and Sea Spray with a nod, that the Autobots sprang around from their corners and laid down heavy suppressive fire. Sea Spray took the moment. Hunkering low, he darted to the back of the extraction group, pass Bumblebee and Spike and slid in behind another engaged column further down. Laserfire pinged his armor, but absorbed harmlessly.
During the harried dash, Phage determined that the mental pop during the reformat must have broke something upstairs, because there was no other explanation for the sudden neon green heads-up-display that was framing her view, or the odd pop up window that was demanding her attention, or even the readouts that were pinging her and telling her useless information such as the name of the mech carrying her. While she was perplexed by the user interface, all at once the half of their consciousness that was Optimus Prime came alert, eager and excited, because there were applications, and he seized on them like an addict. Where Optimus's attention turned to these, Phage tried to practice the concept of the consuming flame as their body passed through another contraction. Phage tried desperately to focus on the concept of a flame in the dark as Optimus had instructed, expanding and growing and consuming, yet Optimus himself became a further distracting force, tearing through the portion of her brain module Phage never realized hid a computer. Her concentration slipped, curiosity drawing her focus away as she wondered if what had just happened to her brain module was how computers felt when they got a factory reboot. Phage wondered if that was what the pop in her brain module had been about. A reboot brought on by the reformat? Had all those apps always been there and, simply, uninstalled? What was all there?
:All the apps I need.: Replied Optimus Prime to her meandering thoughts and Phage, still trying to grasp at that meditative flame, could not find it in her to get upset at herself that she had projected the thought openly and instead responded lazily, :What kind of apps?:
:The usual mundane and military ones. Toggable user interface-:
:Turn it off. It's so distracting.:
:-Internal clock-:
:Nice but don't really need that.:
:Yes, you do. Self diagnostic, integrated comms, assisted targeting, scanners...Focus on the flame, Phage.:
:You and the firefight are distracting!.:
:Focus.: Chided Prime as he went to access yet another file.
:At this point, you might as well finish it.: Phage Sent bitterly, then realized a second too late what the file contained that Optimus was about to open. :No! Don't!: To both of their dismays, it was a master file that unleashed a hoard of memory files.
Phage felt Optimus Prime's elder consciousness reel at the information unloaded, and all Phage's concentration broke as the processor ache revived with a malicious will. Within the mindscape, Phage and Optimus Prime's avatars groaned and stumbled, clutching at their craniums, but it was Optimus who demanded sharply, :What did I just open!:
Phage did not respond, and instead her avatar made a desperate rush to try and command the plethroa of windows to return to their master file with a wave of her servo. But there was too many, and Optimus Prime had regained himself. He was silent as he observed each floating file, taking note of their display image and sample audio. :Phage.: He Sent, the gravitas alone giving Phage's avatar pause, extreme anxiety creasing her refined features. :Are those training protocols for M.T.O.'s?:
Still holding her avatar's cranium, Phage shot him a frightened look. :Training protocols? Are those-no. No! No. They're-I'm not crazy okay?: Phage's Send hit a shrill peak.
:I never said that.: Optimus stared at her intently, optics growing full of suspicion.
:They're not...I don't think...I didn't know you were worried about Lazalt tampering or anything! Optimus, wait!: He had turned sharply away from her and began accessing the files, and was skimming through them with frightening speed. Of the clips of video that zipped by, Optimus caught snippets of Phage when she was still human and called Alicean Witwicky. Those were gone in an instant, replaced by her father Radar and Uncle Sparkplug in American military uniforms when they were young men, then a mother fleeing Poland with her children during World War II that Optimus Prime instinctively understood must have been the great grandmother Witwicky from all the Witwicky family stories, and still further back across cultures and ages: he caught glimpses of knights, Roman soldiers on the march, Greek peoples from Sparta to Athens, Macedonia and further still, splashing across the seas into nordic country with memories so intense he could feel the cold winds and taste the sea breeze, over oceans further still into a barbaric Ireland, and to the east into Asian and the Middle Eastern...and deeper still into an unrecorded past of human history...
Phage's pleading finally broke through his concentration. :Stop it! Turn it off! Those are my nightmares!: Optimus paused the stream, the current video stilled in the midst of a vicious battle between ornately decorated soldiers and disfigured seafarers, none of which he could identify the culture the peoples belonged too nor the age. His avatar turned at the waist, staring Phage's avatar down where she had remained, unmoved, but now a cracked and hyperventilating thing that had buried her servos in her silver synthetic hair. :Turn them off! Please!:
::What. Nightmares.: Clipped Optimus sternly. Her avatar quelled under the intensity in his optics, a flash of something dark and stormy that frightened her terribly.
"-age! Prime! Anyone! Come back to me!"
They blinked rapidly, coming around at the persistent love taps across their cheek that left a smart sting. Sea Spray's face filled their visual, the eerie stoic full face battlemask glaring at them, but his rough voice laced with worry. "There's a good lass! Err, Prime-good, Pri-Uuh-Just stay with us! We have to be quick."
"Quick?" Phage echoed, only then registering that they had made it behind the Extraction Team.
"Yes! Quick!" Gruffly ordered Sea Spray, making them pull a face. "We have to hurry!" Before Phage could say anything, Sea Spray's chest plating shifted and pulled apart, exposing not only his brilliant pulsing spark but an isolated empty cavity for a secondary. In the dark, their small hiding spot lit up with the warm glow as the air became charged by the exposed spark. "I completely understand why you did this, lass." Sea Spray announced suddenly where not even the full battlemask could diminish the solemn note in his words. Labored, shallow breaths marked the rise and fall of their chassis. Propped against the corner of an engaged column and the wall, their optics drifted from Sea Spray's exposed chassis and up to his face.
Within the mindscape, Optimus's avatar still hounded her for answers. :Phage.: Growled Prime's Send. :What. Nightmares.:
:I mentioned it before!: She Sent back frantically.
Their hesitation to open their chassis marked an anxious shift from Sea Spray, who barked abruptly, "Phage! Now! You have to give Prime to me now! We can't wait!" Sea Spray's attention jerked nervously down the corridor and back to them. They had the sudden haunting reminder that Sea Spray was in the same place Phage had been in just that afternoon. "Open your chassis so I can take him now! We're running out of time! ...Phage!"
:Phage! Out with it!: Rumbled Prime as Phage's avatar flinched away from him, while to Sea Spray he managed to weakly voice through Phage's vocal processor. "A...few more nanokliks..."
"Prime?" Sea Spray nearly snarled. "Why the slag-" Began Sea Spray irritably, then said sharply, "Forgiving protocol here, but frag no, sir. Do not make me rattle off your life support readings! Phage—disregard Optimus Prime. Open your chassis or I will."
Their optics grew large and round. After the barest moments of hesitation, her servos slid over her chassis and gripped the panels. Sluggishly, her chest cavity pulled apart...
Further up the hall, as Jazz laid down heavy weapon fire from around his engaged column, he caught a bright radiant haze from the corner of his peripheral nanokliks before his internal scanners registered a new electrical currant tingling the air. Behind his visor, Jazz briefly glanced around to the engaged column where it was coming from and saw only Sea Spray's backside and a brilliant radiant halo ringing his frame.
His mouth set in fierce determination. "Autobots! Hold the line!"
The hallway dissolved into a furious murder hole, but for whose side was unclear. Laserfire flew back and forth in quick succession, more and more coming from Megatron's half of the hall as time stretched on, alerting Jazz that additional Decepticons had arrived to join in their commanders defense of their home. Little by little the Autobots were pushed back down the hall, losing one column after another until they were on top of Sea Spray and Phage all over again. In the delicate process of extracting one of the two sparks from Phage's frame, Sea Spray hissed through his battlemask as his backside was peppered with strafing Decepticon fire.
"Sea Spray!" Worried Phage, but the gruff M.T.O. vented air heavily through his systems and wordlessly finished the operation by securing the secondary spark in his spare chamber. Its protective shielding slid into place, blocking the loose spark in before his chest paneling shifted back into its proper shape. "All secure." Rasped Sea Spray.
"You cannot hide Phage from me forever!" Bellowed Megatron from down the hall, putting such mocking emphasis on her designation to leave no doubt he knew the truth of what she had done. "I will hound her to the ends of this world! I will track her across star systems if I have too!" As the threat rang all around her, Phage scrambled to push herself deeper into the corner of the engaged column and the wall, her chest panels closing over her spark chamber while her pedes kicked the floor to give her the momentum needed to hide herself as best she could without phasing.
"You deserve a damn trophy, Lil' Katt!" Jazz shouted as he fired off a volley of weapon fire around the column and ducked on the return. "I've only ever heard of a handful of mechs earning a personal vendetta from Megatron himself!"
"Man, we really kicked the hornets nest on this one!" Shouted Spike, firing and ducking and repeating the cycle.
"What?"
"Never mind, 'Bee! -Where the hell are the Aerialbots! -Hey!" Hollered Spike, then abruptly cried out as Bumblebee unexpectedly swung his arm around and caught Spike's exosuit across the chassis. The yellow minibot pushed him back as a hail of gunfire rained on their position. A short scream burst from Bumblebee's vocal processor as energon and his exodermal armor exploded off his right arm, showering Spike and the wall in shrapnel and Cybertronian lifeblood. The small self sacrifice saved Spike, who had been hanging out further in the hallway than Bumblebee was, and was only tagged with superficial marks across his cold frame.
"Spike! 'Bee!" Jazz shouted.
"Shit!" Screamed Spike as he desperately seized Bumblebee and threw themselves behind their engaged column. "'Bee are you alright! I can see your muscle cables!"
"Can you move your digits, 'Bee!" Shouted Jetfire from across the way, where he and Jazz were flattened with their backs against the parallel wall as the Decepticons rained down their barrage of weaponfire.
Struggling to swallow the note of distress in his vocals, Bumblebee cradled his right arm at the elbow joint. One digit twitched, and then another. Then, all were moving in cascading synch. "Yes!" Bumblebee shouted back across the way, "But they're lagging!"
"Fragging Pitt!" Jazz hissed.
"Hurts like it too!" Gritted Bumblebee between his denta.
"Can you still fire your gun?" Asked Jazz.
"I think so!"
:This is not looking good!:
:Phage, listen to me. Breathe, find your center. We will make it through this.: She could Sense Prime's waning patience with their situation. :True bravery is when you face your fears and rise to confront the danger.:
:I've heard that gem of wisdom before.:
:Then center yourself and work with me.: Prime snapped as he settled fully into his battle mindset. :You were eager for a fight before. Here we are.:
:And you were complaining about me taking a life before-Hypocrite.:
:Not how you tried.: Optimus bit back. :Where is the honor in what you tried to do.:
:Honor? Pfth! It was precision. It was tactical. Surgical. If you had let me follow through with that swing Megatron wouldn't be giving us grief now! Bumblebee wouldn't be hurt! We will be lucky if no one else is damaged or worse!:
:If Megatron is to terminate, it will be honorably, not some underhanded tactic.:
:Is that so.: She snarked. :And how many times have you had that opportunity?:
There really was no filter to sieve her Sends from her personal thoughts that she was not wholly capable of exercising. The whole experience was new to her, and she still had problems isolating her private thoughts from her Sends to Prime even when she thought that they were. In that regard she wished, too late, that she knew how to properly use the new muscle, as their systems suddenly flooded through with rage from an irate Optimus Prime. Phage's consciousness paled before the flood, giving more ground to Prime than she would have otherwise done.
"Sea Spray!" Optimus practically barked at the M.T.O., full commanding gravitas bolstering their voice. "Give me a gun!"
"But-!"
They shot him a severe glare, one, Sea Spray was sure, that could have ignited his living metal frame on fire if Optimus Prime had so willed. "Now." They ordered, holding their servo out, palm up.
"I've got you covered, Prime!" Jazz called across the way as he summoned a rifle from subspace and dropped it to the floor before kicking it across. The weapon slid effortlessly across the metal floor and Phage seized it up.
"Aah!" Sighed Prime as he quickly became familiar with the grasp, the weight and feel and adjusted the power settings on the cell charges. "This will do!"
Between the laser blasts that lit up the dark hall, the extraction team eyed them over with marked concern. Despite the removal of the secondary spark, the reformat continued, now swiftly with Optimus Prime commandeering a majority of Phage's neural processes as she withdrew before his ancient, experienced consciousness. Phage's frame settled and solidified into a sleek, aerodynamic four-wheeler, with the excess of exodermal armor accentuating the curve of her frame. Her silver synthetic hair, that had been barely contained in the messy braid, coalesced in thick batches and remolded into a multitude of omni-directional, serpentine hair.
"Spires of Iacon," Breathed Jetfire, drawing some attention to himself from his fellow Autobots. The large mech flushed and fumbled to add quickly, "Count your blessings, but it appears Sea Spray extracted Optimus Prime's spark on time. In fact, it appears that Prime's spark jump-started your own preordained function rather than corrupting it."
"Ya look wonderful, Lil' Katt, a real Cybertronian savage beauty, but only Ratchet can say how it affected things beneath the hood." Interjected Jazz, smoothly complimenting and reprimanding Jetfire all in one.
"Ah. Well. Yes. Of course! I was only making an observation!"
"Sure you were."
"What are you going to do, Prime?" Questioned Sea Spray warily. "Err, Phage. Phage...One?" Stumbled Sea Spray, looking imploringly to his peers through the darkness and hail fire of lasers that punctuated the dark like javelins of light.
"Phage-One?" Phage returned, lifting a delicate optical ridge at him. Behind the full faced battlemask, Sea Spray flushed, recalling too late that using the suffix '-One' around Optimus Prime might not have been a good call.
"I meant no disrespect, Prime. I just thought... Well, you're a combiner conscious with Phage right now. Phage Prime or Optimal Phage just...doesn't work. And then I thought, since Phage is Ratchet's medical assistant, the designation just sort of, rolled off the glossa."
"Aha!" Laughed Jazz suddenly from across the way as Jetfire and he leaned back around to return fire on a lull from the Decepticons. "I get it! Reference to her medical career, double reference to phase-one of an operation and triple reference to her outliner ability- Nice one, Sea Spray!"
"It just sort of came to me." Admitted the M.T.O with a humble shrug.
"Tch!" Grumbled Phage, pulling a face of disgruntlement. "Do I not get a say in this?"
"No." Teased Jazz. "It's done. The designation is stuck. Stuck as poor Getaway."
"That's messed up, Jazz." Sea Spray grunted.
"Not my issue. 'Bots earn their designations, and he earned his. Damn coward."
"Oh for god's sake!" Spike snapped off, firing aggressively down the hall and into the gloom where he had noted a burst of light before. "How are any of you alive!"
"Spike, surviving as long as any of us have means keeping a cool cranium and being able to laugh." Countered Jazz.
"Less laughing more shooting!"
"Someone's stressed." Teased Jazz.
"More shooting!" Screamed Spike. "Bumblebee and Jetfire are damaged! Sea Spray's been hit. I'm peppered! Phage-One is...I don't even know!"
"See?" Jazz continued to tease. "Stuck."
"Ugh." Grumbled Phage-One with a roll of their optics.
"If you planned on using that rifle for anything, Phage-One, now would be a good time!" Sing-sang Jazz over the rapport of gunfire.
"Planned? Humpth! Here's a classic." Phage-One countered as they rolled around the corner of the column and immediately began firing not at the Decepticons, but the walls. They could hear Spike and Jetfire begin to protest but cut off when the energy beams reflected and began ricocheting in a haphazard crazy crossfire on Megatron and the Decepticons. Down the hall, there came immediate screaming, and yelling, curses, and orders to fall back under the barrage. A devious grin plastered across Phage-One's face as they kept up the ricochet fire even as the Decepticons retreated further down the hall and dodged behind cover of the engaged columns. With the change in mood, their omni-hair moved of its own accord, snaking and twisting until it had gathered in mass atop their cranium into an tight, professional updo.
From the column just ahead of their own position, Spike threw his cranium back and laughed uproariously. The kind of laugh that aided to release the tension in his nerves. "Hahahaaa! Take that, Decepti-creeps!"
"Good ol' ricocheting trick! Never disappoints!" Jazz crowed from across the way.
"It should buy us some much needed time." Phage-One announced as their chassis swelled with pride in their skill and small victory. Enough, that Phage's avatar beamed in the mindscape, glowing with equal abandon, and teased, :You simply must teach me this trick!.:
:In due time, perhaps.: Her avatar flushed, then beamed at the prospect of learning the trick. :But first and foremost-Nightmares?:
The smile crumpled off their face and into a frown. "Damn your persistence."
Phage's avatar cast about and quickly realized that she was trapped within the mindscape with Optimus Prime. With nowhere she could go to flee him, she ran her servo over her face before settling on toying with her braid ceaselessly in her characteristic nervous fashion. Neither avatar had stirred from their positions, and Optimus's remained fixed, staring her down, with the fragmented files of her nightmares floating around the two of them. She was careful not to look at the files and kept her attention fixed on her pedes. When she projected her next Send, his optics narrowed further still to burning slits. :I thought I mentioned the nightmares before...: Sent Phage faintly, growing meek and still under his dark shift in demeanor.
:Jog my memory.: Whispered Optimus's Send severely. Caught up in the undercurrent of the data she disassembled what had him on edge. With the reformat restoring properties that should have been active at the start of her cyber-ascension, the question arose whether she was or was not a threat. A question that had tormented his processes for two long Earth years, and with the revelation that she had training protocols leaking through into her dreams while she recharged, Phage had no clear answer herself except that she did not think she was. Noting the rising fear in her face, and the anxiety churning the pit of their fuel tanks, and digesting the undercurrent of data in her Sends, Optimus Sensed she meant no harm or ill intention, was being truthful as always, but was, as she often was, an anxious wreck. His features broke. The hard edge relaxed and he broke his rigid stance, shifting his weight between pedes, and implored her with an outstretched servo. :Please, Phage. I was honest with you about the investigation. I opened up to you about us before your cyber-ascension. Be honest with me. What are you not fully telling me? Why are you so distraught?:
Her mouth came unhinged as her optics searched his fiercely bright, worried ones. :I-: She choked on the Send, then cracked and rushed to Send. :Wow. This is hard. How do I say this without sounding crazy?:
:Say what?: Pressed Prime with marked concern.
She squeezed her optics shut and exhaled air noisily through her mouth. :Iiiee...have-had nightmares.: Her servos viciously twisted and pulled at her braid. :Every night since I woke up as-as this.: Her left servo gestured to her avatar's body that echoed her android self, though now reformatted her avatar did not yet reflect the change. :Every. Night.: Phage reiterated, locking optics with him. :It got so bad that I dreaded sleeping and tried to get the bare minimum or even less of what I needed. Of course, everyone started noticing. Spike, Uncle Sparkplug, Ratchet, Wheeljack and Jazz. Huffer reprimanded me for carelessness, Ratchet for forgetfulness, Ironhide seemed pleased that I was working out my issues through training though, all because of it...I'm sure you must have noticed too.:
:Yes, I had.: Clipped Prime. :But your recharge deprivation goes back to the incident with the Insecticons in Washington. Before that even, to Radar's death.:
:Don't remind me.: Phage murmured and her optics darted to account for the dark caverns of her mindscape as if she half expected to hear the chittering memories again. Sympathy pierced Optimus Prime for the deep psychological scars that had yet to heal despite the years between then and now.
:Did you do anything about the nightmares?: Prime asked gently. He was eager to draw her attention away from the dark memories. :Did you tell anyone?:
:Spike and Uncle Sparkplug asked if I was having nightmares about what happened to me by, well...the Lazalt.: Phage answered freely as her optics slowly drew away from the back of the cavernous Undersea and retrained on him. :And no. I don't have any recollection of that, not even nightmares. Thank god. So I...just...said the usual. That I was fine. That I was having difficulty adjusting to being Cybertronian. Which was true. I...: She paused to gather herself before rushing to blurt it all out. :I felt I couldn't say what was really happening. How do you tell your family-or anyone really-that you're having nightmares every night about the lives of dead men from antiquity?:
Prime blinked hard. :Wait.: Then, unexpectedly, he stepped back as if he had been dealt a physical blow. Stunned by the abrupt change in his behavior, Phage watched him with wide optics as he glanced back around at the floating files, analyzing each individual one with critical care, then back at her. His optics swept her over from cranium to pede and back, an air about him that he was really truly seeing her for the first time. Phage shifted uneasily under the scrutiny. :You're having nightmares about what?:
:See!?: Phage deflected, stepping away from him and gesticulating towards him. :It sounds crazy! You even think so. Why the hell would I open my mouth and admit it to-:
:Phage.: Stressed Prime, cutting her off as he held his servos up in a placating gesture. :I never said that. You know I am not even processing it. I can clearly see your nightmares. I do not think you are crazy. There are a few explanation's for this. M.T.O. training protocols are the first to come to my processor. There is also cerebral shell implantation and Shadowplay tactics.:
:You said Ratchet said I was clean of that.:
:I did.: Stressed Prime. :And I do not think it is any of those.: Phage's face scrunched up at his admission of his suspicions, but before she could ask what he meant, Optimus continued. :So please, talk to me. What are the nightmares about?:
:What are they about?: Phage hesitated, and shuffled between her pedes, clearly agitated that any of this had come up at all as she tugged at her braid. :It's crazy.:
:You keep insisting that, but in my long life I have heard crazy and I have heard truth. And there are times that the two overlap, more so than you may realize.: Optimus Sent diplomatically. :So try me.:
Phage worried her bottom lip. After a brief spell within the mindscape's distorted sense of time, she came to a conclusion. She Sent swiftly and tersely. :Dead. Men. From Earth's antiquity. And women. Both.: She rushed to continue before she gave her decision a second thought. :Every night is the same.: Phage continued softly. :Battles and death and politics and...other more private affairs...Don't ask.: She blurted out. :It's like watching a virtual reality documentary of whose who in history except I can't shut it off until I'm killed in the dream. Not like I messed up and got a game over in a training simulation, mind you, but as in I'm Julius Caesar reliving his military career and it ends with him-me-getting stabbed by the Senate twenty-three times.: At the admission and further description of what her nightmares had been about, Optimus Prime's optics grew wider and rounder the more she trusted to divulge. :In another, I was reliving the life of the wild and fierce warrior Cu Chulainn. That ended with him getting his stomach cut open by a spear, taking his innards and tying himself up to a rock so he could die on his feet in battle. That one, Cu Chulainn was a bit of a badass but, um, still not fun that one. Or there was the one where I was Alexander the Great, again reliving his military career and observing political issues, and eventually dying of poison in bed while his greedy generals watched over him. Fucking bastards.: Phage snarled suddenly, the pupils of her optics flaring neon green briefly as she tossed a vicious side-eyed glare at nothing. The reaction had Optimus's thick optical ridges shooting up high. Her attention shifted back to his, and for the first time the notion struck him hard that her gaze was not just tired, but old and guarded and, perhaps, bordering sick. :Getting set on fire as Joan of Arc wasn't a fun one either. I woke up screaming and ran for the shower rack. I sat there under the cold for two hours at minimum until I could calm down and couldn't feel the fires licking at my skin anymore.: As she wound down she took stock of Optimus's reaction of her tale and could not decide if his wide optic stare was one of deep concern or astonishment. She settled that it had to be the former because the latter was too strange to contemplate. Phage became meek, her cranium drooping towards her pedes as she finished desperately. :All of it feels so real, Op. Every time I'm stabbed in a dream I feel it stab through me and I wake up with the pain. I can't elaborate enough how real it all is. I would ask if you had any concept of what that was like, but that seems rather insensitive, given all that you've lived through, doesn't it?:
:Primus, Phage.: Optimus Sent, his thought a breath of wonder that took her by surprise. She looked up, curious, desperate but still anxious. :You run from everything, including yourself!:
:That...wasn't the reaction I was expecting.: She Sent back, more than a bit puzzled.
:I try not to be too predictable. It can get one terminated.: For once, his dry humor left her baffled. Phage canted her cranium, her refined features squished together as Optimus turned sharply away from her and accessed an additional program, muttering to himself all the while. :Why didn't I realize it before? It has to be!:
Stunned by his aloof reaction, Phage asked cautiously. :Optimus...I can't believe I'm about to ask this, but - Are you alright?:
:I am functioning as well as can be, given our circumstances.:
Confounded by his behavior, Phage gaped at the back of his avatar as he busied himself by skimming through the new program window he had opened. :Definitely not the reaction I was expecting-at all, I might add. What are you doing?:
:Accessing self diagnostic.: Replied Optimus crisply.
One of her fine optical ridges arched high on her forehead. :How did we go from me getting interrogated about my nightmares and their potential to be Lazalt training programs too accessing self diagnostic?:
Prime's servos stilled between swiping through features within self diagnostic to give her a cheeky glance over his shoulder strut. :You mean to tell me you do not know why I opened self diagnostic?:
Phage bristled at the slight dealt to her intellect. :I presume you are attempting to backtrack the energy outbursts. They have been bothering you since the start of all this.:
Before she had even finished speaking, Optimus turned his attention back to the current screen and was absorbing the information contained therein. :That is correct.:
:But why? Why now? I thought you wanted to know if the nightmares are Lazalt training protocols:
:After hearing your relation of events, and seeing them for myself, I know for a fact that they are not training protocols for Made-to-Orders. In fact, the nightmares were the penultimate piece of the puzzle to what has been plaguing you: the energy outbursts, your passive rapid regeneration ability, it is all related to the same root cause. All of it. I just wish you had opened up to me about the nightmares. I wish I had pressed then. Moreover, I cannot comprehend why Ratchet did not say anything. He should have said something to me when the situation was of such significant magnitude!:
Baffled, Phage blinked, stunned all for half a nanoklik before she Sent, :What?:
Optimus turned fully around to address her, his large frame blocking the diagnostic window he had summoned from her view. In his optics shown a kind of awe she had not seen in his optics directed at her since Reactivation, when he first laid optics on the small, carbon-based organic alien creature that was hurt and lost in the Ark. :Training programs for M.T.O.s do not have you live out the lives of military generals, politicians, leaders, or even the life of the average solider. Do you think Sea Spray or any other Autobot received training programs that followed me through my optics?:
Her avatar gawked as the revelations sank in. :No...No, that would be foolish. They would be tutorials. You know, I've never actually seen an Autobot training video. But-What the hell are those then?: She demanded, pointing to the myriad floating files.
:Imprints.: Optimus said simply, glancing aside to the files, then closed them with an indifferent wave of his servo.
:Imprints?: Phage echoed as she stared after the windows as they disappeared. :What are imprints?: And there again, behind the battlemask, was the same secretive smile Optimus gave every so often. The one that crinkled his optics ever so slightly. But this one was extra special. This secretive smile held a unique gleam in his optics that was filled with the same wonder and awe that she could not comprehend was directed at her or why Optimus would be so enthused by any of her news.
:Amuse me.: Optimus Prime said suddenly.
:Amuse you?: Phage echoed incredulously.
:Yes. Back in the washracks, when Rumble and Frenzy were grilling you on your designation, you admitted that you were torn between Phage or Pandora. That you chose Phage because your face did not fit the latter designation.:
:Yes...: Concurred Phage slowly. :What does this have to do with imprints?:
:Patience, Phage. I am getting there. First, what did you mean by that?:
:What did I-Nothing. Just, I felt Pandora was a strong name fit for someone of equal mettle. That's all. Phage was easier, simpler.: Her optics squinted at him. :I don't see how this is related.:
The Prime's optics were intent on her, never wavering, and she felt the intensity of his stare was hyper aware of her and saw through her and into her soul. :How is the designation Pandora strong? You never explained that. The designation belonged to the first woman of Greek mythos,:: remarked Prime, understanding this as he drew from her own memory, ::which is a tragic telling. Furthermore, the designation does not mean 'first,' but 'all gifted.' Ironically, given the revelation of your dual outliner abilities the designation seems more suited to you now than ever before. But why is it strong?: Phage's avatar seized up of all agitated motion. Her optics grew round, her mouth parted. Between them passed an instant understanding that Phage had tried, and nearly succeeded, in slipping something important pass Prime as something less than. A breadcrumb trail that he had at last taken stock of. The look he gave her then was a surprisingly deferential attitude from one wily processor to the next. :Phage...What was the second half to the designation?: Her agitation became palpable. She shifted her weight and scrubbed at her face. Prime's avatar bloated with an aura of victory. His next Send was teasing, :You still have not told me what it is.:
:I don't see how this topic pertains to the imprints or why it is important at all. Why don't you just tell me what you found?:
:Poor misdirection tactics, Phage.: Optimus continued to heckle good-naturedly, then sobered up rather quickly. :Should I even continue to call you that? Or is it Pandora...?:
:Stop! Just...drop the subject, alright. The name doesn't matter!:
:You are getting flustered because it does matter. Significantly. And you do not want to acknowledge it.: Optimus replied stubbornly, his Sends becoming firm and his stare intense once more. :All of it, in fact: the energy bursts, the regeneration, especially the imprints. Especially that. I should have realized sooner. I suspected, of course.: Prime began to ramble, :But I had to confirm my theory. As it has proven true, I cannot comprehend why Ratchet kept it a secret.:
:What's true?: Snapped Phage. ::And what does Ratchet have to do with this?::
::Let me counter with an observation of your own: why has Ratchet resumed drinking? What would push him to return to such a dark habit?::
::I...cannot fathom. Stress?:: But when Optimus just shook his cranium in the negative, Phage fidgeted between her pedes.
::Ratchet has withheld vital information from high command and myself. Vital information about you.::
Her face crumpled up in anger and incredulity. ::Me? He's drinking because of me!? That is such a messed up accusation, Op!::
::I am not a gambling mech, but I could safely bet that Ratchet resorted to drinking to deal with a heavy conscious. I have the proof.:: Prime's optics bored into hers, challenging. Daring. Optimus Prime canted his cranium ever so slightly towards the self diagnostic window behind him. :If you want answers, you could have a look and see for yourself.: A sudden wave of fear swamped her as her attention jumped from Prime and then towards the hint of the window poking out around his frame, and back to Prime again. A war raged across her face, Optimus could see it clear as the sun. Micro tension flickered here and there, an optical ridge, a quirk at the corner of her mouth. Then, her features tanked as one would when hearing the knell of mourner bells. In an instant, the battle was over, and Optimus knew before she spoke what she had decided as she tried to backpedal from him, a step that would carry her in a desperate flight back to the Undersea if he allowed her. His mood soured almost immediately. :You cannot run from yourself, Phage!:
Her face contorted into an impertinent frown. :Just watch me!:
:How long?: Optimus challenged, bringing her to a stop before she could get going. :How much longer do you think you can keep going?!:
She ran her servos through her synthetic hair in an agitated fashion and fairly screamed in frustration. :The name doesn't fit me!:
:It does if you just let it.:
Phage blustered up. :You don't even know the full name! You don't know what you're saying!:
:Phage!: Optimus Sent, the authority and calm and understanding and love all contained in the undercurrents caused her to seize up. In the brief quiet, Optimus gestured towards himself. :I could not run from my designation. You cannot either. It is a part of you. You cannot run from this.:
Cautiously, Phage lifted her tentative gaze and found his. :What designation are you talking about?:
Unamused, he Sent sternly, :You know which one.: Her face grew lean at his response. Cautiously, he made a ginger step towards her. :I have only ever had two designations in my long life. I could not run from Optimus Prime no more than you can run from yours.:
:Op...: Posed Phage delicately, the edges of her Send stressed, and reflected in her optics. :What you are implying is impossible.:
:I know more about what is going on with your own body than you comprehend at this moment in time. I just want to help you. And for that, I need you to trust me. Please. Entrust me with the full designation. In return, I will share everything with you.:
Phage stuck her bottom lip out in a cheeky pout. :I don't need you to tell me. I can just look it up myself.:
Optimus shook his cranium. :You do not comprehend the enormity of my offer. I was not talking about the diagnostic report, but to that, I know you will not. You are running from your true designation and will not preform a deep scan on your own systems now that I have warned you, in fear of what you will find.: To the look she gave, Optimus followed up quickly. :I know you, Alo Ata. You are afraid of who you are. You have been for years. That is why you kept the designation Phage after learning it meant a trojan virus. You were and are afraid of what you are. I am here to tell you you do not have to be. You are not alone. Please, trust me with this. It is the final piece of this puzzle. We both need the answers to this. For once and for all.:
:Ooh.: Moaned Phage as she ducked her cranium to pinch the bridge of her olfactory and rub at her optics. :Why me?:
Rumble, Shrapnel, Soundwave and Megatron crouched low behind their respective, damage riddled engaged columns, shielding their craniums with their arms as laserfire ricocheted every which direction. The beams were not powerful, Megatron knew, not enough for one individual shot to seriously damage unless someone were foolish enough to get caught in a hailstorm of it. In addition to the ricocheting shots being a fools trap at worst and a pinning tactic at best, should one even avoid getting caught in the crossfire, the rebounding blasts would confuse and obscure the true location of his enemies from his visual. Because of that, he was not willing to break cover and charge down the hall.
"Oh, come on!" Wailed Rumble from near Megatron's pedes, where the minicon was pressed close to Megatron's larger frame for protection from the laser bursts and shielded the rest of his exposed half with his arms. "I thought only Optimus Prime knew that trick!"
"It was his staple, yes." Concurred Megatron with a low key growl. His attention narrowed dangerously, focusing across the hall on his Communications Officer. "Soundwave!" The telepath's cranium jerked around to Megatron, yellow visor flaring briefly. In the quiet exchange, Megatron jerked his cranium in the Autobot's direction, his mouth curling into a snarl. "Deal with them."
Soundwave simply nodded and slid down the engaged column, making himself as small as possible without activating his transformation cog or subspace drive. Kneeling in the corner, Soundwave stilled, visor dimming. A calm in the eye of the storm.
Phage shuffled from pede to pede, embarrassed, as she glanced between Optimus Prime and around the mindscape. :It's a silly thing.:
Optimus was the measure of patience. :Somehow, I do not think it is.: Phage continued to shuffle uneasily, tugging anxiously at her braid of synthetic hair. :Please, Phage. I need you to trust me.:
:I do.:
:Then tell me what it is. And its significance to you. Why are you hiding from it?:
::I thought you already knew what was going on.::
::Do not smart off at me! I want to help you, Phage!:: Thundered Optimus, then calmed. ::I have a very good idea of what is going on, but I want all the pieces. All of them. And for that I want you to trust me, like you use to, Phage. Before everything went wrong. Before Ratchet's apparent deceit. Before the cyber-ascension. I was under the impression you missed the rapport we use to have.::
::I do. Of course! It's just...I can't comprehend what would drive Ratchet to do what you're claiming. Or why it has to do with me. What could be so terrible?::
::If it is as I all suspect, then it is not all terrible. I could hypnotize on Ratchet's actions all day, but it would be best to question when when we return. Until then, please...the designation. The full designation.::
She dodged about uncertainty, mulling over his request. Finally, far above her and at the back of the cavernous Undersea, an acidic green will-o-wisp sparked. The burning flame bounced about, as though it were the pensive hand of a writer, before it set to its task. Optimus Prime's attention fixed to the wisp as it began to carve out the first letters against the darkness.
P-
Subconsciously, Phage's digits carded ceaselessly through her braid until she had undone the bottom half. All the while, her focus was intense on Optimus Prime's avatar. :What is its significance? Why am I hiding from it?:
-A-N-
:The name was there when I activated.:
-D-O-R-A
Optimus's attention riveted to her, his optics round and wide and full, once more, of that certain wonderous emotion Phage could not place the why of, and it only made her worry more. :Two years ago? When I rescued you from the Lazalt?:
:Yes.: Admitted Phage. :The moment I activated it was there. Burned into the back of my mind. It seemed to...Call to me. If that makes any sense. Taunting. I couldn't shake it, but I felt I couldn't acknowledge it either. The name is all important and grand and...I didn't fit it. Part of me was afraid that it had something to do with the Lazalt, so, I...tried to deny it. But, every day I have feels like I've been cutting off my own limbs.:
Prime's optics jumped back to the dark sky of the Undersea where the will-o-wisp had began to write out the first letters of the second half of the designation. It seemed a small eternity that the wisp took to carve out the first syllable...
E-
:I can never shake it.:: Phage elaborated further. Almost painfully, as if admitting this was a deep and difficult secret to tell. :No matter how far down I try to bury it, it rises back up with a vengeance.:
-N-
:As with the energy bursts?:
-D-
Pensive reflection captured Phage's features as she thought over Prime's suggestion. :Something similar to that. Yes.:
-U-R-
:All of this, I must sound mad.:
:Maybe to some. Most. But, not to me. Not at all. I understand completely.:
Phage's optical ridges crinkled together. :You... do?:
:More than you realize.:
-U-S
Optimus Prime's focus was on the full designation, now written in the night sky of the Undersea for him to fully see...Pandora Endurus.
Just then, a unique brand of excitement took root in Optimus Prime that Phage had never witnessed before and could not grasp the why of. She grew silent, studying him intently, but could not breach the ancient confines of those sturdy walls to understand him. As her only outlet for her nervous energy, her digits still carded through her now loose synthetic hair.
:Optimus...?:
:Designations have an interesting cultural importance to my people. Did I ever say? They reveal a clear, true facet of your character. Some Cybertronian poets would romanticize that a designation is a window into your spark. I wonder then, what does this designation, that has been calling to you, your real designation that you have been hiding from, what does it mean? Truly and wholly? You told me the importance of the first half. Pandora to you means 'the first.' What of the second half? What does it all mean together? Could you explain why the designation is strength:
After a long contemplative moment in the mindscape, Phage's Send came, and when it did it came as a quiet admission. :The significance of the whole name...the meaning behind Pandora Endurus is, 'the first too endure,' or, 'the first of us to endure.': The Prime's optics dropped from the designation illuminated in Phage's Undersea and fell upon her in question as she elaborated at great length. Her digits picked at the silver strands of her hair with less agitation and with a ponderous, innocent manner. :Endurus is... so important. The title draws from humanity's tenacity to endure through any and everything thrown our way: through famine and war, hardship and prosperity, plagues and near extinctions, to our more private hardships day-to-day...forces great and small. Humanity is young by Cybertronian standards, but we have survived so much in such a sort amount of time and will continue to endure for long into the future, no matter the odds set against us. It is inspiring. It is in the name of humanity's spirit that Endurus is derived. Combined with Pandora, what else could the full name be but strength?:
:Endurus is a title?:
Phage blinked owlishly at him and responded impatiently. :Yes, yes, of course. What else could it be?:
A feverish excitement came over the whole of Optimus then. A genuine and rare glee stealing over his optics and shining through the whole of his face. He turned his overwhelming excitement on her. His Send cracked with a laugh. :I knew it! And it is still hard to believe!:
Baffled, Phage Sent, :Well you have certainly been bragging that you do. But what, I cannot say.:
:Phage!: Optimus barked with a laugh. :You're a Prime! A Prime of Earth!:
Phage blinked back hard. On a list of things she had expected, his announcement did not even register on the bottom of the list. :What?:
In three long strides Optimus's avatar was on her. Phage gasped as Optimus seized her up with with his giddy energy and spun her around once, declaring over and over again with a wild, abandoned laugh. :You are a Prime! You are a Prime, Phage! The Lazalt manufactured you as a Prime!:
:What?: She echoed again in mounting shock and disbelief. Then, certain she was beginning to sound like a parrot and worried about that, she added hastily, :I can't be a Prime! I'm not Cybertronian!:
Optimus sat her back on her pedes but refused to let go of her shoulders. :You have all the signs!:
:Signs?!:
:I said I would explain!: Optimus Sent in a rush, his whole avatar vibrating with his zeal. While he kept one servo tightly on her, the other gestured in abrupt motions. :Where do I start? How...? Imprints! Yes, there! Your nightmares are imprints! Imprints are psychic impressions impressed upon the Matrix when any mech comes into contact with it. I mentioned to you before that the Matrix contains imprints of Cybertron's previous Prime's whose experiences and wisdom I draw upon for guidance. Your imprints are of the same caliber-perfect, undistorted lens for which you may view history through the optics of your predecessors and learn from their mistakes and victories.:
:That, just...I- Why, why the hell do I have imprints? Of Earth's prominent whose-who!? That doesn't make any sense! The Matrix was with you while everybody was in stasis on the Ark! It never left the ship for four million years! The Matrix couldn't have imprints of humans! And I don't have the Matrix! You know that!:
:I do.: Admitted Prime. The grin that reached his optics must have been wide and denta-flashing beneath his battlemask.
:But-:
In his feverish excitement he cut her off. :Your passive regenerative ability – The Matrix grants me that gift too! And more! You know the Matrix grants me the ability to heal and grant life.:
:I can't do those things!:
:You have yet to try.:
:...!:
:The energy outbursts.: Continued Prime. :You were suffering them because you were not fully formatted for your function! You were having a short! Taking my spark helped reignite the process, completing what should have already been. And the designation! Pandora Endurus! You said it was there, burned into your brain module upon your activation. The same was true for me! Only that it happened to me after I was reconstructed during the First Siege of Iacon. Upgraded from my civilian frame to warrior class. When I was brought back online, the designation Optimus Prime was seared into my brain module. I could not escape it no matter how deep I buried myself in my duty. I carried the designation Orion Pax for some time after that, until I could deny the calling no more. Destiny found me and I was forced then to follow the call.:
:..Optimus, I...: The Send trailed off with Phage shaking her cranium, unable to fully process or express her thoughts.
:Pandora Endurus...: Sent Optimus Prime as he tested the designation carefully, studying it this way and that until, finally, it had passed his scrutiny. :The First to Endure. It is a beautiful and strong designation fit for the first of a new linage! There could be no title better suited for Earth's Prime's than the Endurus!:
:But...: Sent Phage yet again and all in a daze. :All that, the imprints, the energy bursts, the designation as you describe... I would need a matrix. You have thee Matrix. I just took that from your frame in the battle, I don't have it! You know that! None of this makes sense! I cannot be a Prime!:
:You are not.: Concurred Prime flippantly, a roguish glint in his optic. :You are an Endurus. You said so yourself.:
Phage blustered up. :How can you make light of this? I am no 'Endurus' of Earth! That's-it's ridiculous! The title itself is meaningless and without power!:
:It does not have to be that way forever.:
:Ugh!: Raged Phage, frustrated with the turn of events and Prime's uncharacteristic ecstatic mood, and buried her face in her servos. :There has to be another explanation!:
:Phage...Humor me.: Optimus Sent. She peered between her digits to glimpse the same warm smile in his optics. :Why do you think I opened diagnostic?:
:To backtrack the energy outbursts, clearly.: She Sent impassively. : We've already covered this!:
:We've been riding on an outburst while reformating, and it isn't fading, is it? The energy is still flooding your circuits. You feel it, Phage?:
:Of course I do! It's like being hyped up on too much caffeine while listening to dark metal orchestra.:
Optimus belted out a rare laugh. :It burns, doesn't it? This...energy, is potent and wild. A raw, untouched well of energy. By comparison, Matrix energy is so refined. Reserved, even. I have to coax the Matrix energy forth to do anything, but yours...it leaps and bounds eagerly at the slightest chance to be used and show off.:
Her servos fell away from her face as the reality of what Optimus had Sent dawned on her. Phage openly gawked at Prime. At length, she managed to Send with a hesitant and cautious edge, :I... have my own matrix?:
The exhilarate sparkle would not leave his optics. He shifted aside, permitting her view of the diagnostic window he had pulled open earlier. With a wave of his avatar's servo the window flew across the way and halted in front of Phage. Carefully, she glanced at Prime, who gestured for her to look with a nod. Full of apprehension, she glanced, and quickly looked away. Antsy, she closed her optics, exhaled and looked again. She found the diagnostic window displayed the internal workings of her chassis and quickly scanned the readout. A fuel pump, spark, air compressors...
Her cranium popped up, flabbergasted at what she had seen. Her optics locked briefly with Prime's. :I have a matrix chamber?: She gushed, flabbergasted, and did a double take. :I have a matrix chamber!: She confirmed for herself as she performed a third take. On the third, her servo flew to her mouth and stayed there as she just stared and stared at her own self diagnosis that displayed a very clear matrix chamber safely tucked away behind her spark chamber, hidden from view.
:You have a Matrix chamber.: Concurred Optimus Prime. :And within it, you have your own matrix. That is what has been empowering you. Your regeneration stems from that-Primus, Phage. It is what has saved you from phase rot! Your matrix is the cause of the energy outbursts, the cause of the designation Pandora Endurus burned into your processes-It has Chosen you.: She kept gawking at the readout. Optimus brushed loose strands of her hair behind her audio. :You do not have to keep running, or hiding. You can come into the light, Pandora Endurus.: Phage just kept staring at the readout, mouth agape and servo over her mouth. Gradually, the feverish excitement slowly eeked out of him when Phage was silent too long. Optimus prodded gently, :Phage?:
:Sorry.: She Sent dully. :I feel like you've just announced I have a benign cancer. This is...I...: She became lightheaded. :This is...impossible.:
:Nothing is impossible, Phage, merely improbable.:
:A matrix?!:
:Hm...Yes. There was a point during the War when Megatron poured Decepticon resources into spearheading research into photonic crystals. The fruition of their labor resulted in the Heart of Cybertron, a powerful photonic crystal that gave Megatron increased power and a rapid healing factor. He used to brag that the only difference between the Heart and the Matrix was undiscovered science.:
:Megatron has a matrix!?:
:In a loose sense of the word.: Optimus stressed. :He had the Heart. But he had to use the Heart to power the Nemesis just to leave Cybertron and chase us here, to Earth. Like the Nemesis, the Heart has been lost ever since.:
Phage grew quiet, having returned to staring at the readout. :The Heart didn't have imprints?:
:That is correct.:
:That is the only difference?:
:Megatron never created life with it. Nor could he heal others. And as far as I know, he never gained a designation from it.:
:But this...crystal.: she Sent delicately, careful not to use the word Matrix because it made her uncomfortable. :It has imprints of humans spanning thousands of years.: She tilted her cranium up to catch him in her view. :By your example, it doesn't sound manufactured. How is that? Why cyber-ascend me so that I can-What? House it? Where did it even come from?:
He shook his cranium in the negative. ::I do not have the answers you seek. However.:: Optimus Sent, his optics reflecting his sympathy and understanding to her plight, one only he could grasp the magnitude of. She looked up to him imploringly, and his large servos cupped her face and thumbed at her cheeks to sooth the rising anxiety and worries away. :I will make this promise to you, Phage: so long as you will allow me to share this road with you, I will help you to find the answers. I will never leave you.: He Sent, never once taking his optics off of her that were shining with ever increasing wonder.
:Why are you so excited about this?:
:Why?: Optimus Sent, surprised by her question. :I am not alone!:: His blunt admission left her speechless. ::Megatron's attempt with the Heart of Cybertron was just a pale shadow of what the Matrix truly is. What you have, whatever you chose to call it, it is the real thing. I can feel it. I can know it. I am enthused because, well...: He lent forward and pressed his forehead against hers. :I am not alone anymore. For once, a Prime is not alone. It is a sad accepted tradition that a Prime terminates before another is Chosen, and sometimes it takes the Matrix an age before it does so. Each true Chosen Prime is guided by the imprints within the Matrix. Just...just trying to relate that is...monumental. I cannot talk to anybody about what I experience as a Chosen. Nobody would understand. Worse, as you feared, I would come off as unhinged. I cannot have that in my position.: His Sends softened to a gentle, exhilarated tone. :Every time I think I have had a last first, your planet throws something new at me. Now, there's you.:
:Here's me.: Phage echoed dizzily.
Prime pulled back and viewed her critically. :Phage?: Optimus Sent worriedly, his thumb stilling. A wave of guilt washed over him. :You are in shock.:
Her Send was monotonous when it came. :I have been beat up, shot at, nearly blown up, assaulted, reformated and currently living through a live firefight. I don't have the energy to process any of this right now.:
Optimus stared at her, gauging, reevaluating his own excitement and came to an abrupt conclusion. He neatly packed it away and squared off, the warrior and leader, laser focused and determined. :I am sorry. You are correct. We do not have time for this. Not here. Not now. But I promise, once we are back at the Ark, and everything has settled down, I will explain everything. Every question you have, any advice I can give. What I cannot answer, I will help you hunt down the answers you require, if they can be obtained. ...You are not alone, Phage.: Reassured Optimus. :I am here.:
Phage had no words to express everything that she was going through. Instead, she closed her optics and leaned into the palm of his servo, as she placed her right servo over his. :Optimus...I...?: She opened her optics and almost immediately they wondered over his shoulder strut. Her optical ridges crinkled in confusion. Prime turned to figure out what had distracted her and saw only her aurora borealis thought patterns. The lights alternated in hue between magenta and purple. The bouncing points of her thoughts and the shades were absent, replaced by the flick of a fluffy cat's tail fading in and out between the hues, yellow glaring eyes, and the pompous gait of the Cheshire Cat from Alice in Wonderland. Phage's features grew lean and hollow. :...How long have the patterns been replicating a cat?:. Optimus shook his cranium in the negative. :Why am I thinking of cats in a firefi-:. Abruptly her optical ridges shot up high on her forehead. :Oh, god! My early warning defenses!:
:What?:
:It's Soundw-Ahieeeee!: The scream ripped from Phage's avatar as she abruptly and violently pitched forward and hit the metallic surface. Still screaming, she was dragged with hideous haste across the Cybertronian firmament straight back to the cold oily oceans of her Undersea - far away from the security just offered in Optimus Prime's arms and the shadow of his city-sphere. Phage's slim digits desperately clawed at the surface for purchase, terrified of the fate awaiting her in the dark, shadowy depths of the Undersea.
Abruptly, Phage-One ceased firing and screamed; "PHAGE!"
The thunderous cry startled Sea Spray beside them, who shouted profanities at the outburst and demanded why they had screamed their designation at all. In the chaos, Phage-One's cry drew the immediate attention of the rest of the Autobot extraction force, which dissolved into a shout all across the hall on what was going on and why. By the time that Sea Spray had gotten it across that he had no idea, the M.T.O. became aware of an unsettling realization-Phage-One had lapsed into deathly silence. Moreso, they had not pulled the trigger on their rifle since the scream. He was not the only one to notice.
"Rather than inquiring why they screamed their own designation," suggested Skyfire in his measured, calm vocals, polluted by an edge of distress, "a better observation would be why did they stop firing?"
"Phage-One!" Rapt out Jazz. "Report! Phage-One!"
The nanoklik that Sea Spray saw that Phage-One had locked up, digit unable to pull the trigger and face frozen in horror, optics locked on some phantom enemy, he grabbed her, and the rifle, and dragged them back into cover, propping Phage-One in the corner before the Decepticons could resume firing in absence of the ricocheting blasts. So secured, Sea Spray snapped his digits in front of her frozen face, waved his servo back and forth and, lastly, smartly slapped her cheek, all with no change to her horror-struck thousand yard stare. Sea Spray cursed and snarled, "They're out!"
"There was no return fire!" Bumblebee butted in from the column ahead of Sea Spray and Phage-One.
"Fragging pitt!" Cursed Jazz as he curtly reloaded the energy cells in his photon rifle with quick, agitated motions. "It's Soundwave!"
"How do you know?" Challenged Spike.
"Seen it before!" Jazz returned crispy. "Prepare to hold the line. We're down a key player! If any of you slaggers spot that antique boombox-Shoot him!"
:PHAGE!: Optimus Prime thundered, pivoting on the heel of his pede to address the threat. Horror filled his optics as Phage was dragged off across the Cybertronian surface within the mindscape.
:Optimus!: Phage shrieked, distraught, as she was forced to watch Prime's avatar quickly recede into the background. :Optimus, help!:
His attention immediately focused on the long omni-directional snake wrapped around her ankle that was rapidly dragging her across the mindscape. The Prime's demeanor darkened with dangerous intent. To Phage's adjunct horror, Optimus Prime's avatar disappeared in its customary burst of fire and Cybertronian script. As his avatar burned out, Phage felt everything that was Optimus Prime go dreadfully silent and cold: the city-sphere dimmed, shifted and locked down whilst the scintillating coded sky sizzled out.
:OPTIMUS!: Phage screamed as her digit tips made frantic scratch marks across the flawless Cybertronian firmament.
The psychic scream rent through the mindscape and tore from Phage-One's vocal processor once more; "OPTIMUS!"
"Fragging pitt!" Sea Spray cursed and jumped badly yet again. His attention leapt between the Decepticons at the end of the hall and the now dreadfully quiet femme beside him with her horror-locked face staring at the far wall. "Any optics on Soundwave!?" Demanded Sea Spray, sighting down the hall with intense anticipation as the ricocheting blasts began to thin out. Likewise, the Decepticons grew emboldened by the lack of rebounding laser blasts and began moving positions, their silhouettes shifting against the dark veil encasing the hall, broken in sporadic bursts from the flickering lights and the angry red glow of their optics.
"None!" Sounded off Spike sharply.
"Damn it!" Snarled Sea Spray as some energy fire began resuming from the end of the hallway.
"I think I hear Rumble laughing!" Reported Bumblebee as he, same as the rest of the extraction team, began to resume the previous deadly game of alternating turns in fire.
"Little fragger." Growled Jazz.
In the chaos of the psychic battle, multiple events seemed to happen at once. Dissembling events, nearest the first to occur was Phage screaming after Optimus Prime's avatar vanished. Swiftly following that, Phage threw a frantic glance behind her where she found that she was drawing near the banks where Prime's mindscape melded with hers. On the oily waters, a fog had crept over it without either of them realizing. From its depths had come the omni-snake, curled around her ankle, that was dragging her into the thick rolling mist. A place, she knew, held hidden within its depths the eons old telepath: Soundwave.
:No, no no!: Rose Phage's frantic cry across the mindscape. From smoke and green chemical fire, Phage summoned a dagger and drove it deep into the flawless Cybertronian mindscape in the hope of slowing the drag. The omni-snake tugged angrily again and again until, finally, a shriek ripped from Phage's mouth on the last vicious tug that ripped the dagger from her grasp. Phage cast her optics from the silent city-sphere to the foggy bank as it reared up, and screamed a final time, :OPTIMUS!:
In the last of the series of quick successive events, Optimus Prime's avatar rematerialized at the bank in an abrupt burst of golden fire, his bardiche hanging at the ready above his cranium. Before he had fully formed, the Prime swung downward with the axe blade and severed the omni-snake in one fell swoop. A sharp trumpet of a cry screeched across the mindscape whilst blue and purple lights flared from deep within the fog. The severed appendage writhed and spasmed before dissipating in a burst of neon blue sound waves. Meanwhile, in a frantic haste Phage scrambled to her pedes but before she could fully stand, Optimus Prime moved swiftly to her position, seized her arm and helped her up. Phage clung to his servo then his arm as she gained her footing, her Send fumbling from her mouth in a series of frantic, disjointed words. :Optimus! Thank gawd! I thought-for a moment-:
:Optics on the water.: Sent Prime as he set himself between her and the Undersea. She quieted immediately and summoned another dagger to her left servo and a short sword in her right. Optimus Prime focused his attention on the fog, his features darkening. Thunderous he called, :Soundwave! I demand that you leave!: Phage cast him a dubious look but said nothing.
She was surprised when his demand actually got a response. From within the fog, a bright yellow flare shown before solidifying into the glare of Soundwave's visor. It burned into the both of them in equal measure before Soundwave's disembodied lyrical voice flooded the mindscape.
:No.: With the simple Send came such an anger and hate, layered in humiliation, a vengeance that needed quenching, that Phage visibly drew back a step as the force of the Send that hit them like a torrent. :You have no power here, Prime. This place...: His Send hung there in anticipation as his avatar sauntered into the open, the self-inflated swagger of the telepath in his element. Every pedefall upon the surface of Phage's Undersea was met with a neon blue ring of light that rippled outward, intersecting with the next pedefall before fading entirely, the effect not unlike intercepting ripples in water. Soundwave appeared half out of the fog and spread his arms wide in mock greeting, his omni-snakes spilling from the compartments in his waist rose up to match the motion of his arms. The mindscape filled with the lyrical pitch of his voice. :This place is my domain. As you should well know from our previous encounters, Optimus Prime.: At that moment, the mindscape echoed with the haunting screams of Optimus Prime from begone encounters over the eons. Phage fidgeted uneasily, casting a furtive glance towards Prime. She did not miss the cold, stonewalled glare, or the rigidness in his frame or how his free servo clenched into a fist. Soundwave merely laughed at Prime's discomfort, a sound that carried an eerie weight in the mindscape. :Statement: It is good you were the anomaly detected, Optimus Prime. Lord Megatron is pleased with your survival.:
:Why.: Demanded Prime.
The vibrancy in Soundwave's visor narrowed to a tight beam. :You know why.: Just then, Soundwave's avatar caught sight of the diagnostic window and canted his cranium, silently provoking, as Optimus's servo cut through the air and closed it. :Sarcasm: Am I interrupting.:
:Damn fat cat!: Phage hissed, anxiously twirling the dagger between her digits to adjust the grip. :Get out of my head! Didn't learn from the last time.:
Soundwave tilted his cranium in her direction. :Observation: There is no cliff to jump from this time.:
:You're still mad about that? Well, you know what they say, if I'm going down I'm taking you with me.: Snipped Phage. The Prime's free servo cut the air in front of her, which drew her attention up to him. His glare borrowed into her, behind it a silent order to keep quiet. Phage set her jaw, but the damage had been done. Soundwave's attention focused solely on her, the emotionless mask of his full helmet sending sudden chills down her spine.
:Foolish little sprite. You are trapped leagues beneath the ocean and cornered like a retro-rat in our very base. Your stint mega cycles ago to lure me into the labyrinthine caverns of your miniscule mind and dive from a cliff, in the hopes of terminating us both, is impossible here. In fact, I have the proverbial cliff.:
:Phage!: Noted nearly too late, a second omni-snake lashed out from the fog, its three pronged hacking spike gaping, ready to latch on, as it struck at Phage.
:Got it!: She sang, impaling the omni-snake on her short sword and then severing it with her dagger. The appendage dissipated after the same fashion as the first. But rather than another shrill, garbled cry from Soundwave, the telepath laughed ominously. When Phage turned her attention back to him, the fog was alive with a multitude of writhing omni-snakes. She gaped in horror at the sinister sight.
:About that cliff...: Sneered Soundwave, his unique voice pitching in dark menacing notes.
:Behind me!: Optimus Prime Sent, brandishing his bardiche as he shoved Phage behind him. With a sinister laugh, Soundwave unleashed the horde of omni-snakes upon them, each lashing out from the fog with their gaping three pronged mouths. To Phage's amazement, Optimus Prime held his ground, deftly wielding his bardiche in masterful swings that cut the appendages down in great swathes. He moved so quickly, the Prime's transformed arm was a blur of red plasmic fire. :Do not allow them to latch on!:
:I don't understand!: Sent Phage, as she slashed at one and stabbed another that snaked past Prime's defense. :Soundwave didn't do this last time!: After she had finished off one omni-snake, Phage whipped around on her heel to focus back on the main threat when another omni-snake rose up in her face. Her reflexes were nowhere near as fine tuned as Prime's, and had only time enough to let out a surprised, fearful shout. :Aah-!:
Sea Spray kept one optic on Phage-One while the back-and-forth firefight resumed. The moment her body spasmed and a trickle of vibrant energon cut a trail from her olfactory, Sea Spray attempted to flag Jazz down. Across the hall, Jetfire noticed first and clipped, "What's wrong now?"
"Leaking lubricants from her olfactory!" He rattled off. "Still locked up stiff!"
"Botched psychic patch?" Jetfire replied as he and Jazz took up return fire.
"Don't be a drone." Snapped Sea Spray gruffly, earning a glare from the larger mech. "If she'd fumbled it her brain module would have hemorrhaged cycles before now!"
"It's Soundwave." Jazz clamored. "Psychic attacks!"
"How do we help?" Shouted Spike.
"Find him!" Snarled Jazz.
"But hasn't Prime said before that Soundwave can use his abilities up to a two mile distance?" Questioned Bumblebee.
"That's the problem!" Jazz shot back. "Damn bastard could be anywhere! So find him or get her out of range!"
"Get her where?!" Yelled Spike, but Jazz only responded with more weaponfire and a denta-flashing grimace.
Sea Spray suddenly shouted. By the time Jazz glanced over he was appalled to find that Phage-One had leapt out into the middle of the hallway. "Sea Spray!" Jazz shouted needlessly. The M.T.O. had already dived after the femme in oncoming laserfire. The two were both hit as Sea Spray wrestled her back behind cover. She was screaming incoherently and writhing like a wild cyber-beast. "PIN HER!" Jazz screamed over the angry whine of weaponfire. "SEA SPRAY! PIN HER!"
Once Sea Spray had dragged her kicking and flailing back behind cover, he did just that by pinning both her arms above her cranium and dropping his weight on her right hip.
"-AAH!"
The dark, oppressive torture chamber resounded with Phage's shrill screams and the rattle of the thick chains as she balanced haphazardly on the tip of her pedes, suspended in the center of the circular room. She spasmed and shook in a desperate attempt to shake off Laserbeak. The mechanical bird had his claws dug into her right leg as he used his beak to tear at the muscle cables in her thigh, but no matter how vigorously he ripped her thigh apart, sadistically eager to separate her leg from her body, her passive regeneration kept healing the damage. There was no way to gauge the time, and Phage did not want to know how long the torture had been going on for, but the age ended when Laserbeak worked his beak under her flexi-metal flesh and tore out a chuck of the newly regenerated skin. The Decepticon torturer then did something he had yet to try during their long, grizzly session. Laserbeak swallowed her living metal flesh.
It was not the sight of Laserbeak rendering her body, or his energon soaked beak and talons, but of the mechanical bird eating her that made Phage snap. In an instant, dark memories Phage had buried for years within the twisted caverns of her mind came howling up to the surface. One look, and she was back in the cold warehouse in Washington, captured by the Insecticons, and helplessly forced to observe as they devoured the local townsfolk for energy to survive. One action by Laserbeak, and she could see the human blood dripping from Bombshell and Kickback's mouths, hear the crunch of bone, the rendering of flesh.
Immediately, Phage's fuel tanks churned over. Pulling against the chains that kept her suspended, Phage curled and hurled up the last remnants of energon in her system. Laserbeak did not fly off, but adjusted his hold on her leg as she twisted around. "STOP!" Phage screamed between heaving, hot tears cutting deeper trails down her face. "STOP! PLEASE!" The hyperventilation set in, broken, Phage gasped, "What do you want!"
From the area beside the door to the chamber, Soundwave materialized from the collection of thick shadows, yellow visor flaring. The Decepticon had loomed in the dark places of the torture chamber the whole session, quietly observing events and, possibly, recording everything as Laserbeak preformed his grizzly function. The moment Soundwave approached the pair, Laserbeak moved as well. The bird scaled Phage's body, his large dangerous talons finding purchase on the groves and creases of her armor. Broken half sobs spilled from Phage's throat as she kept one optic on Laserbeak and another on Soundwave's approach. Laserbeak ceased his expedition up her body when he came to find purchase between her shoulder strut and chassis. The bird's crimson optics borrowed into her as he turned his slim cranium to the side, eyeing her critically. It was then that her breathing came in erratic pitches, terrified of the energon-stained beak looming so close to her face. One glance at it and she wanted to break into fresh inconsolable tears. Perhaps the only thing that kept her from that was Soundwave's dark presence that loomed up behind Laserbeak. He was an arm length from the pair, yet Phage felt suffocated by his proximity. Neither spoke straightaway, but both continued to observe her with an indifferent, cold air as one would when studying a bug. The silence dragged on uncomfortably long until Phage snapped, "What do you want from me!?"
Laserbeak turned his cranium towards Soundwave, and she felt that the damn bird was smiling cruelly as Soundwave spoke at last. "Subject Phage will give up the Matrix location."
Her bottom lip trembled. "I've told you. Again and again, I do not have it!"
"That is not what I asked."
Her breathing hitched. Then her chassis trembled, and Laserbeak by proximity, as she struggled to swallow the fresh bout of tears that wanted to explode out. Instead, Phage gritted her denta and shut her optics. She drooped her cranium and shook it vigorously, her silver synthetic hair had long come loose of its braid and fluttered across her face in a wild curtain of flyaways.
"Subject Phage will give up the Matrix location or the session resumes."
Her denta flashed as she abused her bottom lip. "You'll kill me if I do." She breathed.
"Does Subject Phage want the pain prolonged or halved? Subject Phage will give up the Matrix location."
Despite herself, a broken sob slipped through her throat. "I ...I can't." Laserbeak's energon-soaked talon clicked off her breastplate and cut an angry blue line down her face, yet it healed as soon as it was made. Phage tried to jerk out of the talon's reach, but had no where to turn. "Please!"
"The Matrix location." Intoned Soundwave.
Phage did not recognize her own voice as it passed through her throat, hoarse from screaming and so very fragile. "The Autobots will hate me. I'll-I'll loose everything. My family..."
"You have nothing." Soundwave's words arrested Phage's attention. She felt she could not breath, let alone function as he talked. "Alicean Marie Witwicky is terminated. Subject Phage is but a poor facsimile of the Autobot human pet. Everything from your appearance to your splotchy memory banks is an imperfect replica. It was Alicean who had a family. It was Alicean who was aligned with the Autobots. The moment you came online you had nothing and stole everything from Alicean Witwicky. You, Phage, have nothing. Why else have the Autobots kept you under close observation? Why else did Alicean's close Autobot allies pull away from you? Because they knew you to be a facsimile. Even Optimus Prime. Especially him."
"That's not true."
"It is and you know it as truth. Example: how could Optimus Prime engage in explicit activities with his human pet, yet could not stand to be near you unless it is true that you, subject Phage, are indeed a facsimile." The longer Soundwave spoke, the louder the roar of her own lifeblood became in her inner audio.
"How do you know that?"
Soundwave ignored her and continued as though she had not interrupted. "Subject Phage owes no loyalty to the Autobots because you never had it. You have no family to loose, because, as an android, you never had one. You can betray no one, because you never had their trust or friendship. You were, and have been, the Autobot's prisoner since your activation. Between the Autobot's cold disposition to you, curtailing you to menial tasks normally given to drones, and using you for their own selfish means-"
"I am not being used!"
"The Badland Terrors."
Her face flushed a vibrant energon blue hue. She wanted to say a thousand things. Wanted to scream. Wanted to justify her relationship with Sideswipe and Sunstreaker, but found her throat clogged up by a lump. She did not want to admit it, but the fragging was the backbone of her entire relationship with the Autobot Twins; not that she was saying the interfacing wasn't amazing but she wanted more out of their relationship than they were giving her. Sideswipe and Sunstreaker were very selfish, egocentric, cold, distant and would often say cruel, callous remarks as throwaways and shrug off her anger when she would become mad. They would remark that she could not get angry when they were stating facts and that she should simply enjoy what they had while she was still alive...the Twins typical go to remark. Like the fool she was, she tried to rationalize their behavior and always ended up chalking the Twins defaults to serious, unresolved trauma brought on by their twaned outliner ability to regenerate. She understood that outliving everyone on a battlefield had to be severely traumatic, especially when it kept happening over and over again, and certainly played a role in the emotionally stunted behavior the two displayed, yet somehow she had convinced herself that it justified their mistreatment towards her.
"In nine million years, they have changed very little." Intoned Soundwave's unique flanged vocals. "Was subject Phage aware that they are Kaonites? Sparked in the same city-state as Lord Megatron?" Her dark optics found Soundwave as the mech began to steadily circle around her. "They were thugs and criminals, sentenced to the gladiatorial pits in Kaon for their crimes. Rather than terminating, their unique twaned outliner ability allowed them to survive and, consequentially, thrive. The Badland Terrors actually won their freedom twice over from the games before Megatron was imprisoned. They enjoyed the fame and amenities granted prized gladiators-something they knew they would have lost if they left the Pits. The war just gave them an excuse to continue their violence and feed their narcissist behaviors." The tall, boxy Decepticon stopped in front of her. "Subject Phage is just another tally in a long list. Laying claim to the only femme must be boosting their egos immensely. Why does subject Phage put up with it?"
She grimaced and hung her cranium. She had put up with them for a number of reasons, none of which she knew were good or valid; the only excuse that had a shred of ground was that her pool of partners was limited to the Ark; every Autobot would have emotional baggage attached that she would have to learn to put up with if she wanted any sort of companionship at all or be celibate for the rest of eternity. There had been several instances over the months where she wanted to break it off with the Twins, but every time she would reach a breaking point with them Sideswipe would bust out the charm, and like the idiot that she was, she fell for it every time.
Something's wrong...
Phage gritted her denta again and shook her cranium to clear the fog that had built up in there, her silver hair swaying vigorously with the motion. "How do you know I'm involved with the Twins? We kept it quiet." Soundwave said nothing, displayed nothing. The nagging voice at the back of her head that something was wrong would not leave her be. Slowly, Phage shook her head again, hoping to clear the cobwebs clouding her thought processes. "Your lot kidnapped me!" That was correct. "You attacked my mind!"
"Lord Megatron tried so very hard to pull you out of the fog. He tried to make you see the difficult truth, but you would not listen. When you chose to remain with the Autobots, Megatron had a moment of weakness. He could not abide to see you return to the illusion the Autobots had you wrapped up in. Lord Megatron asked me to prevent you from returning. To this day he wishes he had not been so rash."
Suddenly, a few things clicked into place for Phage and she had Soundwave to thank for that for reminding her of Sideswipe and Sunstreaker-gaslighting was gaslighting. A bitter laugh tore from Phage's glossa. "Haha! Really? Trying to make Megatron and yourself seem like saints, yet here we are. You torturing me." She was not sure how Soundwave did it, but his presence seemed to grow, become more oppressive and looming. Phage dug deep and found a well of untapped resolve. "Next time try wine and dining." She smarted off with a lopsided smirk, knowing full well she was about to regret what she was going to say next. "Followed by kneeling down and honoring me. You might find people are more willing to do what you want." The backhand that followed was swift, painful, but a sting she wore with pride and used to help bolster her resolve. Laserbeak cawed and fluttered about uselessly, his talons digging painfully into her armor to maintain his position as she jerked from the momentum of the slap.
"Note to self, subject Phage swift to recover from mental breaks. Buries trauma and discomfort with humor and conversation. Similarities drawn between subject Phage and Autobot Bluestreak. Do not allow repeat."
Phage glowered up at Soundwave between the flyaways. "Where are the Autobots?"
The vibrancy of Soundwave's visor dimmed to a narrow beam. "They are far from here where they cannot harm you."
"The one whose hurt me the most is standing in front of me."
The whole of Soundwave's frame seemed to tighten, not unlike a compressed spring. "Laserbeak." Soundwave did not have to complete his order. The Decepticon torturer cawed before burying his sharp beak in her shoulder joint and tearing at the cables. Phage's screams were quick to fill the chamber once again. It only stopped when Soundwave intoned the bird's designation once more. In wake of Laserbeak's latest session, Phage hung from chains, body atremble.
"Subject Phage will surrender the Matrix location."
"No." She said simply as a sense of clarity dawned over her. "What happened to the Autobots that came for me? How did I get in here?"
"Foolish sprite. There are no Autobots. There never was." Soundwave intoned in his lyrical way. "Subject confused. Still cannot tell the difference between reality and a fantasy?" As he spoke, his two omni-snakes slowly pooled out from the compartments in his waist. The long hacking appendages scrapped as they spilled out, telescoped and rose up above Soundwave's towering frame. The three pronged latches opened wide like a gaping mouth and from the center of each extended a long hacking spike. Soundwave's tone shifted from mocking to insidious. "Have I shattered your mind already with my implanted illusions? So soon? Do you not recall that the moment you arrived at our humble seabase you have been enjoying our hospitality?"
He can't have been torturing me for hours...! "You're lying!"
"Matrix location."
"I was taken to a cell!" Phage continued to shout at his masked face defiantly, angrily.
"Here we are."
"No! Another! I don't recognize this place! After the cell I was taken to speak with Megatron, but he held it at a bar-"
"At a bar?" Echoed Soundwave. "Recall what you just said. Lord Megatron held an important meeting with a prisoner... in a bar? Then what, served you drinks? Subject Phage, consider the ridiculousness of that situation. It was one of my implanted illusions. A false reality. An attempt to get you to give up the Matrix location. Such tactics usually work, but you have proven to be stubborn and obnoxiously loyal even to those that do not receipicate the gesture. Why suffer for them? It is clear your sanity is cracking. I daresay if I push further, you might shatter."
"It was real!"
"You having drinks with Megatron in a bar." Tsked Soundwave. "Subject Phage, you must be more gullible than I imagined if you believe such a frivolous conjuration."
"But..." Her speech trailed off as her mind spiraled, desperate to backtrack events to find any flaws. False memories? What was real? How long had she actually been in here? Where was Optimus Prime?
Her breathing became hard and labored. Laserbeak and Soundwave's very presence bore down on her with an impossible intangible weight. The chains rattled as she tried to alleviate the pressure off her wrists, to no avail. She had been strung up in such a way that she was left to dance on the tip of her pedes. Relief was an impossibility. "This isn't real! This is the illusion! A false memory! A-a deception!" She sneered. "Just like before, at the cliff! You're trying to warp my thoughts! Get the fuck out of my head, damn it!"
Soundwave tilted his cranium ever so slightly towards Laserbeak. "It seems subject Phage has suffered a break with reality. Shame."
"I will not fall for your gaslighting bullshit!" Shouted Phage angrily. "You're attacking me psionically! I'm in a firefight in a hallway! The Autobots are with me!"
"A severe break." Corrected Soundwave. "Note, typical methods were too severe for the transorganic."
Phage gnashed her denta as she glared defiantly up at Soundwave. "I can hear the laserfire, aft!"
A terrible, dreadful silence consumed the torture chamber. In the absence of the rattling chains, of her screams, she could distinctly hear distant gunfire rat-tat-tapping beyond the heavy door. Once she was aware of it, once she knew Soundwave had heard it, Phage began breathing heavily. "This...this place is a fabrication within the mindscape. A prison. I won't drink the water your pushing. What the hell do you want with me? Really?" Demanded Phage.
"To suffer." Soundwave admitted suddenly, the brute, simple honesty floored her. "For Frenzy. For the humiliation you've dealt upon me not just once, at the cliff, but again today by trying to slip Optimus Prime pass me and again when you toppled me at the bar. You think you're so crafty, little sprite, but the turbo-fox is arrogant and is always caught in the end."
"Fuck. You."
"Laserbeak-"
"Nothing you do to me here is real!"
Soundwave canted his cranium at her. His full faced battlemask was but an eerie blank stare. "The pain is. Laserbeak," resumed Soundwave, "take subject Phage's optic."
Phage's attention jumped to Laserbeak. A shriek split from her throat as the psionically conjured Laserbeak, energon-coated beak and all, reared his cranium back, then struck at her optic...
The shriek-turned scream followed her from Soundwave's inception-induced prison back to the mindscape. Phage cut it short as she was dragged forward, caught herself on all fours on a Cybertronian surface and spent the next moment gasping as she tried to center her reality. Above her, Optimus Prime had yanked the omni-snake off her face, stomped on its body, and severed it in a single, fluid motion. :Phage! Are you alright?:
:What the fuck was that!? There was this torture chamber! It felt so real! I felt like I had been there the whole time!:
Fending off the odd omni-snake as the rest of the hoard slithered back into Soundwave's fog, Optimus Prime aided Phage back to her pedes with his free servo. Once she had described what she had gone through, Optimus's rage was palpable. :You dare, Soundwave!:
:Displeased I share Purgatory with others, Prime?: Mocked Soundwave's avatar. Optimus Prime's optics burned with an intense fire, but Soundwave was no more intimidated by Prime's display than a passing breeze. :You cannot be angry with me. It is your fault. Do you know why I attacked her, Prime? Because she is defenseless and I know well from past experience that your avatar is not the core of your identity. It is but a simple avatar. An old trick. Your real consciousness is the city-sphere. It seems every time I visit you reinforce, Prime. You are so shut off. Afraid of me?: A dark electronic laugh punctuated the Send. :Catching you unawares is such a chore, Prime, but Phage...the little sprite is easy pickings.:
Optimus's servo clenched hard around Phage's own before he suddenly shoved her away. :Phage, go!:. Came Prime's growl of a Send. :Get to the city. I'll cover you.:
Phage stumbled before catching her balance. :What?:
:Get to safety.: Insisted Prime in his rough, commanding tone. :Soundwave is right. You are too exposed!:
:She could never run fast enough.:
Optimus whirled around quickly. :I disagree.:
:Oh?: Mocked Soundwave who then suddenly, and without further word, held up his servo, open palm. Optimus and Phage stiffened, both realizing what was to come next from personal experience.
:No! Not again!: Phage cried out.
:Soundwa-: began Optimus Prime but the telepath closed his servo into a fist. Immediately, a lance of pain stabbed through her brain module as if someone had driven a dagger through her cranium.
:Suggestion: Yield.:
Phage doubled over, clutching at her cranium as the pain crippled her while Optimus Prime grimaced and powered through the pain. One step, two, he marched forward, back to the Undersea and into the Fog, his familiar bridge of Cybertronian script and burning code appearing underpede and dispersing the fog where it appeared. Soundwave watched his progress carefully and withdrew deeper into the fog as Optimus encroached. Phage tried to push forward, tried to mirror Optimus Prime and flank Soundwave's avatar, but she made it all of two steps before her avatar dropped to her knees, clutching at her throbbing cranium.
:Phage! I said drawback!:
:I want to help!: She grit through the pain. :It's my head!:
:You can't!: Snapped Prime. :Fall back!:
:But-:
:I SAID FALL BACK!: The shout of a Send hit her like a storm. She flinched against the impact, so mentally unused to the muscle. :Phage!: Optimus called after her, ashamed that the force of his Send had hurt her, but remained firm. :I am sorry, but you need to retreat.:
:Her stubbornness is enduring, isn't it, Prime?: If her avatar could draw real breath, it would have caught in her throat. Furtively, Phage cast her gaze to Prime and found he was deliberately ignoring her. How much had Soundwave overheard before he swiped her, Phage worried privately.
Soundwave studied Optimus Prime critically as he waded onto the Undersea and into the midst of the fog. Prime glared him down as the two began to circle each other, wisps of fog stirred as they mirrored one another, both echoing an ancient dance transcendent in cultures. To each of Prime's carefully measured steps, Soundwave's was a cocky swagger that expressed that he was in his territory. His domain, and Optimus was but a traveler in over his cranium. :Why so nervous, Optimus Prime.: Again the mindscape filled with Soundwave's electronic laughter. :Observation: she makes you nervous.: Soundwave announced abruptly. :You have hesitated all these years because you see similar qualities to someone else you let get too close. She is intelligent. Driven. Passionate. ...Angry.: Optimus's optics narrowed to cool fiery slits. Still, he Sent nothing. :Question: You look at her and who do you see? Suggestion: the longer you have walked beside her along the road the path must be getting clearer.:
As the two circled, Phage gingerly tried to overcome the migraine from hell, tried to be strong and reclaim her footing. She made it half off the ground when another sharp motion of Soundwave's servo dropped her back to her knees as another violent stabbing pierced her brain module. Phage shrieked and grew exponentially enraged at her inability to assist. Meanwhile, Soundwave's avatar radiated a certain glee at the control he exhibited over the both of them.
:Phage!: Shouted Optimus Prime, worry racing across his exposed optics. :Hold on! Please! ...Endure just a bit longer!: A second time her avatar, and by extension her aurora borealis thought patterns, seized up at the implied meaning behind Optimus's use of the word endure. Bent over as she was, neither Optimus Prime nor Soundwave could see how the dark blue of her optics faded to black and reignited in twin acidic pools of green.
:Megatron.: Soundwave announced as if they had not been interrupted. :She is walking Megatron's path.:
Optimus's attention snapped back around to Soundwave. :No.: He Sent straightaway, firmly, flatly. :Phage is not.:
:Counter: Take the observation from someone close to him. Compare Lord Megatron's early history and you will be forced to admit the truth. Clear as the light you Autobots cherish. Do not believe me- Challenge: reflect back, Optimus Prime.:
:Phage is not-:
:-Is not capable?: Interjected Soundwave, and with a flick of his wrist Phage's own words filled the mindscape, echoing in the cavernous environment as he called them back from memory. 'I could get creative for the both of us.': Phage's optics widened in growing horror, the acid green of her pupils expanding outwards to encompass more of her optics. She looked frantically between Soundwave and Optimus Prime's avatar. Soundwave's yellow visor glowed warmly. :Shall I pull up other more recent lines? All filled with such anger and aggression and savagery. Ironic, coming from the femme who once fought for Cybertronian rights on Earth. Ironic, that her path mirrors Megatron's own origin. Recall, he too fought for our rights. He too, became angry. Ironic that you, Optimus Prime, refuse to see what is right in front of you. Phage belongs with us. She would make an excellent Decepticon-just as you once did.:
Phage's desperate optics sought his out. No Sends passed between them, and to Phage's growing anxiety, she could not detect any sliver of judgment from Prime. That wall worried her all the more. :Optimus...do you really think I'm like Megatron?:
:No.: Optimus, unperturbed, Sent tersely, then to Soundwave Sent, :You present this to me as if I am supposed to be shocked, Soundwave. As if my audios are virgin to the bitter and grieving wails of my cogsmechs. As if I have not heard the best of mechs break down to their weakest points in moments of privacy and express their rage. It does not define us unless you allow it too -and Megatron did. He chose his path long ago and continues to choose it every day. And every day I wish he would turn away and remember who he use to be.:
Optimus!, thought Phage in wonder.
:Since you seem to have forgotten this fact let me remind you, I am Optimus Prime.: He clipped and glared. :My own servos are far from clean.:
Whether it was the brunt acknowledgment of honesty or that his attempt at manipulation had been so pour, Soundwave stalled at Prime's Send. He floundered to counter quickly and Optimus seized on the hesitance. In a burst of the familiar fiery Cybertronian script and code, Optimus Prime's avatar deconstructed, sizzling out in a shower of golden motes of ashes and abruptly, to Soundwave's horror, rematerialized in a blaze of the same golden script atop the telepath, already swinging his bardiche in an arc. Soundwave had little time to react, and barely had time to dodge, but dodge he did with a backward bend that saw the edge of Prime's bardiche scratch Soundwave's glass panel. The ensuing conflict was fast-paced, with Optimus keeping Soundwave on the defensive with a vicious flurry. The telepath was hard pressed to find an opening to strike and turn the tide of conflict in his favor. With Soundwave so indisposed, Phage had time to recover and access the situation.
:Phage! Run!: Sent Optimus desperately as she scaled to her pedes, the migraine from hell having lessened with Optimus distracting Soundwave.
:No!: Shouted Soundwave. His servo snapped up to perform another psionic attack, but he had to pull it back just as quickly or risk his arm being severed by Optimus Prime's bardiche. He stumbled backwards through the fog, his balance thrown off by Prime's attack.
:I prefer the silent you!: Needled Prime as he kept up a flurry of offensive attacks that forced Soundwave further away from Phage and deeper onto the dark waters of the Undersea.
An electronic, lyrical roar ripped through the mindscape that Phage understood to be a scream of frustration from Soundwave. So harried, Soundwave Sent abruptly, :I know the truth, Optimus Prime!:
To his credit, Optimus kept up a series of swings that Soundwave was hard pressed to dodge as they bantered back and forth. :What you know is irrelevant. It is evident Megatron is already aware of the reformate.:
As he ducked low to avoid a swing that would have severed his cranium from his frame, Soundwave's visor flashed mockingly. :More than you realize. There will be no place you can hide her, Optimus Prime.:
From Soundwave's Send, Optimus disassembled the underlying data and it hinted towards Phage's designation. He tried to ignore the wave of anxiety that washed through his circuits. If Megatron discovered Phage's actual function... :So Megatron has already stated.:
The glow of Soundwave's visor narrowed to a tight beam. :I know of subject Pandora Endurus.:
He tried not too, but cold dread coiled in their fuel tanks. Optimus's next swing was in poor form. And so, Soundwave struck. His omni-snakes restrained Prime's transformed arm and held it fast. The second omni-snake lashed out and constricted his second arm when he tried to tear the first off. From there, the omni-snakes forced Optimus Prime into a spread eagle position and lifted his avatar into the air. Somewhere back on his Cybertronian shores, Optimus Sensed Phage scream his designation.
With an air of arrogance, Soundwave approached, drawing further out from the fog and hovering beneath Prime. :Shame Prime, broadcasting such sensitive information within the confines of your enemies base, knowing that I am always listening...:
:Soundwave!: Beseeched Optimus Prime, :You cannot inform Megatron! The fallout would rival the tragedy of Hot Shot! No, worse than the Star Saber Campaign!:
:It is too late.:
:No!:
:Yes. Imagine the advantage any mech would have if they knew who a Bearer was before they arose. If Megatron had known you were one before you rose? If the charged photonic crystal that Phage possesses is as similar to the Matrix as you propose-:
:Optimus!: Frustration swelled throughout all of Prime's consciousness upon hearing Phage's internalized voice scream across the mindscape. He pressed his optics closed in dismay before glancing towards the shores where their two halves met. Soundwave too, gradually canted his cranium in her direction. Though the telepath's avatar possessed the same full face mask as his living self, the aura pouring off his avatar was of a starving wolf scenting a plump prey. Phage stood alone on the banks, waving her arms above her cranium to gain their attention. :I'm sorry!: Phage continued to shout Send.
Prime's mind reeled at her disobedience before his temper exploded towards the surface. :I TOLD YOU TO RUN!: Once again, Phage flinched under the intense barrage of the Send, but did not back down.
:And I told you no, it is my head. Come on, Soundwave! What are you waiting for? You were just bragging how you want to make me suffer! Come on then you bastard! I'm right here!:
Unable to stop him, Soundwave moved towards the banks with a predator's hunger. Where the telepath moved, the fog spread, soon leaving Optimus strung up in the air by the omni-snakes far behind and struggling to break his restraints. Soundwave seemed to glide across the Undersea, moving with the ethereal speed of something unholy supernatural.
:PHAGE!:
Around Soundwave, his hoard of omni-snakes writhed in and out of the fog like ghostly phantoms. :Vorners are such a treat.: Soundwave's Send dripped with sick pleasure. :Always with the sense of invincibility. Always a delight when they break. And they always do.:
:PHAGE!: Optimus continued to shout, his internalized voice rough and raw. :RUN!:
Soundwave and the fog were nearly upon her when Phage finally flinched and held up her servos, open palmed, before her in a standard act of self defense. Curiously, the mindscape sharply exploded with vibrant color and the screams of war. No matter which direction Soundwave turned, his senses were assailed by one battlefield overlaid with another and another and another until each had become a cacophony of mass, jumbled limbs. The landscape was of Earth, there was no denying the backwards, savage alien world, nor the masses of flesh that were distinctly humans. But every human was with a different army: roman solider, spartan warrior, Viking raider, Egyptian charioteers, Gaelic painted barbarians, samurai, British archers, medieval knights in clanking armor, and on and on and on until it was a visual mess. Every which direction Soundwave was splattered with hot human blood that reeked of iron. Soldiers and women and children fell dead all around, all vanishing under pede. War cries and curses and screams echoed into the infinite expanse of the mindscape in every living and dead language on Earth. The whole production was a haphazard phantasmorgia that could have only been brought on by a fevered mind. Overwhelmed by the sensory overload, Soundwave immediately recoiled from the phantom assault and backpedaled onto Prime's half of the mindscape.
As suddenly as the phantom assault had begun, all mismatched fantastic theatre vanished, save for one. Soundwave dropped his arms from his cranium when it was apparent the noise had dispersed, and curiously found himself staring not out towards the Undersea, but into an ornate hearing room comprised of stone and marble. The telepath remained rusted to his spot as a horde of human men approached numbering around sixty, appropriately his size given their avatars and the mindscape, each garbed in long blankets and sandals and belts. It took Soundwave's senses too long to reboot to realize what was about to happen until after the first flash of steel drove itself into his frame. Then another, and another and another and another...
The omni-snakes holding Optimus Prime hostage exploded into an array of rippling neon blue sound waves. Optimus dropped to the Undersea, but his specialized bridge appeared shortly underpede before he had the chance to drop into the waters. By the time Optimus looked up, the imprint of Julius Caesar's assassination had been closed. The imprint memories hovered far overhead, out of view unless one happened to glance up.
:You sprite, Phage.: Whispered Prime just before his attention was arrested back to Soundwave. The Decepticon blocked his view of Phage, when he could glimpse her it was flash of her teal and white armor, or an arm or leg, but the telepath stumbled about haphazardly, his servos shaking as he grasped at twenty-three phantom stab wounds that had dealt real physical pain to his frame. Horrific gasping kept spilling from his avatar as he shook and spasmed. Optimus Prime began running back. :Using the imprints like that, luring Soundwave to you so he could take the brunt of the psychic damage instead of you...You clever, clever sprite.: Trembling violently, Soundwave stumbled further up the banks onto the Cybertronian firmament. Phage still dodged and danced behind his frame in and out of view, little snippets Optimus caught as he rushed back. He was nearly there when it struck him that there was something wrong with Phage. A tight knot of dread had just closed its icy digits around his spark when Soundwave's chest grew a spear.
Optimus came to an abrupt halt. His optics doubled in size as he watched Soundwave's avatar give a last dreadful gasp. The telepath's servos wrapped wonderingly around the energon-soaked spear, before his frame violently pitched forward, having been kicked forward. Before Soundwave hit the shoreline, his avatar flew apart in a series of fluorescent neon blue sound waves. With Soundwave's control disrupted, the fog bank gradually dispersed, but in absence of the telepath there settled an uneasy quiet over the mindscape. Optimus Prime's focus settled on Phage's avatar left behind. The little smirk on her face grew as she lowered the spear and straightened up, her avatar glitched then, blue optics burning green as the avatar shifted and reformed. The avatar that took Phage's place was and was not her.
The exotic, savage femme opposite him twirled her spear smartly between her digits before slamming the butt end into the ground. Optimus openly gawked at the new avatar that recalled the voluptuous physique of an Earth woman, particularly Alicean-Phage's robust frame, but the design of the armor and the accentuating pieces of her vehicular form made it all the more pronounced. Coupled with the restless omni-hair that coiled and weaved in and out of itself, the illusion of a chrono-displaced Cybertronian from his planet's savage prehistory was fixed.
Intuitively, Optimus Prime understood who he had to be addressing. :Pandora...Endurus?: The voluptuous beauty leaned into her spear, her digits curling loosely around the shaft. Half hooded, acidic green optics and lips the shade of freedom red, the same shade as his armor and the Autobot sigil, smiled back at him. Optimus cautiously dismissed his bardiche in place of his servo and Sent guardedly, :That was a clever trick. I have never considered using imprints as a weapon before.:
A haughty smirk quirked her lips. :It was clever, wasn't it. Though the technique is old, tried and true-appear weak when you are strong.: When Pandora Endurus's carefully articulated, silken Send reached Optimus Prime, he marveled at the change between Endurus's and Phage's stumbling treble. :Do you suppose he'll return soon?: She Sent casually, her sharp green optics roving to Soundwave's last spot.
:Soundwave?: Rumbled Optimus Prime's resonant Send. :No. Not likely. When I have routed him in the past with such efficiency, he is usually offline for quite some length of time.:
:Good!: Snapped the Endurus as her optics flared angrily. :Sick bastard deserves all that he gets for violating the sanctity of peoples minds the way he does. I was lucky the first go around, and now again that you were here-Optimus Prime, will you quit circling. You are driving me fairly mad.:
The Prime stopped, his pedes landing on his Cybertronian firmament, and Sent brusquely. :Apologies. Old habits.:
:Hm.: Chimed the Endurus as she lifted one fine optical ridge his way and Sent flatly. :I am not your enemy, Op.:
He visibly flinched at the familiarity with which she used his nickname, reserved and permitted by only a handful. It was strange coming from Endurus's voice, but the look she sent his way and the way she said it was entirely familiar. :Phage...?:
:Pandora.: She corrected straightaway, but the confidence quickly gave way to a small shred of uncertainty as she brought her digit up to her bottom lip and Sent, :...I believe. Yes?: The visual cue was so reminiscent of Phage that Optimus visibly relaxed and permitted himself a small, rare smile. :Yes.: She decided with finality.
:How did...?: Optimus Prime's Send trailed off, but a meaningful gesture towards her frame finished the question for him. Pandora Endurus straightened to her full height and sent him a layered look. :You asked me too, Prime. It just wasn't until Soundwave was threatening you that I found the focus I needed to toss all my old fears to the side and rise up.:
:That was all?:
Pandora squinted at him with curious bewilderment. :What do you mean, was that all? Wasn't it that simple for you?:
:There was a spiritual journey, an acclimation stage, and eventual ceremony.:
As Optimus gave the driest of explanations, Pandora's features scrunched up with peculiar fascination. :Oh...How quaint.:
Her flippant response prickled him the wrong way. The Prime glowered and moodily Sent, :I am going to have my servos full with you, aren't I?:
The Endurus's lips pulled at each corner into a large, mischievous smile that complimented the glint in her optics. :Maybe.: The underlying data of her Send was awash with promise. :But I believe in you. You did say that you handled half of Cybertron through the best and worst of times, and that you could handle little ol' me.:
"What's wrong with Soundwave...wave...wave...?" Posed Shrapnel in wide-optic alarm as the telepath's frame began trembling violently in his little corner across from Megatron, Rumble and herself. She had no sooner asked than Rumble doubled-over and stumbled back around cover. His free servo wrapped around his midsection as he hit the wall and slid down, gasping and hissing interchangeably. Bewildered and reasonably concerned, Shrapnel drew away from Rumble as soon as he began acting out. "What is this...this...?"
"Soundwave." Groaned Rumble. "Somethings wrong!"
All of a sudden, Soundwave's cranium snapped back and loudly clanked against the wall. Rumble began to shout Soundwave's designation when he cut himself off, grabbing at the back of his own cranium as a back feed of pain from his symbiote link with Soundwave hit him. The telepath's visor dimmed in vibrancy till it was dull and his frame sagged into his corner.
"Ow ow ow!" Rumble hissed and raged as he clutched and thumped at his helmet. "Soundwave's down! Ow! Frag! Scrap! How can that glitch fend off Soundwave!" Exclaimed Rumble in angry disbelief. "She's a vorner, damn it! Not like us, Boss! A fragging vorner!"
"At least he dealt with our ricocheting problem...problem...lem..."
"Shut up, Bug!" Snarled Rumble.
"Lord Megatron," Shrapnel asked in a swift attempt to redirect Rumble's rage off of her, "what is wrong...wrong...?"
Nanokliks before Soundwave was knocked unconscious Megatron had gone strangely still, and it was this that Shrapnel had noted. His face had gradually morphed into gaping shock and had remained that way for a precious time. When he had not responded to any of the current conflict, nor fired a shot, both Rumble and Shrapnel turned their attention up to him and grew worried themselves at the crack in Megatron's stony visage. "Boss?" Called Rumble, elbowing him in his broad leg. "Boss! Stay with us! We need you!"
"Endurus." Rumbled Megatron quietly.
"What?" Demanded Rumble sharply, still nursing his cranium and chassis, but so greatly relieved that Megatron had broken free of his bizarre spell. "Endure? Obviously!" Bit the minicon. "What else are we gonna do?"
Abruptly, Megatron shook his cranium to chase out the cobwebs and when he had settled his features had contorted violently. The fiery light in his optics dilated, his mouth twisted up in a asymmetric snarl. Altogether, he bordered between adrenaline inducing rage and clinging to scraps of a coherent military leader. The latter barely won out. "Shrapnel!"
"Yes, Lord Megatron...tron...on...?"
His crimson sun optics burned into her as if he could instill his fiery drive within her by just his glare. "Are you ready to redeem yourself for your folly today, Insecticon?"
"Yes, Lor-"
Not waiting for an answer, Megatron once again jerked his cranium in the Autobot's direction. "Incapacitate the lot!"
"Incapa-?"
"What are you waiting for?!" Snarled Megatron. "Do it now! We cannot afford them to escape!"
Shrapnel jumped to obey. Blue electricity sparked and crackled between her slim digits as she rubbed her thumb across the pads. "Right away, Lord Megatron...Megatron...tron..." She replied in her whisper-thin way, vocal processor crackling intoxicatingly with the power building within her. "Stay off the wall."
It was the only warning given before she slammed her open-palm flat on the wall. "Hey!" Yipped Rumble, visor flaring in alarm, as he barely had time to leap off the wall and Megatron simply pushed off with an unhurried air. Bright lightning streaked from her servo and raced down the wall like a current. Megatron and Rumble were tense in the brief nanokliks, waiting intently for a hit. They were not disappointed. There came an explosion, shattering glass, the crackle of fried electronics and the stench of scorched metal. Half a moment of wretched silence and then it broke with the shrill, panicked voices of the Autobots screaming one designation: "SPIKE!"
Megatron cycled air through his olfactory, enjoying the smells of battle and impending victory. "Ahh...Finally. I could not stand that Witwicky."
In the wake of the chaos that consumed the Autobot extraction force, the ricochet had died down completely without the combiner Phage-Optimus to continue the barrage, and now with the Autobots in a fuss over the termination of the human, Megatron knew there was no better time to strike than now. He took a customary glance around cover and caught a bright burst of green light flare up down the hall. The light illuminated the hallway briefly, and in that short span showed him exactly where each Autobot was, including the femme of his current ire, newly reformated, from whom the strange and mysterious light had originated from. She was kneeling off center in the hall over Spike's cold frame. In time with the flash of light, his internal scanners picked up an obscene energy spike from Phage herself.
Rumble and Shrapnel, who had missed the light, both stiffened, having detected the energy spike and looked around curiously. Rumble was the first to sound off, "What was that? That wasn't you, bug, was it?"
"No." She responded haughtily.
Megatron's attention focused sharply on the smaller Rumble and Shrapnel nearly under his own pedes. "Cover me." He rumbled. "I need to reclaim my assets." Before either Decepticon could respond, Megatron leapt out from behind cover, hit the middle of the floor in a crouch, and in one powerful push he stormed down the dark hall. Every heavy pedefall reverberated through the hall and floor with the intimidating presence of thunder.
Left behind, Shrapnel and Rumble leant around the pot-marked engaged column to offer cover fire, but Rumble was holding one audio, still struggling with the feedback from Soundwave, and suddenly asked Shrapnel, "Did the Boss just say he was going to recover her aft?"
With an exasperated sigh and optic roll, Shrapnel stressed, "Assets...sets...ets."
"That's what I thought." Returned Rumble, briefly laughing at himself. "I mean, if the Boss had said that, well, she does have a nice aft. What?" Retorted Rumble at Shrapnel's sharp glare. "I had to escort that around all day! How could I not notice? I'm at optic-level!"
"Tch!"
"You're just jealous because your a stick bug." Rumble burst into a fit of chuckles at his own cruel zinger.
Shrapnel openly gaped at him then promptly glowered back, emitting a series of feral insectoid clicks before she calmed, and fired back; "I think it is incredible the free space I take up in your processor-possibly because I am one of two femmes on this planet and won't give you the time of day...day...day?"
Shrapnel smiled triumphantly as the laughter died in Rumble's throat and he looked at her with a great deal of repulsion. "Free space...! You terminated my brother, glitch! You could be the last femme in the universe and I wouldn't look twice."
The general bickering between the two only devolved into increasingly angry and venomous personal attacks.
"SPIKE!"
The Autobot extraction team had fallen into complete disarray. Half the team was screaming but no one was truly listening. Jazz kept trying to regain control, Jetfire was in shock, Sea Spray took one look at the situation and immediately abandoned Phage-One. The femme hit the floor and came out of the madness of the mindscape and back to the present chaos unfolding all around. Dazed and confused, Phage-One pressed a slim servo to her throbbing cranium as they took stock. Sea Spray slide in a column ahead and forcibly seized Bumblebee and slammed the minibot back behind cover. Bumblebee had dissolved into a frantic mess, screaming Spike's designation over and over again and clawing at Sea Spray's arm with his still good functioning servo to break free. He never was going to escape Sea Spray's iron hold.
"SPIKE! SPIKE, NO!"
"Get ahold of yourself, 'Bee!" Growled Sea Spray.
"BUT SPIKE!"
"He's gone, 'Bee!"
Phage-One's attention swept from Bumblebee and Sea Spray and landed on a charred, smoking mass of metal lying near at hand. For a brief nanoklik, they could not process why everyone kept calling Frenzy's frame Spike. Then chronological events settled in their proper place. The world warped and bent around Spike's exosuit as the reality of what had just happened settled in. Noise became dull and distant. Phage-One's breathing hitched. "Spike...?" They murmured.
Too soon, rebelled the half of Phage-One that was Pandora Endurus. An old and powerful fear of Phage's, that had formed shortly after ascension, reared its ugly head and overturned a horrid concoction of dread, abandonment, grief and loss into their chassis that was threatening to cool into an impossible weight. Too soon! railed her thoughts against the sight as her optics began to loose the potency of their neon green shade and revert back to Phage's dark blue hue. The transition had shifted to teal before she recalled something that Optimus Prime had said only recently. The reversal of Endurus into Phage seized up, then promptly restored back into the Endurus as she took all of the fears and channeled it into liquid hot anger that she could burn. It was then that Pandora Endurus flared back up in angry defiance to become laser focused and single-minded in her goal. Phage-One's omni-hair flattened down, twisting and weaving with each other into a french braid as they rapidly belly crawled across the floor towards Spike's charred exo-suit. Intermittent laserfire zipped overhead in haphazard bursts. They made it to Spike's exo-suit easily enough and began the process of manipulating the frame onto its backside so they could access the front hatch to retrieve Spike inside the suit.
:Teach me.: Demanded Pandora Endurus of Optimus Prime. :You said I'm Earth's Prime. You said my matrix abounds with potent potential. You said I can heal, if I tried. Teach me now!:
:Teach you? Now? You do not even have the basics of healing. Reactivating the terminated is on another level entirely!:
Spurred on by Pandora Endurus's raw focused anger and defiance, Phage-One grit their denta and quickly cast their optics onto Bumblebee. :Show me.: The Endurus demanded. :Take control if you have too! Run a test trial on 'Bee. Heal him. Show me how it's done and let's prove together what all this matrix can do.:
Optimus Prime's consciousness needed no additional prompting. With a surge of adrenaline, Phage-One pushed up and dived into cover with Sea Spray and Bumblebee. The former eyed her curiously while Bumblebee had settled enough that he was not fighting Sea Spray, but was seething with rage and refusing to take his optics off of Spike's suit. "Is it you?" Demanded Sea Spray.
"Yes." Responded Phage-One promptly as they pulled at Sea Spray's arm to get at Bumblebee's damaged side. "It is us." They responded together, Phage-One's voice echoing both feminine and masculine notes.
"What are you doing, sir-ma'am, uh sir?"
"Give me Bumblebee." Phage-One snapped as they struggled unnecessarily with him to get at the scout. At the command, Sea Spray's arm came off and immediately Bumblebee made a dive at Spike. Phage-One's sharp reflexes caught him in the chassis and shoved him back against the wall, effectively pinning him. Attention so gained, Bumblebee gaped at them as Phage-One placed her servo over the damaged arm.
"...Sir?" Sea Spray began, then stopped, when a surge swept through Phage-One's frame. It emanated from the chassis and pulsed outwards, where it passed the energon blue LEDs faded to neon green. Their optics burned with the same intense acidic fire. The pulse wave accumulated into the servo over Bumblebee's injury, which began to glow intently before they pressed it on Bumblebee's wound.
"Primus!" Sea Spray breathed, his visor glowing brilliantly against the dark, as the green energy sank into Bumblebee's arm, spread, and the wound began to rapidly heal. The healing was aggressive and instant, and the power that burned through Phage-One's systems was enough that they tore their servo off of Bumblebee's arm in a nanoklik, shaking their servo vigorously as if the energy had burned.
Bumblebee's optics were as round as saucer plates. Consumed by wonder, he flexed his digits and tested his arm, cast his gaze to Phage-One and did a double-take, then a triple-take. "Say what?"
"It's a miracle." Breathed Sea Spray.
Phage-One glanced at their own slim servo in amazement, then, swiftly, a devious grin cut across her white flexi-metal face. Feverish laughter burst from their mouth as they whirled from Bumblebee to Sea Spray. "A dagger! I need a dagger!"
Sea Spray was moving before he even realized what he was doing. "I only have an energy blade-"
Phage-One snatched it from his servo and promptly dived the short space back to Spike's exosuit. The next precious seconds were a blur of cutting and stripping metal, a surreal experience that overlapped with just earlier that day when she had been doing the same to Optimus Prime's chassis. Only the prize inside was not the Matrix and Optimus Prime's spark, but the fragile body of Samuel 'Spike' Witwicky.
When the chassis was pried open, Smoke poured out from the exo-suits central control. Afraid of what they would find but needing too all the same, Phage-One batted a servo too dismiss the smoke, discarded the energy blade into her subspace pocket and gingerly peered within the exosuit's chest cavity. As the smoke cleared, they found Spike was quiet inside the sparking cavity, trapped in the control brain of the suit's center console. The young man looked like he could have been sleeping; his mouth ajar and the characteristic brown Witwicky curls were a mess, reminiscent of his typical bed hair look, except angry purplish-red fractal pattern scars reminiscent of branching lightning adorned his flesh where none had ever been before.
"Oh, Spike..." Murmured Phage-One sorrowfully. Servos aglow with the vibrant green light, Phage-One gingerly dipped their servos into the exo-suit's cavity and carefully extracted Spike from his restraints. When they pulled him out into the open, the intense green light seeping from Phage-One's frame cast Spike's lightning-scarred body in ill shades, making him appear all the worse.
In that moment, Phage-One was struck by a sudden memory. It came roaring back from years ago: of Optimus Prime cradling an injured Alicean Witwicky in the palm of his servos, and from Pandora's memories of her perspective of events of being overcome with fear and wonder at the mechanical face peering down at her with such intelligence and empathy behind its luminescent optics. The sight of Spike was enough to weigh on their spark, but the pang of the memory drove the sorrow deeper. Kneeling over his body to protect it further from stray weaponfire, Phage-One placed their other servo atop of Spike, encasing the human completely, and concentrated.
The techniques Optimus used to coax Matrix energy forth worked all too well, except, as he had warned Phage within the mindscape, whatever matrix she possessed was a wild, untamed source. The techniques taught to Optimus Prime via the wisdom of previous Prime's worked well to draw out the Matrix's calm, cool energies, but when used with Pandora Endurus's, the energy that pulsed through their systems crashed through unchallenged with as much eager force as water breaking loose of a dam. The foreign matrix energy spilled through their systems, burning them up where it raced. Phage-One grit their denta to keep from shouting. The green light poured through the seams in their frame, burned from their optics in an intense fiery light, and spilled into their servos where Optimus Prime strained to direct the flow. The energy was of such intensity that the space around Phage-One flared with the neon green light in a twenty-foot radius.
The nanoklik that Optimus Prime realized Endurus's matrix energy was not going to behave the same as Cybertron's Matrix, the Prime nearly panicked, and through his fear Pandora Endurus worried too, for if something moved him to trepidation than it was grave indeed. As soon as Optimus called forth the energy he rushed to slam the floodgates close before the dam could shatter. The abrupt flow and cut off exhausted Phage-One. The radiant glow around them cut off as suddenly as the flip of a light switch, plunging everyone back into the cool darkness of the hallway. Phage-One was left gasping, reeling from the burn and then sudden chills, and just one question on their mind: Did it work?
As if on cue, desperate gasping and coughing erupted from the palm of their servos. Phage-One rusted over, unable to breathe at the noise. They were about to move their top servo aside to check on Spike when Optimus Prime Sent suddenly, :That was much more energy than required.:
Pandora Endurus hesitated. :Is that bad?:
Optimus was quiet a moment, wrapped in contemplation. Then answered carefully, :I do not know.:
With no other choice, Phage-One moved their top servo aside to peek. There laid Spike Witwicky, lightning scarred, but breathing steadily and resting comfortably. Opening their external diagnostic, Optimus Prime did a quick scan on Spike's vitals-all of which turned up better than before. "Oh my god." Breathed Endurus softly. "We just did that. I just..."
"What. The. Frag."
Their vibrant green optics jumped up and found Jazz and Jetfire gaping at her from across the way. Phage-One suddenly realized where she was, what she had just done in the open, and that more mechs than just the Autobots had probably seen. They regretted nothing. Phage-One offered Jazz a non-apologetic shrug of her shoulder and a coy smile.
"Oh, Pitt no. You do not play the blonde card with me." Snarled Jazz.
"There is too much to explain, Jazz." Phage-One was quick to interject.
"Prime? The moment we get out of here I want answers!"
Phage-One was just opening their mouth to respond when thunder erupted up and down the hallway. Curious where thunder could possibly be coming from while leagues under the ocean, Phage-One looked around and immediately dreaded the source. Megatron was racing down the hallway towards their position, his long, powerful legs eating up the distance in frightening time. Panic and adrenaline burst through Phage-One's systems. Where could they go? Where could they run? How could they make a stand against the old gladiator forged warlord. Phage-One enveloped Spike against her chassis and was just scrambling to their pedes when Jazz slide in between them and the oncoming Megatron mere nanokliks before Sea Spray also threw himself in the way to grab them and push them towards safety next to Bumblebee.
SKYWARP AND THUNDERCRACKER, ENROUTE TO REPAIR BAY
For the umpteenth time since Thundercracker had taken off with his trine brother, soaring through the wide open halls of the sea base with only the grace and maneuverability of a Seeker, Skywarp weakly thumped Thundercracker's carriage, metal and glass singing under the contact, and said faintly. "Let me down. I'll-eff!-walk..."
"For the last time." Rung Thundercracker's deep, rich vocals, "No. If anything, your senseless requests only validate my suspicions that you are delirious from lack of energon."
Skywarp tossed his cranium back and immediately he regretted the motion as it sent a lance of pain shooting up his side from the gaping injury that had not fully healed. "Save me my dignity, TC." He grit through his denta, face pinching at the pain. "If any of the cone heads see me like this...I'll never hear the end of it."
"Good." Said Thundercracker flatly. "Then you will serve as a warning about dropping guard when Autobots are about."
Dimly, Skywarp's ruby red optics flared from beneath his half hooded lids. "He got the drop on you too."
"But it was you Jazz went after."
Thundercracker waited for some comeback, but the words took root. Skywarp was silent a span, letting the notion sink in. They were nearly at the Repair Bay when Skywarp said suddenly, "He went after me because of the femme."
"You did warp her out of his grasp." Drawled Thundercracker with an exasperated sigh.
"The slagger was an inch off from fragging my T-cog! Pitt!" Snapped Skywarp before he let his cranium fall back again and again grimaced at a stab of pain that shot through his frame. He gritted his denta, hissed, and asked, "Tell me honest, TC, was today worth everything?"
"If the Autobots acquire the femme and, by extension, the Matrix back, not even Optimus Prime's termination would matter."
"No. No!" Skywarp's optics caught the overhead lights, glittering with determined mischief. "Where are those slaggers?"
"What? Why? You can't fight them in your condition!"
Skywarp's digits found solid purchase on Thundercracker's shoulder strut and squeezed hard as he tried to leverage himself up. "I have an idea, TC." Skywarp groaned and quickly gave up on the endeavor as additional pain flashed across the planes of his face. He settled back into Thundercracker's arms.
"Oh, no. No." Apprehension stole across Thundercracker's face. "You with ideas is like a scraplet infestation—Never any good. I'm taking you straight to Repair Bay. That's the end of this. We're nearly there anyway. Once you're repaired we can join Megatron in repelling the Autobot attack."
"If there still is one." Grumbled Skywarp obstinately. "You said it yourself, TC. Today means nothing if the Autobots get that trumped up android back. And if prior Autobot extractions are anything to go by, every nanoklik matters here. Just-huhnn!-Just, tell me their exact coordinates." A long mischievous smile played across Skywarp's handsome face. "I swear, this is going to be great!"
Thundercracker slowed as he veered around the final turn to the Repair Bay. Its automated doors loomed ahead. "Last time you said that you teleported Megatron while he was in recharge into the middle of the ocean."
Skywarp's mouth hung open, caught between furthering the enthusiasm of his latest prank and changing tracks to counter Thundercracker's rebuke. His pointer digit popped up off Thundercracker's shoulder strut and held. Then, with the dimming of his enthusiasm, his digit dropped back down. Eventually he remarked lamely, "I was drinking."
Thundercracker cut his anti grave thrusters and landed neatly outside the Repair Bay doors. "My afterburn you were." Thundercracker snapped, shooting a pointed glare at Skywarp as they crossed the threshold into the Repair Bay.
The Decepticon Repair Bay was vastly different from the Autobots Medbay. The majority of medical care had been streamlined to restoration machines dubbed CR Chambers and medical drones eons ago, thus removing a large margin in accidents and termination brought on by doctor error, but also losing the Cybertronian warmth of personal care. Such Repair Bays only required a skeletal crew of doctors to oversee operations or be on hand for procedures beyond the Repair Bay's parameters. Autobots generally regarded the Repair Bay's as cold, clean factory-esque assemblies, whereas the Decepticons saw the Autobot Medbay's as inefficient outdated throwbacks. It was into this indifferent, compact room the Seeker's had arrived. Ignoring the multitude of the cyclinder CR Chambers lined against one wall, with five currently in use by the Stunticons, Thundercracker veered away, choosing to drift towards the other half of the Repair Bay with a series of doors. The majority led to private operating rooms, but one was the supply storage. It was there Thundercracker cut a straight line for while Skywarp continued to try and justify his poor sense of judgement.
"I was overcharged at the time! I was! Come on!" Skywarp whined. "I thought he could take a harmless joke!" Thundercracker dropped his arm supporting Skywarp's legs. Half balanced on Thundercracker, the purple and black trimmed Seeker swung in an arc, hit the floor and groaned loudly. His fist buried deeper into his wound. "Careful with the jostling!"
Thundercracker scoffed and ignored Skywarp's discomfort. "It's Megatron. When was he ever known for his sense of humor!"
"I've seen him laugh!" Countered Skywarp sourly.
"Over engex!" Thundercracker shot back. "And how did that harmless joke go for you? Oh, that's right. You've been kissing more aft than Starscream for months. I'm honestly not surprised you gave it your all at the battle. Hoping to regain Megatron's favor."
"Look, I swear this is going to be amazing." Skywarp groaned. "Just follow my lead."
"The day I follow your lead is the day I end up in a smelting furnace."
Skywarp's feature's contorted into a violent scowl. "Look, either you tell me the aft-bots exact coordinates or I'll ask Soundwave when he-Oh! Oh, nevermind. Channels are back up! How long has that been?"
Thundercracker's grey face contorted in alarm. "Skywarp! No! We're already here! I just need to grab-!"
The wretched smell of burnt ozone was his first and only warning. Skywarp pitched forward and wrapped his one good arm around Thundercracker's waist. A brilliant light enveloped the two Seekers and suddenly, violently, Thundercracker's surroundings shifted.
Thundercracker's loud protest started in the Repair Bay, "NNn-" And ended in the hab-suites. "-O!"
His audio receptors were immediately bombarded by the eruption of weaponfire. It took his optics another nanoklik to clear of the light from Skywarp's teleportation ability and sort out the chaos. Another nanoklik and a half for his processor to realize Skywarp had dumped them behind enemy lines and right smack dab in the middle of the hallway of incoming friendly fire from Rumble, Shrapnel...and Megatron charging down the hall.
If they survived this, he was going to terminate Skywarp himself.
Mass confusion broke out. Several shouts erupted from the Autobots all around as they swiveled to address the threat at their exposed backs. Down the hall Megatron skidded to a stop, stunned by their arrival, and called for a 'cease fire' to the Decepticons at his backside. In the chaos, Skywarp slipped away and dodged behind Thundercracker. "Do your thing, TC!" Shouted the prankster.
Accessing all the variable threats, 'doing his thing' was the only thing Thundercracker could do. He reacted out of instinct. He threw his arms up ahead of him, palms open and snapped off two sonic blasts. The twin conical bursts going off at close range slammed the Autobots backwards, sending them crashing against the engaged columns, smacking hard into walls or each other. Glass shattered in a dazzling shower from every direction and rained down on to the floor. Inevitably, the Autobots staggered out from behind cover and collapsed into the hall, groaning and cursing loudly interchangeably and struggling to regain their equilibrium and shake off the distortion effect.
A disquieting silence befell the hallway in the wake of Thundercracker's explosive finale. The Seeker in question was transfixed in place with a thousand yard stare, cycling air through his auxiliary vents noisily, chassis rising and falling rapidly. From behind him, Skywarp straightened up and hobbled out from behind Thundercracker's bulk. Skywarp's first order of business was to spit on Jazz as he struggled in a disoriented fog on the floor. "Score 2-1, glitch!" He swiveled back to Thundercracker and, grinning like the devilish miscreant that he was, he slapped Thundercracker hard across his broadside. "Told you this was a good idea!"
The sharp slap to his backside knocked Thundercracker out of his stupor. He was just of a mind to turn and punch Skywarp in his grinning face when Megatron shouted from down the hall. "Skywarp! Thundercracker!" Both snapped to attention. Rumble and Shrapnel came out from around their cover and joined Megatron. A rare smile split the Decepticon Commander's face as he made easy work of soaring over the collapsed floor to close the distance. "Great initiative!" Stunned by the rare compliment, Thundercracker gaped at his commander while Skywarp grinned like a loon. The latter's grin quickly dissolved as Megatron added with a growl, "But Skywarp, aren't you first required to submit permission to teleport to me?"
Skywarp's face grew long, but he tried to recover by quipping, "Permission to teleport, Lord Megatron!"
Thundercracker shuttered his optics and was hard pressed to not sigh in exasperation. From the corner of his mouth he sneered at Skywarp. "You can't ask retroactively. It doesn't work that way!"
"Yes it can."
"No, it can't."
As Megatron descended on their side of the conflict, a deep rumble emanated from his throat. The Seekers grew quiet and straightened to attention. Skywarp tried to mimic but was unable to properly stand with his fist plugged into the gaping wound in his midsection. Megatron's hot glare bored into the pair as landed. "Hrmmm...Do not let it happen again, Skywarp."
"Yes, Lord Megatron!"
The Decepticon Commander's attention broke from the pair and refocused on the disoriented Autobots strewn about the hall. A wolfish gleam stole across his harsh features, and then he swooped in among the Autobot's midst in three long strides, stepping over Jazz, Sea Spray and Spike's trashed exo-suit. His face darkened dangerously, mouth contorting into an ever widening wolfish snarl. He voice dripped dark and predatory overtures as he came up swiftly on Phage-One and seized her. "As for you."
As soon as Megatron seized her arm and yanked the femme up off her pedes, Phage-One abruptly came alive, twisting with an explosion of energy in his grasp like a wild thing. A scream tore from her vocal processor as she whipped around and sliced at his face. The pain did not register to his systems straight away, but his reaction was immediate that something sharp and dangerous had cut near his optic. Megatron reared back with a cry of rage. In a burst of adrenaline and ancient, ingrained training, he seized the offensive arm before slamming her into the wall.
His entire world devolved to just him and the femme in his grasp. So close, despite the lack of lighting, it was impossible not to notice the changes in her that the reformate had brought on; from the twisting grey omni-hair to the flared back panels of her automotive alt right down to the thin armor he had seen innumerable times on Autobot speedsters that was specifically forged with the purpose of agility in mind, at the cost that the exodermal armor would tear apart like a gold panel against heavy ballistics. Not a thing about her escaped his notice, especially not her burning acidic green optics and the defiant fine-pressed frown. A defiance, he just knew, had to belong to Optimus Prime and not the plucky, mild-mannered Phage.
"You. Dare!" Hissed Megatron, his voice low and raspy and heaving from raw adrenaline. His optics glanced to her arm, took quick stock of her newest makeshift weapon and choked on a disbelieving laugh. "Keys?" His optics riveted back to hers and locked. "You thought to harm me with a set of keys!"
"Nearly took your optic, did I not?" Heckled Phage-One under the strain of the weight of his bulky arm pressing against her upper chassis.
"Nearly does not cut it in war." Hotly retorted Megatron as he applied crippling pressure to her wrist until her expression broke. With a curt grunt of pain, the keys dropped from her fine digits and hit the floor in a heavy clatter. He released her arm then. In exchange, his large black servo found her delicate throat and proceeded to wrap his thick digits around it and hauled her off her pedes. Her free servos flew to his servo and clawed at it desperately. Meanwhile, her long, snaking omni-hair fell apart of its messy bun and bunched in writhing coils around her face, a strange mimicry of her distress.
The longer he watched her struggle, the more placated his wolfish persona became. "You're fighting spirit is so admirable, Phage. But no more games." The distance between them closed as Megatron leaned forward and dropped his voice to a whisper. "You know, Optimus Prime, out of all the forms you have ever taken, I like this one the best." The wolfish grin stretched slowly across Megatron's flexi-metal face as he watched the very defiance melt off her face. "Few victories have ever tasted so deliciously sweet. You did not honestly think I would not figure it out? That I did not know you, Optimus Prime. No matter your form." No answer could be given as Phage-One struggled against his grip on her throat, clawing and prying at his servo uselessly with her teal and white servos. His mouth pulled into an ever widening, sick grin.
"You know Optimus, I have had some revelations today. The most prominent among them, as I am certain you may recall from our chat at the Bar, that what is my life without your presence in it? We have been at odds for so long, what would I do without you? What would drive me? What pushes me? We are two sides to the same credit. And Phage...Ahh, she has unwittingly become the edge here has she not? Trapped in the middle. I am so glad that she saved you on the field today." His fiery crimson optics took on a sudden detached air. The change was just as frightening as everything else about him, how easily he teetered between Dr. Jyckle and Mister Hyde. "No wonder you demanded your release so vigorously, Phage. What would you have done if the Autobots had not come to rescue you? What would you have done when you began suffering through the reformate? Would you have begged me for medical treatment? Would you have told me before it escalated to this point? Just a few hours ago, Phage, I may have taken pity and spared you. The spirit of vorners and all that..."
"Megh-"
"No. Do not talk, Prime. That would just spoil the moment." Mocked Megatron as he applied the smallest bit more pressure on her throat, then continued earnestly. "I am so glad Phage rescued you, Optimus. You know what is best about this whole situation? That nobody knows but us." His frightening smile returned, tugging first at the corner of his mouth and spreading gradually. "If my Decepticons knew they would demand your immediate termination, Optimus Prime. But...like this, everyone believes I terminated you on the battlefield. Because of Phage, I can have complete victory and still keep you around. Aaah, I see the question in your optics-How? How, Megatron?" He leaned in again and continued his disquieting hushed conversation. His face, suddenly, took on a harsh, determined glare. "When I get the Matrix from your little hiding place, Phage... I. Will. Bury. You." The depraved admission rolled off crisp, but rough and aggressively from his glossa. "Both of you, in the next generation." Her green optics flared at his dark implication. "No, Optimus. I-Will-Not," Megatron clipped, "have you both disentangled. I will allow the reformat to complete. I will oversee personally that your sparks merge and your minds become so entangled there is no hope for Ratchet to separate either of you. Perhaps before this, or after, I will put on a show of executing Phage to everyone. I will call up the Autobots and I will put her to the blade myself. Do not look so afraid, we have already established that you can regenerate at exceptional speeds, Phage. And who knows about that besides us?" Her face grew leaner and hollower as he carried on. "Then, then, after your farce of an execution, I will Altihex your new gestalt self and bury you in the next generation. No. One. Will. Ever. Know. No one will ever stop to think twice about the one femme that I shower favor on. No. One. Why? As the Decepticon Lord Commander, would I not be entitled-nay, expected?-that I could lay claim to at least one of the hundreds of not thousands of new femmes raised from the Matrix? No one would think twice. Then, at long last, it could be like old times between us, Optimus... Well, with some improvements." He concluded as he gave Phage-One a once over.
"Yur—Sick!"
A weary sigh rushed from Megatron's mouth and heated the side of their cheek. "I said not to talk, Optimus. Why ruin this beautiful moment."
"Lord Megatron." Said Thundercracker. "What shall we do with the Autobots?"
Megatron shuttered his optics and cycled air through his systems in a bid to draw on a pool of patience. "Throw them in a cell, Thundercracker. If they give you any trouble, terminate them."
"Affirmative, Lord Mega-!" Thundercracker began as he turned to grab Jazz, then stalled up. Somewhere beyond the sturdy, reinforced walls of the base there came an ominous explosion. Everyone within the hallway stalled, all craniums swiveling, optics turning, and stared at the damage littered wall at the end of the hall. The Decepticons knew that that stretch of wall branched into a 'T', and was the outer wall of the base that separated them from the ocean beyond. Autobots and Decepticons alike waited, rusted to their places. One spark pulse, two, three, four, five... The outer wall was slammed by the shockwave of the explosion. The base groaned and creaked under the buffet, but the walls held and, eventually, everything settled.
Skywarp let air rush from his vents in a noisy bout and staggered backwards towards the group and away from the outer wall. "What was that?"
Slow trickling fear settled across Megatron's face. "Starscream." He groaned and immediately activated his commlink. "Starscream! Report! What is-"
Abruptly, the hallway became a scene straight out of a dance club. Brilliant, blinding, multicolored lights flooded the darkened hallway in a blinding strobe light effect. A second sonic boom slapped hard on everyone's audio receptors with a music sample of Dio's 'Last in Line'. Dazzled and disoriented, neither Seeker was prepared for Jazz's second attack on them that day.
Thundercracker had only the vaguest notion of the mass of scintillating lights drawing closer to him, more particularly, rolling across the floor, before it leapt into the air and hit him with a pede to the face. He then slammed hard on the back wall and rebounded off. In the meanwhile, Jazz neatly landed from the high kick, rolled with the momentum and went into a roundhouse that knocked Skywarp flat on his aft. Thundercracker got caught up with Jazz a third time for the day as he stumbled back into the mech's orbit from the momentum of the rebound. He caught Jazz's elbow to the midsection that bent Thundercracker double over. The shorter Autobot then seized the much larger Seeker and flipped him over his shoulder strut down the hall towards Rumble and Shrapnel. The two of whom had followed Megatron across the watery pit in the floor and had just landed before the hallway had instantaneously transformed into a dance club.
There was yelling. There was cursing. Thundercracker was certain Shrapnel had screamed his designation as he crashed, bounded, and rolled inelegantly down the hall. Systems reports informed him he had damaged his wings in the process. He crashed hard into the smaller minicon and Insecticon and took all three of them down as they got tangled up and collapsed into the watery pit.
Megatron's cranium snapped around sharply to account for the chaos erupting around him. He followed the action as Thundercracker, Shrapnel, and Rumble took a dive and marked it with a bitter noise before his cranium snapped back around to the blinding lightshow that was threatening to steal away his victory by bare wires. At that moment, Jazz had cut the club lights and audio-wrecking music, and Megatron found out why. After dispatching Thundercracker, Jazz had gone for the weakest prey. The Autobot had wrapped around Skywarp's backside and was holding the Seeker in a pin with a wicked serrated dagger pressed across his neck cables. The top half of Jazz's black flat-horned helm poked around Skywarp's shoulder strut and the upper half of his face. Attention so fixed on him, it was hard for Megatron, Phage-One, or any of the Autobots beginning to stir at Megatron's heels to miss that Jazz's blue visor was shattered from Thundercracker's sonic blast. That little feature immediately arrested the attention of the Autobots present. The warm glow of Jazz's optics played across Skywarp's shoulder and illuminated Jazz's face in sinister crimson shades.
Taken aback, Skywarp gaped at Jazz, who had him in a lock, and spluttered, "Traitor!"
"Shut it." Jazz bit back and made sure to get his point across by digging the edge of the blade against Skywarp's vital neck cables. A trickle of vibrant blue energon prickled along the dagger's edge.
Despite the threat, Skywarp would not be quiet. Seething with rage, the wounded Seeker snarled and snapped; "That's how you managed to fool our energy signature grid! It recognized you as one of us!"
"I said shut it." And this time, Jazz jostled the Seeker, sending a fresh wave of pain lancing through his systems from the still opened gun wound Jazz had put in him earlier.
"Maestro!" Hissed Megatron then remarked coldly, "What are you doing?"
"It's Jazz." He clicked brusquely. "What's it look like?"
"I have Phage." Intoned Megatron, nonplussed by the turn of events in the slightest.
"Funny. I have Skywrap. Looks like we both have something the other wants."
"Who said I wanted him."
"Damn, Megs. Cold. So cold." Said Jazz, talking fast. He pressed the dagger harder to Skywarp's fuel line until a trickle of energon cut a sharp path down his neck. "Let's be real, we both know with his teleportation ability he's not exactly dispensable. So how about we have a little chat, yeah?" As quick as he had thrown out his offer to Megatron, Jazz remarked casually to the Seeker locked in his pin, "Not your quartex is it."
"Go to the Pitts." Groused Skywarp.
"Been there." Jazz quipped without pause, his optics locked with Megatron's and logging every minute shift in his frame. "Got the bumper sticker. They make a great Smelted in Kaon."
"Frag you." Skywarp hissed. "I'll teleport away and-"
"Try it and I will sever your fuel line before you can complete the jump."
Relegated to the sidelines of the second Kaonite standoff of the day, Phage-One was steadfastly tight-lipped, their optics wide and round and jumping quickly between whomever was speaking at that moment in time. While Jazz and Skywarp had their quick, quiet spat, a low rumble emanated from deep within Megatron's chassis. Phage-One's optics leapt up to him and noted the stony countenance and the flicker of a sneer that kept quirking his mouth at the left corner. Finally, Megatron spoke; "I do not negotiate, Maestro."
"Jazz." He corrected stiffly. "And of course you do. You've negotiated with Prime innumerable times. So, let's talk shop for poor ol' Skywarp's sake. If you want pretty boy here to stay functioning you will allow us to retreat. You have my word I will release him on the surface."
"You expect me to believe that you would honor that?"
"You have too."
"I would be a fool to believe a word that comes from your vocalizer, Maestro."
"Jazz."
Rumbling darkly, Megatron stepped away from the wall and positioned himself more towards the center of the hallway. Still with his servo at Phage-One's throat, he peeled them off the wall and lowered them to the floor, where Phage-One did an awkward hop, skip, stumble before they caught their balance. Not satisfied with the space between them, Megatron dragged Phage-One to his side. In that moment, Jazz broke optic contact with Megatron to mark Phage-One's struggle. Whom, realizing they had gained Jazz's attention, tried to mouth something his way. Jazz's attention leapt repeatedly from Megatron, to Phage-One and back again.
"Slag him."
Jazz's attention snapped back to Megatron. "What?"
The sneer finally did work its way onto Megatron's face. "I said slag him, Maestro. Go on. I have what I want." For emphasis, he shook Phage-One in his ironclad grasp whilst the femme pried futilely at his digits. "What is the matter, Maestro? What are you waiting for? Cut Skywarp's fuel line. End him."
"Lord Megatron...?" muttered Skywarp questioningly.
"You can't be serious." Jazz said slowly, conflict slowly creeping into his optics.
"I am always serious."
Littered around the hall, Sea Spray, Bumblebee and Jetfire's groaning and moaning came to a gradual, quiet end. Megatron was aware of them peripherally, so when the Autobots began to silently and cautiously rise up off the floors with weapons in hand, Megatron let it be known that he was charging his fusion cannon. The Autobots stalled, rigid and uncertain and glancing between themselves and Jazz for guidance. At that moment, Thundercracker, Shrapnel, and Rumble burst out of the watery pit and hovered mid air, weapons ablaze. In an instant, Bumblebee, Jetfire and Sea Spray swept around to train their weapons at the incoming threat. Weapons thrummed, but no shot was fired.
Megatron quietly laughed. "It appears that the situation has become exponentially messy."
Just then, Thundercracker interjected hotly, "He's an ex-Con?"
"Already established this." Jazz remarked with a measure of mock boredom. "Move this along."
"The damn Autobot was one of us?" Thundercracker continued to belt out angrily. "Did you know, Megatron!"
"Of course." Bit Megatron stoically, shooting Thundercacker the barest of glances. "I was present when Jazz was dragged in, and there for when he was Altihexed. Pity he escaped before the procedure was fully completed." The news ripped through the Autobots hard. Sea Spray's attention was the hardest on Jazz, scrutinizing and angry. Jetfire's was unreadable. Unsurprisingly, Phage-One's was distant, detached. Bumblebee was defiant, despite the evidence, and groping for reason in the confusion. "Jazz was never Altihexed! He never...Jazz?!"
But Jazz was silent, grimacing as if in pain, as perspiration began to form on his brow. A slow smirk tugged at Megatron's mouth. Taking everything in but revealing nothing, Megatron's frame eased back into an impassive roll on the heel of his pedes. "I wonder, Maestro, but would the Autobots have let you be in charge if they knew what you did back on Cybertron?"
Bumblebee desperately kept trying to shoot Jazz a glance over his shoulder strut, but did not dare take his sight off of Rumble, Shrapnel, and Thundercracker for long. "What? What is he talking about, Jazz?"
Mostly hidden behind Skywarp's larger frame, Jazz's deep scowl was missed by everyone but reflected in his angry red optics. "It's Commander Jazz." He corrected hotly. "I have a knife to Skywarp's fuel line, Megatron! And you want to reminiscent?"
"I have been in a particular mood today." Muttered Megatron where only he and Phage-One could hear, before resuming vocally. "So you do, Commander Jazz." The amount of mocking scorn he injected into the title would have made Starscream pause to take note. "I merely wonder what the Autobots would have done had they known what had happened to you prior to the Ark launch. Optimus Prime never did forgive you, did he? Not once during all these years we've been exiled on Earth? That's why you've been stripped of your rank as Second in Command."
"Shut. Up."
"What?" Chirped Bumblebee.
"No, of course Optimus didn't. How could he forgive you for Solura Storm? The Ark launch pad was bombed. Elita-One and the Autobot femmes-terminated. I presume along with the remainder of the Autobot ranks. The ship was designed to hold three-hundred."
"Shut up!"
Sea Spray's visor burned angrily at Jazz. "It was you who sold out the Ark's location?!"
"No!" Bumblebee shouted, always the one eager to defend any Autobot. "No, Jazz wouldn't! If he was Altihexed he didn't want too!"
"But he did." Said Sea Spray darkly.
As the tense back and forth went on, as Megatron slowly humiliated Jazz further and further, Skywarp could not help but laugh at events and sneered at his captor, "Whose having the bad quartex again?"
"Silence!" Demanded Megatron, frightening the Autobots into submission as easily as his Decepticons, before redressing Jazz with a critical optic. "What are you doing, Maestro? I told you to execute Skywarp."
"Let's not be hasty here!" Whined Skywarp, glancing nervously between Megatron and the blade at his throat.
"I don't take orders from you." Bite Jazz darkly, as the persperation collected more heavily across his flexi-metal face and began to pour.
"Don't you?" Mocked Megatron. "You forgot to disenage your audio receptors, didn't you? Don't bother, Maestro. I think we both know it's a bit late for that now."
"What is he talking about, Jazz?" Questioned Bumblebee, only to become alarmed when he glanced over his shoulder strut and saw the wild paranoia flooding Jazz's face. His optics were dilated. The strain from before had etched deeper across his face. "Jazz!?"
Angry, Jazz snapped; "The deal I offered was Skywarp's life in exchange for our own!"
"Come now, Maestro. What you are offering is a farce, one-sided offer. You have no real intention of terminating him. If you terminate Skywarp now, you loose your bargaining chip and we terminate you. So, you will not. In such scenario, Skywarp lives. If I allow you Autobot pests to flea, Skywarp lives and I loose my prize. Where do I come out in this bargain? Nowhere. You have trapped yourself by your own flimsy illusion of power. Typical Autobot mistake, starting something you do not have the metal to finish."
At last, Skywarp caught on to the dangerous gamble that Megatron was angling for. His young angular face lit with realization before settling into the glow of adoration he reserved for his lord. "Megatron! Don't let them get away!"
"Maestro." Megatron said carefully, clearly, each syllable rolling off his glossa with his characteristic stormy edge. "Release Skywarp." Jazz's whole stance went rigid. The Decepticon Commander's features settled into his customary unreadable frown. The silence dragged on for longer than anyone liked. "Well...?"
Jazz shuttered his optics, grimacing, persperation poured down his flexi-metal face. "No."
Megatron's mouth curled upwards, exposing his denta in a frown.
:Megatron is going to terminate them both!:
:What?: Questioned Pandora. :But Skywarp-:
:Rarely does Megatron ever do hostages. This... he's been playing Jazz! The Altihex virus functions like a powerful drug to subvert the will of its infected to do as Megatron commands! He told Jazz to do something impossible, terminate Skywarp, to trigger the virus! Megatron has only been drawing this out to see if he can control Jazz! Now that Megatron told him to do something more palatable, release Skywarp, and he still refused-he will terminate him!:
:Oh! You're right, Op! That dream! With the lights! He'll kill them both!:
:Dream...?: Optimus began to question then stopped, remembering nearly too late that they had had a strange abstract dream when they had nearly drowned. A dream about lancing lights that must have been laserfire, and ethereal beings dancing in the dark that had struck him as so much like Jazz, and how all lights had faded to dark. Abruptly, it struck Optimus how unfazed Pandora was by the concept of having abstract visions foretelling doom. :You've been suffering matrix visions too!?:
:Optimus, how can we save Jazz!: Stressed Pandora, and then grew more frantic when Optimus came up with a blank.
Already aware of Megatron's stance on hostage situations such as these, Thundercracker knew what was coming. His fuel pump clenched. His optics darted between Megatron and Skywarp. There was no fear in his trine brother's face. Only his stupid nearly there quirk of a grin.
"A pity." Sighed Megatron and the fusion cannon came up.
"NO!" Phage-One screamed. She took hold of Megatron's left arm, used it as leverage to lift herself up and kicked his right. The shot went wide. The tight concentrated beam left a long black scar across the right wall, vaporized part of the corner and concluded with a crater mark on the outer wall.
Optics blazing, Megatron was already roaring, turning his fury on Phage-One, only to find his servo grasping air. In that dreadful confusing moment, time ground to a crawl. Terrible realization dawned on the old warlord's face as he opened his servo, confounded by where his prize had gone, only for his optics to rove downwards and find that Phage-One was capable once again of phasing. Green ribbons arced around her form, the space around them smelt of burnt ozone. She had entered into a partial phase, not fully there but not fully here and utterly untouchable by him. Immediately after kicking his arm cannon she had phased, and dropped to the floor in a crouch. Her servo was wrapped across her midsection and there came a blue shimmer as she accessed a subspace pocket. Her arm arched out then and there was an energy dagger. Her delicate features, that so tormented him of his lost Ariel, was twisted up into a wild thing hell-bent on protecting her own.
There were moments in Megatron's long, long, winding life when he knew how events would unfold with absolute certainty. The little moment he found himself trapped within was one such event. That grim understanding reflected across his face before the gears of time thawed and burst with adrenaline to compensate for the lack of its absence. Phage-One's attack was quick, precise, and vicious. With a scream that overlapped with his own incensed cry, Phage-One's makeshift phase blade sliced into his exposed knee joint. With senses long since deadened or dulled to pain, Megatron did not cry out, but grimaced and by the order of things, his body began collapsing under his own weight.
She twirled the dagger expertly between her digits to flip it around, then struck again. The second bite dug deeper than the last. The edge of the blade followed the curve of his exodermal armor on his waist and slipped between the seams, biting deep into his side as he dropped heavily onto his good knee. Spit flew on the gasp that was just leaving his mouth. She ripped the blade out and stood. The final slash was a grand sweep across his exposed neck cables. Warm energon sprayed outward from the cut, splashed through her phased frame and coated the floor. Megatron's servo leapt to his neck to staunch the flow, but it was quickly drenched. His crimson optics roved up her frame, transcribing all the changes he had not taken fully into account in the midst of battle, following winding seams ever upwards. When his sight landed on her face, he burned the features into his memory banks; the curve of her mouth as it pulled into a gnashing snarl, how it scrunched her olfactory, to the searing burn of her vibrant, neon green optics.
Wrong optic color, wrong paint scheme, missing helmet, but the same face. Ariel's face. A savage Ariel reborn on a distant, alien world. This moment, Megatron felt, was justly deserved. A long overdue karmic justice for terminating Ariel that should have found him eons ago. His vision grew fuzzy, colors mixed and shapes became undefined. With a gurgling groan, Megatron slouched forward. A single thought repeating on his processor: the universe must have been pleased at its own grand cosmic play.
The moment shattered with the frantic screams, gasps, and dreadful shocked silence of his cogsmechs. Distantly, Megatron picked out a distraught Skywarp shouting his designation but it seemed to come from far away.
Phage-One tore her fierce gaze from the dying warlord and fixed it to the Decepticons straight ahead. Thundercracker, Shrapnel, and Rumble floated mid air above the ugly open wound in the floor. Still phased and radiating a fierce, commanding aura, Phage-One jabbed the dagger towards Thundercracker. "New deal: we walk and you can take Megatron to the Repair Bay."
"You glitch!" Rumble screeched. "I'll just as soon as turn you to scrap than-"
"SILENCE!" Phage-One bellowed, her plummy voice reverberating up and down the hall. "This. Is. Over! Thundercracker!" Snapped off Phage-One suddenly and startled the Seeker for being signaled out. "You seem a responsible party-I entreat you, we leave peacefully and the lot of you can work out getting Megatron to a Repair Bay. Attack, and I will phase out Megatron's spark chamber then proceed to do the same to the lot of you. Think quickly now-the longer you dawdle on a decision the closer Megatron draws to death. What is your answer?"
From behind her, Skywarp continued to scream colorful obscenities and, despite his wounds, Jazz managed to just barely keep hold of the Seeker. "TERMINATE HER, THUNDERCRACKER! FRAG THE GLITCH!"
Thundercracker's gaze turned from Skywarp, to the newly reformated Phage and back to Megatron's frame, now trembling from a startling lack of energon that was quickly pooling around his frame. The Seeker grimaced and shuttered his optics. "There is no choice here." He drawled, and found little comfort in Shrapnel's small servo as she pressed it to his backside. "Get out."
"NO, TC!" Screeched Skywarp. "Destroy them!"
"Do I have your word?"
"Yes." He clipped. "Now get out."
"You have made a wise decision, Thundercracker."
"Get. Out."
"What about that one?" Enquired Phage-One with a nod towards Skywarp.
Thundercracker sneered. "Skywarp, you will let them leave."
"YOU ARE A COWARD, THUNDERCRACKER! WE CAN TERMINATE ALL OF THEM! USE YOUR SONIC BLASTS! HAVE SHRAPNEL ELECTROCUTE-"
"You idiot, Skywarp!" Thundercracker raged. "She can phase. How shall any of us deal with that? NOBODY CAN HIT HER. We attack and she'll pick us off, you drone!" he cycled air then and continued with a hard, calm tone that was more frightening than his yelling. "...You don't have to like this, Skywarp, but you do have to obey if we are going to save Megatron. I need you to get him to the Repair Bay." It was at this last that a measure of sanity seeped back into Skywarp. The young Seeker drew quiet, though still seething. "Do you understand? When Jazz releases you, you are to stand down. Understood?" Hating everything and everyone, Skywarp nodded he understood.
Having observed the agreeance, Phage-One turned aside from Skywarp and around to the Autobots. "Get up. Autobots, we leave the way you entered. Bumblebee, secure Spike. Have the Aerialbots contacted anyone?"
"Yes." Sea Spray answered gruffly and straight away. "Couldn't say before, but they're waiting outside. Superion took care of Bruticus with the floating mines, and Starscream and the Coneheads retreated shortly thereafter."
"Then let's roll out."
Their departure was a tense, haunting affair. Under watch by the sharp, baleful glare of the Decepticons, the Autobots gathered themselves up and quickly departed. Bumblebee was the first, after securing Spike within his cabin, the little yellow minibot dropped back down into the watery pit. Jazz released Skywarp and cautiously joined Sea Spray and Jetfire gathered half way between Phage-One and the pit. He felt all optics burn and follow him as he rejoined his cogsmechs. Without word it was quietly agreed by glances and minute nods that Jetfire was next to go, then, reluctantly, Jazz. He dropped into the pit but waited for Sea Spray and Phage-One. The latter gave Megatron one last cold glance before she moved to join Sea Spray. Once she moved away from Megatron, the remaining Decepticons cautiously, but stressed for speed, moved on their Commander's position. Moving as one unit, Sea Spray and Phage-One moved quickly to the pit. Sea Spray sat on the edge as Phage-One swiftly activated her subspace drive and transformed to her human stature. So reduced, Sea Spray picked her up in the palm of his servo, slid her into his cabin, secured it, then slipped silently into the watery pit without so much as a ripple.
Fierce trepidation gradually coiled around Phage-One's spark.
The abrupt inaction and dreadful silence behind enemy lines settled heavily over them. That black seed threatened to grow into full fledged fear, fed as it was by Pandora Endurus's anxiety and Optimus Prime's paranoia. Two terrible traits that had time to fester and feed off of one another while Phage-One was confined to the cramped cabin that comprised Sea Spray's hovercraft alt, with naught else to do but watch the surreal sunken scenery of the Decepticon seabase slide by. Their entangled consciousnesses conjured up one terrible scenario after scenario, one dreadful question after question with Optimus and Pandora's inner voices echoing their demons and answering in turn they slid down the rabbit hole together; :Megatron and the Decepticons are simply not going to allow us to leave.: Worried Optimus Prime.
:They hardly did.: Countered Pandora.
:Megatron has to have some means of stopping us.:
:Megatron is finished.:
:Death does not mean the same to us that it does to humans. You have been told this time and again. In all probability, we should assume that Skywarp has teleported Megatron straightaway to their Repair Bay, where he has once again received the medical treatment that restored him near instantly before so that he could meet with us. Megatron understands the threat that a Prime poses, and given that he knows of your status due to Soundwave, he will not leave you to explore your newfound powers without molestation. I fear Megatron will soon be bearing down on us with a vengeance.:
:We severed his hamstring, struck his T-Cog, and slit the fuel line. Short of puncturing the spark chamber and liquidizing his brain module, that sounds like termination to me.:
Optimus Prime's consciousness drew up at her response. :Putting aside the cold, calculated nature with which you just said that-:
:You heard what he said.: Bit back her Send. :You were as horrified as I was. As appalled. Scared and furious.:
:I am not denying that. The coldness with which you are handling all of this is worrying me.:
:How did you expect me to feel? Scared that I defended myself? Horrified that I struck out? That I aimed to kill? Please. Father drilled the right to self defense at an early age. Or next time shall I bend the knee and accept the atrocities he wishes to heap upon me and beg for more? He assaulted me on numerous accounts and threatened to rewrite me.: Her Sends grew hard and cold as steel. :I would do it again. That he simultaneously threatened not just me, but you, and Jazz, and the entire team-I really wanted to test Rumble's throwaway remark if I could phase out a spark chamber.:. Optimus drew distinctly quiet as Pandora's Sends filled her mind, growing harder and colder on the surface while beneath roiled a wrath that burned like a planetary core. :Nobody threatens my family and gets away with it. No one. It is practically law within the Witwicky family to stick together, defend and protect one another. You have been told that time and again.:
Optimus prickled at having his own words thrown back at him, but let it slide. :Pandora.:
:Yes?: Came the long drawn Send, with an edge that meant she could and would bite.
:I am not your enemy.:
:Of course.: She scoffed. :I would not be risking life and limb otherwise.:
:Yet you are lashing out.: She drew quiet then, in a sudden moment of self reflection. : :Pandora.:
:Yes!:
:I am worried. About you. I am worried for you. How you are handling everything: the resonance, the kidnapping, the fighting, the reformate, Primus, that you have a matrix that has dubbed you Endurus, because I Sense that you have gone cold and numb. I am not worried that you defended yourself. I am proud that you have the strength and courage to do so, because Primus knows, freedom will always require great sacrifice and leave the scars that proved you stood to defend her and her kinsmechs. I am angry with myself that I could not take that burden for you, that I could not shield you nor protect you.:
:Optimus.:
:Let me finish. I am worried about you, Pandora. You are wound up tighter than a loaded spring.:
:I am fine.:
:No you are not.:
:What do you want to hear from me? I have a frenzied alien energy coursing through my veins, coupled with nervous adrenaline. I want to scream. And I cannot. I want to destroy a sparing drone. And I cannot. I feel caged when all I want is to cut free. I am trapped leagues under the ocean, behind enemy lines, and all I want to do is explode. And the ticking bomb on top of it all is I have no idea what I did to Spike.:
:We revived him.:
:Is that all? You said it was too much energy for what was needed.:
:Aah, there is the wrench in your gears. I did say that, but let us focus on the facts: Spike is alive. He is breathing.:
:But is he well?: Stressed Endurus. ::There is a line. A large, bright, flashing line. It is not enough for me that he is alive. Is my cousin alive and well?::
:You will run yourself down with hypotheticals. I should know. But, in small doses, coupled with facts, they can help prepare you. It is a trait you must learn to keep you on your pedes. To prevent you from being blindsided. Always ask. Always probe at the truth until you know it is the truth and not a falsehood in disguise. Spike is alive. This is fact.:
:You were the one who voiced worry first.:
:Yes. Because I know what happens when Cybertronians are introduced to new energy sources. We are either fueled, empowered, or drained. I have no frame of reference for what happens when organics, particularly humans, are introduced to energy sources. And I do not like unknown variables.:
:You are worried we have turned him into a monster.: Sent Pandora, and even her thoughts belied her strain and worry and sick at the thought.
:Clearly we can see that is not the case. I was not even considering that. ...Does that happen with humans?:
:In fiction... Like yourself, I have no real world frame of reference. But, I feel, with the matrix within me, that I have left what I knew to be reality and entered into a realm of endless possibility.: Pandora relented. :It frightens me.::
:Hm.:
:Prime?.:
:We have to work with facts. What we know to be concrete. On the other servo, do not empower the possibility by giving it much thought. Just prepare. Keep optics on Spike. As time marches on we can deduce. That is all we can do. Keep our fears to ourselves until they are founded or dissuaded.:
:Like me.:
:Pandora Endurus... If Ratchet had informed me of everything at the start everything would be different...: His Send tapered off, and rose again, grumbling, :I need to speak with Ratchet when we get back.:
:How different?:
Optimus Prime's Cybertronian script skyline tinted pink. His next Send was an obvious deflect. :When we return to the Ark, there are a number of matters I must oversee and set right.:
'Set right', he says.
A slight smile picked at the corner of her mouth. Phage-One's optics glanced aside before she was dragged back to the heavy conversation. :If you were not concerned about Spike morphing into a monster: drawled Pandora's Sending as she chewed on his worries and concerns, :then you are concerned that Spike could be...empowered? What does that even mean?:
Prime was all too grateful for the shift back to tactical territory. :I do not know, and that is why I am worried. In Cybertronian biology, unique energy sources jolt our sentio metallico frames, typically resulting in strengthening our frames further for better performance. Ratchet and Perceptor could explain the details. From what I have observed, energy usually harms organics.:
:Depends.: Drawled Pandora carelessly, then, considering, her thoughts trailed into muttering worrisome scenarios; :There was a green light. What does that mean? Radiation? Cherenkov light is blue, emitted by nuclear reactors when fired up. Does that mean the Matrix produces radiation when you tap into it? Have I poisoned Spike with radiation? He revived but is his body going to decay?:
:Still your thoughts and silence your fears. The Matrix is not radioactive.: :
:No?:
:No.:
:...But mine-:
:First of many lessons I must instill in you, Endurus, is that the concept of fear is poison itself. Remember that. Always. It will weaken you when you need to be strong and continue to fester so long as you feed it doubt until it becomes a crippling disability.: Sent Prime crisply. :Focus on the miracle that Spike is alive. What comes after we will deal with in stride. Prepare as we must, brace ourselves, but do not succumb. Bolster your resilience, do not tear down. ...Does this compute?.:
Pandora processed. Silent. Quiet. Pondering. Then, at last; :Yes.:
:And yet, your wires are still crossed. Not so tightly knotted, but still a mess...: And, to Pandora's surprise, Optimus began searching within themselves, tracing the myriad emotional cables and with masterful grace, began unknotting the mess, inspecting over each strand for how it had become incorporated into the greater whole so he could understand the root cause and how it had drawn so many cables into its hold. Within a short spell, Optimus had worked out the knot of her tension, the source of what had her at a razors edge. :This fear, it is deeper than just Spike.:
Pandora suffered through one of those simple yet magical Aha Moments, a sudden eureka that one does not realize is truth until it is spoken. Or, in Phage-One's case, when it was Sent by the mech timesharing her brain module.
The Prime's Send laid her fear bare and forced her to analyze the true source. Her Sends spilled across the mindscape small and wretchedly, :I could never forgive myself if anyone was hurt because of me. The extraction team came for me. Because I ran out of the Ark. Because I interfered. Spike was killed. He's permanently scarred. You saw his skin! That's my fault. Lord, how is Uncle Sparkplug going to handle this? Spike is all he has left. What if Uncle Sparkplug has a heart attack at the news?:
:Autobot's will be on servo to transfer him if need be.:
:Sparkplug is going to hate me for this.:
:Hate is a strong sentiment. You know Sparkplug could never hate you. Spike is scarred, but he is alive.:
Endurus gave herself a mental shake. :Uncle Sparkplug is going to be mad. Distraught. I know it.: She Sent adamantly. :I am sick with myself. I-I couldn't think when Spike was hit. My whole world froze and then shattered. I cannot loose Spike. I cannot loose Uncle Sparkplug either. They are my family. What am I...: the thought trailed off and started anew. :Spike died trying to help me.:
:And we managed to revive him.:
:At what cost? I cannot get that question out of my head. I am sick worrying what if I have harmed Spike worse than what Shrapnel has. I could never forgive myself. And you.:
:Me?:
:I tried to save you and yet I have accidentally forced an entanglement and resonance on you. I am sick with myself. I am sick at the thought that I have hurt my family.:
:Hm...and there, I believe, we have hit in the root here: family. You have not hurt me. Megatron did that. You stepped in to help.:
:I feel I have done more harm than good.:
:No. You have not. ...You are still upset, because you have caused unintentional harm on your family. I understand that you are upset. I have seen firsthand the heavy emphasis the Witwicky's place on familial bonds. It is written deep in your coding to look out for and help each other, due to generational trauma experienced by your forebears. Your family is small, and fiercely protective of one another. It is an honor that the Witwicky's have included the Autobot's as an extension of your familial unit. We, in turn, have reciprocated that sentiment by making the Witwicky's honorary Autobot's. Such being the case, I am certain that, just as you felt you had to step in to help your two families -the Autobots and the Witwicky's, Spike felt the same sense of duty when he signed on with the team to come rescue you. I am certain that the same sentiment is true for Jazz and Bumblebee, and all the Autobot's that signed on.:
Her optics watered over as realization dawned. Sudden relief flooded her. Pandora Endurus basked in the clarity the Prime's words brought, finding a kind of solace at last. The horrid knot of emotional distress had nearly undid itself, but the root remained. At length, Pandora addressed it too in a small Send; :I cannot loose Spike and Uncle Sparkplug...Not yet. The thought, it has crossed my mind time and again, but I keep shoving it down. They are more than just family. They are my last two links to my humanity. When they are gone-that is it. I would be severed. I thought I had about a century to straddle between the two world's. Seeing Spike fall...I-I felt my whole world halt. I realized I had to rearrange my sense of reality, and fast. I...am scared to loose the little family I have left.:
:We too share a very real and similar fear, Endurus. As a species as a whole, we Cybertronians have seen too many of our kinsmechs fall. Most Houses are decimated. Familial units annihilated or left in ruin. I understand your fear all too well. The desperation with which you fight to protect your family is shared by every Autobot for their comrade. The majority of Cybertronians on Earth are not brothers by design, but by choosing, and we will fight to the bitter end to protect those few bonds we have left.
That said, your human perspective on time gives you a strange little gift in this situation. From a Cybertronian perspective, a vorn passes quickly. In a blink really. It would be more favorable to hear you have earned an eon in a difficult situation as this. A vorn is...just tragic. Count your blessings that you do not view time through a Cybertronian lens just yet. ...I suppose what I am trying to say is that you should shelve your fears, Pandora. You have bought precious time with your family. Cherish it.:
She nodded mutely, struggling to keep herself together as she grappled with the emotional rollercoaster. She digested his words, but still teetering on worry, Sent a lonely question; :Optimus?:
:Yes.:
:What if it did change him? Such as a mutation?:
:Mutation? Is that what humans call an exposure upgrade?:
Her smile was weak but pleasant at the familiar long standing cultural barriers that stood between their languages. :Oh, Optimus. Yes, I suppose that is an equal translation. It is just ...what if Spike outlives a normal human lifespan? Or he starts flying and shooting lighting or something equally crazy?:
:Are you afraid that this exposure has triggered an outliner flare?::
::An outliner...is that not what happened with me? When I began phasing?::
::That is what I said.::
::Oh, I...yes?::
::I do not see why you would be worried about something as special as that but, only time can tell us that. For now it is as I have said, we will stay vigilant. Let the concern sit in a spare drive, but stay vigilant. It is the only thing we can do for Spike now. In the meanwhile, once we get back to the Ark-and everything has settled-I will have to find a secure location where I can try to teach you to channel this power effectively. Till then, do not access it again. It is too wild. You experienced its overpowering will. There is no telling what could happen next time, especially if I am not here to help reel it back.:
:How are you to help me channel later? You will be extracted..:
Optimus Prime's consciousness paused, caught by the dilemma. :Oh.:. Then, :Hm.:
The brewing storm within Phage-One's processor dispelled then, all troublesome thoughts and worrisome predicaments brought low by the matter at hand, and the unorthodox solution the both of them knew that needed to be done but was too awkward to voice. So they sat in Sea Spray's cabin, all internal turmoil brought to a null. One klik, two. Then Optimus Prime Sent; :You have come to the same solution as me.:
:Yes.:. Another spark pulse, then she continued, :I cannot do that to you.:
:To me?:
:If our minds have become entangled in a resonance, you want to use it to guide me and if things go wrong, you can quench the problem easily. It feels wrong.:
:Why?:
:I didn't mean for this to happen. The resonance. The entanglement. It was suppose to be a simple snatch and trade.:
:That road was not open.:
:I know. The medical datapad explained what a resonance was and how it happens, but not what it is for. After all this, this is too intimate. Too exposed. It feels... Are resonances for couples?:
:Well...:
:Optimus Prime: Pandora Sent in dismay, :Have I aggrieved you terribly?:
"Phage-One." Echoed Sea Spray's voice throughout the tight cabin space, startling them out of their bouncing worries. "Could you ease up?"
Phage-One jerked, unaware that they had been gripping the armrests so fiercely. They let go, stretched their numb digits, fidgeted, and then went right back to unintentionally abusing the armrests. The old M.T.O.'s sigh rushed through the cabin. "Everything is gonna be alright. Just you see."
"No. No, it is not." Said Phage-One tersely. They listened intently to the noises beyond the safety of Sea Spray's cabin as the cold sea water buffeted against his frame. Little bumps and scuffs were amplified eerily. "Sea Spray." Phage-One spoke into the dark. "Hurry. Get us back to the surface quickly."
"As the only Autobot here with an underwater alt, I could go faster, but I fear I would loose the team and put them in jeopardy if I sped off."
Phage-One closed their optics and tried to recenter themself. "Do not separate. But we must be gone from here as of yesterday. Pass the command along. Faster. We do not have time for caution." They said steadily. "We are in grave danger. If Megatron is capable of recovering to full functionality after the Ark battle, what do you think will happen now?"
In short measure, Phage-One was forced deeper into Sea Spray's chair as the mech put on a bout of speed. Sea Spray was as at home in the underwater realm as a Seeker in the sky, avoiding debris and taking turns and dives with grace and maneuverability. But where Sea Spray sped through the ocean via use of his alt mode features, Phage-One became keenly aware of heavy clanks and thumps that echoed ominously outside the cabin.
"What was that?"
"No need to worry, sir. Just Jazz and 'Bee getting an extra speed boost by pushing off against the walls."
"Can the team keep up?"
"They're right behind us. Don't worry, Phage-One."
"I cannot. Not until we are all safe back at the Ark."
"Then it's gonna be a long trip."
The fear, the worry and anxiety ate them alive as the extraction team swam through the winding halls of the Decepticon base, through old hallways, down elevator shafts, more long tedious halls and finally back to the Bar. Reentering the Bar was a surreal experience and one short lived as Sea Spray blasted off for the makeshift door they had blown in the glass window. Where once the window had provided a view of the Decepticon's sprawling base of operations, Superion's peeping face had taken to blocking the view. Of the two vistas, the combiner was certainly the better one.
Hope and joy burst through Phage-One's chassis at the sight of Superion; and they let out a rush of air through their vents in the elation.
Upon seeing the extraction team, Superion smiled and pushed away from the opening. Phage-One's lack of access to Autobot channels was steadily driving Optimus Prime mad, who wanted direct communication to be in the know and control their situation, but without little ado, the Autobots swam toward Superion, and upon some agreed upon plan, took hold of the Combiner's backside. Phage-One understood what was going to happen mere nanokliks ahead of time. :Hold on.: Optimus Prime warned unnecessarily.
The quiet of the Decepticon Repair Bay was disturbed when a shrill whine emanated from the midst of the room, immediately followed by a brief burst of purple neon light. As abruptly as the disturbance had begun it ended with the bright flash coalescing into Skywarp, Thundercracker and Megatron.
As Megatron had been left by the Autobot's in the hall, so he remained on the Repair Bay floor; on his knees, one servo grasping his neck cables to staunch the flow of energon that leaked furiously down his frame and between his digits, the other pressed against his side. His auxiliary vents whirled loudly. Skywarp crouched in front of his lord, one servo on Megatron and the other grasping Thundercracker behind the Decepticon Commander. As immediately as they materialized, utter enervation took its toll on Skywarp's energon depleted and battle scarred frame. The Seeker pitched forward and hit the floor. Unable to act, Megatron's optics followed Skywarp's plunge, tiredly noting his motionless frame before his optics jumped to the last mech standing-Thundercracker.
As soon as they materialized, Thundercrakcer broke off from the group. Aware he was in a desperate gamble against time, Thundercracker ignited his anti-grav drive and pushed off. The Seeker flew across the Repair Bay in record time and landed expertly before a section of the Repair Bay where the wall had been cut away into an alcove. Nestled in the alcove was a towering glass jar filled with a mercurial liquid. Thundercrakcer's servos were a steady blur, a farce to the raging nerves twisting his insides. He punched in his personal code into the nearby wall mounted computer to grant him permission to access the substance. From his subspace pocket he produced a cylinder tube and shoved it under the spurt of the jar. When the red light atop the spurt turned green, he twisted the top handle to pour the life saving liquid into the cylinder container.
/Thundercracker! This is Starscream. Report!/
Thundercracker shuttered his optics, pleading to whatever cosmic power existed to grant him patience. Resigned to his fate, he answered his commlink. "This is Thundercracker. Wh-"
/Why aren't you and Skywarp in Command?/ Snapped Starscream's shrill grating voice immediately over the comms. /Where has everyone been!? I've been trying to hail Command!/
To his credit, Thundercracker maintained a calm disposition in the face of Starscream's barrage. "Communications had been compromised in no thanks to Autobot Jazz."
/I don't want to hear excuses!/ Shrieked Starscream down the line causing Thundercracker to jerk away from his own commline in disgust. /I had a situation out here!/
Without missing a spark pulse, Thundercracker clapped back over the open line, his deep Kaonite drawl a stark contrast to Starscream's high Vossian whine. "You had a situation? You!?"
/Yes, me! Superion overwhelmed us! The damn Aerialbots picked off Dirge and Thrust, then used our own bombs against Bruticus!/
"Are they functioning?" Demanded Thundercracker, aghast at the prospect that more comrades had fallen, and sharply cutting into Starscream's building rant to end it before it could start. To Thundercracker's mounting frustration and shock, Starscream had the gall to come off flippant.
/Dirge and Thrust are./
"The Combaticons are terminated!?" Mounting alarm and horror edged his words. The running tally in his cranium ticked down their forces from the Constructicons, Stunticons, and Frenzy, right down to the Combaticons, and he started to worry gravely for their future.
/How am I too know? I called a tactical retreat after Superion tricked Bruticus!/
"You left the Combaticons out there!" Roared Thundercracker over the comm so harshly his voice carried across the Repair Bay and back. During their exchange, he deftly shut the spurt off, clapped his servo over the top of the cylinder and flew back to Megatron's side as quickly as possible.
/Don't take that tone with me!/ Shrieked Starscream back so shrilly that the commline popped. /It is hardly my fault the vorners are inept! And certainly not my function to drag their frames back into the base!/
Thundercracker landed neatly at Megatron's side, knelt down in a hurry on one knee and gingerly took his Commander into his arms. Full of nervous energy, Thundercracker was desperately careful to pry Megatron's digits away from his neck to pour the mercurial liquid into the wound. All the while, Megatron's crimson sun optics quietly watched him, gauging and judging him by some scale of measurement that made Thundercracker uncomfortable. He tried to ignore the weight of Megatron's boring gaze by clapping back at Starscream. "It is your fault the Combaticons fell! You forged them! You aided in crafting their personality weaves!"
/I did the best I could with the limited resources we have! I cannot be held accountable for their actions!/
"You certainly do when they perform their duties well."
/The Combaticons strive to live up to the Decepticon code of honor. It is worthy of praise, but as you well know Thundercracker, it also dictates only the worthy progress. Thus it invites fierce competition to prove worthiness over and over again. Though they have proven themselves willing to comply, what the Combaticons have truly proven time and again is that they are inferior to Superior./
"So you left valuable comrades out there?"
/Did you not just hear me? If they are strong they will survive./
An overwhelming sense of sickness swept over him. He glanced between Skywarp and Megatron and could not help knowing that Starscream would, by his own words, leave them to terminate if given the opportunity for his own benefit. "Gave the Combaticons the best you could?" Thundercracker found himself carelessly saying in his mounting anger, frustration and anxiety. "What about the Stunticons?"
Megatron and Thundercracker's optics locked as Starscream proceeded to verbally vomit over the commlines. The Seeker was clearly triggered by the suggestion he was terrible at anything, and tried to deflect the subject. /None of this would have happened if Megatron had just listened to me! I told him the bombs were a terrible idea! How are we to see them when we're defending the base!?/
"-You know the area they were planted!" Thundercracker interjected.
/That there is why you and Skywarp should have been out here with me! You have a good cranium on your shoulders, TC. You remember the nitty gritty. I should have liked that in the heat of battle. But the rookies...Why was I straddled with the rookies to defend the base!? I needed you and Skywarp! Where have you been!/
"I am not your-"
/You know, Thundercracker, I think I can forgive you./
"What?"
/When I needed you the most you weren't at your post. You allowed a single Autobot to flush you from your position. I needed your optics on the screens and an open line of communication to inform me we were drawing close to the mine field. I thought you were better than that. But I guess I was wrong./
"You weren't-"
/I am willing to forgive you, Thundercracker and keep this between you and me./
"You forgive me?" The ridiculousness of Starscream's entire attitude struck Thundercracker hard in that moment. Clarity shown true, grounded him, as he worried over Megatron and Skywarp's injuries.
/Of course! What is our trinemate history after all? I can look pass this, but I need your help with the Combaticons. You're much stronger than Skywarp or I./
At that moment, something deep in Thundercracker broke. It was years worth of accumulation of abuse, mistreatment, and underappreciation from Starscream. Years worth of Starscream shrinking his duties onto others, shifting blame, outright lying, humiliation, threat of blackmail...having Starscream talk down to him and trying to make him feel as though he were the crazy one that should appreciate a second chance, when it was him who had fought the Autobot's off, him who was struggling to save his comrades and commander lives while Starscream admitted he had fled battle and left allies behind, worse of all, that the clown was somehow second in command, a stain on the Decepticon name and who twisted the code of honor to fit his current objective.
As Starscream's words sank in, as the past blended with the present in stark contrast, Thundercracker ground his denta together. When Starscream had finished, he snapped. "It was five to eight, oh Starscream, Lord of Voss! If you can't defend our home against five Autobot's no wonder our ranks were decimated at Solhura Storm! The only time you taste victory is when you shoot your targets in the back, you conniving coward!"
/How dare you! How dare you speak to me like that! I am Aerial Commander! I am Last of the Great House of Voss! You will respect me!/
"Respect you? What is there to respect? You are a petulant, self absorbed noble-forged. You betrayed your own class when you joined Megatron's crusade. You terminated your own creators to seize Voss as your own. You played victim to garden sympathy from the masses. Then had the gall to claim it all in the name of righteous justice for all Cybertronian kind and the honor of the Decepticon cause. The truth is you have ridden on the pedefall of Megatron's success ever since and been nothing but a poison to the cause. You claim victories that were never yours and shift blame to deflect from your massive failures- who can forget the Fall of Voss."
Radio silence slapped back for priceless seconds. Then, once Starscream regained his composure, he replied low and cold and frighteningly calm. /You insolent drone. You will regret your words yet./
Thundercracker knew he was dancing with an acid viper and could not care. Adrenaline and realization that Starscream was toxic gave him a certain type of liberation that made him feel invincible. "What are you going to do, Starscream? Whisper your Vossian venom into Megatron's audios? Have me demoted? Whose record stands clean and which of us flees at the drop of a lugnut? Will you shift all your work on to me as normal like how you are trying to do now by trying to convince me to rescue the Combaticons so you can look good? When was the last time you got dirt on your digits? You are a copy of your creators: a deceitful, lying coward."
/I hope the Autobot's singed your wings. I struggled-/
"You... That's all I keep hearing is you, you, you. Well, you look here Starscream, you fragged up. You had one job and that was to deal with Superion. You outnumbered the Aerialbots. You should have been informed on the bombs locations. You should have kept your team safe! Now who is suppose to stop the Autobot's escaping?!"
/Hah! So you failed to stop the stupid Autobot's from retaking Phage!/
"EVERYTHING WAS UNDER CONTROL UNTIL SHE SLIPPED THE NULL RESTRAINTS YOU MADE!" Thundered Thundercracker, all at once out of patience.
/Don't you dare take that tone with me! There is no way she could have slipped my null restraints. She had to have assistance./
"You insufferable-Because of your failure, the glitch cut Megatron!"
/Again? Hah! Oooh, the glitch cut Megatron!/ Mocked Starscream down the line. /Why does he insist on getting close to a phaser. The drone! Did he learn nothing from the Bar brawl?/
Beside him, Megatron's optics contracted, the pupils burning with a bright red hot light. "Has it occurred to you at all that possibly Lord Megstron thought it should be safe to approach the phaser when she's suppose to be suppressed!"
/That is not my fault that he failed to use his own optics!/
"You built the null restraints!"
"Tch! Again, how is this my problem that you let her fall into Autobot servos where they could help her remove them? Hrumpth! All this fuss over another poor scratch./
"SCRATCH?" Once more, Thundercracker lost all semblance of patience. As he tended to the remainder of Megatron's injuries by pouring the last of the mercurial liquid into the cut in his waist and then his ankle, he thundered down the commline. "SHE SLIT HIS THROAT WITH A VIBRO DAGGER!"
The line was silent from Starscream's end for a spell, before he managed to mumble out in disbelief. /...what?/
"I am with him right now in the Repair Bay!" Thundercracker shouted down the line.
/Your with.../ His words trailed off, hushed and mumbling to himself before he spoke up again. /Megatron is critical?/ The Air Commander's once superior tone had melted instantly into a meek squeak. /How is Lord Megatron?/
"Oh shut up with your false sympathies!" Snapped Thundercracker. "He would be terminated if not for Skywarp and I! As for you, it was your null restraints that failed! Your lack of concern over the security of your null restraints could be construed as a conspiracy to assassinate Lord Megstron via Autobot servos. Translocks are near impossible to break, but you restraints rather than to modify a translock and then vouched for the integrity of your null restraints. You see how this looks?" Starscream began stammering but Thundercracker did not hear a word of it. "It was your job to stop Superion and thwart the Autobot's escape route! Instead you failed miserably and retreated rather than fight to the bitter, honorable end and left valuable allies to fend for themselves." Sneered Thundercracker. "The Autobot rust are fleeing right now with the phaser. In fact," he added, "weren't you the one who voiced to retreat from the battlefield at the Ark rather than press our advantage? ...You tell me Starscream, if this doesn't scream a long drawn conspiracy to undermine Megatron's ultimate victory to make him a fool so you, as Second, could ascend?"
The line was silent for so long that Thundercracker thought Starscream had hung up. "Starscream?" He snapped into his commlink whilst he oversaw that the medical liquid repaired Megatron's neck cables. The mercurial liquid seeped throughout the wound, stitching it back up with the complex metallic structures before sealing completely. Once healed, Megatron pushed away from Thundercracker's embrace to cough up the energon trapped in his main air vent. The warlord's frame was tense, curled on itself. He gave off the aura of a wounded but very dangerous predator. Wisely, Thundercracker gave him space and moved to check Skywarp's injury.
"Starscream!" Thundercracker barked once again, his deep voice echoing in the dreadfully quiet Repair Bay. "The fragger." He growled disdainfully as he shot a glance at his commline and then fixed his gaze on Megatron, who was glancing his way. "He hung up!" His commline beeped just then and immediately Thundercracker answered it so he could continue to chew out the pompous Seeker.
/He's going to blame me!/ Crackled Starscream's voice suddenly over the commlines, accompanied by harried pededalls before the distinct whine of Starscream's thrusters. Thundercracker paused before he could utter a full word, thrown off by the bizarre audio. He glanced funnily at his commline while he moved from Skywarp back to Megatron. He hovered over his Commander, at first trying to dab at the energon staining Megatron's throat with a rag but Megatron swatted his efforts off, until Thundercracker simply offered it. Megatron eyed it suspiciously, then Thundercracker, before accepting it to clean himself and cough into the towel. The blue Seeker turned his attention back to the commlines and spoke into it. "Starscream, what are you doing?"
/This is Thrust./
Thundercracker had an immediate sinking feeling in the pit of his fuel tanks and did not miss the distinct look of disgust Megatron shot his way between vicious coughs. "Thrust, I thought you were injured?"
/Just a little dinged up, Dirge and I./
"That lying-Where the pitt is Starscream?"
/He took off!/
"He left? Again."
/He didn't leave the base. He just...took off down the hall ranting something about Megatron and punishment and...proof? Whatever that means./
"Proof?" Stressed Thundercracker. "What proof?"
/Something about releasing Piranacon to prove himself. Didn't make sense. ...Whose that?/
Distress immediately writ across Thundercracker's face. Beside him, Megatron coughed violently. When Thundercracker looked over, Megatron was vehemently shaking his servo in the negative. He quickly turned his attention back to the commline. "Thrust, Dirge-Stop him!"
/Stop...Starscream? How? He's so fast./
"Damn it!" Thundercracker cursed. "Stop him! Last time Piranacon was let loose he nearly destroyed the base!"
/He did?/
/Who is that?/ murmured Dirge's voice over the comms.
/Thundercracker./
/I know that. I meant Piranacon. Never seen 'em around./
"STOP STARSCREAM!" Thundercracker roared, his voice booming off the walls in the Repair Bay. "That's an order!"
He could practically envision the two conehead Seekers leaping into stance. /Sir, yes sir!/
"He went this way didn't he?"
"He had too." Said Thrust. The Coneheads cautiously traversed a long glass tunnel that ran straight from the sea base, through the side of the cliff, and came out into a sunken valley. In the midst of the clearing was a nondescript circular room.
Dirge glanced around uncertainly. "You're sure?"
Thrust vented loudly. "We followed his energy signature out this far. Who else could it be?"
"I just never knew this tunnel was out here."
"I think I saw it on patrol."
"But why is this Piranacon out this far? Why would Starscream even want them?"
"We're about to find out." Answered Thrust as they came up on the bulkhead to the chamber. It has been left wide open and within the room behind, they could hear Starscream ranting to himself and the clak-tap-tapping of digits flying across a control panel.
Silently, the Coneheads argued with each other over who would step in first and eventually decided to enter together. "Starscream?" Thrust called out tentatively. "Excuse us sir, but we were sent by Thundercracker too-"
They did not get more than five feet into the chamber when Starscream whipped around from the control panel and null rayed the Coneheads without so much as a forewarning. They dropped to their servos and knees, their bodies wracked in excruciating pain. The surprise null ray attack left them prisoners in their own bodies, wholly unable to call for help.
Starscream turned immediately back to the panel to enter in a series of final commands, cursing Thundercracker's designation all the while.
"Is that a whale?" Phage-One's expression slipped into worry as they glanced anxiously about the interior of Sea Spray's cabin, trying desperately to pinpoint the exact location of the long, sorrowful moan.
"It's summer, so whale migration would be heading back north." Echoed Sea Spray's voice.
"That did not answer my question."
"Hm, no." Sea Spray said gruffly, then added. "No aquatic fauna comes near the Decepticon base."
Phage-One leaned forward in the chair. "Then what-"
At that exact moment, Superion activated his thrusters and, using the Decepticon seabase as an impromptu launchpad, accelerated full speed towards the surface. Phage-One slammed back into the cabin chair under gravitational pressure. Their servos abused the integrity of the armrests at the sensation of their fuel tanks dropping out, and could not focus on anything but the gnawing fear that the Decepticons would attack again, impede their escape, launch torpedo's- something. Prime's paranoia was nothing short of prophetic.
Beyond the measure of safety provided by Sea Spray's very living frame, beyond the roar of the dark ocean water rushing by at unprecedented speeds, and rising above the thunder of Superion's thrusters, the long ethereal moan Phage-One had heard a moment before gave way to a startling primal cry. A cry that was far too close for comfort. A cry that could have been right outside. The animalistic screech ended abruptly with a loud submerged crash into what they could only assume to have been the spot that Superion had just been occupying before blast off.
To say that Phage-One abused the armrests was an understatement. To say that their cranium hurt because their new omni-hair had coiled so tightly was no exaggeration. "Sea Spray! What's happening!"
"We're being pursued!"
"By who?"
"A beast from the darkest pitts!"
"What!?"
"Damned thing is a massive swarm of limbs and flailing tentacles! And hellfire for optics!"
Phage-One threw a confounded and anxious look. "We're being chased by Cthulhu!?"
"Who?" Then, not a nanoklik later, Sea Spray displayed a visual of the entity that was chasing them on a small display screen embedded in the console before the chair. The live feed image revealed a hideous monstrosity half veiled by the inky ocean depths and Superion's bubble trail. The massive swarm of limbs and tentacles and fins surged through the ocean close on Superion's trail. Sure to Sea Spray's clipped account, hellfire eyes burned through the darkness full of malignant intent.
Despite the live feed, Phage-One could not determine one crucial factor. Over the next horrid scream the thing screeched, Phage-One shouted desperately to Sea Spray; "Native fauna, sub-Atlantean or Cybertronian!"
"I've never run across a local aquatic life form that looked like that!"
"Sub-Atlantean or Cybertronian? ...Sea Spray!" Phage-One demanded.
"Trying to scan!"
"Sea Spray!"
"I can't get a read!"
Phage-One grit their denta in frustration. "Tell Superion to punch it!" They commanded with utmost urgency.
"With all due respect, I have no need."
Relegated to the sidelines and unable to help in any form, cold dread poured through Phage-One's circuits as they were forced to simply sit and watch the impending threat encroach on their team. Its haunting scream penetrated Sea Spray's cabin and bored into their audios, a dreadful song they would not soon forget. The armrests whined in protest under their white knuckled grip.
Above the watery depths, the sun had sunk beyond the elusive horizon long before and it was long since the moon had risen in the night sky to take his place. The heavens shown with all their glory down upon the serene world, illuminating the gentle roll of ocean waves and high craggy cliffs and cast the windswept forest sea of Douglas firs and Sitka spruce in a dark and mysterious veil. Then, abruptly, the calm of the world shattered as the metallic gestalt Superion exploded from the ocean depths. In his wake, millions of water droplets scattered and captured the moonlight, glittering like diamond rainfall against the night sky. The gestalt climbed ever skyward, engines roaring; and then they were above the world, not below it, being carried ever higher and higher.
Phage-One's fuel tank lifted from their pedes into their throat, and still their optics were only glued to the display screen. They saw what Sea Spray saw, the thing pursuing them broke free of the ocean with such momentum that the massive creature launched itself up into the air after Superion. Dazzling moonlight caught off the creature's body, exposing the distinct smooth sheen of a metallic frame, vibrant colors of coral pink, pale grey, aquamarine and navy blue, sharp corners and sleek angles, omni-tentacles swarming on its left leg and a mechanical shark for its right arm. From the maw of the shark there outstretched a servo with long sword-like digits and each one caught the celestial light and bent it into moonfire. The servo reached to bite deep on Superion's pede and drag him back into the inky ocean depths...
Between the sheer size of the Cybertronian, and the horrid amalgamation of aquatic lifeforms, it was easy to conclude that what they were seeing was a new Decepticon combiner, which meant five unknown Decepticons for whom Optimus Prime had no designations, no knowledge- Nothing. Every battle on Earth had been fought with hard known variables, until the Battle of New York. Until the Earth Generation. Every new Decepticon face worried Prime greatly for how they could affect the carefully balanced scales of their conflict. Five new Decepticons-a combiner no less, frightened Optimus on a personal level he was not willing to openly admit. And so, he actively noted every fine detail he could about this newcomer.
The distance it cleared of the saltwater was terrifying. Phage-One's fuel pump clenched painfully, their audios straining to filter out all the racket of the wind, the water, Superion's thrusters, strained to detect the metallic crunch and readied for the inevitable jerk as Superion would be weighted down by the second new combiner... Yet time stretched and held, then slowly glued itself back together. The combiner started to fall back as its momentum wore off and Superion kept speeding ever skywards. As the Decepticon combiner fell away its hellfire optics burned into them and left a mental imprint Phage-One would not soon forget. And then the monstrosity disengaged.
Phage-One's optics flew open as the combiner burst apart, without any clear indication of why or how. Six distinct Cybertronians plummeted back into the ocean, diving effortlessly beneath the rolling waves and disappearing from scanners altogether. Despite the Decepticon combiner's apparent retreat, Superior continued to soar ever skywards. It became readily apparent that he was not just satisfied with putting the necessary distance between himself and the nautical combiner, but rocketed heavenward with the intent to outdistance all manner of threat or retaliation and so was not content until the cliffs were but mounds beneath them and the Oregonian forests sprawled out in a great dark green sea beside the glittering ocean.
All throughout, Phage-One's fuel tanks had dropped to their pedes then lifted again and settled in their proper place as Superion cut the thrusters and hovered midair. A long relative quiet came thereafter in which all thought was swallowed in the wake of the brain module processing the last few intense minutes. In that breadth of time, Phage-One distantly heard Jetfire's voice beyond the cabin walls rise up on the lull of racket and lament how he, a flyer, needed a lift. If any had sought to assuage Jetfire's bruised ego it was drowned out as Superion picked his direction and boomed towards Portland, and then beyond that, Phage-One knew instinctively, the Ark.
"We're going home." Sea Spray announced. A rush of air escaped Phage-One's vents then, one which they had been unaware was holding them up. As Phage-One deflated, utter exhaustion hit them hard. They eased into the chair and lulled their cranium onto their shoulder strut where their omni-hair promptly fell across their face and shoulders in a curtain. "...Sir."
One of the omni-hair's lifted off their face so they could peak out. "Yes, Sea Spray?" Sighed Phage-One.
"I am not going back down there."
Optimus Prime tried to process the statement, as it took him quite by surprise. Sea Spray's service record was impressive and certainly not lacking in bravery. It was only a nanoklik before pieces snapped together. The Decepticons must have created the sea combiner to counter the Autobot's myriad attacks against the base. Why they had never used them before now Prime could not fathom. "I understand. I would never pit one Autobot against a combiner. Your recon missions will have to be reevaluated."
"Unless."
Phage-One paused, blinking owlishly up at a spot on the ceiling. "Unless?" They questioned with naïve curiosity.
"Unless I get three things."
"What are your conditions, Sea Spray." Queried Optimus.
"Equipment, crew, and hazard pay."
"...You're serious."
"Someone's going to have to track that thing down. Who else but me?"
"It is a naval combiner with unknown capability."
"Exactly. Keeping tabs on the Decepticons and Sub-Atlanteans was becoming mundane. I've just entered challenge mode."
:If that doesn't have the makings of Captain Ahab and Moby Dick I do not know what does.: Chimed Pandora across the mindscape. It was such a quick comparison with tragic implications that it made Optimus Prime wrinkle at the situation at hand.
"No." Rumbled Phage-One adamantly.
"But-"
"We will discuss this later, Sea Spray."
"Yes, Prime. ...Uh, erm, I mean, Phage-One." Inflected Sea Spray, but they had already sunk into the chair with a small shake of their cranium and the barest quirk of a smile. Just as Optimus Prime's consciousness was beginning to drift, use as he was to military procedure to snatch recharge when and where he could, Pandora could not settle. Her mind was wired from the adventure and overflowing with concerns. The first and foremost of her latest worries filtered across as an open Send; :Where did they come from? Who were they?:
Given her freshness to resonances, the open Send was likely meant as a rhetoric question for herself, and yet, in his exhausted state, Optimus found himself replying all the same. :The others from New York.:
:What others!: Retorted Pandora Endurus in alarm.
Optimus was pensive for a moment before responding. :Command and I have worried for many Earth years that Megatron and the Decepticons may have extracted more sparks from the Matrix than we surmised.:
:Heavens, Prime...: the Send trailed off as Pandora struggled which question to ask first and finally decided on one. :How many could Megatron have acquired?:
:Plenty.:
Her mouth pursed, displeased at his vague response. :Then why hasn't he rebuilt an army?: Optimus did not respond, and grew despondent instead, which only worried Pandora with his gnawing silence. Her optical ridges creased as she thought over the problem. :Megatron said something about difficulty with creating personality weaves. That the Earth Gen had horrible personality defects. But that cannot be all accurate. The Aerialbots are fine. Though, do you suppose that is it?:
:Perhaps.: Sent Prime despondently. :A great people, brought low. Our children, defective.:
Pandora's worry spilled from everything and everyone at large and immediately laser focused on to Optimus Prime. She gently brushed his consciousness with hers. :If you are trying to tell me something, then just say it. You do not need to hide behind cryptic lines. We keep going back to the topic of New York. You...shared some of your memory with me. What he did... Optimus, do you need to talk about it? Have you talked about it with anyone?:
She was startled when she Sensed him retreat on himself; felt the great glittering Cybertronian city shift and transform into lockdown from blast covers dropping over windows, doors magna-sealing and the lights dimming. :No.:
:Op...: she said gently as she softly repeated the soothing motion of brushing her consciousness with his. :You know you can always talk to me whenever you are ready too.:
:Hrmm.: The pensive noise that permeated the mindscape was a cross between a low rumbling engine and grumble from the back of his throat.
She smiled softly. : Come now.: She cooed soothingly and gently tried to cox him from his shell. :The Aerialbots are not defective.:
:No...: Admitted Prime slowly. :No they are not. But the Dinobots are.:
:The Dinobots?: She chortled carelessly. :It is just a speech impediment. They are all right.:
:No. It is not. And no, they are not.: Rumbled Optimus Prime angrily in such a rare fashion that she had only ever seen triggered whenever the Dinobots were brought up at the Ark. "It is a limited intelligence.:
:Megatron said personality weaves are hard to craft... Did Ratchet and Wheeljack bumble that when they coded their brain modules? Is it fixable?:
:It has nothing to do with personality weaves.: Snapped Prime. Within the mindscape, she withdrew from him. Wholly uncertain how to cheer him up or help in any way. A tense awkward silence settled between them, t he melancholy souring the excitement of their escape. It was only when Pandora decided to withdraw her avatar that Optimus Prime spoke up suddenly. :Phage- I mean Pandora. I understand you want to help, but there is no repairing what transpired with the Dinobots. Or at New York. This... is not the appropriate time for such a dour topic. You should take this time to settle in for some recharge.:
:I cannot sleep.:
:You are restless.:
:Can I be blamed? My mind is always going a hundred a minute, but now...:
:What do you normally do.:
:Hm, calming music.: A slight twinkle crinkled Prime's optic as she added sassily; :I refuse to ask Sea Spray to play something. Also, occasionally high grade. Most certainly do not have that on hand.:
Once again, Sea Spray's hoarse voice resounded within the cabin. "You should try to get some recharge."
:I am beginning to suspect that Sea Spray may be telepathic.:
:Just observant.: Sent Prime.
"Rest." Mocked Phage-One as they settled back into the chair, digits clinging to the armrests, and cut quite a brooding figure then. "Rest is an elusive creature to me."
"Just speaking from experience, and Prime will tell you too, snag it when you can grab it. Things will be hectic for you when we get back, Phage. You are going to wish you had got some rest."
She grumbled in protest.
:I have an idea.:
:Oh?: Chortled Pandora facetiously.
A mischievous twinkle glittered in Prime's optic. :You should be careful to whom you give away your weaknesses too, Endurus.:
:Hark! Weakness!: Mock gasped Pandora. :Did I give any away?:. She questioned.
:You did.:
Her fine optical ridges crinkled together, but just as she was beginning to worry after Prime's mischievous nature, he tipped his servo. The mindscape filled with a beautiful slow music and was accompanied by the lovely melodious voice of a femme. Endurus laughed. :Really? What is this?:
:A memory of a song from Cybertron. You said you needed music to recharge. And you are desperately recharge deprived. So...:
Her aurora borealis thought patterns had smoothed over as her avatar lulled and swayed on her pedes. :Underhanded.: She mumbled. : Absolutely...No.: And the patterns spiked in alarm. :No! I-The nightmares will come again. I cannot rest here in Sea Spray. It would be embarrassing if I had one now.:
:I am here.: Said Optimus gently. :I will keep them at bay.:
Pandora smiled. :How... adorable. How do you intend to do that?:
:We just battled Soundwave in a mental duel and you are asking me how I can help with matrix induced night terrors?: His tone was light, jovily, but kind. :Rest, Endurus.: Sighed Prime patiently. :Claim the recharge you need. I am here.: He smiled reassuringly. For a few nanokliks she gauged him, processing, then droopily she nodded agreeably.
Sea Spray monitored Phage-One with growing bemusement as they drew in on themselves, intensely quiet, fidgeting every once in awhile. He wondered if the two consciousnesses trapped in Phage's cranium were having congress with one another. After a short span, the femme's right arm traced up her left then squeezed her shoulder and he wondered if that was Prime trying to calm Phage down, but then the matter-displaced femme hugged herself as she pulled up tight into the chair, tucking one leg under her aft, and then, between the lull of the roaring winds outside and sheer exhaustion from the days' events, Phage-One promptly drifted off.
Beyond the security of Sea Spray's chess cavity, the grizzled M.T.O. clung onto the back of Superion for dear life. Fierce cold winds whipped all around his frame, yet he smiled and chuckled amusingly. "Elusive beastie indeed."
"No! NO!" Screeched Starscream, palms of his servos pressed to his temples before he slammed the control panel that monitored Phiranicon. "No-! Those deficient drones! They had one function! One!"
Seemingly unaware to Starscream, the affects of the null ray began to wear off on Thrust and Dirge. Incrementally they were able to twitch a digit, then jerk a wrist, followed by the eventual relenting of their knee and elbow joints. Soon, the two coneheads were relieved of the painful affects of the null ray, yet they remained anxiously still as they watched their elder dissolve into a tantrum befitting a vorner. Cursing and screaming, Starscream lashed out violently at everything around him, throwing items against the nearest wall and kicking and punching the terminal.
Thrust and Dirge cast each other a slow exchange of worried looks. Then, biting the bullet, Thrust called out tentatively, "...Starscream?"
Their elder whipped around. His optics flared at the sight of them. "What?" He snapped off. "Still want to take me away? Try and I'll feed you more of my null ray you bumbling glitches!"
Thrust held his servos up in a placating manner. "We don't mean any harm! Thundercracker-"
"Weakling fools!" Interrupted Starscream as he lunged for them. The Coneheads locked up, completely unprepared for their elder to lash out at them outside of a training room. "Out of my way!" Starscream screeched as his long digits grabbed Dirge and threw him to the ground. "Thundercracker thinks he can usurp my power, turn Megatron against me! Me! He's going to blame all of this on me! I'll remind that grime flyer who has power around here!"
Thrust stared after Starscream in alarm and fear as he helped Dirge up off the ground. "I...don't understand our elders, Dirge. What the hell got him so worked up he flipped out like that?" He murmured.
"Failure." Bit Dirge as he glanced himself over. "Egocentric bolt."
"Think he's fleeing the base this time?"
"I don't care so long as he stays far away from me."
Thrust glanced around the round control room then, taking note of the six plain doors, ominous and reinforced, lining the walls. "This place has the feel of a prison. What do you think was in them?"
Dirge glanced sidelong at the doors. "Phiranicon I guess."
Thrust's optical ridges slid together. "Six doors? One designation." He looked at Dirge then. "Another combiner?"
Dirge threw a dodgy glance towards the doors. "Makes sense."
"Why would their quarters be all the way down here? I've never seen them."
"I don't care why, Thrust. Let's just leave. ...What are you doing? Don't go over there."
Thrust ignored him to inspect the area over, examining the entry pads, and when he knew he couldn't guess the security code he found access to a optic slit and peeked inside. Dirge glanced around nervously and kept looking back down the glass tunnel Starscream had fled down. "Let's just go." He grumbled.
After expecting four of the six rooms, Thrust turned aside sharply and carefully made his way back to Dirge, mumbling all the while, "Yeah, we need to go."
The Coneheads started back down the tunnel, both glancing anxiously at the glass tube surrounding them and into the darkness beyond. Somewhere in the distance they could make out the glittering lights of the sprawling seabase their elders had spent nearly two Earth decades erecting beneath the ocean, away from the interference of the primitive and volatile humans.
"So." Dirge abruptly asked quietly. "What was in there?"
"They were cells."
Dirge made a noise at the back of his throat. Then Thrust added suddenly, "Dirge?"
"Yeah?"
Thrust stopped and glanced around uneasily. "This tunnel is made of reinforced glass."
"Yeah."
"It is structurally weak."
"Well, yeah."
"And it leads to a prison cell removed from the main base."
"...yeeees."
"So, it isn't made for a scenic underwater walk. It was made with a purpose. Everything we construct is forged with a purpose."
"Yeah. And?"
"And, was it designed to collapse in case Phiranicon escaped?" As the seconds dragged on and Dirge continued to stare at him, Thrust added for clarification; "Because they would be crushed by the water pressure..."
"But Starscream just released them."
"I know. Just...Are they elders, too? Like Megatron and Starscream and Thundercracker and Skywarp and Soundwave and the Minicons? Is that why we've never seen him? Were they disciplined by Megatron because he destroyed the base? Did he try and usurp Megatron?"
"How would I know?"
"I know you don't. It's just...we didn't know about them."
"And?"
"The combiner technology came along with our generation. So, logically, wouldn't this Phiranicon be a vorner?"
"Why would you ask me if he was an Elder then?"
"I'm just thinking out loud, Dirge. Geez. When was the last time any of us, even the Combaticons, or Constructicons, did something so egregious that we were locked away like that and never spoken of again?"
"Never. There's been discipline, sure. But, well..." Except Dirge let his words trail off. "Damn it Thrust, what are you getting at?"
He had a troubled expression on his face since they had come upon Starscream, but in the last breem it had only worsened. Just then, Thrust was in complete troubled epiphany. "...Are we the bad guys?"
"How can we be the bad guys?" Dirge scoffed and linted skywards. "There is an entire world out there that wants to terminate us. A gross alien population of carbon sack bags that want to dismantle us for 'reverse engineering'. You know what they mean by that. You watched Independence Day with me and the Combaticons. You know it means torture. The Autobot's are idiots for trusting the natives. It's like Megatron says, one day humanity is going to turn around and bite them like the snake that they are and when that day happens, Optimus Prime himself is going to call on Megatron for help. So, how are we the bad guys? Megatron and our Elders keep us safe by their rules and laws. Anyone of us who steps out of line endangers us all. We-"
"-all lift together. I know the motto."
"Then." Said Dirge stonily, then pointed back the way they had come. "Whoever they are, they stepped so far over the line that Megatron had to punish them like this. Whoever they are, I don't care to know. They are nothing to me."
"Thundercracker said their crime was they destroyed the base. ...Or tried."
"And now you know the line. Solitary confinement for life."
Thrust made a face. "But why would Starscream unleash them then?"
"Pitt if I know!" Sighed Dirge dramatically. "He's a wierd one. You know what I do know though?"
"What?"
"We're probably gonna be sent out to do the grunt work of dragging the Combaticons back in."
"Oh...Do you think Thundercracker and Megatron would like it if we do that before they ask?"
"Maybe?"
Homecoming by Guardinthena
Throughout the three hour flight back to the Ark, Phage-one's rest was broken intermittently by turbulent bumps, or else they were startled awake of their own accord by the fears that chased them relentlessly from the Decepticon base. Again and again they drifted off, catching rest where they could before the inevitable chaos that would bombard them at the Ark. On their final attempt at some minor stint of recharge, they were awoken by Sea Spray himself.
"Phage." Rumbled the M.T.O., his voice filling the cabin. "Phage-One."
"Hrk-!" They jerked awake in the chair, wide-opticed and crushing the armrests once again. "Decepticons?"
"No." Replied Sea Spray with a amicable chuckle. "We're home."
"Home?" Echoed Phage-One, visibly relaxing. The word never sounded so sweet. Phage-One found the window as Superion descended over the evergreen Oregonian forest. The mountain loomed before them, a dark point set against a gloomy gray sky. Pandora hoped it had rained overnight, as the fresh scent of petrichor always invigorated her. She had slight hope that breathing deep that clean air would cleanse her of the horrors she had just escaped and put as much distance between Then and the Now. And then, a sudden thought struck her as they came upon the charred and ruined clearing before the entrance to the Ark, where the fierce battle for the future of the Cybertronian race had taken place only a day prior. "Spike!" Phage-One came alert again and snatched at the chair's armrests. "He should be taken to the hospital in Portland! I don't know if-"
"Relax." Groused Sea Spray with a light chuckle. "Bumblebee broke off earlier to take him."
"Oh."
It was hard for the M.T.O. to disguise the amusement in his voice. "Don't worry, Prime, we can handle matters just fine while you recharge for a length."
Phage-One's cheeks colored a soft hue. "I cannot."
Sea Spray made a snort of a laugh as Superion touched down. "Mother hen over here.-Hold on. It's gonna be a bit of a bumpy landing." Warned Sea Spray. They soon discovered it was not so much Superion's landing he had meant, despite Superion's vast size the combiner was quite graceful and landed neatly, but what Sea Spray had referred too was when he and the remaining extraction team jumped off. Phage-One braced against the impact, and once Sea Spray had settled they began to disengage the safety restraints. His chassis plating pulled apart and immediately they were bathed in the weak morning rays of dawn. Phage-One stumbled out and clambered on to Sea Spray's waiting servo.
Pandora had been right. Dawn brought with it the cherished smells of morning dew and light rain over night had peppered the world, rejuvenating the air with such distinct woodsy scents that only Earth provided. Phage-One breathed it all in deeply, relishing the unique scents of the damp earth, dew, fresh bark, spruce and fir, the feel of the warm sunlight on their frame, and immediately felt her worries melt away as her nerves calmed and her soul settled in content. The moment was short lived as sudden movement startled Phage-One. They jumped badly and slipped an unbecoming squeal of alarm only to feel a fool when they realized it was Jazz. His red optics burned into them as he motioned with a grand sweep of his arm towards the mountain and the Autobot vessel lodged at its roots. "Welcome home, Prime, Lil' Katt."
"Already did." Grumbled Sea Spray.
Jazz waved him off before reaching to take Phage-One into his own servo. "You have to put some pazazz into it."
"Hm." rumbled an noncommittal noise from the back of Sea Spray's vocal processor. Unbeknownst to Phage-One, the M.T.O. focused his suspicious glance at Jazz's offered servo. As Phage-One moved to step onto Jazz's palm, Sea Spray drew them back towards his chassis.
"Oh!" exclaimed Phage-One as they adjusted their balance to keep from falling.
Sea Spray's cranium lifted slightly, attention refocusing on Jazz. The smile ran off Jazz's face and in a moment, his features carefully rearranged into his customary stoic frown. "Something wrong?"
"You tell me." Groused Sea Spray. Immediately processing the situation, Phage-One mumbled under their breath and rubbed at their forehead.
:This might get ugly.: The Prime sighed.
:Why? We just made it home!: Asked an exasperated Endurus.
:So many wires that bundle together.: Replied Optimus Prime cryptically.
:I do not understand.:
:Pandora, you know we, the Autobot's, have always been... overprotective of you.:
:When I was Alicean. Yes.: She drawled. :What does-oh. Oh, no.:
:Hmhmm.:
The Aerialbots disengaged from Superion and gently drifted to the barren earth around the team. The Aerialbots attention fixed on Jazz, but it was Skydive who first voiced their concern. "What happened to you?"
Silverbolt was shaking his cranium disapprovingly before he had fully touched the ground. "What he meant to say is, we have been worrying about you since the rendezvous. Are you okay, Jazz, sir?"
Jazz's frown deepened. "Just an old wound."
"So what Megatron said was true?" Clipped Sea Spray.
Fidgeting anxiously, the Aerialbots glanced nervously between their Elders. Being the leader, Silverbolt spoke for all his brothers when he inquired, "Megatron said what?"
"Nothing." Bit an agitated Jazz.
"Nothing?" Scoffed Sea Spray. "Selling out the Ark location and getting the remaining crew terminated in the bombing during Solhura Storm was nothing?"
"I didn't mean it that way and you know it." Said Jazz through carefully punctuated syllables that refined his emotions into solid conviction, red optics flaring angrily at Sea Spray's accusation.
"What?" Asked Silverbolt as he and his brothers stared on in a growing mix of alarm and confusion.
Fireflight glanced hopelessly around. "That doesn't make sense. The Decepticons have always known where the Ark is. Kind of hard to miss."
Skydive rolled his optics. "He means before launch, Fireflight." He murmured to his brother.
"Oh!" Expressed Fireflight, but at that moment Silverbolt turned and shot the quartet a stern warning glare that immediately quieted them down.
Jazz tensed at Sea Spray's accusation, clenched fists shaking. "If I could go back in time and prevent what happened I would, but I can't."
"What happened?" Tentatively asked Silverbolt with, what he hoped, was a good amount of respect in his words.
"What do you think?" Snapped Jazz. "I got sloppy. I was caught. When I refused to break, the Decepticon methods escalated-"
"-too Altihexing you." Sea Spray concluded. He vented heavily and shifted uncomfortably. A gentle servo touched Sea Spray's thumb. His attention drifted to Phage-One in the palm of his servo.
"Solhura Storm was... tragic." Phage-One's velvetine voice was a quiet soothing balm on Sea Spray's audios, yet tight with emotion. "Terribly so. Close comrades and loved ones were lost. If I had foresight I would have never assigned Jazz on the recon mission that led to his capture. But I did. And he was. These things, unfortunately, horrifically, happen. We were lucky to receive word that Jazz had been caught at all, and extract him quickly, or else the damage would have been one hundredfold worse than Solhura Storm. The knowledge that Jazz contained would have led to the destruction of the Autobot's entirely. The Ark would have never launched. And Earth would not exist in the state it does now. We all know the Decepticons would have strip mined the star system to refuel Cybertron. And yet, we were able to extract Jazz and had some forewarning the that Decepticons were coming. We survived. Earth survived. Despite that... If there is any fault to be laid for Solhura Storm, it should lay squarely on my shoulders."
The tension drained right out of Sea Spray's frame. "Damn it, Prime." He murmured quietly.
"You lost Greenlight in the attack, right Sea Spray?" Jazz asked gently.
Sea Spray gave a curt nod. "We were part of the same Wave. We onlined together. We've always been together. We thought we would terminate together. We...we... Well, it's just me now."
The whole of Jazz's frame sank. "I know no words can mend what happened, but, for what it's worth Sea Spray, there isn't a day that goes by that it doesn't haunt me. It's the last thing I think about before I recharge and the first thing I think about when I online. I...Primus, I recite their designations at night and ask myself: what could I have done different? How could I have avoided the trap? How do I prevent it in the future. How can I help other 'Bots, if possible, from avoiding the same fate." At the last line, his attention drifted to Phage-One, who cast her optics aside under the weight of Jazz's tired, but hopeful, gaze.
"What was her designation?"
"Come again?" Asked Jazz.
"If you're really keeping lists, what's her full designation?"
Without hesitation, Jazz squared off with Sea Spray and looked him straight in the visor. "Greenlight of the Forced Flood, Third Wave, Battle of Hydrax Plateau."
In the backdrop, the Aerialbots loitered around with Jetfire in uncomfortable silence. Fireflight and Skydive fidgeted anxiously, while Air Raid and Slingshot kept looking to Silverbolt for direction, who kept trying to gain Jetfire's attention with his optics alone but kept failing. The two mechs held their ground, then, finally, all remaining tension fled Sea Spray's frame and his cranium drooped towards his chassis. "Pitt, Jazz." He cursed after a time and shuffled, troubled and hurting but understanding. Then his attention landed on the Aerialbots at last and noted them staring on with wide optics and restless fidgeting. He puffed up in a halfhearted façade and said gruffly, so as not to loose too much more face in front of the vorners. "You should have warned us you were infected."
"Infected?" Squeaked Slingshot from the sidelines of the conversation.
"I've been coping with it." Murmured Jazz.
"Coping. Sure." Clicked the M.T.O. "Didn't look like it to me. Your measures to disconnect your audio receptors during combat makes a whole lotta sense now."
"I said I've been coping. And that means however I can so I can still do my job."
At last, Silverbolt bit the proverbial bullet and interjected into the conversation. "Hold the phone."
"Hold the what?" Said Sea Spray.
"Hold the phone. It's a figure of saying on Earth." Silverbolt linted.
Sea Spray stared on. "Phone? As in, commlink? Hold the...comm? -That doesn't make an iota of sense. Commlinks are integrated into our frames."
"Oh, nevermind." Exasperated, Silverbolt ran a servo over his face. "Just, wait-Hold on, Alto!" Struggled Silverbolt to find the right word in his people's tongue before recalling the Autobot word for stop, desist, or cease as he signed the motion for 'time out' with his servos. "What is going on?" He looked between his elders, of whom Jetfire was still trying to make his large frame disappear into the background. "You have a virus, Jazz? Does Ratchet know?"
"Is it treatable?" Popped in Air Raid.
Aggregated by the whole situation, Jazz vented heavily and palmed his forehead. He became a ceaseless storm of movement, gesturing wildly and shifting from pede to pede. "No! It is not treatable! Hhur...See, Prime? This is exactly why I didn't want anyone to know." He pleaded to Phage-One then turned abruptly to Silverbolt, of whom was confused why Jazz was calling Phage the Prime, and snapped. "Of course Ratchet knows!"
Sea Spray grit his denta. "Can't you tell, lad?"
The Aerialbots stared back at their Elders with blank expressions. It was Air Raid who said at length, "Uh...You, mean...his optics?"
Sea Spray gaped at the Combiners. "Yes. His optics!-"
"You can have red optics and not have the Altihex Virus." Interjected Jetfire, but his soft spoken voice was talked over by Sea Spray, who continued to say:
"-Spires of Iacon, how do you lot not know?"
Silverbolt splayed his arms wide to indicate his brothers, as if he could express so simply what should be obvious. "Sea Spray," Silverbolt tried diplomatically, "we weren't preprogrammed Made-to-Orders. We were forged with a clean slate."
"I do not understand the goal of the social experiment. The lack of information on your Cybertronian roots disconnects you terribly from the rest. Can't even remember alto of all words. The Witwicky's might know Autobot better than you." He grumbled then turned sharply on Prime. "What was wrong with my generation?"
Phage-One started as the conversation directed on them. "Nothing was wrong with your generation."
"Then why are you changing protocol with the Earth Gen?"
Phage-One's optical ridges popped up. "How did we get on to this conversation?"
"I'm just saying, removing the history and culture steps was a horrible idea."
The Aerialbot's shifted uncomfortably as the topic turned to them, but Slingshot was quick to flip the table back round. "Cliffjumper has been going on about a traitor." Jazz, Phage-One, Sea Spray and Jetfire tensed.
"This again?" Snapped Sea Spray.
Slingshot shrugged. "He has. Everyone knows it."
Jazz immediately shouted, "I am not a traitor! I would sooner terminate myself than betray the Autobot's!"
"You mean betray them a second time?" Murmured Slingshot but loud enough that they could still hear.
Jazz immediately went rigid, his red optics dilating to hot pinpoints. "Weld your trap shut, punk, before someone does it for you."
"That a threat?"
"Enough!" Thundered Phage-One. All optics locked on the femme in the palm of Sea Spray's servo. Her stance mimicked the rigid professional stance of an Autobot warrior. "Sea Spray, I demand you put me down. Now!" He did as commanded and no sooner had Phage-One touched the earth than they activated their matter displacement drive and shot back up to full size, which brought her up to Jazz's height. Their sharp, acid green optics burned first into Slingshot then everyone else. "I do not want to hear anymore talk about traitors. Am I understood?"
"But Cliff-"
"Cliffjumper nothing! I have had this same talk with him as well! There. Is. No. Traitor. And despite light duty, Jazz is still Second In Command. You will offer your commanding officer the respect he deserves or suffer the consequences. Am I understood, Slingshot? ...Primus, mechs. We just escaped the Decepticons and we are already at each other's throats? What happened here? We do not need any division within our ranks. We all have our scars, each a bitter tale of woe, but at the end of the day we must have sympathy, compassion and patience for our brothers-in-arms, because we have all been through so much hardship. At spark, we are all Autobots. If we cannot rely on one another we will surely fall apart."
A tense, awkward silence befell the group. After a time, Sea Spray shoved his servos onto his hip plates and vented. "I'm acting like a vorner, aren't I?"
"Naw." Said Jazz. "Just a good Autobot concerned for the safety of your cogsmechs. I would be just as upset."
"Jazz..." Phage-One began softly, her measured, thick cadence a soothing balm to the mechs ruffled egos. Her servo found his shoulder and squeezed. The red optics behind the shattered visor flickered on to her green ones. Phage-One offered a soft smile. "Yesterday was rough."
"Eh." Shrugged Jazz. "Typical monday."
Phage-One cracked into a wide grin. Jazz followed suit and the two shared a laugh. When they had calmed, Phage-One turned to the rest of the company and said emotionally, "Thank you. All of you, for the rescue."
Throughout the speech and ensuing conversation, Slingshot kept shuffling, and glancing askance at everyone, and despite a warning glare from Silverbolt he opened his mouth anyway. "Tch. I'm sorry, is nobody going to ask who died and made her Prime?"
Phage-One, Jazz, Sea Spray and Jetfire stared hard at Slingshot. "Oh." Remarked Jazz with a growing devilish grin. "They don't know."
"Know what?" Asked Slingshot with a sudden flip of a switch from cocky jerk to anxious vorner.
"Oh, yeah." Drawled Sea Spray. "They missed that part."
"What part?" Echoed Slingshot.
Phage-One's expression had collapsed into a stony façade. She turned sharply towards Jazz and remarked crisply. "I have a medical emergency that needs dealing with. See to this." Then, smartly, started off.
Jazz and Sea Spray took one look at each other and quickly fell in line with Phage-One, flanking the femme as an honor guard. She cast Jazz a curious look and he replied crisply, "Lost you once, can't have that again."
"What happened to patience!" Jeered Slingshot, then promptly was smacked upside the back of his helm by Silverbolt.
"Silverbolt!" Loudly called out Phage-One with such a familiar, commanding cadence that Silverbolt shot to attention. "Get your unit in line!" Gradually, Silverbolt relaxed and stared after her in growing confusion.
Ignoring the Aerialbots trailing behind them, Sea Spray remarked casually to Jazz; "In the future, full disclosure is all I ask. I didn't need that. No one did." He then glanced aside. "If I had to shoot you..."
"Megatron was going to do that for you." Murmured Jazz. "But, I would hope if I ever slipped so far down that it would be a fellow brother to end my suffering."
Slingshot's voice rose once again on the air; "What is going on!"
"Sooo..." Drawled Air Raid suddenly, drawing the attention of his Elders once again to the quintet. The mech motioned towards the Ark with both his servos. "This mean we can have a big 'hoorah' party now, right?"
Silverbolt's face immediately widened in embarrassment, but before he could lash out at his brother, Jazz tossed his cranium back and laughed. "I'm sure that's something we can arrange, yeah Prime?" And he slung an arm around Phage-One's shoulders and began to guide the team back towards the Ark's entrance. "Big ol' party to celebrate fending off a Decepticon attack, and retrieving the both of you!"
"Prime? Both?" Questioned Silverbolt.
"I can't do this anymore. I have to end their suffering." Jetfire sighed heavily.
"Spoilsport." Said Jazz over his shoulder strut to the much larger Jetfire. But the flyer just shook his cranium disapprovingly.
"This is vorner behavior."
"Doesn't harm anything letting them sweat." Challenged Jazz. "Besides, at my age, you gotta find some humor where you can take it."
Jetfire rolled his optics and addressed the Aerialbots. "You 'bots missed a lot while distracting Starscream and Bruticus."
"Missed what?" Piped up the reserved Fireflight.
"So. Much." Jetfire sighed lengthily. He was opening his mouth to explain when he was cut off by Sea Spray.
"Phage rescued Prime by nicking his spark on the battlefield. Oh, and, lifted his mind in a cortical psychic patch transfer." He added before speaking behind his servo to the Aerialbots in a conspiratorial manner but in a volume that mocked the premise. "You are addressing Optimus Prime by the way."
The Aerialbots stopped short and stared hard with differing levels of shock and confusion. Jazz dramatically called back over his shoulder strut to the Aerialbots; "Stop checking out your commanding officer! You're already in enough deep slag, Slingshot!"
That jerked the Aerialbots out of their stupor. They shifted uncomfortably, Silverbolt foremost of them who cast his optics downward, muttering, "I wouldn't- we aren't... Optimus Prime is a father figure to us."
Beside Silverbolt, Skyfire mumbled, "I am so confused right now."
Sea Spray and Jazz walked on ahead laughing uproarishly at the vorners expense with a reserved Phage-One in their midst. Jetfire glanced sidelong at the Aerialbots, offered a shrug of an apology and nodded silently for them to catch up to their jovial elders.
But ever the daring and cheeky one, Air Raid shrugged, figuring to himself if the elders were having a laugh at their expense, then all was fair game. He called after them, "If the commander looks like that."
Phage-One stopped short and openly gaped over their shoulder strut at Air Raid's boldness. "Air Raid!" Silverbolt hissed.
Jazz wiped around but kept walking backwards. "You are lucky I am in a good mood from a mission success, hothead!" He immediately turned back around, locked Phage-One's arm to snap them out of it, and said to Phage-One and Sea Spray; "Their reactions were priceless! How are we going to break the news to the rest of the crew?"
Phage-One sighed. "Why does there have to be a reveal? It is my medical issue."
"There is the fact it deals with yourself, Optimus Prime. The crew needs to know if for the morale boost alone. Besides that, I need the shock value right about now, Prime."
"Are you sure you're not a vorner?" Jabbed Sea Spray.
"Hah! As I've said, gotta keep life happening."
Phage-One shook their cranium and tried to deflect the conversation. "About that party, Jazz." Phage-One's face scrunched up. "Make it happen."
"-Yes!" Exclaimed Jazz beneath his breath.
"-It would be the best course of action for morale...But it will have to wait till after the crew has been repaired."
"Of course, Prime."
Movement at the Ark entrance caught their immediate attention. When the team looked up, a select number of Autobots had crept out from the shadow of the Ark's overhang: large, monstrous shapes deeper in the hanger bay alerted them immediately that the Dinobots were on guard duty, but it was the smaller mechs that ventured forth. Prowl was at the forefront with a grand smile sweeping his face and waving them home. To his right was Bluestreak, rifle in servo and scanning the skyline, and on Prowl's left was Trailbreaker on the same state of alert as Bluestreak. Phage-One broke out into a radiant smile at the sight of friendly faces and waved back.
"You made it back!" Called Prowl as the extraction team came within shouting distance.
Jazz splayed his arms wide and crowed jubilantly; "Did you expect anything less?" With his full faced battle mask, Jazz missed the side glare Sea Spray shot his way. But at that moment, and quite abruptly, a devious smirk stole over Jazz's mouth. His attention shifted to Phage-One beside him. With lightning reflexes he tackled the femme at the waist and stood, yanking her clear off her pedes. Phage-One shrieked, her long legs and arms flailing and omni-hair coiling tightly around her cranium in surprise. Deftly, Jazz twisted her around until he had secured her across his shoulders struts, then proceeded to fireman carry her the short distance back to the Ark. All the while, Air Raid was laughing uproarishly at his senior's antics. "And look, Prowl!" Jazz exclaimed and jostled Phage-One. "Mission success!"
Prowl tried to keep his face schooled in neutral, but his mouth kept quirking at the corner in amusement as he ushered the group inside. "I noticed."
"Jazz! Put me down!"
"I don't know." Jazz drawled teasingly. "You're in a delicate medical state. I think it'd be best if I carried you the rest of the way."
"Put me down! That's an order!"
"An order? I don't know, I think the Aerialbots are onto something. You don't look like Optimus Prime."
"Jazz!"
"Last time I let you walk Skywarp teleported you away. So no. Nope. If you want something done right the first time..."
"Skywarp is not here!"
"And what if something unforetold happened? Decepticons are tricky..."
Phage-One's tone changed abruptly into what could have only been Phage. "Why do you always mess with me like this!"
"You make it too easy, Lil' Katt. And I am still mad at you."
"For what?"
"Your moonlight phasing."
"Oh, come on!"
"It is dangerous to your health and you've been doing it anyway."
"It's not-"
:I am done with this. Get me back in my body.:
"JAZZ."
"Sorry, no. No way, Ratchet would severe my stereo system if I let you walk." Phage-One dropped her cranium in defeat and began to growl irritably, but the growl quickly turned into a small rumble from her engine. Phage-One jumped badly at the sound and clung desperately to Jazz's shoulders and back.
Jazz stopped and gawked. "Did you just-?" It took the team half a nanoklik before they realized she had scared herself, being unused to having an engine for an alt at all.
Phage-One glared daggers around at the mechs, in what was assuredly Prime, and growled, "If so much as one of you laughs..."
Jazz desperately tried to keep his face schooled to neutral. He was biting his bottom lip to keep from bursting out laughing. "I don't know what you're talking about, Prime."
"And that is why you are second in command."
"And here I thought it was for my charm." Jested Jazz good naturedly.
Trailbreaker and Bluestreak kept a watchful optic on the skies. When the company was within the shadow of the Ark, Trailbreaker asked sharply, "Were you followed?"
"Us? Followed?" Boasted Air Raid. "Naw."
"No, we were not followed, sir." Silverbolt responded respectfully.
"Now that we are in the Ark, Jazz..." Said Phage-One as they crossed the threshold into the hangar bay that served as the impromptu entrance to the crashed starship.
"Sorry, but no. Tricky Decepticons."
"Do you intend to parade me through the ship?"
"Just till the elevator."
Phage-One resigned to their fate with a noisy sigh, and took to propping their cranium up on the flat of her servo with a deadpan expression. Her omni-hair unraveled and fell in a cascading curtain that swayed with every pedefall Jazz took. The two groups blended together as the company trailed pass the watchful optics of the Dinobots and swept quickly through the hanger bay. No detail missed Prowl's attention as his optics scanned the group from cranium to pede, noting Jazz's shattered visor with interest and Phage-One's reformated frame. In particular, Prowl subconsciously pulled away from her mass of coiling omni-directional hair.
When they had passed from hearing range of the Dinobots, Prowl finally spoke up. "Ratchet was right." He said as he locked optics with her.
"About?" They asked boredly, nonchalant in their disposition.
His right optical ridge arched at the change in her vocal processor. "That your...Jazz, put her down. I cannot talk to her like this."
The two had a stare down, then Jazz huffed a sigh. "Alright. Fine. Spoil sport." Then, grumbling under his breath he added, "Not everyday I can carry Prime."
"Ah, freedom!" Phage-One teased once her pedes touched ground.
"As I was saying," Prowl began, "Ratchet mentioned we should account for the fact that you may be returning to us differently. That, given you had no alt to override, the reformat would happen quickly, and suddenly." And again his features crumpled in polite confusion as his gaze swept her from cranium to pede and back, his focus lingering on her omni-hair and, lastly, her optics. "I didn't think he meant this."
A bout of self consciousness came over her. "Jazz said I was fine."
"I said you were exotic and that only Ratchet could determine if you had suffered any internal damage from your risky gamble."
"A risk that paid off." Prowl interjected sternly. "We have Optimus Prime's spark thanks to Phage. But, did you also manage to retrieve the Prime's cranium?"
"Slag." Jazz cursed. "No." He added bitterly, upset with himself for such a critical oversight. "Got a bit carried away trying to retrieve Lil' Katt."
"I'll have to suspend all of Optimus Prime's accesses then until new passcodes can be set." Murmured Prowl. Phage-One was going to interject that that wouldn't be necessary to suspend Prime's passcodes when he could reset them himself now, but the two Autobot officers carried on with a fast paced debriefing.
"I got your message before you arrived." From his own subspace pocket, Prowl produced a brand new visor for Jazz.
"Thank Primus." Jazz sighed as he deftly depressed a button on his helm to jettison the shattered lens, traded that off to Prowl, and inserted the new one. Without missing a beat, Prowl inquired, "Who has Prime's spark?"
Sea Spray's arm popped up. "I do."
"Thank Primus." Echoed Prowl with his own sigh of relief, then promptly carried on. "Will the Decepticons be sending us their bill for house repair?"
Jazz guffawed. "If they do, send them ours. Whoever said you weren't funny was lying."
"How far back did you set them?"
"Without the Constructicons? At least half an Earth year for repairs."
"I would give it a quartex." Sea Spray interjected. "We only flooded their bar and sleeping quarters."
"That does sounds more like an inconvenient setback. Taking out their command center or thermal plants would have been helpful." Murmured Prowl.
A slow smile spread across Jazz's face. "Uploaded a virus to their central command."
"That's why your Second." Said Prowl.
Not for a lack of trying, Phage-One could not get a word in edgewise in the fast paced debriefing the Autobot Officers held enroute to the lift that would carry them up to the Command Center. Just as she resigned herself to the background of the discussion, Trailbreaker quietly intoned her designation; "Phage?"
"Yes, Trailbreaker?"
"I just wanted to be one of the first to say that we are so glad to have you back. Everyone has been worried sick."
The admission left her floundering. "They...are?"
Bluestreak, who had been near at hand and listening, was quick to gush; "Yes!" His enthusiasm and awe took her by surprise. "Why wouldn't we be?" She gave him a confused look, but Bluestreak kept on talking. "Ratchet figured out what you did!"
"For all of Ratchet's skill, I should hope so." Phage replied monotoned and unimpressed. "A simple cross examination would have revealed a lack of burnout in the spark chamber, thereby inferring that I had transferred Optimus's spark."
Bluestreak gawked and marveled at her in a way that she was wholly unused to. "No, not that! I mean, that was brilliant too!" Bluestreak exclaimed. "But the Matrix! That was amazing!"
Phage-One broke into a wide, denta-flashing smile. "Aha! So you did find it! I had hoped so!"
"It took awhile." Admitted Trailbreaker sheepishly.
Phage-One cast him an apologetic frown. "I am so sorry about that, Trailbreaker. I meant to say something more, but I was so distraught at the time..."
Trailbreaker waved her apology off. "It all turned out alright in the end."
Bluestreak, who was practically vibrating at the chance to speak again, finally burst back into the conversation. "Ratchet and Prowl figured out the Matrix riddle in the end."
Confusion swept over her. "Riddle?"
"And once we found the Matrix," Bluestreak barreled on, "and got it back from Roller," he added, muttering darkly under his breath, "Ratchet tried to place it back in Optimus Prime's chassis in the hopes that that would heal him up, ya know? But it didn't work." He moped.
:No, it wouldn't.:
Pandora perked up at the Prime's subtle thought. :Why? Mine is healing me instantly.:
:I said before.: Replied Optimus Prime after his typical brooding disposition. :I have to draw forth the Matrix energies. Yours is overflowing.:
Her processors fired off at the implication. :Whatever are you implying? Optimus?:
:Once things have settled, I need to have a lengthy and difficult discussion with you, Pandora Endurus.: A light hint of blush colored her cheeks at her level of frustration with how Optimus inflected her name but her optical ridges slid together over what Optimus wanted to discuss.
"Aah, Roller." Phage-One remarked carelessly as they often began to do when they tried to carry on the two separate conversations at once. "Did he protect the Matrix well?"
Bluestreak set his jaw, glancing aside, and pouted; "I don't wanna talk about it."
Phage-One's fine optical ridge arched high. She noted the scratches on Bluestreak's frame, then Prowl's and deduced, "Roller messed you up."
"It wasn't just me!" Bluestreak squeaked.
"Are you telling me the Autobot Elite could not handle one scout drone?"
Bluestreak became pouty. "It's not just any scout drone is it though? It's Prime's. We all got some sentimental value for little Roller."
Prowl caught an audio snippet of their conversation and ungraciously cut in. "Phage of the Ark!" Prowl cried in exasperation. "For Primus's sake, give us a better clue next time other than 'you don't have it!'"
"Prowl." Phage-One spoke calm and measured, "I was being chased by every Decepticon. What else could I have said without giving away its location?"
Prowl pinched the bridge of his olfactory and inhaled. "Fine." He stressed with a noisy exhale as he vented. "But if you ever end up in a similar situation you and I need to come up with a code word or phrase so I know what you're trying to do!"
"It's Phage-One of the Ark now." Jazz cut in.
"Phage-What?" exclaimed Prowl in shock, throwing an all too knowing look Jazz's way.
"Nobody owns the 'one' suffix." Jazz shot back.
"That is so...highly insensitive. Who came up with that?" Prowl snapped, but no one on the extraction team would own up to the creation of the designation. "Did you agree to it?" He asked Phage sharply.
They were taken off guard that they had been dragged into the dispute but replied nonetheless, "No, but-"
'No' was the only answer Prowl had been looking for and talked over her. "If Optimus Prime hears-Nevermind." He said abruptly. He became moody as the Autobot's arrived at the lift at the back of the hanger. Upon an unspoken understanding Bluestreak, Jazz, Phage-One, Prowl, Jetfire and Trailbreaker proceeded upwards, leaving behind Sea Spray and the Aerialbots to catch the next lift.
With a moment's lapse in their conversation, Phage-One finally got a word in to ask, "How is Sparkplug? Does he know about Spike yet?"
"About that." Clipped Prowl who reached across and shut off the lift by the emergency button. The elevator jerked to a halt, and whether it was Prime's militaristic mind, Phage's fight or flight drive kicking in or both, Phage-One immediately began processing that Prowl, Bluestreak and Trailbreaker formed an outer ring around Phage-One, Jazz, and Jetfire.
Calm, recited Optimus Prime's voice in her head.
"What's up, Prowler?" Queried Jazz.
Prowl pivoted on his pede to address the returning team. "Sparkplug and Hound have been gone for an cycle."
"An hour?" Questioned Jazz. "Why?"
Prowl crossed his arms. One fine optical ridge rose slowly up his forehead and disappeared under his helm. "You haven't checked the public Autobot comms have you?"
Jazz's face fell then crumpled into a stern frown. "No. Why?" But a stream of light flickered across his visor as he proceeded to check himself then promptly cursed. "Damn it, 'Bee!"
Optimus Prime quickly accessed Phage's internal comms and logged in to the Autobot public chat. In the last hour the comms had exploded. Scrolling through the tons of text revealed that Bumblebee had began texting right after Spike was admitted to the hospital. He had opened the chat by announcing mission success and then informing all Autobot's that Spike was in the hospital after suffering a lightning strike from Shrapnel and that someone needed to inform Sparkplug. What devolved was a storm of communique as ecstatic and worried Autobot's congratulated and asked a slew of questions. And Bumblebee, being the jovial, friendly talkative sort that he was, blabbed everything from witnessing Phage take a jab at Megatron in the Bar, the ensuing Bar brawl, to revealing she had nicked Prime's spark and psyche, and the inevitable healing, reactivating Spike, and cutting Megatron down to size.
"If you want something spread around the Ark..." Began Prowl.
"Tell 'Bee." Jazz grumbled. "Or Blue." He added with a curt nod in Bluestreak's direction. The dark grey mech straightened, opened his mouth to protest, paused to think the matter over then shrugged in silent agreement.
Prowl's stance relaxed as he fixed a curious gaze on Phage-One. "Is it true? Optimus Prime is really in your cranium? I heard Prime's designation dropped a few times." Phage-One inclined her head in a regal nod. Prowl beamed. "We couldn't have better news."
"You knew I had the Prime and said nothing?" Phage-One glared between Prowl and Jazz. "You're both trolls."
"Truth be told, Optimus Prime, I didn't want to say anything with the Dinobots around. They've been acting up since you fell. I was worried what Grimlock would do if he found out you were in Phage."
"They still have no idea how to use the comms?" Jazz asked.
Bluestreak made a disparaging noise. "Pft. No. Thank Primus."
Jazz waved his servo to indicate the lift. "And this?"
"You saw the comms. I had to give you a heads-up before we reached Medbay. The entire force is ready too...what's the word Spike and Buster used to use? ...Glom? Gloop?"
Phage-One's face politely wrinkled up. "Glomp?"
"That's it!"
"Ten car pile up." Supplied Trailbreaker.
Prowl seceded the idioms to Trailbreaker. "Exactly. They've been warned not to but, well," Prowl shrugged, "you're the hero of the hour, Phage. Well, except to Ratchet. He has been alternatively praising and cursing you in equal measure."
"Why?" Demanded Jazz while Phage-One's refined facial features scrunched up in consternation.
"Overworked." Prowl offered simply. "The pace he's going he's going to crack soon if he doesn't get a proper recharge. He's already had one full meltdown."
"He's doing the work of an entire medical team." lamented Jazz.
"I know." Prowl grit. "It shows. He's just pulled a twenty-four hour shift and is entering the next. When he found out he has to perform a disentanglement and severance procedure he about blew a gasket."
"I am not so sure Ratchet is just upset about the procedures."
The gathering of Autobot's focused their attention on Phage-One, noting her pensive tone and marking her brooding disposition. Prowl fancied an educated guess at their trouble. "Does this have to do with what Bumblebee reported? The healing and reactivation?" Prowl looked up from Phage-One and focused his attention on Jazz, then back again. "I assume it has something to do with having Optimus Prime's spark, but 'Bee said the light you eluded was neon green, not Matrix liberty blue."
The weight of every mech came down on her hard. "What was that about, Prime?" Inquired Jazz.
Phage-One struggled through an internal debate, mirco expressions flickering across her face. Finally, Phage-One looked between Jazz and Prowl, conflict writ across her face, and said; "Ratchet has been keeping secrets from Command. Phage...possesses a matrix of her own." As expected, disbelief sown through the faces of the mechs. They looked to each other as if hoping the other could confirm and realizing none but Phage-One could, they soon turned their wide-optic attention back on them.
"What?" Scoffed Jazz.
"Phage has a manufactured matrix?" Murmured Prowl, half talking to himself. His optical ridges met in the middle of his forehead as a cloud of worry darkened his features. "The Lazalt can grow matrices?"
Phage-One turned pleading optics on Jazz and Jetfire. "You saw with your own optics. Phage possesses a matrix. It heals and revives, and regenerates Phage as quickly as the Twins, as you must have seen at the Decepticon Bar. By luck, it has protected her from phase rot. And more. I have touched on it, and it is all that Megatron had hoped to achieve with the Heart of Cybertron. It echoes Primus's Matrix in all ways that I could probe in the small time I have had with Phage. It has even bequeathed her a title."
"How is that possible?" Gasped Bluestreak.
"What title?" Jazz asked sharply.
"As I am the Prime, she is the Endurus. Pandora Endurus. The First Who Endures." A pregnant quiet befell the group. As Optimus Prime had spoken through Phage-One, as he elaborated on the grave matter at hand, the Autobots had slowly drew from the femme until she stood in the midst of a ring in that small, confined space, speaking to half of the Autobot Command.
"This is..." began Jazz, for once at a loss for words. "Well, no wonder you refused to say anything before."
"Another matrix? We had no idea." Prowl muttered aloud, but his tone quickly rose in volume and became angrier as he carried on. "None! You were in the Decepticon clutches, in Megatron's palm and slipped right through. How many times now has that happened? Twice? This is completely unacceptable! Spires of Iacon- You healed 'Bee and revived Spike, can it also create new sparks?" Phage-One's mouth parted in a small 'o,' and stared at Prowl with round, innocent doe optics. So familiar with Optimus's expressions and Phage's mannerisms he understood a look of ignorance when he saw it. In that moment, it scared him deeply. "You hadn't even considered that yet?" Scolded Prowl.
"I just found out yesterday!" Pandora clapped back. Her smooth velvet voice dipped suddenly, taking on the deeper edge that reflected Optimus Prime had taken control. When he spoke through her, the femme glanced aside to the floor at the right as she did. "That is one of the matters I was needing to discuss with you."
"What?" Gasped Pandora.
The Autobot's glanced between each other in alarm at the exchange. Hoping to hedge off a strange argument at worse or discussion at best, Prowl continued to say, effectively drawing Phage-One's attention back to him; "If we hadn't sent Jazz and the team to extract you Megatron would have discovered this manufactured matrix." His large, frightened optics turned on Jazz. "We could have been overrun with an army of Decepticons and new combiners!"
"Assuming this manufactured matrix can create new sparks." Said Jazz.
"Why not?" Questioned Jetfire. "If it can regenerate her, heal Bumblebee and revive Spike, then logically it could also create new sparks."
"What does that mean for us, though?" Spoke up Bluestreak.
"Why does it have to mean anything?" Challenged Jetfire. "A spark is just energy."
"A spark is part of the sacred life essence of Primus. And the Matrix is suppose to act as a conduit between Him and us. If hers can create sentient life, what does that imply? Her matrix is created by the Lazalt, so any new vorners wouldn't be Primus's sparklings, so whose would they be?"
Illumination lit Jetfire's face then that he was dealing with a religious 'bot but he came back quickly, "Two things: Firstly, humans are intelligent yet not of Primus. What does that imply?" Bluestreak shifted, caught off by the logical fallacy. Before he could respond with anything, Jetifre continued on. "Secondly, I am inclined to believe that this matrix can create new, sentient life based on the functionality of her title, The First Who Endures. The First implies she is the first of many more that is yet to come."
"Exactly." Bluestreak said. "So whose are they?"
"They don't have to belong to any higher power, 'Blue."
"B-"
"Look at the humans." Interjected Jetfire. Mention of humans again caused Bluestreak to clam up. But Phage-One had become startled at the side conversation and was staring at a space of the lift wall with a deer in the headlights look ever since Jetfire had voiced his hypothesis. The large mech noticed and gave her a critical glance. "Are you unaware of a Prime's many functions?"
Her expression only deepened until it was stolen over by Optimus Prime who schooled it to a stony countenance. He glared up at Jetfire. "Enough. This was a conversation I meant to have with her privately once everything had calmed."
"Oh! Sorry, Prime."
An awkward silence befell the group then. Phage-One's facial twitches increased tenfold. They took to looking to the right and down at the floor again in what, Prowl correctly assumed, was the two consciousnesses having council with each other over what was said. Her omni-hair had come alive then and coiled tightly upon her cranium. Prowl tried to break the tension and Phage's anxiety by bringing the conversation back around. Prowl vented noisily and crossed his arms across his chassis. The shook his cranium aggressively. "What the Pitt was Ratchet thinking?"
"Is no one going to ask what The First means?" Said Trailbreaker into the tense quiet. "If that isn't ominous"
"Is it?" Challenged Optimus Prime. "Prima was the first of the Primes."
"Don't be naïve, Prime. It's different and you know that. What is Endurus suppose to be the first of? That's what worries me and it should worry everyone here. Humans never had a Prime-or, Endurus. Alicean was cyber ascended by the Lazalt. It is all by design. And I think I speak for everyone when I say that we are worried it is for a dark design. And may I say that I think we are all being hopeful here by assuming she could be the first of a new generation. She could be the first of a dark age."
"Trailbreaker." Warned Prime.
"Naw. I'm security chief. This is my concern. I doubt the Lazalt share or comprehend the Primus religion. Why, after Simanzi the generations that came after were so lost they started making up their own spin on what was what before or making up their own slag entirely. And then the Decepticons have their own idea on how to use the Matrix, Megatron especially. He sees it as a tool, a glorified battery. We don't know what the Lazalt had planned when they cyber ascended her, but we cannot rule out that it could have been for darker purposes."
Phage-One vented laboriously before Prime spoke again. "I do not have the answers to assuage your fears. The only peace I can offer is that Phage is as she has always been, our Alicean Witwicky thru and thru. She has no knowledge of the Lazalt's schemes."
"If you say so Prime." Prowl said. "Then it is good enough for me."
Bluestreak shuffled then, drawing Phage-One's attention. "What's troubling you, Bluestreak?"
"A lot." He admitted before he caught himself. He thought his next words over carefully before asking, "You said this manufactured matrix gave her a title? How long has she known it?"
All optics riveted back on to Phage-One. Optimus answered calmly, "Phage has known the designation since she first Woke, but could not accept it."
"Why not?" Questioned Prowl straightaway.
Surprisingly, Bluestreak interjected into the conversation. "Is it for the same reasons for the Chosen back on Cybertron, Prime?" All optics jumped on to Bluestreak, who continued shakily but grew stronger in his assurance as he carried on. "The Tenets of Primus dictate that the Matrix imparts the Chosen with the designation they will latter claim. The future Prime's designation is said to burn in their processors. It becomes an all consuming programme, inevitably forcing them to embark on an arduous journey to the first Primus Basilica deep within the bowels of Cybertron. The Manifold Nexus. A journey both physical and spiritual that is fraught with many dangers. We are blessed that we have a Prime to verify this." By indicating Phage-One, Optimus Prime gave a small noble nod. Behind them, Jetfire rolled his optics and crossed his arms. "Well then," Said Bluestreak with a small smile. "...Could Phage not accept the designation burned into her processor because she is on her own Manifold Nexus and has yet to be Attuned?"
"I believe so, Bluestreak." Answered Optimus Prime through Phage-One. Though Endurus thinks otherwise.
:You know I heard that.:
:Functionally.:
:I can Sense that cheeky smile in your thought.:
:And?:
:So that's how this is going to be, hm?:
"I didn't know you were so religious, 'Blue." Said Trailbreaker softly. But Bluestreak, with a humble air, merely shrugged it off.
"By your own admission, 'Blue, you don't believe her matrix is the same as Primus's Matrix." Bit Jetfire. "Why bring this up."
"I didn't say that." He challenged. "I said we have to ask whose it is."
"The Lazalt's." Grumbled Trailbreaker.
"Is it?" Bluestreak was quick to say. "The Decepticons made the Heart and it couldn't do a fraction of what Optimus Prime says this can. So you're going to stand there and tell me that some alien race imitated Primus's Matrix flawlessly?"
"High science." Intoned Jetfire.
"Shove off your high pedestal." Bit Bluestreak.
"Enough." Commanded Prime through Phage-One.
The Officers drew quiet and the atmosphere tense. Prowl broke it by speaking quietly. "Is it a manufactured matrix...or does Phage possess the Heart itself? What does your self diagnostic say?"
Phage-One slowly shook her cranium in the negative and Optimus Prime spoke through her yet again. "The shape of the chamber echoes my own, Prowl."
"That doesn't tell me anything. The Heart of Cybertron was a small crystalline star cluster that could have easily fit in an empty matrix camber. So, I ask again, what is the shape of this manufactured matrix? Have you actually seen it with your own optics?"
"We haven't." Confessed Phage-One.
"Then until we get a look at it we cannot rule out that it is the missing Heart. I would be partly relieved if it was, to be honest." Prowl admitted. "Then I would know that the Lazalt stole the Heart and do not, in fact, have the high sciences necessary for creating matrices."
"Maybe they do." Jetfire said at last. "Remember the photonic crystal we found in Peru? The temple was built on a shaft that tapped the core of Earth. The crystal was topping that, soaking up all that energy for thousands of Earth years. We never knew who built, how or why. Certainly primitive humans could not have the capability to drill a shaft to Earth's core or grow a photonic crystal. But if we look at that site from a new angle..."
"That it was made by the Lazalt." Said Jazz.
Jetfire nodded. "Things start to make a bit more sense, don't they? What if the Peruvian site was an energy harvester to empower the photonic crystals into manufactured matrices? And let's not forget the Decepticons found the photonic crystal mine in the artic circle."
"The crystals weren't powered." Jazz said quickly.
"No they weren't. But the crystalline formation matched the photonic crystal in Peru. And that is quite a long ways for primitive man to travel with large crystals."
"Under that theory, that would mean that Earth is just...a backwater energy facility." Prowl said.
"Primus help us all." Murmured Bluestreak.
"We need to reinvestigate these sites." Said Trailbreaker.
"Agreed." Seconded Prowl.
"If Earth is a energy facility for an alien race, wouldn't there be more than one site? Especially if these crystals take thousands of years to power?" Proposed Pandora.
"What would anyone need that much energy for?" Asked Bluestreak.
Once again Pandora chimed in. "Just a wild guess, but according to the Kardashev Scale we would be looking at a Type Three civilization that would require that kind of power to run a galactic spanning empire. Or...given the mines and Peruvian sites are abandoned, we could be looking at the remnants of a Stage One or Two civilization that inevitably collapsed in on itself and the Lazalt are just a new, opportunistic society on the galactic scale salvaging the ruins of the previous civilization." Jetfire gave her a peculiar look but said nothing. Then, Prime continued to add, "The meaning of this meet has gone off the track. We can stand around all day discussing hypotheticals but we are not going to get anything done standing in a lift."
"Agreed." Concurred Prowl. "The best plan of attack is to investigate the sites over again to see if we missed anything. Failing that, we need to scan Peru over for more sites."
"It very well may not be restricted to Peru." Jazz suggested.
"True enough but we have to start somewhere."
"What do we do about Ratchet?" Reminded Trailbreaker solemnly.
Once more, Jazz and Prowl looked worriedly between each other and then to Trailbreaker and Bluestreak, the latter of whom had pressed himself into the wall and was staring at Phage-One with round optics. He caught the Officers look, but Bluestreak's attention kept flickering between them and Phage-One.
Trailbreaker vented and bit the bullet. "I think an important question to ask is, did he know?"
His devil's advocate question was immediately shot down with finality by Phage-One. "There is no way Ratchet could have missed this when I brought Phage in two Earth years ago. He performed a full physical. He is the Doctor of Prime's, trained by Oscillate the Living Forge himself. There is zero chance Ratchet missed that Phage was carrying a matrix."
"Why." Jazz repeated over and over as he tried to grasp the severity of the situation dropped on their craniums. "Why? Why would Ratchet hide something like this?"
"Maybe Ratchet's infected with a cerebral shell?" Suggested Trailbreaker.
Prowl shot Trailbreaker a hard look. "Why would you suggest the Lazalt have cerebral shelled us?"
"If they can grow matrices and cyber-ascend organics then what wouldn't they do?"
But again, Phage-One shook her cranium. "Phage has spent a lot of time with Ratchet, first regaining mobility and independence after her cyber-ascension, then later when she began shadowing Ratchet to be of use. She has seen Ratchet drinking."
"So?" Challenged Bluestreak.
But Jazz and Prowl had set their chins in matching grimaces. Jazz spoke first, rumbling darkly to Bluestreak; "Back on Cybertron, did you ever hear mechs call him Ratchet the Hatchet?"
"Yeah." Bluestreak said with a bored inflection. "I thought it was just because he was a battle medic. You know, no time for pretty weld work when lasers are flying overhead. End up with a hack job but you're alive."
"Hm. Well, it's not common knowledge, 'Blue, but ol' Ratchet has a bit of a drinking problem. He's suppose to stay away from the stuff. If he's been drinking again..."
Prowl's expression darkened. "I walked in on Ratchet doing just that yesterday."
"What?" Snapped Jazz.
"He retreated to his office for another micro break. When I arrived, Wheeljack had already confronted him. I didn't think much of it. Wheeljack seemed to have handled the situation and I just needed Ratchet to perform his function."
"How does him drinking mean he's not cerebral shelled or the Lazalt equivalent of it?" Questioned Bluestreak.
Phage-One stared sadly at Bluestreak. "Ratchet resorts to his darker devices when he is under extreme pressure. Phage recalls catching Ratchet over the last two years. Thus, we can logically deduce that Ratchet is not being controlled. He is aware of his own actions and has chosen this path willingly."
"But why?" Prowl demanded. "This changes so many variables! Why would the Lazalt give Phage a manufactured matrix? Why forge her into a Prime at all? None of it makes sense. More frightening that they apparently possess the technology at all. I...I cannot commute Ratchet's logic."
"I think I can."
"Care to elaborate for us, Prime?" Asked Jazz.
Phage-One was quiet, contemplating before saying carefully, "We all know Ratchet. We all know his character. I think it is safe for me to say that I am one of the few mechs onboard that have known him the longest. Ratchet would not betray us. He would not harm us. He cares deeply and hates seeing his cogsmechs in harm. Can we all agree to this?" There was a chorus of agreements. Once all had quieted, Optimus Prime continued. "And can we all agree that Ratchet is also resolute in his resolve when he sets his mind on a goal? Or else how can a mech achieve such a high prestige as him?" And again there was a chorus of agreements and again Optimus waited for it to quiet before he carried on. "And with his honors, is he not tripped up time and again by his own hubris and authority?" And there was a round of grumbling agreement to this observation too. "Then, I conclude that the logical deduction is that Ratchet has, once again, got it stuck in his processor that he knows what's best for everyone under the guise that it is somehow protecting us." Prowl vented angrily and Jazz threw his cranium back to stare up at the ceiling. "Carrying his perceived burden is crushing him beneath its weight. It does not, however, excuse his behavior. When he is questioned, we must remember these facts about his character and understand that he has, in all likelihood, gotten in the way of himself again."
"The scope of this conspiracy will require that Ratchet be charged and court martialed." Said Prowl curtly before his mouth began twitching at the corner, threatening to curl into a sneer. "I don't think I can excuse this level of deceit Prime, no matter the source."
"Agreed." Seconded Trailbreaker. "This secret has such wide ranging effects that it could jeopardize every bot, and for what? Why? He's broken my trust in him and his professional integrity."
Phage-One's drew downcast and through her Optimus Prime remarked solemnly; "We have unilaterally invested too much trust and power in Ratchet it seems, and he has taken advantage of that. The only solution I can see to rectify the situation to prevent it from happening again is too train more medics."
"Technically, Ratchet has been with the Witwicky's." Reminded Jazz.
"True." Optimus said. "But it isn't enough. We need Autobot medics. Not humans."
"Agreed." Clipped Prowl. "We can pull some mechs aside and have them double function: Wheeljack already aides Ratchet when needed-" Phage-One made a face at the suggestion, a look that clearly translated what Optimus thought about Wheeljack around some bot's innards when he had a tendency of blowing up his own workshop on a regular basis. "I think Perceptor can be a good candidate."
"Didn't we haul in the Constructicons?" Jazz said suddenly. "Ratchet was training Hook."
Prowl's face twisted up in disgust. "How can you suggest that after what he did? I am not letting him anywhere near the Prime, let alone another Autobot!"
"We don't have many options here do we?" Jazz replied levelly. "We can't exactly afford to be choosy."
With a noisy exhale, Trailbreaker addressed Phage-One and, by extension, Optimus Prime. "What do you want to do, Prime?"
"I must be extracted from Phage."
"And that means you have to go through Ratchet." Jazz said, his stoic frown in place. "Who may be upset not that he has to perform your procedures, but that he now knows that you know who and what Lil' Katt is. His house of lies is about to crumble down around him."
"And that makes mechs dangerous." Prowl added in.
"Again, what do you want to do, Prime?" Asked Trailbreaker yet again.
"If you mean when is Ratchet going to pulled aside for questioning, it must be after I am extracted. I want to believe Ratchet is doing this out of some misguided judgment, but there is always that risk he is not. And if he is not under his own control, showing our servo now will jeopardize my extraction."
"Then we will wait till after." Prowl said curtly. "But as it stands, Ratchet cannot be trusted."
Phage-One nodded silently, the weight of command bearing down on her shoulder struts. Decisively, they said with solemn hues, "I will require all optics on the procedure in case the worst event comes to pass. As Phage-One and I will be incapacitated, we will require your vigilance in case of a situation."
"You can always trust us, Prime." Beamed Jazz. "You too, Lil' Katt. Don't either of you fret, we'll get you out of this safe and whole again."
"I certainly hope so." Sighed Optimus Prime.
Entangled by Guardinthena
The moment the Medbay door slid open, a cacophony of Autobot cheers and well wishes slapped the security detail's audios.
"They're back!"
"You're the mech, Jazz!"
"I need to hear the account firsthand! Was there explosions? Tell me there was explosions!" Called Sideswipe eagerly from amongst the rabble.
"Jazz was leading." Cliffjumper proudly declared. "Of course there was explosions! Probably set off in some choreographed fashion."
Jazz soaked in the fanfare and reciprocated it with his typical charismatic charm. He grinned widely and waved to the crowd to quiet them down so he could answer in turn. "Sorry, mechs!" He crooned. "No choreographed explosions this time! I didn't have that much time to plan."
"Boo." Teased Sunstreaker.
"Where is the lady of the hour?" Shouted Sideswipe from the medberth he was lounging across.
"No! No, no, no." Prowl immediately cut in. "We discussed this ahead of their arrival. No swarming the returning crew."
"But-"
"No."
By diverting the attention away from Phage-One, it gave the dual combiner a chance to compose themselves. They had been overwhelmed by the fanfare and had instinctively withdrawn into the center of the security detail where, between Prowl and Jazz's frames, they caught snippets of the jovial Autobot's. From the corner of their peripheral, they spied the reckless grin plastered across Cliffjumper's face, assuring her that she had at last gained his good graces. The little red minibot must have glimpsed them in turn, because he cried happily with a great guffaw, "You crazy sprite! I can't believe you tricked Megatron! Then stabbed him!"
Cliffjumper was promptly elbowed by Windcharger, who was sitting beside him, and whom then ribbed him good-naturedly. "Better than your aim, huh, 'Cliff?"
The gusto drained right out of Cliffjumper but his ego suffered little damage. "Oh, put a wrench in it." He grumbled. And, with just a bit too much force, Cliffjumper promptly shoved his fellow minibot's shoulder and sent Windcharger tumbling off the medberth. Few of the larger mass of Autobot's seemed to notice the tumble, except for those immediately nearby who laughed at the spectacle as though it were some great comedy. Even Windcharger himself, when he reclaimed his footing, was grinning at the rise he had gotten out of Cliffjumper despite the repercussions.
Phage-One's attention had drifted off of Cliffjumper and landed next on Ironhide, her attention so attracted to the mech because Ratchet was buried in his backside. A swell of wonder and concern filled their spark as they studied the doctor, at a loss for what was going through his cranium in the last few years. Whatever it was eluded them still, as Ratchet was so absorbed in his task that he had yet to notice their entry or else was deliberately ignoring them to focus on his task at hand. His single minded attention left Phage-One baffled for answers. And then there was Ironhide who, upon noticing their attention between the security teams frames, made a signal with his servo in approval, a grin, then he indicated Ratchet above him and mimed 'run.' The silent warning was lighthearted and only served to reinforce Prowl's own forewarning earlier about the CMO praising and cursing her name interchangeably.
Perhaps upon some signal or spoken indication they had missed, Prowl and Jazz took the moment to fan out to permit Phage-One and the rest of the security detail entry into the Medbay. Prime's persona kicked in then and forced her to the forefront. They smiled amicably and waved to the Autobot forces who burst into cheer and praise for her brave, selfish and cunning actions the day prior. In the midst of the fanfare, Phage-One spotted Sunstreaker and Sideswipe in the sea of faces.
Cold reality suddenly and violently crashed down over her cranium. They locked optics with the Badland Terrors and time slowed to a crawl. She was mortified to find that the damage Megatron had dealt to them had left the Lamborghini Twins stripped of the majority of their exodermal armor. For reasons not even Optimus Prime could compute, they were regenerating slowly from their melee when they were renowned for a healing factor that could restore them near instantaneously as Phage had experienced personally with her own. As such, their silver-white alloy skin bore a crisscrossing array of angry white scars. And yet, despite their semi-nude state, the Autobot Twins were far from put off by their vulnerable state and, in fact, Phage-One wondered if they had jumped into pose to flaunt their well defined muscular bio-chanic bodies upon their entry. Per the norm, Sunstreaker was aloof, arms crossed, yet smiling pleasantly. A handsome facade that Pandora wished she had understood months ago had hid his callous barbs and cold spark. By comparison Sideswipe was open and shooting her his signature flirtatious smirk that had once put butterflies in her stomach and made her blush and smile coyly back, but now invoked a tired indifference.
Seeing them now just invoked an immediate sense of guilt and dread. They got into that confrontation with Megatron because of her. Because she had run onto the battlefield. How could she be so self absorbed that she had not considered their sacrifice at all? How was it when she was in the thick of it, and had a moment to spare beyond her immediate survival, she could only think badly of them when they had thrown themselves bodily between her and Megatron? How was it when she had nearly died, she didn't think of them once? She wanted to soul search then and there but had not the time to spend contemplating the issue of her tangled emotions any further. What Endurus did grasp in that nanoklik of optic contact was that it was not right that they were not one of her top priorities to consider, especially in life or death situations. She had not even spared a moment to fret over how they would be affected if she had not made it out of the Decepticon seabase alive. Feeling that she had come to a quiet yet firm conviction over her revelations, and though she knew it was not going to be a pleasant thing, Pandora Endurus knew then and there what she would have to do later.
Her new found conviction was as uplifting as it was a strange new wondrous creature to her, and she was determined to keep it. Although the experience should not have been all that new to her, it was still strange how much she had changed in a day. She was not the same timid femme that had hunkered in the Command Center watching the battle through Teletraan-One. But the rest of the Autobot's were the same. None of them had changed in the way she had grown in the last twenty-four hours.
She had an epiphany then. Given the Autobot's age and experiences, their characters were set in stone and asking them to change was as sure a sign of madness as asking mountains to dance with gaiety. The Cybertronians were unlikely to change, but she was assured to find new layers to them as certain as mountains had sedimentary layers. And certainly she had discovered some of those layers in Ratchet, and Jazz and Sea Spray. Just as she was laying down her own layers within herself. So assured by the analogy, she knew that Sunstreaker and Sideswipe were who they were and she could not force them to change, as much as she had tried to help them in their time together. She could not heal Sunstreaker's spark when he was married to his pain. She could not enlighten Sideswipe to his toxic codependency with his brother when that relationship was older than humanity itself and had worked for them for all that time. She could, however, walk away.
As the emotional conflict raged within her mind and spark upon spotting the Lamborghini Twins, it must have passed in some fashion across her face because the Twins' expressions became hard before concern tinted their expressions. Sideswipe and Sunstreaker shared an inscrutable look between them before they refocused their disapproval on her.
:I am curious, how did you fall for them again? What was it that attracted you?:
:Sideswipe is...was?... so charming.:
:And Sunstreaker?:
She wanted to blush. :Shush.:
Optimus Prime's avatar drew up as he took a priceless moment to process what had just happened. :Did you just shush me?: He asked with an edge of incredulous amusement to his Send.
:Shush.: Repeated the Endurus's avatar with her fast becoming characteristic playful smirk and teasing manner.
As her agitation began to rise at the Twins over the hard looks they were throwing her way, Phage-One quickly realized it was not just the Twins demeanor that had shifted. As Phage-One looked around, the smiles had faded from the Autobot's faces and their cheers were replaced by hushed murmurs. Worried, weary optics cast on her or else visors flared briefly in quiet disturb. Put off by the whiplash of enthusiasm, Phage-One let her servo rest back at her side.
Cliffjumper was the first to speak up and asked with genuine concern, "Phage, you, ah...functioning well?"
"I am." Responded Phage-One with the polyphonic overtones that their vocal processor had adapted when both Pandora Endurus and Optimus Prime were speaking and acting as a singular unit. It was their voice more than their response that caused additional stir among the Autobots, especially Sideswipe and Sunstreaker. The Twins gaped openly and then glanced nervously at each other. "Why do you ask, Cliffjumper?"
"It's just that, uh..." Stuttered a frustrated Cliffjumper as he, as well as others, marked the lazy path her coiling omni-hair was cutting through the air. "Well, I mean to say, your reformate came out better than we feared. But, well..."
Jazz stepped in then to intervene. "Now don't anyone get your wires crossed. Ratchet will get the two sorted back out right proper."
"Oh!" Chirped up Cliffjumper and numerous other Autobot's. "Of course!"
Phage-One glanced hard around at every bot, trying to figure out what had caused the shift in mood, when Sideswipe piped up. "What about the omni-snakes?" Phage-One's attention snapped back in their direction and met Sideswipe's intent gaze. "Is that...um, fixable?"
Phage-One's acid green optics narrowed to venomous slits at Sideswipe. Immediately control slipped from the combiner conscious to Pandora Endurus. Once again their voice reflected the change. "Beg pardon?" Bit the Endurus with her cool cadence, irked at Sideswipe's mere suggestion she change her newly reformated appearance.
Sideswipe shrugged her off. Clueless, he asked; "What? It's a legit question."
"It is none of your concern."
"I think it's everyone's." Countered Sunstreaker.
Phage-One's mouth twitched at a corner, threatening to break into a disgusted sneer. :How is my omni-hair causing such a negative reaction?: Pondered Pandora Endurus.
:Ah.: Sent Optimus after a moment's ponder. :You would have to understand our ancient histories.:
:What?: Pandora chortled in disbelief.
Whether it was the palpable shift in the mood in the Medbay, Sideswipe mentioning 'fix,' or simply that Ratchet had completed what he was repairing inside of Ironhide, the good doctor chose then to break from his personal work-focused trance. He shot straight up, medical tools in servo, and seemed to emerge in true shape. The doctor was overworked, under charged and in fine snappy form. He shot the team quick glances as he hurried to clean his servos and tools. "It's about damn time! Could you lugheads have gone any slower getting back? Phage plucks Prime's spark and you act as if it isn't a medical emergency! Where is she?"
Jazz swept aside to offer her as sacrifice to Ratchet's fury. "Here she is, doc. Better off than any of us."
Having finally found his cleaning rag and oil remover, he turned about then to give them his full attention whilst he cleaned himself and his tools off. "I'll be the judge of..." Ratchet paused mid tirade, optics widening when he caught sight of her. The insecurity over her appearance hit her harder than before. "Spires of Iacon." Ratchet murmured, optics sweeping her cranium to pede and back. Phage-One realized then that the Medbay had gone completely quiet. "Not...what I was expecting."
"What were you expecting?" Asked the Endurus with a quirk of her optical ridge and a flat edge. Ratchet was about to say when he was interrupted.
"Not that you'd look like you got your CPU blown out." Sunstreaker jabbed. Phage-One gaped at the Yellow Terror before shooting him a withering glare. Then Sideswipe, oblivious to the situation, asked of nobody and everyone all at once, "Is that common when organics cyber ascend? I'd prefer the mimicry of human hair."
A grumble and huff drew everyone's attention back to Ratchet. "Tch! I was going to say, that I certainly did not expect that your synthetic hair would coalesce into Quintesson appendages. I was expecting Optimus Prime's spark to code onto your frame and alter it, but it appears that hasn't happened." He squinted then, eyeing them carefully. "Certainly not a truck. Definitely a four wheeler and...You got taller, didn't you?" Groused the doctor. Genuinely confused by Ratchet's observations, since she had not the time to examine herself, Phage-One glanced to Jazz for confirmation, only to realize with a start that she was at optic level with him, where before, as Phage, she had come up comfortably to his chassis. Reflecting back fast, she realized when she had shifted sizes outside the Ark to her proper Cybertroninic height, she had simply not registered the difference due to stresses and sharing Optimus Prime's perspective, whom was use to most everyone being smaller than him.
Phage-One's stunned reaction at realizing she was indeed taller amused some of the Autobot's. Chortles and bold laughter rung out but it was Ratchet's abrupt sigh that drew their attention back. Appearing more tired than ever, he added; "If the reformate isn't up to your standards we can discuss cosmetic reconstructive surgery after the force is back in top notch order. I would highly suggest it so you don't disturb the crew."
"I beg your pardon!" Exclaimed Pandora Endurus bordering outrage at Ratchet's bold suggestion. He was just examining his tools when she had her outburst and his attention snapped back to her in mild surprise. "Cosmetic surgery? Disturb the crew!" In addition, she was going to add what in hell was a Quintesson, but before the words could form on her glossa her brain was pulling up information from Optimus Prime. Images flashed across her mind's eye of a grotesque transorganic, whose origins, if she had to guess, were based from an aquatic planet. Omni-directional snakes poured from the bottom of its body, which was no more than a mechanical upside-down egg, and five separate heads shared that body, each more disturbing than the next. From the data rolled into the imagery Pandora disseminated that the Quintesson were, a long long time ago, the rulers of Cybertron and enslavers of the Cybertronian race. With that knowledge came an immediate understanding that Cybertronians had a certain level of ingrained repulsion towards transorangics and organics in general. Pandora Endurus was left floundering at the revelation and reflecting on a long list of series of events since the Autobots Reactivation that suddenly made so much sense.
In the spare nanoklik it took her to digest the information on the Quintesson's that Optimus Prime had so graciously shared, Ratchet popped an optical ridge as he quickly cleaned his tools and set them neatly on the tray next to Ironhide. "Yes. Disturbing the crew." Ratchet replied with emphasis. "Look at Prowl."
At the mention of his designation, Phage-One's attention immediately jumped to Prowl and caught the mech trying to look professional, but as she turned to look her omni-hair had a life of its own, in a literal sense, and coiled and slithered as it rose off her shoulder struts and flowed through the air. She realized he was watching her omni-hair closely and flinched when it slid through the air close to him, though he had put distance between them already.
"Thanks, Ratchet." Prowl grumbled irritably. "I hadn't even considered a Quintesson correlation."
"Then why are you doing that?" Snipped Pandora.
Prowl pulled a face. "The Praxian Medusa had omni-hair."
"The who-" She began but cut herself off once more. "Nevermind!" She clicked, wide opticed and disturbed as she was hit with another data upload from Optimus Prime's memories. The sensation was not unlike recalling a piece of information on the spot, though she knew she had never had the information before. The mention of the Praxian Medusa was strangely familiar and she quickly realized why. It had been referenced in passing in an early memory Optimus Prime had shared with her at the Decepticon sea base. It had been brought up as a cruel joke by Wheeljack during the meeting of the Autobot Officers back on Cybertron. A meeting that dealt with a much younger Optimus Prime struggling in his role and the conflict with the Altihex Virus's first introduction. But the data transfer now, like the Quintesson one before, went further than the brief memory. Again, Pandora Endurus was granted an image of a malformed Cybertronian, a femme by form, with wild omni-hair crowning her cranium and interfacing jacks on the end of each snake...similar to Soundwave's. The Praxian Medusa was a mechanical worlds horror, a hybrid between a vampire and gorgon, only this monstrosity hacked into craniums like a mnemosurgeon to steal memory and data, leaving its victims brain modules burnt out husks rather than drank their energon. Pandora was struck by the demonized artistic representation of the Praxian Medusa and quickly understood from Optimus Prime's memories that there was little to no video of the Praxian Medusa. Cybertron's notorious serial killer was based on damaged security feeds, fleeting eye witness accounts and how its victims died. And Prowl, poor Prowl, had been one of the police officers tasked with finding the malform and failed. It was a case that still racked his processor millions of years later. She had sympathy for the mech to have endured such a horrid case.
Ratchet was still observing Phage-One critically and asked carefully, "Do you not want me to remove them? Perhaps I was hastily presumptuous in assuming you would prefer what you had before." Phage-One floundered, completely thrown off by the turn of events. In hindsight, Ratchet's offer to remove her omni-hair did not sound so terrible after all. If she had been Cybertron born and raised, she too would probably have been freaked out that she possessed them at all and, perhaps, jumped at the offer. Instead she was left reeling.
Abruptly, Phage-One's face set in grim determination. She lifted her servos, took hold of the lively mass of omni-hair, and began manipulating it. One of Ratchet's optical ridges arched high on his forehead. "What are you doing?"
"There." Pandora Endurus announced as she cast Sideswipe and Sunstreaker shade after having finished braiding the thick strands. "Is that better? Bunch of pansy's. And you call yourselves Wreckers."
Sideswipe and Sunstreaker prickled at the slight. "Now wait a darn klick!" Snapped Sideswipe.
"No, no. Everything is fine. See?" Pandora insisted sweetly. "The big mean ol' omni-hair has been locked away. They cannot hurt you now."
Sunstreaker and Sideswipe's faces set into twin stony glares. "You're going to regret that later." Rumbled Sunstreaker but she threw him a taunting smirk back. It was a swift exchange that left the Autobot forces amused and Jazz glancing curiously between the three. And still, Ironhide burst into deep guffawing over her wisecrack comeback, but it quickly subsided into a grimace of pain for how it upset his injuries. In spite of the setback, Ironhide flashed a grin at the Badland Terrors. "Bit of friendly advice, 'bots. Don't upset your lady friend. Her glossa is sharp and wit is quick."
"Is that advice from personal experience, Ironhide?" Sideswipe shot back.
"Yes." He replied flatly. "Don't upset your lady friend. Especially if she's your commander."
"Phage isn't-" Sideswipe began to spit then hung up as he caught Phage-One's stoic expression that was so reminiscent of Prime. The fight went right out of him. "Right."
"How long has she-er, they? They." Ratchet butt in abruptly and consequentially stumbled over his words before deciding to himself the proper address. "How long have they been hyper focused?"
"The whole time." Answered Jazz.
"Who says I'm hyper focused?" The Extraction Team threw Phage-One disbelieving looks.
Ratchet shot her an askance glance and asked pointedly; "Have you even registered you were kidnapped, Phage?"
The Endurus's expression went deadpan. "Kidnapped? Please, Ratchet. I was just on one of those fancy adventure retreats." Despite his efforts to remain stoic, Jazz began chortling. "Of course I know I was kidnapped!"
"I see recent events have had zero effect on your sass." Ratchet replied with his own impassive edge.
"It has only ramped it up."
Ratchet rolled his optics and mumbled; "Primus grant me patience." Then added loudly, "You will be restricted to the Medbay for the next few days for surveillance."
Panic stole across Phage-One's face. "The next few days?"
"Yes." Drawled Ratchet. "Your impending procedures require an immense amount of cycles to complete, for obvious reasons, and will require recharge. ...And because you're in shock. You really haven't registered what's happened to you yet."
"That's your professional medical opinion?"
"Yes." Ratchet ground back.
Prowl interjected to say, "It's best to listen to the doctors advice." Phage-One and Prowl shared a charged look, before Phage-One relented.
"I can get books at least?"
"Thank you, Prowl." Ratchet vented tiredly then gestured towards a medberth that had been cleared near the back of the Medbay, where there had been in the Ark's glory days a wall length window, long since shattered. The only view it had shared in four million years was the inside of their stony tomb. "Phage, I need you to move over there and lie down for spark extraction."
"I do not have Optimus Prime's spark, Ratchet." Phage-One replied.
A switch suddenly flipped in the doctors mood. "If not you, then who?" He demanded tersely and sharp.
"I do." Said Sea Spray, who had just arrived in tow with the Aerialbots and was unaware of what he was walking into. Aside to Jazz, he began to ask why it took them so long to use the lift when Ratchet cut him off before he could finish his question.
"You better have a pitt good reason why!" Ratchet barked, his engine beginning to rev. "I do not need to perform a triple resonance severance today!"
Sea Spray's visor flared briefly. "Untwist your circuits, doc, I have a secondary casing for emergency transfers."
"Thank the Sacred Flame!" Ratchet sighed dramatically. "The one good piece of news I've heard in two days! Sea Spray, report to that station over there. Wheeljack, run to the back station there and retrieve the spark extractor. Phage, you are not excused to leave!" He immediately snapped, though she had not moved to do so, and jabbed a wrench in her direction. "Get yourself checked in the back room now! I need to run a full diagnostic to determine the extent of any internal damage. Whatever were you thinking-"
Jazz could not help himself. He really couldn't. His smirk was tell all. "Actually, Ratchet, Phage-One does need immediate medical attention."
"Jazz." Phage-One hissed, quietly trying to reprimand him but to no avail.
Ratchet stalled up. "Who?" He demanded just before the rest of Jazz's words sunk in to his recharge-depraved processor. His next words were deceptively cold and collected. "...Why?"
"Have you not been checking the Autobot public chat?"
"I'm working." Stressed Ratchet irritably. "But it's hard to miss intel when I'm surrounded by clucking cyber-hens."
"Hey!" Protested Ironhide.
"I said clucking cyber-hens, not cybertronic horses. Are your audio receptors malfunctioning too, Ironhide?"
"Very funny." Grumbled Ironhide with a roll of his optics. "The doctor's a comedian."
Ratchet scoffed at Ironhide before grumbling at Jazz. "I got the news: Phage transferred Prime's spark in a risky gamble, that she stupidly went pede-to-pede with Megatron and that her body is exhibiting Matrix empowered capabilities due to Prime's spark." Phage-One glanced askance at Prowl and Jazz at Ratchet's last flippant remark. "Oh. And that she lifted his personality weave before he flatlined. Was there something else I missed?"
"No." Replied a dejected Jazz.
"If you're trying to give me a shock make sure 'Bee doesn't spread the information first." Remarked Ratchet brusquely. He then calmly placed his wrench in its proper place among his tray with a soft defined click. "Now again, Phage, since you do not have Prime's spark anymore, I need you to go to the back room." Ratchet continued as he busied himself with cleaning his servos, first by smearing oil remover all over them then picked up a cleaning rag to wipe the mess off. "Now."
"Why the back room?" Challenged Prowl as Sea Spray pushed himself through the crowd at the door to reach the medberth in question.
"Why the back-" Ratchet began then tersely snapped. "I don't know why you care, but it's the only place outfitted with the equipment I need. Any more third degree questions or can I perform my function?"
"None."
"Good."
"It is exactly for moments like these why I studied mnemosurgery." Ratchet sighed as he dropped into the only swivel chair in the small private back room and spun around to face the terminal. His digits began dancing across the key panel, filling the room with the steady beat of rapid keystrokes. Stoic as the mountain, Phage-One stood in the midst of the private medical room, their attention fixed on his back.
"Berth." Clipped the CMO without looking around. They glanced at the medical berth then askance at Ratchet and chose to remain standing. When he realized they had not yet moved, he paused setting up the system to glare sternly at them over his shoulder strut. "What are you doing? Berth. Now. You do not have the luxury of time. You are already exhibiting alarming symptoms. Don't think I missed you switching between vocal patterns. Classic sign of a cortical psyche transfer. So please, I have to determine how far along the entanglement has proceeded."
Phage-One moved purposefully to the medical berth but lingered still. They drew their slim digits across the surface, their features pinched in turmoil.
:I cannot do this.: Sent Pandora Endurus in anxious straits. :I feel as though we are in a lions den.:
:Ratchet was correct in his assessment earlier. You have yet to release the tension in your spring. We are safe in the Ark, Endurus.:
:You mean we are in a small room with Ratchet, who is behaving suspiciously.:
:Pandora.:
:Do not 'Pandora' me. I am not going to drop the ball in the final hour over 'it's Ratchet.' I am on edge that he lied about me and you should be to.:
:I am concerned about his motives. But it is Ratchet. He makes illogical decisions based on what he perceives to be the beneficiary of others.:
: Illogical decisions.: mocked the Endurus. :Just another way to say his hubris gets in his way. Do pray tell, how is lying about my status to Command and causing me emotional and mental turmoil aiding me?:
:I will uncover the truth of that matter when I am returned to my frame.:
:If you make it that far. What if Trailbreaker is right. What if Ratchet was implanted with a Lazalt cerebral shell and is spying on us all. What if I get on that table, he extracts you, then destroys you before you are uploaded back because he fears what you may have learned about me that he has been hiding, which you have?:
:Why on Cybertron would Ratchet destroy my mental engram?:
:You said it: he makes illogical decisions based on his belief that it will be a boon to others. Simply, Ratchet never told Command about me because, for whatever horrid reason, he thinks he is helping me. That is our working theory, yes? Then. Therefore, if his reasoning is so clearly degraded, what is stopping him from destroying you to further that goal.:
:Other than it would expose him immediately? ...Pandora, I also warned you about letting fear and what-ifs consume you.:
: Believe the snake-bitten Cassandra.:
:I am sorry. I am not familiar with that idiom.:
Pandora heaved a mental sigh and expounded on a strained Send. :I would never forgive myself if I lost you over this. Not like this.: Her Send flooded with emotion. :I cannot lose you. I need you.:
They stared intently at Ratchet, processing the situation, weighing out all options until finally Optimus Sent wearily, :...You want me to confront him now. Before the Extraction.:
:I need assurance that you will be fine.: Pandora stressed, desperate.
:I will be.:
:How do you know. If there is even the slightest doubt...: She Sensed Prime hesitate and she pressed her advantage. :You told me that you were convinced that I was always me, yet you still had doubt. I...I understand why you did. How can I not? You had to protect the Autobots despite how much it hurt you. Us. This situation with Ratchet, whatever it is, I am as torn about this as you. Ratchet has been my rock for the last two years. I have nothing but respect for him. He helped me find a new normal when I was completely lost. If he is going through something I want to help him, but you cannot ask me to trust someone who is under the influence or is being manipulated. Whatever Ratchet's situation is. And yet, here you are willing to leap on a medberth to be extracted out of my head, where I know you are safe, under the care of someone who is behaving shady. I hope you can see that our roles are reversed now, Optimus. It is I who must hold doubt to protect you, which, inevitably, means protecting the Autobots as well. So, please. Please, Optimus. ...I am far from comfortable with this.:
"...Ratchet." Intoned Optimus Prime heavily.
"Yes, Prime?" Asked the Chief Medical Officer without lifting his attention away from the terminal for a nanoklik. His digits were busy at the keyboard, pounding away inputs to get the extraction program set up.
"We have known each other a long time." Began Optimus after a moment's pause.
"Yes." Drawled Ratchet curiously. His keystrokes slowed, then stopped completely before he turned in the chair. "What is this?"
Phage-One stared at him across her shoulder strut, a solemn and heavy expression that could have only been Optimus Prime. "You would tell me if there was a problem, would you not?"
Ratchet scoffed. "Tch. Yes. Of course. Is this about the entanglement?" Ratchet asked quickly. "Are you worried about the procedure? I was about to explain that, Prime."
"Not exactly." Phage-One replied cryptically. With their right servo, they kept picking at a singular spot on the medberth while they stared expectantly at Ratchet. The doctor remained stoic. The moment had the potential to stretch into an ugly length if Ratchet had not chose to cut it short.
"Where is this going?" He snipped. "As your doctor, I do not advise putting this operation off even for a breem."
"Ratchet, I need you to be honest with me."
The CMO vented in frustration. "What about?"
Phage-One's face set in a no nonsense frown. "Phage and I have been holding counsel."
"Hah." He scoffed sarcastically. "I imagine."
"It pains me to say, but it has come to my attention that you have been... less than honest, my old friend."
A pregnant silence permeated the small room. Ratchet's weary gaze remained fixed intently on them, expectant and waiting. When Prime did not continue, he cracked. "Less than honest?" Ratchet snorted. "Whatever you mean, it certainly isn't that I withheld information that she's a femme. She flaunts that as boldly as Alita and her femmes did." When Phage-One gave him a very baffled expression, Ratchet sighed and grumbled, "Right. Uh...Phage, on Cybertron, during the War, the few femmes that survived started disguising themselves to pass as mechs. Not all of them. But...look, it was suppose to be a joke."
"I do not get it." Expressed the Endurus flatly.
"Of course not." He grumbled. "You weren't there."
"I did not need to be. I cannot comprehend how you find the matter facetious when it is but another indicator to the tragedy of your times."
"You're-ugh-That wasn't the joke. The joke was that I was dishonest by not disclosing that you were a femme-Oh! Never mind." Ratchet exploded in frustration as Phage-One's chemical green optics narrowed into a fierce glare. "Just never mind! It's not funny if I have to explain it."
"No one was laughing." Murmured the Endurus unhappily, but Optimus Prime seized control back and rumbled with authority; "Ratchet."
"Yes." Sighed the doctor irritably.
"I would like to know what is going on. I know your function is stressful, but I have reason to believe it has gotten the best of even you, old friend, and you have been hiding that fact well from me."
"I don't know what you're going on about. It's just the usual stress levels."
Their optical ridges knotted together. "Phage has caught you imbibing from an unlabeled flask while on the job." Silently, Ratchet mimed an 'aha!' expression. "Was it high grade?" Asked Optimus patiently.
Ratchet threw his cranium back, face pinched and optics closed and grimaced at the ceiling. "Yes, Optimus. Yes. I have been under a lot of stress." He explained crisply. "I have been over worked and under charged."
"So you have been." Optimus replied somberly. "If you needed a break-"
"I do not have a medical team." Bit Ratchet through gritted denta as he snapped his cranium back proper and glared across at them. "I am the only qualified doctor for our species left functioning. I am under an immense amount of stress."
"And you have a substance problem and you know that. The last thing we need is you straying from the road."
"Is that why your stalling? You're worried that I'd—Pitt." Ratchet cursed before he noted the stern glare Phage-One threw his way. He crumpled forward then, elbows on the terminal and his cranium in his servos. He stayed like that a time with Phage-One's stern green optics boring into him. "I would never harm anyone, Prime. Especially not you."
"The drinking."
He came up for air at last and spake; "Yes! It was high grade! Is that what you wanted to hear? I already had an intervention from Wheeljack."
"Really."
"Yes. If you must know, he caught me sipping yesterday and has been overly eager to ease my burden since, which, although appreciated, is just driving me crazy. I don't have the mental capacity or patience to be tutoring right now. I..." He ran his red servos across his face. "I am under a lot of stress, Prime. I am not proud to admit it. I needed something to take the edge off. Just a smidgen."
"Just a smidgen can quickly tumble into abuse."
"I know my limits. Spires, Prime." He then dropped his cranium into his servo and massaged his temples as he mumbled. "This is why Wheeljack is my confident. He gets it." Then aloud he continued and looked to Phage-One desperately. "What can I say to you to settle your fears? It hurts thinking that you believe I would harm you or Phage. I swear on the Matrix that I have not once been drunk on the job. I would never get to that point. I've been down that road once before and I am never revisiting it. And if it helps at all, I already had my aft chewed out for this by Wheeljack. Can we please continue with your procedure?"
"We hurt you by implying that we are worried for our safety under your care? Can we continue?" Echoed the Endurus incredulously. "You just admitted that not more than a day ago you were drinking while on the job." Retorted Pandora Endurus with vitriol. Ratchet gaped, caught off guard by the deep seated anger edging every word. "You were already revisiting that road. And you want me to ignore that? Act as though everything is sunshine and roses-and I am not talking about the Twins." The sharp detour at humor left Ratchet fumbling and again when she took another sharp turn back on the attack. Her vibrant green optics narrowed and burned. "You know how I feel about doctors, Ratchet. You know what Doctor Arkeville did to my mother after my father died! You know that the only doctor I trust on this entire planet is you. And. Only. You."
"Phage...I..."
"You know that I cannot stand for willful negligence or dark medicinal practices. If I cannot trust you..." Her optics swelled with tears that refused to fall. "If I had realized you were imbibing high grade instead of energon... Damn it, Ratchet. You have been my rock these last two years: helping me to walk again, educating me in, well, everything Cybertronian so I can adjust. You have done everything to help me find a new normal. I...I cannot think of a time in the last couple years when I did not seek you for council. You even took me aside to teach me diffusion for self defense. I came to think of you as...as... I..." Pandora Endurus's voice caught then, too full to speak for it had gotten lodged in her throat. She couldn't finish the sentence. Couldn't bring herself to say that she had come to think of Ratchet as a father figure in her life.
She struggled to center her emotions. Tried again to speak her mind. To put voice to why Ratchet's habit worried her so terribly, but, as with her conversation with Optimus Prime on the way back to the Ark, she found that it was tied up with more than she anticipated and so quickly lost any notion of how to voice the reason for her worry and suspicion and pain when the root of the matter was buried so deeply in past trauma. Luckily, she did not need to put it all to words. As the Autobots had been with her every step of her life since their fateful first contact. In the end, she blurted out instead, "I trust you deeply, Ratchet. And, I wish you would speak up if something is bothering you so badly that your slipping into old vices. Surely reaching out to talk couldn't be worse than what you are not saying."
"Phage, I..." Ratchet false started, troubled by his demons and thoughts and tried again. "What happened to your mother was a tragedy. And having the honor you bestow upon me is... Well, I think I damaged that didn't I?" His cranium drooped towards his chassis. "As they say, never meet your heroes. We all have our faults."
"You have not damaged it, Ratchet." Softly said Pandora Endurus. "But you cannot have this. There are clean ways to destress." Her voice strained to speak, so choked on raw emotion from past pain that she thought she had long buried but that rose up like a tide, seemingly from nowhere at all, too choke her out when she meant to be strong. She took a moment to compose herself and continued; "And what's this nonsense about Jackie getting it because he's your sponsor. I am not a fool, Ratchet. Confidents are there to prevent a relapse. Not to tell you a little is fine as long as you do not overdo it. You are either clean or not."
It was then that Phage-One glanced sharply aside. :Endurus.:
Still reeling from the painful emotions, Pandora Sent disjointedly, :I do not know where all of that came from.:
:I do. You have always bottled everything up, rather than deal with your emotions in a proper manner. Of course they are going to bubble to the surface if not burst outright. Let me handle matters from here.:
:...As you wish.:
Refocusing on Ratchet and their surroundings, Optimus Prime decided to ease into the medberth behind them, choosing to sit on the edge. Ratchet eyed them carefully as they did, perhaps in a bid to gauge what was coming next. When Optimus settled a sympathetic gaze on him and finally spoke through Phage, he visibly relaxed. "Pa...Phage is really worried about you. We both are, old friend. Is that all that has been bothering you? The workload?"
"You're really not letting this go? I swear, I haven't had a sip of high grade today. Jackie's been on my aft." He gauged their expression and sighed heavily. "...I guess I shouldn't be surprised that you're putting me before yourself...selves?"
"Ratchet." Sighed Optimus tiredly and heavily.
Ratchet was quiet a moment. "It's... a lot of little things, Prime, that just stack up one on top of the other and keep stacking. ...I think you understand that."
"I do."
"Then." Exclaimed Ratchet in exasperation. "Can we run your scan please? This really isn't the time for an intervention for me. I need to focus on the both of you."
:Oh, this is a Ratchet-thing.: The Prime heaved in a mental sigh. :He's buried himself again.:
:I do not know how you know. He has not admitted to anything really. He waited for us to throw him a bone before admitting to the drinking and is still desperate to deflect the conversation off of him. He does not want us to brooch the subject he knows that we will.:
:You did catch that.:
:Of course I did.:
"What little things exactly, old friend?"
Stress lines creased Ratchet's brow. He huffed and shifted in his seat in mounting agitation. "Little things. You know."
"Hm." The subtle noise drew Ratchet's wandering optic. "I know a lot of things." Ratchet became a mute then with his optics fixed on them. Phage-One inhaled steadily through their vents and gradually out. "It has been a stressful vorn. Earth is fast paced, throwing circumstance after circumstance at us at a rapid rate. It weighs on all of us. Some more than others. You know this. You see Huffer is comatose with grief on his worst of days. Red Alert's paranoia has flared badly on this alien planet. And there are those of us that have enjoyed the new experiences Earth has given us; Hound, Bumblebee and Perceptor, to name a few. I mention your comrades, because there is no shame in coming forward to admit that you are struggling. Events have been particularly harsh on you and I regret that. I regret that I had not the foresight to reason that Megatron would place high value in your knowledgeable skills and abduct you. In hindsight, it was such a logical probability."
Ratchet broke contact then and ducked his cranium. His attention laser focused on the screen in front of him. "I... appreciate your concern, Prime. But now isn't the time for one of your pep talks. I really do need to run your scans. We can talk about this later."
"Ratchet." Intoned Pandora Endurus in her calm velvetine vocals. "Look at me when I am speaking, if you please." The CMO looked up slowly and locked optics with Phage-One's unique chemical fire optics. "You know many things. ...You are an incredibly talented medical officer. One of the best to ever grace Cybertron. You can identify various viral afflictions and mechanical failings at a glance. Is this not true?"
"I suppose."
"Don't be modest."
"Yes."
"Then pray tell." She motioned to her optics. "What affliction am I suffering that my optics are green?"
His gaze dropped. "You know many things." He echoed.
"We do." Phage-One responded in unison. "And you. -The truth, old friend. And only the truth." Ratchet's mouth parted and hung there, mute and dry. Her expression fell into one of intense concern. "Whatever pit you think you are in, it cannot be as bad as the one you were in back on Cybertron."
He inhaled sharply. His optics misty. "The cause is...your... matrix."
The silence stretched between them, quickly becoming a heavy and awkward thing. Optimus Prime cut through it by asking sharply calm and soft. "You knew. All this time."
"Of course I did."
"Why did you lie to Command. And me. Why, Ratchet? I cannot commute your reasonings. What benefit could you possibly gain?"
His features twisted then into an ugly countenance with gnashing denta and a glare full of anguish. "What benefit? There was no benefit for me. I was protecting her. You know. That thing that we Autobot's do that separates us from Decepticons. We protect those who cannot protect themselves."
"What?" Gaped a stunned Endurus, but Optimus seized reigns again and demanded, "How."
"How? How. How was I protecting her!? Think, Prime. What happened to you at the Battle of New York? I didn't want the same thing happening to her! Because it would." Ratchet exclaimed angrily, and climbed from his pedes in a fit, gesturing sharply and wildly as all his tightly coiled tension burst. "I know you weren't physical there for that, Alicean. I know you were safe back here. But you heard about it. You saw video of it. From New Yorkers. From our Spycams. What Megatron and the Decepticons did to Optimus Prime. What I had to repair. So when you brought me Phage, Prime, all newly cyber ascended, and I found her matrix, I had to make a call. On the one servo, if I told Command they would demand tests. They would what to see what your matrix could do, Phage. It's just standard. They would want to know if it could create new sparks.-"
Her expression widened and quietly mouthed, "New sparks...?"
"-And if it couldn't, they would want to know if it was more alike to the Heart of Cybertron. Those two tests alone could drastically alter her future. Don't deny it, Prime!" Ratchet snapped as Phage-One's features shifted yet again into Prime's more stoic countenance as she drew up to interject. "Autobot Command would use her just as they use everyone else. I wasn't going to stand for it. She isn't a tool. So of course I withheld the information. What was I suppose to do? I couldn't tell a spark. Not even you, Prime. Especially you. Because I knew. I knew the moment anyone in Autobot Command realized what you have, Phage- That. Was. It. It would be a matter of time before Megatron figured out what was going on and when that happened the entire War would refocus-on-you."
Phage-One sat patiently listening to Ratchet's passionate tirade. As they did, their optical ridges met together and their features fell deeper and deeper in contemplative concern. When he had run his steam Optimus Prime said, "Please sit down, Ratchet. And stop shouting. We are having a civil discussion. ...Thank you. As you were saying, you are correct, Ratchet. She isn't a tool. Phage is a close friend and ally... But-"
"There it is." Snapped Ratchet moodily.
"-had I been aware of the full extent of what the Lazalt had done to her," ground on Prime, now somewhat annoyed, "we could have helped her."
"I was helping her." Ratchet insisted boldly.
"Helping? You were isolating her." Challenged Optimus Prime. "If you wanted to help her and avoid all this trouble for yourself, why not just remove this matrix when you first discovered it?"
"Ha! I wish I could." Ratchet snorted bitterly. "You don't think that was my first thought when I found it? It cannot be removed."
"What?" Optimus Prime scoffed, as the mere suggestion sounded so ridiculous to him. "Why not?"
"It's not like our Matrix, Optimus. There isn't a casing."
"Why does that matter?"
"It matters. From what I can judge by the way it is designed... From what I assume some idiot Lazalt engineer thought was how a Matrix chamber and the Chosen Bearer operated...Well, I can only guess they thought the Chosen was the casing because the damn thing is hardwired into her very frame. I literally cannot remove it. In truth I am afraid of what would happen if I did."
Agog at the news, Phage-One gaped at Ratchet. Their processor was awhirl as they reflected back over yesterday's events. Optimus Prime wondered briefly if the reason her matrix seemed so wild and untamed was because it lacked a proper casing. Was a casing more than just a shell? Did it serve another purpose as a focus for the matrix energies? He had never considered such notions before and hypothesizing on it now was new and exciting for him. But the Endurus was focused on another matter entirely.
"But, Ratchet... If my matrix cannot be removed then how could the Decepticons use it like they did Optimus Prime's?"
Ratchet's face fell into utter concern and worry. "Oh, Phage... That question alone belies your ignorance. Firstly, the most simply yet gruesome way, they could cut it from your frame, Phage. Only Primus knows the backlash it would cause on your systems, but I fear if the Decepticons used the same extremes on you that they did on Optimus Prime at New York, you would terminate. Or, perhaps, it would destabilize your matrix and explode. Remember what happened to the photonic crystal we found in Peru, Prime? Massive energy, and yet easily destabilized. I hope you can see why I feared that outcome. ...Secondly, Phage, we have ways of extracting matrix energies from Optimus Prime without the barbaric means the Decepticons used in New York. We have such a device onboard the Ark now. We merely have to link Optimus Prime to it to extract matrix energies harmlessly from him. Megatron knows of this machine. He could, theoretically, duplicate it if he wanted if he had the blueprints. Or, if, say, he seized the Ark. If Megatron fully understood the risk of extracting your matrix, that it could destabilize the crystal, he may just construct such a machine and integrate you into it. Essentially, use you like some glorified battery. It wouldn't be the first time the Decepticons have committed such heinous crimes..."
"Once I realized the inherent dangers extracting your matrix could do, or what would happen if the Decepticons found out, or how the Decepticons would still find out if I informed Command, I felt this fell into the jurisdiction of private medical information. And so, I moved to protect my patient and friend." As Ratchet's long heated narrative drew to a quiet close, he managed a strained smile at his shell shocked patient and made a bid at humor. "Any further questions?"
Phage-One was stunned into silence at his confession. Multiple times their mouth parted only to close again. Their face twisted, optical ridges creased, they glanced aside and back again and repeated the process. The moment dragged on, until; "Ratchet." Pandora Endurus asked quietly. "When were you going to tell me?"
"Ah. Yes. Well, can I ask you a question: When should I have? In two Earth years you have dealt with a tremendous amount to adjust to your newfound existence; I have helped you to rebuild muscle cable strength just so you could walk again. That alone took quartexs. You also had to learn how to see all over again, all the new colors alone were overwhelming you...Should I have told you then? In the midst of all that?"
"No." She said quietly.
"No." Ratchet agreed with a little nod. "Small steps lead to the larger, successful recovery. I felt dropping a bomb on you that size would have undermined everything."
Her features twisted in agitation once again as Optimus seized control. "You should have came forward with the information, Ratchet. She's been suffering quietly. The Lazalt may not have installed it correctly, but they were closer to recreating the Matrix than Megatron ever was with the Heart. She's been suffering through multiple Signs of Affinity; matrix dreams being one of the most arduous. She needed a mentor. Not..." His words trailed off as Ratchet remained nonplussed by the information, even nodding along expectantly. "...You knew."
His expression went comedically wide. "Of course I knew. I'm a doctor to Prime's. Goodness, Optimus. When I discovered her matrix it was a matter of one plus one. The Lazalt had forged her into a copy of a Prime. It isn't that far of a stretch to assume they attempted what Megatron had with the Heart of Cybertron from there. I'm not proud to say I had some ptsd. Flashed back to when the Decepticons had abducted me on Cybertron to install a matrix chamber in Megatron. I knew, just knew, a repeat of the Heart Campaign was afoot. I dreaded how well the Lazalt had succeeded where Megatron had not, and I found out soon enough. Almost immediately. Within a week of her rescue, in fact. When I broached you about a new designation, Phage, to fit your new existence. You mentioned The Designation that Burns. The First of the Signs. Nearly word for word what Optimus Prime told me, once, long ago, before he ascended to Primehood: 'A designation burned into his processors.' I tell you Optimus, I nearly dropped my datapad."
:You told Ratchet?:
:I...Yes. I believe I did. With everything going on in the last few years I had forgotten. We were discussing how I would have to change my name from Alicean to something more appropriate and I mentioned there was a name burned in my mind. He went oddly still, I remember. I thought his reaction was strange but I didn't think anything else beyond that. I was too preoccupied with needing to choose a name.:
:You told Ratchet the designation?:
:...Come to think of it, yes. Yes I did. I believe he said it was 'too pretentious' for someone of my inexperience. ...So, I chose Phage.:
"And you said you knew about the matrix dreams?" Questioned Optimus Prime brusquely, his tone rumbling.
"Her sleep deprivation was obvious. Irritably. Bouts of anger. Forgetfulness. I approached her to ask, and she tried to be vague with me. Mumbled about old issues. I assumed that could be true, but she had been fine before and what she was exhibiting then was a new acute level. I assumed she could have been suffering matrix dreams and prescribed her your pills to recharge." Phage-One gaped as Ratchet smiled. "See? I had the situation under control, Optimus. I was trained by Oscillate the Living Forge. I tutored under him when Sentinel Prime walked and I have been your doctor for eons. I know what to look for. I know how to deal with Prime problems. Pardon the pun. I knew I could help her."
:There is the hubris.:
"You cannot help me, Ratchet."
"Of course I can. I have been."
"Not in the way I needed."
Anger flashed across his face. "What you needed was protection and obscurity."
"Damn it, Ratchet." Endurus lashed out only for Optimus Prime to cut her off and reel her back in. "What you did." Optimus began instead, "It was an incredibly reckless and dangerous decision for everyone. I am honestly appalled by your hubris, Ratchet." Rumbled Optimus Prime curtly. "You have used your position and influence to manipulate everyone around you. The Autobot Command and I relied heavily on your report and advice in regards to what to do with Phage. You sat there during the meeting and...you played on our concerns. You went so far as to insist I distance myself from Phage." Sudden enlightenment struck the combined pair as abrupt as a lightening strike. "You separated us on purpose. Spires of Iacon, Ratchet." Optimus muttered in disbelief, staring at his long time friend as if he he had grown a second head. "For what? So I wouldn't find out about her matrix?"
Phage-One blinked then, a small twitch, and Pandora Endurus was speaking. Her expression matched Optimus Prime's bewildered and hurt expression. "You did the same with me! When I came to you in private to discuss how Cybertronians formed relationships. You got so flustered and went off on how I shouldn't form any romantic connection at all. I can't wrap my brain around it. Why? Why separate us?"
"I..." stumbled and drawled Ratchet as he struggled to answer the question. "Yes. I am ashamed to admit this part. But, yes. I did position myself however and whenever I could to prevent your secret from coming out, Phage, even if that meant breaking the two of you up. Given Optimus Prime's familiarity with matrix chamber designs...well, could you imagine that? The big secret slipping out because Optimus Prime was klanking you into the next eon and the moment escalated into spark merging? He would have recognized the layout immediately."
Stupefied, Phage-One gaped, unable to respond for priceless nanokliks. As the moment stretched on Ratchet began nervously tapping at the edge of the keyboard. "Everything I did I did to protect her from the same atrocities you have faced yourself, Optimus Prime."
Their mouth twitched into a grimace. "Damn it, Ratchet." They growled in unison but again Optimus pressed on. "Don't you think you should have come forward when Megatron showed an interest in her when her outliner ability sparked? He captured her directly from the Ark! You should have known he would not stop there. You should have come forward. Why would you keep holding out?"
He set his jaw. "Sometimes the best way to protect something is by not protecting it at all."
"What does-" Optimus Prime began to growl, but Phage-One's cranium snapped to the side. Their features grimaced and smoothed over into a tired, but understanding countenance. Pandora Endurus said simply, "Sun Tsu and the Art of War. The more importance and protection you place on something, or someone, the more valuable it becomes. Ratchet's been balancing on a tightrope between protecting me without putting overt attention on me, otherwise it would draw suspicion."
"Exactly." Ratchet said softly.
"Well," Optimus Prime grumbled and glared, "the cyber cat is out the vent now."
"It doesn't have to be." Ratchet jumped to add, shaking his cranium in the negative. "Only the three of us know. It's for the best, I guess, but it has to stay-"
"Command already knows, Ratchet. They were informed the moment we arrived."
Micro aggressive expressions filtered across Ratchet's face as he processed the information. Quickly, a muscle spasm developed under his right optic. "Of course." He said bitterly. "Of course you would tell them, Prime. Did you spare a moment to think about her safety at all. The mechs around here are all bored cyber-hens. Look what 'Bee did today! Megatron is going to find out. And when he does-"
"He already knows."
The fight went right out of Ratchet. He stared at them, suddenly drained. And tired. And defeated. He sunk heavily into his chair and simply stared. Optimus carried on. "In the short time we were there, he found out. Ratchet. Old friend. I understand why you moved to protect her from harm. I do. But I am far from happy with the situation. I-We-are not happy at all. Terribly disappointed, in fact. Your hubris... astounds me. Your logic, reckless. What if Command had not sent an Extraction team? What if we had not retrieved Phage when the Seekers had kidnapped her from the Ark last year? Were you ever going to say something?"
"I almost did." Whispered Ratchet brokenly. "Many many times."
Before yet another tense, awkward silence could suffocate the room, the door to the small, private area slid open. Both Phage-One and Ratchet's attention jerked up to account for the intrusion and were greeted by Jazz, Prowl and Wheeljack as the three entered and immediately fanned across it to find adequate space. Upon entering, Jazz whistled and commented, "What's with the mood in here? It's so thick I could cut it with an energy sword."
The last fine thread of Ratchet's patience and sanity snapped at that exact moment. "What are you lot doing in here? Get out! Back rooms are for patient privacy!"
Jazz shot him a resolute grin. "Lil' Katt and I are practically amica endura."
"If it's not on your medical records I do not care." Sneered the doctor.
Shaking his cranium in disapproval, Prowl came to the rescue. "Come now, Ratchet. No need to be difficult. You know Jazz was Alicean's guardian for years. Even excluding that, Optimus Prime is at risk. Via chain of command, Jazz and I have the most right to be here."
"It's fine, Ratchet." Said Phage-One calmly.
He vented heavily, muttering darkly under his breath as he turned sharply in his seat and his digits took to flying across the keyboard. "What's the point of back rooms... Wheeljack!" Ratchet barked. "What are you even doing here? I asked you to extract Prime's spark from Sea Spray."
Wheeljack gave him a perplexed look. "Whoa...you okay, Sunshine? Spark extractions do not take long. And Prowl and Jazz asked I be here." He elaborated as he edged towards Ratchet and leaned over his shoulder strut to get a look at the monitor. "They want me to observe the operation. Prowl has seen how hard things have been recently and wants some of us to start pulling double functions."
Some tension eased out of Ratchet's frame. Genuine curiosity leaked into his tone. "You... want to double as a medic?"
"I thought I was doing a fair enough job."
"Well...Fine. Alright. Stay. Not that it seems I have a say anyways. -Phage, lay down so I can start."
"We can finish this discussion later, old friend."
Ratchet vented heavily and groused; "If you wish, Prime."
"Discuss what?" Asked Jazz, but Phage-One made a motion with their servo. A simple, quiet indication that Jazz knew to mean they would talk later. And so, he dropped the subject without complaint. But Phage-One and Ratchet stared longer at each other, a charged stare, then, gradually, Phage-One laid across the medberth. With a relieved energy and practiced motions, Ratchet finished setting up the terminal then moved across to them and extended out then up from the sides of the medberth a circular device that hovered inches above Phage-One's cranium. As he set it up, Ratchet droned on about the medical procedure in as much equal measure as he berated her; "Why are you making my life difficult, Phage? Why couldn't you have just stayed in the base where it was safe for you."
Safe, where Optimus Prime and I would have remained standoffish, thought Pandora Endurus. "All I did," she said in her calm, measured cadence, "was save Optimus Prime's life." Her fierce green optics never let up off of Ratchet as he worked.
The mech vented at her mention with a tired resignation. She noticed then, as she tried to catch his gaze, that he was deliberately avoiding her optics. "Prime would have been alright in the end. He always is. You, you..." Ratchet let it trail off, huffing and grumbling before saying; "-Now Optimus already knows this procedure, but you need to pay attention, Phage." He tapped the ring. "This device is going to scan your brain module. The process takes some time, so I need you to lay perfectly still while it is scanning. When it is finished, it will relay to me what damage the entanglement has caused."
"How?" Pandora asked simply.
"Hm? Simplistically speaking, personality weaves have their own unique energy signatures, if you will. All I need from you is to lie still while it scans. Can you do that?"
"Of course." They responded annoyed.
He nodded along. "Good. Good." And he pushed off and dropped into the swivel chair, spinning back around to the terminal in one fluid motion. "This will be about a breem or two."
"What are you looking at?" Wheeljack inquired as he leaned over the doctor.
Ratchet took a deep centering breath so he wouldn't explode. The idea of having to slow down and explain something at the moment just cranked up his nerves. After a moment, he began explaining tersely, "Basic entanglement scan. I need to see how far along their processes have meshed. Worst case scenario, if it has progressed too far along then there is no chance of a disentanglement and everyone is going to have to adjust to that."
"Best case?" Queried Prowl.
"Best case would be anything less than that." Snapped Ratchet. "I am very familiar with Prime's personality weave and can separate his out from a combiner conscious if I had too. Are you two listening?" Ratchet said suddenly at Phage-One. "This pertains to the both of you. Depending on the extent of the entanglement progression you could be looking at horrible side effects when I disentangle Optimus Prime from your CPU."
"Such as...?" Inquired Phage-One.
Ratchet shot them a deadpan glare. "Common side effects include ghost memories and habit recall. So, for instance Phage, you could suffer a waking memory of, say, Optimus Prime in combat or something of the like. Habit recall could be something as simple as a tick."
"Such as Optimus's finger twitch."
Ratchet paused for half a nanoklik to consider. Then said, "Yes. Exactly like that. Typically harmless and they should pass with rest and time."
"What about long term effects?" Phage-One asked quickly.
Ratchet glanced up from the monitor. "...Let's hope for the best. Don't give me that look, I'm not the one that extracted an entire mind while it was failing! ...Come to think of it, we would be extremely lucky if Optimus Prime's processes don't show signs of corruption."
Prowl and Jazz turned their attention sharply on Ratchet. Jazz quickly asked, "What do you mean?"
"What do you mean what do I mean? You know what I mean. Phage extracted Optimus Prime's consciousness while he was terminating. Furthermore, Megatron had delivered a series of severe hits to his cranium. If we're lucky, the brunt of the damage should have been absorbed by Prime's helmet. I've extracted bullets from it before after all. But without his actual cranium I can't determine the extent of the real damage to his brain module. So, we're about to find out how solid Prime's extraction was."
"He seems fine to me." Pandora Endurus cut in.
"That's great." Ratchet said flatly. "But does me no good. I need to see the actual code. We can't have even minor issues of corruption. It could worsen overtime."
Phage-One's optical ridges creased together. The Endurus asked; "What if there is signs of corruption? How do we help him?"
Every optic turned on her then. Despite Prime in her head, Phage-One felt small beneath their ancient, guarded optics. Wheeljack was the first to break the spell. He looked to Jazz and Prowl, and murmured, "We never told her, did we?"
Prowl shot him a stern glare, but Optimus Prime spoke through Phage-One then, and intoned solemnly, "None of the Witwicky's were informed."
Pandora took control back immediately. "Tell me what?"
:Optimus?:
But he was withdrawn. :I'm sorry, Pandora. This matter has to be discussed by Command.:
:It requires that level of clearance?:
:Not necessarily. It's just that...The Witwicky's and you are...outsiders.:
The label gave her pause. :The Witwicky's are honorary Autobot's.:
A great sigh rushed from Prime's avatar in the mindscape. :Cybertronians have a great many customs that are difficult to discuss. Some of our customs adopted over the course of the War are taboo topics among humans in philosophical discussion. We were uncertain how the Witwicky's would react if we told you everything at the start. So, it was decided it was simply easier not to tell you.:
:What could be so controversial?!:
Prowl's face hardened. He turned decisively to Jazz. "Considering the Prime is in her cranium and hasn't told her, we shouldn't either."
But a troubled expression ingrained on Wheeljack and Jazz's facial features. Jazz beat Wheeljack to the question bothering them both. "Doesn't Lil' Katt have one, Ratchet?"
The doctor stiffened. "No." He admitted. "Phage is not registered as an essential. She possesses no skill set or knowledge that we don't already surpass."
"Wow." Intoned Endurus with a deadpan edge. "Not essential? Nice to know."
"Oh shush you." Trolled Ratchet before adding as an afterthought, "Come to think of it, you never signed the consent forms."
"What forms!?"
"Exactly." Said Ratchet.
"What!"
The squabbling mechs missed Phage-One's affronted disposition.
"Damn it, Ratchet." Jazz hissed. "Nobody thought about this after her outliner ability sparked? The phasing damages the brain module."
"She was told not to phase." Ratchet shot back.
"Except she has been!"
"Don't blame this on me. I have the Autobot Second and Third in Command in my Medbay asking me why she wasn't told? Really? You know damn well why. This is an oversight on the Command's part that she wasn't flagged." Prowl and Jazz looked between each other then, at a loss for how to proceed.
Wheeljack spoke up then. "Is now the time to tell her? I thought it was agreed not to inform the Witwicky's due to human ideals?"
"What are you getting at?" Prowl asked.
"She's already been through a lot. What if this is the proverbial last blast before the building collapses?"
"Only you would make an explosive reference." Mumbled Ratchet.
"I can't decide if it's adorable how much you all care about my mental health, or if I should be affronted that you think I'm made of glass." Chimed in Pandora. "Whatever it is it cannot be as bad as you lot think it is."
"Really?" Challenged Jazz. "How about that time when you finally realized Cybertronians had alloy hues." Phage-One went deathly quiet and had the decency to blush. "You kept gaping at Trailbreaker, Prime and me before you ran off to find Sparkplug and Spike."
"Come now, Jazz! I was what, sixteen at the time?"
"How is that an excuse?" Jazz challenged. "How did you go so many years with us before you even realized?"
"Why would I make the correlation that autonomous biomechanical entities had skin tones! Especially when you use a black holoform when you're white? Way to confuse a poor girl."
"She has a point." Said Prowl.
"I heard about that one." Chortled Wheeljack, trying his best not to burst out into full bodied laughter. "Funniest slag I'd heard in awhile. Still hilarious as all Pitt. I wish I had been there for that."
"Oh it was funny." Jazz remarked. "Trailbreaker and I couldn't stop laughing."
"So what you're trying to imply is that this is going to shock me as badly as realizing you have skin tones?"
"Alloy hues."
She shot Jazz a deadpan expression. "You know what I mean."
"Don't move." Ratchet chided. "I'll have to start over if you do."
"Jazz?"
The mech in question inclined his cranium in Prowl's direction and they shared a knowing look before he turned back to Phage-One. "So, this may shock you worse than that time, I believe."
Phage chuckled. "Okay. So, what's the big hubbub?"
Jazz was opening his mouth to say, when Ratchet interjected. "You said you consider yourself to be her amica endura, Jazz?"
"Unofficially officially." He replied. At Ratchet's look, he added, "There was never a ceremony, but I consider Lil' Katt mine."
"Bold to announce it like that." Needled Wheeljack good-naturedly.
"Nobody here I don't trust." Countered Jazz.
"Hm." Said Ratchet. "Then, I can rely on you when she doesn't take the information well to help in her recovery?"
"Yes." Jazz replied immediately, his tone bordering on affronted. "Can't believe you have to ask. Who was the one there for her after the Insecticon Incident? Me. And did I not just drive head first into the Decepticon seabase to retrieve her?"
"Alright alright alright!" Ratchet said with a wave of his servo as if he could ward Jazz off that way. "If you think she can handle it go ahead. But it is my professional opinion that you wait till another time. She's not had any time to decompress."
A tense silence occupied the room then. The machinery hummed along as the scan progressed. Phage-One waited expectantly. Jazz made several false starts, but either stopped himself as he tried to find a right way to phrase it or stopped at minute glances from Prowl. As the moment stretched on, a small whisper pricked at their audios. "If your corrupted, will you be alright?" Fugitive glances jumped in Phage-One's direction. Silence came from the femme after, and it was immediately understood that Phage had been speaking to Optimus Prime and that she, unused to her situation, had accidentally spoken aloud without realizing it.
Jazz grimaced. Prowl shot him a warning look. From eons working side by side, an entire conversation passed between them without the need for any verbal or electronic communication. A decision was ultimately reached.
"So, Lil' Katt." Jazz announced loudly, his arms gesticulating animatedly. "I need you to not freak out on us and just wait till the end of my explanation. We have this thing."
"A thing." She echoed with a smirk. "If you say so."
"Great start." Scoffed Ratchet under his breath as Wheeljack chortled quietly.
"If this is hard to explain, why don't you try with the name and go from there?" Suggested Pandora Endurus in her soothing cadence.
"Now really isn't the time for this. You don't even know how to begin. It would be best," Prowl insisted in his calm, eloquent way, "if we discuss how best to break the news to her in detail then sit her down after. Then we can have the space to talk at length and answer questions, because there will be many. All that's important to know now is that Optimus Prime will be fine."
Jazz was opening his mouth to continue when Phage-One interrupted. "You do not have to explain it to me now, Jazz. Ratchet and Prowl are right. I have had a very long day. And, quite frankly, I do not have the emotional bandwidth right now. I couldn't care less if you're about to tell me that Ratchet has the skill to view Optimus Prime's entire personality weave in a computer and edit out data corruption. All I care to know is that Optimus Prime will be fine. And he has already assured me he will be whether or not corruption is discovered from the transfer. If it's really so important, you can explain it to me another time when we have a chance to sit down over a glass of energon and you've had time to come up with a proper explanation."
"A wise decision." Ratchet quipped. "Finally, someone listens to the good doctor. In the same code as long arduous days, I have to inform you about the disentanglement operation. It is going to take a number of cycles to complete. Three and upward depending on how far along Optimus Prime's mental processes have encroached on your own."
"Why so long?"
"It takes time to carefully pick apart two personality weaves. Then I'll have to perform the severance operation for the resonance right after." Ratchet vented noisily at this. "Unless one of the other 'Bots go critical. If that happens I'll have to give you a Block to dampen the sensory connection."
"Actually, Ratchet." Began Phage-One. "Phage and I have discussed the severance while we were enroute to the Ark. And we decided we do not want to undergo the severance operation for the resonance."
The little private room went oddly quiet. Craniums turned up and four sets of blue optics bored into Phage-One's prone form. Ratchet blinked. Then bopped his audio receptor with the flat of her servo. "Come again?" Ratchet asked at length.
Remaining perfectly still on the medberth for the sake of the scan, Phage-One repeated carefully. "We do not want the severance."
Ratchet's mouth popped open, hung there a moment, then closed again. The doctor swiveled in the chair to look up at an equally stunned Prowl, Jazz, and Wheeljack. "Everyone heard that, right?"
"Hm, yes." cracked Jazz with a smile twisting its way at the corner of his mouth. "I heard they did not want the severance."
"Why?" Asked a thoroughly confounded Prowl. "Being bonded is such a liability."
Phage-One's cheeks tinted a blue hue. Their mouth worked but failed to make a sound. The smirk on Jazz's mouth grew until it stretched across his face. "Is there something the two of you want to tell us?" Teased Jazz.
Optimus Prime took over then and spoke through Phage. "Yes. Severance's have an oft chance of destroying a spark's innate outliner ability. Am I not correct, Ratchet?"
As the wide smile dropped off Jazz's face in disappointment, so too did the doctor's shoulder struts droop with relief. "Ah. Well, yes. That happens sometimes. Every outliner spark is different. There is no telling how any change to the spark could upset the ability. Most changes would be benign but severance's do deal with scrambling a spark's frequency to cut off the bond. There have been cases of Cybertronian's loosing their outliner ability after the procedure."
Her servo twirled at her side in leu of a nod. "Phage's is too unique to afford losing. So, we both decided that we do not want the severance procedure, but we would like to opt for the Block."
If Jazz could look more deflated, he would have to be put out in a rainstorm and stuck in thick mud. Prowl and Ratchet on the other hand nodded along to the Prime's logical conclusion.
"If the two of you so wish." Ratchet said.
"We find it the best course."
"So be it. Easier on me. A Block is simple. Does the job of a severance without me having to take a scrambling tool to your sparks. Just, temporary. It works to dampen the sensory connection established so long as both of you have the Block installed. If, say, Phage were to remove her Block, her side of the resonance would be open. Does that compute?"
"Yes, Ratchet." Responded Phage-One, then Optimus said, "I know how Blocks work."
"The explanation is for Phage, not you." Snapped the doctor. "Now as I was saying before about the Disentanglement procedure before we got sidetracked here. Once that operation is over, Phage and Optimus Prime-"
"Phage-One." Interjected Jazz.
"You're really doing this?" Sighed Ratchet.
Jazz shrugged. "You know the rules. A promotion is a promotion."
Ratchet rolled his optics. "Once the Disentanglement operation is over, both Phage-One and Optimus Prime are going on medical leave. Yes, Prowl. Both. No stress at all. I am serious about this. Disentanglement procedures can trigger panic attacks, nervous breakdowns and mental breaks if the patients do not get proper rest. It is a lot on the processes to handle without outside forces adding to it."
"Yeah, yeah. Quiet time. Got it." Jazz waved off.
"I'm serious." Ratchet gruffed. "Phage-One and the Prime will be on medical leave until I clear them for active duty."
Phage-One pulled a face. When they spoke, their voice dipped into the lower octaves. "Ratchet," Optimus began, "there is a lot of critical matters I have to attend too. Passcodes need to be reset. Meetings-"
"No. No!" Snapped Ratchet, wagging a digit in their direction. "No work! The passcode resetting is fine. But no work, Prime! I'm serious! I'm forcing you on vacation."
"Vacation?"
"I know it's not in your vocabulary, but it's that thing that one does where they enjoy relaxing activities for extended periods of time. Sometimes alone, sometimes with others."
"Harrharr."
"If you think that's funny, wait till I tell you the length of leave."
Phage-One pulled a confounded look that could have only been Optimus Prime. "...a week?"
Ratchet's face scrunched up in disgust and glared at Phage-One. "An Earth month, possibly a quartex I am not satisfied with your bill of health."
Phage-one pulled a face then. "What am I suppose to do for a month?"
"I'm sure you'll figure it out. But so help me if I catch you doing work..."
"I'll keep an optic on them, Ratchet." Supplied Jazz. "I'll personally see Op off to a deserted island getaway if I have too."
"What would I do on a deserted island?" Objected Prime.
"I'm sure you'll think of something." Replied Jazz.
"Aha!" Exclaimed Ratchet. "Aaaand the results are in."
Wheeljack leaned forward to get a good look at the monitor before he pointed at he screen. "That's her brain module? What's with the color patterns?"
"Their personality weaves." Ratchet grit through his denta, irritated to be playing teacher when he was so overworked already.
"Which is which?"
"That one's Prime's." Ratchet exclaimed and pointed at the screen.
"How's it looking, Ratchet?" Asked Phage-One. "Can I sit up now?"
"Hm? Oh, yes. And not the best but better than I'd hoped. Optimus Prime's personality weave has been...um. Invasive."
Phage-One snorted. "Tell me about it."
Ratchet glanced her way. "Cranium aches? Olfactory bleeds?"
"I have had thee worse headaches I have ever experienced."
Ratchet nodded along as if he had expected all of that and then spun in the chair to address the room. "I need to do the operation now before it progresses further. Everyone is in stable condition, but if anything happens-"
Wheeljack put his servo on his shoulder strut then and interrupted to say, "Don't worry about everyone else. Everything is fine. I think I can handle a bit of nanny-bot duty."
Ratchet cast him a weary and dubious look. "You say that, but then the Twins will end up getting riled up. Then brawling. And then Cliffjumper will get involved and soon my Medbay will become a impromptu bar style free-for-all."
"Come on, Sunshine. When's the last time that happened?"
Ratchet's whole demeanor went dead. "Iacon. Before the Ark launch."
Wheeljack tried to wave it off. "Tensions were high." Ratchet just continued with his weary glare until Prowl interjected.
"Medbay will remain brawl free, Ratchet. I give my word. If the Twins ramp up Trailbreaker and I will see them personally off to the brig."
"Good enough." Sighed Ratchet. "I need everyone to clear out of here. I need the space and quiet to operate."
"I am staying." Ratchet glanced up at Jazz in mild surprise. "Bot's honor, I won't make a peep, except to play whatever mood music you need to get into the zone with. But someone in Command needs to oversee this. Optimus Prime is on the line."
Ratchet exhaled through his vents. "Fine. Everyone else out. Phage-"
"Phage-One." Interjected Jazz.
"Phage-One." Stressed Ratchet with a roll of his optics. "I actually need you to lie back down. I will be forcing you into recharge-"
"Recharge!?" Panicked Phage-One. :Oh god. I hope I don't suffer a nightmare mid operation!: "We have to do this with me under?"
One of Ratchet's optical ridges arched high. "Yeees." He drawled. "Unless you enjoy the sensation of having someone pick at your brain module and slowly extradite bits and pieces of it away. Which, I doubt." In the background, Jazz kept motioning to opt for the knockout. "I thought so."
"What about nightmares?"
Ratchet stared tiredly at her. "Are you still having problems with that? The pills I gave you weren't working?"
Phage-One blushed. "I...I haven't...taken them, actually."
At first, Ratchet was not but a stony countenance at the news, then he glared. "Why not?" And as she struggled to explain herself, Ratchet lost his patience. "Know what. Nevermind. I don't want to hear it. I'll grab you one before the procedure. I expect you to take it. Last thing I need is you having some episode on the medberth. Then I'm putting you under. When you online later, it'll just be you again, Phage. No Optimus Prime."
"Phage-One."
"I will kick your aft out personally if you don't knock that slag out." Barked Ratchet. "Pitt. You know what, just put on Cosmic Sympathy Number Five and be quiet."
Optimus Prime by Guardinthena
"...Phage...?"
She did not immediately register the calm, soothing voice that brushed at the thin veil of sleep that was cast over her, but it was persistent, gently so, and after a spell she wondered, disjointedly, how long it had been calling to her. "Phage...?" Then, two digits prodded at her shoulder. "Phage-One?"
The thin veil of sleep was slow to slip off of her, but it was pulled far enough that she at last registered who the voice belonged to and said so groggily as she came too. Blinking blearily, she croaked; "Prowl?"
As Phage-One came awake, her mental processes immediately began firing off. She registered straightaway that she was still in the small private room where she had been taken for the scan and ensuing Disentanglement operation. The lights were dimmed, signaling that it must have been night outside the Ark, as it was custom for the Autobots to dim the entirety of the grounded starship to mimic the Earth's cycles. Her concerns turned quickly to her recent operation. "It's night already?" Phage asked as she gingerly tried to sit up. "Wasn't it just morning? Was there a hiccup in the Disentanglement?"
Prowl gave her a peculiarly troubled look. "It was a success. You've been recharging since. ...Do you not notice the difference?"
She stared up at Prowl, groggily trying to process his question. When it finally sunk in Phage-One lightly touched her cranium. :Optimus?:
She was met with expectant silence. And smiled tenderly. "He's gone." She announced happily but then the smile slipped from her face. The cranium surge from hell was blissfully gone. Her headspace was expectantly quiet and wonderfully, simply, hers. And yet, strangely, she found she missed Optimus Prime's calming presence.
"You seem upset?"
Her thin optical ridges sloped together. "I never realized how empty my head was before." In response, Prowl made a general noise at the back of his throat. Her slight confusion deepened then. As she became more alert, her attention focused up on Prowl. "What are you doing here?" She inquired as she moved to sit up.
"I'm not allowed to visit to pay my respects?"
"When was the last time you did." She countered.
For half a klik, Prowl was taken aback by her blunt point, then had the decency to be abashed. "I know I haven't always been present. These things are...well, difficult for me. But here I am."
"Here you are." Phage-One echoed, searching his face over as the moment dragged on uncomfortably long. Worry began pooling in her spark that something was gravely amiss because she could not think of any other reason Prowl would seek her out when he tended to avoid her at all cost. There were dozens of other Autobot's he could go to with a problem, and did, unless... Was she in trouble?, she wondered with sudden spiking alarm. What for? And then frantically wondered further, were they under attack? Were they evacuating? Her anxiety skyrocketed as she sat up, fuel pump pounding in her chassis. "Is something wrong?"
Prowl stepped smartly back from her medberth and fell into the customary at ease position that Autobot's were known for. "Glad you asked. Makes this easier. Follow me." He clipped, gesturing with a curt nod of his cranium towards the door that led from her private Medbay suite and back into the common area of the Medbay.
Disoriented and confused from the Disentanglement procedure, Phage-One stumbled off the medberth to obediently follow but pitched forward instead. Before she could hit the floor, Prowl lunged forward and caught her, his grip steadfast as he hauled her to her pedes.
"Sorry! Sorry." She blabbed. "I didn't realize...I am exhausted."
"When was the last time you had energon?"
She pulled a face. "Yesterday morning. Before the attack."
Once again he hummed before asking tersely; "Can you stand?"
Phantom worry of Decepticon invasion plagued her. Could she stand? She would will it. "Yes. Yes! Just tripped getting up-Oh!" Before she had finished, Prowl took her affirmation at 'yes' and nearly dragged her from the room. She did not protest as he led her out, but stumbled to match his brisk speed as he led her through the threshold and into the dimly lit and quiet Medbay.
Optics wide with alarm, she scanned the Medbay back and forth for trouble but found none. All she spied instead were injured Autobot's recharging peacefully on their medberths. Optical ridges crinkling in deepening confusion, she reiterated desperately, and in hushed tones; "What's wrong? Are we under attack? Has the Ark been invaded?"
"That is my fear."
Her fuel pump clenched, her thoughts spiraling to the first time the Decepticons had first kidnapped her for a personal private meeting with Megatron after her outliner ability had flared up. The Decepticons had set up a false raid to lure the Autobot's out of the Ark and then sent the Seekers in after her. She sometimes still jumped when she caught sight of the Aerialbots shadows, especially when she lacked for recharge. It led her to wonder what was happening now. Why weren't the rest of the Autobot's being roused? Why was the klaxon alarm not blaring?
"Are they about to break in? Are we retreating?"
Prowl glanced at her sidelong, a strange stoic expression upon his beautiful, youthful face. "The Decepticons are not here, Phage-One."
"They're outside the Ark?"
"No. The battle was yesterday."
Her panic started to drain away, only for her stuffy head to fill with confusion. "I don't understand. Prowl, what's going on?"
"I need your help."
Now she was doubly confused. "You need my help?"
"Affirmative."
Without warning, he came to an abrupt halt while Phage-One, too busy checking her blind spots, crashed hard into the medberth in front of them. She half fell atop the mech on the medberth but Prowl was quick to yank her back, his digits digging into her arm. Prowl said something then, but she did not catch it. Her entire world dissolved to just herself, her memories, and Optimus Prime's mangled frame laid out on the medberth.
Brief but intense memories from the day before cut her as if they were the sharp edges of shattered glass. The memories flashed and burned in her mind's eye. In one, her energon drenched hands were dipping in and out of Optimus Prime's injuries, desperate to stop the flow of his lifeblood leaving his body. Another, she recalled her unbridled fear as she kept glancing over her shoulder strut to mark the progress of Megatron's battle with the Lamborghini Twins and Ironhide, and whether or not the Decepticon warlord had noticed her yet. Still another, of her shattering the glass of Prime's window panels, the damaged ones she was staring at now, with the broken hinges she had yanked ajar in pure adrenaline and fear, desperate to pluck Prime's spark from the grasp of death itself when her medical skill had failed and steal the Matrix out from under Megatron himself, because the alternative meant more Decepticons and that meant more death. Further up her optics roved the frame and settled with finality on the absent head...and she spiraled to the last sharp memory, of Megatron forcing her on all fours, his hand encompassing her cranium, forcing her to stare into the dead optics of Optimus Prime's decapitated head.
She did not know when her breathing had began to come in short, brief bursts, but she became conscious of it when she stumbled back, desperate to put some distance between herself and the medberth she'd nearly fallen onto. Disoriented and flushed in the cheeks, Phage turned a hurt and befuddled optic on Prowl, all too eager to fix her attention on anything but the frame of the Prime. "I don't...What? Why?" She fumbled for coherency as much as a proper thought as she scrambled to center her mind, sweep away the memories into a side tunnel, collapse it, and hide out on the rock in the depths of her inner sea.
Prowl's ancient mechanical optics processed her with a cool, detached air that only further unraveled her. "I require you to heal Optimus Prime."
Heal Optimus... Prime...? her thoughts drawled, stumbling over the request as she simultaneously tried to comprehend how and why Prowl thought waking her and dragging her from her medberth to this was acceptable in the slightest. "What?" She uttered in disbelief. "You want me to what?" As his request sunk in, her agitation flared and she hissed out under her breath, "Damn it, Prowl! I thought we were under attack!"
"We could be." He said calmly in the low hushed tone he had adopted to not disturb the resting Autobots surrounding them at every turn.
"What are you on about? Look around!" She whispered heatedly. "Everyone's sleeping. No klaxon alarms blaring. You scared me half to death dragging me out here!"
"Phage." Prowl said in his customarily calm, patient but firm way. "I have debriefed all the extraction team except for Bumblebee, Spike and yourself. All have confirmed that the Decepticons were operating at peak efficiency. Most alarming so, that Megatron was uninjured despite his brawl with Prime. Is this true?"
"Yes."
"Then it implies the Decepticons have some new medical cure-all that we are unaware of. It explains why they were able to hold siege on the Ark for so long yesterday. But it also implies that whatever it is, it is in limited supply and they had to get more from their base. Is this not logical?"
"It is." She drawled cautiously. "I had already figured as much."
"Good. That, I am not surprised by. Now have you followed that thought further along? No. Well then, does it not bear to reason that Megatron and the Decepticons will lay siege to the Ark again and again and again. Slowly but surely wearing us down until none of our warriors are left standing? We came within an astrodust speck of losing the Prime the first go round. If not for your intervention we would have. Tell me, Phage-One. Do you think we can hold out against another siege?"
"We took some of theirs hostage, didn't we?"
"Yes." Concurred Prowl crisply. "But what does it matter that we have the Constructicons? They still have Bruticus and Menasor. At least, I thought so. But now I have the whole Extraction Team reporting there is another combiner we know nothing about. I ask you, Phage-One, how many more do the Decepticons have that we do not know anything about?" Prowl became increasingly agitated that she was taking time to mull over his request rather than agree with him immediately. The gradual shift reflected in his tone as he carried on. "Phage." Prowl replied crisply, "I do not have the time to awaken you to everything that has been going on over the years. Nor do I have the authority to do so. What I will explain, and quickly, is what should be the most obvious to you by now. You were young, by human standards, when the Battle of New York happened. What transpired there, put simply, is that in the timeframe that Megatron had Optimus Prime and the Matrix, we had no idea how many sparks Megatron extracted from the Matrix. We could hope that it was only the Decepticons and Combiners that came shortly thereafter, but the sighting of this new combiner is troubling. Now consider, you have now seen the size of the Decepticon sea base first hand. According to the Extraction Team, you were discovered on the side of their complex where their quarters are located. Is this true?"
"Yes, I suppose."
"Would you not reason that multiple levels is a bit much for the accounted for Decepticon forces?"
Her optics widened. "Yes. Now that you mention it..."
Prowl simply nodded. "Good. Now that we agree on that, let me explain further: Sea Spray's function has been to keep tabs on the Decepticons operations and their trade deals with the sub-Atlanteans. Their seabase has been growing for years with no clear increase in their numbers. It should be a logical deduction then that Megatron is preparing for something massive." All throughout his careful explanation her optics grew ever wider as Prowl laid out the barest bones of the long reaching scope of events and grew additionally worried and in awe of the complexities the Autobot's had been discussing and dealing with without her knowing. "So again, Phage ...Now that you grasp the gist of the imminent danger we are in, I need your cooperation. I need you to heal Prime."
She looked at him sharply, all too worried. "I can't! I-"
"You can't? How long do you think we have before the Decepticon's gather their forces again and launch another attack? Who will fall next time? Brawn, Ironhide-Ratchet? What about Wheeljack or Windcharger? Or me? Earth cannot afford that. We cannot afford that." Prowl glanced around the Medbay before refocusing his attention on her. "Not you or any of the other Autobot non-combatants can afford that outcome. Megatron and the Decepticons would do with you, Huffer, Hoist, Grapple, Beachcomber, Perceptor, all of you, as he sees fit. If we fall." His features grew stern. "Which is why I need you to heal Optimus Prime and everyone else."
At that moment, Megatron's disturbing threat came back to haunt her with a vengeance and echoed round and round in her cranium. A heavy weight formed at the bottom of her fuel tanks and reflected on her face. She shifted her weight in agitation. Her omni-hair twisted, coiled and bunched up tightly around her face. Habitually, her hands reached for her long synthetic braid and found it absent. In that moment she became starkly aware of the change of her hair and agitated that she had nothing to busy her hands with.
"Megatron already made it abundantly clear what he was going to do to me." Prowl's optical ridge quirked then. She had been unable to talk about what had happened to anyone of yet, and broaching the subject made the dam walls break. "Megatron found out I had Optimus Prime because of the reformate. He...he threatened me that he would let the procedure finish. That he would let our sparks merge and our minds get so entangled there would be no chance to undo the damage."
"Megatron said what? That sounds like a lot of hot air from the old gladiator."
"Yes! Well, no not...Oh!" Phage snapped in hushed tones, frazzled and distressed before blabbering on. "He said he would make a show of a farce execution to convince the Autobot's that I was dead, then Altihex Optimus and I and-and he said, verbatim, I will bury you in the next generation.'" As she elaborated further on Megatron's threat, Prowl's nonplussed mask broke into a fissure of real worry. "-Dear god, Prowl! Please. Please! If I ever go missing, or-or the Decepticons claim I am dead, please look for me! I don't care how convincing it looks. Please!"
His optical ridges had shot skywards. His servos reached to hold her steady, but he hesitated, uncertain as his digits flexed and closed. "Yes. Certainly. I would. Will! Of course I will! -He said that? All because he found out you had Prime? That doesn't compute. Why not just extract Optimus-"
"I don't know. I don't know! Megatron made multiple remarks about an Ariel." She linted in her distress. She reached again for her braid and again was frustrated to find it absent from her touch. "He said I looked like her. He mentioned this in our discussion previous to Jazz and the team showing up. Then, much later, when everything was hell in the hallway, before he launched into his spiel about what he'd do to me, he made a comment about, about how, something about 'out of all the forms you've had, Prime, I like this one the best.'" She paused briefly, but wanted to say so much more. Wanted to tell Prowl every last detail, but she stopped short at the stunned and disturbed expression on his face.
He started to reach for her again, and again paused, uncomfortable and uncertain, then tried to play it off by waving his servo absently through the air. "Phage... were there other incidents before the extraction team showed up?" She nodded vigorously, unable to voice just then everything, because she wanted to burst out and say everything all at once and couldn't figure out how to express everything instantly. She felt like her hands were shaking, and kept glancing at them and holding them out to gauge. Finally she mumbled, "The conversation I had with Megatron ranked right up there with Shrapnel and Bombshell. It was... He's never sounded so crazy. Grieving Prime's death and midlife crisis all in one."
"What?"
Phage fixed her gaze on Prowl and unconsciously began picking and fidgeting with her hands. "And before the meeting Rumble and Frenzy had me clean up in the Wash Racks because 'Megatron doesn't deal with scrap heaps' and then the Stunticons jumped me-"
"What?" Prowl's optics doubled in size. Abruptly, but not unexpectedly, he grabbed her arm then and turned her around, where her back was to Prime's frame and he was facing her. "Phage, listen to me carefully. I know there hasn't been time to fully debrief you yet. Extracting Optimus Prime was paramount. When the situation has settled, I am going to need you to make a full report of what happened and log that with me. Am I understood? -Good. But right now, I need you to focus on the now. Can you do that? Not just for me, but everyone involved? You clearly understand firsthand the dangers you are in. I need you to heal Prime and the rest of the Autobot's before the Decepticons arrive."
Slowly, Phage shook her head in the negative, apologetic yet numb. "I've been trying to tell you, Prowl, I can't fix this level of damage! Why are you asking me instead of Ratchet?"
They both shared a moment where they stared at each other, both trying to process the other, what was said verses what was asked and, in general, reboot their processes. Prowl arrived at his conclusion nanokliks before Phage.
"Fix?" Said Prowl.
"Oh!" Gasped Phage.
"If I wanted you to fix him I would have gone to Ratchet. I said I wanted you to heal him."
Her optics doubled in size as the realization of what he was asking dawned on her. "Oh!"
"How can you be such an uber and a drone at the same time?"
"Excuse me." Clipped Phage-One. "But you're the one that woke me up after an operation. I am not at my best."
Despite their hushed conversation, Prowl's assertive demeanor was not affected, rather, between his calm presence and sweet voice, it was amplified. He sighed in frustration and stressed her designation in the same breath. "Phage of the Ark. What is going through your processor? I have been candid with you yet I feel you are being guarded with me."
"Excuse me?" Phage-One chirped.
"Every 'Bot confirmed 'Bee's story: after Megatron gouged your arm with a laser scalpel you regenerated at the same speed that the Twins are renowned for. You healed Bumblebee and revived Spike from termination." His features dissolved into incredulousness. "Allspark, Phage. I cannot figure out what is going through your cranium. On one servo you are moonlighting your phasing ability when you were warned not to, and then on the other you sneak the Matrix into Prime's subspace pocket. I had a pitt of a time trying to convince mechs around here you hadn't gone rogue-"
"No one trusts me?" She asked brokenly.
"-Now I find out about this? Why would you keep this a secret?"
"I wasn't!" She cried indignantly.
"Shush-Weren't you? You were phasing and not degrading from phase rot and you didn't realize then that you had your own matrix? Didn't realize what you had? How do you explain it?"
In a burst of raw emotion, Phage cracked; "What is there to explain?! I didn't know I could do any of that till now! The phasing-Ratchet only told me not to use it because it could be dangerous. When I wasn't degrading, I figured Ratchet had overblown phase rot like he does everything else! For heavens sake, the mech got wound up whenever Spike or I would eat fast food or indulge in a soda! I still can't get over that one time he slid into the Command Center after we came back from an outing and practically grilled us on our food choices and began setting up a detox."
"He did it because he cares. He wanted to make sure you all lived as long and as healthily as you could. But you. Why do it at all?"
"I just...I just wanted my family back! Nobody has treated me the same way they did when I was Alicean! I've been treated as an outsider for the last two years! Do you have any idea the lengths and hoops I've had to go through in two years alone? Waking up like this? Having to go through rehabilitation to learn how to walk! And having to relearn how to function on my own to take care of myself? Or my struggle to consume energon? Do you know Ratchet had to hook me up to a drip for weeks until I could tolerate energon? I kept gagging, Prowl. Gagging on energon. Ratchet theorized it was because my human experiences registered the taste as god awful. Not that you know."
"Of course I know."
"Do you? From second hand accounts. Reports. But you weren't here. And that's my point. You weren't there. Few of the Bots were. I was alone with Ratchet most the time and he kept hammering down my throat to shut up and put up because you've all been through worse! I've been in a private hell for years! Through it all I kept thinking I had to be respectful towards the lot of you-because you have all been through so much. Because that's what my father drilled in. That I shouldn't complain. I had no right. But no matter how much I swallowed, how much I did to improve, how hard I pushed myself to catch up-It was never good enough." Prowl tried to interject but she kept going. "Six months I was shoved aside to organize Wheeljack's mess. Six months! And why? He doesn't follow the organization set out. He just does what he always does. I understood then how little I meant."
"Phage-"
"So fuck yes I was moonlight phasing! Because I wanted to be useful! Because I needed to feel that I mattered, Prowl! To prove my worth. If I could master my skill, I reasoned, I could get my family back, because they turned away from me after I was forcibly cyber ascended. -Has that ever crossed your processor, Prowl? The violence done to my person? That I was kidnapped and forcibly cyber ascended? Does that even compute to you? -And yet, despite every slight, I love this family. I gave up one life already for the lot of you. And none of that seems to matter! I pushed and advocated and tried so damn hard to help you. I helped secure rights for your people. The lands around the Ark are your own sovereign land. I wanted you all to heal and move on from the war. It was so long ago. Explore who you are. I-I..." Her voice grew too thick to talk then, but she pushed pass the lump to finish even as her voice cracked. "Why did I bother if this is how I'm treated in turn? Why did I throw years of my life away? For what?" She paused then, struggling to not break down entirely. She bit back on haggard sobs that wanted to cut out of her throat while a rebellious tear cut a streak down her left cheek.
The atmosphere in the Medbay had become charged, a quiet, tense thing. Where mechs had been recharging before, Prowl was not so certain now. He was not a gambling mech, but he would put credits down that there were a few listening in. He was less certain where the conversation had taken such a drastic left turn. How had they gone from him asking her to heal Prime to a meltdown? What had he said?
Primus, speaking with Phage was similar to speaking to Bluestreak. The two could talk circles around people and never get anywhere. "Years worth?" Prowl murmured quietly as he processed her words. "It wasn't even a vorn."
The stark reminder of the difference in time between their species smacked her hard across the face. With it, something deep inside of Phage-One broke and with it went the light out of her optics. Her features shifted from struggling to hold off on a complete breakdown and gradually morphed into a stony blank mask. Prowl found it an improvement. Certainly easier to deal with. He squared off and stately matter of factly, "I am going to be candid with you, Phage-One, because you need to hear some harsh facts: you are mired in the past and too short-sighted. I do not care about what you accomplished as Alicean Witwicky of Portland. Gaining rights in America was only ever a stepping stone. It will not matter when we leave Earth. It especially will not mean anything in the next millennia. Likely Earth will have gone through so much change in a thousand of its solar years we will be dealing with a new government, if we come back to this backwater planet at all. And what will it matter when you reach your first million years? Will you still be harping on about that one time where you helped the Autobot's on that one 'what's-its-designation' alien planet? ...No, of course not. You will go on to do other things. I know you will because at your root, you are a Witwicky. And if there is anything I have learned of your familial unit, it is that you set bars not to reach them, but to break them." As she listened, a promising glint returned to her optics. "I am afraid to add, but you may always feel as though you are trying to 'catch up.' The service records of the Autobot's onboard are as impressive as they are lengthy. ...It is good that you have used it as a motivator to overcome your tribulations. Just do not allow it to turn you into a needy go-getter. And you are, by far, not the only one aboard who has sacrificed a life for the cause and come back." Phage blinked at the last, her attention caught on Prowl's final words. Something kept pricking at the back her mind but she couldn't quite grasp the connecting threads. "That said, the reason I am here has not changed..." He punctuated his last words with clean clear eloquence. "I need you to heal Optimus Prime."
She cast a fleeting, anxious glance towards the Prime's mangled frame before she fixed it firmly back on Prowl. "I can't."
"Can't or won't." A dark edge hemmed his question.
"Prowl, I-I don't know how." She responded helplessly. "Optimus handled all of that."
He made a pointedly confused face. "But Optimus Prime was in your brain module. If he performed the healing through you then you should know how to do it again."
"It's not that simple!" Phage tried to explain but Prowl cut her off.
"It is. His frame is here." He grew dangerously calm as he added, "Time is drawing critical. We need you to heal the Prime and the rest of the Autobots now."
She became a bundle of instant nerves. "I already said Prowl-"
"That Prime handled the process. I got that. It should be easy for you to duplicate it."
"I believe I could..."
"Then what is the root problem? The longer we stall the more risk we are at."
"Optimus said my matrix is potent. Wild compared to the Matrix. He nearly lost control when directing its energies."
"So your scared?"
"Optimus and I were both worried! He said it was too much energy when he revived Spike-"
"Spike is fine."
"He is?"
Prowl waved a servo about carelessly. "Minus scarring, I'm told. But your medical professionals are discharging him soon. Bumblebee reported that they complained Spike was the healthiest human in the facility."
A great wave of relief flooded her face. "Really!"
"Did Optimus Prime warn what would happen if you lost control?"
"No." She said, shrugging helplessly. She felt so small and lost. The former confidence that had oozed from her while she was Pandora Endurus was gone. She felt small and insignificant, like little Phage all over again. Lost was apt. She was in turmoil. Couldn't Prowl see that? "Optimus didn't seem to know either." She added quickly.
Prowl shook his cranium, muttering something vague under his breath before it lifted in volume where she caught him say, "Sometimes Optimus Prime worries too much." He dropped servo contact with her, all too eager to do so, and fixed her with a stern glare. All too calm and whisper quiet he ordered her: "Heal the Prime, Phage-One." Still uncertain, she shuffled between her pedes. "Do it." Prowl commanded, his voice holding the calm sway of an sea before a storm.
At that moment, Ratchet's words replayed in her cranium: '...if I told Command they would demand tests. They would what to see what your matrix could do, Phage. It's just standard. They would want to know if it could create new sparks.-"
"New sparks...?"
"-And if it couldn't, they would want to know if it was more alike to the Heart of Cybertron. Those two tests alone could drastically alter her future. Don't deny it, Prime! Autobot Command would use her just as they use everyone else. I wasn't going to stand for it. She isn't a tool. So of course I withheld the information. What was I suppose to do? I couldn't tell a spark. Not even you, Prime. Especially you. Because I knew. I knew the moment anyone in Autobot Command realized what you have, Phage- That. Was. It. It would be a matter of time before Megatron figured out what was going on and when that happened the entire War would refocus-on-you."'
An immediate ill feeling settled in her gut. Phage-One's optics widened as she came to see Prowl in a different light. She took half a step back and bumped into Optimus Prime's medberth.
"Stop giving me that stupid look and-"
"Hey, Prowl." Softly chirped a familiar voice.
"What's going on over here?" Followed up an equally familiar tone.
Prowl's door panels twitched. He went rigid as if someone had fused his spine together at every point. With terrifying stealth for mechs of their size, Sideswipe and Sunstreaker emerged from behind the Tactician, Sideswipe preceding Sunstreaker and speaking in similar accord. Sideswipe flanked Prowl on his right and Sunstreaker his left.
"Last I heard," Sideswipe began as he slid pass Prowl and saddled up next to Phage. "Ratchet had a standing order: no one was to disturb the lady of the Ark, given that she's just undergone an intense medical procedure."
"So what are you doing harassing her?" Questioned Sunstreaker as he mirrored Sideswipe's steps and circled around Prowl, brushing shoulders with him as he went, and took flank on her opposite side. Stunned by their arrival, Phage-One glanced between the two mighty Autobot Wreckers before fixing her attention back on a very flustered Prowl.
"I wasn't harassing Phage-One."
"Hm, I think you were." Challenged Sideswipe. "She seems to be in a great deal of distress. What's the idea of dragging her out of recharge and marching her in front of Optimus Prime's frame?"
"Both techniques are used for psychological interrogation." Answered Sunstreaker, to which Prowl just glared.
Sideswipe sucked air between his denta and rolled his optics in his brother's direction. "Yeeeah, I don't like the sound of that."
"I am not surprised you would know that, Sunstreaker." Prowl calmly and quietly retorted. "In fact, according to the Extraction Team's reports, I have been wondering who taught Phage to go for vital kill shots."
The Badland Terrors' smiles mirrored each other. "You know the trick to outliving everyone, Prowler?" Asked Sideswipe.
"You mean other than being an outlier with a unique healing factor?"
"Other than that." Sideswipe remarked dismissively with a wave of his servo.
"Fighting dirty." Sunstreaker cut in.
"Knew it." Murmured Prowl as an aside to himself. "Assigning the two of you as her bodyguards was a terrible idea."
"I think it was the best idea." Smarted off Sideswipe with a cheeky smirk.
The Tactician's glare became icy as his whole face set into a beautiful, cold model of stone. "I don't know what the two of you are doing here, but the both of you need to leave. Phage-One and I were having a private discussion."
"No." Said Sunstreaker.
"Excuse me? As your commanding officer I demand that you stand down."
"Funny thing that," Sunstreaker said with an equally chilly glare, "with Jazz back, power is stripped from you in emergency situations and falls back to who? Oh, yes...Jazz."
"Fancy that." Cut in Sideswipe. "Where is he, by the way?"
"Probably still off with Ratchet. Didn't I see you go with them after the procedure? Looked like some important discussion..."
Prowl bristled on the spot. Optics narrowed to slits, his denta peeked between a gap in his lips. At the last his jaw dropped for him to lob some heated words back at the Lamborghini Twins, except that the door to the Medbay wooshed open then. Usually a background sound, it was amplified tenfold in the quiet. Prowl spun on the spot to address the newcomers, only to spy an irate Ratchet and Jazz barreling down on his position. It was at that moment, as he spared an angry glare towards the Lamborghini Twins, that Prowl understood they had merely been stalking him while they waited for the heavyweight backup.
A low-key angry rev issued from Prowl's engine as he turned smartly away from the trio to address Jazz and Ratchet. The former of whom spread his arms wide upon catching Prowl's gaze and quietly, but angrily shouted; "What the frag are you doing?"
Ratchet had steamrolled into Medbay as if the place had been about to explode and was he was in the mindset to save as many of his patients as possible. His momentum carried with him once he had crossed the threshold, and he would have let it carry him straight into Prowl for a physical altercation if Jazz had not headed the CMO off. The ensuing conflict was terse, heated and hushed as Prowl, Jazz and Ratchet argued but tried to maintain a level of quiet to prevent waking the crew.
Jazz placed himself squarely between Prowl and Ratchet as the distance closed, effectively preventing both mechs from coming to blows. Despite his interference, Ratchet savagely snapped at Prowl; "When I say do not disturb my patients, it means: Do. Not. Disturb. My. Patients! Phage is in critical condition and you dragged her from her medberth! What the frag is wrong with your processor!"
"We need her to heal everyone!"
Due to his sheer anger, Ratchet's face went vibrant energon blue in hue. He turned a sharp optic on Jazz. "What did I say!"
"Enough!" Hissed Jazz. "Both of you, come with me to Ratchet's office. Now!" For good measure, he gave Prowl a good shove in the right direction to get him going but the Tactician jerked out of Jazz's touch and marched smartly ahead of the small party to the private office. En route, Ratchet twisted on his heel and jabbed a digit at Phage-One and the Lamborghini Twins. "Phage! Get back to your medberth. And you two, make sure she gets there and stays there!"
With no further order from Command, the three disappeared into Ratchet's office. Jazz was last to enter. No sooner than the door had swooshed and locked shut than the three heard the distinct angry shouting of the officers going at each other. Tense awkward silence passed before Phage murmured, "What the hell just happened?"
"Prowl being Prowl." Tsked Sunstreaker as he folded his arms.
At Phage's perplexed expression, Sideswipe leaned over and said, "Woke up from recharge from your little chitchat. You looked distressed. And Prowl was being Prowl from the sounds of it. So, knowing Ratchet had said to leave you alone to recharge, well, I comm'd Jazz."
"You comm'd them?"
"Absolutely." Insisted Sideswipe with a smile. "Ain't no one allowed to mess with you."
"Except us." Chipped in Sunstreaker. Sideswipe nodded along mischievously. Only Phage-One was aloof, half listening to their banter and mumbled a half hearted thanks. The Twins gave her a curious look before sharing a knowing glance between themselves.
"Come on, Faye." Sideswipe chimed sweetly and touched her arm. "Let's get you back to your berth before Ratchet blows a gasket. ...What did he want with you anyway? Not everyday I see Prowl pull some slag like this. What did he mean by 'heal everyone?'"
"Isn't it obvious?" Scoffed Sunstreaker. "He clearly thinks that Phage has some residue Matrix energy stored up in her from contact with Prime and the Matrix. He's likely hoping Phage still has some reserved and can assess it like she did at the Decepticon seabase."
Fine crease lines formed over Phage-One's brows. The notion struck her by the Twins off the cuff remarks that no Bot outside of who she had told in the elevator knew what had really happened at the seabase. They had, logically, formed their own conclusions when Bumblebee had blabbed to everyone else. What they came up with was the only logical road given the circumstances.
Which brought her right back around to Prowl. His calmly laid out scenario of an endless Decepticon invasion kept going round and round in her head. The way Prowl had gone about trying to get her to help had been absolutely asinine. She couldn't wrap her head around why he couldn't have just asked nicely. What he had done, what did she even call it? Theatrics? Psychological interrogation, according to Sunstreaker, sounded much too harsh. But was it what it really was? Had Prowl just really done that to her because he was afraid? The last ten minutes boggled her mind. And yet, despite his methods, Prowl had laid out very real and very frightening facts. Based on what the Twins had just said, how much did Autobot Command share with mechs like Sunstreaker and Sideswipe? Even stranded on an alien world and faced with the possibility that they were the last of their species, there was certain knowledge only the higher ups knew. Which begged the question, were the Twins aware of the barest bones that Prowl had laid out to her? Surely. ...Maybe?
Before the Twins had led her more than half a dozen steps from Optimus Prime's frame, she made up her mind. "Hold on." She said abruptly and shrugged Sideswipe's hold off. "I have to do something."
The Twins stared after her quizzically. "What?" Asked Sideswipe.
The crease lines deepened on her forehead. "Prowl's right."
"You do have residue Matrix energy?" Asked a stunned Sunstreaker. "I was only speculating."
She did not respond. Instead she turned resolutely towards Optimus Prime's frame and stepped up next to it, rubbing her hands together anxiously. The sight of it once again churned her fuel tanks something fierce. She bit back on the urge to turn away and instead adamantly stuck her hands out over his frame as she recalled Optimus had made her do with Bumblebee at the Decepticon seabase. Then, she closed her optics to concentrate on following the internal path Optimus had laid out that he had called channeling.
The Lamborghini Twins noted a pulse of neon green light racing through the seams of her frame, noted the irises of her deep azure optics had taken on a green ring. The glow polluted the shade of her optics, lightening them to aquamarine. That foreign energy raced along her arms and coalesced into her servos in a misty green light. The Badland Terrors first shared stunned looks between each other but those quickly gave way to concern. "That is not Matrix energy." Murmured Sunstreaker as he took half a step back, his frame tensing as he seized her up. Sideswipe on the other hand cautiously moved forward.
"Phage...?"
"I hope I'm not overwhelmed." She worried softly.
Their faces painted in equal hues of worry. "What do you mean? Phage, wait. Stop." Sideswipe said lamely, uncertain if he should interrupt to save her from herself or not and if he did what repercussions would it have. "Phage, wait. Stop. This doesn't feel right."
Stubbornly set on her task, Phage-One was not listening and did not want to spend the time explaining everything all over again, especially when in doing so she could loose her nerve. She focused intently on the vague concept Optimus Prime had only but briefly introduced her too called channeling and attempted to focus the raging energy within her down a specific path she had chosen. Directing that raging river was hard and the Lamborghini Twins would not be quiet.
"Optimus doesn't strain like that when he's healing." Observed Sunstreaker disquietingly.
Sideswipe's face crumpled in utmost concern. "Phage, are you in pain? Phage, you're... Faye, stop!" Sideswipe demanded. He grabbed her shoulder.
An abrupt implosion of the mysterious green light erupted from Phage's chassis and pulsed angrily through her frame. Sideswipe leapt back as though his servo had been burned, more out of surprise than anything else. The poor femme gasped sharply then grew disquietingly silent as she gnashed her denta and shuttered her burning green optics shut. Her frame stumbled forward, but caught her balance by quickly adjusting her footwork. Her servos remained outstretched over the Prime, but trembled visibly as her servos glowed brightly.
The Badland Terrors knew from personal experience that Optimus Prime did not act in this fashion when tapping the Matrix to heal. Optimus Prime did not ever look to be in physical pain when accessing it. Sideswipe looked worriedly to his brother. "What do we do?"
"RATCHET!" Sunstreaker yelled across the Medbay.
The alarm in his tone and volume of his shout woke up additional Autobot's at the cost of achieving what he had hoped. The door to Ratchet's personal office could not get open fast enough for the doctor. He scrambled to get back into his Medbay.
"What? What is-" His optics quickly discovered the source of the newest disturbance and full panic flirted across Ratchet's face. "PHAGE, STOP!"
Jazz and Prowl followed right behind the CMO. Jazz reflected Ratchet and the Twins panic, but it took Prowl a minute to get there. When he came out of the office Prowl had started to argue with Ratchet that it was for the best and to let Phage-One finish. Until he saw her struggle. Last minute regret and too-late caution plagued Prowl, all emotions he empathized with one word, "Phage?!"
"It burns!"
"Stop! Just stop!" Ratchet cried frantically.
"What's happening?" Asked Sideswipe. "What do we do!"
"I don't know!" Admitted a panicked Ratchet.
"Release the energy! Just heal!" Prowl shouted.
"No! I...I'm...trying... to channel...like Prime!"
"Just heal, Phage!"
She grit her denta and shook her cranium in the negative, her new omni hair twisting and curling around her cranium to emphasize without words, that what he was asking wasn't done the way he demanded.
It was then that Prowl really did start to panic.
"Stop encouraging her! This is your fault to begin with!"
"My fault!? You're the one that kept it hidden!" Prowl turned sharply around on Ratchet and doubled down. "Besides, she's already accessed it. Just better to finish than waste the opportunity!"
Her optics flew open then, twin burning emerald suns, a shade none had ever seen on any Cybertronian in their lives. A strange wave of disorienting calm came over her face. "Is anyone seeing this...?" Despite the display of power, her voice came out small and scared. "Why are there aurora lights?"
"What aurora lights?" Echoed Jazz sharply. Not a one of them saw anything in the direction she was staring. The only foreign light in Medbay was the one she was projecting. "Lil' Katt, cut it out!"
She was a hopeful, idealistic fool. She knew that the moment she had attempted to hone her focus to channel. She had been proud that she had managed to hold a chokehold on the tidal wave of power raging within her. But her focus was too brittle. The dam she had imagined to hold back the tidal wave was flimsy at best and burst apart. She was immediately overcome by the tidal force of power coursing through her circuits. With a piercing scream that jerked awake any remaining Autobot's recharging in the Medbay, an explosive shockwave of green energy burst from her frame and rippled outwards. When the shockwave hit the mechs standing, they were blown off their pedes. The Lamborghini Twins crashed into medberths, Ratchet and Jazz hit the floor and Prowl cracked his helm on the edge of a medberth on his way to kiss the floor.
A moment's disorientation slowed Prowl down. He touched his helm, feeling a large dent in the side. Gingerly he picked himself up off the floor, aware of the cacophony of chaos all around him. Autobot's in the Medbay had come awake, cursing and shouting incomprehensibly as their words were drowned in the horrid racket the Ark was performing. The starship itself seemed to have come alive. Loud disconcerting creaking and moaning echoed throughout the length and breadth of the starship. The whining crunch of metal shrieking against rock grated on his audio receptors. The racket cast him back to some dark places during the War but with a resolute will, Prowl fortified his mind against the memories. Against the horrid orchestra, he cringed and covered his audio receptors as he sat up.
"Phage?" He shouted for her, but his call was drowned in the noise. He cast his optics about and found the femme not far off, crumpled on the floor of the Medbay. A piercing stab of conscious tore through him. Why hadn't he listened when she said she couldn't channel her power? What if she had blown the Ark and everyone within it apart? How could he forget the Crystal in Peru? How could he overlook something so critical?
Summoning his strength, Prowl made to pull himself up onto his pedes. At that moment, Jazz appeared at his side, and Ratchet too, and they both helped him attain his footing. With a bond formed over millions of years, they wordlessly communicated via servo gestures and nods. Ratchet bent Prowl over to check his helm, flashed three digits in front of his face, and when Prowl reflected the same number on his servo Ratchet seemed satisfied with his functionality. Then, Jazz held up his servos and showed off the green electric energy crackling across his frame. Ratchet's optics doubled in size as Jazz's entire frame began reconfiguring, upgrading into a new design. Jazz desperately gestured to his comrades and then around the Medbay. Ratchet and Prowl looked to themselves and found their own frames were undergoing an upgrade. And then Ratchet spun around, accounting for everyone within his view. Every mech within the Medbay was undergoing the same treatment. Those injured were healing and upgrading, their bodies recovering at rapid rates. Each Autobot was preoccupied by the miracle and marveling themselves over. The Badland Terrors popped back up from where they had been blown back. Their frames were rapidly growing new exodermal armor. Beyond them, Ratchet realized almost too late, the shattered glass of the wall length window was rippling with the foreign energy. Where it ran across the length and breadth of the Ark, the glass grew and repaired. Where the walls and ceiling had caved in over the course of millions of years and stalactites and stalagmites had grown from water and earth to invade the Medbay in colonies, and where the oldest had joined to form columns, the Cybertronian alloy that comprised the ship came alive, whining in protest, until the mountain rock groaned and shattered under pressure and then was expelled from the hull of the Ark as assuredly as a thorn from flesh.
Ratchet wasn't aware his mouth had come unhinged until Jazz tapped his shoulder and redirected his attention to the medberth where Optimus Prime's frame lay. Ratchet's mouth slackened again and his optics threatened to burst for the sheer size they had grown as he marveled in wonder as the crackling green energy raced along the Prime's frame.
As the focal point of the energy burst, the green energy crackled and leapt across his frame, repairing it where it raced along and restoring what was lost, not excluding Optimus Prime's cranium. Too dumbstruck to respond, the mechs gawked as Optimus Prime's head reconstructed itself and his frame did not simply repair itself to pristine factory condition, but upgraded as well.
As the miracle subsided and the Ark began to settle, Optimus Prime stirred then leisurely sat up. The gobsmacked Autobot's fell into absolute silence as they gawked on. The Prime glanced curiously around at his Autobot brethren and then at himself. He was turning his servo over this way and that, noting the fading traces of the energy surge, when Jazz cautiously approached. Optimus Prime's striking liberty blue optics leapt up from his servo and caught Jazz, seeming to pierce through the visor and stare straight into his optics. Full of apprehension, Jazz asked a single simple question. "Optimus Prime?"
"Yes?" A rush of relief left Jazz's shoulders. Optimus noted it and looked again at his servo then back to Jazz. "Did we find a unique energy source?"
"Something like that." Jazz breathed.
The Prime's optics narrowed critically. "What's happened? How long have I been out for this time?" The question unleashed a floodgate from nearly every Autobot. Jazz and Prowl rushed to explain everything that had happened since the Decepticon siege the prior day. Their dual accounts were interrupted and interjected into at every other word by the gathered Autobot's eager to give their own accounts. "Silence!" Bellowed Optimus Prime. The gathered force fell into silence and stared on curiously as he moved to claim his full height and he groaned under his breath, "It's another one of those days."
At his full height, the Autobot Commander towered over most of the Autobot's. From his overshadowing height, the full weight of his arresting gaze fell on Jazz, Prowl and Ratchet. "Jazz," he intoned with his familiar baritone voice, "Report."
"I can do better." Ratchet interjected before Jazz could begin. Optimus fixed the CMO with a sharp but curious look. "I can go grab your mental engram for a synch up "
"Thank you, Ratchet. That would perhaps be best." Ratchet nodded along importantly before he practically bounded to do as he offered. Once he had disappeared into his office, Optimus Prime's attention swept across the Medbay again and landed at last on Phage-One. A start ran straight through his frame at the sight of the femme lying on the floor about ten feet from him, limbs and omni-hair strewn about like a poor discarded toy. Optimus Prime shot his officers a perplexed look, quietly expecting answers. When none were forthcoming, and no one moved straightaway to aid her, he himself cut straight for her. "What happened?" Prime demanded as he knelt beside Phage-One. He carefully checked her over for damage, and finding none, gingerly picked her up.
Jazz stepped forward and began recounting the last two days events in clear, concise sentences. "It's like this, Prime: yesterday the Decepticons launched a surprise attack in the predawn."
"Yesterday?" Asked a stunned Prime.
"Yes, sir. All Decepticon combiners were on the field. The battle was going badly for us. Events took a turn for the worse when Megatron engaged you in combat. Sorry to say Prime, but you lost."
Optimus looked up sharply from Phage-One at this comment. "I lost?"
"Sorry, Prime. Yes, sir. We would have lost you if Lil' Katt hadn't of rushed the field to repair you. Finding the damage beyond her capability, she used herself as an impromtu storage for your spark and pysche transplant."
"What!" Exclaimed Optimus Prime in shock and surprise as he glanced between the femme in his arms and his Second in Command.
"That's not even the gold flecks on the oil cake, Prime. Lil' Katt slipped the Matrix into your subspace compartment with the trailer to keep it out of Megatron's reach." Optimus Prime's optics grew wide and flared at the relay of information. "After some back and forth, the battle came to an end when Megatron and the Decepticons fled the battle with Phage as a hostage."
"But she's here now."
"I immediately set out with a team to retrieve her, sir."
"Good work, Jazz."
"Thank you, sir."
"And the..." Optimus glanced around the Medbay, noting the Autobot's and the renewed Medbay, "Energy source that revived me and did all this?"
Jazz stiffened. "That...came from Phage-One, sir."
Further confusion deepened Optimus Prime's features. He quietly murmured, "Phage-One?"
"Yes, Prime. Designation promotion. You know how it goes."
In light of the seriousness of everything else Jazz was dropping on him, he let the designation promotion slide. "What about the energy source?"
"Right. Well, Lil' Katt...has her own matrix."
"What?" Rumbled Optimus Prime darkly as he, perhaps subconsciously at the news, cradled Phage-One closer to his frame. A similar stunned reaction rippled through the Autobot force and low murmur broke out amongst those who had not known. "She has a matrix? And it did all this?"
"To my understanding, yes Prime."
"How?"
"Ask Ratchet." Prowl grumbled irritably.
As if summoned by invoking his designation, Ratchet reemerged from his office. In his servo held high for all to see was a small, flat crystalline chip. "Got your engram, Prime." He stopped short at the mixed bag of curious, befuddled and angry glares he was getting from the Autobot force. Especially the steely opticed glare Optimus Prime was borrowing into him. "Did I miss something?"
Optimus Prime's glare deepened. "I certainly did." Optimus Prime rumbled. "I'll have my engram now, Ratchet."
A minor commotion erupted among the Autobots. Optimus Prime and the officers' attention immediately focused in on the disturbance. "Sea Spray." Optimus said calmly, signaling out the mech in question who was trying to force his way to the front of the gathered Autobots. "Is there an emergency?"
He burst to the forefront of the Autobot ranks, newly upgraded with the rest, looking near wild-opticed. He exclaimed animatedly, "There's a spark!" Prime and the officers stared on, perplexed by his claim. "I have spark!"
"Yes, Sea Spray. You do." Remarked Ratchet with a deadpan edge.
"No you lugnut!" Groused Sea Spray angrily before he tapped his chassis. "Here, in my secondary spark chamber for emergency transfers! There's a spark!"
"We extracted Prime's spark from there already, Sea Spray." Ratchet tried to remind him calmly, while utterly confounded on what Sea Spray was getting at.
Sea Spray's engine revved angrily. "I know that! There's another one!"
Optimus Prime and the gathered Autobots stared at Sea Spray as if he had grown a second cranium. It was Optimus Prime that asked the all important question: "What?"
Sea Spray tapped his chest platting again with frantic energy. "When the energy wave hit, I got a notification that the emergency chamber was occupied with a new spark. I'm telling you, it materialized out of nowhere! I could show you!" Before anyone could say otherwise, Sea Spray opened his chest plating to reveal the cavity within his chassis where the secondary emergency spark chamber was housed. Certainly within it was another spark. Not a kind of spark of the familiar shade of blue that the Cybertronians were familiar with, but one that was a shade of green. Aquamarine to be precise. As the Autobots gawked on, the new spark pulsed and spun happily within its confines until Sea Spray closed his chassis with finality and said, "See!"
Optimus Prime felt quite suddenly as if the world was swimming. Flabbergasted, he turned aside from Sea Spray and stared down at the femme cradled in his arms. "It is one of those days." He murmured disjointedly.
"Spires of Iacon!" Jazz sharply gasped, arresting the attention of Optimus Prime and the Autobots. The SIC spun on his heel to address Ratchet. He seized the CMO by his shoulder struts and shook him. "Ratchet! It created a new spark! Lil' Katt's matrix created a new spark!"
"I saw!" Gasped Ratchet.
"No, Ratchet! You don't get it!" Jazz cried excitedly as he shook the doctor. "It created a new spark inside a spark extractor! What about the Mind Bank, Ratchet? What about the Mind Bank!"
It was not just Ratchet's face that went pale as the significance of what Jazz was suggesting dawned on him. Through the feint spell that held sway over many, Ratchet swatted Jazz's servos off of him. He did not protest but let Ratchet go as the doctor stumbled away from Jazz then finally broke optic contact as he careened away and ran for the back of the Medbay. The Autobots let him pass, then followed quickly behind. Frantically, Ratchet accessed a secret panel disguised into the wall and desperately punched in his code with a trembling servo. Ratchet stumbled back as the barren wall and floor began to shift and reconfigure into a small flight of stairs that descended into a narrow corridor brilliantly lit with the cerulean light of dozens upon dozens of sparks. Within the small space just large enough for one mech abreast, was row upon neatly organized row of sparks held in magnetic storage alongside their mental engrams. The Mind Bank was the Autobot's most jealously guarded secret from humanity as it housed not just the remainder of the Ark's crew, but was, in essence, the Autobot's secret to immortality.
Ratchet briskly trotted down the tight corridor, his red digits brushing over neatly scrawled designations of the Autobots housed within. He was seeking specific plaques, specific magnetic containers that had housed members of the crew that they had reactivated much later: Beachcomber, Blaster, Cosmos, Grapple, Hoist, Inferno, Perceptor, Powerglide, Red Alert, Sea Spray, Skids, Smokescreen, Tracks and Warpath. The magnetic containers should have been empty. He quickly discovered that he did not have to follow the alphabetical system to spot the magnetic containers he was looking for, as the disquietingly yet serene glow of cerulean sparks was corrupted by a foreign, alien light. Sections of the corridor where the empty containers should have been were polluted in varying shades of green light. Ratchet quickly came to the end of the Mind Bank and turned slowly about. Face drawn, he stared back out at the dozens of faces staring back at him that could already see for themselves what he already knew.
"There are fourteen more in here where the containers had been emptied." Ratchet managed to say, his voice coming out hollow from the shock.
Outside the Mind Bank, Jazz and half the crew turned their optics up on Optimus Prime. He shifted uncomfortably under their direct gaze and, subconsciously, reaffirmed his grip on Phage-One by pulling her limp frame protectively against his. "That makes fifteen, Optimus!" Jazz announced in whisper thin awe.
"Sixteen." Called Ratchet from the Mind Bank. Craniums snapped back around as he reemerged from the Mind Bank and moved to reseal it.
"Sixteen?" Echoed Jazz.
Hollow faced, Ratchet lifted his gaze off the floor and fixed it to Jazz, then Prime. "My emergency spark container is occupied too."
Jazz turned slowly from the CMO and cast his gaze back up on Optimus Prime. "Correction: sixteen new sparks. Prime..." For once in his life, Jazz fumbled for words. He looked around imploringly, and finding no inspiration or assistance, his attention landed on Phage-One cradled bridal style in the Prime's arms. "Lil' Katt...Phage-One has a matrix." His attention lifted up to the Prime's. "A real Matrix."
"A Creation Matrix." Suggested Sea Spray who received murmurs of agreement.
"Question is," Ratchet interjected as he finished resealing the Mind Bank before he turned back around to face the crew. The shock had worn off and his intense gaze borrowed deep into Optimus Prime. "What is Command going to do with her now?"
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